Ambrosia

by AyaxRoses

'Love. To truly love, that was one of the only things in this world that would never die. Even if you wished it to. Subaru and Kamui had grown to understand this painfully well.' An alternative ending to the final battle and a future for Subaru and Kamui to be happy together. SubKam SubaruxKamui BL-Yaoi-Shounen-Ai Past Fuuma/Kamui.

25. Gentiana part 2

Ambrosia 25: Gentiana Part 2

Like in the previous chapter we have the flower, Gentiana: can symbolize loveliness, passion, charm, and sweetness.

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Starry Night

Subaru had been more than happy to spoil and take Kamui wherever his heart desired. The sky is truly the limit. Kamui and his lover were not one to ever ask for much from each other so their anniversary plans were simplified.

"I'd like to stop by the park near our house."

Kamui's first idea came out so sweetly. Something others might call ordinary never failed to engrave an impression into both lovers' hearts.

"Let's do that. It might be nice to go to the new Cafe that opened up across from the Bookshop."

Subaru had supplied his own input, after some encouragement from Kamui. The latter was intent on making sure this would be a day to celebrate the both of them.

"I'd love that," Kamui replied a little dreamily. He brushed a few strands of hair into place. "And we could go to the Bookshop as well since it's so close."

All of these things were familiar activities. Outings and dates they had done a good number of times before, somehow this day, marking another milestone, made everything seem that bit more special.

"I'd like to take you to dinner later in the day," Subaru pauses, seeing mixed emotions swirling in his love's eyes. He kissed his beloved's pouting lips. "What is it?"

"I want you to pick something too, somewhere we both like," Kamui remained ever insistent. He wouldn't rest until the day Subaru would finally see how much value he possessed.

Not known as an Onmyouji, nor as a heaven of earth. His priceless heart and soul were purely Subaru. The Subaru whom Kamui loved endlessly.

They went out to a nearby sushi restaurant they had gone to on a number that was familiar and had a nice cozy booth in the corner.

"And perhaps at the end of the night, we could do some stargazing, maybe… we'll go out somewhere to do that or get a telescope," Subaru offered so sweetly.

He had known his lover to show interest since seeing that romantic BL movie during one of their first dates. Likely, a few times before that, when he would catch his beloved gazing up at the night sky, mesmerized by the sparkling stars above.

"I do want to see my boyfriend's star," Kamui responded cheekily and found his lips ravished in seconds.

They had arrived here, not at some private viewing spot, famous park, or some private guided tours. No, simply they were here, home.

Shimmering night stars spread out across the expansive and brilliant sky. The deep midnight blue painted beautiful with the bright stars and moon.

Every single gleam and twinkle across the night sky seemed to be celebrating along with them. Another mark to show how far they had come, been together, and for the countless months and years, they would continue to grow and love each other. The brilliant stars shine upon the affectionate couple in various patterns and formations.

Away from the busier parts of the city, it was all that easier to gaze. Their house had a nice view, as the two young lovers sat cozy upon the top of their roof. Several warm blankets were placed all around the flatter parts on top.

"You're sure there isn't anywhere else you'd like to go out to?" Subaru offered again, kindly, and slightly uncertain.

'You deserve nothing less than the best of everything.' The older lover found himself dreamily lost in thought. He meant to vocalize those thoughts but…

"Mn-Mm," Kamui hums before slipping into a cute laugh. A soft, gentle, and private one, only shared at moments like these. "Yes, I'm very sure," He further clarifies and sees his reflection in the cup he was clasping. "Home is best for this."

The fact his lover always went out of his way for him, brought a nice little warmth and tingle in his chest…

Subaru even offered him to buy a telescope right after their date was set, leaving Kamui's stomach fluttering. Though he found himself quite spoiled, preferring to spend the day window-shopping and spending time together.

"Kamui…" Subaru murmurs the name like a soft lullaby. He finds something grabbing at his chest when his beloved answered so sweetly. It was all so genuine.

"Thank you though," Kamui expresses, quietly. Even now, he couldn't hide the rays of red tinting over his cheeks. His hands curled carefully around the thermos of creamy hot cocoa.

Footsteps approach a little bit closer. The older of the two lovers sits intimately close to Kamui's side. Their legs brush up, and the younger man shifts his hips so their sides are flushed together.

"Here let me get that," Subaru says calmly, though there is a flash of emotion in his eyes. His lips quirk up.

"What?" Kamui asks, lips quivering in confusion. "Wh-ahh!" He was fully relaxed, caught off guard, leaving Subaru the perfect opportunity to strike. The older male tilted and angled his head just like so before leaning in. His lips pressed against a space between Kamui's lips and cheek.

Purposefully, Subaru darted his tongue out to lick off the frothy cream that stained over the beautiful face. He had to pull back just enough to admire his work, and more so to admire Kamui's flustered reaction.

The younger boy froze up. His violet eyes expanded before blinking wildly. "Huh?" Kamui let his heart and mind catch up. His lips were quivering, craving that soft touch.

'We've done way more embarrassing things… and yet…' The younger man still felt his entire face heat up, in brilliant shades of rose to crimson. His eyes were burning up, especially, as he felt his lover leaning.

"Subaru…" Kamui didn't have a response to that. Not verbally anyway. All so sweet and gingerly, he angled his head, kissing the soft lips his boyfriend had kept close to him.

Kamui couldn't hide the smile, as his slender arms wrapped tightly around his boyfriend's neck. He carefully placed the warm cup to rest beside him.

Subaru needed no prompting to curl his arm lovingly around Kamui's waist. They turned to the side, the angle their lips met at made it hard to bring things that much deeper.

Their lips were still determined to melt into each other. Kamui moans at the feeling of his bottom lip being held and sucked between two all too seductive lips. When his lips are released, he can finally exact some form of loving "payback."

Kamui angles his head and kisses his lover's mouth hard. He moves his lips deeper, more needily, as his tongue licks at the seam. Subaru's lips all too willingly part, allowing Kamui in, to return home, and feel every part of him.

In turn, there is no sense of resistance, when Kamui feels pressure on his lips and a tongue insistently tangling up his own. The hands combing and gently pulling at the back of his head make him cry out. Kamui's fingertips curve into his beloved's neck, as he's made to swallow up all those lovely groans and moans his normally quiet boyfriend lets out.

"Kamui…" Subaru breathes the name into a kiss on those addicting lips.

"Subaru…" Kamui returns in a similar manner. They break for a bit of air, their foreheads resting against each other.

"Ha… haaa…" Their breaths mix and mingle, catching up and calming a bit. The lovers find themselves gazing into each other's sparkling and heated eyes.

"You're everything," Subaru coos so incredibly gently. Their noses brush nuzzling for a gentle moment.

Kamui's cheeks heat up, and the warmth spreads between them being so close. "I don't think we'll see any stars at this rate," He teases, gently and kisses his lover sweetly in reassurance. "I don't mind it though."

Subaru returns the soft gesture, pecking the boy's lips and reddened cheeks. "Nor do I." He agrees, and their lips exchange sweet and sultry greetings for a few blissful moments.

The angle they're sitting at makes it hard to really touch the way they are used to. Subaru frowns looking down at the distance from their roof to the ground. His mind floods with worries if he were to get carried away.

They exchange a knowing look, and slow the pace of their kisses, focusing more on tender caresses versus more heated connections.

Gradually the chill in the air inspires the tender couple to gather up a few of the folded blankets, adding them to their love nest. There's a pile of soft lilac and mint green blankets piled up. A few throw pillows are taken from beside the hatch of the rooftop.

"Did your grandmother teach you a lot about the stars growing up?" Kamui inquires, enjoying the way their hands brush as they both work on connecting all the pieces together.

"She did," Subaru answers, diligently, his eyes glancing up recalling the numerous tales and origins of astronomy. Astrology, astronomy and so many similar sciences had to be ingrained in such a short amount of time. "I found it all pretty interesting, but as a kid, there was a lot to learn in a short time… so…"

"I think that's really nice," Kamui comments and gives in to brushing his fingers over his beloved's soft hands. "My mother took me out a few times to see stars but… I didn't understand most of it then."

"Still, it sounds like you have fond memories of it," Subaru notes sweetly and softly. The back of his hand, his fingers brush against Kamui's tender cheekbone.

"She did… I was still a little kid then so…" Kamui nods with a dreamy smile. There's a trace of pink blossoming over his cheeks. "But when you talk about those things…" He admits, eyelashes fluttering, unconsciously attracting his lover closer. "I know I'll always remember."

"My Angel," Subaru whispers, lips curling up helplessly. His protective arm tucks Kamui in to lay right by his side.

Kamui made a little noise at the feeling of being all scooped up. He laid his head on his taller lover's shoulder. A contented sigh escapes his lips feeling the tender weight of his love's chin on the top of his head.

Everything feels entirely soft. A cool little breeze is only unnecessary but appreciated the excuse to cuddle closer. Subaru takes the opportunity to grasp a soft white blanket, folded at the side, and drapes it over both their cuddled forms.

"This feels nice," Kamui says contently, nuzzling the side of his lover's neck now, placing little kisses there.

Subaru lightly shivers at the attention given. He can feel the proud smirks curling against his neck. His hand curls in at his side, feeling this need to respond that bit more to Kamui's affections.

"It does," Subaru finally agrees, and they look up in silence at the few clusters of stars visible to them. His hand splays on Kamui's side, caressing the very sensitive hips.

The younger man mewls, hiding his face into his shoulder. Still, Kamui's hips move and brush into every single touch. His boyfriend's fingertips feel like fire dancing upon his side.

Their focus falls on one another. They break only on occasion. reach out for their neglected thermos', with warm drinks of cocoa and coffee reaching their lips.

The cool night breeze, their body heat, and warm drinks only make the atmosphere that much more cozy.

This time they cuddle up in a new position. Kamui's guided to sit right in his lover's lap, with arms around his middle tugging him in.

"Hmm," Kamui hums happily, feeling his back overcome with warmth from his lover's chest. Doing anything wanting to break from this intimacy seemed ludicrous.

"Mmm," Kamui's voice emits, as he licks at his lips, an unintentional seduction.

"Does it taste sweet?" Subaru swallows, watching the movement in Kamui's throat. The little hums and mewls as he drinks the sweet liquid, make it very hard to concentrate on much else.

"Yeah," Kamui says so innocently, as he leans his head back. Violet-blue eyes sparkle with intrigue, studying his lover's heated cheats and blown-up pupils. Teasingly he lets his tongue slip out from his lips. "Do you want to taste?"

"I-" Subaru lost his breath, checking his love's face carefully to ensure he heard that right.

Kamui was quite blatantly flirting here, going as far as to lick his lips and rocking his hips back. Subaru had to quickly grip both of his lover's hips to keep his sanity.

"The…T-Taurus constellation," Subaru voices the first constellation he can spot. It's the only thing he can think of besides reciprocating his lover's action and scrapping this part of their date for a quick trip back to the bedroom.

"What?" Kamui blinks, a bit surprised at his lover's quick change in topics.

'Maybe I was getting a bit ahead of myself…' His cheeks flare up, feeling slightly overeager. His lover brought out everything for their stargazing date, and here his mind and hormones just wanted to get lost in more physical intimacy.

"Like in astrology?" Kamui blinks and tilts his head slightly.

"Right, Taurus is symbolized with a bull. You can see the stars connecting into that shape," Subaru pauses, admiring the way the stars reflect in his love's eyes, the dazzling lights amongst a sky of violet-blue.

"I think I can see it," Kamui murmurs, pointing just a little bit off from the "horns of the constellation. His hand is softly clasped and guided to point just a bit further away. "Oh," he mumbles, laughing with a bit of embarrassment.

Subaru fondly kisses the crown of his love's head. He whispers a few more sweet nothings, which brings color right up to the younger man's cheekbones.

"Right where those two stars are, up very high, near the top is meant to be the Taurus' horns," Subaru answers, guiding Kamui's hand to point between the two brilliant lights. "We happen to be in the best season for viewing this."

"Happen to?" Kamui quips, with a confident and teasing little smirk. One that if they were facing each other would have been kissed away in seconds. "Something tells me you had this planned out."

"Perhaps," Subaru plays along with the mood, enjoying the way they fit together. The way Kamui absolutely purrs, when his lover caresses the area around his knee and leg, is everything. It does make it tricky for Subaru to recall everything he was about to say.

Somehow, he manages, recalling the names, stories, and positions of stars, he had been told growing up. "And within the Taurus constellation, you can see many bright blue stars. Many of which form to make a star cluster... Including the stars making up 'Subaru'."

"My Subaru's stars you mean," Kamui purrs soft and sensual. He leans back comfortably, against his lover's chest. The arms tucked around him and hands on his lap, make him suppress a mewl.

"I- '' Subaru begins his throat feeling entirely too dry, something told him Kamui had quite a few interests for their evening beyond stargazing. Being their anniversary especially made for a rather romantic mood. It was all far from an unrequited desire... "You're quite insistent on that," He teases lightly, but it's overcome by tremendous fondness. He's certain Kamui can feel that, judging by the way his cheeks lift from his brilliant smile.

"I am," Kamui reciprocates the playful banter, aware he has already won. He tilts his head back and finds his eyes locked with beautiful gold and emerald. Subaru's hand gently places under his chin, tilting his head enough so they can meet in an upside-down kiss. This led to another, and another.

"Mmm," Kamui purrs, his breath warm and soft against his lover's lips. Gentle kisses were peppered all along his forehead.

It's entirely unhurried and gradual as Kamui looks back up at the starry sky. He relishes in leaning into the welcome and warm chest behind him.

"Your star is around here then?" Kamui asks quietly. 'I think I can spot it on my own but… your voice is…. really nice.' He cuddles up, brushing his fingertips over the hands linked around him.

"That's right," Subaru assures, resting his chin on the top of Kamui's head. "If you look near the bottom right of the constellation, you should see very bright blue stars gathered together."

"Hm," Kamui follows the directions given to him with diligence. He relishes feeling a hand lifting his own up, guiding Kamui so sweetly to be pointing towards the mentioned stars. "I think I see them. There's another group of stars up there too?" He points gestures to a cluster of similar blue stars off above and to the left from their main objective.

"Yes... that would be Hyades," Subaru answered quite assuredly but looked over to assure his assumption was right. "The stars around there are said to be even older than the 'Subaru' or as it's known from Greek Mythology 'Pleiades'. The Hyades stars are sometimes known as 'half-sisters' to those in the 'Pleiades'."

"Half sisters…" Kamui mulls it over. His eyebrows furrow over, the subject of siblings….sisters of any sort brings the image of the now-departed, Kanoe and Hinoto. 'Maybe...they're together as well...somewhere finally at peace.'

"I guess that title makes sense with how close they all seem to be… at least from where we are looking…" He paused, taking a frothy sip of his hot cocoa. "I'm guessing there's a story behind the different names and titles as well," Kamui voices his thoughts, seeking to indulge more in the closeness around him.

Subaru feels warmth invading all his senses. He finds Kamui's head resting back into a spot between his chest and shoulder. There's an instinct to comfort, as his beloved gets a little quiet, a bit lost in thought. He clutches Kamui tighter against him.

"There is… quite a bit to the story with them. I know the basics and some of the Mythology," Subaru explains, gesturing their linked hands towards the Hyades stars, to begin with. "If you'd like to hear it of course..."

"Please," Kamui's lips curl up at the quiet tone his lover used. 'You never realize just how amazing you are…' Though he couldn't help but be biased, it was still the absolute truth in Kamui's heart, and truly anyone who knew Subaru.

"Alright…" Subaru closes his eyes, taking a lingering sip upon his thermos, drinking in the warm coffee before beginning his tale. "Well, the story in Greek Mythology says that the sisters of Hyades were descendants of the Titan known as Atlas, as well as the sea-nymph Aethra."

"I think I might have heard a bit about those names from my mother…."

"It is a myth that has been around for some time, and in different ways." Subaru ensures fondly, squeezing the hand by Kamui's lap.

"You can see five of the brightest stars around are meant to represent their daughters."

"Who then were made into stars...or passed on and became them?" Kamui quipped, taking in the bits of astrology and astronomy he picked up from his mother.

"In a sense. One legend says they had lost their only brother. And mourned and lamented so much for him, that led the god Zeus to turn them to stars. Perhaps as an act of compassion to save them from their grief."

"Oh…" Kamui's lips curl down at the explanation. Surely, they both knew the strains grief and loss put on the heart. "They must have been in so much pain then…" Whether the story was true or not, the concept to escape from such pain was close to home for them both.

"It is but… ah…" Subaru senses the compassion and sympathy in his beloved's voice. "I'm sorry…" He kisses the crown of Kamui's head and moves their story along.

"It's just one version of the legend…." Subaru comforts. Gingerly, he takes Kamui's hand, pressing a kiss to the back of his before continuing his explanation.

"Please, don't be." Kamui shakes his head. He closes his eyes, focusing on the warmth, and connection all around. "I like hearing from you. The way you tell things..." 'And' Kamui feels a heat flushing all around his features, he ends up voicing his thoughts, aloud...quietly. "I love your voice."

Subaru was close enough to catch every word. He found a dangerously potent strike to his heart. 'Just when I think I've reached a limit to how deeply I can fall….' "Thank you," Subaru professes just softly. "I love your voice very much. Everything you say…"

"..I...hadn't meant to say that all aloud," Kamui admits to this, albeit keeping his gaze right on the stars above. "You saying that does makes me happy though… "

"I'm glad those words did come out," Subaru returns affectionately, lacing his fingers within his lover's own. His lips graze over Kamui's shoulder. "I love to hear your thoughts…"

"M-me too…." Though the honesty and raw emotion displayed left Kamui flustered to say more.

"And...if you look lower...a bit to the right…." Thankfully, Subaru didn't tease him further, continuing their earlier topic. Gingerly, he grasps Kamui's hand and guides it towards one of the brightest groups of stars. "Here. You see the very luminous blue stars all grouped up together?"

"I definitely do," Kamui had quite a feeling he knew what they were looking at. He had his curiosities about his lover's star and seen some photos of how beautiful it shined. It was different looking at it right above them.

"The stars we are looking at now make up the Pleiades or Subaru star cluster." There's a dazzling light sparkling in Kamui's eyes at the mention of the name.

"I thought that was it! " Kamui exclaims with a sense of victory. There's an overwhelming sense of fondness as Kamui focuses on the stars his beloved was named after. Or as he believed: 'The Stars that Belong to MY Subaru.'

"They're so beautiful…," Kamui awes over the sparkling sight. "The bright blue color… and how they all come together. It's… mesmerizing."

"It is…" 'Breathtaking.' Subaru whispers gently, enamored by the glisten in violet-blue eyes. His focus falls solely to every little reaction his beloved would make. "It is known to be one of the most visible groups of stars people can see."

"A-and there is a story behind these as well?," Kamui prompts his boyfriend, smiling at the way his lover hums to confirm. He can't ignore the way his boyfriend's eyes keep glazing over him. His heart plays a very upbeat melody.

"That's right…" Subaru continues despite only glancing up on occasion. As much as he loves the feeling of Kamui in his lap, it does make it difficult to capture all those little reactions, without straining his neck.

"There are countless stars… but seven of the brightest stars represent the seven sisters," Subaru explains generally, waving his hand around in a vague motion. "They're also daughters of the Titan Atlas. But with a different mother, a different Sea-Nymph, or sea spirit, known as Pleione."

"Well, that would make sense where the half-sister bit comes in," Kamui comments neutrally, inwardly counting the stars are bundled together.

"That's right," Subaru confirms for him and follows his lover's glances. "I may not name the position of each star perfectly…" He humble begins.

Subaru takes the time to point out each of the seven stars starting with the one sparkling near the top of the cluster."But the sisters starting at the top should be Asterope, Taygete, Maia, and Celeano," He continues, trailing his hand down the zigzag pattern of stars. "And going further down, there is Electra, Alcyone, and Merope." He humbly finishes with. "But I may have mixed up the order of them….It's been a while…"

"Just to be remembering all of those. From where I am at least... you're quite impressive," Kamui compliments, feeling his toes curl in a bit. "I have a feeling you name the position of the stars perfectly as well and…." He bites down on his lip from saying something more embarrassing….

Of course, intelligence was a positive trait for one to have. But it wasn't until these moments listening to his boyfriend, Kamui's brain processed 'intelligence to equal = being incredibly sexy.'

'I might be...a little too far gone,' Kamui has to admit to himself. He's lost track of how often this thought occurred.

"I'm...glad you see me that way," Subaru returns the affectionate praise a little meekly.

"Because you are that way," Kamui beams, making every part of him glow beneath the moonlight.

Curious, he can't help but inquire. "So the story of how they became this way... and where they turned to stars due to grief?"

"It's a bit different with them…"Subaru pauses at his explanation. "Their father Atlas had been given the task of 'holding up the sky… and as a result couldn't be there to protect his daughters…"

There's a slight pause. "They, like their half-sisters, were turned to stars by Zeus, for their own protection…" He doesn't quite go into elaborating just what they were being protected from, finding this bit enough and preferring to keep the mood light.

"Becoming stars for their protection…." Kamui thinks aloud again. Maybe it's the time he spent with Subaru, or the protective arms around him now but he can't help but voice the positive. "They were really loved then. The seven sisters"

"That's right," Subaru responds warmly and happy his love took the explanation in a positive light. "Though the fate of being turned to a star wasn't as acceptable for all the sisters."

"What do you mean?" Kamui leans his head back to grasp the other's expression.

"Well, at times, only six of the stars are clearly visible...The reason for this is that the sister 'Merope' had fallen in love with a mortal and chose to hide away and be with them."

"Hm...It seems 'forbidden' love plays a part of all kinds of legends..." Kamui found intrigue in the tale his lover told, even if it did seem like there were a lot more complexities and variants behind even a 'basic' explanation of the stars."There is a lot to all of this….Enough that people… spend their lives studying all the stars."

"Well, it is a vast world out there," Subaru agrees evenly, preferring to keep himself busy with warming the younger man in his arms. Done with pointing out the various constellations, he rewraps the blanket around their forms. "Although we only see and know a small part of it."

"Hm…." Kamui murmurs, grabbing the inside of the blanket and pulling it a bit more snug around him. "There is a lot we don't know..."

"But every day there's a chance to learn more…" Subaru ensures his very source of hope. "It's because of you, we're here to see it all." His voice softens in a way that is absolutely gushing.

"W-well that's not all me…." Kamui stumbles over his words, swallowing a bit hard. His chest sinks, and ducks his head down at the open-proclamation. "I wasn't alone you know…" He confidently turns around in his boyfriend's lap, straddling him.

"You…." Subaru loses his voice, his breath.

Absolute brilliance stems from the curl of his soft plush lips. His expression simply glows, brighter and more ethereal than all of the stars above.

"I've had someone incredible with me for some time…"

Subaru feels the intensity, the brightness of soft blue-violet doe eyes overwhelm him.

"You know...of all the stars...The Subaru is my absolute favorite," Kamui purrs, finding his heart in a state of absolute surrender.

The arms around him tighten protectively which sends a shiver and thrill down his core. The smaller male quickly ducks his head and shelters his burning cheeks in the comfort of a welcoming chest. He's pressed close in a way he can feel Subaru's soft, adoring laugh against him.

"I love you the most Subaru… and… I need you, always." Kamui whispered again, clarifying a much more sensual message. "I need you, Subaru… so please…"

Those words falling certainly stopped Subaru's soft chuckles instantly. His fondness for the younger boy's abashed side was overtaken by an all-encompassing love.

"Kamui…I..." Subaru expresses, t. He could feel something shifting… This moment right here marks something unforgettable, surely. "I will love you, always, in this life and beyond I-…"

Subaru couldn't resist, cupping Kamui's cheeks and scooping under the smaller boy's hips just enough so they were eye to eye. The shimmering doe eyes and cherry red cheeks told him, Kamui was swept up in this feeling.

"I need you too," Subaru breathes hotly, right over Kamui's lip before stealing them. He wastes no time kissing the younger man senseless, to the point where he feels Kamui's hands clawing desperately at his shoulders.

"And y-you… know what I'm-mean by that?" Kamui gulps, eyes wide and anxious at the thought of having to explain in further detail…

"I do." Subaru professes, tenderly kissing the boy's cheeks, feeling the heat only raise. Kamui let out a breath of relief.

"That's good, it's kinda embarrassing and-" Kamui attempted but wasn't allowed to finish. His lips are snatched up and quickly taken into a deeper, more passionate kiss.

Their lips meet with so much heart and passion, harder with every press and so needing. The slip of tongue, and slight addition of teeth, mumbling a sensitive bottom lip, leaves the younger lover crying out with no restraint. Their bodies turned to fire, stirring alongside their hammering hearts.

"I need you. I still feel… remember it all… so so well…" Subaru proclaims between deep and desire-fueled lips. He licks at Kamui's lips, ravishing every bit of him before the younger man could form a reply.

"That feeling… when I first met you, first held you…" Subaru's arms snake around his lover's waist even tighter than before for emphasis.

Tender fingers brush away stray locks of hair covering Kamui's flustered cheeks. "I can feel it… when we first confessed how we loved each other… " Subaru dreamily follows up, seemingly unable to stop the embarrassing but oh so pleasant words from spreading from his lips.

"And our first kiss," Subaru breathes warmly before taking Kamui back. He groans at the feeling of Kamui's hands brushing beneath the fabric of his shirt. "I'll always remember… exactly how that feels."

"I…" Kamui murmurs against his lover's all too soft lips. "Me too…"

Kamui finds a small bit of strength to reply with the onslaught of passion being brought against him.

"Your lips, your taste…" Subaru whispers, before sucking on the soft lips. He's determined to voice everything he feels resounding in his heart. "I could never forget it…"

Tender hands brush down to caress the sensitive thighs. "And the first time we touched…" The slender moved further between Kamui's thighs as an overheated Subaru breathed the rest, right into his lover's ear. "The first time I came with you… right here."

"S-Subaru!" Kamui mewls his beloved's name, finding his legs going a little weak on him.

"I-I also… feel so much-" He shivers, feeling hot puffs of air being breathed into his ear. "I ah I think we should…" He pants, swallowing up a moan from his beloved as he kisses back with every ounce of love and lust he can feel boiling up.

'You'll know when the time is right…'

Kamuihad heard that phrase so many times. There wasn't a time that seemed wrong, but right now…everything aligned. "Inside…" There was no use holding back or denying these long-held desires.

"Subaru, I need…." Kamui purrs more sensually than he thought possible. Of course, his cheeks, his stomach, and pelvic region were on fire. Every inch of his body was screaming to be taken… to be done… It was all too much to profess aloud, so the younger man whispered words that set everything ablaze.

They were back inside and to the bedroom in seconds… everything else they were doing took second place to this.

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With Love

"I need to feel you… I-inside me.," Kamui confessed, anxiously, yet feeling a weight lifted all the same. "Please, Subaru." He was begging for now to be their time.

Neither recall moving at a faster pace, lips locked and ravishing each other without restraint. This only paused for a momentary break where they needed to head down from the roof and into their home.

Subaru descended the ladder first, insistent on doing so, watching his lover in case of any slips or falls. Thankfully there were none, but it didn't keep him from impatiently, scooping Kamui up in his arms as soon as he was low enough to the ground.

'Make me… all yours.'

Kamui had been shifted in his lover's arms before his feet could grace the floor. Being held so protectively, bridal style, the younger man melted into the hold. He appreciated both the loving gesture and it helped with the weakness in his legs. Though Subaru was the one to blame for that.

'I can't believe I actually said that…' Kamui thinks, one hand shielding his face. His other arm is secured around his lover's neck. There was a strange mixture between pride and embarrassment. He finally said the words he'd been meaning to…

'So… please… Subaru…'

All these words Subaru knew he would hold with him until the day he perished. That love would transcend well into whatever afterlife or whatever possible reincarnation awaited, surely.

"Kamui…" Subaru breathes, now, easing their lip movements. Only now the gentlest and most precious of kisses lingered over the older man's lips. If there were a limit for how much love one could hold within, Subaru's heart had surely spilled over numerous times.

"Subaru…" Kamui, flushing even more and burying his face in his neck, only doubled that emotion.

"Please… allow me," Subaru gingerly deposited Kamui at the end of their bed. He kneeled before the younger man, removing his shoes, socks and pressing worshiping kisses to his lover's ankles. Right then left, and back again to the point where it made the younger man almost dizzy.

Kamui's feet were cradled with one hand and kissed adoringly. His lips lingered, peppering sweet kisses until he could see Kamui's face. Subaru had insisted on letting his eyes fall upon and fully capture his lover's attention.

"You're everything," Subaru conveyed, tone deep, warm, and full of conviction. His sparkling gold and emerald eyes never once ceased to look away from his lover. Seeing that brilliant shade of rose-pink painting over Kamui's cheeks, made Subaru more insistent. He would have to make this night as memorable and perfect as Kamui deserved.

"You're also…", Kamui murmurs the profession in a quieter return. Yet, Subaru could feel every bit, the hand gentling coming through his dark green-black locks. "My everything…" He confesses in such a private quiet tone. The younger boy licks his lips, in a way that would only stir his lover further on.

"I want…" Kamui's voice was incredibly soft. His heart was hammering and he knew his sex was hardening by the millisecond.

"C-come up here…" the flustered lover requested arms stretching out and insisted the taller male come up beside him.

Subaru leaned up and forward, closing his eyes and relishing the feeling of his lover closing in. Said lover was guided further back on the bed until his head could reach the pillows.

Subaru swallowed, watching gorgeous legs part, for him, for them to experience this new form of intimacy.

Two long, lithe arms propped themselves beside Kamui's head. Deeper gold and emerald marveled at the sight of the silky blue-black hair cascading upon the white pillowcase.

"I…" Subaru gulps, feeling his heart exposed. He shivers feeling smaller hands brush over his own, and rise up to brush up his forearms.

"I still can't get used to…" The older male leans down so their noses brush. The younger lover lets out a huff at the teasing. Subaru's lips ghosted over his own, almost kissing again. But he certainly isn't complaining further as his love continues talking, in that deep, husky, and seductive tone reserved only for the bedroom. "Maybe I'll never be fully used to something like this…"

"U-used to What..?" Kamui says breathless, and finally is given a tiny kiss.

"Just how beautiful you look upon our bed," Subaru answers with that same deep and warm tone that's laced with nothing but adoration. "Even just looking at you… is more than enough to make me… purely breathless."

That kind of talk brought an ache to Kamui's neglected arousal. His eyes shift down, too curious. Seeing his lover's larger and longer cock threatening to break through its confines, made the ache harder.

Kamui couldn't take the teasing, lifting his leg up, so his knee brushes against his lover's groin.

"Ahn!" Subaru lets a groan escape, and there's a lusty gloss over his eyes that makes Kamui lie deeper into the mattress, feeling ready.

"Soon," Subaru promises with a sensual overtone. He seals his lips over Kamui's tightly, enjoying how instantly his lover's mouth opens, accepting the larger tongue again and again inside.

Every moan is devoured, and the older male offers his own, feeling Kamui's lips kiss back with all of his strength. The younger man's tongue follows the patterns and plays flirtatiously along.

The younger male is just as eager for love. His hands reach out and slide under his lover's collar, which is fine on its own.

However, when Kamui gets a little too hasty and starts practically clawing at his lover's shirt, his shaky hands are taken. Both his wrists are pinned to the bed, in a way Kamui only witnessed in his BL series until now…

Of course, being Subaru there was just this… overwhelming devotion and love for Kamui that came with each and every sexual desire.

Kamui was certain desires like these for Subaru weren't capable of forming unless guided by a deep emotional guide. Something the younger man understood entirely… making all of this so very real. And all the more intense. More than words could explain.

"Subaru~" Kamui doesn't resist in his hold. There's a bright light in his violet-blue eyes, making them sparkle like a freshly watered flower in the spring. "I want to…"

"Shh," Subaru hushes, laughing at the pouring lips. He presses the tip of his finger to Kamui's lips. "Soon," the promise is there again.

"But first … Let me…" Subaru answers the unspoken question, heated and so very assured it makes Kamui whimper.

"Y-yes!" Kamui complies eagerly, his heart, mind, and body ready for a full surrender any moment now.

'I belong to you…. ' the younger man reflects adoringly, feeling loved up and conquered.

Subaru was determined. Kamui had to be taken care of first, there was no negotiating in his lover's mind. His fingers play with the ends of Kamui's shirt.

"I belong to you as well, Kamui," Subaru reciprocated his thoughts, appearing to read to him. Though Kamui flushes a little harder finding he must have vocalized his thoughts.

They returned from the sweet, and innocent in a passionate lip lock, with far more sucking, entangling, and nibbling than they were used to… all at once. Their lips, tongues, and teeth molded together, every break for air was met with the other pulling them for more. The sound of each other's lips smacking and meeting to 'make love' with one another is all that fills the quiet room. That and-

"Aaann!" Kamui cries out between their lips. He's feeling the pressure on his lips growing more.

But something was addicting with the slightly rougher treatment here. Kamui felt absolutely ravished and desired. His bottom lip was being tugged on, sucked between two thinner lips.

"My love," Subaru coos, his tender tone, and a lovesick smile coming through. They contrast wildly with the deeper and harder kisses. Insistent hands begin to grasp the buttons on Kamui's top.

"My Su-ahhh-Baru," Kamui returns the affectionate call, much louder than initially planned. Nimble fingers carefully undo each and every button. Lips sear as they begin to release Kamui's lips and head lower towards his neck.

"Mmm," Subaru hums against a particularly sensitive spot. His tongue slides along the reactive skin before soft lips begin to close over the erogenous spot right in the corner. The very base of Kamui's neck is claimed which left said male's toes curling.

"Ah-ah Nunn P-Please… !" Cries fall from the young man's lips wildly. Small slender fingers dig themselves into black-green locks of hair, while lips close tighter around the sensitive neck.

"Th-that spot…" Kamui mewls, as the last few buttons of his shirt, are skillfully undone. The older male's lips wrap over and suck hard upon the sensitive skin.

"I-ahhhh!" Their moans only continue to multiply, louder and unrestrained.

Subaru's teeth are brought into the equation nibbling lightly, in a way where Kamui's toes curl in and hips sway.

"Subaru!"

Said lover finally stops teasing and bites down in a slightly sharp motion. It's enough to form the deep bruise, which Subaru licks at gently in apology. His lips press much gentler, tender kisses around the love bite.

There's an instance of insecurity, he was doing this too roughly or quickly. Though looking up to see the glaze over Kamui's violet orbs and shine. The younger lover is breathing a little harder but gives a shy smile.

"Y-you know… exactly where I'm most se-sensitive…" Kamui grumbles, his lips forming a slight pout.

'It's almost unfair how well you know me… I want to make you feel good as well to hear more of your voice… '

"Ahhhh~" Kamui moans at the feeling of lips closing over the other side of his neck.

The younger lover's calls sink deep into Subaru's chest and pelvic region. He has to close his eyes, concentrating on forming the little love bites and undressing his love, before his own pleasure could come into account.

'To think I'll… Be… deep inside you…' Subaru had to hurriedly wipe the thought away. Fear crept in and kept him from fulfilling what they wanted for some time… Though working up to this point made this moment all the more special.

Subaru worries how he found himself nearly losing it from just the thought. One that came on numerous times.

They had gone slowly enough, treasured each emotional and physical step. Now it felt so very right.

"Subaru~!" Kamui sharply calls him with a mixture of desire, frustration, and confusion. The latter two stem from the sudden stop in loving actions.

"Ah-sorry…" Subaru professes, finding his lips sucking, teasingly on another patch of skin, suppressing where they both needed to feel it. 'I should… continue on from here.'

Subaru does ensure to suck and form another obvious love bite closer to the boy's shoulder blade. Teasing little nibbles take place along the way down. Little red dots sprinkle as far as the clothing allows.

A little impatient himself, the older lover's hands grasp both sides of the boy's shirt, opening it. A pleased groan escapes Subaru's lips, as he sees his precious boyfriend's chest and stomach exposed.

"Every inch of you…" Subaru can't stop himself from gushing. His right hand begins at Kamui's jawline and trails down onto a creamy chest, skin that glistens. Fingers stop at the left side of the boy's chest, feeling the beats beneath. "Is ethereal…"

The words come out a bit stronger than intended. "I… thank you…" Kamui responds meekly, finding his legs wanting to close up a bit at the attention. Though there's a much stronger urge to let his lover in. His legs in turn decide to close in just a bit, keeping the older lover tight within them. "You are also…"

Subaru smiles while his eyes shimmer, dreamily. "Thank you," He replies, feeling the sincerity in his lover's tone but he is insistent. "But there's no comparison with you. No one could possibly…" He seemed to be struggling, pressing his lips tightly. "There aren't enough words. You truly are my angel Kamui."

"Subaru…" Kamui whispered, feeling his heart contract. His stomach did flips, tightening and filled with an indescribable warmth. His fingers delicately trace around his lover's facial features. They trace around Subaru's eyelids, nose, cheekbones, jawline, and finally to the lips. "You too… you are… everything to me. I…I need you.."

Kamui glistens, looking up with sparkling doe-eyes that could make one fall in love instantly. His lover did just that.

Subaru's eyes reflect that same emotion, shining now more than ever. He has to steady himself, resting his forearms at the smaller male's side.

'There are no words…' Subaru can't help but find himself lost, 'not enough to explain everything I feel here.

Through this touch and connection, it helps to convey thousands of unspoken words. Subaru's hand cups a flustered cheek, as he seals their lips in a very sweet languid series of kisses. Only breaking for air when necessary, as they connect again and again.

But there is a rather pressing matter. The legs quivering around his waist, an accidental brush of their hardness, makes them cry out.

"Subaru!"

"Kamui!"

Their voices sound off in perfect synchronization.

Their facial features turn to fire, with soft ivory skin being dusted with countless shades of red and pink.

The way Kamui bites so hard on his lip, tells his lover they are both craving much more.

Subaru plants one last lingering kiss on the plush, reddened lips. His eyes pull towards Kamui, who nods at him with understanding.

Worshiping hands and adoring lips move slowly down from Kamui's fully exposed shoulder area and onto his chest. The opened button-up brings on a rather sultry look for the younger man. It creates several pleasant shivers down the older male's spine.

Licking his lips subconsciously, Subaru marks his newly exposed territory. The long slender hands he adores, clutch at his back, pulling him closer, encouraging him.

"Elegant," Subaru breathes, lips peppering right below the collar bone.

Kamui winces slightly at the little nips and small red marks forming all around.

"Gorgeous." The next words are professed even softer, and equally as tender. Soft sleek lips kiss over every little bite and love-formed bruises they form.

"Ah!" Kamui's breath hitches, finding his toes digging into the mattress sheets.

Desperately, fingers curl into the back of Subaru's shirt for purchase. Little crescent marks form even through the fabric. It's only fair, as Kamui was already bestowed with several marks of romance.

"You're… so… Ravishing," Subaru coos. Now, those skilled lips move down towards the right side, working over the small chest of the younger man.

"Nnng!"

Little bursts of pink sprout around the exposed pink buds, centering the chest. Subaru's left hand begins to tweak and clasp the exposed nipple on the left, feeling it harden at the touch.

"My precious love," Subaru whispers right over the neglected bud on the right. His lips pepper worshiping kisses around the chest muscles, feeling the way things contract and harden with every touch. Meanwhile, his thumb and forefingers continue gently rolling a reddened nipple.

"My Kamui," Subaru says only this before closing his lips around the hardened and reddening chest.

"Ahhhn!" Kamui squeaks, letting his head fall back. His hands scramble and squeeze tighter to his boyfriend's back feeling himself falling.

But he's never been safer. Kamui finds tears forming at the brim of his eyelids, as the sensitive pink bud is sucked thoroughly before teeth tease around it.

"Mmnnn…" Kamui's breathing quickens, whilst his eyes shed from pleasure emotions.

"Kamui?" Subaru stops his motions quickly. He leans up and brushes his thumb under the wet eyelids. Not a single tear is missed and further taken by gentle lips. "I'm sorry… are you alright?"

The younger male nods feverishly and feels his cheeks rivaling a deep red rose. "Just… s-sensitive…" He mumbles, averting his eyes slightly. 'Your touch is…' Kamui isn't even sure where, to begin with, that.

"I'm just fine though… I need time getting used to this," He reassures, cupping the back of his lover's neck. He steals his taller lover's lips in an instant, assuring just how fine he was now.

"Ah…" Subaru looks deeply into the watery Violet-blue orbs. Finding no sense of fear or uncertainty, he deems it alright. "Alright." He says though finds himself making a conscious effort to be a little gentler around such a sensitive area.

The lovers lean in closer, exchanging sweet, chaste kisses, their lips already damp with each other's taste.

With desire, and the sight of a reddened, wet nipple, Subaru gulps. He finds his trousers feeling excessively tight. With a softer and slower motion in mind, he continues his earlier actions.

Longingly, lips suck deeply upon the sensitive chest. Gold and emerald eyes flutter closed, giving the older male more focus to listen for any signs of discomfort. When none comes, he adds a slow little nibbling around the pink center.

"Ahhh~" Kamui's moans fall out, heated but a bit more relaxed.

Subaru quietly continues to close his lips fully around the pinkened spot and suck gently. One hand on his back moves, carding at the back of his head.

With a soft pop and gently lick the motions change. Gentle fingers grasp and twirl the dampened and loved up nipples.

Subaru's lips pay particular attention to the left side. His free hand lays flat over the source of the beating heart. Stirred on by the increasing pace, he can't help himself. Kissing, sucking, and biting around the source of the beautiful heartbeat.

"Annnnyann!" Kamui mewls, finding his back arching. He's only leaning deeper into the sensitive touch. His toes curl deeper into the soft blanket beneath.

"Beautiful," Subaru murmurs, breathing warm upon a hardened bud. A very prominent love bite forms a deep red color on the left breast. The hand-pressed upon that same spot feels emotion-stirring, with every pulse from Kamui speeding up more and more.

Subaru closes his lips over the left nipple suckling on it slowly. Kamui bites on his lip hard, barely hiding any of his moans and cries coming out.

Countless languid kisses upon sensitive regions continue on the left side. Moments are spent with lips closing, sucking, and a tongue licking over any spots that may be sore.

Leaning back onto his knees, Subaru admires his handy work. A pleasant heat overtakes him.

Kamui's hand moved up to his lover's shoulders. Whilst his other arm bends covering as much of his face, hiding just how affected he had become.

"Please, don't hide your face…" Subaru swiftly takes that hand, pressing it to his lips. Every knuckle, fingertip, palm, and back of the hand is ravished with adoring lips.

"It's my favorite sight to see," Subaru admits, making him blush in a state to catch up to his lover.

"Mmm…" Kamui doesn't turn his eyes away, but he closes them briefly. Catching his breath, he answers. "Okay but… only for you."

'Because it's you. Only you.'

Kamui conveyed through the soft, enamored voice, whilst Subaru felt those words just as deeply.

"I'm honored," Subaru expresses sincerely, making his lover's lips quirk.

"You really are… so very kind," Kamui coos and comes to realize. "More than anyone I've ever known." He's finding his embarrassment only further fueling his desires.

"I love you," Subaru expresses softly, kissing the top of Kamui's hand one last time before releasing it. He shivers feeling that hand clench at his back again. Kamui engraves further marks of their love upon his back.

"Nn... L-love… mmmm… you…" Kamui manages his reply the best he can under these circumstances.

Kisses pepper lightly in trails across the younger man's chest. Every moan and mewl is relished as those lips continue to kiss around and lick over the young man's stomach. Skin so creamy, soft, and velvety beneath his lips. The tip of his tongue brushes around the navel area earning a few squeaks and yelps.

"Mmnnn… S-Sub… ah…" Kamui can't quite finish his name. His mind is catching up to everything coming out at once, just how thorough his lover is for their first time.

'So cute.' Subaru feels himself teasing the center.

"Oooh!" Kamui purrs as the attention to his stomach begins to lower. His precious person traces a hand down from the navel and slides above the hypersensitive pelvic area.

"Oh." Kamui cries, his legs starting to rub together on their own accord, needing friction.

Subaru looks fondly over this. 'You've waited long enough…' He looks towards Kamui and unbuttons the all-too-tight pants. A needing erection presses to the front of exceedingly damp boxers.

"Oh god…" Kamui looks down at this and swallows a lump in his throat. He groans, wanting to bury his face under the covers, but his stronger desire took over to watch his elegant lover. 'I hadn't thought I was that far gone.'

His patient lover makes no other mention aside from a sweet, "I'm glad you're feeling good," Subaru ensures so very sweetly, and Kamui can't deny for a second as his remaining clothing is strained and stained with warm precum.

"Lift your hips, darling," Subaru purrs, more than a little turned on by the sight.

Kamui shakily bows his head to acknowledge. He lifts his hips but chooses to sit up a bit, making it a bit easier for his tight pants to be pulled down. His long legs press together and bend, allowing the tight clothing to pull over his ankles.

Lastly, the dampened boxers are to be taken off.

Subaru deemed it time to grasp at the edges of his love's remaining clothing. He takes his lover into a melding and searing kiss, tugging at the debauched boxers from confining the aroused organ.

"Lie back," Subaru instructs, his heart full of assurance.

Kamui lets the pleased shiver escape, his body aches, entrance twitching at the request. More so… the voice requesting of him in a more confident and dominant demeanor.

"I love when… haa…" Kamui's breath escapes dreamily.

"Hips up," Subaru merely requests such a thing. Though Kamui gasps and bites his lip, he follows it like a command.

There's a spark that comes through this action. Subaru confirms something his lover had a definite thing for.

"And your legs…" Hands delicately shift the undergarment down sleek and defined calf muscles. Kamui nods with diligence, his legs bent at a 90-degree angle and lifted to the air.

Subaru swallows hands touching between a particular space between warm thighs he had lost himself to. On far too many occasions to account for.

"I love when...you're like this," Kamui gushes, managing to get it out. His lover slides the remaining clothing off of Kamui, tossing it to the floor.

"Like this?" Subaru voices, hoping to assure his view on Kamui's reactions were correct.

"Y-yeah… you know… being…" Kamui leans up, finding it near impossible to form words. He sits back up placing adoring kisses all around his love's neck. "So forward…"

"Is that so?" Subaru swallows, threading his hand through silky dark-blue strands of hair.

"Mhm.." Kamui bites down on his lip. This time he looks directly into his lover's eyes, waiting for his lover to notice this part of him. "It makes me feel… really wanted."

The profession, while full of physical desire, brought out deeper emotions. A feeling of their bodies and hearts connecting so harmoniously.

"In that case... " Subaru was torn between wanting to gently cradle his lover in his arms or completely ravish him. Maybe a mix of both? "I'll have to do this… more often."

"I'd… like that…" Kamui murmurs so quietly, lips turn into a rather shy, love-formed curl.

Subaru nodded at this, his hand pulled at the back of his lover's head. His lips pressed smoothly to the soft temples. Butterfly kisses meet there again and again

Kamui becomes more exposed, and he gasps feeling the cool air over his private regions. Regions that were already so very reactive...He frowns, a bit looking down at the mess made.

"You're entirely perfect," Subaru assures, making an emphasis to rest his palm over his lover's privates. Kamui's essence stains his hands, which he takes pride in bringing out. Catching full attention.

"Mmm," Subaru licks off the love-formed juices with great interest. "I love your taste," he gushes in a way that always makes Kamui blush hard.

With the younger lover sitting up, Subaru takes this as an initiative to remove the crumbled and mostly undone shirt. Kamui's arms lift to the air, trusting as his lover rolls his short sleeves over and off each arm.

Now, Kamui is left entirely bare to his beloved. It wasn't the first and would be far from the last. But… Violet-blue eyes lower with a bout of frustration. He makes a frustrated sound.

"Did you….just growl at me?" Subaru barely hides the laughter in his voice. This only makes his lover feel more frustrated, lowering his eyebrows.

"I can't be the only one like this!" Kamui closes his legs, lifting and pulling them up to his chest. He hides his body from further sight before asserting his 'demands'. "You too!" The exposed lover huffs, finding himself exposed alone.

Subaru chuckles softly over the sulking expression and pouty pink lips. Kamui shows himself with a bit more confidence removing the first few buttons.

'We're really doing this…' Kamui reflects, finding his own inexperience, to make him fumble. 'We've experienced everything else together… and it's always been so special… So this too will be…'

"Oh, s-sorry…." He starts missing the slit the buttons go through. His mind swirled with what was to become and his hands become shaky. This leads them to be clasped and comforted by warmer ones.

"My Kamui…" Subaru coos with a deepened sense of fondness. His lover's name falls from his lips with such an affectionate and enamored tone. Together, they work on undoing the last few buttons, and something about it makes it more special.

Subaru leans his arms slightly back, slipping off his shirt and tossing it to the floor. That isn't enough!

Kamui's insistent and needy hands scrambled towards the hem of his lover's trousers. He felt his heart and cock clenching painfully at the sight of the obvious erection wishing to break free. It only became that much more apparent as the front button was unclasped.

The younger lover licks his lips, at the sight and with some help, begins to slide off the fabric until it reaches where his lover was kneeling.

Swiftly, Subaru manages to shift, just barely off the bed. His hips move to shimmy and kick off the trousers, sliding them halfway down his hips.

"Subaru?" Kamui sits up at this sight. His hand reaches for his lover.

"I… need to prepare you," Subaru abashedly murmured, cupping Kamui's face. His hands swiftly opened the bedside drawer and pulled out a small plastic bottle.

"So… you noticed?" Kamui gulps, laughing a little nervously recognizing the flavored lubricant he personally picked out a few days ago. There isn't a sign of guilt from his tone, merely the thrill of being caught.

"Of course I did," Subaru returns all too easily. He shakes his head, recalling with a heated sense of fondness. "It drove me crazy when I first saw it… " Laid purposely out upon their bathroom shelf, only partly hidden by a thin paper bag. 'And just what you must have been thinking of picking this out… '

It was only a matter of time until they would consummate their love completely especially… knowing Kamui was very much ready and well and willing to participate. This little 'hint' was a wonderful jumpstart.

"So it worked…" Kamui enamored, whispers to himself. A thrill of success overcomes his senses, bringing dazzling light into his eyes. His smaller hands grasp around the edges of his lover's boxers. The only remaining clothing between their bodies.

"Kamui?"

"I want to…"

Those delicate nimble fingers pull down the boxers. Kamui's thighs brush together at the sight of the freed erection, springing out and brushing his lips. He kisses the tip, licking gently, but finds hands on his shoulders guiding him back.

"I…" Subaru feels his heart scrambling for answers. "I might not last if…" He reddened, the tip leaking with warm precum. Part of him wishes to give him a thrust between those beautiful lips. But… more than anything he wanted to fully connect with his lover. "So I'd like to prepare you…"

"Oh, r-right, " Kamui swallows and nods, slipping the tight undergarments down as much as he can. His lover finishes the job, sliding and kicking off the remaining barrier between their nude forms.

"Lie back, Kamui," Subaru instructs, voice lowering to a sultry purr.

A fire ignites, seeing the young man's pupils blow up and nod with such eagerness. Kamui happily does just as told, crawling back towards the left side of the bed. He stops feeling his head fall back against the pillow. His long legs stretch out and spread with obvious intention.

The meek smile exposes Kamui's nerves. Truly, it shows nothing but pure beauty to his lover.

Dedicated hands begin to trail over and caress the exposed hips and legs. Subaru places a kiss on Kamui's lips, before maneuvering down his lover's form.

Butterfly kisses spread and leave traces of marks upon gentle hip bones. Adoring lips press, suck, and make love everywhere but the part most in need.

"Soon, Kamui," Subaru returns to his earlier promises. There is a bit of an amused smirk forming that it melts to a love-sick smile.

"I want you...very much," Subaru professes with quivering, darkened eyes. His kisses trail across the boy's slender waistline. Hands hold to eager hips, gliding down elegant sides and legs. "Kamui," Subaru expresses, kissing falling across the top of warm thighs.

"Mmnnn…" Kamui mewls at the attention, reaching down. His hands find closure holding the back of those green-black locks.

Kisses make their way to the top of inner calves, knee caps, and sensitive skin of sleek, elegant legs. Right and left. Left then right. Subaru's tender kisses swarm over every single inch. Well, aside from the part of his lover in need of the most attention.

Kamui grumbles something under his breath, feeling a certain part of him in need. His aroused organ twitches, in near-perfect time with his untouched entrance.

Moving onward, Subaru lavishes his attention down every little inch of the warm legs and upon the thin ankles. Reminiscent of the start of all of this, he cups the sole of his lover's foot, lowering his head.

"You...don't have to do that..." Kamui murmurs a little shyly. His sleek hands reach out and tangle his hands on the back of his love's bowed head.

"I want to," Subaru confirms, lips pressing over the bridges of his lover's feet. They linger with dedication while tender hands caress the sides. A kiss upon both ankles, and then he looks and falls right into a violet-blue gaze. "To prove my devotion."

"You've...done that...very well…" Kamui murmurs, flushing as wandering hands begin to move up and explore. A trail of seemingly endless kisses takes place from the soft ivory shins and around the tender calf muscles.

Subaru's hands begin to caress, once more dividing the elegant legs gingerly. The dedicated lover continues to press his lip over both kneecaps. His skillful and sensitizing hands spread and fondle all along the inside of familiar territory. All too velvety and warm thighs, gain extra attention, slender fingers gliding over and squeeze within.

Such a warm, comforting, and intimate space, is too much to resist further. Subaru's hands help to keep the elegant legs parted, his mouth meets. This time, the attention is brought between those legs, milky thighs make a movement to close around his head.

The feeling alone, the erotic motion of being pressed between Kamui's legs, brings out a wild heat. Without prior warning, Subaru's tongue sticks out, licking and lathering invisible stripes between warm legs. A wanting mouth opens and closes tightly over-familiar patches of skin, and the older male begins to ravish, sucking upon very delicate skin.

"Ahhh! That's- that-!" Kamui stumbles, letting his head fall. His back arching to a painful-looking angle. His hips and thighs were long made into putty from the loving touches. Subaru's hands and lips continue to melt between such warmth, all of this is so very close to where he really needed it.

Subaru's lips and hands feel up all around very sensitive thighs. His mind is clouded by a sweet lust, recalling just what it felt like to touch, thrust, and come hard in the same spot his lips were enjoying. Enraptured lips only suck a bit harder, taking in sensitive regions deeper within.

"OH- My-S-Subaru!" Every cry of his name stirs him to push that bit further

Kisses between inner thighs raise higher and higher. They reach to kiss right below the sensitive erection, and right those beautiful legs come to meet. Kissing turns into sucking, and nibbling turns into biting before either can process.

"Mnn…" Subaru moans sucking a few deep and obvious marks between the sensitive legs. An area they both knew so well, now with physical proof of their amorous evenings (mornings...afternoons…).

"Oooh!" Kamui squeaks, recalling very well what it felt like to have his lover moving right there between his legs. Instinctively his legs start to close wanting to take their lover close and tightly between them.

Subaru takes this gradually, lifting the legs and placing them over his shoulders. He leans down determined to form several more hickies between the beautiful creamy legs.

"Subaru!" A possessive thrill rushes through his body, it doubles with every moan. Kamui's legs and can't stop writhing from all the attention. His feet keep curling and tangling within the blankets and sheets beneath him.

'Right where we've done it so very much…' Kamui reflects, his mind being far too gone to think further on this. Only fondness and adoration come from the memories, and truly it was hard to think much else. 'Of course… all those marks would go there.'

"Mine... " Subaru indulges further into his intimately possessive indulgences. Hands begin palming the front of his lover's hardness. His hand enjoyed ravishing and playing with the erection.

"I-I'm yours…" Kamui ensures, nodding his head. He closes his eyes, trying to keep in control. All he has the energy to do is clutch tighter, giving his lover control.

"So… so soft…" Subaru whispers between already sensitive legs. His lips close over another patch of skin, sucking hard and biting over new spots. Bruises of love form up, their pleasure brought increases as fingers wrap tightly around the smaller male's cock.

"I-I can't - I'm… not…" Kamui uses what strength remains to sit up. Too dizzy he clenched his hands tighter to his love's head. "I don't want to… yet."

"I-I understand…" Subaru ensures and kisses around a few freshly made marks. He leans back onto his knees. Gold and emerald eyes darken with desire, almost completely engulfed by the stars surrounding the violet-blue orbs before him. The glaze covering shimmering violet orbs only gives him a boost of confidence.

"I'm going to start…" Subaru tells his lover sweetly and carefully. His hand grasps for a small bottle at their bedside.

"Mhm," Kamui hums at this, feeling elation overtake his sensations. His neglected erection twitches at the thought of his lover's preparation. That twitching turns wild, as violet orbs steal a glance of familiar hands caressing his backside. The tight entrance starts to clench at the click of the cap coming open.

Of course, his Subaru is being extra prepared. It's easy to see how much and how thoroughly his fingers are coated with the sweet-smelling liquid. He pours a very generous amount of lubricant over his fingers, essentially dousing them.

"I… I'll start here," Subaru indicates to his well-lubricated finger. Kamui glances down, shyly smiles, and nods. He had to avert his eyes right after, knowing exactly what was happening. Watching it all…. He couldn't decide whether he could handle it or not.

Subaru's dry hand shifts his lover's legs off from his shoulders. Knowingly, the younger lover parts his legs, ensuring extra space.

"Please, tell me if anything doesn't feel right." He assures with a deep nod. "I'll stop… and do everything so I won't hurt you."He promises with a deep tone laced with conviction and adoration.

"I know," Kamui looks down with trusting orbs of violet-blue. They glisten and glaze over with a deeper fog of love. "You won't hurt me. You're my… gentle lover," He purrs, enjoying the way his lover is one to burn up. Though you don't always have to be…

"Lover…" Subaru fondly plays with the word always known between them but not spoken aloud nearly enough. The way it fell through Kamui's soft lips, warms him inside to plant a little kiss on the boy's side. "I'll start with one..." He vocalizes his actions, unknowing how describing his actions, made his lover hyperreactive.

The well-prepared digit slips into an incredibly tight, but increasing soft heat. Delicate walls clench over the patient, slow-moving finger.

"Nnngh…" Quiet moans escape from Kamui's lips, as the first finger easily slips all the way in.

It's the second before Subaru's finger completely immerses inside Kamui. Stars sprung inside violet orbs, as movement occurs. The finger slowly and gently pulls out halfway before pushing up again. The tip of his finger delicately bends, adding more pressure circling within.

"It...it's so good...~" Kamui's mewls, assuring moans, and gasps, encouraging more.

"I'm glad, " Subaru sweetly returns, adding a bit more force into the slender finger. The long digit begins to 'pull' further out from the tight hotness. This time there isn't a pause before it's made to thrust forward at a medium pace. Skillful fingers keep pumping into the virginal tightness, numerous times, in and out...Slowly out and increasingly faster to return in.

"SUBARU!" His name being widely screamed is an indication that a pleasure spot had been found.

The older lover's finger continues the action, pulling back and thrusting a bit harder, feeling for sensitive nerves. Every single push ignites something deeper inside Kamui.

"Please Subaru… "Kamui groans as his mind considers the right words. "I need… more of you…!" His eyes glance down to the hand partially buried inside himself. 'I can't last like this… '

"Y-yes, of course," Subaru clears his throat, finding himself entirely immersed in this kind of play. As promised, his second well-lubricated finger slips gradually inside. Kamui bites his lip but nods to continue.

The long fingers begin to move, in and out from the tight entrance. Pulling back even slightly became tricky with how his lover clenches over him. A little more force had to be used to move.

In worries, there may be some discomfort, Subaru's other hand moves to wrap around the dripping erection.

"You're so wet…" Subaru returns to spreading his fingers in scissoring motions deep inside. They continue to spread and prepare the tight entrance for more. The fingers come together a few times to pull out part way and thrust back in right to that sweet spot.

When his index and middle finger curled in, he knew he reached that same place. The "come here" motion repeats just a little deeper inside and-

"F-feels so good!" Kamui blissfully cries out. His body writhes recklessly. "Please!"

Looking up for confirmations, a final third finger moves within the relaxing entrance. Hearing every little mewl, moan, and call of his name was making restraining patience. But Subaru couldn't live with himself without doing so.

"You feel really good…" His hand clasps around the erection. The three fingers spread out to loosen the area. The warm, tightness around Subaru's fingers make cock twitch wildly, precum beginning to escape.

"Subaru!" Kamui screams harshly. The sight of him arching his back, flushed and legs writhing wildly is almost too much.

Though unexpected… Subaru found the following sight even more entrancing.

"I…" Tears welled up in Kamui's eyes. Those skillful, long fingers became moving deeper. They pumped in a faster manner in and out of the tight heat.

There's a moment catching both off guard. Subaru pumps the dripping erection in time with the thrusts of fingers. They move much harder, deeper, right at the sensitized prostate.

"I can't last like this !" He calls desperately, vision going blank and mind going white. His back arches and violet orbs begin drowning in tears."I… I'm going to… "

"Kamui… " Subaru comforts his love.

"Please… I want you to…" He catches on quickly, watching his lover's facial features scrunch up. Although his lips can't help but widen, screaming out everything. "Please come," Subaru whispers right before finding his fingers stuck in a vice grip.

"Ahhh! S-Su…MY Subaru!" It's all Kamui manages before everything turns white. All that matters is this feeling, suddenly he and Subaru are all that exist.

Subaru's hand overflows with his younger lover's cum. Which spurts for several moments, white ribbons splash between the lovers' chest and stomach.

"I…" Kamui sobs a bit, overwhelmed and taken aback. 'Just his fingers are so…' It was too hard to think any further. Subaru continues to pump, milking Kamui through his orgasm.

"I...didn't mean to… so soon…" Kamui sobs, emotions running high. "I wanted to… with you-"

"Shh~" Subaru selflessly ignores his own needs. He leans up and kisses the watering eyes. Every tear is taken by tender lips. "We have all the time in the world."

"Y-yeah but you…" Kamui motioned to his lover's strained erection. He felt immense guilt, not being able to fight the release. 'You'll ignore your own needs…'

"I'm happy, being here with you," Subaru insists upon this. His lips capture Kamui's, turning the kisses a bit hotter and deeper than originally planned. But his body was still in the state of making Kamui his completely.

The younger male kisses back, eagerly parting his lips. He wraps his legs tightly, around the warm, nude body. Without all the clothing barriers, even making out here… feel so so much better.

Kamui's heart still works on calming down. He's finding it tricky. As his lover rests over him he can feel it. Feel the hard, and aching need.

"Is it alright… if I…" Subaru shamefully admits, hanging his head. His cock keeps twitching and aching to the point of pain… begging for release…

"If you… ?" Kamui props himself up on his elbows. Then he realizes. He bites and pulls on his bottom lip, seeing how the engorged cock, is pressing between soft thighs. 'I know you definitely have a weakness for that…'

An intimate act they'd done many times since...Kamui's birthday.

"Yes.. . Please… " Kamui encourages, his body plenty accustomed to this. He closes his legs tightly for his lover to move between.

"You're...so so… perfect, Kamui," Subaru conveys, moving his hips, imitating intercourse closely. He pulls back his hip, before thrusting his erection grinding against his lover.

When Subaru's lips come over to ravish Kamui, there's a spark. His legs clench harder, enjoying the sensual movements that were earlier intended to be inside of him. The tongue-thrusting between his lips, hard grinding movements by his pelvis bring out a familiar feeling.

Kamui has found his 'sexual awakening' the first time they touched. Lost himself multiple times in the process… Though it's never come back this close after coming.

"W-wait" Kamui begins… how to say this. Subaru slows the pace of his thrusting, gradually a little lost in the motion, and Kamui moaning even after just coming was thrilling.

"Yes...Kamui?"

"Su-Subaru… if you want…" Kamui flusters, He doesn't look his lover in the eyes, merely grasping his hand to graze over the returning hardness. "You can still…"

Subaru's eyes widen, feeling the returning erection. So very quickly, and almost coming to full hardness from a single touch. He swallows his mind and processes what exactly happened.

"Inside… me?" Kamui offers himself, certain he couldn't say a more vulnerable statement to.

"Kamui…" voice husky, lustful, and full of absolute desire. Few things could make Subaru move so quickly. Those words… had him "pulling out" from between his lover's legs.

Subaru lightly grasped his love's ankles, lifting the leg off from his shoulders. Kamui gingerly opens his legs up, lying back and allowing his lover all the room that's needed.

"I love you," Subaru professes, his breath brushing warming Kamui's ear. Kamui shivers from the words, and the lips close in over a sensitive lobe. Subaru gives the sensitive skin one nip, before coming back up.

Kamui's violet-blue eyes catch sight of the wantonly watery orbs. He can't help but match the tender, intimate little smile.

"I love you too," Kamui returns with devotion. There's that familiar sparkle, and light only continues to dance at the sight of his lover.

Sweet kisses follow up, from this. Chaste, gentle, and reminiscent of their first few kisses.

"And you do… feel ready?"

Kamui can't help but snort at the endearing but overly cautious inquiry. His little laughs turned to giggles, ones that were specific to the bedroom.

Subaru's sullen lips are taken over, turning into a beaming emotion.

"I'm ready…" Kamui ensures, seriously. He looks his lover right in the eyes and leans his forehead against his lover's. "I want you."

"Kamui…" Subaru's breath is shaky. He's too far gone and aching. With an understanding nod, his hands hurriedly grasp for the lubricant.

The process repeats, albeit faster. Subaru lathers up his fingers and gingerly opens up, preparing his lover as much as possible. One finger turns to two and-

"Subaru!" Kamui's impatient whines stir his lover's heart. "I need you now… " His lips pout.

"I just want to make sure you'll feel alright."

"I'll be fine!"

"Okay… then very soon…" Subaru works more swiftly, his third finger enters Kamui completely. Movements are careful, not to brush upon that sensitive spot too much.

"Subaru… !" Kamui cries out in frustration. Desperately he pleads, "I Really Need to feel you in-inside!"

Subaru is sure he's reached his limit. His heart and arousal were Overflowing with an addictive warmth.

"Ah.." Kamui cries at the removal of the fingers inside. An emptiness takes place.

It's not for long, as Subaru retracts his hand, only to squirt out plenty of lubricant. He warms the liquid between his hands for a moment, before he is lathering them around his leaking cock.

"Kamui," Subaru leans up, kisses those lips he desires so much. He begins caressing said lovers' cheeks. "I'm going to make love to you."

The way it was spoken… it was as a fact.

An eager thrill rushes through Kamui.

Finally…

Subaru grabs hold of his erection, positioning it upon the prepared entrance. It's twitching wildly, and the dominant lover feels himself closing his eyes, to calm himself. He couldn't lose it now.

Because Finally!

Subaru's dual-toned eyes longingly, watch at the moment they'd finally experience this newfound intimacy.

'Finally…' Kamui's heart almost screams the word aloud.

"I-I'm going to enter you…" Subaru pushes forward, the hard tip pressing the entrance of Kamui's body. It's so tight and hot clamping down, it takes effort to move in further. He looks towards his lover seeking reassurance things were alright.

Kamui nods moving his hips, aching to feel more. His legs are lifted and made to rest around his lover's waist.

"Ahnnn!" The beautiful cries only increased, becoming louder with every inch sliding deep within the young man.

Subaru pauses partway looking over his lover, before pressing forward.

"Kamui!" The desperate cry falls out as he bottoms out. Completely buried in his lover's heated body, it's so so much. More than he ever imagined or could ever have prepared for.

"You… ha…" Kamui breathes out slowly. The gentle slide and dedication to preparing helped matters. There was a mild burn, as his body became accustomed to the stretch. But as Kamui, knew there wasn't pain. "Mnn… I feel you."

Subaru finds himself struggling to stay calm, physically and emotionally. He lies down over his lover, slipping in deeper and he buries his head against the accepting chest.

The younger lover's eyebrows knit at the sudden pause. He feels unexpected dampness, trailing down his lithe body.

"Subaru?" Kamui voices, his eyes lowered with concern. "Are… you…" His hands caress and move stray bangs of black-green hair, concealing his lover. "Please don't cry…"

But it's… so much. Subaru looks up, smiling and allowing the emotion to run down his cheeks. There's no pain within this, just the intensity of feeling everything.

"I'm… just very happy," Subaru murmurs, sniffling as the deep feelings continue to race down his cheeks.

They were one. Connected as physically intimate as possible.

Kamui gives in a little, allowing his own emotions to overflow. He tugs his lover to rest back against his chest, to hear that reassuring heartbeat.

"I am too," Kamui admits to the feeling. His legs wrap fully around his lover's waist. "Very much so."

Their lips brush chastely. The emotion running between them races.

"I need you… to take me…" Kamui manages at last. Probably the last thought before his mind goes foggy.

Subaru steals those addictive lips once more. Their lips lock, while he begins to move.

"You're my heaven…" Subaru confesses, maddeningly overwhelming feelings take overall. His hips pull back, just enough to leave the tip inside his lover. Gently, and gradually he returns to push back inside. Then again...one more time...twice...three times...and up until they build a steady pace between them.

"Subaru…" Kamui's arms are quick to wrap around his lover's neck. They fall into a series of deep kisses as their bodies move together, in a loving rocking motion.

"And you're mine..." Kamui replies, at last, catches his breath. His violet-blue orbs glowing and hazing over with a sense of pleasure.

There's an overwhelming need between them. Their bodies react accordingly, as the soft movements begin to turn to gradually harder thrusts. The rhythm remains at a careful steady pace, but it makes every penetrative motion more intense. Kamui's fingers dig into his lover's back once more, as the hardened cock, hits him deeper, and right where Kamui needs it most.

"My Kamui." Subaru can't keep himself at ease. The legs and arms tightening around him make him moan loudly. He lets the sounds be swallowed and taken in by sweet lips.

"So...deep..." Kamui beautifully mewls, his voice reaching higher levels and volumes than he would ever admit to, as they continue on.

All of the cries and moans are falling into adoring lips. He does the same for his lover. Everything between them, their hearts, mind, and bodies were so entwined and right.

"Nnn...tight," Subaru mutters as he continues to penetrate just a bit faster and with added force. Though mentioning this aloud seems to create a bigger problem. Kamui only clenches down harder, becoming even tighter as a result. The slow-paced thrusts are simply not enough anymore.

Subaru's hands squeeze tightly underneath the tender hips. His own hips move back, pulling out nearly completely, before completing losing himself in a swift and incredibly deep penetration.

They move back into an incredibly deep and fastening rhythm. The dominant lover positions himself with experimental angles until-

"There!" Kamui screams to escape him completely, shameless from desire. Not that his lover would find these sounds anything close to shameful.

"Subaruuu~!" Slender hips move in sync body to follow and chase the pleasure over every thrust. Which only became that much deeper, faster, and harder. Subaru ensures even though the fog was still carefulness about his movements, not to cause pain,

"P-Please!" Beautiful violet-blue eyes begin welling up with pleasure-loaded emotion.

Subaru is nearly there himself, unable to deny either of them. He quickly pulls out completely, only to rush back in with a passionate thrust. The pace became that much faster, pulling out just enough and ramming back to hit the hyper-sensitive prostate.

"Subaru!" Kamui has that same look: violet-blue eyes sparkling and a small little smile showing he was ready to come undone. "I'm so close…"

"I am too…" Subaru ensures, stealing Kamui's lips as they seek a place of completion. The larger male lies further on top of his lover, flushing their bodies together. Every part of them connects, as they're further bound and entwined in every form of intimacy possible.

Kamui's body moves according to his and his lover's desires. Said lover had grasped just how to reach that sweet, euphoric spot deep inside his lover. Just then, there's that final motion that pushes them over the edge. Subaru lifts Kamui's legs up just a little higher around his waist. The angle shifts perfectly, making him deeper than before. The pace and depth of their lovemaking create an undeniable sense of surrender.

"SUBARU!" Kamui cries out his voice falling partially into addictive lips. His untouched arousal is pressed snuggly between their chest and stomachs. The reddened tip pulses wildly, before beginning to spurt. A rush of blinding white leaves coming undone for the final time this evening.

"Ah nnnn… Subaru...It's so…." A few more thrusts leave Kamui's back arching entirely off the bed. His sensitive regions tighten. Kamui comes, almost painfully hard, letting his lover's lips swallow his pleasured voice. The bursts of white, hot ribbons don't seem to be ceasing from releasing. Countless, bursts of white overflow and spray to land between their chest and stomachs.

Subaru seeks completion, continuing the passionate pace as he reaches his own release. Kamui's orgasm becomes his undoing. The smaller male's body grows harder and clenches down sharply over his cock.

"Ka-Kamui!" Subaru cries out his lover's name, unable to hold back one second longer. His hips snack forward, before coming hard into the welcoming body. Incredibly hot cum shoots deep into the younger male. Subaru relishes in the moans escaping Kamui, as he experienced being filled for the first time.

There was still so much of it. Every pulsing second reminded the younger male just how deeply his lover desired him. Within seconds he was full to the brim with his lover's hot essences.

Subaru helps them ride out the remainder of their orgasms, his body moving at a steady pace, and his hand pumping every last drop from Kamui's sex.

After such a climax, his tired body collapses upon his lover. Kamui doesn't even wince, his arms enclosing around his beloved, whilst his legs rearrange around the larger body. They're brought only closer together, feeling everything exposed between them.

"Subaru~" Kamui purrs, feeling his body in a blissful state. He rests his head back against the pillow, filled and feeling so whole at the point of their connection. Subaru smiles at this and begins to move just a little.

"W-wait," Kamui says at one point, feeling his lover retract. Still seeking warmth he embarrassedly admits. "I like feeling you…." He murmurs quietly, flustering more. "You don't have to… come out right away..."

Subaru looks over his lover inquisitively. For a second he found himself thinking, 'I must be dreaming…' But this evening, their life and everything together were far too amazing for him to even hope for.

"Okay…" With a decision made, the older male slides out just enough to shift himself in Kamui. He rolls to his side, taking the younger reddened lover with him. His arms surround Kamui as he enters slowly into the tight warmth, bringing them in a comfortable position.

Kamui's back is met with a warm chest. Subaru lies behind, spooning him, as they remain connected.

There's a comfortable silence, Kamui's just about lulled to sleep. Though an endearing voice whispers to him.

"Oh… and Happy Anniversary…" Or half one? Subaru isn't quite sure about the terms, but he does understand the feeling between them. A little flushed, he adds… "I forgot to say that today…"

"That's unfairly cute!' Came the pervasive thought to the forefront of Kamui's mind.

"I love you so much…." Kamui instead professes his adoration, so very sleepy, and blissful. Subaru's lips smile, pressing a good night kiss is placed upon his neck.

"I love you too," Subaru returns the affection, "Always…"

This follows with a few more moments of cuddling. They fell asleep, intertwined, lost in truly blissful slumber, perfectly safe in each other's arms. Subaru and Kamui were relished entirely with love.

~loving chapter end