It's strange how looking back, university was such a big deal. I didn't think my life could change any more drastically. My biggest worry was finding the right hall for my first lecture and who I would sit next to. Now it all seems so small, so insignificant.
Sometimes I dream that I'm back on campus, trying to get over my hangover and prepare for the day ahead. Or that I am sat on the sofa watching TV with my family, I even miss arguing with Jamie over what to watch.
It's gone now, my old life. I have to remind myself that it all happened, that it was real. Not just some dream that I created to protect myself from this new world I've found myself in. I write down little things about Mum, Dad and Jamie so I won't forget them.
My life is a million miles from what it once was. I love it. But anything that is worth something comes at a price, and the Doctor is dangerous, the price I pay for loving him is high. Where there is life, there is loss. And I have never been more afraid...
Yet I have never felt so alive.