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Amanda went back to the bar just to find an empty bar stool next to hers. She sat down and ordered another drink while she searched for the guy in the dark corner. He was still there and was very busy exploring his younger attendance mouth with his tongue. His hands were all over her body and slipped under her shirt right up to her breasts. Amanda turned away and took a sip of her beer.

"Why had she been so upset? Does she know him? Maybe it's an Ex-Boyfriend? But why would she react that harsh?"

As hard as she tried she couldn't explain the former occasions. She felt discontented. The evening had gone so well and now she sat here, all alone and had no idea, why. While she was lost in her thoughts her cell phone buzzed and a message plopped up.

"I am sorry. I didn't want to screw up your night. Just forget about me, I am not able to have normal friendships. I am sorry. Olivia"

Amanda starred at the display trying to understand what was going on with this woman. First she flipped and then she tried to kick her away. Her fear was visible and Amanda was willing to find out what the reason could be. She emptied her beer and paid her bill. She grabbed her leather jacket and left the bar. She knew that Olivia's apartment wasn't far away so she decided to walk over. She didn't know what she should tell her but she would not leave till Olivia had told her what was going on earlier this evening.

A view blocks later she had arrived at Olivia's place. She took a deep breath and knocked at the door. No response. She waited a view seconds and knocked again. No response. She listened at the door and heard something. Someone got up and walked right over. The doorlock clicked and Olivia slowly opened. By the second Amanda's eyes met hers she knew the older Woman had cried. Olivia's eyes were red and swollen and had a glazed look.

"Why are you here? I told you to just let go of me. I screw every friendship so let's just cut it right now!"

Amanda was surprised by the sound of Olivia's voice. She seemed so exhausted and tired. Nothing in the world would make her leave now. She softly touched Olivia's hand and squeezed it lightly.

"I don't care if you've screwed up every other friendship. This is me and I won't go anywhere but where you are. I mean what I say, Detective: I really like you and I want to be your friend. I feel so lonely since I moved to New York and I really miss to talk to someone who isn't Fin or Munch,"

She softly committed and smiled sadly. Olivia's look had changed. It seemed like she exactly felt the same way Amanda did. She stepped aside and signalized her to step in. Amanda followed her inside and recognized the empty bottle of wine on Olivia's coffee table but didn't say anything. Whatever it was that had caused her to flee out of the bar it must have hit her hard. And then Amanda saw the picture…

"Take a seat, Amanda. I think it's my turn to explain a few things. Well… I am sure you recognized the guy in the bar matches the guy on the photograph on my commode. Brian is my…let's call it an occasionally Boyfriend. We've been dating several times and of course we had sex and everything went well. But I told him I needed time. He told me he would be fine with that and that he could wait because he wanted to be with me. Turned out he couldn't. Or let's say he doesn't want to be with me anymore…Like everybody else in my life. That's the reason why I yelled at you in the ladies room. I just couldn't take it anymore. I really thought we could make it. But… I am no lucky child,"

She had been walking up and down the living room while she had spoken and now she sank back on her couch and burrowed her face in her hands. Amanda sat there silently and watched her. She didn't know what to say or to do to make Olivia feel better. So she just laid her hand on Olivia's shoulder and stroked it gently.

"I don't think you're no lucky child, Olivia Benson. I think you are amazing. You are intelligent, brilliant, so warm-hearted, absolutely beautiful and one of the most caring and loving woman I've ever known. If these guys don't see, how gorgeous you are then they don't deserve you!"

Olivia let out a sneer and faced Amanda. Her Eyes met the Blue ones and suddenly Amanda's touch gave her goose bumps all over her body. She startled about the unknown feelings. She had never experienced something like this before, especially not when she was touched by a woman. The magic didn't last longer than a few seconds. Amanda smiled shyly, turned her head away and left Olivia with a confused feeling.

"Okay, it's kinda late, I should let you sleep"

Amanda got up the couch and stretched herself. She felt awkward because she had told Olivia all this cheesy stuff and didn't get any response. She grabbed her jacket and turned towards the door when she felt a hand around her wrist.

"Amanda! I… I really appreciate your opinion about me and I am thankful that you told me! You maybe wanna come over for dinner tomorrow! My cooking skills are not that good, but I'll do my best to apologize!"

She looked at Amanda, her Eyes full of hope.

"Sounds wonderful! I'll be there at 06:00 p.m."

When Amanda walked out of the building, she had a smile on her face and butterflies in her stomach. She was going to have a date with Olivia…

So, after some struggle it went very well for Amanda. But what will happen when the two ladies are alone together? Will they get closer or will they maybe get interrupted? Stay tuned. Reviews are welcome as always.