Kurtbastian Glee
3 years after Highschool - 2015
They had been basically pushed together, Blaine's need to be surrounded by people that he already knows in a City he doesn't has become annoying. Befriending Sebastian Smythe was the last thing Kurt ever wanted. They spent the first 7 months fighting about everything really. But it changed when he and Blaine broke up , it was emotional and mutual but they went separate ways for 4 months. Kurt moved back into the Loft with Santana and Blaine had Sam and Tina moved into their shared apartment. It took him years 2 to be exact to acknowledge his attraction to Sebastian by then Blaine had dated 4 different guys 2 like Kurt and 2 men who were completely his opposite. Some how in the 3 years they were all connected Sebastian ended up being practically best friends with Santana and Dani, Elliot appreaciated his personality but he and Kurt were thick as thieves.
2018
Tonight was another Saturday night at Santana's favorite club, they were all together Elliott, Sebastian, Santana, Brittany, Dani, Blaine and his new boyfriend Jet along with Nick and Jeff who were a package deal with Sebastian. Kurt had been asked to dance and had been passed from partner to partner at one point he felt a body press up against him , it was Elliott " I'm heading out soon are you coming with ?" Kurt had tipped his head back and muttered " not tonight " Elliott had danced with him threw another song before twirling away and saying his goodbye. Kurt left the dance floor to grab a drink leaning against Sebastian so he could push himself up and as the bartender; Nikki for a water. Blaine and Jet were giggling and Jeff and Nick were squished between the couple and Sebastian who wrapped his arm around Kurt to keep him up. Kurt downed his water and felt Jeff press into him " Were heading out you coming with ?"
Kurt hummed " yeah I think so, Did Tana leave yet?"
Jeff giggled as Nick squeezed his waist " yeah with Britt. "
Kurt smiled " Okay " he turned to Sebastian opening his mouth when the man suddenly pulled away and walked over to the dance floor letting a blonde twink wrap himself around the man. Kurt felt his shoulders fall but he rolled his eyes and turned back to Jeff " lets go " The blonde frowned eyes moving from Sebastian to Kurt " is everything - "
Kurt raised a hand before grabbing Blaine's arm " Hey! we're heading out you need help home ?"
His ex- fiance grinned " no We'll be a little longer "
The brunette hummed with a smile wrapping an arm around Nick to hold him up " alright, be safe "
Jet grinned " always Kurt "
The three said goodbyes before helping Nick out of the club and to a cab, It dropped the couple off first so Kurt could help Jeff with Nick.
Kurt showered and changed before checking on Santana and Brittany who were curled together on their bed. He sighed going into his bedroom and getting comfortable in bed. He laid there staring at the ceiling and in that moment Kurt made a choice Jeff had seen and it made him feel pathetic. Sebastian may have changed in some ways but he was still Sebastian and the man would never see him as anything more then a friend. So Kurt had to stop , he'd be polite in social gatherings but he was done pining for a man he couldn't have he did that in High school and he was not going to do as a 26 year old grown man.
So Kurt spent more time at work was his safehaven he spent long hours with Isabelle usually about his fashion . Before he knew it had been 5 long months and all of his friends had noticed, he spent so much time with Elliot and Dani. Less time at home with Santana and Brittany who had been inviting Sebastian, Jeff and Nick over alot lately. Kurt had lunch with Blaine and Jet every Tuesday at their favorite Diner . Kurt was super excited he had rushed home after a long talk with Isabelle was setting everything up on her end so Kurt could pack. He had left his bedroom door wide open while pulled his suitcase out and packed all the essitentials mostly clothes he could work/ relax in. Once that was done he headed to the bathroom to pack all his travel hygeine bag, the sound of the door closing caught his attention. Kurt grinned " Tana ! you'll never believe it I " he trailed off when he exited the bathroom to see ALL of his friends standing in the living room " um... hello "
His blue eyes bounced from Dani and El to Blaine, Santana and Britt and finally landed on Jeff, Nick and of course Sebastian . " We need to talk Kurt " The lithe man bit his lip " look I 'd really love to stick around for this weird meeting your having but I have a flight to catch " Blaine frowned " Flight ? where are you going ?" Kurt grinned bouncing on his toes " Oh my God! Paris ! can you believe it ? Isabelle got me my first Fashion Show she worked out all the details if this goes well I could have my own line " he squealed barely watching his friends while turning and heading back to his room to stuff the travel kit into his suit case and close it . Kurt grabbed his messanger bag stuffing his charger for his phone and computer before heading back out " Isabelle said it should be a month to three tops, I gave you this months rent already but If you need anything I'll be sure to transfer money to your account. " " Why Won't you talk to me !?" the others didn't seem surprised by Sebastian's out burst apparently he's wanted to say it for awhile. Kurt swallowed " Its been 5 months Kurt.. I - I don't know what I did But I miss you and I'm sorry. But we're your friends and being mad at me is one thing but in the process not seeing Nick, Jeff barely being home enough to see Tana and Britt ?What's with that ?" Kurt bit his lip fingers turning white where he held the leather strap " look.. I'm dealing with my own thing.. and I'd love to talk about it but I have to go. " Kurt quickly turned " Kurt just tell him ! " the man winced at Elliott's demand , all eyes moved from Elliott to Kurt " Tell me what ?" That was Sebastian his voice sounded rubbed raw, Kurt squeezed his eyes shut " El- "
" No Kurt its been 3 years... watching you has become painful just tell him please. " He didn't really need to but Sebastian didn't want to believe what Elliott was implying , Jeff gasped " this whole time ? that night at Jenson's the last night we were all together ?" Kurt sighed turning slowly " fine, I'll tell him but then I'm leaving . This is my dream and won't give it up . I'm in love with you Sebastian I have been for long time. I couldn't do it anymore because I finally acknowledge it . When I could to myself it didn't hurt as much but once I did.. watching you pick up any semi attractive drunk man just to go home and fuck him.. I couldn't live like that anymore I .. so I did this . I distanced myself and I worked my ass off to get the hell away from you. "
Sebastian's mouth fell open " what you love me but you don't want anything to do with me ? ! I stayed I let Blaine and Nick and Jeff talk me into becoming a part of your life after highschool ? watching you with Blaine ! helping you two get engaged I've wanted you since I was 17 you don't think that that hurt ! knowing you would never see me as anything more then some Slut ! "
Kurt glared " I have never thought you were a slut ! ever before or after we were friends. Needing sexual affection to fill whatever hole your parents made yeah I knew that. Then what you did it so you wouldn't have to watch me be miserable ! ? " Kurt shook his head " after Blaine I've been an open field at any time you could've asked me out on a real date but you never did , I'm supposed to believe you were in love with me ?"
Sebastian marched over " Are you kidding me !? I will never be a man that deserves you ! I can never be the boyfriend you want. I'm not romantic or emotional. I'm dirty and sexy and overconfident and usually I'm egotistical jerk but I love you GODDAMNIT" Kurt felt his chest heaving and he grabbed Sebastian by the back of his neck and kissed him . Sebastian held him close letting there mouths move fast and passionate against eachothers. When Kurt pulled away he met gleaming green eyes " you have your passport ?" Sebastian blinked " yeah.. at home " Kurt smiled " well come on we have a flight to catch. "