So Alone
Part One
Set after Amy breaks up with Teddy, but before she gets together with Jake.
It had been a long, uneventful shift so far. Mostly just filling paperwork from a case she had just solved. Throughout the day, she had caught herself daydreaming about people in her field of view. They had absolutely no idea that this quiet, gorgeous nerd was undressing them with her eyes and doing all manner of things in her head. She had absolutely no idea she was such a pervert! Dating Teddy had been super boring, from pilsners and documentaries to their sex life – or lack of it. They had been having sex her infrequently, and when they did it was often quick and clumsy with little or no play. But it was just enough for her to go through her long-overdue sexual awakening. She had realised that she loved her body, that her privates were something to enjoy – not to be embarrassed by. That tiny bundle of nerves between her legs was not a mystical, elusive thing to be randomly prodded, but a soft, delicate button that caused unimaginable pleasure to its owner.
Teddy had been truly terrible in bed; she more often than not went without orgasming or simply didn't get aroused to begin with. Since breaking it off with Teddy, and armed with her new-found desire for pleasure, she had decided she wanted to feel every sensation possible by the female body. And in true academic fashion, she had decided she didn't know enough and had turned to the internet for research. She had begun by browsing online forums, chatting to women about their sex lives – what positions they liked, what they liked their partner to do to them, and what they liked to do to themselves. Most of it revolved around some penetration, and lots of external rubbing. This led Amy to the purchase of a dildo and vibrator. She discovered fairly quickly that she wasn't a huge fan of penetration. It wasn't uncomfortable, it just seemed clumsy and didn't really do much for her. But the vibrator she absolutely loved! Night after night spent laying on her back with her legs wide, the wand positioned perfectly over her clit.
Soon after her journey began, she had started watching porn online. This had opened up something deep within her. Seeing her fantasies played out on-screen had raised her enjoyment to new heights, and her learning, too. She discovered that watching girls orgasm was just as exciting as watching the men. She learned that some women ejaculate when they climax, and it became her ambition to fill her panties with her own spunk. She asked about it online and before she'd even finished reading the response she had two fingers deep inside her pussy, searching for the elusive G-spot. The first few orgasms had yielded nothing but a slightly larger dribble than usual, but after a few nights of concentration (and a lot of porn!), she began producing her own loads. And before long, she was gushing like a pro and getting through several boxes of tissues a week!
Amy suddenly returned to the real world, feeling a hot flush of precum leaking into her panties she blushed and glanced around her. Luckily no-one had caught her perverted daydreaming. She couldn't wait to get home!
