Gillis was gone. Why couldn't he have saved him? Done something to stop his friend from dying? It wasn't fair! He sat in the Swamp reading Tommy's unfinished novel (now titled "Sometimes You Hear The Bullet"), holding back tears as best he could. He wished he had read it before so that he could tell Tommy how good his would be book really was. And it wasn't just good. It was very good. Damn it, he wished that Tommy had been able to finish it. The tears began to fall and even though guys weren't supposed to cry, Hawkeye no longer cared.