Lisa was alone with the depressed split personality that was, at the moment, in control of Lynn, the two currently were in the younger kid's room, the child genius had more or less been asked by Luna to provide emergency therapeutic aid to Lynn. Lisa was glad she was able to convince their older sister to leave them alone for this, Luna was under the impression that Lynn's current depressive behavior was due to her own fault, the 2nd youngest Loud knew completely different however.
"Since it's incorrect to refer to you as Lynn, I'll give you a name, seeing how the maternal personality was already granted one." Lisa stated, as much as she did not want to do that, it would make her life easier in the future she thought, she also believed Lincoln had the right idea giving them names. "Hmm... Given your state of mind and being constantly swallowed in sorrow, I believe referring to you as Dismal Lynn would be the most appropriate." The genius in the lab coat declared after thinking on it for a few moments, Dismal Lynn was laying in Lisa's bed with not much reaction to her new name, they did not much reaction to anything actually.
"And give me that." Lisa yanked the black wig off her older sister's head, seeing the currently possessed sporty Loud also had a fair amount of pitch-black eyeliner on her face as well, actually a touch too much, it was obvious to the glasses wearing girl that it was not self-applied. That was when Lisa also took notice of her older sister's left leg, she reached down and rolled the sporty Loud's pantleg back a bit, seeing several small holes embedded in it, though not deep enough to draw blood. Lisa frowned when seeing the injuries, it was clear that it had been the desperate attempt from Lynn to stop the depressed split personality from taking over, and it had failed miserably. The 2nd youngest Loud sister went and got her first aid kit, wanting to treat the injury.
"If what I've been informed is correct, you're the one with the most unexpected growth in influence." Lisa began, putting some disinfectant on a cotton swab, beginning to gently dab the wound marks to clean them. "I wish I could solely blame you for Lynn's suicidal desires, but I'm aware those most likely formed before you existed." She continued; she was attempting to form a bond of some sort with the depressed split personality, in a vague hope of achieving more information from it. When Lisa cast a glance up at Dismal Lynn, there was no response, actually, there was no bodily reaction at all to the stinging pain the disinfectant caused. If Lisa did not know any better, she would have sworn they were dead.
"What is it you desire?" Lisa questioned while taking some gauze and beginning to wrap it around the limb, not needing much, the glasses wearing girl hoped it would be easily missed since she was aware of the secrecy on the line.
"Why do you care...?" Dismal Lynn replied to the younger Loud's query with one of their own, that soulless empty tone made a shiver run down Lisa's spine, it was unnerving to see this drastic of a behavioral change when the split personality took over. The warning's Lincoln and Lynn had given had been noted by her, but she had assumed there was some over exaggeration involved, no such luck sadly.
"I care because of who it is you're hurting, you split personalities exist for a reason, whatever motivation you have for pushing Lynn to self-harm leaves me baffled, since it also jeopardizes your own survival." Lisa replied instinctually, as fascinating as this all was to her, the fact her older sibling's life was in danger the stronger these split personalities became, made the glasses wearing girl feel pressured to no end.
"I need pain, it drowns out everything else... Pain makes me forget the world..." Dismal Lynn groaned out, though she sounded extremely reluctant to even speak, the only reason she was talking at all was due to the persistence of the younger Loud herself. Lisa blinked, trying to ponder on what was said, she was mentally debating getting Lincoln's help at the moment, though the genius recalled how frustrated and exhausted their only brother had been earlier, she decided it might be best to not disturb him for now.
"I am fighting against the clock here..." Lisa thought to herself, if dinner came along and Lynn wasn't there, Luna would definitely tell everyone about what she had encountered, what was said, it was a domino effect that would only end poorly, there was no way to assure Luna's silence, the only way to have a chance at doing that however, was through Lynn returning to normal. Lisa knew one thing though, Lynn had accepted these personalities as part of herself, so, maybe it was best to talk to these multiple minds by speaking to them like they were actually the 5th oldest Loud herself. The genius adjusted her glasses, taking in a deep breath, she needed to think.
"I know we've never been... Close, actually I've detested certain aspects of yourself most of my life." Lisa claimed while taking a seat on her bed, she thought maybe speaking the truth of how she herself once felt was the best. "I've never been fond of your noise pollution, your causation of damage, how rough you can be, your lack of self control, I still recall that time you ripped out a chunk of Lori's hair in a fight with minimal effort." Lisa stated, she recalled how things were a few years ago, the child prodigy still found it hard to believe just how much things had changed in such little time.
"You've also broken approximately 7 pairs of my glasses." Lisa added, she tried contacts once though she just found them to be too inconvenient to use. "Despite all that, I do love you, Lynn. I hold no ill-will, nor do I see you or anyone else as a test subject, despite the fact I've studied and tested a lot on our entire family over the years... I wouldn't judge you for hating me if you did however. I am rather inept at expressing my feelings after all." Lisa finished her small speech of her thoughts there, she leaned over and pulled Dismal Lynn into a one-armed hug, as much as it might seem like venting to the 2nd youngest Loud, at best it was her first idea, at worst, it at least was one less thing on her own mind to get in the way.
Lynn found herself confused, her head felt completely cloudy and her mind felt just as foggy. She was in her room, but there was nothing in it, the furniture was gone, the sports loving Loud had tried going to the door, it wouldn't open, she tried opening the window, it refused to move either, when none of that worked, she opted into trying to smash the window with her elbow, all that did was cause her immense pain in her limb as well as not break the glass.
"Hello...? Someone? Can anyone hear me?!" Lynn tried to shout, it was futile though, there was no response. She was not sure what to do, all that the sporty Loud could think of doing was keeping sat against the door and listening for the sounds of anyone possibly going by so she could get their attention. Time felt like it was not moving, Lynn had her knees pulled up to her chest, her arms wrapped around her legs with her head resting downwards, the empty room feeling all the more suffocating with each passing second that she spent in it. The brunette had a million different thoughts going through her head, it did not help her clear her brain at all though.
"If you want out of here that badly, there's one way to be free..." The tone of the depressed personality speaking caught her attention, it did not sound like it was coming from in her own head as much as coming from everywhere around her, as if a disturbing echo was in the room. Lynn snapped her head upwards, seeing the room was not completely empty anymore, now in the center were two things, a chair, and a noose that dangled above it, suspended from the ceiling. The 5th oldest Loud felt her heartrate beginning to pick up when seeing them, and realizing what it was the depressive split personality wanted from her, she found herself staring at it for a minute, her brow furrowing as she scowled.
"Bite me." Was Lynn's initial reaction, sticking a middle-finger up at the same time as she uttered the words, with pure venom lacing her voice. The sports loving girl felt an indescribable rage starting to swell in her quickly, she stood to her feet, going over and stomping on the chair, hard enough to snap straight through it, she punted it across the room, it shattered against the wall into a bunch of wooden fragments. Lynn then jumped up and grabbed the rope, gritting her teeth as she yanked down, tearing it down along with a chunk of the ceiling that it was attached to.
"You hear me?! Go screw yourself! I don't care how many times I've wondered about my worth, or if my family would be better off without me, if you really want me dead that badly, THEN COME KILL ME YOURSELF!" Lynn screamed, panting after her rage fueled outburst, she wound up going onto one knee after, looking at the wooden fragments and the rope that had drawn out her anger. The auburn-haired girl was sick of fighting her depression, just because she accepted it as a part of herself, it didn't mean she was going to stand for it. "I already know I'm a burden..." Lynn sniffled while collapsing onto her other knee, her gaze stuck to the items on the floor.
Lynn suddenly sat up when feeling a large jolt of pain shoot through her side, she gasped and looked around in a panic, panting. The sports loving Loud noticing she was in the younger kid's room, she felt something on her side that was rather cold. The sporty Loud looking at it and seeing that strange small hexagonal device Lisa had been working on hooked up to her side, attached by a few leads like they were meant for medical equipment.
"Ahg, ough... I feel like someone just hit me in the side..." Lynn coughed; she had taken enough punches and kicks in her life to be able to identify a painful blow, this sure felt like one.
"Are you back in control, Lynn?" Lisa's voice caught her older sister's ears, the older brunette looking over and seeing Lisa standing there, she had been wearing safety gear and equipment, as if she had anticipated something worse happening.
"Lisa? What happened? I was in my room and..." Lynn blinked, looking at her arms, seeing the weird elbow length covers, as well as the black clothing she wore. "Oh gosh, not again." The sports loving Loud began to recall it now, everything being normal until that depressed personality had taken over.
"It appears you forcing yourself to confide your secret with me stressed your body and brain, enough that one of the personalities took control. I attempted talking to Dismal Lynn, but it did not go anywhere." Lisa began recounting what she recalled to her older sibling, at the same time she began to disrobe the safety gear.
"Seriously? Dismal Lynn?" Lynn was starting to judge the naming conventions her family had, naming the most bothersome personality was an annoying idea as far as she cared.
"It's easier for my documentation. It told me that it desired pain, that gave me an idea." Lisa stepped to her older sibling, tapping the metal device that was attached to Lynn's side. "I thought if I was able to send a signal through your body that could reach several parts of your brain, that it could possibly alleviate Dismal Lynn, as well as subsequently stimulating you into waking up at the same time." Lisa finished her explanation there, sounding relieved that it had worked, it was a pure panic-based idea.
"Also, you had some quality bonding time with Lucy due to your split personalities gothic behavior, though Luna is now concerned about you." The child prodigy held up a handheld mirror that she had taken from Lola's part of the room, Lynn could only stare at her reflection in horror, she hated makeup as is, but this was a completely different level of embarrassing.
"Wait, so you SHOCKED me?" Lynn had to get clarity on that, finding it hard to believe since Lisa's biggest reason for being reluctant was a fear of torturing her sibling, electrocuting someone due to a mental issue sure came off as pretty torturous to Lynn.
"Well, no, technically I simply altered my device to stimulate a cluster of nerves in a way that your brain interpreted it as a sudden jolt of pain." Lisa corrected her older sister while informing them of what she did, the child genius had made the gadget as one part of a larger device, this was far from its intended use, though had been incredibly easy to alter in relatively no time.
"Whoa whoa, what are you doing?" Lynn stopped Lisa when seeing her younger sister try to remove the device, the smart Loud quirked an eyebrow.
"I'm trying to disengage the nerve irritation tool, it is, with no exaggeration, one of my most experimental inventions, if I had not been fighting against time for the sake of your secrecy, I would have never created such a device." Lisa answered, seeing Lynn shake her head, she fixed her shirt and stood up out of the bed.
"Sorry, but after what I saw, I'd feel safer with keeping it on." Lynn insisted she keep it, since it was the first thing to snap her out of any of the split personalities control, if it only worked on the depressed personality than she would not complain.
"Lynn, there's an 8% chance of it detonating with each use, I understand how desperate you are for a more solid solution to suppressing the personalities, but I don't feel I can permit you to have it in good conscience." Lisa confessed in concern at her older sister's desperation.
"I'll give you another 20 bucks." Lynn offered, seeing her little sister tapping her foot on the ground, she knew there was no changing her mind at this point, the 5th oldest Loud was immovably stubborn whenever they reached a decision.
"Fine, but I advise talking with Luna." Lisa sighed, reluctantly allowing the nerve irritation device to be taken by her older sibling. "I was able to get only a few words from Dismal Lynn, tell everyone I'll be missing dinner tonight, I have to continue doing research." The glasses wearing girl responded, she was too focused on the task she had been given to really be hungry at the moment.
"Thanks Lisa, you're the best!" Lynn gave her shorter sibling a quick hug, before leaving the room to get changed, since the sports loving Loud would rather be caught dead than be seen at dinner dressed up like Lucy.
After getting changed back into something that Lynn considered normal, and washing the eyeliner off, she looked like herself yet again. While in the bathroom, the brunette took notice of the bandaging on her leg, Lynn recalled her reaction to when the personality was taking over, she now felt dumb for the fact it did not work. Thankfully the nerve irritation tool that Lisa had reluctantly allowed Lynn to take, was easy to hide under her shirt, one tap of it and the thing would jolt her, she wanted to test it, but realized that was probably a bad idea.
"Dinner's ready!" Rita's voice called out from downstairs, Lynn junior was looking forward to dinner right now, she stepped out of her bathroom and saw Lincoln already making his way downstairs, having not noticed her, the brunette was about to follow, though she noticed Luna stepping out of her and Luan's room.
"Lynn? Hey, you feeling any better?" The aspiring rock star asked, the practical second mother of the many Loud siblings felt a lot better from just seeing her younger sister looking like herself again. Luna had been terrified at what she had witnessed earlier, Lucy was not as much of a downer as Dismal Lynn had been.
"O-Of course. I just thought it'd just be a good way to bond with Lucy, that's all." Lynn gave a nervous toothy smile, the 3rd oldest Loud's worried expression did not change at all, it was just the two of them upstairs in the hall at the moment, so the guitarist decided that maybe now was a good time to talk.
"I don't know how or what you heard, I swear I'm not going anywhere, not right now at least." Luna began by insisting she was not leaving, Lynn only looked confused, not recalling anything that had been said while her split personality had taken over, just a large depressed feeling blank spot. "Me and Sam were just daydreamin', y'know? About what we'd do if we did win the competition." Luna added, her younger sibling was still trying to recall just what that meant.
"I know what it's like to be scared of the future, and that day when I leave is gonna hurt me just as much as it'll hurt the rest of you, heck, I'll be worried about everyone constantly... But it doesn't mean I'm gone." Luna tried to continue; the guitar lover had been worried she had caused a bad bout of depression somehow when simply discussing plans about the future with Sam.
The Loud house took a long time to adjust to Lori's departure, Leni travelling so much only to move out shortly thereafter did not help that adjustment period either, Luna knew it would not be long before she moved out herself, she would never give up on her dream of being a big name in the music scene, but she could not let it be the biggest priority her entire life. Lynn felt herself becoming rather demoralized when hearing all this, she hated thinking about the future a lot, the sports loving Loud rarely could think about it without having her mood soured to a degree.
It hurt to say goodbye to family, there was solace in the fact each one of them had someone or something to help keep them focused and safe, Lori had Bobby, Leni had her fashion design career, Luna had Sam, Lynn couldn't think of anything she herself had, honestly that thought in the back of her head was probably the main motivation that made her agree to a date with Clyde.
"I know Luna, I'll be gone too one day... I just, I don't know." Lynn tried to speak, though her train of thought was all over the place, she sighed. "Can you do me and Lincoln a favor tomorrow?" The auburn-haired Loud asked, trying to use this as an escape route from the conversation, as well as something to help the siblings get to the party with no issue tomorrow.
"That depends, what is it?" Luna responded, she loved helping her family, but the guitarist was not sure how to feel about all these near curfew misses the two had been having lately, sure they had not missed it, yet, though the secrecy, the weird behavior, it was just a concerning combination of behavior.
"There's a party tomorrow, and... Me and Lincoln both have dates for it." Lynn answered honestly, leaving out the fact they were only invited due to the sporty Loud being requested as a lookout guard for Chandler basically. Luna got this eager glint in her eyes, she brightly smiled while grabbing her younger sister's hands.
"100% yes dude, I'll tell Mom and Dad that I need you both to help me tomorrow night at the practice place, then I'll just lie and say we decided to spend the night there." Luna agreed with zero hesitation, she looked proud hearing her siblings had gotten dates. The guitarist still remembered how broken up Lincoln had been after his last girlfriend dumped him, it took him a month to get over it, he spent that time more or less a half-hearted husk.
"Wow that was easier than I thought it'd be." Lynn blinked.
"At least she's useful for something." The aggressive split personality commented, like they would have implored violence if they had been denied the help from the 3rd oldest Loud.
"I promise not to blab, who're your dates? I gotta know." Luna did not even try to hide her curiosity, that nosy nature that seemingly was in the Loud family genetics being prominent. The sports loving Loud found herself pausing, at this point the distraction would be enough to definitely make the aspiring rock star forget the goth incident that Dismal Lynn had caused.
"Lincoln's going with Stella, and Clyde asked me out." Lynn truthfully said, hearing the glasses wearing boy's name was a pretty big surprise to Luna.
"Seriously? Clyde? Wow... And you said yes?" The guitarist couldn't resist commenting, she never took her sports loving sister for being interested in Clyde, the exact opposite actually if all the balls he had taken to the face were any indication.
"Lynn! Luna! Lisa! Are you coming for dinner?" Lynn Senior's voice called upstairs once more for his few kids that had not come down.
"Yeah, I did. Come on, dinner's gonna get cold." Lynn junior replied, stepping past Luna and heading downstairs, her distraction for the prior events tonight covered, the party for tomorrow and just how late they would be out was now safe as well.
Dinner was rather uneventful, though Lucy seemed to be rather pleased currently, albeit disappointed when seeing Lynn had already abandoned her goth attire, the goth loving Loud was happy enough with the time they had, converting someone to the dark side was not an exact process after all. Lisa had not come down for this dinner, though Lynn Junior had informed her family of that. Lincoln's mood was pretty good now, as if having a peaceful afternoon had been enough to settle his frustrations, Luna thankfully did not say anything about what had happened earlier, she seemed to be feeling awkward, happy for Lynn and Lincoln both getting dates to a real party, still unsure if the sporty Loud had felt any better after their little talk.
Lynn had been able to spend what was left of the evening relatively voice free, nothing seemed to set them off, that or Dismal Lynn had sucked the energy out of everything around her. Things were still awkward between the sports loving girl and her only brother though; Lynn could not blame Lincoln for that behavior, how else was one supposed to react when their own sibling claimed they were in love with them? The aspiring sports star knew it would take time for him to absorb it.
Lincoln appreciated honesty above all else, and while he was still uncertain on if it was the truth or not, he was not going to add onto Lynn's stress by insulting her over something no one could control, their feelings. The bucktooth boy was completely oblivious to the depressed personalities takeover, it was not from Lynn or Lisa wanting to keep it secret, more so just that on top of the myriad of things that had already made the day be deemed crazy, informing him about it got left out on accident.
The rest of the evening into the early night seemed to go by without any issue, Lynn more or less hid in her and Lucy's room after dinner, lying and saying she wanted to go to bed early. The Loud house was rather calm for that night.
At roughly 2am Lincoln was slumbering away peacefully in his bed, the bucktooth teenager snoring slightly, the click of his door becoming unlocked not being noticed as he barely stirred in his sleep. The door slowly opened, the tape that had been on it being pulled off the doorframe, only for a hand to reach up before tearing the tape off entirely, as if they did not want any evidence of them being there to be seen, the door was gently closed and then was locked back.
The white-haired teenager was completely oblivious to the person standing beside his bed, looking down over him. A hand reaching toward his head, beginning to run their fingers through his hair several times over. "He's so cute when sleeping." The unwanted visitor giggled, leaning down, getting her head closer and closer until their faces were mere inches apart. The moonlight that bled through the blinds into the room illuminating Lynn's face, her eyes wide and her pupils as tiny as pins, her body trembling slightly from excitement.
"No no, control yourself, we get too eager too early and the whole things gone... She's already driven a big enough wedge between us and him." She thought to herself, slowly pulling her head downwards to rest her ear on his chest, listening to the sound of his heartbeat. "Mhm, even if you have another girl in your life, I'm sure I can convince them to 'share' you with me." Lynn's hand reached for Lincoln's her fingers slowly interlocking with his own. She wanted to stay like that forever, her own heart refused to calm down, it felt like it was about to explode out of her chest.
"I'm so sorry my Lincy, we hate taking from you, really, but we need something to remember tonight with too." Lynn apologetically whispered, she cast a small glance around the room, though before she could do anything she suddenly heard Lincoln groan as he turned in his sleep, she realized she had been crushing his hand unintentionally, enough to stir him from his slumber.
Lincoln sat up groggily, though he saw no one else was in his room when he awoke. The middle Loud sibling was relieved when seeing nothing was out of place, these last few nights had increased his paranoia and made him rather afraid of going to bed, he more or less had to exhaust himself by doing exercises in his room to truly fall asleep now. The bucktooth teenager got out of bed, he made his way towards his door, wanting to go to the bathroom since he was awake now.
"Hm?" Lincoln paused at the door, stopping in place, the tape that was on it was gone. He swore he had put some on the doorframe and door before going to bed as well, the young boy reached up and felt his hand on the spot where the tape had been, the sticky residue was still there, but the door was locked. That was when he got this sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach, goosebumps starting to form on his body, the disturbing sense of not being alone, and not in the comforting sense.
Stepping back towards his bed, he took notice of a small shoebox, it was full of older toys of his that he no longer cared for, it was under his bed, now it sat in the corner looking innocent. The white-haired teenager went to the right side of his bed.
"Get out here, I know you're under my bed." Lincoln commanded with his hands on his hips, despite his fear he decided to let his irritation take priority on this, he was tired of whoever it was that had been messing with him and taking his stuff for the last few days, the bucktooth boy was putting an end to it.
After a few moments, he heard some thumping and movement, he saw Lynn standing up after dragging themselves out from under the tight fit that was his bed. "Lynn?" Lincoln blinked, he was not too surprised actually, she was one of the only three he had informed about the tape on the door trick.
"H-H-Hi, Lincy..." Lynn nervously swallowed, her arms behind her back, she looked excited yet scared, as if him merely looking at her was intimidating. Lincoln was confused, her tone sounded off, the way she spoke, her mannerisms, and while he was used to being called a lot of variants of his own name, Lynn normally stuck to Linc or Lincoln, or stinkcoln if she was in a bad mood.
"You're the one that's been sneaking into my room?" Lincoln questioned in confusion, while praying at the same time there was a very simple explanation for this all, although he heavily doubted it.
"I-I can't sleep... That obsessed voice won't stop talking. It quiets down if I do what it asks." Lynn replied sheepishly, not able to look at him, as if she was too afraid of getting on his bad side.
"Oh, that's great. I'm so glad to hear that a voice in your head, told you to steal my toothbrush and socks." Lincoln jeered in annoyance, holding his head. Truthfully, he was not shocked or surprised by it at all, only severely disturbed. "What does it want now? Some of my hair?" He sarcastically replied, he would be fine with giving up worthless items if it helped his older sister in any way, even if it was creepy.
"They want a kiss." Lynn did not hesitate in the reply whatsoever, there was silence between the two, Lincoln was questioning if this was some deranged dream of his now, the sound of the crickets outside were the only things breaking the silence.
"You're not Lynn, are you?" Lincoln sighed, now here he was again, stuck with the current voice controlling his sister, he didn't know why it wanted him, he could tell it was the obsessed one very easily now that he was wide awake once more.
"Awe, what gave it away? Was I too bold and brave?" The obsessed personality cooed while holding her cheek, quoting what Lynn had said at lunch yesterday as if in a deliberate attempt at irritating the Loud boy.
"Let her go, I don't care why you think you love me, all I know is that you're a broken part of Lynn. Now you got two options here, leave and let my sister back in control, or I scream for the rest of our family." Lincoln informed the obsessed split personality, he was not going to play games, he knew Lynn would hate herself to no ends if he gave in and did as it demanded, he was confident that Lynn would never forgive herself as well if anything happened, the young boy doubted he would be able to forgive himself either.
"That's so mean! Do you know how hard it is to spend all day cooped up with someone that denies themselves constantly? Only getting to play a few hours at night while they're sleeping, it really hurts, I just am here to play cupid." She exclaimed, feigning being hurt by his words, before the white-haired boy could say anything, he saw her lean forward with an insane glimmer in her expression. "If you won't say you're sorry for being mean, then I'll have to punish Lynn for it." She claimed, giggling madly.
"What...?" Lincoln stepped back; he saw his older sister's left hand being raised toward her mouth, she brought her pinky finger past her teeth and began to slowly bite down. Initially, the bucktoothed teenager wanted to call it a bluff, like a kid threatening to hold their breath, then he saw the blood starting to come out as the digit began to get cut by the teeth. The obsessed split personality was not even flinching, it was fully serious, and staring at him with that same disturbing grin the entire time.
"Okay, stop, just stop!" Lincoln pleaded, Lynn needed her hands more than anything, the more damaged they were the harder it would be to participate in sports, and that split personality knew it, he watched as she released her bite on her own digit, it had a decent sized cut in it now and was dribbling some blood, he watched as the split personality controlling his sister licked some of the crimson ooze that was running down her palm.
"That's more like it, you're such a good brother." Lynn stepped toward the white-haired teenager; he tried backing away, only for his own back to bump into the wall. "I know how we can pretend there was noooo trouble at all, you just gotta do what I ask." She giggled, the obsessed personality putting a hand by his head, gently caressing him.
"I promise not to rush things along, just give us a little kiss; if you play nice with me, I'll let your sister go." The obsessed split personality hummed, she leaned closer to him and nuzzled her head against Lincoln's. His heart was racing, he felt like he was being suffocated with how hard his breathing was, he felt Lynn running her hands along his sides.
"Why do you want me so bad? I... I'm no one special." Lincoln questioned with watery eyes, the biggest question he was asking himself though, was just how far he was willing to go for his family, he had taken a lot over the years, this though, he already felt horrid, like it was entirely his own fault that she loved him.
"Because, you're always there for me... Always. I don't know how I'd be able to live without you. I will do anything to make sure you're mine, even if that means sharing you with another woman." Lynn had this hungry look in her eyes now, the white-haired boy shut his eyes tightly, he knew there was no way out, not just because of the threats of self-harm, not due to a fear of hurting his sister, but because he was not as strong as her, all he could do was accept it against his will.