BLOODSHARED

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Chapter 8 ~ Delicious

(Zippos cont.)

I am walking toward Damon, my pulse is pounding, I'm breathing so hard I'm panting and I realize that I'm scared. Surely he won't hurt me, Damon knows I could tell Stefan, who speaking of never called or texted me all day after I left school early...hmm...okay I am walking slower and slower toward Damon, suddenly I cringe because I am close and BAM ….Damon snatches my arm, before I know it my head is spinning worse, when I open my eyes we're outside near a smelly dumpster and I'm pressed or I should say shoved hard against a brick wall. I'm stunned, I still look around because I'm scared to look at him. He says nothing so I slowly lift my head up, closing my eyes still scared. I slowly open my eyes and Damon is a few inches from my face, crystal blue eyes stare back at me and they are beautiful but cold as ice.

"What the hell were you thinking Elena?" he shouts!

"Um...Um...I dunno." I say shakily

"Geez Elena! I can't believe you!" he shouts again!

Alcohol making me brave with a bit of anger, I yell back.

"If you would stop scaring me Damon, then maybe I could speak!" I shout back!

He stares at me with a glare and I swear his nostrils are flaring and then to my surprise, he takes a few steps back and huffs a breath out and growls a low growl which I suddenly recognize from earlier on the dance floor, and for some reason, I feel that growl low, down deep, in a place I did not know existed inside me. I shake it off, Damon turns to me and runs his fingers through his hair, and then his hand falls down to his side with a thud. He looks away and then after a few minutes he looks at me again, were both more calm.

"Well Elena." he says.

"I explained all this to you at the Grill today Damon. I told you I knew other vampires, and that I would ask them, so why are you so surprised?" I ask.

"Oh well lets see, maybe because do-gooder Elena was dancing like a slut with Mr. Jackass..or...tilting her head to push her neck out like a Vamp slut...or...lifting her hair up, while dancing like a slut to entice Jackass Vampire. Don't even get me started on how you offered to be some strange vampire's night snack...not knowing him...or... if he is trustworthy...or...if he would snatch your necklace, compel you, rape you, or even worse kill you! Here you are acting like a Vamp Slut, depending on Vampire Barbie to save you, when I bet neither of you know how old or strong these Jackass Vampires are? Huh Elena?" He shouted again.

I grit my teeth..."Their names are John and the cute one with me is Demetri, and they are perfectly nice." I said with a smirk.

"Oh I bet they were nice. What did he whisper in Elena the vamps slut ear huh?" he spat out.

"None of your business Damon, and stop calling me a slut!" I said yelling louder.

"Stop acting like a slut Elena!" he yelled back.

I didn't even think, just hearing him say slut again hurt, Damon knows I'm not a slut or a vamp slut. I felt tears start to sting my eyes and I hauled off and smacked him across his face as hard as I could! His jaw dropped open and his eyes got huge, then he got right in my face, not an inch away and gritted his teeth and said:

""Don't Ever Do That Again!"

I'm still hurt and angry so I get on my tip toes and get in his face and say:

"Don't You Ever Do That Again!" I say with a snarl.

He seemed dazed and shocked at how I challenged him and he chuckled and said:

"Oh that's right, your crazy Elena now! You lost your mind." he says as he rolls his eyes.

Before I think...I speak..."No Damon! I'm not crazy, I am sexually frustrated, loaded with alcohol, turned on, and burning for an erotic experience like feeding! That's what I am!" I shout out!.

His mouth drops open again in shock, and now my eyes go wide and my mouths open too. I quickly close it and swallow the lump in my throat. Now I'm dizzy, hurt, angry, and embarrassed, but I'm not going to back down now!

"Now Damon, if you will excuse me, I have a cute Demetri waiting at the bar for me, and hes willing to feed on me gently, and he's whispered wonderful promises, dirty promises in my ear on what to expect from this experience and I really would like to be left the hell alone and get back in there and get what I came for...Got it Damon!" I say with such conviction that even I am shocked by my words.

I don't know what came over me but I also have an urge now to defend myself and Damon is still quiet, so I go for it again.

"Oh and Damon, another thing, I'm not a slut!

He looks up at me with a strange look in his eye, and it's one I have never seen before, I pause for a second and then continue:

"Nor am I a vamp slut, I was just trying to be Old Fun Elena and let loose for once." I finish.

Damon is breathing heavy as I speak, he is starting to pace back and forth, fingers running through his hair, hes mumbling, but it's too low for me to hear what he is saying. I decide to continue:

"You have No right to judge me Damon, Mr I sleep with a different girl every night! Your a Vamp...

Bam...just like that he's got me against the wall, his body pushed up against mine hard. Our eyes lock and I can't breath, I am frozen still. I pant and I don't know if it is from anger or surprise now. I realize he's gazing into my doe eyes but there is no anger in his eyes anymore, they are just darker than I have ever seen them, and he still has me pressed hard between the wall and him, my hands, I realize are up over my head and he's holding them there hostage with just one of his hands. I realize why I can't breath, because I can't even move if I tried to. Our eyes have not left each others, Damon is panting for breath like me and I feel dazed and confused, but oddly even knowing how Damon can snap...I feel no Fear. I am just starting to maybe have a hint of what's going on and he growls again, but it's lower this time, sexy even, my stomach clenches and I feel a heat stirring in my core, and before I can truly process what I feel..Damon speaks and it's low...like the sexiest, smoothest voice I have ever heard...

"Put your hands on each side of you. Press your palms flat to the wall and don't move."

I can't even think, I just do it. I almost grab to feel for my necklace to make sure he's not compelling me, but I know it's there, I feel it. I slowly pull my hands down to my sides as he lets go of my wrist's and I place my palms flat against the wall like he told me to and freeze. He is staring in my eyes still...

"Now, I don't want you to move Elena. Do not touch me, keep your hands and back pressed against the wall. Do you understand?" he commands sternly but still with a low sexy voice.

"Um...Yes." I reply with a low sounding voice myself.

"Relax Elena." he commands me again.

I don't know why but I close my eyes and start to take deep breaths, I am counting from 1 to 10 for some reason and then he puts both of his hands beside my head on the brick wall, one on each side, my eyes are closed but I feel it, I don't see it but I know by feel that his hands are there. Then I feel him shift weight and back his body off mine some and put space between us. Strangely I miss the feel of him pressed against me, but I don't speak or open my eyes because deep down I just know whats coming but not the How yet. Then I feel him, his right hand (my left) has moved from the wall and he is pushing my hair off the left side of my neck very slowly, he just simply brushes it back off my shoulder. I keep my eyes closed. I am anxious, nervous, excited, and scared all at the same time...oddly I am not dizzy anymore, my head is strangely clear. I keep my eyes closed and then I feel his hand stroke the same hair he had just tossed off my shoulder and then I feel his hand in front of my face and his finger starts to trace my eyebrow so lightly and as it reaches the corner of my outer eye, I open my eyes and realize it's the pad of his thumb. I close my eyes...afraid for our eyes to meet, and his thumb continues down my cheek and then my jaw, so slowly that I'm feeling very sensitive to touch, a slight tickle even, as his thumb reaches my jaw line his other fingers touch my jaw and slowly tilt my head to the right. I take in a gasp of air but he seems to not notice and before I know it, I feel his hot breath on my neck and then lips...soft lips at my pulse, which is now thumping hard again for the 50th time tonight.

Just as I feel his soft lips leave my pulse, the feeling is replaced with hot and wet, oh my it's his tongue and he is twirling it in a circle right on my pulse. I can feel it down there and here comes the erotic feeling I felt earlier on the dance floor with Demetri, this time, it is 100 times stronger. I gasp and the palm of my hands push harder to the brick wall and I stiffen a little because I have a new strong urge to push up against him and sooth this ache between my legs, but I dare not move.

I don't want to stop him now.

What feels like minutes but is probably only seconds of his tongue twirls, now moves slowly up my neck to the hollow behind my ear, and then it's gone replaced by a hot breath that whispers in my ear:

"Relax, don't move...Stay relaxed and it wont hurt."

Wow, he has to know how crazy I'm feeling because my pulse is throbbing so hard in my neck, it is faster than it's been all night. The palms of my hands raise from the wall and clench into fists because I don't know what else to do, the ache between my legs is throbbing just as hard as my neck, then he whispers in my ear again..

"Palms back to the wall."

and I do as I am told and then he says:

"Don't ever let Demetri touch you again. Do you understand me?"

I can't speak, I just nod yes and I feel his soft lips rub against my ear. I quickly get still again, my body is begging silently for him not to stop. Now there is some feeling I get from the way he sounded so possessive and it awoke something primal in me to where I feel a growl about to escape my own mouth, but I swallow hard and stop it, then I feel a rush down there, and I am so hot I can feel heat coming off me, he must feel it, even if there is space between us. He whispers again..

"I smell him on you and I don't like it."

I want to cry...or...say sorry...or...say who? I have forgotten who he's talking about already. My head is now a fog of raw primal emotions and there seems to be a direct link to my core, the heat and ache get stronger...I am a deer in headlights ….a lamb brought to the slaughter...a fly in a spiders web. There is nothing I would not do for him right now in this moment...it hurts to think.

Then suddenly his tongue traces backwards from the hollow behind my ear back down to my pulse, as his tongue reaches my pulse, he lets out a low soft growl and it is the sexiest thing I have ever heard, the ache increases and I can't believe the pull I'm feeling down there in my core and the heat again coming off me in waves.

Suddenly I feel the slightest prick, just a tiny sting and then soft lips touching my skin and ohhh my eyes roll back in my head and this is satisfying that ache, like putting water on the heat in my core, and just when I think this euphoric, erotic feeling can't get any better...i feel a strange pull of my blood rush...combined with suction...

Ohhhh my, my eyes roll back again and my nails are now clawing the brick wall and making strange scratching noises, and then it stops...the pull...and it feels amazing...then the pull starts again even feeling stronger and better than the first...my eyes roll back again, nails still clawing at the brick wall, and now I'm shaking everywhere. This pull feels oh so good in my core, it draws the heat up and the ache turns into orgasmic sensations of pleasure with little prickly feelings all over my sensitive clit.

Draw...Release,,, I can't tell anymore...I'm trembling and fighting a moan from escaping my lips and I am rocking my hips...pushing...longing to rub like a cat on a scratching post, but there is nothing but air. I am frustrated now but in Ecstasy at the same time...screw the moan, I let it out...it's deep and nothing I have ever heard come out of my mouth during arousal from sex. Damon's hands push my hands against the wall again, as if he sensed I was going to grab him as use his body as a scratching post. I moan again and the pull of suction is harder and faster...than that's it...I am shattering in a body shaking, crazy moans and groans, heat, achy, heavenly sensation, prickly, feel good outta this world orgasm. Then I come down hard, and Damon withdraws his fangs and licks my wounds with his tongue and I moan again, this time, more of a normal sexual moan and Damon jerks away fast.

I'm panting and his shoulders are moving like he's panting but I am not sure he has turned to face away from me.

I bend over putting my hands on my knees for support, I'm lightheaded dizzy, but walking on clouds at the same time.

I look to see Damon, still looking toward the woods. He won't even look at me, I don't know if he's mad, ashamed, vamped out still, or why he won't look at me.

Bam...a loud noise startles me. The back door of the bar fly's open hard and fast and the metal door jerks back as it hits the brick wall loudly...I Look up

"Caroline!" I gasp out while standing upright again.