Chapter 22: Linseed
Flower Symbolism(s): beauty, fate, 'I feel your kindness',
It's said these flowers have powers of beauty, healing, psychic powers, protection, healing, luck, etc...
So this is shorter than usual as I also have been working on a belated Halloween special/part of the story which will be up within the next few days! :) Hope you have all been doing well this holiday season.
Summary: Kamui and Subaru return to Tokyo. Kamui returns to school and ponders over his life post-graduation. With the new season came new classes. Of course, at CLAMP school there was always room and time for enjoyment. Their upcoming Fall Festival leaves Kamui with fluttering feelings-the first festival with them being so official. Of course, Subaru delights in the thought of making new memories, seeing his love as he interacts with his classmates and friends. The Clamp school festival does not disappoint and creates wonderful new memories. There's a mature/smutty scene at the end as their relationship continues to grow.
-Family-
Kamui had been greeted with dozens of text messages, calls, and voicemail messages when he checked his phone. He was finally back in Tokyo, and his friends who had missed him over the last weeks of summer break were eager to reconnect.
Not that he hadn't kept in contact the best he could… but a lot went on.
To no surprise, there was more curiosity as Kamui replied with the honest- "We just got back last night… and we may have gotten a cat."
The demand for pictures and details would ensue when he was on break for class. He did manage to snap one picture, a discreet shot he captured last night, of their little kitten having fallen asleep on the palm of Subaru's hand.
Yuzuriha was all too excited as she texted 'That's so cute, your little family~'
Kamui felt his face flare-up. He clutched a hand over the top of his uniform. 'Family…' that wasn't a word he'd been able to think of fondly… not for so long…
But it brought a feeling of fullness in his chest. Kamui worried a bit if his heart should be skipping so many beats, at the insinuation.
'Omg! Adorable, what's its name!' Yuzuriha's message buzzed in, seemingly unable to suppress her excitement.
Kamui shook his head, with a quiet laugh he responded. 'Hana'
~ Subaru and Kamui were meaning to head back home themselves. But spending that afternoon with their new feline companion, cuddling and purring in their laps, the couple found themselves already attached.
There were quite a few items they wanted to pick up before leaving for Tokyo. Cat food, treats, a bed, a carrier, and so on…
However, another matter came to mind, as they finally were set up and on the way back home.
"What should we call her?" Kamui proposed, looking up at his beloved with dazzling eyes.
Subaru found his cheeks blushing pink, his heart skipping beats. Now, both Kamui and the kitten were looking up at him.
"I'm not sure….we could go with 'Shiro' or 'Kuro' based on her coloring," Subaru provided the simple answer.
"That's true…" Kamui hums this over. "Maybe...there's something about her….something she likes that could work too…"
Subaru and Kamui pondered over the little kittens' likes. Her love for her Subaru, Kamui, milk, treats….and as of lately...playing in the flower field at the estate.
The couple turned to each other, both choosing. 'Hana'!~
Questions….
Thankfully, the rest of the trip was kept private until they understood what happened. Nokoru had kept the details of Kamui's hospital visit closed off. For that the boy was relieved. He wasn't ready to talk about whatever happened with his powers with everyone… when he felt just as much in the dark.
"And…. You're feeling okay now, Kamui?" Nokoru questions, slowly, with a grave sense of concern. The swirls of sky blue eyes shimmered with an intensity about them.
It was no wonder the young director held such a fan base across all grades on campus. Gender certainly had no limits on the fans flocking to the elegant blond prodigy. He was very kind and patient to everyone.
"Yes, it honestly doesn't feel like anything happened… like I was taking a long nap." There's a dissonance between the causal explanation, and pained sighs which followed. Kamui's eyes darkened a bit, sitting across from the blond.
"It was hard on you both then I imagine," Nokoru says, calmly and intuitively.
"Ah…" Kamui lightly laughs a bit awkwardly. "Yeah… Subaru was really worried and seemed so broken. I hated that."
"Of course, none of that was something you could control." The compassionate school director placed his arms out on the desk, leaning forward. There was a glaze over the sky blue orbs, as they took in Kamui. He stood up briefly, placing a comforting hand on the student's arm.
"He loves you immensely. And that kind of love tends to bring deep emotions along with it. Sometimes worry, and pain, but this reflects the depths of his feelings towards you.".
"I-I do feel l-loved… but still…" Kamui fidgets slightly in his seat and plays with his hands in his lap. He bites down on his lip, flushing a bit remembering his observant boyfriend's words about this little habit. Quickly, he shook his head. "I can't imagine…. If I were out any longer…" 'I don't want to think of that…'
The school director smiled with deep warmth and sympathy. His eyes glimmered as he sat back in his seat. Those same blue orbs soon sparkled with mischief.
Hopefully, Nokoru provides a sense of brightness to the situation. One that thankfully, was not any longer than it had been.."You know they say, having loved ones so close by can increase the chances of a comatose patient coming too much sooner."
"I… o-of course… I…" 'I felt a certain warmth near me… even lost in that dream.' Kotori and Fuuma… even being in that blissful dream of peace, seeing his beloved childhood friends again… there was still that feeling… that longing to have his lover right at his side. Of course, those were far too personal to go into. "I'm glad I didn't make him wait any longer…"
Kamui's violet-blue orbs are glossy, and shimmering with an unmistakable emotion of deep love.
"It only goes to show you how deeply you've fallen," Nokoru proclaims, with a tender yet confident tone.
'Don't I know it...'' Kamui swallowed, cheeks heating up. As he felt a hundred butterflies releasing in his stomach, fluttering all at once.
"Even unconsciously, you sought to return to his side as soon as possible," Nokoru speaks, in a charismatic flair, clearly invested. His hand waves out to his side, another placed over his chest. "You broke through all obstacles to return to the person you love the most."
"Th-that's…." Kamui stumbles, he finds interest in gazing at the floor panels. He's burning up to his ears, heart thundering. Those words, and the fact he couldn't deny it for a second…
"I'm sure you two had quite the passionate reunion after that ordeal," Nokoru teases, cheeky and fully aware of his words.
"W-w we…" Kamui doesn't even manage a way to respond to that. He tangles his fingers into his lap letting the flames cool off in his cheeks "We were happy of course to be back… B-but that isn't the point of the story-" Kamui takes a deep breath out.
"My powers going so out of control caused a lot of problems for us both…" Kamui explains again. "So… I don't know if it's just me or… maybe my family but I was wondering if you knew more about this… if my Aunt Tokiko mentioned anything like this."
"Miss Tokiko was an incredible person, but her own powers and strengths were different so there wasn't anything specific regarding that…" Nokoru found himself torn. Kamui was adorably flustered but unfortunately could easily slip back into quite the worried state of mind. "I do know she had believed you of all people were capable of anything, and that would surely include mastering the power you've been born with."
"I suppose it's one way to see it…" Kamui can't help but feel a bit dejected.
"But, you're always welcome to review the recordings your Aunt left for you, as well as the archives here on campus… Regarding your powers, fate… everything."
Kamui bows his head slowly, he turns to the clock, knowing it's almost time. "Thank you, I think I'll do that."
"Not a problem," Nokoru says so cheerily, you can see the sunlight radiating from his smile. "Now, you don't want to miss class on your first day of the semester."
"Right," Kamui bolts from his seat, looking up at the clock. Hurriedly, he grabs his back and heads to the door...
"Oh and Kamui~" But then there's that mischievous tone again.
"Yes?" Kamui hesitates, to not just rush out of the room.
"Don't forget to tell your husband ~ about the Fall Festival coming up!"
Kamui paused, flustering as he felt a fire rising from his neck up. He murmured some excuse before hurrying his steps out the door and to his next class. This left the CLAMP director all too bemused.
At least until his assistant came into the room. Suoh lowered his eyes, "You know you still have work to do."
"Aw…" The blond hung his head a bit. Giving a warning glare, he started typing rapidly on the computer by his desk.
New Semester
A return to classes, a return to CLAMP school. 'It's not like I don't like it here…'
CLAMP school was unique, and certainly never boring. It's just… Kamui turns his head, the palm of his hand props up his chin. 'I feel best working beside Subaru…'
Granted, he was always missing Subaru when they had to be apart. But… he grew attached to the work he was learning too. Being a pupil to the #1 Onmyouji in Japan, and #1 in his heart was quite a nice benefit.
Kamui frowns a bit. His violet eyes focus outside to see the trees fully in bloom. It's beautiful, and warm, despite entering the fall.
It was always spring at CLAMP school, so other seasons weren't experienced within the campus. Back at Kamui's home, the trees around the neighborhood were already changing colors. It was getting cooler and inspired a lot more cuddle sessions for Kamui than in the summer (which really hadn't lessened things much at all). Kamui much preferred forgoing a blanket or adding an extra fan, to not cuddling with the man he loves.
"Mr. Shirou," his teacher calls, sounding a little bit exasperated, though the woman kept a smile. She knew lovesickness when she saw it, though still preferred her students to stay somewhat in the moment.
"Um, yes?" Kamui quickly turned his head. His cheeks dusted a lite shade of pink, as his hands nimbly skimmed through pages of the textbook. Which he uses a shield to hide behind.
The teacher sighs and shakes her head. "We're on page 27, could you read the first article for the class?"
"Yes," Kamui agrees, happy his current teacher held patience about her. It wasn't always the case… but he couldn't help it.
Really, quite set on what he wanted to do… he didn't feel the need to excel at school. But he promised himself and his boyfriend he would at least finish the year.
"The Tokugawa period began…" Kamui started to read plainly, keeping his focus as much as possible. Truly, he was reading on autopilot, not processing the few sentences after. He sighed with relief when done.
"Very good," His teacher showed approval, calling the next student.
Kamui was happy to sit back in his seat. He couldn't help but feel a bit troubled. Things regarding education were a bit… tense. He could tell his boyfriend still had hesitations about training him. And for Kamui to Forgo University despite his excelling grades.
~The University is for students figuring out what they want to do. Or know and have to have a degree for it.' Kamui had responded with a bit of frustration.'I already know what I want… and maybe aside from Onmyouji in history, there aren't any classes that I could take.'
Kamui had been quite clear. His guidance counselor always gave students information and pamphlets on both CLAMP University's as well as nearby different universities. This way students knew they were free to go wherever their heart would lead them. The majority found the CLAMP School's programs to be of the best quality.
Thanks to very hands-on studying sessions, Kamui had excelled in his classes. Positive reinforcement and rewards… were great motivators to excel.
Though to the Sumeragi head, it did seem there was some lost potential in Kamui turning down the opportunity. Granted, this mindset came from his own insecurities regarding him dropping out.
'I'm not saying you have to go, my love… I just think it would be good to keep the option open, in case you-'
"Change my mind?" Kamui quickly intervened, grasping his boyfriend's cheeks, so he was made to look at him. "Subaru I'm sure. I'm sure this is what I want to do."
' I...don't mean to doubt that…' Subaru expresses some guilt. The emotion sways from his eyes, as he averts them. 'I just want you to have every option available. Please… just tell me you'll think about it?'
Kamui frowned, hands falling from his lover's cheeks. He slid his hands down to his beloved's lap. His head sank down, buried in the older man's shoulders. He mumbled… frustrated… "Okay…"
Kamui snaps back to the present, carefully listening to the student reading and flipping through the pages. He buried his nose between the pages, half-heartedly following along.
'I can think about it… as many times as you want… I know I won't change my mind.'
Kamui had his resolve. Definitely, after experiencing everything first-hand, connecting and sharing powers with his beloved… even committing to sealing off a portion of his latent powers.
It was just a matter of getting his lover to relax at the idea. But he didn't know what else he could do to prove his resolve.
'Hopefully… it'll sink in the more we work together…' And then his lover and fully realize how right it is they share their life together not only as lovers but partners as well.
Celebration
CLAMP school never missed an opportunity to celebrate. Not ever. So the Fall Festival was no exception.
Kamui could now quite openly call Subaru his date. Not that it hadn't felt like he had been in the past.
The smug little smirks, bemused giggles, and light-hearted teasing words from those around Kamui never ceased. They were lucky he was honestly just … too in love, far too happy to be upset. They could be right all they wanted because, in the end, he and Subaru were here. That's all that mattered.
"You look so handsome," Kamui cooed, walking up and behind his boyfriend who was neatly smoothing down his attire. His boyfriend quickly turned around, scooping Kamui up in his arms before anything else.
"Thank You," He leaned down to lick and kiss upon and all around the boy's lips. Kamui frowned from the teasing before feeling his lips finally taken and himself being very loved.
Of course, Kamui had to return the touch… every little touch, embrace and kiss, left him warm. He rose up on his tiptoes to deepen the loving expression.
Before anything could be said, Kamui found his lover's lips replaced with a single finger. There was adoration, sparkling in the orbs of gold and emerald… making the younger boy clutch a little tighter.
"You're absolutely ethereal," Subaru purrs the words all too easily. It's almost unfair, as Kamui quickly ducks his head, and nuzzles it away into the older man's chest. He adored the warmth and incredibly silky clothing his cheeks brushed against.
"I feel like my compliments are being upstaged…" He murmurs into the silky fabric.
Subaru chuckles at this, petting the top of Kamui's head. "I love your compliments." He returned sincerely. "I simply can't help but comment when I see absolute heaven out in front of me."
"Mnn…" Kamui mumbles a bit in frustration but mostly… in how everything tingled inside him from the words.
As Subaru leaned down to whisper, "My Angel," in a purposely, husky, warm, and alluring tone… Kamui couldn't help but clutch tight around his boyfriend's shoulders. He didn't trust himself at these times to maintain his balance.
They had been wearing quite similar Yukatas. The colors are a deep midnight blue. Bright silver thread stitched elegant stars and crescent moons all across the fabric. The sole difference in their outfits lies in the obi wrapped around their waist, with Subaru's being a soft pastel shade of green, whilst Kamui's a very subtle lilac.
These were graciously rented to them by CLAMP's school, in exchange for allowing the design department to take a few photos of them at the dance.
Kamui maybe…. Liked the idea of his boyfriend coming along… dancing with him, walking around the school's gardens, and just having a new experience with his beloved. Fondness and embarrassing feelings certainly came by from their Valentine's day dance and the flourishing spring Festival.
So hopefully, no surely, this would be just as special. It would be fascinating to see the Spring-year-round school, displaying the natural beauties of fall. Their school had many mysteries.
"It wasn't like this last time I walked by here," Kamui commented with some surprise. The beautiful violet orbs rose at the sight of the usual bright green trees, decorated with shades of various brown, red, and orange. All as though the trees themselves suddenly decided to change seasons.
There was even a sign displayed around a newly formed garden area with the "Seven Flowers of Autumn."
Just walking by one could see pink Nadeshiko, yellow valerian, and bright bellflowers. A part of fall's natural beauties was displayed and cared for beautifully around the campus.
Every event the school put on had a brilliance about it.
"Hey! Kamui!" A very cheerful voice called out. Running in towards him he saw a flash of light brown before being swept into a warm hug.
Subaru found himself subconsciously reaching his hand out. Not all that worried, but not all that thrilled to see someone else hugging his beloved so eagerly.
His hand twitched at his side as he kept it together, of course, he knew there was no threat to their relationship. He hid his overprotective nature behind a smile. "It's good to see you again."
"I'm glad you both could make it," Keiichi exclaimed, just as happily. This greatly reassured the older man, Kamui was adored by his friends and their relationship was greatly supported. "You two look wonderful together. The design team really went all out." He expressed joyously.
"Oh…thank you," Subaru found himself answering. "You look... nice yourself." He returned a bit awkwardly...words of praise really only came easy with his Kamui.
"Are you volunteering for this event as well?" Subaru felt grateful for remembering that little hit of knowledge. As his precious little lover was a bit too embarrassed at the attention to himself.
Kamui, while expecting the attention felt a little flushed, hid his face against his boyfriend's arm. This was the first festival where they were very much a couple.
It also didn't help that a crowd of school girls walked by the gorgeous couple. Considering how well they fit together, and their matching couple outfits… it couldn't help but draw attention.
"So cute!" One of the girls chirped.
"Adorable!" Another giggled.
"They're soooo sweet together."
"They're so close~"
The words of admiration were far from the only ones to be heard that night.
"I'm always happy to help out at this school," Keiichi assured with a brightened smile. "It's like home to me." His cheery tone softened just a bit.
After the losses the boy faced… it made sense for him to invest in the 'family' he could make on campus.
"The festival looks great. You've done a good job." Kamui managed to break out of his hiding place. He felt a pang in his chest…especially knowing he would never be able to bring himself to kill his belated twin star, even with the sacrifices… the less that was known about this the better.
He was blessed with such a kind friend. And beyond blessed for his boyfriend who gingerly wrapped an arm around his waist, sensing his discomfort.
Keiichi rubbed at the back of his neck. He flushed slightly from the praise. "Ah… well, it wasn't just there. But I appreciate it. It's amazing how many people we have working on these events."
"It looks like the work paid off," Kamui smiles assuringly.
"Definitely," Keiichi's eyes widened, recalling. "Oh, and I heard about your outfits being designed...the seamstresses and photographers are eager for you to model them. There's a place set up past these stalls here where pictures are being taken."
Kamui and Subaru shared a soft look and nodded.
"That is something we need to get to eventually…" Subaru hushed towards his beloved as he was led out. Better now than before it's crowded.
There were several photo op areas and backdrops for students to enjoy. One had a large wall displaying the CLAMP school name and cartoon depictions of their mascot all along. Another background simply had a beautiful painting of a colorful fall tree, and several leaves gliding towards a pile.
Several starry-eyed clothing artists were surrounding and adjusting the clothing for a few of their student models. Of course, there were photographers there and at the ready behind the cameras. The outfits designed by the students here were on the next level.
A young high school student with long blue hair was donning a very beautiful bright blue kimono. There were designs of water droplets, and waves all across the costume. She was smiling and laughing, as her friends cheered her on for each pose.
Her friends were equally dressed up. One is a short pink-haired girl wearing a similar ensemble but with a theme of fire. Another girl, blonde and bespectacled wore a green, natured theme attire. Together they seemed to make quite an elemental trio.
Their outfits were impressive. Though it was clear one of their most famous and admired designers put her everything into the exuberant costume a few backdrops away.
The model seemed a bit meek while posing. She held a warmth about her that brightened the area. Her light-brown hair was short and had a bright pink cherry-blossom hairpin on the right side of her bangs. Several smaller cherry-blossom clips were pinned throughout her hair.
Right beside her was a young brunette boy who seemed incredibly flustered when being waved to stand closer to her. The boy wore what was outside of a traditional outfit.
The young boy had clothes resembling some kind of combat uniform. He wore a long-sleeved black top beneath a leaf green coat of sorts that ran halfway down his body. A black and white crescent moon symbol was designed on the front of the coat with pants matching the same spectrum of colors. There was even a wide matching hat, completing the ceremonial style.
Of course, even beyond this detail was the elegant and… quite… simply 'magical dress the girl wore beside him. Her dress was a bright pink with touches and layers of white underneath. The top of the dress had several jewels depicting both soft cherry blossoms as well as pink Nadeshiko flowers.
Honestly, the detail was impressive, every stitched-in flower mirrored the flowers Kamui had seen earlier on campus. The bottom of the dress was incredibly poofy and layered, with a dazzling set of what seemed to bejeweled flowers embedded all across. A very prominent silky white ribbon around the center of the ensemble, with a perfectly even bow tied in the back. Even her stockings matched the light pink color perfectly, with tiny gemstones and ribbons wrapped all around.
Kamui remembered correctly that this must be Sakura. They had been fairly acquainted. Yuzuriha had quickly grown attached to her.
Sure enough-
"Kamui!" Yuzuriha squeed, all too happy and rushing over. She wore a bright yellow Kimono the shading close to that of the sun. Though the design, perhaps contributing to her 'last name' was amusing. Several cat faces and paw prints were stamped all the way down the fabric. She twirled around, bouncing from her toes to heels.
"You both made it!" She cheered, beaming as though victorious. "And you have the matching couples' Yukata! So cute!" She chirped, swooping up both Kamui and Subaru into a hug before her words were fully processed. "You make the cutest couple~"
As Kamui took in his friend's words, he felt far too warm. "Yuzuriha…" He groaned, hiding his face in the sleeve of his lover's arm.
"Ah, it's good to see you again." Subaru greeted simply, patting Kamui's head in sympathy. Not that he hadn't felt a bit embarrassed, whilst scratching at his red cheeks.
But… well seeing an embarrassed Kamui… who cuddled up to him to hideaway was a little too endearing for his heart to handle. He couldn't focus on much else. However, Kamui kept silent for longer than expected.
"Are you alright?: Subaru whispered to his beloved. The warm air of his breath tickled the raven locks on Kamui's face. The younger man nodded, coming a bit more out of it.
"I guess it... is good to see you here too," Kamui replies with a little smirk, his tone was quite tongue-in-cheek.
"I guess?" Yuzuriha took it all in stride. Her good nature was not something that could be hampered easily. "I'll take that as a positive!" Her laughter was infectious.
"Oh!" Her smile grew as she spun around on her heel. Extending her arm she gestured to the couple taking photos, and the photographer.
"These are my friends! I think you've had some classes with them before. We have our elective classes together," she announced proudly.
"There's Sakura, as you can guess, the one wearing all the cherry blossoms." She announced. Said girl waved slightly towards the group before being brought back into a photo-ready pose.
"And the boy with her is Syaoran," She introduced. "He is super nice too!"
Kamui nodded, looking over towards the boy he had been fairly acquainted with. He had seen the two of them together for almost every occasion. They had become especially known for their shared birthday… and one of their school's favorite couples.
"Oh! And of course, the one who is taking the photos now and making the outfits is Tomoyo!" She chirped, so giddily and spun around.
"She even made mine. Pretty cute right? Oh but you probably do know her… she's pretty famous in the school's drama and fashion department. She's designed so many of their costumes. " Her energy was contagious as the mentioned friends paused their photo session to greet the others.
First was the photographer, who bowed her head politely. Her curly soft purple hair fell in front of her, simply dazzling. Her outfit held a similar sense to the one designed for Sakura, only her colors were made of deep purple and ivory. Lilies and roses were decorated all over the dress. Whilst Sakura's attire had a lot of bows featured, her outfit had more lace around the hems of her skirt and stockings.
"Hello, again," Tomoyo greeted all too kindly. She waved over at Keiichi who had been going back and forth from going off to volunteer to stay with Kamui and their friends. "You've been kept quite busy at the festival, haven't you?"
The high-spirited young man rubbed at the back of his neck. "Ah… it has been busy, but really fun too!"
"I'm glad to hear that," She returned so kindly. Her voice held such a softness, her words fled her lips with such beauty like a melody.
"I'm sure you've run into each other before. But these are my friends!" Yuzuriha chirped. "This is Kamui," She gestured to her violet-eyed friend, "And his boyfriend, Subaru"
"It's nice to meet you both," Kamui was almost certain she was doing that on purpose. Still, he outstretched his arm, and with a polite smile shook the hands of a few more acquaintances.
Subaru, while not one interested in more attention, held a bit of pride gleaming in his eyes. Being introduced as Kamui's boyfriend… made him happier than he expected it to be. But it all felt so perfect. Subaru shook hands with the other friends briefly.
"Yuzuriha has told me so much about you," Sakura happily replied, with a sense of light radiating from her smile. Kamui could see how she got along so well with Yuzuriha.
Syaoran's eyes lit up a bit looking up. The boy's soft brown eyes studied Subaru with interest. If Kamui didn't know better, he might find himself a bit jealous.
But Kamui did know better, seeing the boy constantly dote over the girl beside him. It was clear that Sakura was the only one he felt that way towards.
But… still… It was intriguing. Eventually, the young man gave way to explaining his admiration.
"You're of the Sumeragi clan right?" Syaoran asked which Subaru hummed to confirm.
Syaoran's brown eyes lit up with more intrigue. "My mother told me about your clan and the exceptional gifts you all possess."
Kamui looked up to his all too humble boyfriend, never seeming to realize just how incredible he truly was. So he rested his head against his boyfriend's arm and beamed with a sense of pride for him.
"He's the current leader of the Sumeragi clan," Kamui explains with a brightness in his eyes. "And the top Onmyouji in all of Japan," Kamui couldn't help but gloat.
"Well… ah… it's true I am the 13th head of the Sumeragi clan. But we'll know the result of that came from… I was fortunate enough to be trained by the leader, my grandmother before me." Subaru explained to the younger boy who couldn't help but seem very starry-eyed.
"I had a feeling, that must be it. You have a very strong aura about you." Syaoran returned, though looked away a bit sheepishly. "Though my own abilities still aren't close to my mother's...I'm able to do that much."
"You seem to possess a valuable power within yourself. Your family name…?"
"It's Li," Syaoran answered with a sense of pride, holding a hand to his chest.
"Ah, so…" Subaru's eyes rose, recalling stories about a very affluent family descended from the most incredible magicians. "Is your mother Yelan Li?"
"Yes, that's right!" Syaoran eagerly responds. There's such pride swelling in his watery orbs. "She trained me when I was little and is exceptional at various kinds of white magic…"
Subaru smiled, listening politely to the young boy clearly taking pride in his family line. A little conversation from there continued, whilst Kamui found himself pulled away by a bubbly Yuzuriha.
"Someone has a very popular boyfriend~" She teases gently, looking back towards the two discussing variants of magic.
"Although, you're quite popular yourself," Sakura chirped in, with a kind, beaming smile over her lips. She possessed a similar spring in her step, seeming to light up the faces of every student and friend she shared that smile with. "I hear your name mentioned around a lot on campus."
"Yeah…" Kamui rubbed at the side of his neck. He mumbles out a kind of tired, "I'd be fine having a bit less of it…"
He hoped it would calm especially, since being in a relationship. But when mentioning he had someone special… that seemed to only intrigue them more.
Tomoyo, who had been fawning over her precious friend Sakura, joined in.
"I know the photography students are thrilled to have you as their model," She spoke up, holding a hand against her cheek. Stars appeared in her eyes, which turned up dreamily. "I've been able to get so many wonderful pictures tonight myself! Sakura is always such a perfect model!"
"Ah, Tomoyo…" Sakura rubbed at her cheeks, brightening a pink, and shook her head. "If anything, the wonderful clothes you made for me are what stands out in the photos." And certainly, gained her a lot of attention and praise since entering the festival.
"So cute and humble, Sakura…" The long-haired girl sighed fondly. She looked towards Sakura with such tenderness and devotion. "I think people shine even more beside the one they love."
"Th-that's!" Sakura fumbled, her hands nervously playing with the hem of her dress. Her cheeks displayed a deeper shade of pink than her outfit, as she quickly went to cover her face.
The seamstress laughed, mentioning something about how adorable her friend was. She stepped forward to grasp Kamui's hand. "Both Sakura and you shine being with the person you love." She expressed such fondness.
"I… thank you?" Kamui murmured, averting his eyes, as felt his heart dancing along in his chest. While not as severe as Sakura, his cheeks never seemed to lack heat… especially when it came to his beloved. 'It's that obvious isn't it…?'
Perhaps, there was truth to her statement? As the eccentric seamstress had a sense of beauty and a glow of her, with every snap of her camera, and every smile she exchanged with her best friend.
They were likely just friends… but the girl looked so happy. 'I don't think I could be like that… if it were me.' His heart would just hurt way too much… to hold genuine happiness for his beloved loving someone else…
'Of course, he had loved someone else very much….but…' Kamui's mind had a lot going through it for the time. Fortunately, they were in love with each other now.
"Sorry, but we will need to borrow him for a bit," A young female student broke out amongst the group of friends.
Kamui nodded at this, feeling a light tug at his wrist as he was dragged on over towards one of the backgrounds. He found his boyfriend being led alongside him, as they were instructed on which way to turn, and pose as to best model their apparel.
The flashes of lights were a bit tiresome, but it was nothing compared to the group of fans huddling around to see the beautiful couple photographed by the photo OP wall.
Kamui and Subaru had, at the start, taken turns posing in front of the fall backdrops. A few individual pictures were taken before the main focus came to the couple, and how beautiful they shined in their matching outfits.
"Kamui, could you stand a bit closer to Subaru?" Their photographer asked, waving her hand in the bit of space between the lovers.
Kamui nodded, finding his words caught in his throat. He loved every bit about being with his boyfriend. Now, they were surrounded by admirers and fans from all across campus. The lack of privacy to take romantic, intimate photos proved difficult.
Subaru had seemed quite calm about it, as he stood beside Kamui, posing, and turning as instructed.
However, Kamui could feel his boyfriend seem a bit weary. There was a bit of exhaustion gleaming in his eyes. It was tiring, having so many people close by, watching them. And for Subaru, many of which were blatantly fawning and at the sight of his boyfriend.
Thankfully, the photographers caught on to how the attention made their models a hit stiffer, and with more anxious smiles. A few volunteers helped out to wave the crowd of fans to step back and keep relatively quiet so the quiet couple could be more at ease.
"Wonderful, now if you could turn towards one another." Their photographer instructed gently. One of the designers helped with posing the couple and ensuring the focus wouldn't be towards the camera for this photo.
There was great encouragement from photographers, seamstresses, and students alike when the pair gently laced their hands together.
After being instructed to turn towards one another request was given.
"If you could, we'd like for you two to focus on each other, instead of the camera." Hearing that brought a sense of ease into the atmosphere.
"My Kamui," Subaru tenderly whispered Kamui's name, squeezing the smaller hands within his own. They had done as requested, with the sky of violet-blue meeting an enchanting shade of emerald and gold. The lovers couldn't help but fall into each other's eyes.
Their hearts sped up for a far different reason than the nerves brought on by crowds. As they fell into one another, their looks became more and more tender. The curl on their lips created beautiful, private smiles. The loving pair absolutely glowed, as they leaned in closer, murmuring sweet words between photos. Ones that made the other light up that much more.
Falling into their own world, made the expression of intimacy that much easier to capture. Surely, the designers and photographers alike couldn't ask for a better couple to convey so much emotion through a single look.
Kamui and Subaru untangled their hands at the sound of a throat clearing.
"Thank you. You two were perfect models!" The main photographer had explained.
Realizing… how easily they fell into the mood. Kamui and Subaru couldn't fight the flare of emotions burning through their cheeks.
With a few words of parting. They had quickly made their way out from the crowds of people. Though they did find themselves stopped by fans who wanted their own photos of the beautiful young men together.
Kamui had a feeling his love life would never be all that secretive at CLAMP school. But he couldn't find himself bothered, it was already out there, and it's not as though they were doing something wrong, needing to be hidden away.
"Oh! They're here!" A sing-song voice belted out.
"Director Imonoyama, Takamura Suoh, and even Ijyuin Akira! They all came together!"
Kamui smiled over at the three, who had quite a lot of experience with their share of fans. This… distraction helped them to sneak away and see what the rest of the festival had to offer them.
Making Memories
They had met with Yuzuriha and her friends at a few of the booths. She was quite a connoisseur of sweets, as she gladly, (dragged around and) introduced the couple to her favorite treats on campus.
Kamui was happy to see Keiichi volunteering at several of the different stalls, always with such a positive demeanor.
Various, little souvenir vendors, game corners, and food stalls were lined up beautifully. The lights, excitement, and overall zest for life ignited the festival.
As much as Kamui adored his friends, he was happy to have one on one time, walking through the festival like any other couple. Yuzuriha had spent more time trying out sweets with Sakura…. Whilst Keiichi was a big help to countless other vendors and activities for the festival.
Passing through the "seven flowers of fall" was especially nice. Things were so quiet and peaceful around the large walkthrough garden area. It was no surprise amongst the groups of friends, plenty of couples took an opportunity to walk through. Some of which stepped out towards a corner, or behind a tree for time to hold one another, kissing, sharing gentle touches… and Kamui squeezed his boyfriend's hand a little tighter than intended.
'I guess a lot of people had the same idea…' Kamui flushed at his thoughts, certainly liking the idea of sneaking off somewhere for some more 'couple of time'. It was nothing too crazy, but… just about everywhere he could think it seemed some other couple had the same idea.
"Kamui?" Subaru called for his blushing beloved. A hand gently brushed upon the younger man's cheeks.
"I'm fine! " Kamui defended himself a little too quickly. His lover looked at him expectantly, eyes raised. "Really!"
Subaru leaned his forehead to rest upon Kamui's own. The latter closed his eyes, embracing the warm feeling he could never fight off.
"I was just thinking…I like when I can have time like this with you…" Kamui started, it is not like it was a lie. He sighed a bit to follow up after.
"But? " Subaru gently prompted his love. He caressed pinkening and delicate cheeks. Surely, he could take a guess.
"It's… a bit hard to do that here," Kamui returned lightly, already seeing a new group of students lining up to view the lush garden area.
"That's true…" Subaru agrees with a genuine sense of sympathy. He places a kiss on Kamui's forehead, before pulling the younger boy's forward, further up ahead to a little more private section. They waltz up to a blossoming assortment of Kikyo, balloon flowers.
Subaru's nimble fingers pick the soft purple flowers. He holds it between his thumb and index finger.
"Now close your eyes," Subaru whispers, placing a sweet kiss over Kamui's temples. Full, long lashes flutter their way to close over glittering violet eyes.
The little flutters in his chest and the warmth in his core overwhelm him. He recalls their experience at the Spring Festival all too well.
The brush is so gentle, as the flower slips behind Kamui's ear.
"Alright, you can open them now," Subaru ensures so very sweetly, marveling at how breathtaking those violet-blue orbs are as they sparkle upon opening.
"It suits you," Subaru compliments, brushing a few strands of raven hair to the side. The deep purple flower matches brilliantly with Kamui's features. It only helps to bring out the ethereal shine of his lover's eyes.
"Of course nothing can hope to come close when compared with you," Subaru says, every bit a smitten mess, his eyes glowing and lips helplessly curved.
"It's unfair…." Kamui takes the hand on his cheek. His lover can surely feel the heat over them, from saying such embarrassing words as though they were a fact of life. "How do you do that…" How his heart can go from lightly dancing to completely thundering in his rib cage.
Before Subaru could ask his love to continue from there, he finds a hand around his wrist tugging him further down the flowery path. Catching sight of a reddened, and mushy expression on Kamui gives him a clue.
Everything… felt way too warm, and… Kamui took his lover's hand a little tighter. His eyes focused on the way their fingers always laced together perfectly.
Saving his lover some embarrassment, he silently let Kamui lead. There's a nice feeling, being so openly connected. They return to see a few different seasonal paintings displayed. Whilst a long area of the school grounds sectioned off for an upcoming parade. Small floats are maneuvered down the roadway by groups of volunteers. There were even students dressed up in traditional clothing from various periods, holding lanterns with various characters written on them.
Walking further out, they had the high school campus' auditoriums, both inside the buildings and out. Walking by one could see several actors from CLAMP school's drama department performing their own unique play.
Kamui looked over these events with some interest. Though it was more the company he kept, his precious boyfriend and friends he ran into, that made this memorable.
As it got a bit later… and things got quieter, it came to the part Kamui found himself looking forward to. They found themselves walking towards the garden areas. The usual pavement was taken over by a luxurious and sparkling marble flooring. One that seemed to be mobile enough to set up and about with such short notice.
This had to be one of the most anticipated school events. Musicians were gathered on a smaller stage, setting up their instruments whilst students chatted amongst each other.
The soft melody played throughout the festival grounds, making more of the students flock over to the ballroom of sorts.
Cheerful and starry-eyed students lined up near the front of the stage. With a showy display of lights and an enchanting melody, Nokoru Imonoyama appeared on the stage. He waves and acknowledges all the students, with special attention to those of the female persuasion.
Having become personal friends, the popular blonde caught sight of Kamui. He delighted in seeing Kamui, flushing, smiling, and huddling closer to his date. Both of the young lovebirds were able to smile.
"Welcome all to CLAMP school's Autumn Festival!" Their school director announced the start of the dance.
Several students paired off together, moving along with the music. There was so much sheer joy. Many fangirls and some fanboys alike were swirling around the attractive school director. Those vying to have the first dance with him became passionate in their disputes.
Kamui sighed at the sight, unsure how the blond kept so calm amongst all of his admirers. He always managed to work things out there, as all students were given the chance to dance and celebrate alongside him.
One of the nice things about this event was the openness. Both Subaru and Kamui were able to have their own little corner of privacy on the dance floor, to simply be together.
"Would you care to dance?" Subaru proposed the question, as though his love had any answer other than-
"Yes," Kamui was helpless to those private smiles. The intimate looks made his toes curl. The younger man stood up on his tiptoes. curved his hand out to cover his love's face. Discreetly as possible, he kissed the side of Subaru's cheek, wanting this moment to feel a bit more private.
Kamui knew he probably wouldn't keep his cheeks from turning pink during the evening. Not with the squeals and coos from fans, who at least, admired from afar.
Then there were those beautiful and oh so tender looks. The glistening white amongst the orbs of green and gold were simply dazzling. They always focused and kept Kamui so close in their hold.
"Are you having fun?" Subaru inquires with a bit of interest. He placed his hand at Kamui's waist, whilst his free hand clasped for Kamui's own.
"Mm-Hmm…" Kamui's response and nod came a bit shyer than he wanted for himself. But… the intense emotions burning from gem-toned eyes into his own, made the younger man feel incredibly soft.
"What about you?" Kamui returned the question. "Of course, I'm really glad you didn't have to work today… and could make it…"
"I am too," Subaru ensures, guiding Kamui to rest his hand by his shoulder. They followed a simple, slow yet elegant walk around the dance floor. "CLAMP school always goes all out, that's for certain. But of course, most of all, I'm happy… just being with you."
The way he blatantly professed like that was everything. The fire and brightness dancing in gold-emerald orbs invigorated something within Kamui's own. He had to take a moment to breathe, hiding his face away in his beloved's chest.
Subaru softly chuckled at the gesture, finding himself growing only fonder the more he saw this side of Kamui. To know Kamui would react to his words… was a blissful feeling. He led Kamui into a more swaying-like motion, letting his beloved recover from how deeply his emotions ran.
Their movements stayed slow and unhurried despite the pace of the music being played. But… It was something that at this moment felt best. They had plenty of time to move and glide across the floor at whatever pace they wished.
Subaru thought he was more than happy at that moment. His heart surely couldn't get any more full, any more overwhelming than it had been over the past year.
Yet… once again… he was finding himself proved wrong.
"You're wonderful…" Kamui whispered so endearingly, bursting with a sense of euphoria. His soft lips and warm breath slid beneath the fabric, brushing over the skin of his lover's neck and chest.
Subaru lost his breath…as the capacity, his heart had for feeling for being enveloped in love went beyond his expectations. All these little things, the sincerity… He could feel those words of affection and slowly put their little dance on hold, coming to a stop.
"Subaru?" Kamui looked up, eyes glittering so innocent and brilliant.
"Perhaps we can continue this dance with a bit more privacy…" Subaru found himself feeling a bit too warm in their current settings…having anyone outside of Kamui around him felt far too crowded now.
The incoming crowds convinced Kamui to take the hand offered to him and escape. He followed his lover's lead with devotion, as they waved past the crowds of people and just past a grassy field to find and build their little lovenest.
It was a small space on the school grounds, between some benches and what appeared to be a library building. The music from the dance floor was soft, but still flowing beautifully through their private party.
Once sure, they were truly alone… Subaru tilted his love's chin up. He kissed Kamui's lips deeply and with a passion that conveyed his heart best.
"You're the one who's wonderful…" Subaru brushed their lips close once again. He stood firm on feelings.
Kamui returned this gesture wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's neck. He stood as tall as possible on his tiptoes. He sighed with deep fondness into the kiss. Every caress given was returned with equal desire and attention.
It wasn't too long until their little kiss found its way to something deeper. Kamui eagerly parted his lips for his beloved and indulged in the way he was ravished. Apparently, he had made his lover very happy. The protective arms around Kamui's waist were tender.
Truly, they couldn't and wouldn't go beyond kissing here… but even "just" kissing brought an incredible spark. Especially, with the rush, they were running away together, past the crowds to find a place they would be alone.
There wasn't a rush or worry in the world now. All that mattered here was this… this blissful moment where their lips could meet, their bodies could entangle until they were perfectly whole.
Even as they somehow found their way back to quietly dancing with the music, it held a bit more intimacy. Neither had any incentive to hold back, knowing they could indulge, kiss, and embrace as much as they wanted here.
Though the pace of the songs did find them moving and gliding all around their little 'ballroom'.
"K-Kamui...
It was purely by accident, as Kamui's back was guided to press back in his lover's chest. Kamui found his lover gasping in his mouth. While being led to turn back towards his love, Kamui's hips ended up brushing up against his lover's most sensitive part.
It incited a little inspiration… to hear those sounds more, try to swallow them between his lips. He may have had a few more 'accidents' where he was guided to turn but stopped halfway, brushing up where he knew his lover was most reactive.
After a few moments of the teasing touches…the music softened, slowed, and gradually reminded them just where they were doing this.
Subaru had indulged his lover to wrap his arms around his lover tugging him close. Kamui found himself overtaken by the warm chest sounding off against his chest.
The younger man had intended to move more sensually than… to earn such a strong reaction from his beloved. But… soft sweet words being murmured into his ear made him melt.
Kamui spun around to face his precious person. They were far too helpless to each other… everything. An enchanting, slow kind of love song played and they hugged one another close, swaying and occasionally turning about …The gentle atmosphere and melody of the night sent them away.
Your Taste
The thing was…. When the romantic mood was going quite well… it tended to encourage other things. A very sensual atmosphere took over and the couple was racing to the bedroom the second they got home.
Subaru had proved his most passionate side at times like these. Kamui didn't have a second past the front doorway before he was being swept off his feet and swiftly carried up the stairs.
Subaru had rid them both of their clothing. When his hands fell over Kamui…. And Kamui had never seen anyone take off a Yukata quite as fast in his life.
He found himself undressed and lying flat on the back. But he really couldn't complain, as he was left bare for a few moments before feeling a warm body all over him. He spread his legs out a bit further, allowing his lover needed space between.
Everything was burning up. Two skillful hands lifted under the boy's thighs. Kamui gasped, seeing a very lust-filled fiery light, through his lover's eyes. Kamui lifted his hips, finding himself weak to the hand massaging and fondly all around the very sensitive skin.
"Sub-mmmnnn!" Kamui's voice squeaked, sweet lips overtaking his own. A very insistent tongue swept its way through Kamui's lips and deeper into his mouth. Kamui felt his toes curl as soft and dominant lips kissed his own hard. His mind kept spinning as he found himself ravished, every angle, press of lips, and dive of his lover's tongue kept him on edge.
"Did you really think I wouldn't notice?" Subaru had asked this vaguely but hadn't given Kamui a chance to respond. He made a questioning sound between their lips. One which left him breathless. "The way you were dancing against me… did you think I'd be unaffected?"
'Oh.' Kamui couldn't forget that for the rest of his life. Being pulled away for a private dance behind the gardens. He couldn't help it… his lover held him so very tight against him…. He may have lost himself in the moment. He all but screams into his lover's mouth, as he finds a very prominent erection lining up to grind over his own.
"Ha… S-Subaru…" Kamui pants, finding it terribly unfair how every little touch, seemed to make him ready to melt. His lips are stolen again. Before he had more time to think. A delicate tongue licks through the seam of Kamui's lips and into his mouth. A sultry, erotic dance of tongue, lips, and teeth commenced… nearly making Kamui forget his desire to try...a certain something.
Their lips press harder than before, and Kamui gasps. There's a certain hardness pressing between his legs. Kamui doesn't waste the opportunity to grind into his lover's hips, effectively making his lover cry out.
"Kamui?" Subaru leans his head back against the pillow. He gasps at the feeling of nimble fingers pressing over his growing arousal.
Kamui needily kisses his lips, in place of an answer. And slowly he moves his way down his lover's body. The younger man flushes a deep red, feeling heated and curious eyes digging into him. His fingers play at his lover's waistband. He gulps, sitting back upon the soles of his feet to admire his flushed and all too curious lover.
"Subaru… Could we… C-can I?" Kamui burns a deep scarlet, cheeks painting from the pale almost completely over. Though he doesn't stop with his hands. Nervously, he leans forward, breath falling over an already strained groin area. "Can I…" the latter words barely made it to a whisper.. "t-taste you?" Kamui swallowed hard, he felt himself getting far too aroused from just how his lover's eyes darkened with a fog of desire.
"Kamui…" Subaru's breath hitches, he swallows hard. Heated eyes close tight. As he tries to reign himself in further.
"I could never ask you for something like that…" Subaru brings up, despite having a foggy gleam of desire taking over his eyes.
Seeing that heat and desire… along with those eyes shifting away… it tugged at Kamui's heart. He quickly grasps his lover's hand and shyly, leans down, feeling eyes on him. Timidly, but in an obvious gesture, he presses his lips over his lover's pelvic area, lips feeling a heat through the clothing.
Kamui leans back up and smiles brightly. Subaru squeezes his hand back. "I'm the one offering… I… want to" He murmurs, fingers playing at the zipper of his lover's pants. It's hard to look the older man in the eyes. "If it's okay?"
"It's…" Subaru suppresses a nervous laugh and groans. "So much… more than okay." He doesn't quite know what to make of Kamui's sparkling eyes or eager smile, only that he's too far gone now. "But please, you don't need to feel any pressure like to have t-"
Kamui leaned back up, pressing the tip of his finger over his lover's lip, silencing him. Again, though with a more decisive voice, he ensures. "I want to." The glazed over violet-eyes and lips being locked is beyond what Subaru would ever allow himself to fantasize. "Very much."
Subaru felt himself only growing more aroused by the was far too… perfect. Kamui's eyelashes fanned elegantly over his eyes. Violet-orbs turned away from the silence, feeling a bit uncertain. Subaru was simply looking at him, seemingly conflicted. His dual-colored eyes shift between a heated spark and a quick suppression, as they look away.
Subaru's lips were parted, open yet at a loss for words and everything Kamui was doing to him.
"So long as that's something you would want…." Kamui murmurs, averting his eyes and burning with a deeper shade of red.
Subaru broke out of his daze at the meek tone. Quickly he shook his head, pulling Kamui up, grasping the smaller male's sides and bringing their lips to a passionate, and deepening caress. He licked at Kamui's lips eagerly, trying not to focus too much on where they would be… that was self-destructive for his mind…
"I do want that…" Subaru admits, with a fire burning from his cheeks and down to his lower stomach. He presses a finger over Kamui's bottom lip, before gently nibbling on it. His lover's cries in his mouth were already making him lose resolve. And the fact that Kamui was ready now… Kamui went out of his way to offer this… something so intimate and with such eager eyes sparkling into him.
"Please… Kamui."
The younger male lets out a breath, unknown he had even been holding in. Finally, he could feel his love letting go just that bit more… with an audible swallow, Kamui nods his head and moves back down.
His fingers are a little shaky as they clumsily undo the front button. Subaru reaches out a hand, petting the raven-black head tenderly. Kamui presses his lips together, closing his eyes to absorb more of that touch.
With a bit more confidence, he grasps the small zipper between his thumb and forefinger. He brings it down just a few millimeters really when an embarrassing image comes to mind.
Far too many scenes from his more mature BL series and images from his erotic research materials flooded his brain.
Following his memory, he bent his head down, teeth biting down on the edge of the zipper. His lips took the place of his fingers, as he quickly pulled it down. If he lingered too long he was certain he'd find a way to die from embarrassment.
"K… Kamui…" Subaru groans his name, biting down hard on his lip. He can't help but lift his hips slightly forward, unconsciously aiming to be closer to that all too alluring mouth.
Kamui's lips curl up, with a bit more confidence, as he grasps from the band of his lover's jeans. His lover's natural scent and pheromones cloud his senses.
Slowly, he lowers the pair of trousers. The older lover assists by arching and lifting his hips up and holding over Kamui's shaky hands.
"If I'm not good at this… then…" Kamui voices very quietly, though a glimmer of determination sparks inside. "But I'm going to do everything I can to…" Make you feel good.
"Kamui, angel," Subaru shakes his head, as he sits up to comfort his lover. Hands play with Kamui's shimmering locks of hair.
Kamui's breath feels especially warm on his lover's skin, with his beloved left mostly bare.
"You're perfect," Subaru bites his lip, head falling back. There's a strong tug at heart and hardening sex. It's almost enough to lose it, at the sight of Kamui down there. "I love everything you do." And to be fair he's quite sure he'll be the one to embarrass himself with how quickly Kamui can affect him.
"Subaru…" Kamui coos, leaning back up to steal a few tender kisses. Against warm lips, he murmurs, "I want to… make you feel good."
Sweet kisses are placed over Kamui's lips and cheeks at the admission. Subaru's eyes sparkle, gold, and emerald dazzling as they fall harder for the violet orbs in front of them.
"You always do…" Subaru returns with a sense of heat, as he steals those lips into a deeper melding connection.
"Okay…" Kamui breathes out slowly. He feels a sense of assurance, to tug down the remaining clothing shielding his lover's private region from him.
The enlarged erection breaks out eagerly, free from its confines. Kamui unconsciously has to press his own legs together and bit down hard on his lips. The scent, size, and shape are all the more apparent to the younger man up close.
With a deep, calming breath, Kamui keeps himself focused. He starts with familiar territory, hand grasping around and gently moving up and down the fully hard shaft. The movement begins slowly, and gently.
"Ah, n… K-Kamui you…." Subaru cries out, feeling his heart surging.
Kamui takes the hint to touch his love more seriously... His grip over his lover's cock becomes tighter before his hand moves up and down the shaft. He recalls the speed he preferred for Subaru to do to him, hoping and succeeding to please his partner.
"You… your touch is… Ahn… so good…" Subaru is already struggling to complete a thought. There are far too many pleasant memories of feeling his sensitive parts being stroked by hands and pillow-soft thighs.
Kamui bites down on his lip, refraining from touching himself at the sound of his beloved's cries. He takes both hands to pump from the base of hardness and up. Whilst he moves, his left hand covers the tip. Nimble fingers brush over the hypersensitive slit, already bringing out beads or precum.
"Kamui… Mmn… you feel so ahhhn~"
Subaru's moans were just everything… Kamui found himself 'selfishly' wanting to hear this kind of voice as much as possible. These sounds really just made him want to do it all the more… to feel that connection between their bodies.
The younger man brushes a few stray strands of blue-raven hair behind his ear. Without another thought, he leans down, bringing his tongue to the tip of his lover's erection. There's a salty taste from the precum alone; one Kamui assumes he is supposed to find it too bitter or not like it. But it's Subaru...His taste
His Subaru. So delicate kitten licks move up and upon the tip. Subaru's hands begin carding into Kamui's hair, gripping his head. There's a sense of him trying to pull his lover closer before he hurriedly loosens his grip. Kamui looks up to lowered, apologetic eyes. He quickly finds the determination to do just as his lover wanted but denies himself from...
"Subaru…" Kamui calls so enticingly, his lips covered with white drops of precum. The erotic view makes it hard for Subaru to keep eye contact. But he manages… "Watch me." With words like that it's unknown for how long this can continue.
The younger man drives himself by his hormones, reference materials, and his lover's incredibly arousing voice.
"Ahh... Kamui! I mn…. You feel so-!" Subaru moans much louder than earlier. Kamui felt a thrill and continued to pleasure, with a few teasing licks.
Kamui swallows hard, his hand begins to pump from the base to the tip of his lover's shaft. Finally, he pauses the tiny licks on the arousal. His tongue indulges while he opens his lips wide enough to bring his head fully into his mouth. Subaru's moans light a fire inside, making Kamui rub his legs together, painfully aroused.
His lover's cries of "Kamui" and suppresses curses "Fu… aghk.. That's so so good." are the catalyst making him fall prey to the arousing atmosphere. He hollows out his cheek, sucking and harder and deeper upon the head.
Subaru grips the sides of his head tightly. Kamui moans all too loudly upon the erection pushing deeper between his lips.
"S-sorry…" Subaru breaks out, realizing what he had done. He looks at his own hands in betrayal even attempting to remove their hold. Kamui quickly catches them, bringing them back into place.
"no… I… ha…" Kamui's lips slip off, forming a terrible erotic pop. He looks up to respond. "I want your touch like that…" He isn't quite ready to admit how aroused that kind of pressure and attention brought him.
Kamui finds himself with a craving. Whether bitter or salty…whatever descriptions he's overheard about how it was supposed to taste did nothing to curb his arousal.
Needily, Kamui leans his head down, taking in a few inches of the length further down his mouth. The hands gripping his hair make him want to go further… but he doesn't want to risk doing too much at once. He has to pace himself.
"Ah. GOD!" Subaru all but screams his name, head falling back against the pillow. Kamui's fingers brush at an almost teasing and curious pace upon his lover's sensitive testis. The touch is quite gentle, certainly not causing pain but only adding to a very erotic and seductive symphony from the rather reserved man's mouth. "AHnNnn. MNNN, K-Kamui!"
Kamui feels those moans sinking into his own growing arousal. The hand focuses on the parts his mouth has yet to cover. It's all he can manage to keep from touching himself and losing it…
His head starts bobbing up and down the hardened organ. The rough head of the cock brushes near the back of Kamui's mouth, bringing a heated sensation through his core. This only doubles when he feels tiny and suppressed thrusts through his occupied lips.
"I… s-sorry… I… but… I… Mnnnn… K-Kamui…"
Even if the words are mostly incoherent there's still that lingering guilt. Kamui couldn't let it go with his lover denying his own needs. He prepares his mouth, taking in a few centimeters more at a time deeper into his mouth. He starts bobbing his head up and down at a faster speed and sucks down at a harder rate than before.
Kamui steadies himself and squeezes his lover's bare hips. While his love is always considerate, restraining from doing too much… Kamui wants to fulfill every desire he can despite inexperience. So he pulls and guides his lover's cock to rock and mouth into his mouth.
Kamui feels everything burn up as he manages to take in that final inch of his lover. The cock teasing and brushing near the back of his throat brings heated unshed tears under his eyes. He carefully moves at a slower pace, getting used to his lover's full size.
Being in this deep leaves Subaru again at a battle. Part of him simply wants to thrust into the temptatious and all too heated mouth. Yet, the stronger side of himself refuses to bring pain to Kamui… to go overboard. But...said lover was being quite insistent on increasing the intensity of all this.
"Mmm… Su…" Kamui murmurs, moans, and breaths feeling like a very erotic melody, over Subaru's near painfully hard arousal. The younger man closes his eyes, preparing to move his head down further, mouth content on taking everything in. His own thighs press and brush together tightly.
Encouraged by Kamui's hands, Subaru moves gently into his lover's mouth. It's becoming hard to resist, as those cheeks hollow out.
Kamui tries to suppress his own cries. He sucks much harder, taking everything he can to please his lover until the very end.
With this determination, the movement between his lips and of his lover's thrusting hips come to a pleasurable, and synchronized pace together. Kamui squeezes his legs tightly… I can't be this close… 'I haven't even touched myself.'
His body burns to feel a deep sense of jealousy for the attention his lips were receiving. He moans burning up wildly at just how lewd his everything felt now. So moving subconsciously, Kamui starts bobbing up and down the twitching arousal at an increasingly fast pace. The fastest he can manage, as tears fall, feeling the brush against the back of his throat.
Kamui can't seem to stop himself. He rubs his legs together tightly, moving his head up and down, wildly, as though it's all he knows how to do.
"KAMUI-" Subaru screams out feeling an exceptionally hard suck, and wet heat covering the top of his head. "I… I'm going to" He tries his best to warn, but everything becomes increasingly hot.
Kamui moans, though refuses to let his lover hold back any further. A wild shudder courses through Subaru's body as he explodes deep inside Kamui's mouth, the motion and releases seemingly endless…
Looking down to see Kamui closing his eyes, swallowing the hot essence in an attempt to keep up.
There's so much rushing down Kamui's throat and staining all across his mouth. He manages to shift his head and suck hard enough to take every last drop. Only when it feels dry does he release. His lips part open with an incredibly lewd pop. A sound that could be enough to make Subaru cum from alone.
"Subaru…" Kamui cries a bit, heart thundering. Aroused tears form as he can no longer stop from slipping his hand over his neglected arousal.
"K… Kamui…" Subaru takes a moment to recover. Every sight, sound, and feel of those sultry lips replayed through his mind… undeniably being a wet dream for countless nights.
When he does come, he is quick to bring Kamui back up. He doesn't spot Kamui touching himself just then, but has the sense to return the favor.
Still first though… "Are… you okay?" Subaru calls worriedly.
Kamui nods, though his cheeks are on fire. His eyes gloss over with a delirious sense of lust. "Yes…"
"I'm sorry… I-" Kamui slams his lips over his lover. He allows the tongue to intrude in his mouth. Subaru can taste himself all over Kamui's mouth.
"No sorries…" Kamui pants, holding a hand over his lover's heart. "I wanted to…"
"But I should have given you a warning and the way it would taste… I'm sure it was. Unpleasant too…" Subaru flushes a deep red, part of him wishes to be disproven, not wanting to think Kamui had to swallow that much of something tasting terrible.
His younger lover seems to read his mind. And shakes his head. He leans down to press a few kisses over his lover's neck. His overheated face hides there.
"No… I like your taste…" Kamui admits… wondering what level one would die from embarrassment.
"Kamui…" Subaru coos sweetly, hands slipping through the silky head of hair, by his neck. "Would you like for me to"
"Mn-Mnn," He feels Kamui is arguing against this. It would be way too embarrassing, with how quickly I'd lose it as I am now'…
"Not right now… but…" Kamui buries his face a little further. "y-your hand…"
Subaru barely catches the admittance. Though when it sinks in he does just that. Kamui isn't sure how he held on this long, especially with his lover shedding his clothing at such a speed.
Every rational thought goes out the window. He feels his chin tilted up and lips ravished wildly. Meanwhile, Subaru's right hand reaches down and wraps snuggly around Kamui's desperate erection.
The tongue between Kamui's lips makes him burn up. His entire mouth feeling completely dominated tonight. It was just so perfect. The hand around him moves at a fairly steady pace, but the younger man is too far gone.
Kamui screams his lover's name. He comes painfully hard within his lover's closed hand. The younger man quickly hides his face away, in his lover's chest.
Subaru had to consciously breathe, the sight of Kamui… was enough to make him hard all over again… even while just coming…
But he figured the younger man deserved a rest, going all out.
"My beautiful Kamui…" Subaru purrs, as he guides the remaining shirt of Kamui's to slip up and over his form. Gracefully, Subaru manages to scoop Kamui up into his arms.
"Did you like it….?" Kamui asks, squeaking a bit and burying his face into his lover's neck. But it does not last long, Kamui is hurriedly pulled up, and kissed lavishly.
"I loved it," Subaru proclaims, deepening and sensually moving their lips to proceed with their kiss.
"G-good I just want you to feel good...I want to...if I can...have your d-desires…." Kamui coughs. His chin is held up a bit so he can't fully look away. "Or f-fantasies…" He swallows vividly. "Fulfilled…."
Subaru shook his head, laughing lightly at the meek and uncertain Kamui. Hands grasp and cup both of Kamui's cheeks before he brings them into a sweet kiss. Their lips part, tongues dance, and moans fall into one another. Then it comes back to one more-lingering kiss.
"You are my fantasy," Subaru professes with every fiber of his being.
"I….." Kamui loses his breath. His heart pounds wildly, and his eyes gloss over, with deep deep amorous affection. "I- really love you…" Kamui whispers in return, wrapping his legs around the larger hips. His arms sling around Subaru, hugging him completely.
"I love you too, Kamui…" Subaru returns, kissing those temples so tenderly. They snuggle, losing themselves in this blissful world for just the two of them.
~End~
(I hope you enjoyed this shorter chapter! The Halloween special will be coming up very soon!) ^_^