Kurt sighed rolling over in bed, Sebastian had been gone for hours after their fight. Sebastian had stormed out and kurt had gone to shower to cool off. After dressing in black briefs and Sebastian s worn in too big columbia hoodie, kurt had texted Sebastian s older sister Annalissa.
Kurt loved sebastian but when he got upset he did stupid shit , went to bars got stupid drunk and crashed at friends places. Refused to answer kurt's calls or texts . Sometimes he even called his mother , Anna lived in Paris she was judgemental woman who was from old money family, with their own traditions and rules . She didn t like kurt not one bit. Apparently he was too much like Sebastian s father Alexander's 'newest wife Sophia who adored Kurt. Sophia had been Sebastian s stepmother since he was 14 so for 12 years. Sophia had given birth to Sebastian s last three siblings twins Spencer and Seymour who turned 11 recently.
And young Angelica who is 8.
Kurt bit his lip this current fight had been about Anna, she was bit of a sore subject between them and Kurt hated it. They had been together nearly 3 1/2 years and Anna still wouldn't accept him always starting fights between them.
This one had been about Kurt s career, he d been offered a job by vogues Paris office and he had declined his whole life was in America, in New York. Somehow Anna had found out and told Sebastian manipulating him and making kurt the bad guy.
They had fought for an hour and in the end Sebastian had left.
Kurt loved Sebastian so much, but he hated how everything got so twisted how Sebastian s feelings for him could get so twisted by conversations with Anna. Kurt looked around their apartment,the one they had shared for the last 2 years. Sighing kurt packed a bag and pulled on a pair of his 'worn in jeans, he sucked in a breath while a writing a note for Sebastian and leaving it tacked to their bedroom door. He booked a flight for ohio then caught a cab to the airport. He didn't want to show up unannounced but he couldn't call his dad, not now. He sent a simple text then he did call Isabelle wright his boss at .
Burt hummel greeted his son on the porch with a strained smile and a warm hug, hey kiddo kurt collapsed into his father's embrace , Burt led them into the house to the living room. I ve got you they stayed like for a little bit till kurt was ready to go to bed.
Carole greeted him the next morning with a plate of pancakes and a warm smile hey sweetie kurt smiled softly hey Finn left earlier but he should be back later kurt nodded eating slowly .
sweetheart what happened? Carole finally broke the silence once kurt finished eating, kurt choked then he started to cry Carole rushed forward hugging him let it out sweetheart it's okay I ve got you kurt clutched onto his stepmother, once he calmed she moved them to the living room couch. Kurt honey, why aren't you home and why isn't Sebastian here with you ?
Kurt wiped his tear stained cheeks we had a fight worse than the others
Carole huffed it was that woman wasn't it ? Kurt nodded sighing softly isabelle she said she got a call from the Paris office they wanted me to transfer over and start my newest line over there. I declined, I never even thought twice about it . I mean my whole lifes here and I mean I love my life here. I didn't tell Sebastian because I felt there was no reason to . Somehow Anna found out and she told Sebastian she must of twisted it somehow manipulated him. He was so upset we fought for an hour. kurt shook his head he accused me of so many things spouted out so many different illogical theories. Then he left, I couldn't stay there not after that one. It's not fair I love him so much we ve been together for almost 4 years and he still listens to her twisted words.
Carole sighed honey did you tell him you were here? Kurt nodded I left a note tacked to our bedroom door he never answers my messages when he's mad at me I spoke to Annalissa too. I plan on seeing Sophia and Alexander while I m here. Carole pursed her lips what did your note say ? Kurt shrugged that I went home to see you, dad and Finn that d I d be back in a couple days , does it matter ? Really mum?
Does it? will he even care? Since I haven t heard from him I bet he hasn't even been home or talked to his sister Carole hugged him oh sweetie, sebastian loves you, you know that. kurt shook his head and stood , he paused in the doorway looking back his stepmother apparently not enough then he went to his childhood bedroom.
He called Elliott first explaining the situation and asking him to tell their friends with no added in details or opinions.
Annalissa called him as well she was shocked and upset to hear he was in Ohio, but she understood. She was not on speaking terms with her mother. Kurt promised her to see her parents and her half siblings. He did see them a few days later, on the 4th day of his visit. They were surprised and Alexander was pissed. Sophia gave him sad smiles and continually squeezed his hand saying Sebastian would come around .
well till kurt informed her that Sebastian hadn't contacted him in the last 4 days.
He stayed in Lima for 3 more days before returning to New York, he had to get back to work.
It broke his heart to think Sebastian had just ignored him but he still had a job to think about.
Exhausted and stiff from the flight kurt unlocked the apartment door, sighing he dropped his keys on the table. His whole body froze Sebastian was standing there in low hung sweats with ruffled hair , eyes red and puffy with dark bags underneath. Your home he nodded and your back Sebastian s voice was deep and husky giving away that he d been sleeping. Kurt swallowed yeah um the 'rents say hello Sebastian gave a jerky nod he curved one arm around his bare torso, the defensive move made kurt snap don't do that you're not a victim ! sebastian grimaced but brought both arms to cross over his broad chest. The action caused kurt to place his hands on his hips watching the way Sebastian s jaw twitched. The way Sebastian was staring at him made something break in his chest and he deflated I was gone for a week and you didn t even call Sebastian met his eyes briefly before looking down I..figured you left to get some space so .. he trailed off , kurt blinked seriously? He shook his head he could feel the tears burning behind his eyes but he willed himself to stay strong fine.. she wins I I guess I ll find somewhere to stay till I can move my stuff Sebastian eyes widen then narrowed that s it? its were just over? kurt pushed a hand through his hair a few tears slipped down his face you don t get it do you? We we were supposed to be forever he choked the words barely coming out I -I planned out my w-whole life Sebastian you're all I ve ever wanted.
I fantasized over our proposal our wedding, kids buying a house arguing over baby names. Its you its always been you. I love you so much I-i don't even know how I m going to function properly without you Sebastian stared wide eyed, they had never talked about this before then why are you leaving? kurt shook his head you know exactly why because of Anna sebastian glared she has nothing to do with this! she has Everything to do with this! She s hates me for stupid judgmental reasons! Every single fight we ve had has been her fault and this last one Sebastian, the things you said ? Accused me of ? a sob erupted from kurt's throat you haven't even told me you love me not in months, I get it she's your mom but I thought he shook his head Sebastian watched his eyes desperate kurt .. I - why didn't you just tell me ? Kurt pressed fingers to his temples because it didn't matter Isabelle told me months ago about the job, I didn't think twice, there was no reason to. There's nothing in Paris for me, my whole life is here my family, my friends you, for fucks sake Bas you're my whole world I could never pick anything over you. he shook his head before looking around the room then to the other hallway I I ll stay in the guest room Sebastian's face fell baby- don't please I he shook his head and started making his way to the opposite hallways he paused looking over his shoulder I would ve done anything to be with you I guess it wasn't enough he then turned quickly and made his way to their ever empty guest room.
He had fallen asleep after crying his heart out all over white cotton pillowcases, the sound of a door opening woke him a while later. Kurt s eyebrows furrowed in confusion till he heard bare feet on carpet, then someone climb onto the bed beside him.
Familiar muscular arms wrapped around him and a face pressed into his neck where he could feel a wetness form. I m sorry .. i'm so so sorry was sobbed out. Kurt sighed shifting Sebastian held tight to him I m so stupid baby and now I ve lost you. You're right, you're always right and i should've trusted you. more tears pressed into his skin and slipped down his neck I called her, Anna and I yelled at her I told her I don't want to hear or see her. I m sorry it took so long baby I thought he shook his head against kurt's skin I wasn't trying to take her side I just she twisted things every time I tried to defend you she d ask questions I didn't know the answer to or give me information I-i guess I was supposed to know.? he paused and kurt waited I was going to propose can you believe it? I had the perfect ring in mind a family heirloom my grand mothers I thought you d love it so I called my dad he said Anna took it when they divorced, she took some of his mother's jewelry. I asked for it she demanded to know why and when I told her she spilled about the job I was confused but I told her it must ve been a mistake that you simply forgot to tell me but she twisted it talking about trust then about leaving me or moving without telling me I got so upset I-i I was so stupid Sebastian sobbed Kurt sighed slowly rolling over Sebastian clutched him and kurt stroked his back shhh Bas I m right here, right here love Sebastian cried himself to sleep and soon Kurt fell back asleep.
The next morning Kurt got up first and made breakfast . Eggs,bacon, pancakes with toast and orange juice. He put it all on a breakfast tray and brought it to the guest room setting it on the bed. Kurt crawled forward and stroked Sebastian's cheek and down his back till the other man grumbled blinking open green eyes.
Morning Bas he hummed looking into Kurt s blue eyes hi kurt smiled at the shy answer hey, I made breakfast sebastian frowned before slowly sitting up, Kurt moved the tray closer to sit between them and kurt started to eat watching Sebastian, who slowly followed his lead. When both plates cleared and glasses empty Sebastian stared at kurt. I don't understand kurt reached forward and stroked his cheek I woke up when you came in last night sebastian swallowed I it means so much that you aren't going to let Anna interfere into our relationship anymore Sebastian suddenly pushed forward and kissed kurt heated and passionate I love you, I love you soo much and i'm so sorry baby so- kurt kissed him softly stop apologizing, just say it again Sebastian chuckled I love you baby