Bloodshared
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Chapter 24 ~ Decide
(Stefan and Katherine on the phone)
"It's about time Katherine."
"I called as soon as I got your message Stefan and tell Witchy Bon Bon that Emily had more than one Grimoire...Duh..." she stated while rolling her eyes.
"What about meeting Elijah?"
"I left him a message Stefan so we will have to wait and see but I highly doubt he will meet with you, any of you for that matter."
"Well, if your telling the truth Katherine and Elijah wants to really kill Klaus, than he will have to meet with us if he wants our cooperation with his plan." he stated with his best serious voice.
"Oh he will get his plan Stefan, the question is will it be Elena he uses to draw Klaus out? Or will he accept our new plan of me pretending to be Elena while Elena is safe in time?" Katherine says with confidence as if she knows for sure the plan is going down either way.
This has me worried. Katherine seems positive Elijah is coming for Elena so we really need to meet with him now! I need to confirm Katherine's story because I just don't trust her. We need our own plan for this meeting in case Katherine is walking us into a trap!
"Are you there Stefan?"
"Um-yes, Katherine call Elijah again and say whatever it takes to get him to meet with us. Say tomorrow in the woods by the Tomb at 5 pm."
"I don't think he will." Katherine chimes in a sing-song voice.
"Just do whatever it takes Katherine, I'm sure you still know how to use your skills of persuasion." he barks out.
"Oh I think I...click...
I hang up before she can finish her sentence, I've had about enough of her today already. I can feel eyes peering into the back of my head and I turn around and Bonnie and Caroline are staring at me like I have the answers to the Mystery of the Universe. I shake my head and fill them in on my small amount of information...
"Katherine said Emily has more than one Grimiore and she doesn't think Elijah will meet with us but shes going to try. We need a plan, this could be a trap that Katherine is happily walking us into." I state, brows furrowing while worry takes over. With fear and determination in her eyes..
"It's time to call Damon." Bonnie adds. Caroline looks worried and after a few moments of silence she speaks up "We need to call some back-up Vampires as well and I happen to know a few."
(meanwhile at Elena's house)
I had just finished eating and was washing my plate in the sink when the doorbell rang...ding-dong...ding-dong I hurried to dry my hands and went to open the door.
"Damon! What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to talk Elena, are you alone?" Damon ask knowing he saw Jeremy and Jenna leave from his stalker tree.
"Um-yes Jeremy has gone out and Jenna is out with Alaric." I'm rambling and my voice is cracking because I'm so nervous...I can't even swallow but I continue...
"Come in. Would you like something to drink?" oh God did I say drink? (hmm from my neck) How stupid! Now my pulse is racing and my thoughts are exactly where I did Not want them! Get a grip Elena! I walk back to the kitchen and pick up my drink and proceed to gulp the entire glass, my throat is so dry and I suddenly feel real warm and now I'm really nervous. Damon just stands by the entryway leaning against the wood, looking all kinds of yummy in his black t-shirt and too-tight black jeans, his hair looking less styled and more tousled. He looks so tempting. I pour some more Coke to distract myself and decide to speak first...
"So, how was your date with Andie?"
He looks at me with a sad smirk and speaks slow and softly... "It was okay...nothing great."
"Oh, I see...(awkward silence) listen Damon I truly am sorry and I have not been fair to you at all. I had no right to...uh...treat you that way or act the way I did, especially when I have a boyfriend. Damon takes a few steps closer to me and I suddenly can't speak and he speaks instead.
"Listen Elena, I didn't come here for a 3D apology. I received your text apology and all is forgiven."
He talks with a tone that sounds way too seductive as he takes yet another two steps towards me and it's not until the heels of my feet hit the refrigerator that I realize I'm backing up and now I'm backed up against it with nowhere to go. My pulse begins to race again and I feel my core instantly heat up, my lip starts to quiver and I stare at his lips. They are so full and soft looking. I struggle to focus and take my eyes off his lips and look up at his face.
There is another emotion on his face that I've not seen before, longing with sadness, almost painful...it's anguish. He is trying to do the right thing but his craving must be as strong as mine and his internal battle is causing him anguish and I lose all focus again and look back to his mouth, his lips, I want to grab him and kiss him until all the anguish is gone.
My core throbs and the heat is moving like waves through me and my body begins to tremble as my pulse beats loudly in my ears and before I even realize it, I have tilted my head slightly to the right and brushed my hair off my shoulder and Damon is slowly walking toward me again and to Hell with a plan or getting control back! I want to lose all control! Right Now in my kitchen. This cool fridge is the only relief from this internal flame that is building and burning within me, especially down there...
Damon takes another step and is now inches from my face, he slowly, as if I would scare off, takes each hand and places them on each side of my face and I'm forced to take my eyes, once again, off his lips and look at him...as I do...any last remaining restraint leaves me and I move in to kiss him and he does nothing to stop me...
Our lips touch and I feel the fullness of his cool lips and I'm lost, eyes closed and I'm swimming in a pool of pleasure, his cool tender lips feel heavenly on my too warm lips. He is kissing me so softly and caressing my face so tenderly and my heart feels like it's calming some but my insides are still on fire and a wave goes through my body and I realize lust is winning out in this tender moment and I speed up the kiss moving my lips a little faster and tender turns into passion and I swipe my tongue slowly across his lips begging for entrance into his mouth. He is reluctant at first, then he dominates my tongue with his and I am pushed hard against the fridge with a human animalistic force and that ignites my entire body …..my body responds my hands grab his hair and his go to my waist and he pulls me hard against him, the heat in my core is intense, my hands move all over him...everywhere as does his hands on me and I could stay this way forever...
Without thinking my right leg wraps around him and I pull him closer until his member is right at my core and I push against him..trying to express my need for him but he takes it as a sign of a craving and pulls his lips from mine...and I immediately feel sad at the loss of contact, but only for a moment because I then feel his tongue sliding over my pulse on my neck and that overtakes all my senses and I've already forgotten the sadness of missing his lips. I roll my head back right along with my eyes and moan...Damon grazes my pulse with his fangs and slides his hands in behind me, up my back slowly until each hand grasp each of my shoulders and he holds me tightly and I wrap my other leg around his waist so I am now suspended in air against the fridge and his body is pushed in under mine and I feel his hard length right at my entrance and he begins to move slowly all the while licking and grazing his fangs over my pulse...I am in ecstasy and wishing at that moment I was a witch and use magic to make our pants melt away and just then I feel twin pricks of his fangs and he is going so slow this time that I feel my human body can't take all the senses I feel at once, like it will overload if I don't release soon. I feel that oh so wonderful familiar pull and being so slow and gentle this time only makes it feel so much more intense, a slow rush of my blood and release with each pull of my blood and the incredible suction of his lips and it feels even better than the last time and my body is in an erotic frenzy and I push against him harder, taking over all movements and control...and he is letting me...so I push it further and my hands grab around his neck and slide into his hair and grab two fist fulls so I can get more leverage and with each pull and rush of my blood I moan louder and louder and it sounds as if it is someone else, I have never heard these types of moans come out of me before and I'm loud and loving every second, he has giving me free reign this time and I began to climax and yell out his name and as I do he slows his pull of my blood, sweeps his tongue in a slow circle and retracts his fangs and he is panting hard...
As he lets me slide back down on my feet I take my hands and place them on each side of his face and pull him up to look at me and it's thrilling, he is still vamped out and staring in his red eyes I can't help but touch the veins moving under them with the pads of my thumbs, I am totally bewitched by him and I realize in that moment I don't know if what I'm feeling all stems from the Blood share cravings or from me...my heart...emotion rushes deep from my belly and engulfs my heart and my heart feels painfully squeezed and I feel the tears spill over my face to release the emotion...i realize they are desperately welcome but Damon doesn't understand and he releases me and steps back...
"What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" his voice sounds so strained. I try to speak but I choke up and tears are really flowing now..Damon looks angry and steps back and says "That's it! I have hurt you...this can never happen again. Look what I'm doing to you!"
His expression is so pained and he quickly turns and heads for the door. I swallow trying to find my voice and he grabs the doorknob and opens the door and I shout
"No Damon! Please don't leave! I cry and my voice sounds just as pained as the emotion on his face. I take a deep breath and move towards him. "Please Damon you didn't hurt me. I just felt such strong emotion well up inside me and I just don't know what it is?"
Damon looks at me with wide eyes and slowly shuts the door. I walk up and grab each side of his face and make him look at me and I speak softly, he looks devastated...
"Damon I think I'm overwhelmed because this pull I have toward you is so intense that I really think I feel more than just a craving, but then the craving is so strong that I don't know if everything I feel is just a result of the craving or if there are separate feelings for you." I say in a whisper
Damon grabs my hands and looks back at me and says "I told you feeding was like a drug...very addictive and Elena you have never had an addiction before, so I can see why you might think you feel something for me." he says sadly. I go on because I need to be honest and try to figure this all out.
"Damon before you came here tonight, I had a plan for some space and to take back control because today I was feeling more than just a craving. I thought the feeling at first was the cravings making me possessive of you and the jealousy stemmed from that, but I felt a pure sadness that I had not felt before and the thought of you being with Andie or not being around you anymore...that is what caused the sadness, not the craving, but I need to be sure. I guess I do need that space and time away from you to get some perspective.
Damon stepped forward and kissed me on my forehead and looked at me pained again and said:
"Chances are it is all the Blood sharing and cravings that have you confused but either way you are with Stefan Elena and this is wrong and I knew I should of went home tonight but I'm drawn to you for more than just blood cravings and I think you know that. So I will give you your space and I guess Father Time will tell." he then turned to walk out the door and I wanted to tell him so much more, how I missed Him last week, not just the blood sharing...but him. I wanted to tell him that the kiss was real, not out of a craving for him to feed on me. I wanted to tell him that during my erotic sensations while he fed off me, I had a strong desire to pleasure him as well and that my heart was aching with concern. How touching his face afterward had nothing to do with the cravings...but I stood there and watched him walk out the door. How could I tell him that when I'm not hundred percent sure myself.
Tears have started streaming...unwelcome down my face and the sadness is returning slowly, creeping over me again like a shadow. All I can do is surrender and lay down and cry it out and try to figure out a way to let my Heart Decide.
(Damon)
Ring ring...I didn't look to see who it was...I just answered "Damon's phone"
"It's me Stefan, where are you?" he asked sounding frantic.
"If your writing a book brother leave that chapter out. I am not in the mood!" I said trying to be snarky as possible.
"Well Damon, get in the mood, this is serious Damon. Come to Bonnie's right now, we are all here and there's not much time." Stefan sounded very serious and then hung up the phone.
A/N Well hello everybody. It has been awilesince my last update, almost 3 months but I told you I won't forget this story and I meant it:) I hope you all had wonderful Holiday season and "2015" is a great year for you so far. :) This chapter seems really long and sorry if I dragged out the Delena scene in this one...I just was really feeling it and had a hard time stopping lol. Well Thanks for the reviews you posted and please feel free to leave some more, I love hearing from you guys and I hope everyone is well. Until next time...