"Yeah. Sometimes I think I'm dreaming too at times, Logan... but, this is the reality of things. I wish we could have it best all ways, that we didn't lose anyone along the way to this point or time... we just have to make the best of what we got. We both know how sometimes what precious time we have...", Jean spoke wisely.
Logan exhaled sharply, "You sound like the professor for a moment there.", and Jean smiled softly, "If it wasn't for him, we would never have met each other, Logan...And you don't have to struggle to believe that I want you, all of you...Do you want me?", looking at him as she caressed his hairy chest, with a hand moving down to remove his boxers, with two of her fingers at the edge of the boxers, waiting for his next move.
Logan closed his eyes before he leaned forward to kiss her on the lips once more as his arms wrapped around her. They kissed for another few seconds before she could feel his hands at her back, slowly trying to undo her bra, giving her the answer as she started to pull his boxers down.
Jean was glad that they are someplace in the shallows as she pulled the boxers halfway down his legs, then moved her hand up to take his manhood in her hand, widening her eyes as she felt that she could barely wrap her own hand around it, and breathed excitedly as she helped Logan along with the takeoff of her bra, barely seeing him throw it to the shore.
Logan breathed in awe and amazement at her beautiful breasts, and went to squeeze them, and Jean moaned, cried out in pleasure, "Logan!", her hand instinctively squeezing his manhood in surprise.
"Sorry, too much?", Logan asked her as she shook her head. "Just took me by surprise, that's all.", Jean explained as he kept going further with them at this passionate moment.
Logan nodded and went to kiss her skin as he kept squeezing Jean's breasts, the stubble on his cheeks tickling and pleasuring her as Jean moaned and gasped in pleasure as she tried to focus on putting some friction on his manhood, feeling it grow in her hand, hearing Logan's low, rumbling growls of pleasure.
"Jean... we... we don't have to do this if you don't want to... we can take this slow if you wish.", Logan whispered to her as his hand slowly wrapped around the edge of her panties.
Jean shook her head, whispering back to him, "I waited too damn long for this. Please, Logan...", and Logan was surprised to hear her curse like that, yet the way she does that, it turns him even more, and honestly, he wanted so badly to see Jean like this from his dreams, and now it's truly happening...Can he even say it too?
Searching in his heart, and he nuzzled Jean's neck, whispering into her ear, "I love you, Jean...Always have since you snapped me out of my frenzy that first day in the mansion after I got really roughed up.", pulling down Jean's panties to her knees.
"I'm glad...", Jean whispered as she kissed the top of his head while he went back up to get her on the lips and once more start to make out, this time really Frenching her as their naked bodies entwined.
Jean moaned through the French-kissing, tongue-wrestling Logan as he grinded against her vagina, and this continued for three minutes before Jean gasped loudly as her first orgasm came, shuddering as Logan held her intensely.
Logan smirked softly, seeing the full-blown ecstasy in Jean's eyes, and spoke softly, "You're so beautiful, Jean.", and Jean looked at him, smiling, "You're handsome, Logan, my handsome ruffian.", breathing for a few moments before nodding, "I'm ready.".
"Gotta warn you, I'm big.", Logan mentioned sheepishly, and Jean smiled, "I know, I don't want to go slow, but if you want to be gentle for a few minutes, I'm fine with it. I need to get used to it either way.".
"For you... I'll go very gentle...", Logan told her as he kissed her once more before slowly lining himself up and then after a few moments of resistance, started to push his way inside of her.
Jean widened her eyes in slight embarrassment, half expecting that when Logan meant by big, he would be really tight into her, but to her surprise, it was both big and tight, and she moaned both in pain and pleasure as this is the first time a man will ever enter into her, and she's glad that it's Logan, a man she exuberantly trusts and loves with her heart.
She leans into Logan's shoulder, "I love you, Logan.", and Logan nuzzles her, smiling, holding her as he slowly, gently pushes further inside her.
"I love you too, Jean.", Logan kisses her cheek and slowly pushes himself in even further before he quickly meets the infamous resistance of her hymen wall. "It's okay, Logan... go ahead.", Jean assured him.
Logan nods, and takes a deep breath, realizing that he's finally taking her as his own woman, and slightly moves back before pushing through the hymen wall, earning Jean to gasp in pain for a moment before moaning in pleasure, "Yes...".
"Alright.", Logan murmured as he kept going deeper before hitting the G-spot, causing Jean to cry out in pleasure, "That's the spot, Logan!".
Logan held her tightly as he didn't waste any time, going fast in his thrusts, knowing that Jean didn't want to go for slow. "Logan... that... feels... so... good...", Jean panted as she was trying to keep up her breath with how much pleasure she was feeling.
Logan growled, "You feel so good and tight, Jean.", as he kept going, feeling Jean wrap herself around him as he held her, causing him to get deeper into her, hearing cries of pleasure from Jean.
He can't wait to hear her scream for him when he comes...She will be so full, thanks to him...Wait, full? He widens his eyes, realizing that he didn't ask Jean if she's on the anti-conception pill as he is not clearly wearing a condom, and gods, does she even want to be a mother? After all, they don't have Quantonium to control the on and off button of conception like many of the others.
He slows down, hearing Jean whine, "Logan, please, harder!", and oh, he so wants to, but he doesn't want to ruin her life accidently. "Jean, are you on the pill?", Logan asks, knowing that his question will startle Jean.
She paused for a moment as she looked to him before shaking her head. "No... and... I don't want to be...", Jean surprised him with that answer.
Logan exhaled, "You know what this could lead to.", and Jean nods, "Yes, and you have seen me with all the students and the young ones here. I want to be a mother to a child of my own.".
"You keep surprising me, Jeannie...Whatever happens, I'll stay with you...", Logan murmured, kissing her on the lips, and Jean smiles happily, "Thank you, Logan...Now, please go hard. Fuck me so bad.".
Logan growls softly, "I really like it when you curse, Jean.", before resuming his thrusts, going faster and harder than ever before.
"I know you do...", Jean chuckled before moaning again at the hard thrusts that she was having. "Fuck, Logan... this feels so good!", she screamed.
Logan nodded, "Good to know because I am getting close to the edge!", as he kept thrusting hard, feeling his manhood throbbing so much, so tight and big within her, and within a minute, Jean cried out, "Yes, me too! Please, Logan!".
Grabbing Jean's hips closer, Logan grunted and growled, nibbling on Jean's skin, his stubble rubbing against her, thrusting deeper and harder before Jean screamed out in pleasure, her second orgasm shooting through her, and Logan roared out a second later, releasing so much into her, filling her up.
Unknown to Logan, Jean had studied her body's schedule, and tonight is one of those nights she is fertile, and soon, one very determined and stubborn sperm dug into one pristine egg, successfully conceiving, and a fetus is born.
Panting and nearly collapsing into the water, Jean levitates herself and Logan to the shore, with Logan still inside her, on their sides, facing each other. Jean whispers, "Thank you for giving me the best night of my life ever, Logan...", with a soft, amazed smile, still reeling over the mind-blowing pleasure that Logan gave her.
"Sorry things weren't so romantic leading up to it though...", Logan panted as he tried to catch his breath. "If I knew this was going to happen, I would've at least taken you out on a date...".
Jean kissed his cheek, "How about tomorrow? I know it's reversal, our fault on that, but I don't regret doing it...Do you regret it?". Logan looked at her, "Regret? Never. And I would never regret you either. A date tomorrow, it sounds perfect...I love you, Jean Grey.".
Jean smiled widely, "I love you too, Logan Howlett.", before kissing him on the lips, and Logan relished into it, holding her warmly, brushing her red hair before Jean shivered, and Logan chuckled, "It may be a summer night, but it's a tad chilly at times.", gently pulling out of her, and helping her get up, putting their undergarments back on from their knees, with a few steps to the side to grab their clothes.
"Can I sleep with you, Logan? I don't want any kids in my hanger house asking questions.", Jean asked with a curious smile. Logan smirked, "Well, are you sure of that? I am living up with Link and Bob. Bob is technically a kid too. And well, Link is, you know. I might pummel him if he teases me mercilessly...".
"Well, unless you've got a better place for us to stay for tonight...", Jean chuckled. "I'll try to figure out something... can't do a hotel or anything; the others will surely ask why and probably easily make a connection...", Logan replied.
Jean hummed, "You have a point there...If I lock the door and subtly tell Rogue that I'm having girl troubles, she will keep the young ones distracted in the morning.".
Logan slapped his forehead, "I knew I forgot something...Rogue is like a daughter to me...Do you think she would be weirded out?", and Jean squeezed his hand, "It's better to know than worry all the time. She will be bound to find out sooner or later.".
"True...", Logan nods, before smiling, "Alright, let's go to your room...", kissing her forehead. Jean smiles, and after making sure for Logan to hold tight, she fire-flashes them to her bedroom in her hanger home, and with Logan heading to the bed, Jean locked the door tightly.
She sees Logan remove his clothes, leaving him in his boxers again, and he looked at her, "Sorry, this is how I sleep...in the summer, anyway...", and Jean chuckled softly, "It's okay, I don't mind as long as I cuddle close to you.", as she changed out of her day clothes, and put on her pajama pants, and tank top, climbed into the bed, with Logan moving the blankets for her to scoot under.
She cuddled close as they laid down, smiling softly, "I'm going to ask this once more. Do you think you're still a runner-up?".
Logan sighed as he looked over to her, "Right now? No, but... you do have to understand, Jean, I can't simply just think all these issues away like a switch in my head. I'm still going to have that thought, even for so much time...". Jean leaned over and kissed him again.
"Logan, please never think that I'm just using you to replay Scott or anything of the sort... I... I...", Jean glanced away as Logan looked at her, "What? Don't say all that and stop on me.".
Jean sighed deeply, "Scott never said anything about it, but I think he was suspicious...Do you remember that day you saved me from Apocalypse, the Professor's estranged brother? That...that was the moment when I started to feel something for you...".
Logan widened his eyes, remembering that day...Jean was doing her best to levitate like ten things at once to hit Apocalypse, and he threw a metal post at her. Logan saw it coming, and jumped high to block it from hitting Jean, but instead of her, it hit him.
Now he can handle most anything, but a nasty hit by a metal post, especially a huge, armored man like Apocalypse, it hurt like hell, with metal against metal in his body, it was like a major earthquake inside himself.
"Really? You're not just saying that to make me feel better?", Logan asked as Jean shook her head, "No, it's the honest truth... I really did start feeling things for you... only recently since we've reunited, I've discovered what they meant.".
Logan exhaled deeply, looking at her, "I guess we're a mess ourselves, huh?", and Jean smiled softly, "Yeah, with some baggage, but I don't regret falling in love with you, Logan...You make me feel alive again.".
"You know what, Jean? You make me feel alive again too.", Logan smiled as he held her closer, kissing her on the lips for a long minute before breaking away for air, and Jean sighed happily as she laid her head on his shoulder, "I love you, Logan.".
Logan murmured, "I love you, Jean.", brushing her red hair, moving the blankets a tad closer to them as they fell asleep.
"Logan... Logan, wake up...", Logan slowly woke up to hear Jean's voice when he slowly realized she was next to him, sleeping in his bed before the previous night's events clicked in his mind.
Logan blinked, rubbing his eyes, "We actually did it...", realizing that he's in Jean's bed, not his bed, and Jean looked at him, kissing his cheek, "Yes, we did.", smiling as she caressed his sideburn, "Huh, I always thought what you'd look like without your stubble and sideburns, but I think I like this far better.".
"Good to know. And besides, I only touch a razor when it comes to weddings like back in Mo and Susan's wedding and Bucky and Tara's wedding.", Logan chuckled softly, and Jean nodded, "Fair enough...You want coffee?", knowing that Logan rarely goes without coffee in the mornings. After all, she knew him too well, thanks to life in the mansion.
Logan hummed, "That sounds great.", glancing at the clock, "We're up early.". Jean chuckled, "Rogue usually sleeps in until a bit later, and the kids are too drowsy still for this early. And besides, I think you would want a clear mind to figure out for our date today.".
"Makes sense.", Logan smiled, kissing Jean on the cheek, and got dressed, with Jean leading him out to the kitchen, glad that she's in her tank top and pajamas, and she hummed lightly as she clicked on the radio, and reached for the coffee when Logan reached over her to grab it for her, shaking it mischievously.
Jean laughed softly, "Hey, I need that back, Logan! You don't know my coffeepot maker like yours at your place!", and Logan smirked, "Well, try and get it.", keeping it up high above her.
Levitating herself, she reached for it, grabbing it when Logan grabbed around her, smiling, "Well, I didn't say no cheating, Jean.", and Jean smiled wryly, "And I thank you for not saying it, my handsome ruffian.", before wrapping her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply.
Logan growled lowly and held her tighter as he kissed her back passionately, and this continued for a few more minutes before a gasp of shock and surprise pierced the air.
The two of them turned to see that Rogue was staring right at them. Both of them just stayed stunned there, not quickly trying to pull away or say anything. "So... I guess that explains a few things.", Rogue said, her face fairly neutral once she got past the sudden surprise.
Logan slowly lowered Jean down to the ground as he looked at Rogue, "Rogue...Marie...This thing between Jean and me...it ain't going to be a fling...I am not going to be a damn asshole like Dietl.".
Rogue widened her eyes slightly, "You aren't going to run off?", and Logan shook his head, "That was in the past...Now...I have found the meaning of my life...", glancing at Jean who smiled so proudly and happily.
"Well, if you say so then...", Rogue glanced away. "Still, probably not a good idea to do that now... you'll have this whole place probably coming after you.", she teased. "And don't think you can take us all on, Logan.", Jean joined in the joking.
Logan chuckled heartily, "Fair enough, Red.", with a smile before nodding at the coffee can in Jean's hand, "I'll take that coffee now.", taking a seat down on one of the metal stools.
"Right.", Jean smiled and headed to the coffee machine to start it up, with putting some of the coffee grounds from the can into the machine, with Rogue replying, "So, do you wanna have some cereal or something?".
Logan shook his head, "Coffee's just fine for now...Coffee helps me think, and well, I'm taking her out on a date today.", with a nervous smile.