"Rosemarie, did you have any idea that you are already pregnant?"
Panic, that's what I felt. I couldn't be pregnant- I've only ever slept with Dimitri and Dhampirs can't have kids together. He had to be wrong… I don't remember a whole lot of what happened next, I definitely yelled at the doctor.
I don't remember falling but for some reason, I was on the ground, tears were clouding my eyes. "I can't be" I tried making eye contact with the doctor who was just looking at me, bewildered.
Dimitri and Christain came rushing out of the room, Christain stood behind the doctor confused. But Dimitri was immediately by my side, tears falling as he wrapped his arms around me. "Roza? What's wrong?"
"H-he lied. He said I was pregnant and I'm not, I can't be". My breath hitched, words shaking as I spoke. This couldn't be true..could it? No, no- he had to be lying. But why would they lie to me about something this important?
The world around me began to shift, my hearing going in and out. I couldn't hear Dimitri, I couldn't hear anyone. None of this felt real, the world didn't feel real. There were so many thoughts going through my head, what if Dimitri thought i cheated? Oh god..Why couldn't I breathe? And suddenly, I felt my breath quickening. It wasn't slowing down, my heart beating non-stop at a painful rate. My chest hurt, my head hurt- everything in my body was shutting off. Even my vision felt like I was in a tunnel. Foggy and welled up with tears, I felt sick to my stomach. When I felt a hand on me I immediately moved away, not wanting anyone to be near me besides Dimitri. It was impossible to believe this was happening. None of this was possible- it had to be a mistake.
The trail of tears slowly comes to a stop, mostly due to the fact of not being able to cry anymore. Dimitri is holding me in the back of the car. I actually see a couple of tears on his face, but I didn't know what he thought, they could be tears of joy… Or sadness… There's that thought again in my brain, What if he thought I cheated? If I was pregnant, this was Dimitri's child. But how? We could have a family, a family that he and I started, not me and another man.
I felt my chin being lifted and I was met with the brilliant scene of Dimitri's eyes. "Roza-" He began to say before I interrupted. "I didn't cheat on you- I-I can't be pregnant" I guess I could cry some more because I started to feel fresh tears roll down my face. All I heard was "I know" before I began sobbing again, messing up his shirt.
We get back to the motel and Dimitri helps me up to our room. I felt exhausted. Today had just been more than enough for me.
When my body hit the bed it felt like heaven, There was just one more thing I needed. I didn't even have to open my eyes, I could smell that aroma of aftershave and I knew who it was.
He pulls me up toward the pillows and I lay my head on his chest. You know, I don't think sleep would be such a bad idea right now. With that, I fall asleep to the smell of Dimitri and the thought of our future in my mind.
I wake up feeling darkness cover me like a blanket. From in front of me comes a spotlight, the form of mason being shown to me. I try to run to him but feel as though a hundred hands are pulling me back. I push myself and start making small steps to him.
He looks up and in his chest where his heart should be is a hole. "Why did you lie to me?" That was all I heard before a snap and a blinding light.
The first thing I noticed was his smell and arms wrapped around me. I knew I didn't even have to look up to see who it was. Dimitri. Whatever was causing me to feel afraid and fear melted away. I felt like I never want to move from where we were.
But that's when I woke up.
I wake up to the sound of a shower running and a sense of being alone. I tilt my head up and look around. Since I don't see Dimitri in the bed with me, he must be in the shower. As much as I wanted to go and get in with him, the bed was still just so warm, and getting out would mean I have to give that up.
Then everything from the day before comes rushing back and a sense of joy flows through me. There were so many things going through my head right now. The first thing is how would this even happen?
Wait, what about baby clothes, formula, diapers, and…oh this was all spinning around in my head at a million miles an hour. But what if im not pregnant? What if the doctor was wrong? What if Dimitri and I are going to have a miracle child?
I needed to just take a deep breath. I shouldn't be thinking too much about this until Dimitri and I both are ready to have this talk.
A smile crosses my face when I think about how Lissa is going to feel about this, nothing less than ecstatic I can say that much. My head spins toward the bathroom as I hear the shower turn off. I also won't be feeling anything less than ecstatic when I get to see Dimitri's body when he gets out here.
I wait until Dimitri walks out of the bathroom, "Hello, my Russian god."
He chuckles at this, "You seem quite happy this morning Roza, any reason why?"
"Comrade, I'm still trying to decide if yesterday was a dream or reality." He takes his time and walks over to the bed. "How about we just call it a dream come true?" He said as I nodded. I liked how he put those words together.
"But how did this even happen? We aren't supposed to even be able to do this, are we?" I say, Dimitri kissing me before I had time to keep talking. He then breaks away saying, "How about we just figure that our later Roza." I nod to this saying, "Only if you keep kissing me." I give him a sly grin and he responds with his own. "It would be my absolute pleasure."
"You two need your own room or am I going to have to take a really, really long shower," Christian says as he gets out of the bed.
"Shut up sparky, you're just jealous that you're not over here in bed with Dimitri", I say with a smirk.
"And you don't get jealous with me and Lissa?" I can see a smirk of his own before he walks into the bathroom and I hear the door close.
I look back to Dimitri and see him raising an eyebrow. "Listen, Comrade, if you want to stay with all this", I point to my figure, "You're going to have to get used to these comments."
"Oh, I'm used to them alright. It's only that I still think they're funny." He said with a twinkle in his eyes.
Maybe we should get a room when we get back to the castle, well at least not just have some regular night's sleep together.
He gets up from the bed when Christan comes from the bathroom, "We should start making our way back today, don't want people asking too many questions."
"Dimitri's right", Was the only thing Christan said as he started to pack things up.
"I'm very offended that you both want me to leave this bed" I pouted, looking up at Dimitri.
A smile crept on his face, no words were spoken as he packed our stuff. I waited for him to acknowledge my temper tantrum but it was taking way too long. "At least carry me, comrade" I looked up at him with a smirk. I could see Christain roll his eyes as he grabbed the rest of his things, seconds later my gorgeous Russian lifted me and carried me to the car.
Authors note - so sorry, I'm like 5 minutes late to uploading it. I will be uploading another chapter along with the omegaverse story sometime within the next 2, maybe 3 days. Thank you for reading and encouraging me in this story so far.