AN: HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS NEXT CHAPTER. AFTER WHAT JASPER SAID IN THE LAST CHAPTER, BELLA IS STRUGGLING MORE THAN WITH EDWARD'S UNWILLINGNESS TO BE CLOSE. ESPECIALLY NOW THAT SHE KNOWS SHE HAS OPTIONS.

Rated M because I am devoted to writing Lemons.

Disclaimer: I'm not Stephanie.

Chapter 3

Part 1:

Can you see me?

I grip my hands into a fist as that little white bikini peeks out from under her sundress. This pain is worth it. I need to see it.

I know she can feel my eyes on her. I know because there is an awareness that wasn't there before my little speech. I know because her hands twitch. I know because her back straightens. I know because her ragged breathing pushes her breasts out and sweat gathers on her neck and her mouth goes dry when I fucking leer at her like a pervert.

I can't stop. There's no coming back from this hole I dug myself in. No one is carrying the delicious little hors d'œuvre to the lake so it's a thirty-minute walk for the impatient vampires. Edward is angry because Bella is ignoring him, and her week here has only just started. So naturally his big plan to fix it is to belittle her by telling her she's being childish, immature and ridiculous.

Rose is pissed because Edward is an ass. I'm pissed because his bullshit hurts the girls feelings and makes her decidedly less horny. Emmet is upset because he knows it will be tense for some time and his joking will go under appreciated. Alice is not upset. She's happy our plan worked out. The girl is wearing the clothes I wanted her in. Alice made it happen. This pleases her.

I feel a hand on my shoulder as I'm studiously watching the mouth-watering Bella try to separate from my clingy fucking brother. I hide the distaste in my emotions as I cast a soft smile in Alice's direction. She giggles and smiles at me like we're in some subterfuge conspiracy together to get Bella and Edward to fuck. I only feel a little bad about it.

Bella increases her stride and Edward creeps closer trying to fuse to her like a barnacle. Her foot catches on a root and Edward grips her arm as she stumbles. Her shoulders tense and I watch her recoil from his touch.

He doesn't catch the hint. Or the bright as fuck marquee she's flashing that says she needs space. He's hovering. It's pissing her off. I'll rip his hands off and give them to her as a gift. I probably shouldn't do that. She wouldn't like it.

I shudder internally when I see her skirt lift slightly as it catches on a twig. Her creamy thighs are there. There are scars and freckles and sweat and I'm possessed as my mouth floods with venom at the idea of licking them. I want to run my mouth along her buttery soft flesh. I want to coat them with my scent. I want to smell me all over her. My underwear is a lost cause today. The second that dress comes off for her swim, I'm fucked. I know I'm gonna cum in my pants. There's no way around it. I will have to make sure I'm in the water when it happens.

Im shocked Edward hasn't picked up on my obsession with his little snack. Either I'm better than I thought at blocking him, or he's not paying attention, perhaps he doesn't care that I want to tear into that little morsel with my cock and have her screaming my name from the mountaintops. I bite back a growl when Alice's hand tangles with mine and she settles into my side. I was busy.

Now I feel bad. Alice is fine. I'm just not there anymore. I'm distracted. I'm sloppy. I've never felt so fucking primal. I've never felt like such a beast. I'm relishing in it. I'm titillated by the idea that if I fucked the human right now in front of everyone they would be horrified and she would cum. Without a doubt. I would make her cum.

I watch the human girl lay a towel out on the grassy edge of the lakeside. Her delicate fingers toy with her iPod as she sets up speakers for our listening pleasure. Kings of Leon- Only by Night album starts playing. The oddly poignant song 'Closer' begins to flood the air. She places her bags down and when she bends over I can see straight down her dress it hangs so loosely from her. She shuffles over to the water's edge and dips her cherry painted toes in and I grin at the chipped polish that's driving Alice crazy. I want to scrape at it until the edges are jagged.

The Cullens are too sanitized. They're vampires on light mode. Their instincts are dulled and they shower too often. We already smell good but Rose and Alice still wear perfume to 'blend'. Why? No one gets close enough to smell us. For once I want to see these plastic vampires bathed in blood and mud and sinew. Im pulling my hair out thinking of all the ways I could show Bella what being a vampire really looks like. Carlisle knows. He's been around a long time. I've always had suspicions that he only lives this way because of Esme. I saw it when we were hunting James. This primal possessive territorial male energy radiated off of him at the idea that someone dare fuck with his coven. It's the only reason I stayed after the birthday incident. That and Bella.

She's lifting her dress, apparently satisfied with the water's temperature. She doesn't fold it neatly. She crumples it and throws it on the edge of her slightly askew towel. I scan the curve of her neck as it slopes into her collarbone. Her breasts jiggle as she shivers from the air hitting her soft warm skin. The little hairs on her stand on end and her nipples pebble against the stark fabric of her swim top. The dip in her waist as it meets her bow of her hips has me salivating. I see a slight jiggle in her lower belly from being naturally thin and not working out. The string of her bikini sits loosely on her hip and I think of any way I can possibly get it undone to get an unobstructed view of those pink velvet petals. Im vibrating with need and I know if I don't get these thoughts under control someone will say something. Someone will at least see something.

I strip at vampire speed into my boxer briefs before jumping in the water and swimming over to Emmet. Alice huffs because I refuse to buy swimwear for myself. But what's the fucking point if I never get a sunny beach day?

My head dips into the water so only my eyes are above the surface and I watch her like an alligator. My predatory instincts tell me to approach from below and pull her under with me. Take the opportunity while everyone is distracted to slip her out of her bottoms and impale her on my cock with no one being the wiser. I could already picture her flushed and panting and dripping all over me. Sloppy kisses would paint my neck and I would revel in the warmth of her. The tightness of her. I would lick inside her ear and watch her fall apart in my arms. I would slip a finger into her ass to keep her alert while I bounced her up and down.

My hands drift nice and low, and I know no one is watching me. They're all watching her, our most delicate coven member. I grip my length in my palm and rub while I watch the calm waters lap at her center, the white fabric is slightly damp and I can make out the shape of her sex underneath.

I groan internally and trace the edge of my tip with my thumb. What I wouldn't give to have her hand on me right now. She's so fucking weak, there's no way she could grip me too hard. I would kill to see those white knuckles wrapped around my shaft, pumping me with her small hands. The warmth I imagine radiating off of her into the water is calling to me and I fight not to drift closer. Being this far is good. No one will see me cum while I stalk my helpless prey. My venom would seep into the water undetected, and she would swim through it. Scratch that, I need her to swim through it.

I rock my hips into my palm and my fingers trace a path up the underside of my length as I fuck my fist slowly, trying desperately to reach climax and not disturb the water around me. The family is orbiting my prey and my cock is so swollen the skin is taught paper thin. Whatever powers my magical boner is weighing heavy as I feel the tug where it connects.

My brain constructs the memory of lips kissing the base of my cock as the tip is massaging the back of a throat. Her throat. She would gag. She would tear up. I would find slick mucous at my tip when I pull it out and she would give me a messy smile as I fucking glazed her and ran my hand through it. I want her to turn into a gagging, drooling mess on her knees in front of me, thanking me for letting her suck my cock. I would drag my seed from her face down her throat and I would paint her tits in it.

"Jasper, what are you doing?" Alice giggles next to me as she runs her fingertips up my spine.

"I'm enjoying the water, sprite, what's it look like?" My tone is clipped but still friendly, not giving away my disdain. I want to rip her fingers off for interrupting me again. I know she doesn't mean to but my rage is all-consuming at the moment and the wrong hands are touching me.

Bella is swimming over to me. My inner beast is scratching at the floor like an agitated bull. "Hi Jasper. We were gonna play chicken. I need some shoulders to sit on, because Edward is off to get me a well-balanced meal. Wanna be my partner?"

I'm fucking hard as hell right now at the idea that her thighs will touch my cheeks. Her sex will be pressed into the back of my neck and she will wriggle against it as she struggles to win the match. I don't hesitate but I can't seem to eager, "Who are we up against? We will, of course, need some sort of strategy."

"It's all about balance Jasper." She smirks at me conspiratorially, leaning closer. "You know they're gonna let me win. We can't lose to Emmet and Rose. Think you have what it takes?"

I definitely have what it takes. I may try to slip my finger under those bottoms as I help her onto my shoulders. I want to feel the slick of her coat my finger. Then I will taste her. Yes. I will taste her, finally. "You got yourself a mighty steed for battle, Miss Bella. I would happily let you ride me to victory."

Her giggle wiggled her chest and rippled the water. I bit back a lust filled growl and stalked toward Emmet and Rose, "I heard a challenge has been issued, and we are not to break the human. Are y'all ready to start?"

Rose's emotions sparkled with mischief and excitement. I could tell she looked forward to beating the human, but I couldn't allow for that. To even out the challenge I was committed to forcing some uncomfortable emotions on my pseudo twin, and potentially her husband. I can't have her just knocking the precious little snack off my shoulders right out the gate. I want her juices running down my neck as she wiggles. Maybe I'll let her get off as she grinds against me.

"Grab your partners, ladies and gents. We're about to get started." Alice's chiming voice rang out and grated my inner ear. I dipped under the water and swam between Bella's legs. I slipped my thumb under her bathing suit and between her soft pink folds. I wriggled it around a bit and slipped it inside briefly before sticking it in my mouth to taste. Though diluted from the water, it was still heaven. Pleasantly surprised and a little confused, she took a hard gulp and suppressed a small moan. I gripped her legs and nestled her against my shoulders, her warm thighs pressed firmly around me, and I could feel the lust seeping out of my little virginal obsession.

Bella rocked her hips slightly. It would appear she was settling for the game, but I knew I left her aching and flustered. I can feel the back of my neck soaking in the slick substance dripping out of her. I can hear her pulse through the soft white skin of her inner thighs echoing in my ear. I can feel her fabric-covered clit grind against my neck. She was hot and bothered and fucking dying for an excuse to grind it out. If my human wants friction she's gonna get it.

Her hands met with Rosalie's above me. Emmet was grinning like a fool. Probably just as aware of Rose against him as I was of Bella against me. I tipped my head forward and shimmied my shoulders. I could feel her wetness pressing eagerly against my spine while I deliberately and discretely rubbed her clit against the nape of my neck , pulling her legs downward to give her just the right angle for maximum friction. Hearing Bella gasp made me unreasonably pleased with my actions. I flooded Emmet with lust and I knew he was distracted and misstepping.

"No fair, Jazz, that's cheating!" He shouted lamely. I could feel how he feels, and he feels pretty fucking good right now. Bella is grinding on me, Emmet is distracted, and Rose is gripping his hair so she doesn't fall off while he staggers. She's pressing her thighs against his head and he's fucking ecstatic.

Bella is trying to keep quiet but she's struggling. Her clit is throbbing and I want to fucking lick it. "Guys, break time. I'm sure Bella is getting cold with an icicle between her legs."

Emmet laughed, "I don't think she's opposed to that, Jazz."

Bella's face was flushed. I could see it in Emmets sunglasses. I lowered myself under the water but kept my hand at her sweet pussy, rubbing it to the rhythm of her breaths. She was loving it. I can feel her grind against my fingertips. I popped my head back up and stood behind her. Letting her get her own rhythm going properly as Emmet launched Rose into the air and threw her onto the other side of the lake.

Alice disappeared somewhere while I wasn't fucking paying attention and Bella was panting in my arms. I was so fucking hard it hurt. But this wasn't about me. I needed Bella to see that I would give her what she craved. I leaned forward slightly and whispered low enough no one would hear, "You feel so fucking good on my hands. Will you come for me, darlin'? Will you grind that delicious pussy into my hands and let me feel you tighten around me?" I pushed her bikini to the side again and slipped my finger into her moist heat. Fuck, she's so hot. I can hear her erratic heartbeat. She's fucking close. She's gonna do it. "Oh, beautiful Bella, you're doin' great. Just flood my hand with your cum, baby girl." My words seemed to have a positive effect on her. "Darlin' you're so fucking perfect. Hot tight little pussy. I would bury my tongue in there for a year if I could."

She let out a small squeak and gripped my arm as she rocked her hips against my knuckles. Her insides gripped me and gushed as I curled my fingers to punish that sweet spot of hers, just behind those warm pink ridges. As her orgasm ripped through her, her breaths were shallow and quick. I let her just ride it out. I called to the others, "I'm gonna take Bella to shore. She's a little out of breath."

I smirked as I felt her embarrassment and pure satisfaction at having played such a sneaky and dangerous game. I pulled her onto my back and she wrapped her legs around my middle, "Hold on tight, Bella."

When we reached the shore and I had her settled on her towel, Edward had returned with Alice behind him and Bella's lunch in hand. "Having fun today, love?"

Bella nods and grabs at the food and something odd happens when I read into her emotions. No guilt. No remorse. Just a smug satisfaction and relief. Odd.

Alice settles herself next to Bella and begins chatting animatedly about some upcoming designer line that would look amazing blah blah blah.

I cock my head to the side inspecting Bella once more, but I need to move on and leave her curious. I also need to handle my fucking erection. Her cute little pussy was grinding against me and she came all over my hand! That's a win in my book.

Part 2

Bella POV

Thoroughly Defiled

I'm still not sure what happened with Jasper was real. Did he really say what I think he did? Was it just a daydream? No. No, It couldn't be. He definitely did that. I know my human brain has a hard time keeping up with these vampires sometimes, but that just felt too real. Is Jasper… into me? If he did think of me that way, it would definitely explain some things that happened during that meal he cooked for me. It's better than fretting about Edward all the time. Mister big, scary, clingy vampire that can't handle my advances and has to flee any time we get further than a chaste kiss. I'm pretty much giving up on Edward at this point. He's never said anything like what Jasper said to me before. He acts like he's my dad or something. He's so entirely focused on my safety that I can't enjoy his company anymore.

Alice gets home and tells me that my swimsuits have all inexplicably gone missing. Of course they did.

"But it's going to be okay!" she said, "I just came back from the mall and picked out something I think would suit you better."

She hands me a rope-handled shopping bag with some tissue sticking out of it, gift-wrapped and everything. I roll my eyes at her and take the bag as she shoots a scheming little grin over at Jasper, who's looking only at me, and the bag, and then me again. Naturally, I'm suspicious. I take a peek inside and catch a glimpse of some white fabric- only for her to reach over and close up the top of the bag and say:

"Ah-ah-ah.. No peeking. Just put it on, I know it's perfect for you. Consider it a part of the surprise."

"Ugh, fine." I say as I stomp away and trudge myself upstairs to Edward's room. His superfluous bed mocks me as I place the bag on it. It's actually pleasant in here when he's not hovering around me. I reach into the bag and pull out the white fabric I saw earlier, spread it out to get a good look at it. I hate to admit it but, I like it. It's a really nice, effortless-and-expensive-looking flowy white sundress. Not bad, Alice. I set it aside onto the bed and start undressing. I reach further into the bag and pull out a set of new white sandals, covering the real surprise at the bottom. Now for the swimsuit. It's… It's a bikini. A stark white, two-piece string bikini. Oh boy. Edward's going to have an aneurism. Perfect.

I get changed and we start heading out towards the lake nearby. The lake day is happening a bit sooner than I expected but given the place that Edward and I are at right now, I can't stand the thought of him carrying me the entire way there- so I insist that we walk. The vampires grumble but ultimately agree to it. Esme and Alice seem to like the prospect of walking there at 'human pace' so they can actually take in the scenery of the forest for once but the rest of them mutter to themselves and shoot glares at Edward for making them go so slow. Although I'm the one who insisted, it pleases me to know I'm not the only one upset with him.

During the walk over, Edward continues doing what he does best and hovers around me, like he's my magic carpet or something. It's infuriating. I don't know why he can't take a hint. Do I have to spell it out for him out loud? That would be so awkward. I don't want to fight with him with everyone else around. Maybe he knows that and is taking advantage of the my reluctance to make a scene so he can have an excuse to be close with me. I wouldn't put it past him. The entire way there, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was being watched. It was like someone or something was looking through me. Like I was being hunted, but instead of fear, I felt… thrilling anticipation.

To distract myself from my deeply involved, mother hen, helicopter, vampire boyfriend, I mull over Jasper's words the other day. How he looked when he said them. The way he acts around me when we're alone. The way he looks at me when he thinks no one else is watching. The way the fabric of his long sleeve shirts hug tightly around his muscles. I wonder if his muscles look just as good without a shirt on. I'm eager to finally get a chance to see for myself once we get down to the lake. I thank the heavens that Edward can't read my thoughts, because I'm sure he wouldn't like the prospect of me fantasizing over his brother. Somehow I just know that cowboy knows how to make a lady happy… very happy. I can already picture him tipping his Stetson at me while riding on the back of a horse. At sunset. Turning me around and bending me over so that I can get a better look at the spurs of his boots between my legs. Whoops. Didn't mean to think that far ahead just yet. Dial it back, Bella.

Distracted by my own daydreams, my foot manages to find the only root sticking out of the ground on the thirty-minute walk, along a beaten path, to the lake and I trip over it. Without a second to even react, Edward was there to catch me. Don't fucking touch me right now, dude. I mean, thanks for helping me not ruin my new clothes, but please, don't touch me right now unless you plan on stealing me away for a rendezvous in the woods… leaves in my hair… scratches along my back from rubbing against the rough bark of a tree while he rhythmically ponds into... I'm pulled from another lust filled fantasy as I'm reminded that Edward would never dream of being that spontaneous with me.

We finally arrive at the edge of the lake and Emmett and Carlisle begin setting up a little spot for us on the shore. I offer to help out, but they shoo me away, knowing I'd probably get myself hurt somehow. Whatever. I grab my towel from our things and wander over to a little grassy spot in partial shade just on the edge of the sand by the water. It's calm and looks nice and serene here. I change out of my flats and into my new sandals so I can test out the water a bit with my toes. It's a little bit chilly, but not too bad. I decide it's good enough to swim. Not like I've got anything else to do. I roll out my towel and look around to see if anyone's watching. Everyone seems to still be getting things ready for us. Mother hen Edward is probably off somewhere talking to Carlisle regarding my safety out here or something. Seems like the only thing Edward knows how to do is act like a safety bubble. A dangerous safety bubble.

Jasper on the other hand… he's watching. More like staring. It's a little embarrassing, but I don't mind that his gaze is unashamedly locked on me. I slip out of my dress and cover up my body briefly, feeling a breeze graze over me just as I undress. I glance over and Jasper is still just there, watching.

I can't express how many times I wished Edward would be this interested in my body. I blush as I consider giving the blonde lurker a little show. There's no harm in a little flirting, right? I reach my arms above me to stretch a bit before tiptoeing into the water. Goosebumps run across my skin as I enter, but I wade my way in about halfway before looking over to check if he's still watching. He is. Except this time he's already stripped down to his underwear. It's only been a few seconds, I didn't even see him change, and dear god that body is unreal. The dark blond hair running from his middle to the waistband of his boxer briefs is beckoning me.

I shake my head to clear my thoughts as I dip a little further in. Once the surface of the water touches my bottoms, I take a look down to make sure it isn't see-through. But… it is. I mean it's only a little bit see-through, though. I doubt anyone will notice against my pale skin. Better stay under just in case my keeper spots me being indecent and ruins my fun. The water's feels so good. I've missed swimming. I remember I used to do it all the time at Renee's house before I moved here. I dunk my hair into the water and float around a bit. I look around and see Jasper's blond hair floating just above the surface, Alice heading straight for him. They're too far away for me to make out what they're saying, but I imagine it's something about this new bathing suit she picked out for me, or some cute mysterious vampire couple stuff. I'd love to run my hands through that hair of his. She speaks to him, he keeps looking at me. There's no doubt in my mind he wants me.

I continue to float around with my eyes closed, lost in my new cowboy fantasies, I feel a splash of water across my face as Emmett appears next to me like a bear swimming at full speed across the water. I splash him back and he chuckles a little.

"Bells! Rosie and I challenge you to a chicken fight! Us versus you and… I guess Jasper. Let's do this!"

"Emmett, you know that won't be fair. You guys are vampires."

"It's okay Bella-bear, we promise to go easy on you."

"Okay, you're on!" I shout back. Finally. Some fun.

I swim over to Jasper who's alone now, still floating there with his face mostly under the water, completely still, like a weird fluffy blonde rock.

"Hi Jasper. We were gonna play chicken. I need some shoulders to sit on, because Edward is off to get me a well-balanced meal. Wanna be my partner?"

"Who are we up against? We will, of course, need some sort of strategy." He was excited too, I can tell. But he was trying to be cool about it.

"It's all about balance Jasper." I say, smirking a little as I leaned in closer. "You know they're gonna let me win. We can't lose to Emmet and Rose. Think you have what it takes?"

"You got yourself a mighty steed for battle, Miss Bella. I would happily let you ride me to victory."

Mmh, don't tempt me.

I giggled a little. Spoken like a true cowboy. Jasper treads away towards Rose and Emmett to say:

"I heard a challenge has been issued, and we are not to break the human. Are y'all ready to start?"

Rose lit up, fired up by the idea of a little friendly competition with me. She probably can't wait to shove me into the water. If I were to bet I'd say she won't hold back like Emmett promised they would. It's okay though, I've got Jasper on my side. He used to be an actual soldier. Plus, his power works on them, too, I think. I won't be a pushover as long as I've got my trusty drop dead sexy steed on my side.

"Grab your partners, ladies and gents. We're about to get started." Alice announces loudly, as if she had organized the games herself. Rose is already sitting on top of Emmett's broad shoulders as I turned to look for my partner. A couple of ripples of water broke the surface where Jasper was floating before suddenly I felt his blonde locks tickle my inner thighs as he grabbed onto me under the water. I felt his hand slip under the bottoms of my swimsuit and tease at my entrance. It surprised me so I jumped a little. Could've been an accident. At least that's what I would have thought if his hand didn't linger. Mmh, that felt pretty good, actually.. His thumb slipped its way inside and wriggled around a bit. He's definitely doing it on purpose. This all happens over the course of a few seconds as he then swims up between my legs and pulls my ankles down to push my clit right up to his neck. Oh god, that friction! That's just not fair…

Here I am, on Jasper's shoulders as I lean over with my cheeks probably glowing bright red to interlace my fingers with Rosalie's as we prepare for battle. The chicken fight commences. I wrestle with Rose as her eyes ignite further while she pushes me right back. She was holding back but not nearly enough. I do, however, have Jasper here to rescue me, my trusty steed. I look down and notice a look of intense focus on his eyes, the kind of look he usually makes when he's using his powers. It broke my concentration a bit as this aura of… sex and lust seemed to fill the air around us. I could tell Rose was affected by it when her eyes darkened to a lust filled glittery black. Suddenly she started using a different type of grip around my hands as we struggled to push each other over. But beyond that, Jasper was positively rigging the entire game in his favor. He pulled down on my legs even harder, angling my clit to grind, hard against his spine. Fuuck… it feels so good. It's a good thing we're exerting ourselves out here because otherwise I wouldn't have an excuse to be panting and moaning like this. In terms of the chicken fight, it's clearly a stalemate. These vampires are too stubborn to let up, and even at a fraction of their strength I'd be outmatched against Rose alone, not to mention Emmett. Jasper's face looked even more focused as Emmett shouted:

"No fair, Jazz, that's cheating!" He sounded pretty lame. Like a little brother losing at video games.

"Guys, break time. I'm sure Bella is getting cold with an icicle between her legs." Jasper said, not even a little addressing what he was doing to all of us. But it's best we called it quits when we did. It sure would be embarrassing to lock eyes with Rose while cumming.

"I don't think she's opposed to that, Jazz." Emmett chuckled heartily. He was right, though, he just didn't realize the goal wasn't Edward's icicle I was anticipating at this time.

Jasper disappears under the water again as I watch Emmett throw Rose across the lake and swim to the shore for cover. It was hysterical. But before I got the chance to laugh, I felt something brush against my entrance under the water. Jasper emerged from the water to stand right behind me, rubbing my pussy through the thin white fabric of my bikini while everyone else was distracted. I reached my hand down to grab onto his hip, pushing my ass against his hips as I ground against his fingertips. God, this feels so good. He was reading my body like a book, matching his pace with my breaths. He leaned his head over my shoulder, turned to whisper softly, right into my ear:

"You feel so fucking good on my hands. Will you come for me, darlin'? Will you grind that delicious pussy into my hands and let me feel you tighten around me?"

This cowboy's silver tongue… I'm melting. I can't believe he's doing this right here, out in the open, not that I'm complaining.. I slide my hand around his strong forearm as he slides my bikini to the side and delves his fingers between my folds. I can feel his cool hand against my heat as I push my body harder against his, letting him know how much I want it. As one finger enters me, I bite my lip to hold back a moan I couldn't control from coming out. He pushed deeper and deeper, first with one finger, and then another. I could feel my body shaking against his. My nipples were rock hard, poking out through my top as I dug my nails into his arm. I'm getting so close. I can't hold back anymore. I feel his fingers curling inside me. Fuck, so deep… I didn't know you could do that… nnh. Fuck.. Jasper's lips pressed up against the rim of my ear to whisper:

"Oh, beautiful Bella, you're doin' great. Just flood my hand with your cum, baby girl."

He knows I'm close. His hand motions grow more erratic, as if he was on a mission to get me to cum. It was working. I'm putty in his hands. All my muscles begin tightening up. Beads of sweat drip down my forehead, disguised by the water trickling off of my hair. I clench my hand around his as he pushes his thumb against my clit, sending me over the edge. I'm cumming. Oh god I'm cumming. I'm cumming while Jasper, my fantasy cowboy vampire whispers dirty words into the ear of his prey.

"Darlin' you're so fucking perfect. Hot tight little pussy. I would bury my tongue in there for a year if I could."

I involuntarily let out a little squeak at his lust-filled words. It's so embarrassing, but I love it. This is what I wanted for so long. This… release. I rock my hips, strangling his knuckles as waves of pleasure wash over me while riding out my orgasm- panting as I try to regain my breath, savoring the moment as I melt on his fingers.

I lose track of what we were doing in the first place. Jasper helped gather me back together, sliding out of me as my leg twitched involuntarily to the stimulation. He slid my bikini back over to cover me as he looked around and called out to the others:

"I'm gonna take Bella to shore. She's a little out of breath."

Thank god he thought to excuse my heavy breathing… that he caused… that he so perfectly caused.

Jasper grabs onto my arms and wraps them around his shoulders as I wrap my legs around his midsection, feeling his hard abs against my calves as he braces me and says: "Hold on tight, Bella." And carries me to shore, gently placing me down onto my towel. Just then, Edward returned along side Alice with food for me.

"Having fun today, love?" Edward says, smiling at me. I nod and grab the food. His presence doesn't bother me as much right now. I thought I'd feel weird seeing him again after what just happened, but right now all I can focus on is Jasper's hands. Especially now that I know what they're capable of. I take a bite of the sandwich, fully satisfied. And thoroughly defiled