WARNING: does involve pressuring sex in this chapter so if you can't handle it skip it or wait/go to the next chapter.
I was over at Austin's house and we started to kiss…which turn into making out. He put his hands on my back to the top of my pants. I grabbed his hand back.
"Danger zone there partner," why the hell did I say partner?
"Come on, Sav," Austin protested. "Everything will be all right."
"Uh, no it won't. I am not ready." Never thought I actually say no to a guy about having sex. I guess all girls have to at some point.
"I'll pull out in time, trust me."
"Austin, the answer is no! Why are you even acting like this?"
"I'm sorry, it's just I really love you, Savannah, and I want to show you it." He was trying to get me to sleep with him, I can tell; pulling the "I'm sorry" card.
"If you love me you would respect my choice in waiting."
"You're right." He said, looking guilty.
Next day in school…
Vanessa and I are in the lunch line. I needed some comfort from her; thank god this line always takes forever.
"So he technically just tried to force you to do it," Vanessa asked.
"Not really, I guess you could say so…" I replied, really confused.
"Why are you confused? Did he touch you in the not allowed zone or-"
"He made it to my butt-"
"You mean…"
"You pervert I meant his hand did." We had pay for our lunches and headed to our table. "I kind of not want to sit with him at lunch."
"Knowing him he'll come over to the table anyway," We both sat down.
"Vanessa," I started. "Please don't tell anyone ok, not Ryder, not Jenna and DEFINATLY not my dad."
"I won't," she said. "I am your best friend." I sighed.
That afternoon, I had to work. Mom took the day off to "prepare" to be a mother. At least she's prepared for this child…Dad told me we are having a girl and not a boy. Phew. Be easier in my opinion. So, I was putting up hand soap when my phone ding, I grabbed it and saw it was from Ryder.
Ryder: Dude your boyfriend is an ass.
I replied back: how?
Ryder: He purposely pushed me.
Me: You do know its football right?
Ryder: No, I meant in the locker room.
Me: Doesn't sound like him…
Ryder: You believe your boyfriend over your best friend?
Me: No Ryder I don't. I just-just need to get back to work. I put my phone up.
English class the next day was boring, as usual. Austin sat next to me.
"Are you avoiding me," he asked.
"No," I said.
"Why haven't you spoken to me?"
"A lot is going on, Austin, ok?"
"Like what?"
"The fact that my boyfriend pushed my best friend yesterday is part of that list. Why the hell would you have done such a thing like that?"
"Look, I didn't push him; some of the guys pushed me into him."
"Doesn't seem like it."
"Believe me, Sav, Why would I lie to you?"
I sighed. "You're right."
"Why would Ryder lie to you is what it should be your question."
"It's probably because he is jealous. He seems to act like that all the time lately."
"He needs to know I'm your boyfriend and he's not," Austin said.
I just looked down. I care for Ryder, but it seems like he is messing with my relationship with Austin.
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