Tara shakily sobbed, looking up at Bucky, "You really believe that?", and Bucky smiled firmly, nodding, "I do, with all my heart and soul. And I'm here...You're not alone.", taking out a handkerchief and drying her tears.
Tara took the handkerchief and tried to calm herself down, "Thank you, Bucky... I'm... I'm glad that at least I know I have those to fall back on...".
"I know the feeling. The moment I was captured, I really thought I was all alone and that I failed Susan... thankfully, Mo and the others did help, and Monger kept up his promises to at least keep eyes on Susan.", Bucky smiled as Tara kept sobbing, but not as much.
"Bucky... I want... I just want this pain to go away... at least something to help...", Tara sniffled. "We're not talking about your child, are we? Because you still deserve to be a mother, and despite whose genes he got... he'll never be Derek. The rest of us will make sure of that.", Bucky promised.
Tara sighed heavily, "I know...I just wanted to be happy, you know? I really thought Derek was the one for me...He changed the honeymoon plans on me, did you know that? I originally wanted to go to New York City...I always wanted to go there ever since I was a kid when I saw the city on tv...See the Brookyln Bridge, check out Lady Liberty, stroll in Central Park...I guess I could go there now with my new size and all, and I don't even need to drive for hours...But it wouldn't be the same without someone else to share it with...".
Bucky widened his eyes, realizing that there was truly part of T in her...She somehow knew that she belonged to New York City in a way, not knowing that she already was there...in Bucky's dreams...
He realized that Derek is dead to her, and the relationship is officially over...That means Bucky won't be selfish, but he can be selfless, to help her...Bucky then exhaled, "Tara...Do you know I have a tattoo? The reason why I was there during the incident...I was curious to see your tattoo...I didn't realize that I was literally going to see it...But Susie was right...It looks really good on you...".
"Thanks... but, uh, Bucky... it's not a tattoo, I've always had that birthmark. It just looks very much like a tattoo. It's sort of funny... the doctors when they first saw it, according to my parents, thought it was only going to look like a wolf's paw for a few years until I started growing older and my skin stretched out as I grew bigger; then it'd look more like a blob... but... it always stayed the same, not once looking anything other than an almost perfect paw print.", Tara admitted as she wiped her eyes. "Well, what about yours? Was that something you got during the war?".
"In a way, yeah... but... would you believe it's a wolf's paw too?", Bucky gave a small smile. "Really? What a coincidence...", Tara gave a small smile.
"Not really... Tara... I need you to listen to me because... this is very important... this I think will help at least with some of the pain your heart is feeling.", Bucky said.
"Bucky?", Tara asked in confusion. "Do you trust me?", Bucky asked her.
Tara looked at him as he looked sincerely hopeful and desperately nervous, and she nodded, "Yes, I do.", and Bucky exhaled in relief, "Okay...I'm going to remove my shirt, okay?".
Tara looked a bit confused, but still nodded, "Okay.", and Bucky removed his shirt, looking at her, "My tattoo is on my back, on the bottom, literally... I'm going to turn around, okay?".
Tara nodded, and Bucky slowly turned around, and with a motion of his hands, he pushed down his pants behind him, revealing the tattoo fully, showing the wolf paw in teal colors.
Part of Tara was screaming once she figured out where that tattoo was that she should hit him or scream or something, but thankfully the rational part of her mind was winning out. Like Susan before, no way that Bucky would be playing some sort of cruel prank, not at when she's at the worse she's felt in her life. It only took a second, but the moment she saw the tattoo, like Bucky before, her brain was nearly overwhelmed with so many new thoughts and memories...
And in less than a second, everything suddenly made sense again for her. "James!", Tara aka T cried out as she reached over to hug him.
Bucky sobbed happily as he turned to catch her, holding her, murmuring, "Oh, T...", sighing deeply as he took in her scent.
The two of them held together for a few moments, before Tara obviously realized it wasn't working too well with their fairly substantial size differences. "Sorry...", she sat up before he moved to keep embracing her in a better position.
"It's alright... it's all alright, T...", Bucky whispered. "You were right... I doubted sometimes that we would ever meet again, but you were right...".
Tara smiled warmly, "I told you so, James...Oh, I missed you in the moments I had before I was born, my wolfman...", and Bucky smiled, kissing her cheek, "I missed you too, my aurora.".
Tara nuzzled his chin, smiling, "Not quite there.", before kissing him on the lips, and Bucky closed his eyes, missing this so much as he wrapped his arms around her deeply yet gently.
The two of them stayed close as they continued their kiss, making up for so many lost years that they didn't care about. They were here together now, and for them, that's all that mattered at the moment as they continued their romantic reunion.
Having so much air for long, they soon broke away, and Bucky murmured softly, "I love you so much...", and Tara cradled his cheek, "I love you too...I'm so sorry that happened to you...with Derek and the baby...", sighing deeply, "I wish I could turn back time...".
Bucky leaned his forehead on hers, "Hey, T, it ain't your fault...He hurt you...And you hurt him.", and Tara blinked before chuckling, "I did...I threw him against a vent...Ah, that felt good!".
Bucky grinned, "I bet...He's gonna be bemoaning his injuries and all...", and Tara nodded, "Probably...I hope that woman didn't mind that I gave him a bit of punishment.".
"What woman?", Bucky asked in curiosity. Tara scoffed, "Apparently, he moved on to other women after mistakenly thinking that I was dead in that story, and the woman I spoke to, she said that he was trying to flirt on her in the first few days he was there. And get this, he never, ever said about me at all, not even when today, he only said that he knew me and Susan, but never about the fiancé part and all.".
Bucky whistled, "Whoa...He's definitely top of the jerk-ass list. But look at you, you're free of him, you ain't engaged to him anymore, and you...you are my soul mate...T...", kissing her again.
Tara relished in the kiss, passionately holding him tighter, wrangling her hand in his scruffy-growing hair, feeling him move, his nude chest with her other hand touching it, and felt his hard, clothed rod poking just above her emerging baby bump.
"James...", Tara whispered as Bucky blushed. "Sorry, it's just been so long since we shared that moment in my head...", Bucky apologized as he glanced around. "We... we probably should find a better place to do this...".
"I think so too, I want to get as far away from this water tower... I...", Tara couldn't finish her sentence, she hated the fact that for a moment, she really was planning on going through and killing her baby.
Bucky kissed her temple, "Hey, hey, don't think about it...Come on, let's go.", getting up from Tara's lap, and picked up his shirt, putting it on, and then shifted into his large wolf form, sniffing before pointing a paw, and Tara smiled, "Okay...Let's go.", getting up and got on Bucky's back.
And so, Bucky ran on, with Tara holding into his fur, heading far away from the field of the water tower, and eventually ended up in the area of Boyden Cavern.
"Hey, this might be a good place.", Tara pointed out. "Not the most romantic of settings but at least we'll be alone.", she chuckled as Bucky nodded. He quickly shifted back to normal as the two of them headed towards one of the caves.
"It might be a little snug for you... Are you sure this will be alright?", Bucky asked in concern.
Tara smiled, about to reply when she felt something humming through herself, and she instinctively followed it, shrinking down to 10 ft, and she blinked, realizing that she's now Bucky's size, and Bucky exhaled, "Tara...Are you okay? Is the baby okay?".
Tara nodded, "Yeah, I'm okay, along with the baby...I think my Quantonium wanted to help me...", smiling happily, looking at Bucky intensely, "You look even more handsome than before in this angle, James.".
Bucky rolled his eyes, "I thought I was supposed to be the flatterer.", with a chuckle. "You are, but I can have my fun too.", Tara kissed his cheek.
She knew why she was this size at the moment; she wanted to consummate their love in the flesh and hopefully at least feel the joy that she should've had with a man she knew was tender and not a monster like Derek.
Bucky chuckled softly, "Touche.", before wrapping his arms around her, kissing her deeply and passionately, and Tara sighed into the kiss, wrapping her arms around him as well before slipping her tongue into his, and a tongue battle ensued as their passion intensified, with Bucky picking her up in his hands, walking deeper into the cave.
As they broke away for air, Tara breathed huskily, "James Barnes, I want you.", looking at him. "Are you sure?", Bucky asked her. "What about the child?".
Tara shook her head, "Think about it for a second, James... the Quantonium... you yourself said it was alive... and here I am, almost fully back to normal at this moment... it's wanting us to do this... my child will be fine, I know it.".
Bucky smiled softly, "I missed your positivity, my aurora. I want you, Tara Murphy.", and Tara smiled warmly before kissing him again, tugging his shirt up and off him, throwing it to someplace, and relished into touching his skin.
Bucky groaned as Tara kissed and caressed his skin, missing this sensation so much, instinctively humping and grinding into her, caressing her under her shirt tenderly yet passionately, reveling into the emerging baby bump almost lovingly.
His wolf instincts are getting him wild again, wanting furiously to claim Tara as his mate, to claim the cub as his cub, to make himself her alpha, but Bucky is fighting back, wanting to be gentle and loving, not wanting to scare, to hurt Tara like how Derek did to her.
There might be a time for that, but for now, Tara needed to heal, and a gentle love was what was needed. Bucky gently kissed her body in several places, her neck, her belly, even on her breasts. Tara moaned in pleasure as she always imagined that it would feel good. Certainly, Bucky already was showing how he was infinitely a better man than Derek could ever hope to be.
Tara, wanting to feel more, removed her shirt, and breathed, "I don't know if I am lactating yet, but I want you to taste me.", removing her bra as well.
Bucky breathed in amazement...Sure, he saw her upper chest in the shower incident, but it was so quick...And now, he can take his time to revel in the incredible, soft flawless skin, and smiled softly, "As you wish, my aurora.".
He wasn't able to see the movie as it was only two, maybe three channels on the communal tv, but he managed to get the book as one of his rewards.
Bucky's lips wrapped around her nipple as he started to suck from her breasts. Sure enough, he started to feel the taste of milk, proving that she was indeed already starting to lactate. He smiled as he paused to kiss her. "You taste like the nectar of the gods...", he whispered.
Tara blushed wildly, never having heard him like that before, not even in his dreams, and she shyly whispered, "You are already a god to me.", and Bucky chuckled before continuing to taste her skin slowly and lovingly as he dug into the crevice of her breasts, moving down to her emerging baby bump, hearing her moans of pleasure, getting close to her pants that is hiding her underwear, and hiding under there, is the holy grail of her body; her precious womanhood.
Bucky whispered against her skin, looking up at Tara, "Can I...?", and Tara nodded with an excited smile. He smiled back, looking around them, and saw a patch of moss-like grass, carrying her as he walked to the spot, kneeling down, gently putting Tara down.
Tara was a bit surprised for a moment but quickly calmed down when she realized that Bucky just wanted them in a more comfortable place. Bucky took a deep breath before he kissed her lips once more. He then slowly peeled away her pants and underwear, leaving her completely naked. Bucky smiled as he chuckled, "Still like I remembered.".
"Maybe a bit different than before... but I really haven't changed too much. Now, how about you?", Tara asked.
Bucky exhaled, "Why don't you find out?", tenderly grabbing her hands to put them on his waist, and Tara looked at him in surprise and slight confusion, and Bucky smiled lovingly, "It's me, T. Face your fear. You can do it.".
Tara smiled happily, overjoyed to choose on her own time, and took a slow, deep breath before focusing on Bucky's pants as she carefully and slowly peeled them away, along with his boxers, pushing them down, with Bucky's rod springing up from its restrained position, hard and ever so real.
"Has it gotten bigger?", Tara teased as Bucky blushed, "Maybe...". Tara chuckled as she kissed him on the cheek, "I love you so much, James... I... I feel good about this now...".
"You sure? I don't want you to be scared again... I want to try to help fix what Derek broke, but I won't push it if you don't want me to.", Bucky frowned, worried and concerned.
Tara smiled softly, "Well, if you're still a bit worried, I wouldn't mind a bit of foreplay...He never did that...", and Bucky caressed her cheek warmly, "Well, then it's time to prove him wrong.", before caressing her skin as he moved back slightly, to lean in closer, to taste her and eat her out.
Tara gasped in surprise and joy, moaning and crying out in pleasure, reaching out to grasp into his hair, "James! Yes!".
"I guess I'm doing this right...", Bucky said as he gave a small wince of pain with how tight she was holding onto his hair. Tara quickly realized and loosed a bit before whispering how she was sorry. "It's alright, just leave it to me.", Bucky said before he continued to dig her out.
Tara nodded barely as she moaned and gasped out in more pleasure, releasing her hands from Bucky's hair, moving them down to the moss-like grass, clutching into the strands, and cried out in pleasure as Bucky also added his hands to simulate the bundle of nerves, and to massage her baby bump, instinctively wrapping her legs around Bucky's back, pressing Bucky closer to eat her out deeper.
Before long, Tara then felt something vaguely familiar from the dreams, and realized that she is actually experiencing the happenstance of an orgasm for the first time, "James, I'm getting close to eruption!". She never remembered not even one that horrible night.
"Just hold on a bit longer... I want you to really enjoy this.", Bucky turned up the pleasure for her as she bit her lip hard and was trying as much as she could to keep from exploding with pleasure.
Bucky kept eating her out for a few moments, hearing Tara's muffled moans of pleasure before deciding to switch, with his lips kissing through her curls of public hair, and one of his hands slowly adding fingers in, pumping and caressing, hearing Tara's muffled moans getting louder and louder.
Finally reaching her G-spot, Tara then screamed out in pleasure, "James!", finally erupting with all her juices coming out of her, soaking Bucky's hand, her orgasm in full force.
Bucky backed off as she cried and moaned from the pleasure as she practically was gushing her juices. Bucky was surprised since this wasn't normal, or at least that he was aware of. Especially considering which time period he was from.
"Did that feel good?", Bucky asked her nervously. Tara looked at him happily and dizzily in pleasure, "James, that was heaven...More than you'd ever imagined...So good...", smiling at him proudly.
Bucky exhaled in relief, awed to see Tara looking so heavenly like this, a goddess before him, glowing with a beautiful gift inside her, and he somehow fell in love even more than before, coming up to her to kiss her on the lips, "I love you so much, Tara Murphy.".
"I love you too, James Barnes...", Tara rubbed his hair as she took a deep breath and looked down. Bucky quickly knew what she was thinking as he nodded.
"Are you sure? It's one thing to give you the pleasure there... but... I don't want you to start being afraid of me... that I'm reminding you too much of what Derek did by doing much of the same...", Bucky whispered.