DISCLAIMER:
I do NOT own any of the character ideas used in the following fan fiction. It is just an original story idea using the characters of the Manga/Anime.
My OC's are Sinha and Kaya.
A/N:Thanks for sticking by until I was able to drop this chapter, it is extra long and finally some LEMON/Sexual scenes are taking place. It is basically the whole chapter but luckily this pulls us into the turning point of the story. These are detailed chapters so when the warning shows, be sure to skip if you are under 18. I also have this story available on AO3 if something happens like being reported etc. I recently read through the rules so, we shall see. I jump character Point of views through out the chapter, but my markers don't stick with the ff formatting :( so be mindful the state of mind changes throughout but it SHOULD be clear who is who.
It took a while for me to write this chapter of the story, a lot of it is the emotional state that goes into writing, everybody is writing their life story every day, and I am no different. Goals and things have changed but this story's completion hasn't. Good things have been going on as well as some adventures since case counts were down in my area. I hope you guys are staying safe and healthy where you can. Now... enjoy ;p
A fresh kill lay near the den fire- ready to be cooked for lunch.
Once again Kagome took in her surroundings as Sango and Ayame began to talk.
"You can stay in my room if you like Sango. Did you want to drop off your weapon before we eat? Take a moment to relax?" dribbles of their conversation floated to her ears.
Sleep…. That sounds wonderful… she thought back to their busy morning. She was utterly drained.
She opened her mouth preparing to join them, when she heard Kouga speak from beside her.
"I'll show you where you can freshen up Kagome."
Surprising her as he began to lead the way.
Her two friends plainly looked away as she turned to them. Sango hid a smile behind her hand as she and Ayame walked the opposite direction.
Nerves tightened in Kagome's stomach as she followed Kouga through surprisingly empty tunnels.
Weren't there at least a hundred demons living in this mountain? How are there none passing by?!
She felt the warm tug of his hand on hers as they rounded a corner. Sparking the same feeling from this morning. Her eyes locked on the simple touch that had stolen her focus.
They entered a chamber and Kagome shook her head and looked around. The room was dark. Even though it was high noon.. A low light flickered off the wall. She began to focus on the source of light. It was...well basically a stone fireplace. It looked like they scooped out a portion of the wall for the sole purpose of the fire. With a tunnel for the smoke leading up and through the wall. She was curious how far the vent went and began to imagine what tools existed that would allow them to dig through the mountain walls to do it. Especially in this Era.
She hadn't realized she still held Kouga's his hand.
"I can make the fire brighter for you. Wolves don't necessarily need light, but I enjoy watching the flames when I can't sleep or if I don't particularly care to think about things."
He squeezed her hand.
"I'll make sure there is one going at all times here."
He watched her softly as she observed the fire.
"So where exactly is-here?" She asked, facing him in the dim light.
"This area is reserved for me." He spoke without hesitation.
"Being a clan leader has its perks. This area is one of them. I even have access to a bathing area across from us. I usually bathe with my men but it will provide you privacy if you wish to use it. " he nodded towards the doorway behind them as he spoke.
"No one else is permitted in this area unless it's an emergency. This will be where my mate and cubs are safest if I am away." He continued.
He pulled her to him. Using the hand still wrapped in his.
"But for now- it's yours, and I won't intrude. Unless you wish for me to" he smirked.
Kagome couldn't help but feel nervous as she looked up at him.
Too aware of the lack of space between them in a conveniently secluded space. His arms wrapped securely around her didn't give away his intentions….if any.
"Thank you." she heard herself repeating.
I'm always thanking him….
Her heart skipped a beat as she remembered the feeling from earlier, her lips pressed to his cheek.
I wonder if I will still feel that way after everything that happened...
Kagome was new to the act of expressing her feelings physically.
Though not from lack of research.
Her cheeks burned at the memories of late night internet searches and more than explanatory romance novels from her time. Things that could fill pages much less a night together with someone you love.
Kouga was happy that Kagome had not moved from his hold, and even more delighted that she increased her hold on him. Wrapping her arms around his waist, locking him in a grip of her own.
How can I jump so easily from Inuyasha to Kouga…. Her thoughts continued to pry.
She looked back at his face, and in the dim light she could still make out a lightness in his eyes, she could make out the definition of his jawline, and she felt his muscles move under the skin touching her arms.
Her reiki was sparking in her stomach and across each place their skin touched. She turned her attention to their skin, but couldn't see any sparks.
The same as before…
Wait… I've read about this… those tingles in the skin, from...want...or...
Luckily he had not touched the fire, cause she could be compared to a tomato with how red her face was at the thought.
These feelings she had only felt towards Inuyasha- were peaking out. But... in such a different way...so different that- she hadn't recognized them.
She was so stupid not to realize her body wanted Kouga!
"You know, I imagine you don't want to deal with too many people today." his deep voice broke through her… not so clean thoughts.
"So feel free to hang here, bathe, or just think. I can leave you as long as you like, or-" he paused.
He softly grabbed her chin and ran his rough thumb over her bottom lip.
"-Or I can stay, and help you feel better." his eyes lowered, as he moved closer to her, dipping his head down to hers.
"You know…" he continued.
"That kiss earlier was the best thing I've ever experienced."
Kagome attempted to duck her head as he mentioned her timid exploration from earlier.
His hand held her chin firm. She could only briefly avoid his gaze, until she quickly looked back into his eyes.
"However, I'm finding that you've awakened the old me again."
She arched her brow and strained to hear as his voice dropped.
"I'm trying not to just take what I want...right now." he whispered as his breath passed her lips.
A shiver passed from the tip of her head to the center of her hips, warming her momentarily before passing down to her toes.
Her eyes fluttered closed as she asked herself what she wanted at this moment.
Her body was ready to respond to him, if only her mind would let it.
****Warning- Sexual details and Lemon ahead.***
'True love has sacrifice' his words floated in her ears. The memory felt like it was ages ago, yet it was just two days ago.
She knew he had sacrificed so much for her, and even though they had only been around each other for a few days, she felt as if he had been there for so much longer.
Trust your heart.
The single voice came from within.
From her own voice.
Her eyes opened, only a moment passing as she thought through her emotions.
She spoke, a huskiness filling her voice. "You don't have to take anything Kouga."
Closing the gap between them she moved her arms behind his head and crushed her lips to his.
Admittedly, sloppily, due to the slight height difference- but she felt a surge of energy course through her as they touched.
She couldn't feel his lips against hers anymore, she was too busy focusing on the warmth spreading from her center, causing her legs to give out.
She faltered, having been standing on her tip-toes and her lips fell away from him, but in a split second- Kouga lifted her with speed and strength, finding her lips once again.. devouring them.
She wrapped her legs around his waist as he held her. He crushed her to him, enjoying her lips. Kagome kissed him back just as eagerly.
Her tongue slipped between his lips into the warmth of his mouth.
Bright flashes of light bounced around her brain, appearing on the back of her eyelids as she battled him for dominance.
She tried to climb him with her thighs to gain the higher ground, but he held her waist securely, causing a whine to escape her lips.
She bucked against him attempting to loosen his grip, resulting in herself grinding against him.
She unexpectedly let out a moan as she felt a flicker of pleasure from the motion. Simultaneously she felt the slight prick of Kouga's nails on her hips as he released a growl.
She broke their kiss leaning back from him, and saw he had his eyes closed, a creased brow filling his face as he struggled with his need.
Her arms rested on his biceps as she leaned back, pushing her lower half against him again, sparking more pleasure for herself.
She began to breathe heavily.
She stared at the wolf demon holding her, feeling a surge of pleasure watching him struggle to keep control.
She couldn't explain it, but she was enjoying how much he wanted her.
She NEEDED him to want her, she realized.
She was getting excited by merely seeing the lust rolling off the man wrapped in her grasp.
This is new...but...I really like it… she thought to herself.
...
Kouga was merely teasing Kagome.. intending to leave her to her thoughts, when suddenly-
"You don't have to take anything Kouga."
Kouga felt her lips clash with his, and he pulled her in as she slipped away, devouring her lips again, feeling his groin tighten with want as he processed her words.
Never had he experienced a woman taking the first step before. He was familiar with the ways of women in his time, waiting for the male to make the first move.
For Kagome to make the first move, it threw him off, and he wasn't in control of his Youkai need.
Dammit if he didn't want to make her his right then and there!
But he knew he needed to be careful, to make sure no mistakes were made.
She needed to be confident in her choice!
She tried to climb him and he held her back, laughing in his head that she thought she could get the upper hand so quickly. Another move that surprised him.
His internal laugh ceased as he felt her grind roughly against his hard member, and his claws extended slightly as the force from his pleasure rocked him.
Fuck!
He heard himself growl and he was thankful she pulled away from his lips as he tried to reign his lust in. Closing his eyes to the onslaught of need. He felt her lean back from him, but he needed to focus on calming his inner beast and kept his eyes closed.
He felt her grind against him again, painfully slow and hard, his Youkai roared in the back of his mind for him to take her.
To rid himself of this need for her.
Kouga had never felt this for any woman before.
He had pleased many she-wolves in the past, but none could make his need as intense as Kagome was in this moment.
It was happening so fast, but at the same time agonizingly slow.
How could she take control so easily from him!
He opened one eye, viewing the dark haired temptress in his arms. A chill ran over him.
She was watching him. A predatory gaze in her eyes as she ran a nail slowly down his arm, leaving a buzz of energy in its wake.
He could smell her arousal, the scent of his own mixing with it, making his fangs ache.
He watched her as she moved both of her hands to her hair, pulling it into a bun and securing it at the top of her head.
He held her securely as she moved in his arms. Her core rocking slightly against him with her movements.
His member was rock hard from want, he was finding pleasure in just watching her.
Anticipation drummed in his mind, he'd never had a woman like Kagome before. She had always been different, so why should he have expected anything less than this?
He had no idea what was coming next, and he was barely in control of the chains restricting his lust… he smiled….he was really enjoying this.
...
Kagome was high from her want. She had never been so in control of a man before.
And they merely kissed!
She watched him as he peeked open an eye. She needed to see him shiver….she raked a nail down his arm, hearing him hiss and his nails clenched a bit tighter as he opened both eyes in surprise, locking on her.
Her body throbbed in response to him. She knew then she was ready to go further with him.
She didn't care if the timing was too soon.
How could she feel so secure and confident in front of him, like this- if this wasn't the right thing?
She secured her hair in a bun, his eyes following her every move in the dim light. Her eyes were adjusting to the lighting, allowing her to focus more on him.
She moved her hands from her hair, to the front tie of her Hakama, undoing the knot with a firm precision. She let the ties fall to the side, feeling the gap increase at the back. She ran her hands over Kouga's wrists as she moved to follow his arms to the back tie. Her legs and his hands were both holding her secure, and she touched the tie at the back of her Hakama...but paused.
Her eyes broke contact as she built up the courage to speak, glancing down at his chest plate.
Kouga adjusted her in his arms, as he walked her backwards, towards a place behind her view.
He paused as she locked eyes with him again, and she placed her hand on his wrist behind her. She gripped his hand, pulling it from its place on her back, and moved it higher, to the remaining knot.
"Will you give me a hand?" she asked him. Enjoying the utter shock that splayed across his face.
His shock was only momentary, as he proceeded to undo the simple tie, loosening the white top as he did.
Obediently he returned his hand to the small of her back once he finished. She could see the fire reflecting in his eyes, and he pressed her to his groin, showing her how much he wanted her.
She bit her bottom lip as she enjoyed the feel of him pressed to her briefly. She imagined what it would be like to have that part of him inside her. Her eyes fluttered as her breath picked up at the imaginary thought.
Part of her was ready to let him take control, to bend her to his will and let them both take the pleasure that awaited.
But…. she had to be sure he wanted her.
A small strike of cold ran through her spine as Inuyasha flashed in her mind. The way he was into her one second, and the next, distant. Cold.
She had to make sure Kouga wanted this. Wanted HER.
"Kouga…." she spoke. He pulled her close to him again, planting a kiss on her lips, biting her softly and he pulled back.
"Yes?" he responded. His arms and hands wrapped her closer to him.
She loosened her grip around his waist, allowing her legs to slide free and towards the ground. She dangled for a moment as Kouga closed his eyes, pursing his lips, sliding her...slowly… down his front until her feet touched the ground. Moving his hands to her shoulders.
She couldn't help but feel him against her stomach as he still held her close to him.
He lowered his head to her hair, and planted a light kiss.
He stepped away from her, turning away. She felt the Hakama fall to the ground as he looked away. Cold stopping her heart- fear gripping her chest, as she realized he was turning away from her.
The same way Inuyasha had. He didn't want her….
Tears began to fill the corners of her eyes.
His back was stiff, and she could see he was struggling.
Wait, that can't be correct.
She forced the negative thoughts from her brain. He wasn't Inuyasha, he was Kouga.
Kagome, get a grip, you've got this. Just watch, when he turns around you will see...
She was reassuring herself in an attempt not to lose her senses to the negative.
"Kouga… I told you that you didn't have to take anything…" she spoke.
He turned his head towards her, glancing over his shoulder. The dim light hid his eyes from her.
She stepped out of the cloth at her feet, pulling apart the white robe that was covering her, revealing her breasts and body to him.
"...and I meant it." she finished, watching his reaction.
...
Kouga stilled even more if possible, not even breathing.
She watched the wolf-demon in front of her, not just exposing her body to him...she was giving him back control.
She felt a breeze and suddenly he was there, a breath away from her, his musky scent filling her senses. He gripped her shoulders again, pulling her to him as he crushed his lips to hers, causing her legs to go weak. He dipped his hand down into her robe, filling his hand with her breast.
The firm grip zapping her body with pleasure. She moaned in response to the touch.
"Kagome.." she heard him say her name, his voice was covered with the sound of another…. She could hear another in his voice!
She shivered as the sound entered her ears.
"I don't think you understand how much I want to take you. Not just me...but the beast in me as well."
His dual voice reverberated over her. Quickly he picked her up and just as quickly she was on her back on a pile of soft furs.
Her brain tried to grasp the change in vertigo but she lost the chance as his lips again consumed hers.
She wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him to her as he moved his kisses down her neck. Nipping her with his fangs as he went, drawing a surprised cry of pleasure from her.
His mouth found her breast, while his hand worked simultaneously.
He nuzzled his face against the cream colored skin before taking it into his mouth.
The heat from his tongue shocked her senses, causing her to draw her knees in- tightly gripping her legs closed at the pleasure pooling below.
She whimpered as his soft tongue applied pressure to her sensitive nipple with his hand tweaking the other with more force, the dual sensations sending her into a spiral of pleasure she could only express through noise.
He had her mewling and squirming below him, as he switched between the two soft peaks. His hand finally breaking free and working south along her waist, down to her thigh which was curled inward.
He nudged her leg down, persuading her to drop her knees back towards the furs.
She felt him cover her with his large hand and she stiffened slightly at the touch.
Nerves prepared to take over, but were silenced by his mouth covering hers.
He moved his hand away and gripped her face between his hands instead, diving his tongue in and out of her mouth. Nipping her lips, her chin, and kissing any open spot as he worshiped her with kisses.
He broke their kiss, pausing briefly to remove his armor plate, placing it to the side of them, and sliding her further along the furs until she reached a soft elevation that allowed her to be in a partial sitting position. No sooner was his chest free than it was captured by her touch. Her hands ran along the smooth skin, feeling the toned muscles move beneath her fingertips, gliding over his chest and skimming down his hips to the pelt at his waist.
...
Kouga couldn't believe the confidence Kagome portrayed. She couldn't be more of an Alpha if she tried, and his youkai was taking pleasure in that fact. The instinct to find a mate suitable for the pack, creating an additional satisfaction with her moves.
He knew the beast in him approved, but Kouga needed to know that she was prepared for what she was doing.
He allowed her exploration, as he ran a clawed finger down her skin.
"Kagome, you need to take a moment and think about this."
Her hands paused mid stroke and fell towards the furs.
His heart began to beat rapidly as he spoke, knowing that what he was about to say could cause her to gain reason, and push him away. But- he needed to do it. He had to be sure.
"Kagome, I couldn't want this more than my own life right now, to finally have you to myself, to take you as mine, but-"
He closed his eyes as he forced himself to speak.
"Please….you need to be sure of this. I…. I want to be here, to help you, but if we do this….I don't think I could ever give you up after this...I would NEED you to be mine, I can't lie to myself if you run from me after this."
...
Fireworks burst from Kagomes' chest hearing his words. Years of caring filled her head as she understood that he did indeed care for and love her.
But could she do it? Could she commit to him the way he needed her to?
She pondered over the past few days, thinking of all the time they spent together over the years, the small touches, the near death experiences, and the feelings that went along with his spontaneous visits.
She knew she cared for Kouga, and if she was honest with herself, she admired and respected him as well, which she hated to admit to herself, she never had all of those feelings for Inuyasha.
Listen to your heart.
The words rang in her ears again.
"Kouga-" She spoke as she moved to her knees.
"I don't know what this will mean, but… I can't explain what my heart is telling me. I know it seems weird for me to bounce around with my emotions, and as I mentioned before, I am in a vulnerable space...but… I no longer think I am confused when it comes to you. These past few days have opened my eyes to the treatment you have given me for so long. Things that I secretly looked for in my relationship with…...Inuyahsa."
"I am a different person with you. Even before all of this, whenever you would come around, I was… different. I never had to try that hard, it's like….I was always myself with you. Even when I was angry at you, I knew I could take my time to forgive you, and not worry you would change how you felt about me as a friend."
"And now- I can express myself, I don't have to wait for you to make the moves, because I know….that you want me."
She leaned into him, pushing him back onto the furs. Changing their positions.
His eyes grew dark as she moved atop him. She sat on him, just below his erect member, which was hidden by his wait pelt.
"Kouga, I want you to be with me- as I figure out my new future. If I know anything right now, it's that I can't see how my life will go on here without you in it."
She yanked at the knot holding his fur pelt secure, loosening the ties as she spoke.
He gripped the furs beneath them, tearing holes as he grit his teeth watching her. Listening to her.
His face revealed the utter joy at her words, mixed with a deep lust that caused Kagome to shiver. She watched him clench in anticipation, allowing her explorative hands to untie his waist pelt.
She had never been so confident in what she planned to do.
She tossed her remaining cloth next to his chest plate, a stark contrast from his dark armor. She tugged at the pelt beneath her, hinting at what she wanted him to do.
He obliged swiftly removing the un-tied covering without hesitation, his confidence matching her own in the moment.
She bit her lip in appreciation at the sight that he revealed to her. His thick member stood erect- begging for her touch, his hands back to the furs beneath them, waiting to see what she would do.
She peeled her eyes away from the shadowed length in front of her, and locked eyes with Kouga. Her sight was fully adjusted to the dim lighting. She saw the bright blue reflecting the firelight that bounced on the walls.
She kept her eyes locked on his as she moved, lowering herself to the furs, positioning herself between his legs, basking in the shock that filled his face as he realized what she intended to do.
Kagome could only hope she wasn't about to embarrass herself. Her cheeks burned and her heart beat loudly in her ears as she positioned herself between his legs. Things she had practiced in her head... She could only hope it would be enough for the experienced wolf.
She pressed her chest to the floor, her breasts smooshing up in an admittedly sexy way.
Kouga followed her, lifting himself to keep watching her as she moved below his line of sight.
Her eyes admired his firm body, built differently from Inuyasha, his dark skin bounced the faded light, reminding her of honey.
She heard a click in her head, as her heart calmed down, and she realized she was in control.
I wonder what he tastes like…. She thought to herself in regards to the golden color she observed.
She moved her hand up his thigh, focusing on the taught muscle that flexed as she moved towards his member.
Kouga's breaths were shallow and quick, his predatory eyes locked on her every movement.
She felt a moment of doubt in herself looking at him. She closed her eyes and swallowed, realizing her mouth was salivating at the thought of having him on her tongue.
She moved to touch him, wrapping her ivory fingers around his pulsing member, jumping at the sound he released.
Kouga growled loudly, a sound similar to anger but too full of pleasure to be mistaken for real danger.
...
He felt the tip of his ears fill with blood as he heard himself. He couldn't help but release another moan as she gripped him firmly.
He began to pant, squinting his eyes, struggling to keep them open against the pure bliss he felt at her touching him.
The energy he usually felt humming around her was now centered on his most sensitive organ. The beautiful cream skinned goddess he'd wanted for years! - was now between his legs, in the most seductive, and vulnerable position.
The beast in his chest was thrumming just below the surface...anticipating the meal coming his way.
He watched her smile as she dipped her head, oh kami… is she really goin' t-!
He bit down as she wrapped the tip of his cock in her lips with a firm suck, running her tongue over the tip.
His head flew back as he released a gutteral moan, dropping back to the furs. His hands rushed to her head, gripping the bun of her hair, pulling her away swiftly a soft pop could be heard as her mouth left him.
He heard her protesting sounds as he wrapped his free hand around himself, covering her hand, stilling her movements.
"Kagome-" was all he said, hearing the Youkai within speak.
WHAT THE FUCK! He screamed at himself, unable to believe that he almost embarrassed himself so quickly.
He felt his dick pulse with his close release, the pain he felt in this moment from the loss of pleasure clearing his focus.
"Dammit Kagome, you're gonna make this so hard…"
He heard her giggle, as she knocked his hand off of hers and off himself.
"Kouga, that is the point you dumb wolf." she finished as she slipped her bun from his grip and took him again into her mouth.
He ignored the small insult as she swatted him away.
He moaned as she took all of him this time, both clawed hands finding the back of her head again, tangling in the loose bun, his claws scratching her scalp.
...
Kagome felt him pulse in her mouth, she knew it was driving him crazy, she wouldn't be surprised if he came soon. She slid him out of her mouth and gave a command.
"You can't finish yet. Not until I say you can." the words burned on her tongue.
A line from one of her favorite stories. The emotions she felt from reading that literature filled her body- mixing with the pleasure she was generating in real time, hazing her thoughts.
Part of her couldn't believe she was doing this, being so open, and acting on her own fantasy...with Kouga.
She smiled as she saw a red glow in his eyes, an angry growl emanating from his chest as he processed her words.
"I am the Alpha- I don't take commands." she heard him speak. The strong Youkai male in him was balking at her command.
She smirked and bit her lip. She soaked up the vibrations his voice emitted.
"Mmmm but you're gonna listen to this one." she stated, taking just the tip back into her mouth, repeating her steps.
Kagome was hot as another moment passed, hearing his moans and growls. Her own body was responding to him, her breasts becoming sensitive against the fur below, rubbing against his hot skin.
She couldn't help but feel the build up of moisture between her legs. She wanted to feel him within her. Not just her mouth.
She moved to her knees, taking him in her hand as she moved. He arched his back, fighting his release, his eyes closed as she moved. He was lost in her touch as she lifted herself over his legs. She now straddled him, releasing his cock she fell forward onto her hands.
She was now over him, with her hands on either side.
...
Kouga finally felt the change in warmth as he opened his eyes, surprised to see the tousled miko above his chest. Lust filling her face as she crawled over him, grabbing his face between her hands, she planted a kiss on his lips.
He could taste himself on her, his heart exploding with happiness at the thought of her taste mixing with his own. No trace of another male having touched her this intimately.
He nipped her lips, dropping his kiss to her neck as he sucked and bit at her, smelling her unique scent, feeling the hum of her skin on his.
He paused as he felt her moist entrance hover above his throbbing erection. She positioned him at her entrance and began to slide down on him. Her knees guiding herself down his length.
He rushed to stop her, gripping her hips firmly, his claws close to breaking skin as he bit back a moan.
"Ka-Kagome hnnnnn, are you.." he panted roughly. "I need you to be sure!" he growled, wanting nothing more than to slam himself into her depths.
This self-inflicted torture would be worth it if she didn't want to- he couldn't take that from her!
The lust cleared from her eyes, as a shy blush replaced her domineering look.
"Kouga…." she wiggled her hips, causing him to clench harder, resulting in a unanimous moan from the pair.
"I do- I really do, I can't explain it, but… I'm not worried about being with you. This is the real me. I promise, I'm ready."
He couldn't believe his ears, he knew she had spoken it, but-
Kami this was so hard….
He wanted her, he loved her. He should be happy to make her his. But he was… afraid.
He couldn't believe he was getting the woman he wanted after all this time.
...
Kagome could feel his struggle to withhold, and could sense his hesitation. She knew he wanted her to be sure, she wasn't sure how to make him believe her.
"Kouga, you have been the only one I have allowed to see me so vulnerable. We've learned so much about each other. I want you to learn everything about me. Including what I feel like. I don't want to give this to anyone else."
She grabbed one of his hands, guiding it to grip her breast firmly. She wrapped her hands around the wrist at her chest, and the wrist at her hip-locking eyes with him.
The wolf growled in appreciation at her confession. His Youkai rearing at the spoken words.
Kouga had to shut him out, he wanted to be in control for this.
He felt moisture glide down his pulsing cock as she stared into his eyes, lust beginning to fill her face again. His breathing quickened... and he decided.
If this was what she wanted, then kami be damned, he would give her his all.
Swiftly, he slammed her down on his member, piercing the virgin skin within her, a hint of copper filling his senses, causing his fangs to drop and ache at the reality of her purity.
He felt her shocked cry pierce his ear drums as she released her virginity to him. Her hands clenching around his wrists at the pain she felt.
He could tell she wasn't expecting it to hurt this much. But to be fair, he was fairly wider than most males...and this was her first time….
He sat up, taking her breast into his mouth, moving his hand to run a claw up and down her back as he worked to distract her from the discomfort of her first pairing.
He nipped at her neck as she shook slightly from the discomfort. She sought out his lips, pulling his face to hers.
He kissed her deep, crushing her to him as he devoured her mouth. He felt her wrap her knees closer to his waist, and she began to rock against him in time to the movement of his tongue.
His hand worked her pink nipples, gripping them firmly as he continued to explore her mouth.
She moaned slightly at the onslaught. He hardened even more if possible at the innocent sound.
He was becoming more excited as she opened up her movements, reveling in the feel of her slick walls on his hard member. He gripped her waist and pressed her to him, causing her to release a mixed moan of pleasure and pain.
"Kagome…. Do you trust me?" he asked huskily.
She kissed him deeply in response. She grabbed the tie in his hair, releasing the dark locks around his shoulders.
...
"mmmm-yes." she spoke against his mouth. She sat back briefly as she took in the new view of her dark haired wolf wrapped within her limbs. A small pulse of pleasure ran down her back.
He grunted in response, biting a bit harder on her shoulder as he thrust up into her.
Causing her to release a mixed moan again.
He continued to bite her and thrust into her, distracting her brain from the pain below with the shock of each bite, until she was feeling only a smooth soreness from each thrust, the sharp pains gone after a few strokes.
She blissfully filled her hands with his hair, once again pulling him back to her mouth, eager to keep tasting him as pleasure began to build inside her stomach.
She could hear herself cry with each thrust, and her moans were mixing with the harsh grunts and growls that Kouga was releasing in her ears.
He kept running his tongue over her skin, taking her taut nipple into his mouth as she arched her back in pleasure.
She could feel a familiar build up pooling in her stomach. Nights of self pleasure preparing her for what was to come, but this feeling was so much more than she was used to.
She was rocking against him freely now, pain-a distant memory as she consumed the sweet pangs of excitement and pleasure coursing over her skin.
This was better than anything she had prepared herself for! Surely it wasn't supposed to be this sensual the first time- yet she could only feel the things he was doing to her now. She no longer had the same control over him as earlier.
He seemed lost in his pleasure, his brows were close together as he panted and thrust into her repeatedly, lifting her from the furs with each thrust.
"I'm so close…" she panted as she realized she was nearing a cliff.
"Kagome…" he strained.
"I know you said I had to wait until you- said.." he grit his teeth as he paused, struggling to speak.
Her eyes filled with shock.
"Oh gods! Kouga! Yes, I'm sorry, yes, you can, yes, yes...YES" he took her words in quickly, speeding up his pace as he heard the words he was waiting for.
Her steady yes' building as she felt herself closer and closer to the edge.
"Yes...mmm yes.. Kouga.. Yes yes YES oh gods!" she would have been embarrassed at the lack of vocabulary she had in the height of her pleasure but- nothing would distract her from the wave that consumed her.
Her first climax broke as Kouga's new pace rushed her over the cliff she previously had been slowly creeping towards.
She rode out the waves as she finally felt Kouga tense and groan, he bit into her shoulder rougher than before and he let out a deep gutteral moan as he released into her.
She heard broken moans as he continued to pump into her, feeling a powerful release of his own, that rivaled hers.
His arms snaked around her waist holding her firmly to him, their bodies connected as they panted, trying to slow their hearts.
...
She could feel him inside her, soreness peeking its head, but she also felt his release inside her as he shifted.
She blushed at the thought of kids, but that likely wouldn't happen on the first time right? She just wouldn't think of that right now…
...
Kouga laid his head on her shoulder, breathing in the scent of her.
He could taste their pleasure in the air, his senses lulled into contentment at the smell of their mixed sweat. Knowing what had just transpired.
He pulled away from her and looked down at the woman in his arms.
She began to blush as he stared at her.
"Um…. yes?" she shyly asked.
He released a loud laugh and he squeezed her to him, hugging her tightly.
"I am so happy right now Kagome…" he said. Pulling her down to the furs with him, he slid himself from her and wrapped her in a cover.
He heldd her to him and began to run his hand up and down her side.
"Are you still okay with this?" he asked her after a moment, hesitation filling his voice.
She rolled her eyes. "Oh, yea, I think I want to take my virginity back please." she teased him.
"No Kouga, I'm not "okay" with this, I am happy with this.
I feel so comfortable right now. I'm not nervous- I'm not doubting myself, I'm just… happy…" she looked at him, sweat from his brow glinted in the firelight. She continued to stare at him, enjoying the smile that filled his face.
Until her stomach released a growl that could have shook the walls. Her eyes widened in embarrassment. "Oh my gods, please ignore that!" she squealed. "It's been a long morning!" her muffled voice sounded from her buried face to his chest.
"Hmm… as much as I would like to ignore it, I think it might be better if we didn't ignore it and get you fed. The food is probably ready by now you know…."
"And once we eat, we can come back and work it off…." he joked lightly.
Kagome rolled her eyes- a familiar gesture when it came to her wolf.
"Hmm… well I guess you're right. After all- I didn't get enough of the control I have over...making you wait…" she teased back, thinking of his request at the end. Not realizing he listened to her command until the utmost end.
She was paid with a dropped jaw at her teasing words. He glared at her and smirked.
"Ha!" Was all he said in response.
He rose and helped her up.
"Guess it came in handy that I have my own bath huh?" he smiled. He grabbed their clothes and nodded his head towards the hall.
"Come, join me." he winked and walked off with her clothes.
She smiled, watching him as he walked away.
Gods Kagome…. What did we get ourselves into….
A/N: So... yea... heh :p
-KKB