Hey guys! Sorry for the late update! Life has kept me so busy; but here it is (:

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Christmas break was…how to put it…err…awkward? Mom had moved into a motel room in Lima Heights…which is just…I don't even know. I spent there for like a week and I couldn't sleep…mostly it was a one bedroom; and that it was in the most crime populated area of all of Allen County.

Also, my dad and Emma, that chick from his job, started going out. So they mostly hang out at the apartment. I think it's strange that he was able to bounce back fast…and I can't even get over Austin.

We have been broken up for almost four month now…and he is already dating…Vanessa. He's dating Vanessa! Vanessa of all people!

I've been alone during these months. Jenna and Ryder both moved; Vanessa dumped me like last year's American Idol who no one remembers. Worst part is that she's telling everyone that I'm a whore who sleeps for money. I just don't get why she hates me.

I was lying in my bed just looking at my ceiling. I would usually be hanging out with my friends…but now it's just me. Why do I bother with any of this? I should just end it all.

The first day back was hell. You would think a rumor like this would've ended all break and something new would've happened, BUT no…I'm still the "whore of 8th grade". I would walk down the halls and people would whisper something about me; that I can still hear. Vanessa would say even worse stuff in math class…

"I heard she booked a motel for her personal sex room," Vanessa said to a few girls in the class. I just—tried to—focus on my work.

"I heard she gave Austin a STD…" Rebecca said to Vanessa and the other girls.

"He told me that, too, but don't worry he's clean now." Vanessa winked. IS HE TELLING PEOPLE I GAVE HIM A STD?! UGH…my life sucks…I know I'm 14, but damn.

I walked inside my home and started heading to my room; when my dad stopped me.

"Sav," he said.

"Yeah," I replied.

"What are you about to do?"

"Homework…" …and thinking of ways to hurt Vanessa & Austin.

"…If you want to hang out with your friends tonight…you can." Oh, yeah, he doesn't know about any of this ordeal. Truthfully, if he found out that I "done it"; he might, like, kick me out or yell at me or something.

"…I think I'll stay home-"

"-You really can go out-"

"-DAD…I'm fine here!"

"Well…it's just that…Emma and I have a date here tonight." …of course.

"Everyone is busy," I half-lied, they're too busy making my life a living hell. "Plus in case you didn't know both Jenna and Ryder moved."

"I know…but you have other friends-" Don't say it. "-Vanessa." Dammit.

"Dad…can you have your date at her place?"

"Savannah, you can go out…it's ok-"

"-Dad, I want to stay home."

"Ok," he is obviously not trying to get rid of me, but he kind of is.

"I'll go to Mom's for the night." He looked at me.

"You sure…?"

"Yeah, enjoy your date…" …And I'll try to "enjoy" mom…

"Don't you have friends," My mother asked me that night, while I was finishing up my homework at the small desk in the room. I rolled my eyes. She can be rude sometimes.

"I'd rather spend time with you, Mother," I replied, sarcastically.

"Whatever; just don't make any noise tonight." She sat on the bed reading a magazine. I love you too, Mommy.

It's lunch time and that's change as well. I'm all alone at a table…I would've said at my "regular", but Vanessa and her new "posse" claimed it. I wish Jenna was here…of course Ryder too, but I need a girlfriend.

I am eating whatever is on my tray; then I heard some girls snicker at the table behind me.

"I heard she tried to have sex with Ryder, but scared him to move away," one of them said.

"Jenna moved because she couldn't handle being called the 'slut's best friend'." The other said and they laughed harder. Seriously, can people like shut up?! I had done nothing to deserve this.

You had sex with Austin, Sav…of course you deserved it. Sigh. If only we can like…move.

Work is the same ol' same ol' though. Same customers; same employees; same Mom…She keeps trying to prove she is still "strong" and all…in reality, she's hurting from the impending divorce. Yes, everyone has their own pains…but you always feel yours is more important, because it's happening to YOU.

My mom is currently bossing around Howard Bamboo. I wish my mom and I would get along…then we can share our pain together.

That night, I walked into the apartment and saw my dad and…some other lady making out on the couch…gross and GROSS! The fact he's dating Emma and turning around making out with this woman…like no. I quickly ran into my room…luckily he didn't see me. I closed my door and threw my backpack on the chair near my desk and lay down on my bed. I took my iPod out of my pocket and put my headphones in and drowned out life. I just wish everything was back to normal…

Sorry for the short and long-waiting update! This was mostly what has happen in her life. Review please (: