A/N: This chapter isn't as long, but I wanted to get it out today because, hey it's Valentine's Day. Spreading the love!
I turned and looked at him nervously. That didn't sound too good. In movies or shows that's how people usually starters the "we should break up" speech. I don't think I could handle that. I mean I know that I could get over Daryl eventually, but not if he was one of about ten people I saw each day. I only grew even more nervous as Daryl laid there staring at the ceiling holding my hand.
"It dangerous out there. Even here at the farm. No where is ever gonna be safe again." He turned and looked at me. My heart sank as I realized he was right. "I won't let anythin' happen to ya, but I'm not gonna be around forever." My eyes widened, I had already gone through enough death I didn't want to talk about Daryl's.
"I ain't teachin' ya how to use the crossbow for shits and tomorrow I'm gonna start teachin' ya to shoot but..." He propped himself up on his side wincing slightly. "If anythin' happens to me I want ya to promise ya'll stay with Rick."
I could feel tears running down my face, but I hadn't realized I had started to cry. Daryl looked at me hard before sitting up. He pulled me up to sit next to him and grabbed my chin.
"Promise me. Don' fly off the handle." I couldn't say anything I just looked down crying. Daryl shook me once. "Promise me! He's the only one I trust to take care of ya." I breathed in deep trying to get it together.
"OK, OK, I'll stay with Rick, promise." Daryl pulled me to him hard and put his face in my neck. I could feel his heavy breathing through my hair. He pulled back and looked at me smiling slightly.
"Come on nothin' to get worked up about. I'm like a fuckin' cockroach, be around forever."
I smiled slightly and Daryl pulled the sheet up. He wiped it across my face under my eyes. I grabbed his hand and held it against my face and really smiled at him. He kissed my forehead before laying me back down on the bed. Daryl straddled me and immediately started sucking and kissing my neck. I tried pushing him away, but he wouldn't move.
"Daryl we can't you just got stitches and you've been unconscious today. More than once!" He reached and grabbed my right breast through the shirt. He quickly started pulling on the nipple and I quit protesting falling back on the bed.
"This is our one chance for who knows how long. I told ya I wouldn' take yer virginity in a tent and I meant it." He pulled back smirking at me. "Didn't say anything about fuckin' ya in it afterward though."
I blushed and Daryl went back to my neck. He just got me real hot, real fast. He moved to the buttons on my shirt and quickly undid them. He pulled the sides open and immediately latched onto my left nipple, pulling and chewing on it. I sat up and let him pull it off me. As I laid back on the bed I started squirming and reached up grabbing onto his shoulders. I tugged on the fabric there as he tugged on my nipple.
Daryl grabbed the sides of my panties and pulled them down my legs. When he got to my knees he licked my nipple once before pulling back and blowing on it. I shivered as he moved off me slightly to pull of my panties completely. He quickly got back onto me as his thumb rubbed my clit. I grabbed the hair on the back of his neck and kissed him hard.
Daryl immediately responded by sticking his tongue into my mouth. As our tongue fought against each other I felt Daryl shift upwards. On my bare legs I could feel his boxers sliding down my legs. I tried to keep calm, but it was hard knowing I was about to lose my virginity in a bed in a strangers house. Daryl pulled away as he started rubbing my side with his free hand, all while continuing his assault on my clit.
"Are ya sure ya want this, last chance to back out." He was panting and his breath felt moist and heavy in ear.
"It's our last chance for a bed isn't it?" Daryl pulled back letting his hand fall from me and looked down at me.
"That ain't what this is about. Ya could have a better man than me, are ya sure ya want to settle?" I reached up and threaded my fingers in some of his hair.
"I'm sure, but I'm not settling. You may not be perfect, but so far your biggest flaw is a low self esteem. We'll work on that and besides it's rather endearing." Daryl looked down blushing slightly.
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and pulled him down for a kiss. Daryl moved his hand back to my center, this time shoving two fingers into me and immediately curving them pressing them into that special spot. I moaned into his ear and heard a light groan in response which made me smile slightly.
Almost as quickly as he put them him Daryl removed his hand. He quickly pulled his one leg up and put it over his good hip. He then lifted my other leg, but just continued to hold it under the knee. I blushed suddenly feeling incredibly exposed as Daryl positioned himself.
All the confidence I had gathered in the last few minutes disappeared the moment I felt his head brush against me. I tightened my hold and braced myself. I knew Daryl could feel me quivering because he started rubbing my side as he worked his shaft slowly into me.
It hurt, there was no doubt about that, but not nearly as much as I thought it would have. I was always under the impression that it would become fantastic after a few minutes though and it didn't. As Daryl continued to thrust the pain dulled after a while, but there was still quite a bit of pain.
Finally I felt it. Everything changed and I started to feel the tightening in my stomach starting up again like when Daryl had fingers me in the tent the night before. I started to moan lightly into Daryl's ear as he leaned his head into my neck. I felt his panting pick up and his thrusts were slowing down. I felt him grip into my thigh as he tensed up.
It was strange I had no idea that I would be able to feel it when he came. I suddenly felt a little disappointed because I don't think I came. At least I don't think I did, not like I did last time. I hadn't been expecting a lot from my first time anyway and I did owe Daryl one anyway. I blushed and put my head in his neck.
Daryl slowly set my leg down back on the bed and I slowly pulled my other leg off his hip. I lowered it slowly because it was stiff from being in the same position. Daryl laid down on top of my and placed kisses along my collar bone where his head lay. I slowly stroked up and down his sides as we lay there.
It was at that moment that I realized that Daryl was still wearing his shirt. I looked down at him and saw his sleeveless plaid across his back. Now I was curious as to why. I frowned slightly as I tugged on the shirt, but quickly put a small smile on as Daryl propped himself up and looked at me. He leaned forward and kissed me before rolling over and lying on the bed stretching before he sat up.
"Come on time to get dressed." I groaned and rolled over onto my stomach. I felt a sharp hand on my ass and sat up quickly.
"If this place gets overrun by walkers I ain't having' ya run out there butt naked."
He smirked at me before tossing my panties at me. I quickly got dressed and as I was buttoning my shirt I saw Daryl relaxing on the bed. He had a hand behind his head and a smirk on his face as he watched me. When he saw me looking he opened his arm to me and I crawled into bed and cuddled up against him.
Daryl then lifted me and pulled me across to his other side. I laughed as he did. When he put me down on the bed he pressed kisses across my face. I giggle and squirmed away from him before reaching out and shoving at him he winced slightly and I pulled back quickly.
"I'm so sorry sweetheart! Are you OK?" Daryl looked at me and smiled slightly.
"I'm fine, just gotta watch yer hands for a while." He pulled me into his chest. "Go to sleep, we got stuff to do tomorrow." I snuggled into his chest and closed my eyes focusing on his breathing.
"What is going on here." I woke up to an angry voice that was very familiar and I felt Daryl tighten his arms around me.
A/N: I am really struggling with what to with the Sophia plot. I have two desperate story lines that I keep switching between. I want to know what you guys would like to see to help me decide between the two. The question is should Sophia live or die? It's going to be a few chapters away so you can take some time answering.