The plane landed in korea!!!!

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I'm so pumped when I first got off plane.

I was fuckin' ready to do anything to find her.

I got into a cab and checked in at my hotel.

Then things start to hit me.

I couldn't speak a word of korean, which I find embarrassing because I still have some korean blood in me, and I just don't know how to get around.

I brought a map and a korean guide at the airport, but those things never work.

Such a rip off!

I have been here five days now. I still have no clue what's going on around me.

The only fucking place I know is dongdaemun, which got a lot of koreans, but not the one I'm trying to find.

Basically at day, I would go out to places and at night I would play with on my laptop.

I googled 'snsd' and they have a new album out.

So I was like, "Maybe I can bump into her in a record shop, or maybe people would know where she is."

I know it's stupid, by I'm willing to try.

The next morning I got into a cab and told the driver," Big CD Shop."

I try to say it slow, so he would understand me.

He nods his head and drive me to the other side of the city.

In like ten minutes, I was standing in front of a big record shop.

I mean it was freakin huge.

There was this big poster on the window.

It was snsd, so that's why it caught my eye. I went up there and look.

Everything on that poster was in korean. The only thing on there I understood was '07/15/12' and '3:00pm'.

I guess that's the date and time.

I went into the shop and ask the worker what's that all about.

He used very limited english and said, "album...sign...here... tomorlow."

"Girls Generation will be here tomorrow?" I ask and he nods.

"Thank you. Thank you." I shaked his hand and he smiled at me.

The first thing I need is a girls generation cd.

I took the last one there.

I mean I don't usually by cds, especially not the ones that I won't even understand.

But you know.. this is my chance.

I went back to the hotel and waited.

I waited and waited. I kept looking at the clock.

I can't believe only an hour had pass.

Whether than waiting, I should do something else, so time will pass by faster.

Maybe mmm... I should dress up. I want to look nice.

I went through my luggage and took out my dress shirt.

This is the one I planning on wearing when we have our candlelight dinner.

I want to be clean shaved and make sure I look exactly the same as how I look when we first met, so she can recognize me.

Tonight I couldn't sleep at all.

The only thing that came to my mind was stephanie... or tiffany... or whatever she's call. I just want o see her.

I think I'm going to eat her up when I see her tomorrow.

I keep on twisting in bed.

The bed is so big. I want her to be here and fill up the other half of it.

I didn't get to see her naked body the first time, so I want to see the rest of it now, since I'm here.

My mind is a bit dirty, but I also got a pure side.

I hope she like both side of me.

It was 2:50 when I got there.

There was like a mob of peole there.

I guess they are really famous in korea.

I stand at the back of the line and waited.

I look down at my watch and It's 4:00 already. There is still a lot of people in front of me.

The only difference is now I got a tons of people standing behind me.

I'm really tired of standing, but I think stephanie will be tired too.

Her compant should give her some rest.

I finally got into the store. I was only two feet away from them.

I saw tiffany, she's busy signing poster's and cds for her fan.

Her smile is still the same.

I can't wait until I get to her. She's like sitting near the other end of the table.

The first one that sign my cd was the short blonde hair girl.

Sorry, but I don't know any of their names, except stephanie's.

I'm only one person away from my girl.

She did a little bow to that fan and that fan bowed too.

In my mind I was like hurry up, and move your ass! I want her to see me.

I take a step forward.

Now, I'm finally standing in front of her.

I look down at her, waiting for her to look up at me.

Everything now just turn into slow motion.

She looks up at me and I try hard not to blush.

At first, she was a bit confused, like I could totally imagine her saying, "How the hell did you get here?"

But then...she smiled.

I smiled back and look deep in her eyes.

I think it's eyesexin'.

I feel like I'm completely naked in front of her. She turn me into a shy boy.

Then she sign for me. When she give the cd back to me, I give her a piece of paper.

"It's for you~" I don't think other members would understand since I said it in english.

And I HOPE...she won't throw it away because I had my number, the hotel and room number and that piece of paper.

Hopefully she would look at it when she have time and come find me.

Now the only thing I can do is wait.

I waited for many hours.

It was 2am already. I guess she's not coming today.

I was about to go to sleep.

Before I turn off my lights, I heard a knock on the door.

I ran to the door and open it.

And guess who's at the door...

It was her.

I didn't wait a second.

I pull her in and close the door.

I kiss her roughly and we are on our way to the bed.

I push her down onto the bed.

I stand up and take off my boxer and my t-shirt. She was undressing herself.

I was so excited to see her body, especially when she have no clothes on.

She's so beautiful. I mean she's just mesmerizing.

I just couldn't to touch her.

I climb on top of her and then I basically couldn't stop myself.

We makeout and then we... pleased eachother...and we made love.

I used every bit of my energy to make love with her.

When we finish it was like 5am, but I wasn't tired. I am just so excited.

I mean I have been dreaming about this day.

I have been wanting to hug her and kiss her for so long.

Our spark was still there and we had a great time.

I was a bit sad when she told me she need to leave.

She said her manager is going to pick the girls up at six.

I wanted her to stay, but of course I have to let her go.

She promise me that she will be back and she would call me when she have time.

Oh... and the most important thing is I finally got to tell her my name.

I almost forgot to tell her what my name was. I mean it would be weird if she still doesn't know my name.

I asked her if we could meet up ofter.

She told me it would be hard for us to meet up, but she would try.

I mean I still don't know if we are together or not.

I mean... like are we having a open relationship? Are we just a fling? Does she have real feelings for me to, or is it just one sided?

I don't know~

She never mention it and of course I wouldn't bring it up, so our relationship status is still ... a bit unclear at this moment.

But umm...although it would be hard for us to date, I would like us to start dating.

I mean she's a celebrity and I'm a college student, and I don't even live here.

I have to go back to the states when college starts.

So we got what...two months left.

I may not even stay for two months because I have to go back once I used all my money.

Although I don't know when I have to go, but that will not stop me from loving her.

Maybe we are not going to work out later on, but who cares~?

I love her and that's the only thing I care about.

I know she got other things to worry about, so I didn't tell her much. I don't want her to worry or have any doubts about me.

So let's hope she'll contact me soon.