IT'S CHANGED (SNILY)

CHAPTER 34 Wow!

Severus took a bath as Mrs. Evans had instructed him to before coming back to his room. His room. He was amazed and touched till the core on how much the Evans did for him. He had an entire bedroom to himself here, with all the necessities of life and more. And the thing he was denied his entire life- Love. He smiled and laid in his bed under the covers, placing his head on the soft pillows. Warm and safe, he closed his eyes.

He was in the middle of a deep breath before he felt in almost choking himself. He heard the door of his room opening. Was there a Death-Eater? Did someone want to kill him in sleep? Who was there?! The darkness in the room was even more frustrating and he didn't make a single sound or gave any sign of being awake.

He kept his face straight so, that even if anyone was here, would think that was fast asleep and would underestimate him. Good. A fine strategy to ash out when your opponent thinks that you are the most vulnerable. Just thinks.

And then, he felt a hand on his arm from above the covers that ran chills to his spine. What did the imposter want? The hand trailed to his neck and soon touched the skin of his face. Severus didn't think anymore. He went and instantly grabbed the hand that had already made its way till his face. The imposter gasped and Severus frowned.

Was it Bellatrix? If You-Know-Who wanted a painful death for him then Bellatrix was a perfect option. And then he was as good as dead now. Though he turned the dim night light on from the switch that was close to his bed.

He turned to the imposter and left the hand immediately. The red hair and wide green eyes were definitely… Lily. Well, also with a deep blush on the cheeks that made Severus laugh like hell.

"What are you doing here?" he sat up straight.

Lily cleared her throat in embarrassment. "Nothing. What do you think I am doing?"

"Lily, I thought there is a Death-Eater here"

"Oh…" her eyes trailed on the place beside him. "Can I at least come under the covers? It's cold out here"

Severus blinked and flushed, but made way for her. She climbed up beside him… sitting too close. Though, he didn't mind. Which idiot would?

"You are fine, aren't you?" he asked to end the silence.

She looked at him and smiled. "Of course, I am"

"Then…?" he didn't complete the question out of embarrassment.

Lily sighed and laid her head on his shoulder. That made their thighs connect and them sucking silent breaths. Severus brought up a hand and wrapped it around her shoulders.

"Can't I just come to see my boyfriend?" she whispered.

"Lily, it's not that I mind but you know that it will be a little… inappropriate" he reasoned.

Lily wrapped her arms around his waist, pulling him closer and pouted. "Petunia has already broken the rule so, it is fine, now"

"Lily… I-"

"Sev! We are not having sex, now. We are not even ready for that" she flushed red.

"We are not" he agreed.

"Though, I can sleep with you, couldn't I?" she batted her eyelids.

Severus chuckled. "If only I could deny it or want to. Of course, only if your parents are fine with it?"

"They wouldn't know, Sev"

"Lily, but we mustn't do anything that makes them uncomfortable or doubtful around me"

"They wouldn't. Trust me" she slipped them downwards so, that they were properly under the covers.

"If you say so" he flipped above her, earning a surprised gasp and then a smirk from Lily.

She lifted her head to kiss him and then flipped on the other side to be above him. They didn't know when did they fell asleep like that.

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They were in the same position, even when the golden rays seeped through the window. Severus had his hands loosely around her back and Lily's head rested on his chest, while her hair spread on his shoulder.

A knock was heard on the door. But none of them budged, they were in so much peace.

Another knock and they still didn't move an inch. Their deep breaths never changed.

The person who was knocking groaned in frustration and opened the slammed the door open and stifled a scream.

Severus and Lily jumped. Their eyes fell on each other and they realized that they had slept the whole night like that, cuddling, making them turn deep red.

Lily flipped down so that now, her back was on the bed, on Severus' side. Severus rubbed his eyes.

"Why did you scream?" he asked.

"I didn't scream" Lily denied and that is when they slowly turned their eyes in the direction of the door where stood… PETUNIA!

"Petunia!" they both shrieked.

Petunia came closer with wide eyes. "What the fuck are you both doing?! You said that you won't be having sex"

"We are not having sex" Lily protested.

"Yes, but were having last night, weren't you?"

"No, Petunia, we weren't" Severus corrected.

"Don't lie to me" she warned.

"We are not" Severus and Lily said with a huff.

"Then why are you here?" she narrowed her eyes.

They flustered and shifted under the covers, guiltily. "I came here, Sev's not mistaken in anything" Lily cleared.

"Well, I don't doubt that" Petunia rolled her eyes.

"So… we just slept. Nothing else" Severus completed.

"Just slept!" she raised her eyebrows disbelieving.

"Yes!" they shrieked.

"Okay, fine come to breakfast. Mum's calling you both. Goddamn, good, that I came here to get you"

"Yes, thank you, Petunia" they gave her their best puppy eye look.

Petunia ignored it. "So, this is now, going to go on everyday"

"NO!" Lily's denial came too quickly. "We are not. It was just a one-day thing"

It was not. They had made it a routine of theirs to cuddle at night until they fell asleep. Lily would always walk in his room where he feigned sleep before her arrival. He always waited for her and she never disappointed, though, he acted as if he didn't care. But they both knew that what he did was just an act because it was over after just a few days of the first night.

Severus had started to remain up until Lily would come and would just talk about all random stuff they knew. And literally about anything. Just like they did when they were just friends. But at that time, they didn't involve the cuddles, that had now become the favorite parts of their days.

Petunia still came to their room every day to wake them up before their Mum and Dad could. She had to hold her hand tight on her mouth to not end up on the floor, laughing. Even though, she had done all sorts of crazy things with her own girlfriend, seeing others doing the same made her laugh until death.

Then one night Lily tip-toed to Severus' room like always. He was reading a book, which was slammed closed, the moment he saw Lily open the door. She grinned and jumped under the covers, over him.

Severus laughed and wrapped his hands around her.

He kissed her and whispered. "Love you"

"Love you too, Sev" she gave back, nibbling on his ear.

That did something Severus wasn't ready for now. His felt the swelling in his groin. He closed his eyes and half-laid, half-sat stiffly.

But what he didn't know was that Lily was getting wet too. The moment her tongue had touched his skin, she had gotten aroused. She froze for a second before not minding it. And just after the thought she felt something poking her on her thighs. She flushed red. Damn.

Though was it even that weird? No. She didn't believe, it was. She looked at Severus who had his eyes closed.

"Sev…" she breathed. "We won't have sex until we are of age"

He opened his eyes and looked at her straight in hers. "So…?"

Lily paused for a second before giving him a smirk. "Keep our clothes on"

"Obviously" he rolled his eyes.

"And…" she didn't complete just brought her mouth to Severus' neck and sucked in, just where Tvora had bit him. This was so pleasurable, though. He moaned and Lily smirked. Making a man moan was brilliant.

He didn't notice when did he start rocking beneath her. She was thrusting in him too. His erection right between her legs' wetness, though the clothes were on.

Lily's hand went to his pyjama shirt and she rolled it back without him even noticing. Severus' mind wasn't working either. He reached to get her shirt off and then above her head. Their bare torsos connected and they both moaned.

Severus licked her neck, sending shivers to her spine. She giggled, for she didn't knew what reasons.

Her hand went to his waist band but before she could pull it down, his hand held it tight, though he didn't stop to kiss her side of the face.

That is when she noticed that they were half naked. Better not do anything more that they'd regret later. She smiled and licked his lips and he moaned. She got her legs apart, around him, pressing on his sides tightly. His manhood, making her center throb. It felt so right.

They didn't know for how long did they did it, being a groaning and moaning mess. That is when Severus stiffened, his eyes rolled back and his mouth opened. The intense pleasure, currented in his entire body and he ejaculated in his pyjama bottoms. He panted and then felt ashamed of himself.

He couldn't give that to Lily. The disappointment in himself was overwhelming.

"Lils…?"

"Hmm?" she asked distractedly.

"I-I…"

She groaned and brought two of Severus' fingers to her clitoris from above her bottoms and rubbed them. She closed her eyes shut tightly and said in a very suppressed and raged whisper.

"Rub… Sev… I am… close"

He hadn't to be told twice. Anything for Lily. Though he was red as hot lava with shaky hands, he rubbed as hard as he could, that almost shook the entire bed. They hoped that the noise wasn't reaching other rooms.

Lily's breath quickened and her she closed her eyes shut. Her body arched and the buzzing chill went through her entire body washing her with bliss as her chest heaved.

"Sev… get the fingers off, now… its sensitive after an orgasm" she glared at him without looking.

"Oh…" he pulled his fingers off and then realized that she said an 'orgasm'. He laughed and wrapped his hands around her while she laid tired on his chest. "I thought I wasn't able to give you that"

She swatted his arm, lightly. "Then you are an idiot. Women take more time than men… I don't believe any man could hold up till a woman's orgasm"

"That's not true… or is it?" he mumbled.

"You held up really good though… you have no idea how good you are" she gave his chest a gentle kiss.

"I am?"

"Yes, and also are stupid. Your disappointment doesn't make any sense"

"You faked it, didn't you?"

Lily pulled up and looked at him in the eye. "And why would I do so?"

"To make me feel good" he said matter-of-factly, looking close to bursting into tears with another wave of disappointment.

"I swear, I didn't fake it" she caressed his cheek.

"And you are not lying?"

"Definitely not. I love you and I wouldn't fake it and keep you under the bridge forever"

He made her head lay on his chest again. "It's going to end forever?"

"Yes… I hope so" Lily smiled and then frowned. "Sev… you better go and change your pants first"

He flushed red and hastily got up from the bed. "Right" and he ran out of the room, awkwardly.

Lily sighed, laid on the bed and took a deep breath. The smell of the room. Anyone would say they just had sex, though, they hadn't. She knew it was difficult for men but perhaps, she got the correct solution to get him out of misery. Just ask him to do more… and urge him to it fast. She almost laughed. He cared so much about her.

Severus came back and she raised her eyebrow. "What are you Mister, doing roaming without a shirt?"

Severus looked at himself and blushed, seeing that he had a bare chest. He had always been so closed about his body that roaming like this made him ore uncomfortable than ever. And vulnerable. Though, it felt natural in front of his Lily.

But still, he reached a hand out to get the shirt but Lily -who was just in her bra, on the bed- snatched it away.

"Lily?"

"Why would I want to ruin the hotness?" she said seductively.

"Well, I have to say the same for you?" he hoped on the bed, underneath the covers, beside her.

"Oh… and I haven't even taken the bra off yet" she climbed up to his chest.

He flushed red. "And you are not doing it now"

"Why not?"

"Because you know what it'll lead to" he looked away.

Lily quirked lips and laid her head on his chest. "You are right"

They stayed that way until she froze and the messy thoughts ran through her mind. She shouldn't be doing this to Severus. He already had three encounters of sexual abuse. What if he didn't want to do any of it? He was doing this just to pleasure her? What if she was made him uncomfortable?

She looked up in his eyes, resting her chin on his chest.

"Lils…?"

"I forced you, didn't I?"

"Why would you ask that?" he frowned.

Lily sat up straight. "Do feel safe around me?"

"Why? I do" he didn't get her point but responded anyways.

"You already have faced… your father… Tvora… did I make it difficult for you?" she sniffled.

"Lily, Lils…" he sat up straight and kissed her lips. "No. You didn't make it difficult. In fact, you are the person with whom I can… run naked and wouldn't mind"

Lily chuckled despite of herself. "Don't lie"

"I would have told you and you know that, but the thought of you harming me, didn't even occur to me" he shook his head, although his kept fixed on her.

"You have too much faith in me" she objected.

"Would you hurt me, intentionally?"

"Never" she grabbed his hands. "What would make you hurt?"

Severus looked away. "I don't want to be any forceful to you"

"You are not"

"I-I… you leaving me for someone else when I am still in love with you, will make me hurt the most" his voice cracked.

Lily smiled and made him look at her. "Then I would not"

"Lily… I know, I am not perfect. I know, I am not whatever you would have pictured when you were a little girl… I have nothing at all that you'd call yours proudly… I am a filthy Slytherin whom I have no idea why would you like to date… I am living on your family's expense and have nothing of my own… I am useless…" and he blabbered about all the insecurities he felt that were crowded inside him for days.

Lily listened to him and tried to quietly just hear. But when he looked close to loosing himself entirely, she kissed him. He hadn't done anything for a while before returning the kiss.

She laid them back down. She had to clear him and his mind a little.

"Now, if we start, Mr. Who-looks-adorable-when-blushes"- that made him blush and Lily to chuckle – "You seem perfect for me, for you have bore me since nine and still aren't up with me-"

"It's rather you bearing me"

She swatted his chest. "Shh… we both are bearing each other. Fine? Good. Now, if you must know none of us are perfect but couldn't we be perfect for each other? I know, it all sounds cheesy but that's the truth. And no, you are not whatever I pictured when I was a little girl… because you are so much more than that" she made him look in her eyes.

"And I have many things that I'd call mine proudly…" she continued. "Your handsome face, don't snort. I love how you look… now, your sarcastic self, don't snort… and how smart you are… though, your stupidities are cute, sometimes… and how you hold me… your dark eyes and hair… but I HATE WHEN I AM MAKING SENSE AND YOU SNORT… and then I can call one more thing mine…" she gave him a smirk that made him flush till the core. "Dumbledore in a red bra"

"Eww… Lily, why would you say that?! I need to get the image out of my head" Severus groaned as she laughed.

"Because you don't want another round, do you?"

"No, I am fine for now" he blushed.

"We are still kids, you know that. We need to be under someone until we are independent enough. So, stop thinking of yourself as a burden on our family"

"Our family" Severus repeated, whisperingly.

Lily smiled. "Our family. And you know what, Slytherin's are difficult to get attached to something, but when they do, they are there forever. So, you are precious to me and not even a little filthy"

Severus didn't say anything. Nothing was left to be said. He just realized that she was truly in love with him and was proud of him. He smiled with the most satisfaction he had ever felt.

"Kiss me, Sev"

"Huh?"

"Kiss me"

So, he did. Kissed her as passionately as he could. As much love as he could add to let her know that he felt the very same for her. And he would never ever leave her.

They broke apart panting.

"Happy New Year, Sev"

He raised his eyebrow and eyed the clock in their room. It showed a twelve. They were officially in the year nineteen, seventy-seven. And she wished her before anyone could. They also had the new year's kiss. What could have been better.

"Happy New Year, Lily" he kissed her again and they laid there until they fell asleep.

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The first of January, nineteen, seventy-seven, went quite fast. They didn't even notice it fly away. But now, came the day of their friends coming over. Mr. and Mrs. Evans were again not at home as they had gone out to spend a day to themselves. Petunia's girlfriend was somewhere out, visiting one of her family members, so she was passing time, eating pop-corns in the living room too.

That is when the bell rang and they all jumped.

"They are here" Lily said and went to answer the door. And a few moments later Austin, Charm, Shane and Selene were entering their living room. Lily came behind them too. They all took seats, though, Shane and Selene looked extra clingy.

"Happy New Year" they all said together before chuckling at themselves.

"You look different, Petunia" Charm frowned. "But in a good way" she added hastily.

Petunia waved her hand, just the way she had always been. "It's just perhaps, that you are meeting me after a long time"

"No, you actually look different" Austin pointed out. "Though, in a good way"

Petunia shrugged and gave a small smile.

"Just an effect of having a cool girlfriend, possibly" Lily teased, making her blush.

"You have a girlfriend?" Shane asked, smiling.

"Well… yes, I do. Is that such a difficult thing to accept?" Petunia narrowed her eyes.

"Definitely not. I am just happy"

She smiled and nodded.

Severus cleared his throat. "So…?" he waved his finger between Selene and Shane.

Selene and Shane looked at each other before smiling and nodding. "We are pregnant"

"You actually are!" they all sucked in breaths.

"You are pregnant?" Petunia's eyes seemed ready to pop out.

"Yes, we are" Shane and Selene kissed.

"How?" she breathed.

Selene rolled her eyes. "Well… the way it is done, perhaps"

Petunia blushed red. "Yes, I know. But… I said in the sense of pointing out that you both are too young"

Shane and Selene laughed, shrugging. "Accidents"

"Oh…? Well, you must have been careful"

"Trust them to be the most careless people alive" Austin muttered.

"Wait a minute… you both had sex in the school?!" Petunia shrieked like she used to. Now, it seemed like real.

Shane and Selene flushed red. "It's not exactly the school" he muttered weakly.

"Don't tell me on the second-floor" Charm's went wide.

Petunia frowned. "What's on the second-floor?"

Austin cleared his throat in embarrassment.

The others laughed. "Austin and Marlene's secret place of going wild" Lily winked, teasingly.

"Oh…" Petunia turned to Austin, smirking, who pointedly was ignoring everyone.

"We don't go to the second-floor" Shane said. "We have left that place for him and his paramour"

Austin blushed even further. "I believe I have to use the lavatory" he got up and left the room while the others laughed.

"So, where…?" Severus raised an eyebrow at Shane and Selene.

"You want to invade our place?" Selene raised her eyebrow too.

He almost choked on embarrassment. "No. I am just asking…"

"It is a secret" Shane said, winking.

"Whatever, it is, having sex in the school is weird" Petunia scrunched her nose.

"You have no idea what all happens in our school" Severus almost sicked up at the memory. "Rosier had sex on the bed beside me without any silencing charm… Oh, I hated to be there"

"Are the people with magic insane… meeting you all leaves me with no doubt though" she rolled her eyes.

"Having sex in your sister's room isn't perfectly alright either, Petunia" Lily mock-glared at her.

"Whatever" she dismissed it, flushing red.

"There are empty classrooms in our school, so, you have no idea how much privacy we all can possess" Charm winked.

Severus groaned. "No talks about that now. Did you both tell your parents?"

Shane and Selene paled a little, or that is what he thought. "We did" Selene said.

"And…?"

"And they were a little freaked out about the entire situation, but they are fine" Shane said, smiling.

Lily raised her eyebrow. "A little freaked out?"

"Okay, fine. A great deal of freaking out is what we saw yesterday" Selene slumped.

"My parents had the worst reaction about me growing up so fast, that I am about to become a father" Shane rolled his eyes.

"And the teary thing that follows… but other than that Shane's parents glared at me for a second before hugging me and asking to take care of him" she sighed.

"Selene's parents, well… were mostly chilled out" Shane said in a little exaggerated casual voice.

"Come one, Shane, getting a wand pointed by my father on your face isn't called being chilled out"

"Your father hexed him?!" Severus, Lily, Charm and Petunia prompted.

"No. He was just worried about his daughter… being a little suspicious about my loyalty would come to his mind" Shane said matter-of-factly.

"That's right too" Selene agreed. "Because after that they hugged him till, he was ready to die of lack of oxygen reaching his lungs"

"And now, anyways, I am a Solace" Shane showed his ring on his hand, proudly.

"You both are engaged too?!" Petunia shrieked.

Selene raised her hand too with the ring. "Yes"

"But you are so young!"

"We know, but it doesn't me we are marrying just tomorrow. We'll take the time" Shane winked.

"I highly doubt that" Petunia slouched in the couch.

Austin came back now, anticipating the casual talk going on that wouldn't involve his sex life.

"So, when to are we going to the Gaunt House?" he asked.

"Oh… they I say, how, about day after tomorrow" Lily suggested and they took a moment before nodding.

"You both aren't compiled to come, though" Severus assured Shane and Selene.

And then came the glower from Selene that made him cower in the couch. "I. Am. Not. Sick"

Severus held his hands out in surrender. "No, you are not. You may go and come as you please"

She gave him a stiff nod, while Shane kept an amused look in the background. "We'll be there… or first come to pick you all up"

"No, I believe… we will have to come through different means, so that even if someone is keeping an eye on us, wouldn't be able to understand a single thing" Charm reasoned.

"Good idea… so, we have a day to figure out how we'll be doing it… though I can take the Knight bus" Austin said.

"We are going to apparate" Shane and Selene said together. Then they were only one who knew how to apparate and had the licenses.

"I'll come by floo from the nearest wizarding store or house" Charm told.

"Wouldn't that give you out?" Severus asked.

"No. I'll stay covered" she smirked, already making the plan.

"That remains us" Lily looked at Severus.

"Only one means of wizarding transportation is left" Severus gave a dramatic pause. "The broomstick"

"Ah… we can use mine" Lily grinned.

"When did you get a broomstick?"

"Suffice it to say, that it is new" she smirked.

Severus raised his eyebrow. "Okay, then"

And no one pointed out that, that made just one broomstick. They were good friends. They were giving Severus and Lily another opportunity to spend a romantic journey together.

"Another thing" Severus raised a finger. "We need to dress differently"

"How different?" Selene asked.

"So that no one can recognise you"

They all laughed mentally, thinking about how crazy they were going to look in their already chosen outfits and the one they hated.

"So, you all are going on another adventure" Petunia was again popping pop-corns in her mouth.

"Well… you can say that" Charm nodded.

"By the way, thank you, Petunia for the idea you gave… Dementors actually did the job" Shane told her.

"Oh… good then" she kept her pop-corn bowl on the table. "So, what is the name of your mission?"

They all scratched their chins in thought and then said together. "Operation Suck it Voldy"

They all looked at each other and laughed.

Petunia pulled the bowl in her lap again, muttering. "Weird"

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