Ambrosia Chapter 13: Mallow
Mallows can have various symbolism of course I'm using this for the positive symbols including sweetness, good and kind, delicate beauty
Things continue to move along nicely for the lovebirds. Kamui finds out a little more about the history of the Sakurazukamori and good news about apparent freedom from his love's curse (yet to be confirmed by Subaru-we'll get there) but it makes Kamui very happy. A few dates. And Dragons of Heaven gathering.
Picnic Date.
How was it that simply cuddling and kissing could feel this perfect? How could something so simple bring them this perfect sense of intimacy?
Cuddling up on the picnic blanket, legs entwined, they became lost in their own little world. As though they were never bound by such cruel fates. Here, Subaru and Kamui could just be a couple, enjoying a peaceful little date.
The far-off grassy area of the park was quite empty. Of course, the sight of beautiful flowers in bloom and birds chirping were there to bring further tranquility. The Couple's picnic date was further privatized by the large tree they had leaned against. They had been cuddled up, backs to the tree, before the prospect of lying down and kissing became much more enjoyable.
The taste of Kamui's lovingly made lunch was enhanced with the slow, tender taste of one another. Gentle glides of lips were the only sensations perceived by the pair, far lost in each other.
"Your lips are so soft," Subaruwhispers, tender and warmly into overly sensitive ears. All before moving to place a tender kiss under the shell of the reddening ear.
"Th-that's…" Kamui stutters, lips pressing closely, as trails of kisses move all across the sensitive jawline and cheekbones. Geez, you're the one that's so soft...and warm. It was unfair he was able to voice things like that. His breath hitches at the simplest press of lips at the side of his neck.
The older boyfriend hears the soft whimpers and slows his pace even further. Which wasn't easy, Kamui was normally quiet...but when it came to more intimate times like these, that couldn't be further from the truth. So sensitive… Subaru down hard on his cheek. Each little sound left his desire growing over all other senses.
Presses of pale-pink lips flutter all across angelically clear skin. There's a sense of warmth in them, but the kisses, outside from the lips, stay innocent.
Kamui isn't sure whether to feel relief or a mild desire to protest for more. The words are hard to come by. When Kamui's lips are loved up, all other thoughts come to an abrupt halt.
Sealed by a kiss. Their lips meld, brushing and coaxing the other slowly. Legs entangled the beautiful pair roll close, lying on their sides and feeling chests press flush together.
Subaru takes a slow yet steady lead. His tongue brushes right between Kamui's lips. Still a bit shy, the younger parts his lips, allowing his love all he wants.
"Mnn…Ahnnn… Suba...ru..." Kamui moans between deep kisses. His boyfriend relishes in his gasps and mewls. When Subaru's tongue coaxed his own, loving it thoroughly, Kamui let out a wild groan. One that was far too loud for his liking, and made him want to simultaneously hide his face and melt further into his beloved's arms.
"Subaru~" Kamui mewls, brain a little foggy. He feels fingertips lovingly yet firmly pressing into his hips. The sensual hold leaves Kamui breathless, panting between individual kisses.
Kamui is torn between the hands on his hips and tongue brushing and tangling with his own. His cheeks burn scarlet, even with his eyes closed he knows his boyfriend has a milder yet beautifully flushed reaction.
The younger male can't help the swell of pride when he gets to swallow up the deep moans and gasps of his love. To leave the older man, the one he adores in such a state, was euphoric. A long tender hand found itself moving just a bit down Kamui's thigh. The skin was warm, sensitive, and very compliant to Subaru's touch. Embarrassingly so.
Kamui's beautifully long fingers trail up, tangling deeper and deeper into the dark raven hair. And, God, the little pull of hair into Subaru's neck, made him let out a deep, sultry moan. The sound reverberated, seeming to travel potently to Kamui's pounding heart and overheated core. It was a wonder they managed to stay from fully reacting too much down there.
But… Kamui had a feeling his boyfriend was especially careful not to let their hips brush. He wanted to take Kamui out, properly and have their relationship grow steadily. Kamui couldn't complain, the romantic side of his boyfriend made it nearly as difficult to think and breathe as this kiss had been.
Lost in thought, Kamui allowed his mouth to be fully loved up and dominated. The passionate lips and teeth nibbling down make him subconsciously rock his hips. As predicted, Kamui feels the grip on his hips tighten, keeping them from brushing up where they'd get the most aroused. The denial and tease being a brush away from sweet friction only made something in Kamui ache harder.
Kamui's sweet beloved was very careful. So very patient. Always wanting his love to be comfortable. The tender yet passionate hours spent kissing involved various positions. But frustratingly, Subaru had been obstinate about lying on top of Kamui. He had been since they first confessed, even though Kamui lost track of how many times he reassured Subaru he felt more than okay. There had been a few instances of him briefly lying over Kamui for more innocent kisses or morning wakeups but...not more than that.
"I don't want to crush you," Subaru had said softly, flipping them over again so Kamui laid on top of him. Even though Kamui had been the one to pull his boyfriend into bed, and initiate, there was that frustration, Subaru held back.
"You won't…" Kamui responded, breathy. There's a mild tinge of frustration. He was young and in love. They were still 'only' kissing, and the need to feel physical intimacy in every position was incredibly strong.
"You're not even remotely heavy, I'm not weak! and if anything… it feels…" Kamui starts blushing madly, face reddening by the second. The feeling of being pressed sweetly against the person he loves was incredible. "really nice…" His voice comes out meekly.
Tender fingers run through Kamui's hair. "I…" Subaru closes his eyes, wincing as though very much trying to concentrate. He swallows hard, very much torn between staying in control and simply pinning his love down and kissing him senseless. "I just… don't want to get carried away…"
The glistening green and gold eyes made something tug at Kamui's chest. As much as he wanted everything… It was Subaru's decision too. If he didn't want to do this now, Kamui would have to deal with it. It wouldn't be forever…
"Su-Subaru…" Kamui breathes hotly against the thinner lips, bringing him to reality. Tender fingertips continue brushing at his sensitive hips and thighs. His fingers tighten their hold on his boyfriend's shoulder and the back of his neck.
The feeling of Subaru just loving and touching him more, unrestricted, was refreshing.
I want everything with you… Kamui's love-filled brain admitted amorously. It didn't have to be right now, but step by step...everything seemed so right for them. The explorative tongue, pressing erotically into Kamui's mouth, near his throat, made him weak. The younger male bent and slowly lifted his leg a little higher.
"You… taste so sweet…" Subaru mentioned, sounding unabashed, but Kamui could hear the dreamy tone that meant his boyfriend was lost in their love session.
"Subaru! Saying… things like that is…'' Kamui cries out weakly. Every little sound escaping his lips is maddeningly swallowed up. The younger of the two if again coaxed to fully reciprocate with the kiss, melding and tangling their tongues.
Subaru only kissed Kamui's lips harder, with more intent to make his beloved feel every emotion and need within every touch. It was difficult for Kamui to fully return that pressure, this was going a bit deeper than before, and they weren't even at their home.
Kamui's mind debated on saying something. On turning the kisses a little more innocent. But… the second he felt his boyfriend's hand squeezing his thigh, he lost all trains of thought.
The hand holding Kamui's leg slid it higher before feeling it slung around Subaru's hips. The usual barriers and precautions were gone. The older man slid closer between Kamui's parted legs.
"Subaru!" Kamui squeezed his boyfriend's shoulder roughly. This is bad… I already want…
Kamui's hips were moving on their own. His brain fogged over with equally deep love and lust. But this… feels so perfect. The tiniest brush of their hips, and deep breathy kisses, all felt magical.
"Mmnnn!" Kamui cries out into his lover's mouth. Subaru's pelvic region brushed painfully as Kamui started shifting forward. The friction was incredible but left them painfully aware they were going into unknown territory.
That same reaction made Kamui's mind dizzy. He subconsciously moved his hips again and wanted to repeat that as many times as possible.
"Kamui…" Yet, hands went to his hips, and he felt his leg return to his side and the warm body distancing itself.
"I am so so sorry!" Subaru immediately halted his actions. He hung his head down in shame. As though offering an apology he pulled Kamui up with him. Gingerly, he brushed down the wrinkles and creases in Kamui's clothes.
Still, a little dazed Kamui voices quietly. "No, no no… don't be…" He shushes, grasping his love's hand tightly.
Subaru turned his head away for a moment. "I… I was way too carried away… I… I wanted to…." His free hand covered his flushed face in shame.
"I didn't mind that though…" Kamui blushed bright red, feeling the raw want in captivating eyes holding him. They were getting more comfortable with these kinds of things. "If anything I'd say…" Up to a point where Kamui had to admit there wasn't anything he considered "off-limits" when it came to his boyfriend. At least as far as the kissing and touching, done so far, everything felt right.
Kamui cuddled up to his love closely. "I loved that," Kamui said with reassurance. "I...I mean it's probably good to stop there for now… while we're not at home…"
Subaru slaps his hand over his face again. Slowly his fingers slide down defined cheeks. "I'm sorry-" Kamui presses his lips firmly on his beloved, knowing it was a surefire way to get them both into an amorous mood.
The caress of lips stayed cautious and innocent. Kamui frowned feeling Subaru not kissing back, a brief press of lips, halted with uncertainty. Hands shook whilst gently guiding Kamui back.
"I… I don't want to go too far…" Subaru kept his gaze down.
"But…you won't. " Kamui's chest ached painfully tight. "I know you." With pained, trembling eyes, the younger male body took Subaru's hands. "I trust you." He slung his leg around his boyfriend's hips. The younger male took Subaru's hands and pinned them to the tree, not wanting them to push him away anymore. Stubbornly, Kamui sat in Subaru's lap, careful to keep a distance between their sensitive regions.
"Please, Kiss me?" Kamui requested mystical violet-blue orbs sparkled with the request. There's a sense of vulnerability, and it brought Subaru out from his spiraling thoughts.
Subaru presses their lips together. The movement is sweet and chaste and… "Perfect."
Kamui breathes against his lips. "You're so perfect." He says again, lavishing kisses all across his love's defined jawline.
Subaru flushed bright pink. His eyes lowered a bit with uncertainty when he seemed about ready to protest his lips were stolen again. Kamui kept them captive in a beautifully languid kiss.
"Kamui…"
"I...I-I," Kamui had to take a breath. He was really doing this. "I love when you k-kiss me like that… and," He paused, grasping Subaru's hands he pinned up against the back of the tree.
Insistently, Kamui brought those hands back down to his hips. His eyes averted shyly, as he bit down hard on his lips. "I-I-I… really like you touching me like this so…." Kamui rests his forehead upon his love. His lips curl up at the feeling of his hips being held again, just as he liked. "So please, don't apologize. I really do love you, so much, Subaru." Kamui captures his love's soft and sweet lips within his own. There's no rush, no worries between them. Minds fog over with unbridled love.
"I love you too," Subaru professes, somehow the words never feel quite enough to convey everything. His arms shift and tighten so Kamui is brought into a snuggly embrace. "More than I can say…"
Kamui beams at this admission. He whispers sweetly. "I want to be with you…" He expressed in a way that brings new life and color in Subaru's world. "Always. We have… time for everything." The flushed cheeks which quickly hid into Subaru's neck gave away what he was referring to.
"I just… maybe… doing more… is better… at home…" Kamui mumbles into the older male's neck, and he hugs his beloved's middle. The sense of security and safety leaves them both weak, melting into each other's arms.
"R-right…" Subaru agrees before clearing his throat. Kamui glances to catch the sight of his beloved cutely turning his gaze away, willing down the blush as much as possible.
Kamui purses his lips and rubs them from side to side. His violet-blue eyes peer sweetly into gold-emerald. A gentle hand through his hair makes Kamui lean into the touch, and it becomes hard to think. As though pulled by gravity itself, the two lovers find themselves with their faces inches apart. Their lips meld and meet right in the middle, in a slow touch cherished for several, loved moments.
"We Um… still have dessert left," Kamui offers cutely, glancing to the side.
"I'd like that." Their lips love on each other into a tender caress. The pair work on sitting up more fully than before. Kamui takes out a chocolate cake from their lunch boxes, previously neglected on their picnic blanket. He takes a fork, handing one to Subaru first.
Subaru is insistent to dive the utensil into the treat. Kamui blinks amused and his love was eager to try the sweet. His older boyfriend tilts his head to the side, smiling angelically with the perfect touch of the sun's rays behind him.
Violet-blue eyes widen. A deep crimson flush paints itself all across Kamui's features, as he notices the intention. The fork holding the bite of chocolate cake is pressed tenderly just barely apart from his lips.
Shyly and slowly Kamui's lips part, he tries not to think how easily he's begun to do this for the older man. Kamui takes a slow bite, lips pressing over the contents on the utensil, as dual-toned eyes watch with slightly heated interest.
The glaze and glimmer of Kamui's brilliant doe eyes remain a weakness to the older male. The direct attack on his heart made him unprepared, as he dropped the fork, and hugged Kamui tight to himself.
"Just a few more minutes…" Subaru says tenderly. He feels the movement of his love's head nodding against his neck and shoulders.
"Okay… but I do still… kind of want to try more of the cake," Kamui admits, sheepishly, and Subaru laughs, bringing his love up and stealing his lips once more.
Summer
Normalcy was still such a strange concept. Maybe it always would be. Maybe things would never really feel completely normal. Still, everyone did their best to cherish the tranquil moments they had now. The former Dragons of Heaven and Earth living on today have to take things one day at a time.
As it was a strange idea to have spent nearly half a year having a constant presence, a pillar of support right by his side. Kamui didn't have anyone from his family present. So having someone to come home to, was one of the strangest and best changes possible.
There hadn't been anyone he lived with after his mother had passed, fulfilling her duty. With her leaving Kamui had enough money. to keep him well off for a while. Not that any amount of money could hope to heal those scars. Besides, it's not that he got the chance to spend it.
Kamui found rent to not be something he would be able to help with. He did manage to find his boyfriend committed to paying off their current house. Being able to do so, so young too, wasn't surprising considering the Sumeragi head's status. Yet, knowing Subaru before had never fully committed to staying in one place...until now. That was something that struck Kamui's heart.
Subaru committed to staying here. In their home. Where they'd...build their future.
Kamui flushed bright pink, missing the look in entrancing gold and emerald eyes.
"You're still a student, I don't want you to have to worry about doing extra work outside of school." Subaru had insisted with a smile. This answer remained consistent.
Kamui had a feeling he wouldn't budge even after he graduated. Though he could justify working around the house as being beneficial for their life together.
"Besides, there's no way I could pay you back for what you have given me…Please, let me care for you." He insisted on kissing his boyfriend square on the mouth, silencing further protests.
"Kamui?" Subaru worries, voice laced with love and concern. He looks over from his laptop to gaze upon his love.
"It's nothing…" Kamui lied, turning flushed cheeks away. His boyfriend raises an eyebrow at that and looks skeptically.
Though on closer inspection, he relaxes. Seeing very red, hot cheeks, buried behind the textbook, gives the older man the idea Kamui might be lost in more pleasant thoughts than he realized.
He parted thin pale lips as though to say something more. Though seeing his cute boyfriend in such a state made self-control… a bit difficult.
It seemed they had this ongoing cycle. Kamui would get flustered. Subaru would be drawn to that heat, to come impossibly close. Which only made Kamui even more reactive. The shy, flustered cheeks only made Subaru burn that much hotter… which in turn made Kamui heat up further and so it would continue.
They were far too talented at affecting each other's heart, mind, and body.
Kamui stared over the paper depicting various summer courses. His grades have been surprisingly good since going back to school and… having such a kind-hearted tutor.
Still, there was a bit of work to catch up on, and class time missed from that promised year. After all, going to school wasn't all that possible with the fate of the world behind them.
The final year of Highschool would be approaching, Kamui would be able to graduate on time with his peers finishing the make-up classes this summer.
Then studying for CLAMP University, Kamui would be able to see his future goals, perhaps a little clearer. Perhaps, Kamui could see himself being a bit more mature, an equal to Subaru. Fortunately, the age gap hadn't prevented either from their feelings.
Though he could rest assured from the kisses, and touches alone, his boyfriend very much saw him as an equal partner.
I've never felt this needed… Kamui comes to admittance. Wanted…
In the near future, they'd definitely be lovers, if they weren't considered that already. In all ways besides physical intimacy. Becoming one...
"Subaru?" Kamui calls out softly.
"Hm?" Subaru hums in response, eyes deep and immediately taking in Kamui. The intensity of those eyes alone made the younger man gulp.
"I…" Kamui begins. His mind goes blank seeing his boyfriend lean in close and slide next to him on the sofa. A tender hand cradles his cheek. Violet-blue eyes close, soft and relaxed.
Kamui leans his cheek into the warm hand.
"What's on your mind?"
"I… I just…"
Subaru waited patiently, simply caressing tender porcelain-looking skin.
"I'm…glad you're back." Kamui nuzzles further into the hand. Neither knows who moves in first, but they're swept by the ride of emotion. Long arms loop around Subaru's neck. Kamui tries to keep his gasp in as he is easily and swiftly lifted up. Cheeks burn up realizing how regular it's become for him to sit in his boyfriend's lap.
He can't bring himself to care now. As much gentler, adoring kisses take his senses. The hands caressing his hips make Kamui's mind numb
Movies!
Going to see a shounen movie seemed like a well-rounded choice. Usually, Kamui would pick just that, or he had in grade and middle school hanging out with friends. But he wasn't with 'just a friend', Kamui pondered if that word ever felt accurate.
Yet, the stupid fluttering feeling in the couple's stomach made them impulsively choose a stupid romance.
It was their first time either had gone to the movies, with a date. And the thought of being cuddled up and in the dark theater, with soft romantic music was appealing.
They would have their own little corner of the world to indulge him.
"I'm the one who asked you… so I want to pay for us," Kamui insisted, crossing his arms over his chest. Though his firm tone was waved off too easily. His insides turned to mush at the deep dual-colored eyes looking over him thoroughly.
"But...That's not really necessary," Subaru replies, tone firm but not indicative of being upset.
Granted, Kamui planned ahead. His dazzling violet-blue eyes entrance their admiration. Lips pout cutely, in a way that makes his boyfriend battle the urge to not simply drag Kamui off and kiss him breathless.
Cute and dazed, Kamui resists leaning up on his tiptoes and kissing his boyfriends' soft features. A discreet kiss to the corner of Subaru's mouth had them both smiling.
Swiftly, the shorter boy slips out the paper bills into the kiosk before them. Before his love can recover Kamui, presses upon the screen image of what appears to be a soft romantic film.
"Kamui..." Subaru finally comes back to reality. He frowns a bit realizing his sneaky love's tactic. Yet, all the same, he's won over by the nervously darting eyes and pinkened cheeks.
Subaru glances towards the screen on the kiosk. There's an image of a pink-haired princess alongside a pretty boy who is assumed to be her love interest. The holding hands and sunset behind them indicate what his adorable boyfriend picks.
"Is that okay? it's cheesy…" Kamui looked over the image again and shook his head. "...but since we're going out… I thought it kinda fit so um…" Kamui ducked his head, voice slowly becoming more mousey.
Gentle fingers curled under Kamui's chin. "It's perfect." Subaru professes, loving every bit of this vulnerable side. He thought of mentioning the movie didn't need to be romantic for them to be so… but…
There's an influx of moviegoers within the lobby, so better to follow through. With a drawn-out sigh, Subaru leans down to whisper warmly into Kamui's ear. "I'll kiss you properly when we're in the theater." He promises, fully intending every word, and quickly grabs the tickets and Kamui's hand before the line starts to form behind the lovebirds.
Kamui's eyes widened at the sweet promise ahead. His lips remained parted processing it all.
"Su-Subaru!" Kamui spats out, in a hushed tone, face red, mortified at the nonsensical worry everyone in the room could read what was on his mind. His brain struggled with wanting to tell his boyfriend he couldn't simply say things like that… but also very much thrilled to continue. His boyfriend being soft and affectionate, while going out, had done wonders for his heart.
"What would you like Kamui?"
Said male glances up quickly to see the menu of treats at the concession stand.
"I…" Kamui trails over the colorful sign ahead. "I mean it's a movie so popcorn right, a cola I guess…" He mumbles out a bit. There's a moment of aggravation, the young brunette at the counter, believed to be college-aged kept batting her eyes at Subaru, voice raising several octaves as it had with prior customers.
Kamui knew there wasn't any reason to worry. This was his Subaru. His boyfriend looked plainly, his tone polite but otherwise neutral. When his boyfriend did turn back towards him the change in the expression made Kamui's knees weak and heart thunder.
"W-what?" Kamui mumbles, flushing from embarrassment as he had to avert his eyes for sanity. Those beautiful gold and emerald sparkling eyes rivaled any gem on the planet. They lit up tremendously bright, as lips curled into an impossibly tender smile. One Subaru usually wore, before he was about to kiss him.
"I just asked if you wanted anything else?"
Kamui nodded, briefly mind going a little numb, especially when he could feel the other's breath on his face. He wasn't aware enough to see the employee rolling her eyes and looking rather put out. But nothing more was said.
"Um, yeah…" Kamui mumbles, looking down and pointing at a packet of fruity candies. He briefly remembers saying the brand name.
"You got it," The cashier says, still remaining polite and cordial. Though there was a sense of envy through her. She eyed the beautiful pair suspiciously, watching the way they interacted.
"I had a feeling you'd have a sweet tooth today," Subaru gently chided, turning back to his date. His dual-toned eyes gleamed as though they were looking at heaven itself.
Kamui just shrugged and nodded. He turned his head away, concealing a still obvious blush.
"Alright, your total is…" She rambled out. Subaru placed his hand over Kamui's as he reached towards his side.
"You already got our tickets," Subaru brought out his own wallet and card.
The woman took the payment. A bit curious at the way the amorous pair. Still, nothing was commented, when they were brought their drinks and snacks.
Kamui grasped for his boyfriend's arm. Not overly so but enough to see the previously flirtatious worker let out an audible huff, mumbling how 'The good ones are always gay or taken." Or both. Kamui pressed his lips together, concealing the victorious smile from his date.
Subaru shook his head. Before Kamui could inquire further the taller man leaned down. Hot breath whispered into Kamui's ear, a deep, amused tone making the flustered teen shiver.
"I'm only yours." Subaru's profession, ignited a fire, deep within his younger love.
"I know… and likewise," Kamui whispered back, turning even redder as he noticed the door opening in front of him.
The pair walked near the back of the theater. With their own little corner in the darkened room, it made Kamui go feverish. 'It's not like I was planning anything but…' The pink dying his cheeks stained a deep fiery red. 'Having extra privacy is nice.'
With that thought, Kamui missed the sign of familiar hands circling his wrist. Smooth, long fingers brushed over the pale skin.
"What are-" Kamui yelps, feeling tugged to sit down in his seat. His boyfriend's cheeks look a little pink even in the darkening room. There's but a second between the time Kamui places down the box of candies and soda before he's swept away.
The gentle press over his sealed lips makes him weak. Soft tender pink lips caress Kamui's own, brief yet entirely lingering. The younger resists the urge to press his fingertips to his lips, as his boyfriend looks at him, seemingly amused and satisfied.
"I did promise you," Subaru whispered, the lights in his eyes began dancing... Kamui nods at this, taking a few moments in silence, planning to "retaliate."
The first loud commercial blared upon the bright theater screen.
The loud sound of a narrator describing some new flavor of soda, booms throughout the room.
Kamui takes an initiative to curl fingers under his boyfriend's chin. The otherwise darkness of the room, makes Kamui feel the heated yet adoring gaze even deeper. He almost loses his nerves. So before he can overthink, he gives in, pressing his lips soft and slowly all across his boyfriend's jawline. A sense of power overcomes him like nothing he felt being 'the world's Kamui'.
The power to decide fate apparently couldn't measure up to the power of being able to make the one he loved react like that. Fantasies for later were shoved away as an elegant face moved, Subaru's neck tilting back on impulse.
Kamui managed to bring his kisses back to the older man's lips. His hormones went into overdrive at the instant return. A curious tongue pressed between Kamui's plush bubble-gum pink lips. Suddenly, the interest in making the other blush or react more than himself went out the window. The need to feel, to move closer was all that had mattered.
Slow languid, presses of lips took over the pair's senses. They briefly parted from this corner of their world to glance around the room. It was dark enough and they were far back from everyone, not drawing out unneeded attention.
The pair returned for more. Subaru's tongue lapped up Kamui's lips, preparing them for a deeper kiss. The caress of lips was eagerly returned, movements deep but careful enough not to draw out too much noise.
Kamui's plush lips melded with his love. The feeling of hands cupping his cheeks made him feel. It was unclear how many commercials they missed during this activity. Kisses did gradually soften up, even if the couple didn't keep distance between them.
Their foreheads pressed together gently. Little kisses and caresses ensued before Kamui shyly connected their lips in a beautifully languid and deep kiss.
With a breath and a soft peck, the younger man retreated to his hiding place.
Subaru suddenly found himself with a mess of raven-black hair against his neck. He felt burning cheeks against his skin.
A soft bout of laughter escaped him as he casually stretched an arm out over their heads. Subaru positively beamed, slender arms moved behind and around him. Kamui hugged him tightly.
"You're precious," Subaru whispers, lovingly. A kiss plants itself on top of Kamui's head.
The younger man makes a slightly embarrassing sound, between a huff and a whine. Still, there's no denying the emotions springing as they take in each other's warmth. Kamui nuzzles his neck in turn.
A few sets of movie previews showed on the big screen. Kamui's beautiful purple doe eyes shimmered hearing a soft, familiar theme playing at the start of the one movie.
Soft plush lips moved to hum along with the melody. Kamui's gaze turned to one with familiarity. The upturn of his lips, soft humming, and entrancing eyes left his date breathless.
It was probably stupid… incredibly stupid… ridiculously sappy…. But Kamui didn't find those words at all in his brain. He just felt a fluttering in his chest, watching the elegant animation playing out.
The beautifully designed Boy's Love series was finally getting a movie. The previews showed several clips of the main hero, a blond bishounen, dressed far more like a rogue than as the prince he was, engaging in different battles. Of course, some scenes made several movie viewers contain their aws and squeeze. The hero was shown embraced by a taller, knight with deep blue eyes and dark crimson hair.
Kamui might have loved the series more than he was willing to admit. He wasn't supposed to. No, he was supposed to ignore his friend's recommendation and read something less touchy-feely.
But… then again… Kamui had denied adoring soft, vulnerable sides of himself for too long. Having his first (and surely last boyfriend) brought out those feelings tenfold.
"This is the same anime you watch before school, right?" Subaru asked, despite knowing fully well.
Kamui instantly kissed his boyfriend square on the mouth. He nodded softly, affection stirring even up to more. He remembers all those little things…
Kamui joyously took in the rest of the trailer. One he had seen since its release date online. Still, this was the first time in theaters, and besides someone, he loved to boot.
"We'll have to go see it then," Subaru whispered thoughtfully. The younger male hummed to confirm before snuggling up to his date's side. His fingers laced with the hand at his waist.
Several less interesting previews came on. Series with far more typical shoujo elements and cliché relationships. They were cute but… none of the series Kamui nor Subaru had been familiar with.
Finally, the opening credits started up. A soft font lit up on the dark screen. "Midknight Love", read out the pun of the title. A scene of beautifully drawn flowers opened up alongside very soft piano music as the narrator went on to explain the main heroine's past trysts.
Her lover (who honestly seemed more bound to his own best friend) appeared in several flashbacks. With sparkling blue eyes, defined cheekbones, and a gleaming smile, the crowd suppressed from being overly enthusiastic. The admirable sighs and "aws" upon the hero's entrance into the show were obvious.
I don't quite get the appeal of him… I mean… Kamui trailed off on his own. The artwork was beautiful, but it was nothing compared to the reality beside him.
Crystal blue eyes were designed with such detail one could mistake it for a live-action. But they had nothing on entrancing emerald and gold eyes, gazing into Kamui's violet-blue.
They're Subaru's eyes...Despite the past… they're still both his. The emotion is. Both eyes looked with nothing short of love from Subaru to Kamui. Sometimes, Kamui had to remind himself, that things weren't the same...the Sakurzukamori was no longer the one to make Subaru happy.
"Aria!" Shouted, the main hero, disrupting Kamui from his thoughts. He looked over, seeing the screen zoom in one, the main hero's chocolate brown locks seemed shimmering and glowed in the sunlight. He made for a typical princely character.
But… Kamui's eyes scanned up, hands unconsciously moving through soft raven-black locks. Little sheens of dark green were exposed under the bright lights of the screen.
Defined facial features were drawn idealistically. But almost too masculine.
Kamui's hand continued to move unconsciously, running down and caressing, a soft cheek. One that always, always leaned into his touch as though there was never another option, to begin with.
"Kamui?" Subaru hushed, grasping the hand on his cheek. "You're not watching?" There was a sparkle of amusement dancing in those eyes.
"I am…" Kamui bites his lip. "I was…" His hand only continues caressing, feeling a surge of emotions spring out. "You're just… look really…"
"Really?" Subaru leans close. Their noses start to brush and kiss over and over again.
"Really handsome," Kamui quietly surmised, mind a mush of emotions. He'd praise himself later, recalling his boldness in words. "Subaru." The shy smile that followed up took his date's breath away. He kept his tone whisper-soft, but otherwise zoned out on the rest of the theater.
The darkness of the theater gave some needed benefits now. Kamui turned slightly towards his side. He delighted on the feeling of the hand curling securely at his waist.
A gentle flush of lips followed up. Gorgeous gem-toned eyes fluttered. Both males gave into the overwhelming feeling of even the softest presses of lips.
"You're perfect, Kamui." Subaru pulled away only to whisper hotly into his beloved's ear. Devoted words left Kamui leaning as closely as possible against the other. The armrest between was becoming a slight deterrent. Yet, they still moved as closely as possible. A warm array of kisses all across Kamui's sensitive ear would have made his legs give out.
"Sub-" Kamui cried out or started to. His lips were eagerly swallowed up. Thinner but equally soft pink lips caressed and glided all across their counterparts. Soft melding motions followed alongside the smallest swipe of a tongue to ensure their kiss would last longer.
The deepening motions shift sweet, simple kisses into a slow yet passionate makeout session. Kamui turns more fully in his seat, hands resting on either side of his boyfriend's neck. The older man smiles into the kiss, a hand protective at Kamui's waist, whilst his free hand cupped a flushed cheek.
"My Kamui," Subaru whispered gingerly against glossy love-stained lips. The way they glistened, from their amorous kisses, brought a pleasant rush throughout the older man's core.
"And… You're mine," Kamui whispered, a little shaky and needy. He satisfied the urge to be closer and returned to a deeper kiss. His hand cupped the back of Subaru's neck firmly, keeping him right where he was needed as Kamui experimented for new angles.
It was perfect. There wasn't anything either could think to stop this moment.
Until… A loud rumbling resounded between the pair.
"Kamui?" Subaru blinks his eyes open. They quickly sparkle with bemusement at the recognition of the sound.
"I…" Kamui stumbles, gaze averting partially. He wanted to lean back in the seat. The loving hands on his cheeks. "I'm sorry," Kamui voices no louder than a mouth. A tender shushing sound emits as he feels tiny kisses on the tip of his nose.
"Don't be," Subaru assures, pecking his cheeks. "It's adorable." Subaru praised in a way that really made his beloved fight the urge to sink back into his chair and hide away somewhere. Instead, Kamui makes a slight sound between a gasp and a squeak.
"But…" Kamui attempted a protest only for a much more audible "gurgle" to emit. His boyfriend chuckles softly, warm breath tickling Kamui's lips.
"You should have something to eat," Subaru gently advises, pressing soft kisses over tender lips. The older man leaned forward to grab the previously neglected bag of popcorn and candy at their feet. Gingerly he hands his boyfriend an armful of goodies.
"OK… thank you…" Kamui gives in. They still have plenty of time to "watch" the movie and each other… The younger man takes a small handful of popcorn, plopping in the kernels and chewing as politely as he can. Something he'd never cared about hanging with friends back in school, but here… on a date… with his now-boyfriend, Subaru, it felt right to be at his best.
Subaru subconsciously licks at his lips, quite distracted by his cute little boyfriend's reactions. He's entirely polite, not enthusiastically indulgent, enjoying his snack. Though honestly, it was equally adorable to see Kamui's eyes sparkle, as he indulged in treats back home (generally when friends and classmates came over.) Still, there were quieter little satisfied hums as he made a mix of the candies and popcorn. Glowy and starry-eyed only made Violet-blue that much more entrancing.
Kamui eyed his boyfriend with curiosity. He felt a curious and amorous gaze on him, and the recoiling of the arm around his waist.
"You should have some too," Kamui voices his thoughts aloud. Dual-colored eyes widen and blink for a moment. The smaller male has a slightly mischievous smile on his face and sparkle to bright doe eyes.
When Subaru opens his mouth to speak. "Ka-mmm" he's stopped by the feeling of tender fingertips at his lips. The sensation of Kamui's touch so close to his mouth almost makes him forget what his boyfriend had been plotting. As though on reflex, Subaru managed to catch himself from choking, finishing the flavored popcorn kernel that only tasted sweeter with coating from the candy Kamui poured in.
Kamui had a tiny little smirk on his lips happy to see his boyfriend flush a bit. Though that joy spread infinitely more as he noticed Subaru beaming at him, grasping for his hand.
It was only a moment before, Subaru returned the gesture. And God. The feeling of his own fingers grazing the tips of Kamui's lips was almost too much. Almost. But he kept it together.
Still, Kamui's red cheeks and happy little sounds made it impossible to worry too much. The atmosphere was just too sweet. The pair even managed to catch some of the movie, mainly a conflict scene between the love interests friend's trying to tear the lovers apart.
Overall, the mood was incredibly light. Focusing on the feeling of Kamui's fingers pressing to his lips made even the "dramatic" movie scenes seem sweet.
Eventually, Kamui did seem to satisfy his hunger cravings. He places the bag of partially eaten popcorn down on his lap, but not before sprinkling the remains of the candy box on top.
Subaru idly reached his hand down to grasp the popcorn concoction. With his boyfriend shifting a bit on his side, his fingers skimmed from the bag to soft skin. A tender hand brushed across Kamui's lap, as the younger leaned over to lie his head down. Kamui didn't make a single noise of protest.
"Sorry." Subaru had mentioned, his hand again brushing over Kamui's soft lap.
Still, it only seemed polite to make sure he wasn't meaning to start anything.
"Don't be." A soft head of raven-black settled to a comfortable position on Subaru's shoulder. As though to prove a point, Kamui took the hand at his waist and brought it to rest with his own on his lap.
His skin is like… Something from heaven. Subaru noted, suddenly grateful for summer and the apparel that came with it. The dark violet shorts Kamui wore, went down to mid-thigh, leaving plenty of room for nice skin-on-skin contact.
The shorter male went to rest as the soft scenic music played. The main heroine of the story had a moment of refuge stargazing with her beloved.
Doing that...wouldn't be such a bad idea... Kamui dreamily thought. He did have to realize his feelings for Subaru were making him go rather soft. For a brief, peaceful moment the world could stop. They weren't tied to their destiny now. Here they appeared just as a couple in love, going on a normal date, expressing affection, and cuddling up.
It's far better than normal… Kamui's lips quirked up. He'd on occasion nuzzle the side of his date's neck, knowing Subaru was (also) quite sensitive there. Though that train of thought may be better for the home environment.
They stayed in relative silence, even watching the movie, aside from a few "check-in" kisses they gave assuring the other was having a good time.
The music softened even more so. The moonlight scene became more colorful. The focus came between the main couple, as their lips met under the starry sky.
Thankfully, even the love scene was mild. Or milder than content Kamui had seen lately. All suggestions from his "supportive" friends.
The theatre was flooded with countless viewers most around high school age, tearing up and holding up some kind of tissue to their eyes.
This movie certainly brought on many reactions. Although, when Kamui looked back up he saw the honest love and need, in his boyfriend's eyes.
Violet-blue eyes glanced back to the movie and then right back. While there was clear emotion to it, things were a bit passionate… and the background music was a nice touch.
Kamui's lips curled at this, licking them subconsciously. It was a good thing as they were ravished seconds after. Kissing with a sweet, romantic scene in the background… wasn't all that bad.
Kamui's hands slipped under soft locks at Subaru's neck. The long arm around Kamui's waist shifted as they both turned to the side. The pair pressed as close as possible. Elegant fingers caressed the older male's soft rosy cheeks.
Kamui tilted his head again slightly, resuming their earlier activity. Kisses were kept soft enough to not draw attention to the background sound. Still, the emphasis on love and devotion was clear. Everything was being pressed against each other's tender lips as they moved that bit deeper, entirely gone on one another.
Lost in their own little world, The rest of the movie simply faded into the background.
Wishes
In the CLAMP school director's office, there was a gap between visits from Shirou Kamui.
"This is a good thing, Kaichou," Suoh informs, still using the childhood title, especially when the director acted very much as he did when he was 12. Suoh sighed plopping a few new folders onto the moping director's desk. "It's better Kamui talks directly with him than with us."
The pretty blond, stubbornly turned his head to the side. "I know that! But still!" Hands laid flat on the desk, with a loud slap. The blue-haired assistant raised his eyes. "Don't YOU miss him? You can't tell me you didn't enjoy seeing Kamui here." He crossed his arms under his chest. With a dramatic sigh, and pouty lips, the blond grumbled. "You can't tell me you've gone heartless…"
"This will be a long day…" Suoh voiced his thoughts in a pained tone.
Quickly, the blond perked right back up, a thought springing in. "In fact, I know that you gave Kamui private archery and self-defense lessons after school!"
Suoh flushed at this and sighed. His hand lightly balled up and bopped the present director on the head.
"Ow! Hey!" The blond winced, rubbing his head.
"Of course, I like having Kamui here. But he's finally being open with the person he loves and that's a good thing," Suoh explained.
"So… I still miss seeing him…" He pouts, stretching his long arms over the table. A sympathetic hand pat the director's back.
"You'll see him again...besides you're the one who's been working on getting them together up for months. So I figured you'd be more of your cheerful self."
"Yeah…" Nokoru agreed, a bit of a smile on his lips. "And I love that they finally are together but… Kamui is so shy I never get any real details on how things are progressing."
Suoh rolled his eyes at that. "Those two are both private people. You are the director, but you don't have to know everything that goes on with your students."
The school director groans, brushing his forehead against the desk. He slowly lifts his head up and falls back into his chair. "I know that but still, it's been so long!"
"It's not like we'll ever see him again." Suoh comforted.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
"Um… hello? I'm sorry if I'm interrupting anything."
The moping blond sat up fully. His sky blue eyes sparkled brighter than the incoming sun.
"Speak of the…" Suoh held a hand to his forehead. He glared at the cheeky grin on Nokoru's face. The director brushed aside a few piles of papers and folders and cheerily moved to get up from his seat.
Suoh's firm hand on his shoulder stopped him.
"I'll get it. And you," Suoh berated. He gave a pointed, icy look. "Still have work to do right after you're done talking with Kamui."
"Yes, yes! I'll get to that!" Nokoru promised cheerily. He clapped his hands excitedly. "Now come on! Let's not keep our guest waiting."
The blue-haired assistant rolled his eyes. Silent footsteps followed as he walked towards the door. Opening the door, revealed a slightly distraught Kamui Shirou.
"Shirou, welcome. It's been a while. Is everything alright?" Suoh asked carefully, eyeing the raven-haired man with slight concern.
"Ah, yeah… I'm fine." Kamui bows his head politely. His cheeks look a little flushed, perhaps rushing from class to come here. "Thank you."
"How are things with your boyfriend?!" Nokoru chimed in, standing from his desk, straight to the point. He waved the high-school student over motioning for him to take a seat across the desk.
"Things are going well," Kamui responds, flushing a bit as he keeps Violet-blue eyes down. He shakes his head, still feeling the warmth of loving hands on his hips this morning. "Better than that." He whispers sheepish, mostly to himself. There's no way the director nor his assistant were able to miss the lovesick smile, fluttering eyelashes, and cherry red cheeks.
"I can see that~ You two were quite the lovebirds at the Spring Festival."Nokoru teases, eagerly leaning forward in his seat. His hands laced gracefully resting on the desk and holding up his head.
"Kaichou," Suoh warned in a grave tone. Brown eyes darkened for a moment making the blond slightly shudder. Though the feeling came and went.
"Th-that's we were…" Kamui could look neither in the eyes, he clasped a hand over his mouth. His lips felt so warm, the tender pressure from earlier this morning left him flushed for hours. A part of him felt the need to go, looking at the door. He did come here for a reason. "I… ah… just had something I wanted to ask about."
"Is everything alright?" Suoh speaks out, concerned. He looks over the director's desk before taking a chair across from the distraught student.
"They are… Subaru is… so…" Kamui shook his head quickly, burning up by the second. "I-I mean yes. There's something lately that's been bothering me."
"Go on," Nokoru prompted, voice much calmer and more serious than before. The pained look in violet eyes hurt.
"I… don't quite understand how things worked on the promise year. I know Subaru's fate changed and with that his duties with his less desirable… Occupation." He exhales, slowly closing his eyes tightly. Perhaps, even less of a connection with that man, Kamui curses himself for his bitterness. It's not as though he hadn't been in love before but still...
"Mn. The Sakurazukamori," Suoh fills in simply. A little shimmer of worry flows over his soft brown eyes, focusing on Kamui, looking down at the floor, nervous.
"I don't want Subaru to be bound like that to have to hurt anyone…" Kamui nods and bites at his lip sadly. "But it's not exactly easy to bring up…I mean I plan to...but..." Everything regarding the Sakurazukamori seemed to hurt Subaru so much. I don't want him to be in our life anymore. Seishirou had traumatized Subaru enough, Kamui didn't want to have him still causing more beyond the grave.
"It is true the Sakurazukamori has been known as a dangerous and notorious assassin amongst spiritualists. It's not a position anyone sees lightly." Nokoru began, he felt a pang of guilt seeing the frown fall over Kamui. "There's a lot of unknowns there."
"I see…" Kamui replies, dejected.
"The Imonoyama family has been wary of the successors for many years… But there have been certain changes…It's believed the danger of the Sakurazukamori is more tied to the person holding the title than the title and in and of itself."
"What do you mean?"
"Honestly, I still think it would be best to ask Subaru yourself," Nokoru says with hesitance and looks up to his assistant. Both nod to each other in agreement.
"I know…" Kamui concedes in a soft voice. His eyes darted around the room before finally looking up at the two older men.
"I know but I don't want to hurt him more… bring back old wounds from everything. He's so gentle and kind… And I never want him to be in so much pain again, especially over that man! " Kamui's voice darkened, spitting out the latter with a sense of venom.
"You're very kindhearted yourself, Kamui," Nokoru tells him easily. There isn't a hint of tension in the room. Nokoru turns to his quiet assistant. The blue-haired man shook his lost in thought. "It's because of that kindness, people hurt, so much…"
The words slipped out pained, glances of concern came the empathetic director's way. He shook them off and spotted a bittersweet.
"So I'll say this. From what I've heard about them, since grade school, there's a lot to the contract and duties actually required." Nokoru pauses, leaning closer, inspecting the nervous lines over Kamui's forehead. He stares curiously at the younger man, before standing up. Reaching forward he pats Kamui on the head.
The shy student blinks and slightly frowns. Again he's made to divert his eyes realizing how bad he has it when his mind screams at him how 'it's always best when Subaru does that."
It wasn't a bad feeling with other people, with close friends. Surely, Karen, Yuzuriha, and now the school Director showed kindness and affection this way. Still, it wasn't anywhere near the same.
Seemingly unbothered by the Violet-blue eyes spacing out, and sudden blush, the tale continues. Though there are a few whispers exchanged between the director and his right-hand man.
"Being the Sakurazukamori is a contract that requires sacrifice to keep the tree alive and supply the successor with their own powers and vitality." Nokoru begins before leaning back in his seat. He pauses for a moment to continue.
"That Sakura tree has been around for longer than most can recount. It is said to work as a kind of equilibrium for our world. Those who cause deadly harm to both the earth and its inhabitants were to be offered to the tree. And they were the only ones." Nokoru begins, the emphasis placed on the past tense. He sees the rise in Kamui's eyes at this.
"The tree was never intended to seek just anyone who came across it. Certainly, not those with a pure heart." Nokoru further explains. He stops for an elongated breath, feeling concerned eyes on him.
"Why was there such a change?" Kamui asks timidly.
"Well, as we got closer to the promised year there was an increase of humans wishing harm upon the earth, and all those living on it. To cause more danger." He further explains waving his hands around in various vague patterns.
"The value of the earth itself was disregarded by countless people. The Sakura tree became enraged, wanted to restore the earth, and create a revolution."
Kamui ponders this over, and can't stop the shudder following. He can feel those words Fuma spoke of, before becoming the Kamui of earth. The horrors from the past year, that same phrase, 'a revolution' had played out many times.
"That sounds like the Dragons of Earth…" Kamui mumbles, heart sinking at the memories. Maybe that's how that man became chosen after all.
Both the director and assistant pause. Soft brown and sky blue eyes glisten and look towards him with concern.
"Are you alright, Kamui?" Nokoru calls for him worriedly. The kind director reaches for Kamui's trembling hand.
"Shirou..." Even Suoh, not as drawn to comforting and skinship, walks around the desk and clasps his shoulder. "Maybe we should take a break, this topic is-"
"N-no really, I'm fine. I want to know," Kamui insists. Skeptical glances fall over him.
Wildly, the head of blue-black hair shakes. Kamui's violet eyes steel, determined. "Please, it involves Subaru so…."
Nokoru hesitates. His normally cheerful features darkened. He squeezes the younger man's hand in comfort before retreating.
It didn't fully stop... Kamui thinks to himself, looking down at his slightly trembling hand. It had calmed but was a little shaky. When Subaru holds it… it stops completely.
Then again it was Subaru. So him being the only one to do this makes sense.
"Alright then… as far the legend goes," Nokoru breaks him from his thoughts. He clears his throat and carefully watches Kamui's expressions.
"The Sakura tree became lost in rage. The difference between innocent and corrupt blurred. The need to" cleanse" the earth with more and more victims grew. Eventually, the tree threatened to steal the life force of the one contracted to it. If enough sacrifices were not made It would steal energy from the Sakurazukamori until their passing."
Hands suddenly clutched painfully to the edge of the desk. Kamui jolted up at that, his knuckles turning white.
The older men went wide-eyed at the reaction. Their lips curled down feeling the unabashed pain and anger, from Kamui, at the prospect of something happening to his beloved.
"Kamui… that's not the end of it, I can assure you," Suoh chimes in, feeling the tension in the air suffocating. Being trained as a Nakamura, he was able to steal himself instantly. It was a benefit being born into the family. He turns to the blond who nods at him.
"That was before the promised year. And the contract's fatality wasn't entirely clear even to the past predecessors."
Kamui's heart thundered in his chest. Violet-blue eyes darkened to a shadowed amethyst. They watered up, ready to break and quiver
"B-but Subaru really will be alright?!" the lovesick student speaks out without thinking. The thought of anything happening to his protector, and (he's forced to admit) his deepest love, breaks him.
"I can't accept a world where Subaru has to suffer even more!"There was an almost demanding sound to Kamui's proclamation. The troubled boy's heart threatens to tear up, at the notion any more harm would befall his precious person.
Every part of him was quaking. The need to rush out and find answers to do whatever it took to free Subaru from a grim fate overwhelmed his senses. His hands clenched painfully tight to stay in control.
"I assure you that's not the case, Kamui," Suoh had been the one to say so. He'd heard stories before from his best friend and those high up in the family knew as well. Said friend wasn't one to bring up matters if there was such a sense of hopelessness.
"That was in the past, before the end of the promised year, " Suoh assures with conviction. "Things have changed. Sumeragi Subaru is not bound to that same fate."
"He's not?" Kamui trembling hands finally sliding off the desk. His mind slowly calms, and his face flustered red.
"We wouldn't lie to you about something like this," Suoh assured, caring amber eyes looked over Kamui. The student was gently guided back down in his seat.
"Oh…" Kamui flusters. The sheepish high schooler hands his head down. "I am so sorry!" Kamui profusely apologizes once coming to his senses.
"It's alright, I'm happy to see you feel so deeply for him," Nokoru expresses with a warm smile. His opinion on the couple being truly meant to be was set in stone.
Kamui nods a little at that, flustered but not unpleasantly. I'm in way too deep... the lovesick teen realizes, feeling an incredible warmth recalling his love that only seems to deepen by the day. He shrinks down in his chair. "So…" Kamui folds his hands in his lap nervously. "H-how have things changed then?"
"The contract with the Sakura tree has reverted... It changed tremendously after you awakened as the true Kamui," Nokoru stays firm on this.
"That Sakura tree was eventually going mad with power. It's been said to spread out to claim as many sacrifices as it deemed necessary to purify the earth. Although the victory of the Dragon's of Earth would also fulfill its desires."
"Yet, they didn't win…" Kamui responded. His voice softened going weak. "No one did…" The harrowing losses took over the thought of any feeling of victory.
"You're right about that," Nokoru began, looking out the window. A small yellow bird perched gracefully on a nearby branch. "Yet, our world is not the same as before." He gestured to the bird. "Your Awakening, your wish healed and saved the earth and countless lives."
"Although, don't recall making a wish then," Kamui hushes in admittance. His heart had been far too shaken to be aware of his own desires.
"While your heart knows its true wishes. I'd guess it involves saving the world your loved one loved and the earth's inhabitants." Nokoru finally comes back to a smile. He reaches across the desk and again pats Kamui on the head.
There's a release in tension as Kamui huffs at the gesture. Though it's not bothersome.
"It's a wish only the true Kamui could obtain...And so it was born simply from a desire in your heart..or even a thought to save others. The earth, people, and the tree itself were able to be restored and saved. Thus the duties and binding to the tree reverted as well." Nokoru starts to finish up, brightening word by word.
"So… things have changed quite a bit then…"
"From my resources, it's safe to bet the blood of the innocent...after a revolution, should no longer be craved or even accepted by the tree. The Sakurazukomori would gradually lose their illusion powers. The powers granted by the tree that is, with the lack of corrupted sacrifices. However, their very life force wouldn't be claimed for it at all."
"So… does that mean Subaru will… be…?" Kamui's eyes brighten beautifully, he feels his heart singing. A beaming, hopeful curl grows on his lips. Part of him wants to rush home and lavish his beautiful love with kisses, and words of how happy he is they have this chance to build their life together.
"Mhmm…" Nokoru hums out and cheerily rises from his seat. Both the director and his assistant nod in unison.
Nokoru stretches his arms up high, leaning upon his toes. "Subaru will be free. Although there may be those corrupted souls that the tree will urge him towards, there's nothing required of him. His fate has changed greatly."
Nokoru beams considerably, he sees the relief flooding through the former savior's features. The atmosphere lightens as Kamui takes a moment to reflect on the changes.
Kamui stares off dreamily at the hands in his lap.
"I'm glad," Kamui professes softly. He lowers his head, shielding his tearing eyes with long raven bangs. "So… so...so...glad!"
"In a way, your Subaru will be free unlike any of his predecessors."
"W-w-w-why is that?" Kamui asks, a little pink blush growing on his cheeks. "Not that I'm not relieved to hear that…" The mention of Subaru and thought of him finally being happy, left him blissful.
"Sorry," Nokoru held up a finger, waving it side to side. "That's something you'll have to ask your heart." The blond laughs pressing a finger to his lips.
"My… Heart?" Kamui's eyes raise in confusion as they glisten.
"You'll figure it out in time," Nokoru assures, Kamui. There's that light-hearted mischief coming back. He glances at the clock and gestures towards the back wall. "Though right now, you'll want to go to your next class. Lovesickness is not an excuse for being tardy."
Suoh rolls his eyes at his best friend. He's certain that love would easily prioritize timely attendance, in the blonde's mind. Though being studious was important.
"I wouldn't want to have to call your precious boyfriend and tell him just why you skipped class!"
"I-It's not-!" Kamui burns a deep shade of crimson. Because, shit...it was exactly like that between them.
Lovesick… He shook it off, not wishing to be teased further. Kamui grasps the school ah at his feet. He stands up and looks towards the director and his own personal assistant /the only one who could handle working alongside the exuberant blond.
"Still, I have to say thank you for taking the time out for me. I know you both have more important work " Kamui stops where he is and bows his head. There's a genuine smile over both their faces, seeing someone as important as Kamui, being so humble and grateful.
The blond director waves his hand down and gestures Kamui towards the door.
"It's not a problem, I'll be here anytime you want to," Nokoru assures. He feels a pressing glare. "Well, I mean as long as I keep up with my work," Nokoru relents, looking to his friend for approval.
Suoh sighs at that. He's known his friend long enough to know he'd add on excuses somehow.
"Still, Thank you both, I feel a lot better after talking about this…" Kamui expresses. Although, I hope I'll be able to recall whatever wish I made to change things so much.
"It's not a problem, Kamui." The cheery director enthuses, quite casually.
"Take care, Shirou." His quiet assistant nods to Kamui.
"You as well," Kamui returns, opening the door and disappearing into the hallway.
This left Suoh and Nokoru. The quieter of the two looked skeptically at the blond.
"What?" Nokoru questions. He holds his hands up in mock surrender. "I really did finish the paperwork for today."
"It's not that," Suoh snorts at that, shaking his head.
"Out of curiosity, Kaichou," Suoh accented his former title. "Why did things change so much for the Sakurazukamori?"
"That's a secret." Nokoru wagged his finger in front of the other.
Suoh rolls his eyes. "I don't know why I asked."
Nokoru laughs. "It's more a secret because I'm not entirely~sure myself. I think there was a second wish made that fated day, beyond restoring the earth..."
"A 2nd wish?" Suoh asks.
"Mhmm," Nokoru crosses his arms under his chest and nods. "A wish only Kamui knows. One buried deep within his heart." Nokoru cheerily reaches in his desk drawers. He brings out a white fan. It's held in front of the director's face, shielding all but his sparkling eyes.
"A wish only Kamui's heart knows…"
Passion
Overwhelmed, with the prospect of his precious person being free...Kamui hadn't been able to keep his head out of the clouds. He couldn't fight the confident smile on his face..because someone in the midst of all the chaos, Kamui managed to help Subaru. His love wouldn't be forced to kill and become like his predecessors.
Kamui impatiently, waited on the couch, drumming his fingers over the cover of his neglected textbook. Of course, he needed to hear from Subaru himself, to know things would be alright from here The TV played idly in the background, but couldn't keep Kamui's focus.
It had been an emotional day and yet so relieving. The millisecond the door sprung open, Kamui rose to his feet. Violet-blue eyes glimmer, and brighten tremendously. The hues of purple are almost devoured by black, as his irises blow up at the sight of his love.
"I'm home," Subaru tiredly albeit tenderly greets his love. Dazzling emerald and gold eyes open widely seeing violet-blue intimately close to his own. He gasps.
"Kam-" Insistent and amorous lips steal lips before speaking another word. The shorter male stood as tall he could on his tiptoes. Long arms coiled affectionately over Subaru's neck.
As though held by a spell, Subaru gives up on thinking further. Kamui's insistent kiss and heated lips are all he needs to think of now. He carelessly drops a bag he brought to work. He leans his head down, giving his love easier access. Strong arms favorably preferred to scoop up their love.
Subaru's hands firmly take hold of his love's slender hips. Kamui moans into his mouth, hot sparkling eyes look up with adoration.
"K-Kamui?" Subaru attempts to voice a question. Yet, he's already feeling, a usually shy and timid tongue brushing against his lips. He's in no position to do anything but give into Kamui's love. Apparently, his boyfriend felt very bold today. Usually, they'd built up to more passionate exchanges but...who was Subaru to argue with a wonderous surprise. After a long workday too….
Curiously, Subaru parts his lips, letting Kamui take the lead, finding a comfortable pace for them. The cute and curious licks all the way into his mouth make him constantly sigh and smile into the kiss.
"I'm just so happy…" Kamui professes as though answering all questions. He's simply glowing as his boyfriend's fingertips brush all across his tender lips. The fingertips are soon replaced by amorous lips. Kamui parts and squeaks at the heated tongue diving further into his mouth and hands sliding under his thighs.
"Subaru~" Kamui calls for him, with a little dreamy smile. Dazzling violet eyes shimmer with absolute passion. Their kiss deepens a bit, as fingernails lightly dig into overly sensitive thighs.
Kamui squeaks at the feeling yet leans upon his tiptoes once more. His toes curl, at the feeling of himself being lifted fully, both feet leaving the ground. Kamui's leg embraces Subaru's waist, eagerly letting his source of gravity be taken in favor of being held.
"Kamui I-is that alright?" Subaru scrambles to stay composed, just realizing how easily he got swept away. It was hard not to lose himself with the impromptu makeout session right in front of their door. One Kamui initiated.
"Yes, it's perfect," Kamuiindulges his boyfriend, mewling as he feels his legs being lifted. Daring, and slightly worried at being halted, he moves further. He gradually hoists his still dangling leg up to gently rest around his beloved.
Soft moans and gasps are swallowed up as that leg is given proper attention. Subaru's tender hands hold securely at the spot between soft hips and thighs. Instinctively Kamui wraps his other leg around his lover's hips.
Something new like this should be somewhat nerve-wracking, but Kamui couldn't help but feel incredibly safe. Being so close and flushed long legs tighten around Subaru's hips.
"You're perfect," Subaru insists, deepening their kiss a bit more, licking into the other's mouth. Subaru's thinner lips move wildly and meld upon Kamui's plush lips. Teeth lightly nimble over Kamui's sensitive bottom lip.
All too precious doe eyes peer out to watch their amorous love. Subaru...His mind melts, vision blurred as violet-blue orbs grow foggy. Long lashes come to a graceful close. The passion is only felt that much more. Kamui tilts his head back slightly, feeling teeth gradually firming and they sensually (yet still carefully) bite alongside his lips.
Kamui expects his beloved to stop as he does. Always, always wanting Kamui to be comfortable over anything else.
"That doesn't hurt you...does it?" Subaru breathes warily upon loved-up lips.
Before he could speak, not that either moved their lips far away, Kamui pressed a tender kiss square on his love's mouth. "I'm just fine, Subaru~" He's absolutely purring the older man's name. "I like this…" His voice comes out breathy and quieter against tender lips.
Subconsciously he licks his own lips feeling subtle changes of texture where his beloved bit them. "It's all little embarrassing… but not bad." He voices despite initiating the love fest.
Subaru hums at this. He rests their foreheads together for a momentary break. Sweet, tender kisses follow up, the press of their lips were all too audible and embarrassingly sweet to hear alongside racing heartbeats.
"Alright," Subaru confirms, looking over his beloved's beautiful features carefully. "I love you, Kamui."
Cheeks flush at the sudden declaration. Regardless of how many times those words would come out, they always hit so deep. One of Kamui's hands combed up the back of his boyfriend's neck.
"I love you too," Kamui coos, soft, tender, and with a radiant smile that literally takes his beloved's breath away with a deep gasp. His cheeks only continue to lift as Subaru kisses his smile soundly, lips meld beautifully as a tongue traces every millimeter of the soft plush lips.
Unhurried, delicate little licks were made millimeter by millimeter until fully reaching Kamui's mouth. The younger man mewls softly, feeling himself carefully led to lean back against the door. Gentle hands keep a steady hold on his hips. Kamui finds something alluring about the way his boyfriend's thumb caresses up and down the front of his thigh. The secure, and worshipping touches make him think of being something like a treasure. Subaru's treasure.
The feeling of being loved and claimed makes him gasp, feeling the curious tongue in his mouth slip in that bit deeper. When those movements get a bit more passionate, Kamui instinctively wraps his legs even tighter around his boyfriend's waist.
Subaru has to wince his eyes shut. Even with his saint-like patience, it was taking a great deal of willpower to stop from grinding up against delicate hips. He knows himself a little too well. When Kamui's hands start ravaging through his hair, he feels a tight heat coiling in his stomach. If they started something further, there was no way he could last. The spontaneity of the kisses and touches made it all too embarrassing. His pride would not allow himself to come undone before Kamui.
Subaru isn't sure if Kamui was aware or not… but his hips were writhing, leaning forward in a movement that imitated something further than planned.
Keeping firm hands upon Kamui's hips, Subaru lifted his beloved a little higher, in a safer area. His younger boyfriend took the initiative to gradually wrap his legs higher, leaving his pelvic region to press against the other's most sensitive parts.
Kamui sighs so blissfully into the kiss. His boyfriend isn't sure whether his heart or stomach is more affected by the rampant fluttering that brings.
Subaru paces his breathing for brief intervals where their lips part, sensitive groans are swallowed up by smaller plush lips. Kisses are gentle, with every brush of their lips. The older man breaks to nuzzle their noses together.
The affectionate gesture makes the younger boy's heart sing. The endless melody was ringing in his ears. Surely, his love could hear it all the same.
"My Subaru~" Kamui again purrs out the words. Glistening, and entirely ethereal violet-blue orbs peer lovingly into the older man. Life's greatest temptation seemed to lay before Subaru now. Perhaps the most breathtaking temptation one could hope to see in life.
"K-Kamui…" Subaru breaths out shakily. Glossy eyes, slightly widen when the older man steps back, allowing Kamui some space from being pressed in.
A blissful sigh escapes plush lips. Subaru somehow manages to slip out of his shoes, he almost snorts at the thought. Kamui can be very eager… He notes, relishing this moment in his heart's diary. No sooner than the door opened, did all of this begin.
Subaru laughs at the slight pout on Kamui's lips from being parted. He only manages to kiss the taller man's cheek, before gasping. Subaru is quick to carry his beloved over the threshold. Their lips meet in several seductive and slow kisses.
More chaste presses ensue only after the boyfriends are left equally breathless. The raven-haired beauty nuzzles his head into the crook of his boyfriend's neck. Arms tighten back around the taller man's neck. Beautifully long legs tangle securely around all too accepting hips.
Soft little presses of lips all across Subaru's shoulders make the older man weak in the knees. He slightly quickened his pace towards the couch. He laughs, deliriously In love, looking forward to seeing his precious person wrapped around him like a koala.
Kamui doesn't relent in his hold, making the task a bit difficult. Still, the pair manage to find themselves sitting back on the couch. The way Kamui's legs entrancingly part to sit on his boyfriend's lap is so powerful. A simple motion left Subaru entranced, completely gone on Kamui. Subaru bites down on his lip hard, it's a surprise he doesn't draw blood.
Concerned, Violet-blue orbs sparkle. Tender hands caress Subaru's ivory cheeks. "Subaru?"
"Ha…ahh… Kam-" Subaru has to catch his breath. A hand lays at Kamui's hips. Whilst his spare hand flies up to cover his eyes. He tilts his head back. "Kamui… that is…you are...wow." He manages between breaths.
"A good wow?" Kamui tilts his head cutely. He earns a very deep and languid kiss for such a look. Managing to look so innocent and docile after initiating what lit a painfully sweet fire inside was entirely unfair.
"A good wow," Subaru reassures and takes the hand from over his eyes. In turn, he opts to take Kamui's hand captive, kissing each and every fingertip. All while making eye contact with luminous violet orbs. "Very good."
"I'm glad," Kamui admits sweetly, averting shy eyes from the lips languidly loving him up. Subconsciously Kamui closes his eyes, sighing pleasantly, as he feels lips pepper all across his face. The soft lips tickle as they brush over Kamui's button nose.
Violet-blue eyes glistened, enrapturing gold-emerald piercing with deep emotions, lips connected as though having no other option. Stronger than any magic either possessed, both boyfriends swept under the spell. Fingers curled snuggly around Subaru's shoulder blades, Kamui recalled feeling the bare skin there earlier. The warmth is more than enough to radiate through the soft fabric.
The feeling of security never once left. There was a relishing hum and sigh escaping the younger man's lips. He felt hands carefully running down his slender waist and brushing against the sensitive skin of his thighs.
"Is that alright?" Subaru asks sweetly. He always is so considerate. Kamui thinks. I love that but... A tiny bit reluctantly he had to admit. There was a bit of a desire to see his beloved a little less hesitant, especially since giving permission.
I'm alright. You don't always need to be so cautious. Kamui's heart yearns to say. Though knowing the older man, Subaru would blame himself, assuming he was doing something wrong.
Of course, they'd always assure each other they were okay. But this feeling was more a matter of getting comfortable, less hesitant, worried. The hands stilled at Kamui's sides, a little shaky.
"Touch me," Kamui expresses, tone terribly softly. His eyes are firm, resolute, and the hands-on top of Subaru's own keep them all they like. "You can touch me here, it's more than okay." He hopes that sounds alluring, his heart wouldn't shut up about what he was verbally admitting.
Kamui knows he's igniting a fire again. One that may not ever be tamed, and that as thrilling as it was terrifying. Because Kamui felt a flicker of heat overwhelming him, one that surely one day would be far too embarrassing to hide away and keep under wraps.
There was a conundrum of wanting to and not quite yet feeling ready to do everything with his beloved. The closer they moved, the more their lips caressed, the more hands explored each other like a blank canvas, the more their desires burned inside.
Kamui moans escape but a bit quieter than earlier, proud at his control. He predicted the entirely deep kisses that came from Subaru nibbling his bottom lip.
'You have a habit of biting them.' Subaru ponders mentioning. I think I prefer doing that for you... His mind blanks, feeling Kamui enthusiastically returning the kiss. Far from the earlier shy kisses, Kamui presses his lips firmly, slotting their lips together from an agonizingly seductive angle after angle. Finally, they find one that seems to move them deeper, ravishing the other and playing at a game for dominance.
"You're ethereal," Subaru professes, as though speaking to something from heaven above. For the lovesick man, there wasn't a difference. No human nor angel could hope to shine brighter in his eyes.
"You're… so…" Kamui can't finish. Emotions well up in his eyes. How was one supposed to act hearing words like that? His heart was thundering, and a part of his brain just wanted to surrender here and now, against his better judgment.
A passionate exchange of ravishing lips follows up. Kamui's hand grip his boyfriend's shoulder and back of the neck firmly.
"My perfect boyfriend" Kamui murmurs, a little out of breath. A beaming smile melts on Subaru's lips. If he had to count… not without needing to, he'd know he'd smiled more these past six months than he had throughout his life.
The silence in the house only brings more heat to their cheeks. The pair can hear every little sigh, moan, mewl, and press of the other's lips.
"Mine," Subaru hushes, hot and needy into Kamui's tone comes out a little husky and deep. Kamui can't suppress the full-body shiver and grips the older man harder. Especially so when those seductive lips explore all across his jawline.
The peppering and sweet sensation take over. Kamui makes for an unconsciously seductive sight. His head tilts back in bliss, giving his boyfriend more access.
Of course, they hadn't explored everything. A few shoulder kisses, occasionally they went over his neck. Yet, lips never lingered there as they did now.
"May I?" Subaru pauses at Kamui's sensitive neck. A part of him craving to leave even just the tiniest of marks… Yet his skin is so perfect… was it alright to mark up perfection?
"Yes," Kamui replies instantaneously, a little more obvious than he'd like. There was a strong wave of love and desire mixed in violet orbs.
Kamui swallowed, feeling his body go weak at the gentle kisses all along his neck. The new feeling of lips, tongue, and teeth on sensitive skin immersed. Kamui felt both hands gripping painfully tight on his boyfriend's shoulders. Especially with the seductive yet careful.
"I feel bad asking this… but…"
"You can ask anything," Kamui just shakes his head. His brain only seems to only want to say 'yes' and 'Subaru'... And surely his heart as well.
"Would it… ah…" Subaru's mouth goes dry. The fingers at Kamui's hips curl into sensitive thighs. "Would it be alright if I-I-I…" He couldn't fight the hammering heartbeat, he could hear in his ears. Kamui's smiles and glowing eyes were not helping matters. "If I… left a mark?"
"A…ma-" Kamui begins, mouth dry, and swallowing hard soon after.
"Only if it's alright with you of course, and it can be anywhere if you don't want to draw attention. Or not at all is perfectly understandable I really should just-" Kamui released the hold on steady shoulders. He took both hands and laid them upon Subaru's cheeks. Kamui's laughter escapes, angelically, before crushing their lips together.
"Yes," Kamui answers. Mind a little too lovesick he even ads. "Anywhere." But he doesn't regret the words one bit, always trusting in Subaru.
Kamui arches his back painfully tight. Lips leave deep kiss marks all across the sensitive neck. Finally, they settle on an incredibly satisfying curve between Kamui's neck and shoulder. Subaru's eyes darkened with a flare of passion in the mix.
"Subaru!" Kamui cries out at the feeling of lips sucking deep at the corner of his neck.
"Pl-please!" Mewls erupt from the over-sensitive throat. Subaru obediently follows the command as he interprets it and moves further... Teeth bite down slowly but with obvious intent.
Kamui trembles in his boyfriend's arms, every nerve in his body wants to react to the hard nip. A soothing tongue laps up around the love-made bruise.
God… Briefly, Kamui thinks, looking down to see his boyfriend worship all across his neck with his lips. Soft moans escape, Kamui's hand slides up to grab his boyfriend's raven-black locks. Maybe... Kamui humors the idea. He could be a vampire… in some other life.
Neither of the lovebirds took in just what event was tomorrow… and how observant their friends could be.
Reunion Party
Brriiiiing the sound of a high-pitched melody emitted into the rec room of the large campus building.
"I'll get it!" Chirped a very cheerful feminine voice.
"Looks like the lovebirds managed to make it," Karen followed up, lounging comfortably upon one of the room's couches.
"Right?" The short brunette eagerly skipped towards the door. There was always a spring in her step when it came to seeing her precious friends.
"Oooh!" Yuzuriha's soft brown eyes went bright. Before the couple at the other end could take a step inside the home, they were attacked by an enthused hug attack.
"It's good to see you too…" Kamui looked around awkwardly, attempting to pry the hands off his shoulders as his friend hugged them both. Violet-blue eyes peered to the side catching a glimpse of Subaru's wide-eyed gaze and the lines forming on his forehead.
Kamui bit his tongue, suppressing a laugh. His boyfriend seemed even more lost with how to handle such friendly affection.
The man's long arms hung to his side uncertain how to return the gesture 'correctly'. There was something warm inside Kamui. His lips curved softly, recalling how Subaru had never been a touchy-feeling person, and simply didn't hug people. This came with the exception of Kamui, of course.
Yet, they no longer held each other just as friends. Embraces more often than not came with kisses or a cuddle session afterward. The more boisterous members of the group were watching the scene.
"I'm happy but…" Kamui whined a little. With a little more strength he managed to break himself from the hug. "We need to breathe too." Subaru softly chuckled at this.
"Fine!" Yuzuriha mock complained but was far too cheerful. The lights in her eyes were dancing as she sat back on the heels of her feet. "I'm so glad you could make it!"
Within the campus reserved recreation room, gathered the former Dragons of Heaven.
Yuzuriha, of course, invited Kusanagi. Which brought some joy to Kamui's face, his friend being far too occupied with her crush to mercilessly tease Kamui about his.
Speaking of which, Yuzuriha happily skipped back to her seat on one of the sofas beside Kusanagi. She folded her hands in her lap and beamed in a way that Kamui hadn't seen before. It was almost...nervous?
They were sitting closest to the doorway. So the muscular man sat up from his seat. With a cherry grin. "Glad to see you here! I know we haven't talked much but I've heard plenty from Yuzuriha."
Kamui shook the offered hand, followed briskly and his boyfriend did the same. The petite male eyed his friend with suspicions.
"I have a feeling she would…" Kamui mumbled it under his breath.
"What was that?" Kusanagi asked with amusement.
"Nothing important," Kamui commented. "It's good to see you. Yuzuriha talks about you very often."
There's mild surprise to see a little dust of pink on the joyful girl's cheeks. Her crush looked over at her with a soft smile. Incredibly polite.
"You do?"
"Yeah…" Yuzuriha scratched at her cheek. Her eyes seemed to light up with a fire of determination. Her bubbly spirit remained with a soft smile.
Kamui had heard his friend confess her feelings, rather point-blank, to the older man. She was very bold and open to hold her feelings until they pointed out they would be required. Surely, something would grow as she got older. Until then, she seemed entirely pleased, being friends with her crush.
Seeing Yuzuriha a bit flustered was interesting, and a nice change to see things the other way around.
"Well don't you two look perfect together," Karen was eager to call out the amorous couple, holding hands. The sounds of heels clicking on the floor alerted the pair. It was impressive how elegant and swiftly she could move in those heels.
While not as overboard as Yuzuriha, she gave a brief hug to Subaru and Kamui. She leaned to press a friendly kiss on Kamui's cheek, which he wiped at like a small child at a family gathering.
Karen giggled at the reaction. Though looking more thoroughly at the gorgeous couple, more at Kamui, she has a little smirk on her face.
"Thank you…" Kamui averted her gaze. There was mischief within the soft amber eyes.
"I can tell you two get along quite well~" She teased, yet seemed entirely thrilled at a sign of the couple's "progress". The couple's cheeks painted a thousand shades of pink at the implication. Whatever she whispered to Subaru, made him flush further.
"I'm happy to see you both again," She added with soft affection.
"Me too," Kamui agreed, returning another soft hug. "It's nice to see everyone together."
With that Kamui and Subaru made their way around the room, glancing for their place to sit and at the friends all around.
"It's been far too long," Aoki stood next from where he was sitting. He offered his hand to both Subaru and Kamui. "I'm glad to see you two are doing well." The words were almost congratulatory. Something told Kamui, Karen had already told him about their relationship. Which was fine, it didn't make sense for only one of the Dragon's of Heaven to not be in the know.
Subaru and Kamui looked towards one another, flushed heatedly before quickly looking away. Still, it did make matters a little awkward, now that everyone knew they'd gotten together.
There was no chance in hell, Yuzuriha Nekoi kept their relationship a secret from her crush. Even if she was the only one to really talk with the slightly intimidating man of the SDF. He risked his life to save Yuzuriha's life so he didn't need to prove much beyond that.
"Yes, very well." Subaru managed to calm first, though he burned as deeply red as his beloved. "It's great to see you as well," Subaru bowed his head.
Kamui nodded along with this. Though the vivid and colorful tie, full of kittens and puppies made his eyebrows raised.
"My daughter insisted I wear this 'to go play with my friends," Aoki quoted, though there was a real sense of pride and joy as he talked amicably.
Arashi who had been sitting on the other side of Yuzuriha quietly looked and bowed her head to the pair. Subaru gestured towards one of the new-looking loveseats in what could easily pass for a lavish living room you'd see in a house. But of course, CLAMP school went all out.
"Hello, Kamui. Sumeragi," She bowed her head softly towards each of the men. They returned the little head bow and waved.
"Hey," Kamui greeted awkwardly, asking 'how are you?' somehow didn't feel right. There was still a bit of pain in her eyes. So he settled with. "It's good to see you, Arashi," Kamui added with sincerity.
"Right? It's been way too long since she's been here face to face!" Yuzuriha chirps and tightly hugs the very lost Arashi who looks surprised before settling and somewhat returning the gesture the best she could.
"It has been," Kamui admitted with a certain fondness. Perhaps the good thing that did come out from that horrid year was the friends they managed to make. The tender familiar hand brushed lightly over his own. A private intimate smile curled over Kamui's lips, making his boyfriend's expression go entirely soft.
Amongst all the pain and suffering, he managed to feel again. Even after the loss, he found love once more.
"Well, now that everyone is here, let's get things started~" Karen cheerfully announced. She glanced towards a mini kitchenette towards the back of the expansive room.
"Who wants tea? Or coffee?" She asked, though there was a particular glint of mischief as she looked towards Kamui.
The question came out with mixed results of both. Before others could offer to help-
"Great, and Kamui~" She gazes over at the young man and waves him over. "I'll need you to help with the drinks," she rather volunteered him. The brightness in her eyes and a wry smirk on her bright red lips told Kamui there was another motive.
"Al….right?" Kamui glances around nervously. "I'll be right back." He says, squeezing his boyfriend's hand, before standing up.
The confused young man follows Karen down the hall and into the kitchenette. There's a little door separating the two rooms. The bemused young woman closes the door the second Kamui steps right in.
"So~" She playfully sang the word. "You and Sumeragi have been making good progress." The pink-haired woman gently chides, twirling a hand through her curly locks.
"W-what do you mean…?" Something told Kamui that wasn't the right answer. Karen looked all too pleased. She clapped her hands together, fingers entwining. She placed her hands under her chin.
"I think you know what I mean," Karen began, turning on her heel into the mini kitchen.
"I mean… I really like being with him…and I'm happy so..." Kamui offers, though feels this conversation was about to take a turn.
Somehow she managed to keep the same energy whilst grabbing several mugs, and teacups from a small cabinet. There was a kettle on the tiny stovetop, ready to be filled up with water.
"I can see that," Karen giggles again, covering her mouth with a hand, after placing the filled kettle upon the stove. Catching Kamui's gaze she takes a finger and holds it to the base of her neck.
"O-oh…" Kamui burns up completely red everywhere on his face. His eyes widened with surprise, as he nervously laughed. "You noticed that."
"I did," Karen nods at this. "Can you get the coffee?" She turns back to the task at hand. This embarrassing matter spews naturally from her lips. Yet, there is some amusement.
"Sure?" Kamui busied himself, taking out a large bag of ground coffee. He doubts that's the end of this discussion.
Still, the flustered male takes the scoop and pours the contents into a filter on top of the fancy coffee maker. One which has more buttons and features than he was used to. Luckily, the 'brew' button in the middle was easy to spot and work with.
"Your boyfriend played it fairly safe. I almost didn't catch it, and your collar covers most of it," Karen returns to the flustering topic, which makes Kamui keep his gaze on the floor. A hand slapped over the reddened love-bite. "I doubt anyone's noticed but I'll have to teach you a few tricks with makeup to cover it up before we go."
"Oh…" Kamui groaned, glaring at the coffee machine that seemed agonizingly slow at doing its job. He barely managed to will his blush down to a soft pink. If only the marbled floor at his feet could swallow him.
"You don't need to be embarrassed, I'm not going to ask for all the details unless you want to share, of course."
"N-no," Kamui squeaked, shrinking on himself, shoulders lowering. "I'd rather not…". I'd rather die. Was more accurate but Karen was far too kind to him and he was way too flustered to give off a response like that one.
"Alright then," Karen acknowledged. "And don't do anything either of you isn't willing to do. There's always time."
Kamui did agree with this. A lovesick smile curled, his cheekbones moved up high. "Subaru is incredibly kind. He always makes sure I'm alright or comfortable."
Karen doesn't look surprised, but hearing it verbally makes her pleased. "I can see how he looks at you. He really adores you, loves you." Thankfully, Subaru was indeed the patient man he came off as, never pushing Kamui to do what he doesn't like to do.
Violet-blue eyes light up at the words. The fluttering feeling in his chest. The deep love and thought of seeing his love smile, or give him tender looks, almost makes it hard to breathe.
"I'm happy for you Kamui." Karen takes out a box of different tea bags placing them on the counter and into the cups.
"I'm really happy too," Kamui's eyes glistened, a little emotional at the thought.
"Then that settles that." Karen places the bags in the teacups. Carefully taking hold of the kettle she pours the steaming water into the cup. "And if he ever hurts you, just let me know," Karen says with a wicked little smile, that was entirely confident and terrifying.
"He won't," Kamui answered easily, without a shred of doubt. The light in his eyes sparkled like an array of the sky upon gorgeous violet-blue. "Because he's my Subaru."
Games
The gathering further commenced, going livelier with the addition of sugary drinks, pizza, and snacks. Two open pizza boxes were placed on the side of the table. There were snacks: crackers, chips, candies, and fruit treats displayed all-around a large wooden table. Everyone had their own drinks beside them as Yuzuriha opened up the large board game box.
Subaru had looked worriedly over his little boyfriend, who was very pink all over. He curled his hand over Kamui's, which had been resting on his leg.
Kamui shook his head from the look. He whispered discreetly. 'I'll tell you later.'
"Alright," Subaru whispered, pressing a sweet kiss upon his boyfriend's forehead, temporarily forgetting they weren't alone. It seemed about every pair of eyes zeroed in on the very amorous couple of the group.
"Ah… it's probably already known but uh..." Kamui squeezed Subaru's hand tightly. It didn't need to be said but...maybe it would shift the focus if he just established the obvious. "We're well...you know.." Subaru's eyes lit up at the abashed explanation.
"We're together now." Subaru followed up, unable to hide the brilliant, confident smile. Kamui was his now, after all. He was more entranced to see the flush spreading across Kamui's cheeks as he came in closer, resting their foreheads together.
Only bright smiles and cheery words of congratulations followed up from those who didn't explicitly know. Or more so those who knew, but hadn't had Kamui have to embarrass himself and verbally confirm the relationship. Just about everyone seemed to have an idea.
"I've heard from Karen. I'm incredibly glad to see you two found your own happiness, after everything that's happened." Aoki comments thoughtfully. Though there's a pang of sadness, wishing he could say the same as well to his late nephew, had Daisuke's love brought out a happy ending. Perhaps, he and Hinoto would be reunited in the afterlife.
Kamui nodded his head in thanks. He took his boyfriend's hand again, lacing their fingers just as he liked. The lovestruck teen placed their link hands to rest on their lap. The romantic gesture stayed with a bit of privacy, their joined hands linked under the table.
Everyone had taken their seats by now and started setting up parts or shuffling cards for the chosen game of the night. The board game opened up to show a variety of different colored cards, paper, sculpting dough, and a long rectangular board spread out over half the table.
"We'll have to split up into groups," Yuzuriha was the first to announce, barely glancing over the rules on the back of the box. "I call Kusanagi and Arashi for our group!" She happily claimed, looking starry-eyed at her crush. Soon enough the young girl latched herself onto the sullen-looking girl's arm.
"Well I have a feeling who Kamui wants to pick," Karen says with a soft wink. She turns to Aoki with a soft smile. "So that settles it. "
"It seems so," Aoki agreed, happy to work alongside the cheerful pink-haired woman.
"So...you'll be my partner?" Kamui whispers, with a sweet smile on his lips, as though he didn't know the answer.
"Of course I'll be yours," Subaru returns, full of affection, fighting the urge to just kiss that beautiful smile. He didn't trust himself to stop and not just whisk Kamui away to love on him somewhere more private.
"Always," Subaru whispered tenderly. As a promise, and as always just for his Kamui to hear. He followed with a few cute words of love that left the boy blushing so hard he had nearly every eye on him at the table.
Knowing glances spread around. Arashi looked a bit curious but stayed rather silent. Meanwhile, the other men of the group, Kusanagi and Aoki, shrugged it off quickly and went back to talking amongst themselves.
Karen and Yuzuriha had become a dangerous combo. They giggled, looking over at the pair of "lovebirds." together they made for a dangerous combination. While Karen could be crude in her expressions, Yuzuriha was more persistent.
"Aww you guys are cute," Yuzuriha commented, smiling resting her head between her palms, elbows up on the table.
"You know there's an open club room in the back you two need some time alone~" Karen suggested, with a little wink and devious smile.
Subaru's cheeks burned up alongside Kamui's. Kamui lightly groaned, hiding his beet-red face into his boyfriend's arm.
It doesn't help that it sounds really nice...Kamui cursed his hormones, it's not like they hadn't kissed and cuddled before coming here. There was no way they could sneak off, with their friends knowing what they'd be up to.
They were here with their friends now… he could keep these bubbling feelings at least somewhat from the surface.
Subaru looked no better but managed to tone down the blush the best he could. Still, as embarrassing as it was, it wasn't bad. Truly, they couldn't have hoped for a more supportive group of friends.
"Should we get started?" Aoki brought attention back towards the forgotten board game on the table. With various sounds and nods of an agreement, the messy piles of cards quickly got sorted into decks.
The game called for some creative work ahead. Arashi surprised the group with her unknown but seemingly natural gift at art. Of course, it was a no-brainer she'd do well when it came to words like "sword" and "shrine" coming up in her drawings.
Kamui almost wanted to hide away his quick drawings after they were done. His game partner wouldn't have that. "Don't." Subaru tries, gently taking his abashed boyfriend's hands off of the pad of paper.
"I think it's really cute," Subaru quietly told him. He placed a hand to briefly caress Kamui's cheek. "And I was able to tell what your drawings were right away."
Kamui blushed at the words but still attempted to cover the drawing pad the best he could when his partner wasn't looking. Yet his attempts went in vain as his boyfriend only grabbed both of his hands within one of his own. Slyly, he managed to slide the pad of paper towards his side.
The younger man shook his head before resting it by his boyfriend's shoulder. "That's not playing fair," Kamui complains, with a drawn-out sigh. Still, he almost hates how he can't manage to even pretend to look mad at Subaru for more than a few seconds.
"Oh, Lovebirds~ it's your turn!" Karen teased, amused by how easily the pair got lost in their own little world.
"Ah, r-right!" With Kamui's hands still held captive, Subaru grabbed a die. It rolled to a six, their character piece moving steadily to the end goal. It landed on a bright pink color and drew out the matching card.
"It says it's a group 'sculpting' game this time so all other teams need to draw as well," Subaru plainly read over the card. The other two groups drew out their own card, the drawer being the only one to read the subject.
"Alright then we'll start," Subaru added after a brief moment, seeing everyone set up with their mini containers of sculpting dough. He turned over the sand dial and began sculpting out their own words.
Only as the game began did Subaru release Kamui's hands. The younger boyfriend focused on the movement of his partner's elegantly long fingers stretching out the brightly colored dough. Skillful hands move effortlessly, perhaps the years of training and diligent work.
The doughy material morphed into what appeared to be some kind of ball.
"A soccer ball? or….tennis?" Kamui guessed quite randomly, doing his best to block out the other teams. Though some teams were noisier than others.
Subaru shook his head fondly. "Not quite." He continued further on adding more to the simple beginning. Long nimble fingers rolled it into a longer oval-like shape.
"An egg? or a...mirror? Table? No…" Kamui hurriedly spat out answers. He hastily rubbed and brushed a hand through his hair in frustration. The sand timer seemed to move at double speed now. Subaru's able to guess what I do so easily…
The little blob of dough was split up. The smaller piece was rolled out and brought to make a ring shape.
"A bracelet? Or… ring…"
Again nothing. Subaru shook his head, moving a little bit faster. Mindful of the timer, Subaru hastened his pace, smoothing out the shape of the figure, to make it more obvious. The larger blob was constructed into a makeshift person that could pass more for a clunky gingerbread man.
"It's a person? or... Uh…kind of spirit maybe or..."
Subaru smiled fondly. He gently held out the ring shape over the figure.
"Some kind of royalty?" Kamui blushed, feeling entirely lost, and bad. He should have a better sense of this. Of course, it's not like they've played this kind of game together before.
Lastly, Subaru spread out two triangular pieces from the side, forming makeshift wings.
"Ah…." Kamui felt his mind go blank.
Subaru laughed, before finally just 'pointing' to Kamui with a tender curl to his lips. "Me?' There was a sly smile forming as his dazzling gaze held Kamui captive. If they weren't all sitting, Kamui was sure he'd fully lose balance.
Subaru's poor partner reddened wildly as he recalled the various pet names he'd use for Kamui. One in particular. It all clicked.
The younger man could swear he felt heat seemed to rise from the bottom to top like a thermometer. It was hard to believe his face had any color besides deep scarlet. His heart thundered to the point where he was worried the entire room could hear the racing beats. His mind turned to mush, unable to think further.
Did he have to look at me like that?
"Then a…"
"A singer!" Yuzuriha's voice chirped out her own team's words, loudly.
It was half a second before Kamui could embarrassedly mutter. "An… angel…" Kamui ducked his head down and shrugged his shoulders up. Looking back it was so obvious…. He still wasn't sure if he could get used to the adoring pet names nor the fluttering that came with something he swore he'd hate hearing while going through his rebellious phase… Pre Subaru.
"Yes," Subaru confirmed, leaning in and gently brushing their noses together. He was mindful not to draw out too much attention, not the whole Kamui was flustered as is. "My beautiful angel," he whispered, lovingly, elongating each syllable, making his love's toes curl.
Unknowingly, Subaru sealed the fate of the game from there on out. Amorous words made Kamui unable to play properly. How was Kamui supposed to think clearly, hearing something like that? To feel it breathed so hotly in his ear...it was too much.
"Ah…" Kamui hid his cheeks within the safety of his palms. The feeling of an already hot red turning deeper took over. Blood overflowed defined cheekbones. "Subaru…" He quietly whined.
It's not like I mind it at all… if anything I…. But it's like they all know what I'm thinking. Kamui pursed his lips close together, attempting to will down his blush.
It was somewhat frustrating. He'd made Subaru flush on many occasions, but lately, those that managed to longer were only during more… intimate moments. There wasn't time for that here.
A few more artistic challenges, drawing, sculpting, and humming various pop songs came up. The trivia portion only exemplified Subaru's vast knowledge on several topics despite his self-belittling of his "lack of" formal education.
Surprisingly, Karen and Aoki had managed to just barely snag a win before Yuzuriha's team. The pair were pretty knowledgeable themselves. It helped that Karen had experience working in various art departments on campus. Whilst Aoki had a talent for making things short, simple, and easy to guess. Perhaps a bonus from his experience raising and teaching his daughter new things.
The group went about the game good-naturedly, no obnoxious winners or sore losers Kamui was used to back in Jr. High school. To be fair, it was more a matter of physical fights back then. Everyone worked together to swiftly clean up the table and put away the game into one of the cabinets.
"Movie time!" Someone, likely Yuzuriha had suggested cheerily. There were no objections. The group gathered up back to where they started. All except for Kamui and Subaru stayed back, taking their empty plates and bags of snacks, bringing them towards the trash bag in the corner.
"Sorry, Subaru," Kamui had whispered, meekly bowing his head. With the rise of eyebrows, Kamui tilted his head towards the boxed-up game.
"You did well," Subaru acknowledged. As always he couldn't hide the beaming curve to his lips.
"But I got us last place!" Kamui argued with this...feeling bad...even if it was at least partially Subaru's fault.
"We did that. It was a combined effort," Subaru softly answered. He went on loving the little curve of his beloved's lips rising higher and higher.
"I was still so…" Kamui started up, put a finger to his lips stopped him from continuing.
"I enjoyed every minute," Subaru assured, kissing the crown of the boy's head softly. "Besides," He continued with a dazzling smile. "I'd rather 'lose' a game with you, than 'win' with anyone else."
"Subaru…" Kamui started, leaning close, temporarily forgetting just where they were.
"Lovebirds! The movie is starting!" Yuzuriha unabashedly yelped out from the crowd.
The pair turned away from knowing glances. Both furiously blushed at the comment, not quite used to this kind of attention. Well, certainly not now. It couldn't remotely be denied, but maybe that wasn't a bad thing.
"We were just talking…" Kamui mumbled out. Silently they agreed to just go over and take their places on the empty sofa.
It was entirely calming. Subaru sat down and leaned against the armrest. Whilst Kamui slid close, bending his legs and pulling them up to the cushions while curling up to his boyfriend like a cat. His head rested snuggly on his boyfriend's chest.
Granted this warned the pair a few teasing words and "aws", but it was far too comfortable to care for.
So, former Dragons chosen by fate could indulge in watching a simple action movie. It was bright, loud, and with overuse of special effects. Still, Kamui had somehow managed to fall asleep halfway through. Subaru indulged in the feeling of brushing his hands through shiny black locks.
By the time the movie ends, he might need to wake his beloved up, assuming Kamui stays like this. Right now, it was fine. A peaceful evening amongst a year of haunting nights.
The support around them brought on an additional feeling of serenity.
-Chapter End-
The next chapter will be for Kamui's birthday! 🎉 He'll have time with his friends and of course a special date with his beloved.
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