Hey are you all interested enough for me to continue this story, or shall I look and see if I can pick up another story that someone deleted or abandoned?
There is still a bit of drama coming, more of Brittany's past but also Santana's.
I would love to hear all of your thoughts and read your reviews, I am trying to proof read and correct the chapters my friend send me but I don't know if I should keep up the story line she went on with this one or change it completely.
After the movie ends Brittany follows Santana to Diego's room knowing it's way past his bedtime and leans against the door frame watching her tuck the little boy in, she tilts her head smiling lovingly as she watches her crawl beside him into his bed hearing her hum a lullaby softly and smiles as she sees Diego's little hand slide up her body stopping at her throat knowing he is searching for the vibrations.
She pushes herself away from the door frame as he tiredly lifts his head to look at her and crosses the room, she leans down ruffling his hair and kisses the top of his head. She lifts her hand up to her lips as he looks at her with a tired smile and brings it down covering her hand both facing palm down. Good night buddy.
Diego just smiles tiredly cuddling deeper into his mami and places two fingers on her throat closing his eyes as soon as he feels the soft vibration beneath his finger tips, Santana shoots Brittany a smile and pats the spot beside her silently inviting her to stay until Diego falls asleep knowing he would love the both of them staying with him.
She continues humming the soft tune she learned to calm him while he was little and smiles lovingly as she sees his free hand slide over her stomach to find Brittany's, she draws little hearts on his back silently telling him that she loves him and glances at the blonde as she feels his body relax completely against her side.
Brittany watches him fall asleep hearing his soft content sigh and slides her eyes up biting her lip as they immediately lock with Santana's, she holds up her hand palm facing side ways and touches her chin with her thumb. You are an amazing mami, Santana.
Santana bites her lip pointing at the door silently telling her that they can leave the room and slides out of her sons hold as Brittany stands up, she tucks him in kissing his forehead and follows Brittany out of the room after turning on his Rams nightlight. She closes the door walking down the hallway knowing Brittany will follow and drops back down on the couch, she folds her legs back under her ass turning to the blonde as she sits down beside her and bites her lip.
She touches both of her thumbs with her four fingers and moves them away from her chest keeping her eyes locked with Brittany. No one ever told me that, but you did a lot of times ever since we met.
Brittany shrugs her shoulders running her middle and pointer finger down her open palm and smiles slightly. It's the truth, I don't know much kids I can compare him to but he is happy and he is adorable. You are doing an amazing job San, don't let people tell you shit.
Santana shakes her head and smiles. People tell me nothing, most just ignore us.
Brittany runs a hand through her hair and sighs. Well they suck and are definitely missing out on your awesomeness. She smiles as she hears Santana's soft raspy chuckle and shrugs. Stating nothing but the truth here.
Santana nods her head and smiles kindly. I know your eyes show that you are speaking the truth. She leans back against the arm of the couch and tilts her head biting her lip. Are you okay?
Brittany nods her head and smiles. Doing much better right now, spending time with you and Diego always brighten my mood almost immediately.
Do you want to watch another movie? Santana asks as she watches Brittany also relax back against the couch, Brittany slowly shakes her head and bites her lip.
Do you mind talking some more? Or well coming back to the conversation we cut short before the movie? She smiles slightly as she sees Santana's eyebrows furrow in confusion and taps her forehead telling her she still remember their conversation. The one about D going to his first Rams game and you trying to put it off?
Santana sighs immediately remembering their conversation and blows out a breath. Oh that. She gulps as Brittany nods her head and runs a hand down her face smiling sadly. He keeps asking me about going to a game but I don't know, I just don't feel well going to an area filled with god knows how many people while keeping my eye on him.
He is still so little and trying to explain the game while also allowing him to focus on the field seems a difficult task, plus not hearing anything everyone says makes me want to protect him but also makes me look like a bad mami because it's his biggest wish since years.
Brittany leans forward stilling Santana's hand as they keep moving faster and faster thankful that she caught most of it and locks eyes with her smiling reassuringly. She leans back circling her left hand palm facing up around her right hand occasionally touching the fingers of her right hand and keeps their eyes locked. Easy San.
She bites her lip an idea entering her mind and tilts her head touching her left pinky against her forehead. I have an idea but I'm afraid it's too much.
Santana tilts her head in confusion and raises an eyebrow silently telling her to keep talking, Brittany sighs softly reaching for her phone on the table knowing it finished charging and unplugs it.
She quickly turns it on typing in her password and scrolls down to the mail she got from her job the day before telling her to visit the next game and allowing her to invite someone with her just like with all games she visited before, she turns the mail to Santana showing her the two tickets and watches her look at them.
She places her phone between them chuckling softly as she looks at her in confusion and smiles slightly. I need to visit the next game to write a report for the newspaper. She starts slowly. I am allowed to take someone with me but I am sure we can score another ticket so we can all go if you want. That way you don't have to keep an eye on him alone and I would love going to the game with the both of you.
Santana slowly shakes her head softly tapping her left fist on her right and bites her lip. You have to work, we can't distract you Britt.
You won't. Brittany assures quickly. I can write the report later and I will love watching the game with you and D.
Santana glances down at the phone checking what day the game is and her eyes widen. The game is tomorrow!
Brittany nods her head and chuckles. Wait let me put this like this. She smirks as Santana frowns once again and shrugs. Will you allow me to take you and D out to the game tomorrow night? I kinda want to thank you for always calming me down whenever I feel like life is about to kick my ass and I want to thank D for cheering me up by being his cute self.
Santana shakes her head and sighs. You don't have to thank us Britt, we love spending time with you too.
Brittany slowly grabs her hands and locks eyes with her, she licks her lips after sighing softly and gulps thickly. ''I do have to.'' She releases Santana's hands as she shakes her head once again and smiles sadly.
You might think differently but I feel like I have to, you are the first person allowing me to be myself without being scared Santana. Even my therapist notices that you have a calming effect on me, you manage to pull me out of the dark and your little boy makes sure I won't drop back in it by distracting me enough to forget my fears. Whenever I am with the both of you, I don't feel as broken as I am right now.
Santana quickly shakes her head and smiles sadly, she holds her fist against each other and makes a break motion. You are not broken Brittany, you are struggling but with the right help you will get out even stronger. She tells her keeping her eyes locked on stormy blue orbs. PTSD is a bitch but you will conquer it and win.
Brittany gulps thickly and smiles sadly. I am glad one of us has that much fate in me, after almost fleeing therapy today I just feel weak.
Santana sighs softly as she sees the unshed tears in Brittany's tired blue orbs and stands up, she holds out her hand for her to take and smiles reassuringly. She pulls her up as she slowly grabs her hand and leads her down the hallway, she leads her into the master bedroom after grabbing the jacket she hung up beside the front door and nods her head to the mirror.
Brittany frowns in confusion as she looks around the room not knowing why Santana led her into her bedroom and swallows thickly as she stops in front of her holding out the tube of ointment she always carries around, she slowly takes it from her and tilts her head.
Santana shakes her head grabbing her hands and leads her over to the full body mirror beside her closet, she stops in front of it turning Brittany so her back is facing the mirror and taps the tube with her pointer finger. Can you do it alone, or do you want me to help you?
Brittany smiles sadly and shrugs. I can go one day without, I don't want to… Santana sighs stopping her hands once again and shakes her head.
You aren't causing me any discomfort at all B. She takes the tube out of her hand and tugs on the hem of her shirt silently telling her to take it off, she turns her so she is facing the mirror and watches her slowly taking off her shirt smiling sadly as she sees the discomfort she is in.
She quickly reaches out helping her pulling the shirt over her shoulders and steps closer unscrewing the cap of the tube, she places one hand on Brittany's hip as she sees her eyes still screwed shut in the mirror and leans up on her tiptoes placing her mouth near her ear. ''Open your eyes.''
Brittany slowly opens her eyes as she hears Santana's soft raspy voice in her ears and looks into the mirror gulping as they immediately lock on smoldering brown orbs, she gulps thickly as she watches her take a step back and bites her lip. Wha
Santana shakes her head silently telling her to wait and squirts a bit of ointment in her hands, she rubs them together to warm it up and gently runs her hands over the puckered skin. ''Look into my eyes.'' She continues unsurely hoping the blonde can't hear the waver she feels in her voice, she glances in the mirror feeling blue orbs connect on brown and turns back to gently rubbing the ointment in.
Brittany gulps thickly as she feels Santana gentle touch and pushes back her tears as she sees nothing but adoration in Santana's eyes, Santana looks back into the mirror gently massaging Brittany's shoulders after she finished rubbing the ointment in and smiles sadly as she sees the different emotions swirling in stormy blue eyes.
She walks to her dresser grabbing a long shirt and holds it out for Brittany, she watches her slip it on reaching out to help her as she notices her struggling to raise her arms completely and leads her to her bed. She crouches down in front of her and licks her lips, she hovers her left hand palm open and fingers spread over her face and locks eyes with her. You are beautiful inside and out Brittany, your injuries and your current state won't change that at all.
She sees her brows furrow and smiles sadly. I know you think and feel otherwise at the moment but I will show you that I mean every word of it, I know it's hard to believe anything at the moment and to allow people to come too close to you but I am not going anywhere and D isn't either.
She raises both of her hands up to her chest left hand in front of her right both palms facing up and slowly balls them up in a fist. I know you don't trust yourself at the moment, but I trust you with myself and with my son. You are not broken, you went through hell and it's hard to work past it but you will manage to win every fight and we will be there to catch you and cheer you up whenever you need it.
Brittany sniffles a tear dripping down her cheek as she sees nothing but the truth in Santana's eyes and shakes her head, she lifts her right hand palm facing up and hover her left over it balling it up into a fist as she moves it towards her chest. What did I do to deserve all of this?
Santana smiles lovingly and nods her head aside towards her sons room across the hall. You make my son happy and will make him the happiest the second you surprise him with the game tomorrow evening and you made me see that not everyone is harsh.
She pats Brittany's leg softly and smiles nervously. I already told you that whatever I am feeling is way past the friendship level, so if you allow me and only if you are also on that level I would like to take you out.
Brittany bites her lip gazing into Santana's brown orbs as she sees her smile nervously and slowly moves her pointer fingers closer to each other tapping her middle finger and thumb against each other. As in a Date?
Santana nervously nods her head and gulps. It will be way out of my comfort zone but yeah a date, I want to show you that you are not the person you think you are and would love to spend an evening just the two of us.
Brittany sighs nervously trying her best to ignore her raging mind yelling at her to say no and slowly nods her head. I think I would love that.
Santana smiles brightly and nods her head. Awesome, anything you dislike?
Brittany shrugs her shoulders and smiles nervously. Anything fire and plane related but you already know that.
Santana squeezes her knee softly and smiles shyly. Yeah I know I hope you also won't mind avoiding crowds. She smiles as Brittany just shakes her head and slowly stands up mentioning her hand to the bathroom as she sees her suppressing a yawn. As much as I love talking to you, it's time to catch up on some much needed sleep. I have a spare teeth brush in the bathroom you can use.
She smiles as she nods her head slowly standing up and watches her walk into the bathroom, she quickly walks to her dresser to change into a long shirt and shorts while keeping an eye on the bathroom door making sure Brittany doesn't walk out and throws her clothes into the hamper behind the door.
She grabs Brittany's shirt also throwing it into the hamper deciding to wash it in the morning and walks to the bathroom knocking on the door, she shoots Brittany a smile as she walks out kissing her cheek as she walks past her and slides in front of the sink grabbing her own tooth brush.
After getting ready for bed she walks back into her room smiling as she sees Brittany sitting on the edge and walks to her side of the bed, she slides under the covers patting the spot beside her as Brittany turns to look at her and lifts the cover for her.
Brittany slowly slides in beside her and smiles slightly, she reaches out to squeeze her hand and raises her free hand up to her mouth touching her chin with four fingers. Thank you
Santana just shakes her head pulling her closer by the hand still holding hers and kisses her cheek. ''No thank you needed.'' She whispers against the skin of her cheek feeling more sure with every word she speaks. ''Sleep Britt-Britt.''
Brittany's eyebrows raise in surprise the second the nickname reaches her ears and gulps thickly as tears suddenly fill her eyes once again, she nuzzles her face in Santana's shoulder not ready to tell her that it's the nickname her mom gave her when she was little and sniffles softly.
Santana wraps her arm around Brittany's waist not noticing the emotions that hit the blonde and reaches up tapping the button on her bed frame to turn off the lights, she pulls the blanket up to cover the both of them and turns her head nuzzling her nose in Brittany's blonde locks hoping she can sleep a few hours again.
She smiles slightly as she feels slim fingers grab onto her shirt and slowly covers them with her hand silently showing the blonde that she isn't alone, she kisses the top of her head as she feels her slowly relax knowing she tried fighting the exhaustion and runs her thumb over the back of the hand grabbing onto her shirt silently hoping that no nightmares will wake the exhausted blonde.