Hey everybody, thank you all sooo sooo much for reading and liking my story and of course for reviewing It makes me so happy that you like what I write. So as I promised, here is the next chapter. Let's find out what will happen when the two women spend an evening together, both knowing, there are more than friendship feelings…
Olivia rang the bell and nervously opened the front door when she heard the release buzzer. In front of the elevators she stopped. Should she use one or walk? First, she wanted to take the steps so she could go through her feelings one last time. But then she remembered Amanda's Apartment was at the 17th floor and so she decided to take the elevator. She entered it and pressed the right floor. The doors closed and the cabin started to lift Olivia upstairs. She checked her reflection one last time in the mirror. She wore a simple black pair of Jeans and a black blouse with a banded collar and little gold buttons. Her jewellery matched them. Her brown hair fell in big waves over her shoulders and she wore her glasses because she liked how they made her look. Like a mixture of a secretary and a smartass. Yeah, she thought that she looked really good and hoped that Amanda would recognize that too. The tinkle of the elevator brought her back to reality. She was there. She slowly stepped outside and walked across the corridor just to find Amanda waiting at the opened Apartment door. When their eyes met Olivia felt her legs getting weak and her heart making a little jump. The blonde looked gorgeous as always. She wore a black pencil skirt with a black tank top and the matching High heels. Her hair was bound in a high pony tail but some strands had loosened and framed her beautiful face. Olivia stopped right in front of her. She felt dizzy when she smelled Amanda's perfume, the same she had worn yesterday.
"Hey Olivia, nice to see you! Aaahhm…you wanna come in or do I have to serve dinner here?!"
Amanda smiled. Olivia shook her head and entered the Apartment where she was welcomed by an amazing scent of fried chicken and mashed potatoes. She followed it till she entered the kitchen where she was just about to open a pot.
"Hey hey hey, Detective", Amanda yelled while she smacked the older Woman's hand softly "didn't your mother teach you not to nibble?!" A teasing smile on her lips, she pushed Olivia out of the kitchen and placed her at the dinner table. The older woman was surprised how clean Amanda's apartment was. She had expected more decoration stuff and pictures but it looked just like hers. She immediately loved this place and while she waited for Amanda to serve dinner she found herself thinking about the possibility to stay here more often. She warned herself not to rush; she didn't even know if the blonde had romantic feelings for her too. "Hope you are ready for a traditional southern Georgia Dinner. When there is one thing I learned from my mother than that nobody will ever leave our table hungry!" With these words she served a big plate full of fried chicken and two bowls full of mashed potatoes and steamed vegetables. Olivia's eyes already plopped out of her head when she saw the mass of food entering the table.
"Gosh Amanda, did you invite the whole precinct over here?" When she looked over and didn't get an answer immediately she was a little worried. Did she? Was this nothing but a Co-Workers Dinner and Olivia had gotten a totally wrong feeling about this?
Amanda noticed Olivia's confused look and was a little amused by the brunette. She teased her a little longer before she got one of the biggest giggles since a long time:
"OMG you should've seen your face when I did not answer! Of course not Olivia. It's just the two of us. But maybe you wanna grab some food for tomorrow. You know: A girl's gotta eat."
The food was delicious, Olivia couldn't hold herself back but moaned some times because it tasted that good. Every time she looked over as if she'd like to apologize just to find a smirking Amanda who watched her. They had a really good time enjoying their dinner and chatted a little bit.
"Okay Missy….One more bite and I am going to burst," Olivia sighed and leaned back on her chair. This was the best dinner she had eaten in….since ever! She leant back on the chair and placed her hands across her belly. She felt a little tired now and decided to take another sip of her Wine glass. While she drank she watched the blonde cleaning the kitchen and again she felt the butterflies in her stomach dancing. How she moved was incredible. Her hips slowly rocked from the left to the right and back. It was a small move but Olivia got crazy about it. She needed to be closer to Amanda. So she got up, grabbed the plates from the dinner table and brought them to the kitchen, where the blonde had started to wash the dishes. Olivia put the plates down and looked around for a dish towel. She found one and placed herself next to Amanda to dry the dishes. When she wanted to grab a glass their hands touched softly and Olivia almost let out a small moan. Her arousal was so big but she knew she couldn't just kiss the younger woman. She first needed to know how she really felt for her.
"So…You don't have to answer…but how is it…to kiss a woman?" Amanda looked up, surprised by the question. "I mean…is it different? How did you know you have romantic feelings for women and not just friendly feelings or admiration?"
"I had always known it. When I was younger all my friends started to date boys, they flirted with them, kissed them. I never understood why they were so obsessed with boys when there were so many nice girls course, there had been boys asking me out, but I never accepted. And in 8th grade I had the biggest crush ever. She was my Gym teacher, Miss Weeber. I got almost crazy because I wanted to kiss her so badly." She finished with a little smile on her lips. Olivia had listened magnetized. She watched Amanda's lips, how they moved when she talked. She needed it to know now. She continued to dry the glass and asked quietly:
"Is this the reason you kissed me? Because I make you crazy?!" The second the words had left her mouth she regretted them. She was afraid that Amanda's answer wouldn't be as positive as she wanted it to be. Or worse she would be mad with her. That was the last thing she wanted. A light touch ripped her off of her thoughts. She looked down just to find Amanda's hand covering hers.
"I kissed you, because I would've gone mad if I hadn't. You are the most beautiful, intelligent, brilliant, amazing and inspiring woman I've ever met. From the first day I was so overwhelmed. The way you walked, gestured, talked to victims. Of course you are hot as hell, but when I got to know the real Olivia Benson…the one behind the BadAss facade, I knew that you are the One …and I think I had fallen in love with you…"
Olivia had watched the younger woman the whole time while she had spoken. No one before had ever talked to her in this way. No one ever had touched her heart and soul like the blonde one had just right now. She felt tears coming up and wanted to wipe them away but was stopped by Amanda's hand. She cupped her cheek and rubbed the single tear with her thumb away. "Oh honey, please don't cry! It's ok! It's not the first time I was turned down! I just don't want to lose you as a friend…!"
"What…No! Amanda, I…No one ever made me feels like you make me feel! I had fallen for you, too!"
Woohoo, finally they confessed! Didn't want you guys wait any longer! Hope you are ready for some smut in the next chapters! Stay tuned! Reviews are welcome, as always!
See ya…XoXo!
