BLOODSHARED

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Chapter 32~Dragging

(back at Elena's)

Damon and Caroline had both gone home and Stefan stayed with Katherine and Elena to babysit.

Elena was patiently filling Katherine in on her whole life story, meanwhile staring at the clock, noticing that time was dragging on very slowly. Elena was wishing it was after 11pm to be with Damon and also feeling guilty for wanting to be with Damon instead of Stefan.

Katherine was bored and seemed very uninterested in Elena's life story and this had Stefan and Elena worried she wasn't taking her part very seriously. While admiring her nails and rolling her eyes, Katherine finally interrupted Elena...

"I think that's enough for tonight! We all know I can play you just fine without any effort."

Elena let out a sigh and was almost ready to tell her off when Stefan spoke up..

"I agree. I think it's time for you to leave Katherine! After we hear from everyone in the morning we can quiz you and put your confidence to the test."

Elena jumped up and started cleaning up the kitchen and excused herself to shower. After she disappeared upstairs, Stefan walked Katherine out and sent her off with a stern warning. "You had better take this seriously and not have any tricks up your sleeve! If anything happens to Elena, I will rip your heart out! Got it!"

Katherine turned on her heels and smiled, put her hands on her hips and began shaking her head "Stefan, Oh ye of little faith." and then vamp sped away.

It was now around 7:30pm and after the crazy day Elena was ready to be alone and hinted to Stefan she was tired and just wanted to rest. Stefan, taking the hint, spoke up... "I need to hunt and pow-wow with Damon but I will be back after a little while."

Elena responded a little too quickly and harshly at first.. "No! I mean it's okay Stefan. I will be fine and nobody is invited in. I'm just tired and would really like to be alone with my thoughts and turn into bed early."

"Katherine is invited in Elena!" Stefan said sternly and with concern.

I'm not worried about her Stefan. I believe she wants Klaus dead just as much as we do! She won't do anything to screw that up."

"Are you sure?" he asked.

"Yes. I'm positive. I will be fine and I will call you if I need you." Elena didn't give him anytime to argue. She started to hug him and remembered the spell and blew him a kiss instead, she then opened the door and Stefan left hesitantly. He was worried and sensed that something was still not quite right about Elena. With a long look back he set in his mind to get to the bottom of what was off about her and to ask Bonnie later.

Elena breathed a sigh of relief and leaned against the closed door. She looked at the hall clock and realized she still had three hours before the spells would be lifted and Damon would come. As soon as it was quiet for just a few minutes she realized that it was better not to think about anything at all, so she decided on making a real dinner and cranked up some music and got the chicken and veggies out of the fridge. There had been enough heavy for the day. After dinner she watched a few episodes of "Bones" on Netflix and then proceeded to clean the kitchen. Upstairs she brushed her teeth and laid down on her bed, window open, waiting on Damon.

Just as she dozed for just a few minutes she was startled by a rush of wind and opened her eyes to see Damon sitting on the bed beside her. Damon's Blue eyes glowed under her small nightstand lamp and she immediately smiled when she seen him.

"What time is it?" she asked without looking at her clock.

"11:02" Damon said with a half smile half smirk.

"Your a minute late!" she teased.

"Well Broody Stefan is more Broody then ever! I thought he would never shut up!"

Elena laughed and sat up in bed. She slowly took her pointer finger and poked Damon in the arm.

"Yes, I'm real Elena! Not a dream or fantasy."

Elena smacked his arm and was thrilled to see Damon back to his snarky, conceded self. Back to the Damon she was familiar with. For just a minute things felt so normal again and Damon "the friend" was back. As her smile faded a rush of excitement and electricity began to spark in her. Elena took a deep breath and forgot what she was going to say.

Damon seemed to be feeling the same way, he too looked at her and his eyes seem to express a light in him she had not seen before. Like electricity illuminated him. Without thinking Elena reached up and touched his bottom lip with her finger, loving the fullness as she moved slowly across his lip. Damon's eyes opened wider with surprise and he lost his restraint in that moment and before Elena knew what happened, Damon vamp sped her to the wall behind her bedroom door and had her pressed tightly against him. Damon reached up and started caressing her neck at her pulse point while staring into Elena's eyes. His eyes were two shades darker with lust.

Elena's heart began to pound and that same erotic feeling started again. That familiar ache that starts from her core and rises up her body and back down. In no time it was full force and stronger than she had ever felt it before. Elena closed her eyes and let her head fall back, enjoying the sensations and his gentle touch.

The connection between them felt so strong, Elena just knew it was the exact same for him in that moment. When she opened her eyes she looked around avoiding his eyes, once again afraid the honesty was too much. Elena noticed the window closed, curtain drawn and even her bedroom door had been shut and she had no idea when that had happened. After getting the courage to look back in Damon's eyes, he broke eye contact and vamped out and then bit his inner wrist.

At first Elena was surprised and didn't understand why Damon would feed her his blood first. She didn't have much time to think, Damon quickly pressed his wrist to her mouth and when their eyes connected she just understood and drank from him. Elena realized Damon wanted her to have his blood beforehand to lower her risk of blood loss so he could make her experience last longer. Also she just somehow knew Damon was eager for her to feel his emotions.

Elena was also coming to realize that when she drank from him it wasn't just Damon and his essence she tasted but she could feel his present emotions and feelings for her.

Again, she felt so safe and protected and blanketed in love, a wonderful, peaceful feeling of bliss. This time she noticed a tenderness along with a feeling of desperation...he longed for her to feel for him as strongly as he feels for her.

Damon then removed his wrist and grabbed her head, almost roughly and tilted it to the side and immediately felt his tongue at her pulse point and moaned. That excited both Damon and his Demon causing him to bite into her harder than previous times.

Elena felt super stimulated and so began the waves of pleasure and heat strongly in her core center but she focused hard this time and used her hands to grab Damon's Jeans and started undoing his button and zipper. Damon let out a groan and tried to stop her with his free hand but Elena pushed his hand away...

"No! Please let me!" she begged in a whimpering tone that Damon could not refuse. Elena quickly slipped both hands inside his underwear and grabbed his huge member and started stroking him in sync with the waves of pleasure she was feeling. Damon moaned louder and her pleasure increased in a faster pace, even though his draw and release of her blood was still at the same steady pace. Elena increased her hand speed and struggled to focus on Damon's release.

Elena reached her peak of orgasm and moaned and groaned very loudly. Damon withdrew his fangs but continued to lavish her wounds with his tongue as she continued her steady pace on his member, as he came close to his release he moaned loudly and buried his head in Elena's neck and bit her shoulder with his blunt teeth. Elena was shocked at how much pleasure she still felt in pleasuring him. Damon moaned even louder and grabbed Elena's waist with both hands and began to push his member against her hands as she moved them and she growled in response and his seed spilled all over her clothes.

Damon relaxed and fell against her and Elena had never felt such an awesome high as she did in that moment. Damon was sated and limp and fully putting his weight on her, Elena started stroking his hair and basked in the heavy feel of him and his scent, never wanting this moment to end.

After several moments or an hour as it felt, Damon put his hands on the wall on each side of her and raised up off her slowly and then stared in her smiling eyes. Damon's grin sent a rush of emotions through her that had nothing to do with the blood share addiction, she was sure of it. In that moment he was the most beautiful man she had ever seen. His eyes were so intense and even had their own smile.

Damon seemed elated to finally have a release and especially from Elena. She could feel that from him.

He grinned again and it reminded her of a child's grin on Christmas morning, her smile then turned into a huge grin of her own.

Damon started to pull away but she grabbed his arms and pulled him back and as their eyes met again she reached and pressed her lips to his and ran her tongue across his lips hoping to deepen the kiss. Damon allowed her entrance and for the first time the kiss was all tongue and frenzy.

Elena was shocked at the feelings she was having for him. These feelings were more than the addiction or a thank you for satisfying me. It was a deep emotional feeling that squeezed her heart and brought a new kind of high feeling. The strong blood share connection was there as the other times but this was different. Even more different than the last aftermath slow kiss in Damon's bedroom.

Elena had never felt this way with anyone! In her young life there weren't but a few boyfriends but even in puppy love, teenage lust, infatuation, or love...this was by far more passionate than any of those experiences.

Finally needing air, Elena pulled back and they stared at one another and both broke out into a fit of laughter, which surprised them both and truly was a euphoric feeling. Damon spoke first...

"I don't want to but I need to leave now" he panted.

"No! Please don't leave!" she pleaded.

"Elena, if I don't leave right now I will end up throwing you in that bed and having my way with you! I don't think you are ready for that, and that we are ready to do that to Stefan! We have crossed so many lines already!" he finished and pulled away and she let him this time. It saddened her to do so but he was right! The thought of doing worse to Stefan than they already had made her even sadder.

"Your right Damon!" she said sadly.

Damon started to say something else but stopped. Elena did not want him leaving with anything unspoken... "Say it Damon! Please I want to know what you are thinking!" she exclaimed.

"I think you really need to get away and sort out how you feel, separate from the cravings. I felt something from you tonight in our connection. It was more than just your craving but I need you to Know! Know how you feel not just what your feeling! After a brief pause he continued...

"I'm also worried about you time traveling! If it's the safest way then fine, but someone should go with you." he finished.

"That might help but it can't be you or Stefan that goes. The reason I chose "1864" with you and Stefan is to get to know you both as human, the man inside the Vampire. I have also noticed that I do seem to have feelings for you Damon, but in the midst of this addiction and strong cravings the lines are so blurred. I'm doing things I would never do and hurting Stefan in ways I would have never done!"

Elena said while looking down at her feet ashamed.

"I'm surprised you didn't choose to go back in time to before your parents accident?" Damon questioned.

"I thought about it briefly, but if we can't change the past, which my gut is telling me, then how can I go back and see them again, all the while knowing that when I return to my time, they will still be gone! I would have to say goodbye all over again, all the pain and grief all over again! I can't do it Damon! If I go back with you and Stefan then I know I will see you both when I return. Also it's a simpler time. I will be away from the cravings and blood sharing. I will be able to relax and breathe for the first time in a year and hopefully really get to enjoy you both as humans, get a better understanding of who you both really are. I can get away and clear my mind and most importantly, figure out my true feelings." Elena finished with tears in her eyes.

Damon wanted to comfort her and walk back and just hold her but he couldn't. His restraint was weak tonight. So with a pained expression he turned and opened the curtain and window and looked back right before he jumped...

"Goodnight Elena. Sweet dreams."

"Goodnight Damon." Elena said softly as he left.

A/N Well there are a million personal reasons that it's been awhile since and update! So, I won't bore you with them all just say I'm sincerely sorry and Hi and I'm so glad to be back at this story. We are almost there to go back in time! Please review it would greatly encourage me. I hope your still enjoying this story.

Enjoy the Holidays to come and until next time...