Tiffany didn't know how long she had been curled up in her bed, crying. Her usually sweet-scented room was replaced with a strong scent of alcohol. A complete mixture of bitterness and tears. It probably the first time she witnessed her dad throwing a huge tantrum on her. She was scared, she needed someone to come over and hold her.
Her body jerked in shock when she heard her bedroom door cracked open. Judging by the strong footsteps, she knew it was her dad. The main cause of her fear. Without looking at the other person, Tiffany moved to the corner of her bed more and hid her head in between her arms, earning an audible sigh from the old man.
The man bent down to gather up the broken pieces of the bottle he threw hours ago. He then cleaned the floor before he washed his hands and went back inside his daughter's room. He sat on the edge of Tiffany's bed, finding the right first word to say. In the end, he sighed out once again before calling out the name he gave to his daughter
"Stephanie" His voice was rather soft, and filled with guilt. But still stern enough to kept Tiffany unmoved
"Stephanie" He called out once again, with the same voice
"Let me treat your wound"
With that, she peeked over her arm, only to meet a sight of her father. She could tell that he was fully sober, he wore fresh clothes and his hair that was brushed to the back was still a little bit wet from the shower.
"Come here" He said while offering his hand out for Tiffany to hold on. And Tiffany did. Her soft feminine hand trembled under her father's rough palm. She lifted her weak body off the bed and scooted closer to the man. It was quiet when her dad applied iodine on a cotton ball and aligned it to the corner of Tiffany's lips
"Look, I'm really sorry for what I did" Tiffany flinched, not because of his voice but the stinging pain on her cut. Once he was done, he put the cotton away before he softly lay his hand on Tiffany's
"Your mom would've throw me out of this house if she found out about this" He joked out with a giggle, remembering about their good days when there were three of them. It brought a small smile on Tiffany's face as another tear streamed down her face. She missed her
"I'm begging you, Steph. Please end it. For me and your mom" When he only got a deadpan face as an answer, he let out a sigh
"It's our dream to see our only daughter walking down the aisle, happily marrying a good man who can protect you forever.. not a girl.. you know-.. um.."
"..you're still young. This is not the end of the world. That girl is not the world. You resembles your mom greatly. You're beautiful. I'm sure there are many good guys out there who would like to protect you like a man can. Who can provide a life for you and your future kids.."
"..please, Steph ? Please don't disappoint us. Please just live normally like any other people—" lines of heavy coughs cut his sentence. He took a glance over his hand that he used to cover his mouth and found a trace of blood. He quickly balled his fist and hit it in his jeans' pocket
"Please end it for us. For me and mom" And with that, he left Tiffany once again. Thinking about how she should choose between her parents and the love of her life.
She closed her eyes as she felt more tears escaping. She fought the pain in her chest as she inhaled and exhaled.
'For mom'
-xxx-
"Would you like to wear it now ?"
"No. It's a gift. For my girlfriend. Please wrap it prettily" Taeyeon said brightly with a smile. At that time, nothing would stop her from being such a sweet lover for Tiffany. Nothing would scare her from being judged. She wouldn't care. Later that day she would wrap her arm around Tiffany's shoulders and tell her that she love her when they walk around the crowds.
"That's very sweet of you. She would love this"
The blonde girl and the shop assistant exchanged smile for the last time before Taeyeon went out of the store with a pretty small pink paper bag.
It was Taeyeon's first pay day and she just want to spend her very first earning for her lover. She bought flowers, candies, and a bracelet for her. Thinking Tiffany skipped school because she was sick or overslept because the outdoor night before, Taeyeon hoped her surprises would make the latter smile.
Her hopeful steps took her to Tiffany's front yard. A smile crept into Taeyeon's face when she saw a glimpse of her lover from behind a boat that was parked there. But a sight of a beardy man wiped the smile off her face. Mr. Hwang wasn't supposed to be there, like Tiffany said few hours before. Taeyeon was supposed to pick Tiffany up for their ice cream date.
Bravely, she decided to atleast greet the man—no matter what kind of response she would get. Her grip on the pink flower bouquet that she held behind her backpack tightened as she took some steps closer. But just before she got there, her eyes met the old man's tired pair of eyes.
-xxx-
"What the hell is she doing here ? I'll shoo her away" Tiffany heard her father's deep voice and she immediately averted her gaze to the beautiful girl who stood in between the boats. Taeyeon smiled at Tiffany before she politely bowed to the man. Taeyeon looked very presentable that day. She wore a neat denim jacket with a grey shirt under. And her usual ripped overwashed blue jeans were replaced by a pair of neat black jeans. Taeyeon was so ready to take her out on a date, and Tiffany herself wasn't ready to burn it all down.
That smile of Taeyeon that used to make Tiffany's heart smile stung her heart with a massive pain that day. Her thoughts were soon stopped by a movement from her father
"Dad. I'll do it" She stopped her father from going any further before she walked towards the waiting girl.
It will be hurtful for them. But she would do that. She would. Because she could maybe talk to her for the last time. Even though she knew it wouldn't be a conversation she craved for.
On her way, she heard her father's voice from behind.
"Alright. End it, Stephanie. And never talk to her again after today"
Steps she took towards Taeyeon had never felt so heavy before. She thought, it was because it would be her last time walking towards her.
Her eyes were glued onto the ground. Because she was sure that every second she saw Taeyeon's face, she would fall deeper for her—and more impossible for her to leave.
When Tiffany looked up, she was immediately greeted by a sight of her lover smiling brightly for her, before a frown replaced it
"What happened to you ?" Taeyeon asked worriedly as she examined the cut and bruise on the corner of Tiffany's lips. She then realized how tired her eyes were. Something was definitely not right, Taeyeon thought
"Have you been crying ? What happened ? You even skipped school"
Tiffany felt like she was going to die soon when she met those caring eyes. Those eyes she would soon break into sad ones.
"Tiffany, tell me.. who did this to you ? I'll make them pay"
'It was my dad. You can't, Taeyeon-ah.. You can't'
"Tiffany. Babe ? You're not okay. Please say something" Taeyeon didn't care about the fierce eyes of the old man. She moved her free hand to reach Tiffany's cheek just to be stopped by the time it reached near Tiffany's face.
"Don't touch me" Far from the usual sweet three-words she usually got from Tiffany, she felt her heart sunk even more. She had never known Tiffany's three-words sentence could hurt her easily just like that. A little bit far from there, an old man convinced himself that her daughter would do well before he walked away from the scene as he heard the phone ringing
'Please hug me, Tae.. I need you'
"Tiff—"
"I'm sorry. I should've tell you sooner. Let's end this"
"What are you saying ?!"
"Our relationship ! I've thought about this and I want it to end. I can't live like this anymore !"
"We've promised to fight for this together, Fany-ah ! You promised, I promised !" Taeyeon shook her head when she realized they've started to yell at each other, the least thing she would like to do to Tiffany or hearing from her. In the corner of her eyes she saw Tiffany's dad no longer there. It was a chance for her. She wetted her dry lips before she started to talk softly again
"I don't understand. Let's talk about this nicely somewhere" Once more, Taeyeon's free hand reached out to Tiffany. Her heart broke even more when she felt Tiffany moved her hand away just after a second Taeyeon gently took it inside hers
'Let's go somewhere away from the reality. Please hold my hand and let's get away, Taeyeon-ah'
"Just go away"
"I'm not going anywhere"
"Well, you should. You don't belong here"
"Everywhere with you is a place where I belong. Stop saying—"
"Make it easier for us ! Just go ! Being with you hurts me the most ! I want to be happy !" Few hours ago, those lips were kissing her. But now every movement they made left deep cuts on her heart.
"Tell me what I did wrong, Tiffany. I'm so sorry.. I love you. Please don't do this to me. Please give me a chance. I will do everything to make it right" Her pleading eyes shot arrows through Tiffany's own. Tears were pooled inside her eyes and her hand tried its luck again on Tiffany. She gently held on her shoulder, hoping Tiffany would take her hand in hers, and tell her that it was just a nightmare.
'No.. I'm so sorry, Tae.. you didn't do anything wrong. All you did was giving me all of you'
But once again, Tiffany swatted it away.
'For mom and dad'
"Just leave ! Leave me alone !"
"Tiffany.."
"Leave !"
Taeyeon gripped at the flower bouquet hard as she fought her tears from falling. She was sure that it would ruin it. But who cares, it's not like Tiffany was going to accept it anyway.
Tiffany saw Taeyeon turned her back before she walked away from her, granting her words like she usually did. She swore a part of her died when she saw a glimpse of flower bouquet Taeyeon tried to hide from her. And she started to wonder what was that bouquet for.
Taeyeon walked away and let her tears streamed down her face, dripping onto the flowers she held.
Tiffany focused on Taeyeon's back that slowly disappeared from her sight. She just want to remember how her back looks like, how she walked, because she knew it would be the last time.
Feeling the tears finally wet her cheek freely for the nth time that day, Tiffany hid her face on her palms. Taeyeon wouldn't be there to wipe her tears nor wrap her arms around her body, hugging her, and telling her that she would make everything okay.
'It's the best for Taeyeon. It's the best for her. It's way more better than leading her into trouble with dad'
Tiffany wiped her tears off her face and she saw a small pink envelope laying on the spot near where Taeyeon stood awhile ago. Without hesitation, she picked it up and took a card out from it. Tears flowed out off her eyes even more after she read Taeyeon's handwriting
'You might not remember but today is the exact 8 years after our first meeting. I'm so thankful for that meeting and for you. We've been through so many things together and I'm ready to face more with you by my side. I want to remind you that I love you so much. I'll always be yours no matter what. I love you, Fany-ah. Happy meet-ver-sary 3'
How could she forget that. Tiffany felt even horrible. She hurt her on the day Taeyeon actually saved her. Where Taeyeon came and started to bring her life up for the better.
But she just told her to leave.
When she didn't do anything wrong.
"Tiffany"
Hearing her father's stern voice, Tiffany quickly put the letter inside her jeans' pocket before she wiped her tears and walked back towards the old man.
"You've sent her away ?" Tiffany nodded
"Did you end it well ?" She nodded once again as she stopped infront of her father. Tiffany then felt an arm around her shoulders
"Now that's my girl. So proud of you. I believe your mom would, too" It felt unfamilliar for Tiffany to feel her father's arm holding her close just like when she was just a little girl. A soft caress on the top of her head followed by, giving her more explosions of old memories with her father.
"Ofcourse, dad. I tried my best" Tiffany forced a smile after she said the words. It came very natural for her father. The old man also cracked a proud smile before he patted the girl's head.
"You did well" She felt more pats on her head before her father voiced out once again
"Do you remember my friend John ? Our old neighbor ? Just now he called and he said that he had move back in this neighborhood. And ofcourse, Henry is here too for the holiday"
-xxx-
Tiffany couldn't take Taeyeon off her mind. Like always, nothing new. Her gaze were stuck onto the envelope she held in between her forefinger and thumb. She sighed once again before she curled her body up on her bed and felt another flow of fresh tears wetting her face to her pillow. She was continuously hurting, she missed Taeyeon so bad. But she caused all that to happen. She had to.
Her thoughts drifted away to what happened with them exactly a year ago. Their seventh 'meet-ver-sary'.
-flashback-
They didn't do anything special for that day, because they always feel that being close with each other was already special for them. Taeyeon offered herself to get them drinks and some snacks to go while Tiffany waited for her at their usual spot on the beach. All was safe and sound until two drunken guys decided to stop by. Tiffany quickly stood up as the guys went to sit by her sides, so close that she could smell alcohol just from their breaths. But a strong and sweaty grip on her forearm stopped her from doing any further and pulled her back in between them
"Where are you going, pretty thing ?" The guy on Tiffany's right side slurred close to her ear, making her lean to the left. She cursed inside when she bumped into the guy on her left. She forgot that there were 2 of them. Then she felt an arm sneaked over her shoulders and a strong pull towards her left
"Let go of me !" She screamed as she harshly pulled on the arm. But all she got was harsher pull by her shoulders
"Chill.. we're not bad guys. It's such a pity that a pretty girl like you is being alone in the beach. We just want to keep you accompanied" Tiffany struggled in fear hearing the guy's forced-kind voice. She did everything she can to free herself while the drunken guys held onto her even tighter knowing she wouldn't relent.
"HELP ! TAE—" Her scream was stopped by a hand that covered her mouth tightly, followed by a nasty whisper on her ear
"You better keep quiet, girl. You wouldn't want to ruin the fun" and a sloppy mouth on her neck.
Tiffany let out a shriek and her first tear drop when she felt a hand on the hem of her shirt. She moved her body to dodge the hands but a hand gripped on her shirt hard, that made her shirt's buttons flew everywhere. The guys whistled at the revelation of her skin, and Tiffany could only let out more silent tears as the guys let out perverted laughs
"Dude.. she even started to undress herself"
"Milky white young skin"
"I bet she's a virgin"
Tiffany closed her eyes tight. She didn't want to witness nor hear any of that disgusting scene. Her thoughts were filled with Taeyeon. She wanted her to come really soon and save her, but at the same time she wouldn't want Taeyeon to see her disgusting state.
Steps away, Taeyeon was utterly shocked at the scene of two guys that had their hands all over her girlfriend. She saw the disgusting smiles plastered on the guys' faces and the tears that flowed down her silenced girlfriend's face. Without waiting for anything, Taeyeon dropped the plastic bag filled with drinks and snacks on the sand before she ran to the rescue
"You are, aren't you ? I'll be honored to take that away from y—"
Tiffany opened her eyes at the abscent of a pair of hands that gripped her body still. By the time she heard another grunt, the other pair of hands had already left her waist and thigh. She quickly moved quite far from the riot. It was Tiffany's second time seeing her lover getting so angry, throwing her fists everywhere mercilessly to charge the price of what they've done to Tiffany. A live proof that the girl who often got bad grades in gym class could verse against two guys and could be in the upper hand when she was pushed to her limit. The two guys were on the ground, almost being unconcious from the blows.
"You dirty shits !" Taeyeon screamed out as she couldn't stop her limbs from sending blows towards the helpless drunken guys. Just as she raised her fist up for another one, a backhug and a familiar soft touch on her arm stopped her from doing any further
"Taeyeon ! Stop ! It's enough"
Taeyeon turned her back to see Tiffany's face that was wet with her tears, and her eyes that contained hints of fear. Her eyes trailed down to examine her that made Tiffany immediately and shyly pull her shirt to cover her exposed chest. Taeyeon clenched her jaw in anger when she saw a faint pink mark on the side of Tiffany's neck. She couldn't believe those bastards went steps ahead of her. Heck, she wouldn't even seen that much of Tiffany's skin if it wasn't because of those guys.
She had always wanted to take their relationship into the next level, to take Tiffany fully as hers. But she didn't make any effort to push her will. She only waited and waited for Tiffany, respecting her lover that much.
Tiffany knew Taeyeon's feeling was a mess. She started to blame herself for not giving Taeyeon a green light before a pair of drunken guys stole a quick head start. She blamed herself for being too shy, too be scared of the whole new level. Even though she knew Taeyeon had wanted her since forever. Even though she knew how gentle and caring she would be.
Taeyeon silently took her hoodie off before she helped Tiffany to put it on, leaving Taeyeon in her flimsy oversized t-shirt in a rather windy afternoon. Tiffany couldn't help but to shed another tear as she felt guilty towards Taeyeon. The latter's hand immediately reach out to wipe the tear off but she retreated it before it reach Tiffany's cheek when she saw traces of blood on her hand. She wouldn't want to dirty her lover. Seeing other people doing that to her was enough. Taeyeon slowly leaned in to not shock Tiffany and gently kissed her tear away when she was permitted to do so. She then snuggled her face to hers, silently telling not to cry again, telling her that it wasn't her fault, and that she was there for her.
Despite of the suspicious looks on some pedestrians' eyes, Tiffany couldn't help but to clung on Taeyeon all the time. Her mind demanded her body to find shelter out in the open. And Taeyeon would do anything to give her every kind of peace she needed.
Their parents were out for the whole long weekend. So, they took it as a chance to be with each other as long as they want, and do whatever they want. Taeyeon had actually planned a very sweet dinner date in her family's house—she planned to cook for Tiffany. But the condition said otherways. There she was, sitting on Tiffany's bed, waiting for her to clean herself in the bathroom, and still got the thoughts of the horrible event inside her mind. She didn't know exactly how long she had been mentally killing those jerks until the bedroom door creaked open, revealing Tiffany in her thick sweatsuit. Taeyeon felt a hint of relief when Tiffany gave her a small smile before she sat in between Taeyeon's bent legs. She wrapped her arms around Taeyeon's waist and her head rested on her shoulder, letting Taeyeon cradle her close to mend her.
It haunted Tiffany. No matter how many times she scrubs her body with the fragrant body soap, she still could feel the remaining of the drunken touches. And no matter how long she tried to close her eyes, all she saw was those horrible dark lustful eyes.
"Taeyeon.." Tiffany called out in a whisper while she tighten her arms around Taeyeon's waist
"Yeah ?"
"Is it.. Is it still okay for you to kiss me ?" The blonde girl felt her heart died a little bit when the girl on her hold looked up at her with her teary eyes that were filled with guilt. Without hesitation, Taeyeon gently cupped her cheeks and pressed her own lips to Tiffany's. She did it with full of love that made another tear drop escaping Tiffany's closed eye. Her quivering lips briefly caught Tiffany's upper one in between, and to her lower one. Just as gently, and as loving. Showing her that nothing would change her love towards her. She then broke the kiss and stuck their foreheads together. Breaths were hitting the couple's lips as they had their eyes closed, enjoying the apparent love.
"I'm so sorry, Tae"
"Shhh.. I told you it's not your fault—"
"It's not that. I.." Tiffany pulled back to lock her eyes on Taeyeon's that made a tear drop escaped her eye once again on the first second. She was drowned in her guilt
"Hey.. Don't cry" Taeyeon cooed while her right hand gently cupped her cheek and her thumb moved to wipe the wetness
"I really should've let you do it sooner. Now I'm dirty—"
"Hey, hey.. stop it—" The hand on Tiffany's cheek retreated when she let out an outburst and more tears
"I'm yours but they touched me everywhere, Tae. They touched me ! I haven't even give you the chance and now it's too late !"
"Fany-ah... It's not like that.." Taeyeon softly touched both of her shoulders and down to her arms, caressing her to calm her before she pulled her to her embrace. Tiffany relented and bury herself on Taeyeon once again. Her hands gripped on Taeyeon's tee as she let out her tears. Taeyeon just let her be and continuously gave her trembling back soft caresses to calm her down. She waited for her to calmed down while occasionally giving the head on her shoulder loving kisses. When the tears calmed down to sobs and sniffs, she gently voiced out once again
"What's matter to me is that you're safe, and that they didn't-.. do.. more. You're not dirty. Never say that ever again.." Taeyeon paused for a while as she broke the embrace and proceed to wipe the tears on Tiffany's face.
"..For me, you're still the same Tiffany I've always love and want. The chance is still there, it's not late for me. But I will take it only when the right time comes. I will take the chance when you're ready, when you want me too, and when you tell me to"
"Will it be that low if I say that I just want to have that memory being erased from my mind ?"
"Ofcourse not.. it's a bad memory after all"
"Then please erase it, Tae. I don't want to remember those scary eyes. I want to remember yours. I want to remember your eyes when I look at my body.."
"..If it's okay for you.. if you still want me. Please, Tae.. please do it" Her eyes were glazy, and her cheeks turned into her favorite color. Their hearts pounded onto their chests hard, and they felt themselves fell harder for each other.
After some moments battling against herself, Taeyeon decided to take the chance. She just wanted to remove the stain left by those guys.
Taeyeon guided Tiffany's arms to circle around her neck before she moved her own hand to Tiffany's cheek, caressing her lightly that made Tiffany drooped her eyelids close at the feeling of overwhelming love.
"Are you sure ? Do you want me, too ?"
Tiffany opened her eyes back when she heard Taeyeon's whisper and felt her breath on her lips. Their eyes met, and Taeyeon could see the answer of her question from Tiffany's eyes. But she needed to hear it directly from her. Tiffany nodded, and gently pecked Taeyeon's lips once, twice, and said
"I'm so sure. I want you. Please love me, Tae"
Taeyeon's hands that was on Tiffany's cheek moved down to her nape before Taeyeon slowly leaned in to capture Tiffany's lips. She started off slowly and gently, relishing every touch she had from Tiffany. As the kiss grew more passionate, Tiffany guided Taeyeon's hands to her top's zipper. Taeyeon broke the kiss when she got what her girlfriend silently told her to. She gulped down the lump in her throat as their eyes met. After she saw Tiffany nodded at her, she diverted her gaze to her nervous hands. Taeyeon held her breath in while her hand pulled the zipper down slowly. When it was completely opened, Taeyeon's eyes trailed their way up and felt her body burned at the slight sight of her lover's body. Tiffany avoided any eye contact with Taeyeon as she locked her gaze to her own hands that were fumbling on one another. She lifted her head up when Taeyeon's hand gently touched hers. And she was immediately greeted by a soft lips pressing onto hers. She saw Taeyeon's closed eyes so close to her and closed her own eyes to just enjoy everything Taeyeon was about to give her. Taeyeon then started to move her lips in a slow movements, leading her into a gentle liplock session. Filled by Taeyeon's tenderness, Tiffany's tensed body finally relaxed after some times. With their lips still attached, Taeyeon led Tiffany to lay on her bed. They felt more comfortable as Tiffany's back rested on the bed, with Taeyeon on top. Her knees and hands supporting her body to not overwhelm the girl under with too much body contacts—atleast for that time.
Taeyeon smiled to the kiss when she felt hands nervously touched her back. She kept on kissing her until a touch had finally turned into caresses. Tiffany's hand roamed over Taeyeon's back with the same slow and loving pace as their lips. They would ran down Taeyeon's back and immediately went back up to her shoulderblades when they bumped onto the hem of her jeans. Tiffany thought of how surprising it was for her, for how Taeyeon could made her feel so comfortable at times like that. By then, she decided to just give everything to Taeyeon. She would give anything that Taeyeon wants.
The kiss slowed down to an end and Taeyeon gave her a last peck before a soft voice pulled Tiffany's senses back
"Tiffany.." Tiffany opened her eyes and met Taeyeon's beautiful ones immediately. And she felt her cheeks warmed up
"You seems to have a lot of thoughts. What were you thinking about ?"
"You" Taeyeon smiled when she heard Tiffany's whisper that made Tiffany blushed even more
"Me ?" Tiffany nodded
"What's with me ?"
"Nothing. I just love you" Even though Taeyeon knew Tiffany saw her blushing cheeks, Taeyeon couldn't help but to be back to her shy nature. She pressed a brief kiss on her cheek and snuggled her face to Tiffany's neck. Tiffany shivered when she felt Taeyeon breath hitting her neck. But it was nothing compared to the feeling of Taeyeon's lips grazing her skin, and her melodic voice filling her ears
"Yeah ? As much as you love pink ?"
"Tch pink is soooo far from you" Tiffany said jokingly and shrieked when Taeyeon poked her sides, and tickled her mercilessly.
"Yah !"
The tensed atmosphere melted easily as their giggles and laughs filled Tiffany's room. Taeyeon stopped her attack when Tiffany caught her hands and held them tight. Taeyeon didn't realized what she got herself into until her eyes trailed down to the revealed body under hers. She knew her cheeks reddens when she saw Tiffany's top was spreaded open, and her skin was there for Taeyeon to see. It was Taeyeon's first time to see Tiffany freely. Besides the sea, it got to be one of the sight she wouldn't get tired of. Tiffany knew Taeyeon was gazing at her body, and unlike before, she wouldn't even try to cover up. She was on the edge to explode from her shyness, ofcourse, but she surprisingly doesn't want it to stop. She doesn't mind having Taeyeon's eyes on her.
"It's because.. I love you much more than I love pink. I love you more than anything, Tae"
The smile on Tiffany's face and her voice melted Taeyeon's heart even more. She leaned down once again and gave her lover a very soft kiss that made the both of them couldn't help but to smile. Tiffany circled her arms around Taeyeon's neck as she nibbled at her lower lip, hinting Taeyeon to progress more. Soon as Taeyeon got the sign, she decided to place her palm on a small part of Tiffany's exposed stomach. Tiffany's lips froze for a while when Taeyeon's warm palm landed on her. She unconciously wrapped her arms tighter around Taeyeon's neck before she continued to move her lips against Taeyeon's. She kept her hand still as she felt the softness for the first time and let the tensed body relaxed to her touch. After some time, Taeyeon started to move her palm up and down Tiffany's side.
When Tiffany pushed Taeyeon by her shoulders to take some air into her lungs, Taeyeon's lips made their way to her chin, along her jawline and to her pulse point before she pulled back. Taeyeon clenched her jaw when she saw the faint small pink mark on the side of Tiffany's neck. She then landed her lips there and sucked the spot softly, earning a sigh from Tiffany. Her tongue made a contact with Tiffany's neck for the first time when she felt Tiffany's hand getting lost in her hair. It encouraged her to do more, to remove the stain and leave her own mark.
Different than the happening before, every contacts Taeyeon made with her body brought her pleasure. Tiffany's mind slowly removing all the bad memories and let Taeyeon fill it the new beautiful ones. Once she was brought back to the reality, she felt Taeyeon's thumb rubbing over a particular spot on her neck, and small kisses on the other side of her neck and below her ear.
The pink stain was replaced by darker shades, but not too much. Tiffany couldn't help but to let out a small smile at the thought of being marked as Taeyeon's and not somebody else's. She felt Taeyeon's kisses and rubbings slowed down to an end before Taeyeon's face hovered over hers.
"I hope you don't mind" With a smile, Tiffany shook her head. She clearly didn't mind. Taeyeon replied with a matching smile before she leaned in to press a brief kiss on Tiffany's lips.
Taeyeon then continued her journey downwards. She trailed her kisses down Tiffany's neck and collarbone. Sometimes when her tongue came in contact with Tiffany's burning skin, she would feel squeezes on her shoulders. She loved the smoothness Tiffany's skin gave to her palm and mouth. Once her lips and palm got to Tiffany's bra, Taeyeon looked up and met Tiffany's eyes. Tiffany got what Taeyeon asked for. She smiled back to Taeyeon who gave her a small smile after she left a kiss on her chest. Tiffany shifted her body to assist Taeyeon in taking off her top. When the only cover up was her bra, Taeyeon latched her lips back on Tiffany's while both of her hands made their way under Tiffany's arched back. Tiffany opened her eyes at the absence of Taeyeon's lips and her bra straps slowly slipping off her shoulders. She felt her face getting hot when she saw Taeyeon stuck her eyes on her chest and her bottom lip was in between her teeth.
"Taetae. Wait" Tiffany whispered out while bringing her arms to cross over her chest, stopping the bra to be pulled off her. Taeyeon immediately tore her gaze off Tiffany's chest when she heard Tiffany.
"I'm shy" She whispered once again. Her blushing cheek was in sight as she avoided Taeyeon's eyes. Taeyeon let out a smile seeing her lover being so cute. She removed her hands from Tiffany before she leaned down to press a kiss on Tiffany's cheek, making it blush even more if it was even possible. She then kneeled on the bed, attracting Tiffany's eyes. Taeyeon silently took her t-shirt off and threw it down on the floor, joining Tiffany's top. Tiffany was soon forgetting about her shyness as Taeyeon led her hands to Taeyeon's bare back, and their lips molded together once again. She liked the way Taeyeon shuddered under her fingertips when she traced the dip of her spine and up to her bra's hook
"Take it off" Taeyeon mumbled softly to Tiffany's lips before she trailed her lips down to Tiffany's neck. Not long after that, she felt her bra being taken off of her body. Their eyes met and they gave smile for each other. Taeyeon had successfully helped Tiffany to be more relaxed with what they were doing. Taeyeon saw Tiffany nodded at her when she trailed her kiss lower as she gently pulled the clothing off Tiffany's body. And there she was, looking down at Tiffany's half bare body. She was too beautiful.
"You're so beautiful, Fany-ah"
Tiffany blushed at Taeyeon's soft voice. The next thing she knew was herself closing her eyes tight at the feeling of Taeyeon's mouth moving close to her left mound. Her hands gripped hard on her pillow where she rested her head on. Her breath got heavier as Taeyeon's lips got closer. But then, she felt Taeyeon's mouth stopped for a while and felt Taeyeon's hands gently undoing her fists and fill them with her own hands. Tiffany immediately accepted Taeyeon's hands on hers with a thumping heart. It wasn't just because of the continuous pleasure she received, but it was mostly because Taeyeon's love.
With grips on Taeyeon's hands, she let out her first moan ever when Taeyeon pressed her lips on her nipple. Followed by a lips wrapping on it, she let out her second one. All of that encouraged Taeyeon to do more and more, until the girl under had a hard time breathing. After Taeyeon got satisfied with her work on Tiffany's upper body, after she left more of her marks here and there, she trailed her kisses down Tiffany's stomach.
"Should we continue ?" Taeyeon asked while running her hands on the length of Tiffany's thighs. She was willing to continue but she would stop immediately if she saw Tiffany shook her head. And in the end, she smiled after Tiffany nodded at her with a smiliar smile on her face. With that, Taeyeon pulled Tiffany's sweatpants off her legs.
Tiffany wasn't even completely bare when Taeyeon had surely lost her sanity as she gazed at the body infront of her. Her arms were covering her chest, and legs were crossed—trying to atleast hide herself from her shyness. But then she felt Taeyeon's hands running up and down her smooth thighs as they kept their gazes locked. Tiffany easily surrendered to Taeyeon's hands. She slowly spread her legs open for Taeyeon to settle herself in between. Her hands left her chest as she welcomed Taeyeon's body back on top of hers once again, arms circling around Taeyeon's neck. Their lips moved slowly against each other right after they met. Tiffany's hands are lost in Taeyeon's long blonde locks and her mind was brought up to the clouds by the way Taeyeon's palm caressed her inner thigh slowly.
"Tell me what you like, Tiffany" Taeyeon mumbled close to Tiffany's parted lips after she broke the kiss
"Huh ?" Their eyes were finally met when Tiffany opened her eyes in confusion
"What you like.. or- um.. how should I do it to make you feel good ?"
"I..I don't know"
"You don't know ?" That time, it was Taeyeon's turn to have the confusion in her eyes
"I'm sorry.."
"Hey no need to say sorry.."
"..so.. how do you usually do it when you.. um.. how should I say this.."
"What is it, Tae ?"
"How do.. you m- touch yourself ? Like, what do you usually do to make yourself feel good"
Their faces were burning red, and their hearts thumped hard against their chests. So hard that the both of them thought they heard them.
"I've- actually I've never do that, Tae. Oh my God I'm so embarrassing" Tiffany hid her face behind her palms. Taeyeon couldn't believe how innocent her girlfriend really is. More innocent than the way she look. Taeyeon didn't want to imagine how will Tiffany react if she confess to her about her own self on that matter
"What ? Really—but it's not embarrassing. You're not"
After some time, Tiffany peeked from between her finger and braced herself to look straight at Taeyeon's eyes
"Actually, sometimes.. I would have a very rated dream at night and when I woke up- my hand was.. yeah. But I always stop myself"
"Ah.. There's nothing wrong in it- wait ! Who did you dreamed of ?" Tiffany couldn't help but to crack a small smile when she sensed a hint of jealousy in Taeyeon's voice. Then, with a blushing face, she answered honestly
"You. Me. Us" A shy smile appeared on Taeyeon's face too before she bit her lip in excitement
"What did we do, Fany-ah ? Tell me" Taeyeon asked naughtilly before she grabbed Tiffany's hand in hers, giving it kisses before she snuggled her cheek to it.
"Bed. And you were kissing me"
"That's all ? Come on I want details"
"You dirty kid ! I won't say more" The girl on top ouched when she felt a pinch on her arm
"But you'll show me ?"
And once more. With an extra slap
"I don't know if this will make you feel better.. but I've never touch a girl before" Tiffany let out a comical gasp
"Oh my God should I trust you in this matter ? Should I start praying ?"
"Yah ! It will be worse if I ever touch one before"
"Right. It's better this way. Because you're mine" They smiled and leaned in to capture each other's lips before Tiffany broke it
"Can I ask something, Tae ?"
"Anything"
"Have you ever touched yourself ?" Taeyeon widen her eyes in shock and her face turned red
"You have, haven't you ?" She said in a teasing voice that made Taeyeon blush even more. She nodded
"It's like it have a mind of its own- you know.. Same as you, I had dreams and woke up like that.. yeah.."
"Did you dream of me ?" Taeyeon nodded once again. Ofcourse. Tiffany smiled with a newly formed blush on her face
"What did we do there ? Tell me" Tiffany used Taeyeon's question to attack herself. They giggled along before Taeyeon also used Tiffany's answer
"You. Me. Us" More laughter filled the room, moving away the tensed atmosphere
"Can I know the reason why you always stop ?" Still with her red face, Taeyeon asked out to divert the topic after their laughter died down. Tiffany nodded and the blushes came back to her face. Her fingers drew random lines on Taeyeon's cheek and jawline before she started to talk
"It's because I have you. I know this is weird, but.. usually, thoughts of you would pop in during that time- not that kind of 'thoughts'. And I.. I just want to give you my very first one" They focused on each other's eyes as Tiffany let out her honest thoughts.
With that, Taeyeon took Tiffany's hand in hers before she kissed her knuckle and fingers without breaking their eye contact, and pressed her lips on hers. She moved her lips slowly and lovingly, showing the massive love she got for her.
"I love you. Can I take your very first now ?" Taeyeon asked after she broke the kiss. When she got a nod and a small smile, she gave Tiffany's lips another peck and went down her body. Taeyeon covered the exposed parts of Tiffany's skin with her kisses until she got in between Tiffany's parted thighs. She couldn't help but to stare at the wetness in the middle. Tiffany saw Taeyeon looked straight at her, asking for a permission. She calmed herself, took the air in, filling her lungs, exhaled it, and nodded.
"Please tell me whenever you feel uncomfortable and I'll stop"
The thing she knew next was Taeyeon pulling off her last cover, kisses and caresses on her thighs, and also
"Mmhh Tae.."
The first contact on her core.
Is it because that was her first time or Taeyeon was just simply crazy good. All she knew was she felt her body grew hotter and hotter on every kiss and lick Taeyeon landed there.
On the other hand, Taeyeon really enjoyed the taste and the moans that slipped out of Tiffany's mouth. It was her first. She was nervous at first but from witnessing all of the reactions, she knew she did well. And it pushed her to love her harder.
Taeyeon brought her right hand down on the job. When she didn't see Tiffany's objection, she pushed her middle finger in slowly. Replacing her tongue. She stopped when she felt something stopping her to go further. She didn't want to hurt her by entering her too deep at first. Her mouth was busy leaving kisses and licks everywhere she wanted while she moved her finger in and out in a slow pace. Moans were heard more frequent as Taeyeon took her closer to the biggest pleasure.
"Tae.. I think I'm—" Taeyeon moved her finger a little bit faster as she sucked hard on her pearl, cutting her sentence and ended it with a rather loud cry
Taeyeon slowed down her pace when she felt Tiffany's tensed body slowly loosen up. She looked up at her. Tiffany got her eyes closed, lips parted, chest heaving, and her body was covered by a thin sheen of sweat. She could only helplessly shudder when Taeyeon pulled out and gathered her come inside her mouth, cleaning the mess she made.
Tiffany felt the bed shifted and when she opened her eyes, Taeyeon was laying beside her, looking at her with a smile that made her smile too. Didn't want Taeyeon to see her flushed face, Tiffany avoided her gaze while she scooted closer to Taeyeon who welcomed her immediately. Tiffany buried herself on Taeyeon's hold. Wrapping her arms around her waist, head snuggly tucked under Taeyeon's chin, and coming down from her high with caresses and pats on her back.
"Did you had a good first time ? How was it ?" Taeyeon asked and let out a chuckle when Tiffany only answered with a thumbs up before she snuggled closer to her. They took some more time enjoying the quiet and each other's heartbeats. Tiffany ran her fingertips through the slight bumps of Taeyeon's ribs before she stopped on the hem of her jeans, hooking her thumb on one of the belt loops
"Tae ?" Tiffany pulled back to look Taeyeon straight in her eyes and smiled for her when she felt Taeyeon kissed her forehead sweetly
"Hm ?"
"Can I have my turn ?"
There was a beat of silence for Taeyeon to gulp her saliva down and for her heart to leap.
"Ofcourse"
They gave each other a small smile before a kiss covered their smiles. Even though Taeyeon was ready, she couldn't help but to feel nervous. It was going to be the first time for her to trust her body to someone else. Tiffany had known that Taeyeon was different since before. But it didn't change a thing. She still love, trust, and cherish her as much.
"We both know I've never done this to anyone. But I'll try my best for sure. Please trust me.. and.. I love you" Like she knew what Taeyeon was thinking about, Tiffany spoke up to make her feel better. And with that look in Tiffany's eyes, Taeyeon was sure that it was a right choice to choose Tiffany.
"I trust you more than anyone and anything. I love you too, Tiffany" They smiled once again before their lips met. Moving and brushing against one another with full of love and feelings.
Growing up differently than other girls, Taeyeon always put up a wall to keep anyone away from hurting her. She was ashamed and always cursing her bad luck. Until Tiffany came into her life, breaking the wall easily and made her way inside Taeyeon's heart. Tiffany was her first love, her first best friend, her first lover, and many more things that Taeyeon would happily let Tiffany to be her first. Or maybe her last, and her only one.
Tiffany led Taeyeon to lay on her back by a soft push on her shoulder which Taeyeon relented to immediately without breaking the kiss
"Woah !" Taeyeon screamed in shock as she almost fell of the bed and reached out to take a hold of anything that could stop her from falling. Pushed by her reflects, Tiffany quickly hugged Taeyeon and pulled her to the middle of the single bed with a chuckle.
"Oopsie. Sowwie" Tiffany cutely said with a giggle in between her pecks on Taeyeon's lips.
"No biggie" Taeyeon responded to both Tiffany's words and kisses also with a smile on her face. Her nervousness was soon disappeared into comfort as she lay her head on her love's pillow. She inhaled a sweet scent of her lover, whether it was from the pillow or from the person who straddled her herself. She drowned herself on Tiffany's kisses on her lips and caresses on her shoulders. Her hands moved their way to Tiffany's thighs that trapped her waist in between. Caressing and occasionally gripping on them whenever Tiffany ran her tongue over her lips or tongue. There must be something about finding herself being trapped under her girlfriend. It turns her on so bad even when the only thing Tiffany did was kissing her.
Taeyeon held her breath in when Tiffany ran her mouth through her jaw line and hands caressing down her chest. She finally let out a sigh as she felt Tiffany gave her ear lobe a lick. She loved it. Knowing that her girlfriend liked what she did, Tiffany wrapped her lips around it as she landed her hands on both of Taeyeon's mounds. Tiffany felt herself getting more turned on when she heard Taeyeon moaned for the first time. It pushed her to move her hands and mouth more.
"Fany.." Tiffany latched her lips on one of Taeyeon's mounds and liked how Taeyeon moaning out her name. She sounded so sexy. And she would do everything to hear those sounds again
After some times Tiffany trailed kisses down her bumps of ribs, to her flat stomach and her eyes then greeted by a rather big tent formed in Taeyeon's pants. She did that. She was excited and nervous at the same time thinking that she was the cause of that. Her eyes moved up to see Taeyeon's face that was blushing madly. Taeyeon sat up and took Tiffany's cheeks in her hands before she surprised her with a kiss, an immediate deep kiss that conveyed how she was feeling at the moment. They both felt their hearts beated irregularly as they kept on moving their lips against each other. Taeyeon hummed to the kiss when she felt both of her jeans clad thighs being caressed and occasionally squeezed by Tiffany's hands. Taeyeon's hands that were on Tiffany's cheeks moved down to her neck, to her shoulders, caressing her collarbone with her thumbs. They then went down Tiffany's arm, leaving goosebumps as they passed through and stopped at both of Tiffany's hands that were on her thighs. Tiffany felt Taeyeon gently squeezed her hands and guided her to her belt.
The blonde half naked girl left Tiffany's hands and lips before she lay back down with a small smile on her face. After she saw Taeyeon nodded with a smile, Tiffany's hands started to undo her belt. At that time Taeyeon had left the rest for Tiffany. She only looked at how her shy fingers successfully undoing her belt before she proceed to her jeans' button, popping it open. Her breath got held in once again when Tiffany pulled the zipper down. She nodded once again when Tiffany looked up at her, asking for a permission to do more.
Tiffany couldn't tear her gaze from what was presented infront of her. Her shy fingers hooked on the tight waistband of Taeyeon's boxers. Taeyeon lifted her hips to assist her in revealing herself. Tiffany did it slowly and slowly, until her breath hitched at the sight. It was her first time seeing her private part. Taeyeon's was thick, long, and—she wasn't even sure how it could fit in her. But not to mention, Taeyeon appeared more attractive and.. hot. It bothered Tiffany so much more. Not in a bad way, but in a very good way. Tiffany couldn't help but to let out a soft moan as she moved her body up to claim Taeyeon's lips once again. She moaned to the kiss when Taeyeon sucked on her upper lip hard, mirroring her own arousal.
Taeyeon caught Tiffany's right hand that wandered up and down her front before she guided it lower. Tiffany broke their kiss breathlessly when she needed the oxygen. Their eyed were locked. Tiffany gulped down the pooling saliva inside her mouth as she felt Taeyeon's stomach under her palm, to the dip of her navel, and then she was guided to wrap her palm over something soft skinned and hard at the same time. After that she witnessed Taeyeon's face showing a pleasured frown and a soft moan slipped out from between her lips.
As she was still clueless about what she had to do, she just followed Taeyeon's hand that moved her hand up and down the long and hard shaft. She took some time adjusting herself to the whole new experience. When Taeyeon's hand left hers to do the job by itself, she had already got what she needed to do to make the latter pleasured. Taeyeon's hand fell to the bed as she still occasionally hissing at the pleasure. It felt too good to be real. She only dreamt about Tiffany doing this kind of things to her. And she started to wonder whether it was just another dream or wasn't.
It wasn't.
She felt a wet suck on her ear once again before she heard a very arousing moan being let out close to her ear
"Taetae.. am I doing it right ?" Tiffany asked. Her voice sounded a little unsure as her hand's movement unknowingly slowed down. Taeyeon finally open her eyes just to see her girlfriend's eyes hovering hers
"Yes- ughh.." She stopped for a while to let out a groan when she felt Tiffany ran her thumb over the tip, trying out new motions. Finding out whether Taeyeon liked it or not. And it clearly got answered by the groan she let out when Tiffany did that.
"..It feels so good.. Fany-ahhh.." Tiffany bit her own lip at the sound of Taeyeon moaning her name when she ran her thumb over the tip once again. She gave Taeyeon a very sexy kiss, pulling her bottom lip in between her lips and let it go with a pop. Taeyeon's breath got heavier at the feeling of her lover sprinkling kisses down her neck, stomach, and ended it with a wet one on her hip. Her hand movement fastened before she settled herself in between Taeyeon's parted legs. Taeyeon felt her cheeks got hotter at the sight of her girlfriend in between her legs, pleasuring her with all of her might. She rested her head back to the pillow just to leave it once again when she felt a pair of lips pressing the side of her tip.
While locking her eyes on Taeyeon's, Tiffany parted her lips again before she wrapped them around the tip, covering the part completely. She smiled internally when she saw Taeyeon hissed and threw her head back to the pillow because of the pleasure. Tiffany's lips travelled everywhere they wanted, covering the shaft with kisses while her hand didn't stop stroking it up and down. She heard more moans when she licked her way from the base to the tip before engulfing it. She it sucked carefully, nicely, turning the latter into a moaning mess.
Taeyeon couldn't help but to buck her hips slightly to feel more of the warmth and pleasure. She enjoyed it too much. She was so close to her peak but she decided to hold it in so that atleast she could brag over her strength to her lover. But then she felt the absence of her lips, and her hand movement slowed down drastically. She opened her eyes and found Tiffany laying next to her. They were pressed close because of the small bed. But they liked it. They liked how the bed forced them to be so close to each other.
The blonde turned on her side to face the brownie. With a smile, she immediately fixed Tiffany's messy hair lovingly before she pressed a kiss on her forehead. She felt weird about those many things she could easily made her feel. Just literally seconds ago, she made her feel hot, and right after seeing her smile, her love was the only thing that matter. They leaned in at the same time to capture each other's lips. And during that moment, Taeyeon realized the pleasure on her lower part was coming back. Tiffany's hand was still stroking her length lovingly slow, at the same pace with their kiss.
"Taeyeon-ah.. do you want to try come inside me ?" Tiffany mumbled to Taeyeon's lips after she broke the kiss. Their eyes met once again. Taeyeon sighed out in pleasure when Tiffany applied more pressure on her lower part
"Do you want me to ? You know, it will be hurt at first"
"I know.. but you're here with me. You're here to hold me if it hurt badly" Taeyeon felt her stomach doing sommersaults hearing Tiffany putting so much of her trust on her. She didn't know how many times she had fall head over heels for the latter, over and over again for her since the very first time they met.
"I'm here. I'll do anything for you" Their eyes were closed once again when Taeyeon gave Tiffany a very sweet kiss that showed her genuine feelings.
"Make me fully yours, Tae"
And that was all of the confirmations Taeyeon needed.
They locked their gazes with no words as Taeyeon jumped off of the bed to take off her jeans and boxers that were still pooling on her thighs. Tiffany bit her lower lip at the sight of fully naked Taeyeon. Her skin was so fair, so beautiful. And her lower part was just too hot for her to handle. It had grown bigger and longer than before, and wet—all because of her.
On the other hand, Taeyeon saw how perfect her girlfriend was. Waiting for her on the bed, travelling her eyes up and down her body, checking her out. And Taeyeon couldn't help but to want her even more. She got back on the bed and immediately hover over Tiffany. Her hands trapped Tiffany's head in between as she looked down at her who was looking straight at her own eyes with so much gleam in them. Taeyeon felt Tiffany's hands cupped her cheek before she pulled her down for a kiss. They smiled to the kiss at the feeling of each other's lips. Taeyeon's hand could finally moved freely. It trailed down Tiffany's body until it got in between her thighs. She felt the wetness from her core. But she decided to get her body less tensed before they got into the main event.
Taeyeon felt the body underneath twitched and a moan vibrated to her lips when she rub her in circular motion. She kept on touching and kissing her until Tiffany felt comfortable enough with what they were doing.
"I think you can come in right now, Tae" Tiffany whispered to Taeyeon's lips that pulled away to let her breath. She felt high from the pleasure given by Taeyeon. Her cheeks were flushed pink once again, her plump lips were wet from their liplock session and a little bit swollen. Taeyeon gulped down at the heart-throbbing scene and she couldn't help but to capture those lips in between hers once again before she realized that it was the very right time.
By the losing pleasure on her lower part, Tiffany then saw a glimpse of Taeyeon taking a hold of herself. They gasped when Taeyeon accidentally bumped into her pleasure spot before she pressed onto the right entrance lightly. Tiffany's hand moved to grab Taeyeon's tightened free right arm that placed close to her body as Taeyeon focused her eyes back on hers.
"Please stop me if it's too much. Promise me"
Tiffany felt her heart shook when she heard Taeyeon saying those words quaverdly. Tears pooled in Taeyeon's eyes, her stiffen jaw was slightly trembling. She treasured her so much. She was scared that she might hurt her herself.
Also with tears in her eyes, Tiffany's hands moved to Taeyeon's cheek. Her gentle fingertips expelled the tense in her jaw. Her soft palms cupped both of Taeyeon's cheeks as she pulled her closer before she placed her lips on Taeyeon's. Softly, delicately, pouring all of her love on her.
"I promise" Tiffany said surely, leaving small smiles on their faces
"I love you"
Taeyeon started to move in very slowly without moving her eyes off Tiffany. She then moved her hands behind Tiffany's back, holding her close as she kept on pushing inside with the same slow movements before Taeyeon halt her movements. They both felt it. Tiffany threw her arms around Taeyeon's neck before she nodded. Taeyeon continued on, she saw Tiffany furrowed her eyebrows, then Tiffany shut her eyes close as she tighten the hug on Taeyeon's neck. A gasp were heard. And Taeyeon received the most honorable honor, her purity.
It didn't felt as bad as she thought. Turned out she felt peace and love within her. Tiffany was glad Taeyeon made her feel a piece of heaven even before. But then she felt Taeyeon kissing the corner of her eye, removing her tears. It wasn't because of the pain that she barely felt. It was the other way around. It was because of her love. The feeling was mutual. And they both smiled because they knew.
Like she said before, Taeyeon held Tiffany close to her when she was on her way to the finish line. Their lips molded into one in a slow liplock session and Tiffany's hands were calm enough to caress every inch of Taeyeon's skin she wanted.
"So far so good ?" Taeyeon asked in a whisper after she gave Tiffany some time to adjust to the whole new experience.
"So far soooo good" They both smiled once again at the emphasized word. Tiffany leaned up to kiss Taeyeon's cheek cutely that made the smile on Taeyeon's face bloom even more
"You can move, Tae"
Responding to her words, Taeyeon nodded before she pressed her lips on Tiffany's cheek and slowly pulling half of her length out of Tiffany. Both body shuddered because of the new sensation when Taeyeon pushed back in wholly. Tiffany still occasionally feel a slight pinch inside her from the movements. But it slowly went away when Taeyeon landed open mouthed kisses on her neck while still maintaining the very slow and gentle thrusts.
"Is this okay ? You okay, babe ?" Tiffany nodded with her eyes closed. She started to enjoy whatever Taeyeon was doing to her. She felt hollow when Taeyeon pulled out of her and just to feel pleasure again everytime Taeyeon pushed back in on the next few second, filling her up.
Tiffany's hands roamed down Taeyeon's back before they stopped at her butt, running her palm all over it. Then, she felt Taeyeon hitting a certain spot inside that could make her squirm easily. Her brows furrowed as she squeezed her buttcheeks and guided her to move faster.
"Tae.. that spot.. Ahhh more" Taeyeon complied to all her commands. She kept on thrusting deeply, pleasurably as she wandered her mouth around Tiffany's neck, giving her more pleasure.
Their half lidded eyes met. Pleasure was written on their faces. Taeyeon leaned down to claim Tiffany's lips once again when she felt Tiffany's hand pulling her head down by her jaw. She groaned to the kiss as Tiffany nibbled on her lower lip. Her tongue lapped over Taeyeon's lips before Taeyeon's came out to meet hers. She caressed the pink muscle using her own as she speed up her thrusts a little bit, earning a moan of approval from the girl under. As the pleasure built up high, Taeyeon's right hand moved to cup the back of Tiffany's neck, slightly tilting it up to kiss more needily.
Tiffany lifted her bended legs up, trapping Taeyeon's sides as she felt her thrusts sped up. Their sweaty bodies were moving against each other. It felt too perfect for a first time. More muffled moans and groans were heard from their molded lips and Tiffany pushed Taeyeon lightly by her shoulders when she needed the air.
Breaking the kiss, Taeyeon was greeted at the sight of her flushed lover. Her eyes were hazy, her pink swollen lips were wet with their mixed saliva. The sight brought a twitch to her heated lower part that made her more eager to give more pleasure to the latter. She latched her lips to her chin, to the middle of her neck once again before she brushed her tongue there and dragged it up back to her chin as her movements became faster and shorter. Feeling the tight wall squeezing her desperately, Taeyeon felt herself approaching to the peak of her pleasure really fast. And she knew her girlfriend was too judging at the frequent moans and whimpers she let out.
"Fany.. are you close ?" Taeyeon asked as she abrubtly changed her thrusts to deep, slow, and firm ones. The girl under her let out the loudest moan in a while. Tiffany's back was arched as she hugged Taeyeon tight. The pleasure was overwhelming that she felt tears threatening to fall from her eyes. Her heart felt like it would burst soon at the bliss running through her nerves. Taeyeon slowly speed up once again as she couldn't hold her release anymore. She felt her blood ran crazier. Her hearing was filled with the rising breathless moans and whines that answered her question before.
"God- Tiffany.. I love you" Taeyeon moaned out desperately near Tiffany's ear before she ran her tongue over her earlobe and gave it a wet suck. She got a moan in return
"I love you" She moaned out once again.
"I love you so much, Tiffany- so much. So fucking much"
Taeyeon didn't know how much she had mess her lover. When Tiffany couldn't even take all the pleasure, she just had to add too much love for her to take.
Didn't want to risk anything, Taeyeon just wanted to help her lover to reach the climax before she would pull out and come outside her walls. But Tiffany said otherwise
"Taeyeon.."
"..I love you.. Don't leave. Fill me. Send me all of your love. I'm yours- only yours"
With that sure words and a soft caress on Taeyeon's lower back, Tiffany arched her back and let out a silent scream after she felt Taeyeon gave her the last two deep thrusts. The world stopped for a moment, their breathing stopped for a while. Tiffany's eyes were shut tight as she finally felt herself letting go of her tears she was holding in. And she felt herself being filled with her lover's come.
Taeyeon started to move her hips again. She slowly pull out to her tip before she pushed back in. Her body shuddered at the feeling of Tiffany's fluttering walls milking her sensitive member until the last drop. She heard Tiffany's soft whines and felt her hips moving to meet her movements when she landed her mouth back on her neck, nipping and licking on her skin.
She lifted her head and felt her heart shook as soon as she saw her lover. Tiffany was looking up at her with her clear teary eyes and her cheeks were flushed. Looking like a lost little puppy asking for a hug. So she gave her lips a peck and a smile. Tiffany then wrapped her arms around Taeyeon's back as she nuzzled her face to Taeyeon's neck, finding a comfort for her to get down from the high.
Taeyeon kept her slow movement going before it slowly slowed down to an end. Tiffany's body was no longer occasionally squirm and her head was rested comfortably to her pillow. Taeyeon brushed Tiffany's lips using her own softly, earning a sigh. She gave her some more light kisses that left smiles on their faces.
After some time, Taeyeon slowly pulled out and slumped her sweaty body next to Tiffany's. She flipped to her left and moved closer to her, hugging her lover close as she pressed her forehead to the side of Tiffany's head. Taeyeon tried to calm herself with gathering in the flowery scent from Tiffany's shampoo. But she couldn't, they couldn't. They still had the post ecstasy remainings inside their bloodstream. The experience was too beautiful for them to let go.
"You took my virginity" hearing Taeyeon stating the obvious, Tiffany scoffed before she giggled along with Taeyeon. Tiffany's right hand made its way to the back of Taeyeon's head, getting lost in her blonde locks. She blushed even more feeling Taeyeon's heat that were stuck on her. She couldn't tear her gaze from the ceiling because she knew that she would explode if she look at Taeyeon right in her eyes.
"But you gave me yours. I guess we're even ?" Taeyeon felt her own cheeks heated up when Tiffany nodded at her question, with the similar blush on her cheeks. She then pressed a surprise kiss on Tiffany's blushing cheek that made them blush even more if it was possible.
"Thank you" Tiffany whispered out inaudibly that Taeyeon couldn't get it properly
"What ?" Still with her blushing cheeks, Tiffany moved her body to face Taeyeon's and cupped her cheek as she looked straight into her eyes
"Thank you, Taetae"
Taeyeon felt her world stopped when Tiffany smiled at her. She was too beautiful. Her skin was glowing, her cheeks were tinted pink, her eyes turned into her infamous eye smile, and her plump lips smiled for her. That time, Taeyeon could only see Tiffany and everything in the world wouldn't matter. Tiffany was the most important and precious to her. She gave Tiffany back a smile before their smiles were covered by each other's. They were kissing lightly when Taeyeon felt more loved by the way her skin was traced by Tiffany's soft palm. It wanders around Taeyeon's thin arm, and down to her flat stomach, sending shivers throughout her body.
"Taeyeon.." The blonde girl responded by diverting her gaze to her lover's eyes
"This is very embarrassing to say, but.. it feels so good.." Taeyeon smiled. She felt the same way
"..and.."
"And ?"
"Is it.. is it okay if I want to do it once again, Taetae ?"
It was more than okay. Taeyeon couldn't stop wanting her either. She nodded with a smile on her face before she wiped a wide smile on Tiffany's face with her lips. After a while, Taeyeon broke it and said
"It's okay even if it'll be more than once"
Blushed cheeks and clouded minds, they couldn't help but to be more greedy of each other's love.
-flashback ends-
A knock on her bedroom door woke Tiffany up from her daydream. Her hands hastily wiped her tears that wetted her face as she sat up and fixed her hair
"Come in"
"Stephi ?"
A familiar young face peeked in from behind the door. Her brows furrowed as her brain was processing about who was the good looking guy. A sudden happy childhood memory bursted in her mind right after she saw the guy smiled
"Henry oppa ! Right ?" The neat older boy's smile widened as he nodded. Tiffany walked to him to give him a light hug
"How are you ? How's the city ?" She asked as she broke the hug
"Fantastic. How about you ? Doing good ? You've clearly grown into such a beautiful young lady since the last time I saw you 10 years ago" Said Henry with a smile that Tiffany replied also with a smile
"I wanted to treat you for an ice cream when I saw a new ice cream shop around the corner. But your dad said that you're not feeling well at the moment"
"Yeah.. a little bit. But it's okay, oppa. We got bunch of things to catch up"
-xxx-
Taeyeon felt like a fool staring at a silver bracelet on her hand. She felt her eyes shed more tears as she saw the slightly crooked pink flower bouquet lying on her desk. They shouldn't be with her. They should've made Tiffany smile by then, not making herself cry.
She didn't even know what she did wrong but she still blame herself. She only got herself to blame. Maybe she should've bought her more flowers before, instead of eating lunch everyday. Maybe she should've be less protective, to give her more space. But she couldn't help to because she loved her too much. Or maybe..
she should've try more to make her the happiest girl in the world and love her more.
Much more than she did before.
-xxx-
"You still like strawberry the best. Really haven't change even a little bit, eh ? Oh ! It's only that you've became prettier"
"Ha. And you yourself probably have girls running for you back in the city" Tiffany jokingly scoffed before she giggled out
"True. But I only have my eyes for this one cute girl"
Tiffany only smiled a small smile and nodded. She didn't notice the eyes that was stuck on her as she had her mind filled with her cute girl. Taeyeon—but wait. Maybe not 'hers' any longer.
"Woah woah, watch out where you're going, Steph !"
By the time she snapped out of it, Tiffany felt an arm around her shoulders and saw a metal utility pole just some inch away from her face. She almost ran into a pole. Nice. She looked to the older guy beside her and she gasped when she noticed a pink ice cream stain on his shirt. She must've accidentally did that just now.
"Oh my God ! I'm so sorry, oppa" Tiffany said panickly as she grab a napkin in her purse and wiped the stain
"Nah, it's cool. We can just go home now. Let's go" He quickly responded before he gently drag Tiffany to walk beside him. Still with his arm thrown over Tiffany's shoulder
Call her a fool but Taeyeon still needed a clarity. Her steps took her to the street that will lead her to Tiffany's house. Mr. Hwang should've leave for the sea at that time. And Taeyeon thought it was the right moment to talk to her.
It was damn right.
Near the intersection, she found Tiffany herself on the street. With a cone of ice cream from the shop they agreed to have a date there, and also a guy on her side.
Taeyeon heard her heart breaking into pieces seeing another person—a guy being let to do the simple thing Taeyeon couldn't do in public, wrapping her arm around Tiffany as they walk on the streets.
She then heard faint giggles from them. She kept on walking to their direction, and she heard Tiffany calling the guy 'oppa' cutely. Until their eyes met as they were only steps apart.
Taeyeon painfully broke the eye contact with a sigh. She shut her eyes tight to not let Tiffany see her crying. She wouldn't cry. Atleast until she got away from Tiffany's sight.
And she kept her track going.
Tiffany balled her free hand into a fist. As much as she wanted to take the older guy's arm away from her, she couldn't. She was still felt at wrong for staining his shirt.
So she also kept on walking beside him, hurting Taeyeon with a view of something she knew Taeyeon wanted to do to her.
That was probably the only clarity Taeyeon needed. Atleast for that time being.