Ahh secrets, we all have them. I, for instance, have jerked off to furry porn multiple times and would never dare tell a soul. Although I guess I kind of just told you, huh? Oh well, what am I going to do about it now, you know? Anyways, most secrets are kept inside for a good reason, I for instance don't want to be outcast from society for my furry porn addiction, and in Rita Loud's case, it was to keep from ruining her family. You see Rita was in love with one of her children, she only realized recently, but she knows it's probably been for their entire life, ever since she held them in her arms at the hospital she's always felt something special. She obviously didn't treat them any differently from their siblings, as much as she wanted to sometimes, they got no special treatment. But one morning, she came into the bathroom while they were stepping out of the shower, obviously she's seen all her kids naked, but something was different today, they obviously didn't react, I mean it's your mom, it's not like she hasn't seen you naked before, though they did feel they were getting to a age were privacy was something they desired, still they decided not to comment on it and continue with their morning routine, as they put some new clothes on and began brushing their teeth. Rita just watched until they were fully dressed, once they were she quickly made her way out of the bathroom and into her and her husband's room.
Once inside her room she fell to the floor, luckily her husband was leaving for work and dropping some of the kids off at school so she didn't have to worry about leaving. No, in fact she waited until the van left before she came back out of her room. She slumped down on the living room couch, how could she be thinking such things? And about her child nonetheless? She knew it was wrong, I mean they're still definitely a minor for one, and for two she is their MOTHER for Christ sake. It's not a stepmom ordeal or a creepy aunt scenario, no she is the person that gave birth to this person, and now all she wants to do is… things to their body, things she knew were wrong. But God that image of them naked was doing something to her nether region, so she decides to make sure no one was home, and sneak into the room they stay in. Yeah she had to be getting to work soon, but fuck it, she didn't care about that right now. Once inside she seeks out their dirty clothes, her lust had completely taken over at this point, she finds some used undergarments, these will do, she brings them up to her nose and takes a huge whiff, a lustful aroma fills her head as she takes huff after huff of the undergarments. Despite knowing how wrong this was, she began undoing her pants. She now laid on their bed completely naked from the waist down, and wasted now time getting to work, she jammed two of her fingers into her slit and started fingering away, but it wasn't enough she needed more, she slipped a third finger in, imagining it was their fingers, as she started going faster and faster stifling none of her moans, though they could barely be heard over the schlicking noise of her moist slit being ravaged by half her hand. She started moaning out their name as she closed in on her climax, and finally, she finished, and my god was it that best orgasm of her life, her whole body twitched in pleasure with every orgasmic pulse. Eventually her body settled down and she laid limp on their bed. She did manage to tilt her head up to see what kind of mess she made, and sure enough those sheets were ruined, "great now I have to clean that up" she thought to herself. She was waiting for thoughts of shame and disgust with herself to start torturing her mind, but surprisingly they never came. No, instead thoughts of her and this person embracing, kissing, hugging, laughing, and most of all enjoying each other's presence started to fill her head, and that's when she realized she wasn't just attracted to one of her kids, she loved them. And it felt like a mountain was lifted off of her once she admitted that to herself, was it wrong? Yes, absolutely, but she didn't care she loved, but that's why… she would continue to be their mother and nothing more. After a very intense internal struggle, she decided that if she truly loved this person, she wouldn't ruin their life by trying to come on to them, and destroy the family, and it did hurt when she told herself, it hurt so bad she began to cry, but eventually she pulled herself back together and understood what she must do. She must be the absolute best mother to them that she could be. She eventually got up, cleaned their sheets, put their clothes back, and got ready for work. She was gonna be late, but she'd just say she didn't have a ride, after all Vanzilla was gone right now. Eventually she got to work, explained why she was late, was let off with a warning and began her day, but it was not a productive one. All day long she just thought about her child, the one she was so in love with, she also thought about her husband, she didn't hate him, he was great man and a very caring husband, in fact without him her true love would never exist and… ugh there's that guilt that was supposed to hit her earlier, it wasn't as bad as she thought it would be, but it was still pretty bad. I mean she was thinking of doing disgusting things to her CHILD a person that literally came out of her, it was disgusting, but God did she love them, she wished she didn't but she did, her whole family would be disgusted if they knew what she was thinking right now, probably including the person she was thinking of, but what was she supposed to do? Just act like her feelings weren't real? Actually, now that she thought about it probably, that's probably what a good mother would do, but I guess she's not a good mother. Her head sunk into her hands as she battled her new found inner demons. Eventually the work day came to an end, and after accomplishing nothing, she clocked out, and that's when she realized they would definitely be home already, along with all her other kids, could she face them knowing what she knows about herself? She wasn't sure, but… she'd be lying if she said she didn't want to go home and see them.
Rita had just made her way home when she saw some of her children playing outside, luckily the person she was looking out for wasn't there "kids, it's time to go in, your dad's probably almost finished with dinner", a series of disappointed awwws could be heard from the kids as they packed up what they were doing and headed inside, followed by their mother. Once she stepped inside her eyes immediately laid upon her desire, they were watching TV by themselves which was a rare thing to do in the Loud House, but they must have gotten lucky. Rita just stared at them, but they were too invested in their show to notice luckily for Rita as she began to have her bad thoughts again. Eventually they were both broken out of their trances as the patriarch of the house alerted everyone that food was done. Rita quickly made her way to her seat and just sat there in silence as everyone talked among themselves. Lynn Sr took notice of this and asked "hey honey, is something wrong?" this grabbed not only her attention but most people sitting at that table, "is there something wrong mom?" "Did something happen?" Rita looked around noticing how everyone was staring, but especially how they were staring, you might not have been able to tell but they were definitely concerned for Rita, just like the rest of their siblings, but Rita felt like they cared even more than the rest and it warmed her heart, even though she had no evidence to prove it. "Oh it's nothing, just had a long day at work, couldn't get anything written down today" "Oh honey, you don't have to worry about that everyone goes through creative block sometimes, I'm sure tomorrow you'll be back on your A game" Rita gave a soft smile to her husband "thanks honey, I'm actually pretty exhausted, you know from trying to write and stuff, I'm actually going to head to bed" "but you've barely touched your food" "ohh I'm… not that hungry" and with that Rita excused herself from the table and made her way to her room. She could tell by the way they looked at her that they were all still concerned, but she just needed some alone time with her thoughts right now. Although it wasn't that long before her husband came into the room, "hey honey, what's up?" Rita just sighed as her train of thought was interrupted, Lynn continued "look I know you said that work was bothering you, but I think there's something else" "*sigh* it's nothing Lynn I promise" "Honey, I love you and I can tell when somethings bothering you, you can tell me what it is" Rita pinched the bridge of her nose in frustration "Lynn, I already told you, I just had a hard day at work so let's just drop this ok?" Lynn wasn't satisfied with that, but decided not to upset his wife by pushing further, "okay honey, I love you" Rita took a moment but eventually said "I love you too".
A few hours later
It was sometime in the night when Rita woke up, she was filled with a sudden urge to pee that would not go away. So, reluctantly, she got out of bed and began her journey to the bathroom. She was about to open the bathroom door when she heard a different door open from behind her, and when she turned she saw none other than them, the object of her desire, they also apparently took notice of Rita as they turned towards her, "oh, I didn't know anyone was up" "Uhh y-yeah I *gulp* was just going to the bathroom *nervous laughter* uh-um wha-what are you doing up, dear?" "Sigh, Lynn is stinking up our room again, I'm gonna see if Lincoln will let me bunk with him tonight", and in that moment Rita got a idea, one she knew she shouldn't go through with, but her urge was too great "well uh… how would you like to sleep with mommy tonight?" "Oh, well I wouldn't want to burden you or dad" "oh honey it wouldn't be any burden at all, in fact I… miss having you sleep with us, it feels like forever since you've come to our room" "Oh well I guess in that case, I shall sleep with you tonight" those words made Rita so happy to hear, she went into the bathroom to do what she came here for, once she came out she found Lucy waiting for outside, she decided to pick her up, "umm mother, as much as I appreciate it, I can walk" "oh but honey you're growing up so fast, can't you just be my baby a little longer?' "Sigh, so humiliating" Rita chuckled at her daughter, her sweet beautiful daughter. Once they made it to her room, she laid Lucy down on the bed, and climbed in next to her. She pulled Lucy into her bosom, and while she usually hated being held tight like that, there was something comforting about being held by her mom, so she let it slide. Unknown to her, she was feeding her mother's demons, Lucy would be hers, she'd try to keep the family from falling apart, but if it happened than it happened, it didn't matter anymore she knew now that one way or another, Lucy would be hers.
(Author's notes)
BOOM, bet you didn't see that one coming! I know you all thought it was Lincoln, don't lie to me. But much like Rita in this story, I also have a sick obsession with Lucy so of course most of my stories are going to be about her. Now two things I should say, one no, I have not stopped working on "Please Wake Up" I just made this draft chapter for a story idea I've had for a while and it turned out pretty decent, so fuck it I'm uploading it, this one will probably have even more inconsistent upload time than the other one, unless this one becomes more popular, at which point I'll focus on this one more, but rest assured they'll both get finished eventually. Now the second thing, Lucy is still 9 in this story (everyone else is also still the same, although I don't think the parents have confirmed ages so I just put them both as 43) so yes a woman in her 40's wants to have both romantic and sexual relationships with someone who's not even in their teen years (and also her biological daughter). It's fucked up, it's supposed to be fucked up, I like writing fucked up, so if it bothers you probably don't read this story. Anyways I'll probably have a new chapter of my other story out before Christmas but you know life happens so don't count on it, peace.