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Disclaimer: Don't own pokemon

Well on with the story!

Ch. 12 Heartbeat is it there or is it fading away.

Ash just started running not knowing where he was going. He didn't care he just wanted to get away from that place. Hope was starting one minute and then the next it was shattered right in front of him. He had to get away from this pain in his heart and from the place where it hurts the most. Meanwhile Brock didn't know what to do he just was worried about Ash and how he was. Nurse Joy was crying and Brock did not know how to stop her from crying. She just kept on saying that is was her fault that she could of done more. Brock was trying to tell her that it was not her fault and that she did all she could of do but she wouldn't listen. Misty came running in because she thought she saw Ash but all she could see was nurse joy crying and Brock being frustrated.

"What happened?"

"Um"

"You don't have to tell me if u don't want to."

"I want to but I don't know what to say."

"Do you know what happened?"

"Yea but you are not going to like it."

"Let me see if I like it."

"Ok well first of all nurse joy and me were talking in May's room about how she might not wake up and she was thinking about pulling the plug. She was also saying that she thinks she has brain damage and will never wake up again. As she was saying that Ash walked in and was heartbroken and ran out before I could say anything."

"So Ash was in here then."

"Yeah how did you know?"

"I thought I saw him running by but when I turned around he was not there. So I thought it was just wishful thinking"

After Brock was done talking to Misty he decided to take a walk to cool off his mind and to think about what was happening. Misty went in by Nurse Joy and saw that she was typing something on her computer. She saw that it was paper work so she decided to just pull up a chair and read a book. After about an hour Brock came in and sat down by Misty and grabbed a newspaper and started reading. Ash finally stops running when he came to the same place he was at the last time by the docks. He just started staring at his reflection and thought everything over about what happened.

"Even if May does not survive I think I should at least see her one last time." Thought Ash as he was looking at his reflection in the water. As he was thinking he turned around and ran back to the pokemon center.

As the moon was shining outside Brock could see that it was late. He walked up to where Misty was and saw that she fell asleep in the chair with the book on her lap. Brock decided to take the book away and grab a blanket for her. He told Nurse Joy that he was taking a walk and would be back in a bit. Nurse joy said fine and she went to a different room to do some paper work so she wouldn't disturb Misty while she was sleeping. Ash walked in and saw Misty asleep in a chair he went over to her and saw that she had a smile on her face. As he was watching her sleep peacefully he heard her mumble something in her surprise it was about him.

"Please Ash come back to us if not for me then do it for May she really needs you there." Said Misty in her sleep.

"Oh Misty I wish I could but I don't think it is the right time for me to come back.' Said Ash even though she would not her as he was telling her that silent tears where falling down his face. After that he placed a soft but smooth kiss on her forehead and then walked into May's room.

The room a silent feeling as he walked in. The moon shined lightly upon May's face. He gave a weak, but sad smile when he notice no eyes were shining. She was still sound asleep. He glanced from her bed to the window when finally the chill finally hit him. He glances across looking for any sounds of machines. He laid eyes upon the heart monitor.

The only thing that could be seen was a single line riding across. No sound, no whisper, no meaning of life.

Cartoonfan: CHLIFFY WAHAH! Sorry but I have to end it is May going to survive just have to wait till the next chapter!