BLOODSHARED

Disclaimer: I do not own the Vampire Diaries or any of the characters, I just like to play in their world:)

Chapter 11 ~ Degrading

I am so angry at Caroline for embarrassing me, so I don't say one word to her on the drive. I leave the radio off, I just want quiet time to get lost in my thoughts. I see headlights in my rear view mirror and realize Damon has caught up to us, true to his word he is going to follow us all the way to Caroline's house. Caroline has been looking out the window and has not bothered to say a word to me either. I try to keep my eyes fixed straight ahead but I keep looking in the rear view mirror at the headlights, which I know is Damon's car, a warm fuzzy feeling comes over me, as I think how sweet he can be when he wants to.

I just want to get to Caroline's and get this night over with. I am feeling guilt on and off, and my head is foggy as the weight of the whole night sinks in, the whole day for that matter. I don't realize it immediately but I am swerving all over the road. I try to stop hoping Damon has not noticed, I look over at Caroline and she has laid the seat back and is sleeping (or night dreaming) and I see lights flashing behind me, Damon is flashing his brights, I ignore him because I just want this night to be so over. A few seconds later I jump! It is so quiet, so my cell phone ring startles me! I reach and grab it out of my jacket pocket and it's Damon, just great. I answer it and Caroline is UN-phased...

"Yes Damon." I say in a rough tone.

"Elena...you are swerving, there is a gas station about a mile up the road, pull in so I can drive you home and leave my car there." he says.

"Damon I'm fine." I snap.

"No Elena! Your not! Now pull over like I said, or I'll push you over!" he practically shouts.

"Okay, okay." I snap and end the call.

Geez could this night get any worse? I'm tired, ashamed, embarrassed, feeling guilty, my head is fuzzy and spinning, and he knows about my panties...God, I just want this night to be over...I pull into the gas station and Damon sticks a finger up to me, signaling me to give him a minute, he then locks his car and walks into the store, I quietly hate they are open all night, what is he going to get? He can't be hungry...he fed off me, I think and start to giggle a little...I must be tired. A few minutes later he opens my door and says..

"Scoot over."

"It's an S.U.V. Damon...hello 2 seats in the front, duh."

"Then get in the back." he states.

"You need to move and let me out first Damon." I spit out.

I can tell he is just trying to get a rise out of me...he is blocking the door...

"Just crawl in between the seats Elena." he says with a devious smile.

I am not stupid...i know I have a short skirt and no panties on...so I know exactly what he's up to...

"Damon I am in a skirt with no...uh...forget it. Just move! I shout!

I hop down out of my S.U.V practically pushing him outta my way, I glare at him while I open the back door and get in the backseat and slam the door. He gets in the drivers seat and puts it in reverse and Caroline rolls over toward the window groaning at our noises. He turns around to back up, I swear it's on purpose, he could use the rear view mirror, it's late and nobody is around. I know he is getting his kicks off my embarrassment, which leads me to remember Caroline has my red lacy thong in her lap. Oh God, how much worse will this night get.

"Somebody is grouchy." Damon says while looking at me from the rear view mirror.

"I'm not grouchy Damon, I'm just tired." I say softly.

I know Elena, it has been a crazy night (smirking and winking at me) I will get you home quickly." he states softly.

"Go to Caroline's house, not mine." I quickly add.

"Yes Elena, I know." he replies smiling.

I try not to look at the rear view mirror, because I don't want to see his eyes, so I stare out the window all the while praying he does not see my panties in Caroline's lap. I try to distract myself and pull out my cell phone, there is 3 text's and 2 missed calls from Stefan. I feel scared to read the text...like Stefan will know what I've done...which is stupid...I need to get it over with so I click open my text and start with the most recent text:

Most recent text from Stefan:

"I talk to your Aunt Jenna, she said you needed a girls night out, and that you and Caroline went to dinner and caught a movie:) Call me later, luv u

2nd Text from most recent

"Hello, I called twice! Where r u?"

3rd Text from most recent

"Hey, you left school early! Everything OK?"

Ahh so he did notice I left school early, and when I did not answer text or calls he called Jenna, so he knows about my girls night out...good...is he going to question me on why I never answered my phone? What am I going to say? What if he ask about the movie I saw? My head is now spinning again and I look up and Damon is staring at me from the rear view mirror, our eyes meet and for a minute I forget where I am, my pulse starts to race, I feel that low ache start again in my core, oh no, what is happening? One look straight in his eyes and I'm craving it again, my eyes go wide and Damon speaks...

"Just tell Stefan your cell died and you forgot your charger, simple lies are best. It's better than going into great detail, which leads to more lies. You might even want to tell him you went to a bar, the less you make up the better." he states.

"No way Damon, he thinks I went to dinner and a movie with Caroline, if I mention a bar, my guilt will take over and make me nervous and Stefan will see right through me. Dinner and a movie and that's all I'm saying. I sate surely.

I could just jump up there and wipe that smirk off his face. Damon is so enjoying every moment of this and I'm angry but oddly still aching in my core and my heart is still pounding, oh my, it's only been a few hours and Damon was right...it is like a drug, I feel a craving already. I just want to sleep. We are closer to Caroline's so I try distracting him, so I can sneak and get my red panties off Caroline's lap before we get there...

"How are you going to get back to your car?" I ask him, hoping this will work.

"I'm not, I went in the store and told the clerk I would be back tomorrow and get it." he says.

"How will you get home from Caroline's?" I ask inching closer forward.

"Elena, I'm a vampire, I will be home before you make it to Caroline's bed." he says amused.

"Oh yeah." I reply.

Meanwhile I have scooted to the middle of the seat and leaned up in between my front seats, with one hand on each seat. I hate getting so close to him, the ache in my core increases and heat starts radiating again and my heart races. We're almost to Carolines street and Damon looks at me and says...

"What are you doing Elena?" he says with a quizzical look.

"Nothing, just sitting up is all, I feel a little queezy (I lie)"

Damon pulls into Caroline's driveway and I know this is my last chance to get the panties, so I scoot up making small talk about Caroline's yard to distract him and I slowly slide my hand down like I am going to just shake Caroline to wake her and in a flash Damon grabs my red lacy panties and twirls them on his finger and grins..

"Is this what you wanted Elena?" he says so coyly.

"Give them Back Damon!" I shout!

"Oh No." he says laughing.

In a flash he's out of the vehicle and I quickly get out and try to take them from him, he vamps to the left, the right, then he actually vamp speeds away so fast I can't even see which direction he went. Caroline moans and gets out and we walk up the sidewalk while I yell at her

"Thanks A lot Caroline, Damon now has my panties, thanks to you."

Caroline just giggles while she unlocks the door and just as we start to walk inside, I feel a rush of wind and Damon is standing behind us, I turn and Jump!

"AH! Damon you scared me!" I yell!

"Goodnight ladies and thanks for the lacy red thongs Elena, Oh, and for dinner." he says with a smirk and his seductive voice.

I stomp in and at this point I don't even care anymore, I just want to go to sleep. Caroline and I change quietly and brush our teeth, as we walk back in her room she ask...

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"No thank you, not tonight. We will talk tomorrow." I say yawning.

We climb into bed and I swear I'm asleep before my head hits the pillow.

(Present Damon)

I get to my driveway, I look at Elena's red lacy thong in my hand. I am seriously considering keeping them. "Sick Damon" I say to myself. I can't help it though, it may be a dirty Elena memory but it still means something to me on an emotional level. I put them in my pocket and head to the front door, I listen for Stefan but it's quiet, so he must be sleeping. I walk in and head straight to the kitchen, I grab a trash bag and vamp speed upstairs to my room, I place her panties in the bag and tie it tightly, and hide it in the back of my closet. I figure the trash bag will help keep Stefan off the scent. I take my black leather jacket off, hang it on the rack, grab my D & G cologne and spritz the jacket all over. I remove all my clothes and put them in the bottom of the hamper, making a mental note to wash them first thing tomorrow. I feel like I'm married and have cheated and came home late, sneaking around and hiding evidence like some guilty human would. What is wrong with me? Guilt...uh... I shake it off and run a hot bath and dump half a bottle of lavender bubble bath in the tub. I need to get relaxed because I know sleep tonight is not going to come easy. I get in and lay back and as I start to relax, my mind wonders back to her and the wall, her smell, her sweet blood, the way her body was shaking, I can hear her moans in my head. This is torture, I can't stand it. How am I going to sleep at all? I remember how I warned her this is like a drug for both of us, especially since I have had nothing but blood bags for months, Damn her! If I have to suffer, so will she, I know it's wrong, but I don't care. I am going to taunt and tease her, she's human and I know her restraint will be hard. This is going to be fun...I smirk to myself... I start to relax again and smile, I am truly looking forward to this.

(A/N) This is just a little chapter, a cute ending to the night out at Zippos.

What will tomorrow bring? See ya next time;)