CHAPTER EIGHT

Clary pov

The first thing that ran through my head was that she was lieing, she has to be lieing. "YOUR LIEING" I shouted at them. They looked at me with sad eyes

"No Clary, were not lying to you, I promise" said Jon

"YES THE FUCK YOU ARE, GET OUT"

"Clary please, just let us expl-" started Jocleyn, but I cut her of with a glare. I just looked at her, and just like that, reality hit me. We have the same color hair, the same eye color, the same height...

"you left me" I whispered, as I sat back down on the couch slowly. No one said anything, I felt like crying, I didn't know what to do, I was so confused, but then I felt it... the anger. I stood up fast and glared at everyone of them, but my sight was getting glossy,I knew I was about to cry, buy that didn't stop me. "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. YOU LEFT ME, YOU GAVE ME UP. THE ONLY REASON YOU GUYS ARE HERE IS FOR SEB, SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GET OUT, OR SO HELP ME GOOD I WILL-" I was cut off by the front door bring slammed opened, and in rushed my parents.

"Whats going on" demanded my father, I let my tears fall as I ran to them and hugged then, not noticing that the people I was just yelling at, had tears coming down their faces.

"Clary sweetheart, are you ok?" my mom asks me calmly. I lifted my head up from my dad's shoulder and looked at Jocleyns face. I could see sadness and fear in them " what did you do to my kids" demanded my mom looking at Luke, he was about to say something but I cut in

"Seb broke up with me out of the blue, I was just ranting" I said, out of no where, looking at my mom, her eyes soften

"oh hunny...I'm sorry I flipped out on you" she said looking at a now relaxed Luke, I just looked at him and no one else. he nodded his head with a smile

"don't worry about it miss Fray" he said respectfully, my mom smiled at Luke

"wheres Miley at" asked my father, in a softer voice now. I looked around the living room, not knowing were she went

"she went up to bed a little bit ago, Mr. Fray" replied Izzy

"ok well thank you for-" I didn't wait for them to finish their sentence as I ran up the stairs. When I got into my room, I closed and locked my door as I slid down it, crying.

She gave me up for adoption, but kept Jon, and the only reason she came to me now was because I am dating the enemy, for the first time since I started to date Seb, I am happy I am with him.

I wiped the tears away with the back of my hands, and stood up. Before I could do anymore, there was a knock on my door "Clary please open the door, you don't know everything that has happened" said, who I think Is Jace, through the door

"No go to hell!" I exlaimed, there was a sigh from the other side of the door, and then it went quiet. I flopped down on my bed, and layed down, putting my arm over my eyes.

Maybe it was because I thought he would leave me alone for once, or because I didn't think it would happen. Maybe it was because I was to far into my head, but the next thing I knew, my door flew open.

I jumped up, off of my bed, and seen Jace standing in my door way, with a cocky smile on his face "WHAT THE FUCK?" I yelled at him, he walked in and closed my door, holder a little yellow box in his right hand

"it's an open device" he said holding it up "it helps op-"

"open doors, yeah I got it" I cut him off sarcastically. He looked at me and tried to smile at me, but failed in the end

"Clary like I was saying, you don't know what happened. What Jocleyn did, was to protect you. You were three years old, and we all loved you, you were like the light of the organization, no one could touch you because we wouldn't let them, including Jon. It's not my place to tell you, that's Jocleyns, but... just give her a chance too actually tell you, and don't push her away so fast" I looked at him with tears in my eyes, but I was to stubborn to let them fall in front of Jace, and I think he knew that

"I'll think about it, but can you leave now, I actually don't allow people in my room" I told him sheepishly. He laughed and nodded

"ok, I'm going" he said giving me a small smile before leaving out of my door, and closing it behind him. I smiled, he is sweet when he wants to be, I said thinking back to what he said and how sincere he sounded while saying it.

I went back to my bed, and layed back on it, thinking about everything, but mostly thinking about Seb. He hasn't beat me in like a year or so, but he has smacked me a couple of times.

I hate being afraid to just hear his name. I feel asleep, thinking about helping Jace and the others, and I know how to help them.

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