Ambrosia Chapter 36: Epilogue~ Part 1/2~
Primrose- Symbolism: confidence, contentment, eternal love. I can't live without you, young love!~
Summary: An Epilogue Takes place a couple of years past the ending chapter. Kamui has graduated from CLAMP school and gained more expertise now keeping up with his lover's Onmyouji work full time. Subaru, while against the idea at first… finds himself liking the change from working by himself. Adoring the feeling of having the one He loves with him, being partners in every way. He's learned and grown a lot beside his lover, being close to turning 20. After such time together, by one another's side and feeling such happiness, Subaru decides to take a new step in their relationship!
Notes: Splitting this epilogue into two parts as it ended up being longer than planned~ In this chapter, we get to see these two a few years in the future. They continue Working together, living together, and still making time for their own alone/meditative time. Which is needed less than most couples, as they can simply just be in each other's presence, and be themselves, not feeling drained for alone time as they would others. So yeah it's a happy ending epilogue fluff fest, I mean it's X so memories and angst emotions will pop up but overall happiness these two deserve the world~ Mature moment ahead~
I love the idea of them working together and traveling throughout. They would prefer coming home, but on longer stays when having their cat 😻 their friends are happy to watch Subaru and Kamui's 'baby'.I love to see stories of them adopting a little puppy or something too but figured with their work schedule there wouldn't be time to give care and attention to an animal would be tricky. But I love cats and the idea of Subaru seeing Kamui as his own little kitten… albeit in a much different sense. ^_^
New Beginnings
Life had continued right on course, despite all the obstacles it took to get here. Subaru and Kamui had enjoyed their home in Tokyo, still holding the comfort needed after long work outings.
Together for years, enjoying each other's company, the pair cuddled up on the bed. Kamui somewhat pays attention to the book in hand if nothing more than to entertain himself as his beloved reads the daily news.
Kamui remains on the cusp of turning 20, a factor his friends pointed out excitedly. While living with responsibilities far beyond his years he hadn't been considered an adult societally. Yet, that would soon change.
Kamui had gained plenty of experience after graduation, enough to be deemed a proper Onmyouji. All those chants, spells, and which seemed impossible became second nature… well for the most part. There may be a time or two, Kamui liked being cared for and feigned complete ignorance over certain concepts he still mostly knew. Maybe it wasn't the best thing… but a part of him had grown attached to having Subaru as a regular mentor in his life.
Now, both the current and former Sumeragi leaders deemed him more than worthy of being a full-fledged Onmyouji. Lady Sumeragi held an understandable soft spot for the person who brought her grandson out of the dark. Still, she wasn't one to lie over one's potential when it came to her life's work in the Sumeragi clan.
'You've gained experience to go out on your own if you wish to.'
Kamui knew why his lover's grandmother pulled him aside to say that. He could imagine Subaru's expression, hearing of his precious Kamui, going out on dangerous work on his own. It didn't matter that Subaru himself had taken on such work all alone and at a much younger age… no to him… Kamui will always be irreplaceable, precious beyond rhyme or reason.
Through years of being together, Kamui learned to take these worries from his lover's perspective. It was not as though Subaru was deeming him as weak, far from it. It was more so his insecurities and fear of losing Kamui, and being helpless to do anything if he were not at his side.
Fortunately for Subaru, Kamui had no plans of ever working solo. Even if he could do the work it didn't mean he wanted to.
The last thing he wanted in life was to spend time doing often grueling and draining work without the feeling of his precious person beside him.
Subaru was the very reason he could attain such work in the first place. So no, if he couldn't work beside Subaru, he'd rather not be in this field, at all.
Kamui couldn't bring himself to care if that was selfish or if his desire to help others came with conditions. He lived enough of his life lonely, empty, and carrying the weight of the world…never would he choose to spend much time away from his happiness.
Some things would never change. Kamui studied his lover's expressions tenderly, the worry lines growing on his forehead as he read through some headlines on the morning paper.
"What's wrong?" Kamui called soothingly, climbing over the bed to straddle his worried beloved. "Subaru?" He frowns, reaching for the newspaper from his boyfriend, who held it out toward the side.
"I'd rather not…" Subaru insists, with a long sigh.
"I'm curious," Kamui cocks his head cutely to the side.
"It's boring… just hauntings in Tokyo… but from the reports, it seems rather mild and-" He quickly grabs the paper from his love.
Like a cat on the prowl, Kamui swats at the newspaper, only to have it held above and out of reach.
"It's better if you don't-" Subaru tries holding the newspaper up and out of Kamui's reach. "Really Kamui it's…"
Widening violet-blue orbs lose their luster, reading two words off the headline.
'Tokyo Tower…'
All Kamui needed to see, was to toss the paper off to the side. It didn't matter how they restored the site or how different it may look from that day… those feelings would always be there… haunting. No matter how many years passed… some memories would always hold this pain.
Subaru knew his lover had the power and physical strength to handle whatever task would be there. He wouldn't want Kamui to visit that tower any more than he'd voluntarily take a trip to the Rainbow Bridge. There were some places they would never return to nor ever see the same.
There were some things that wouldn't change… but they hoped one day coping would… come easier.
They've been lovers long enough to not hold shame for showing emotion. Yet, even before becoming lovers, they held this comfortability a feeling of understanding and compassion no one else in this world could give. Kamui leaning down and burying his head in his lover's chest becomes fully accepted.
"I'm sorry," Subaru begins to apologize, kindness never fading a single day since Kamui met him. "I had tried to skip through it… and I meant to turn to the next page before-"
The younger male nuzzles his head into his boyfriend's chest. "It's not your fault…" Kamui returns, hands shaky and grasping, twisting in his lover's shirt for a sense of stability. "I…insisted and…" He can't finish, thankfully not having to, as he feels soft fingers raking through his hair. Soft kisses pepper over where his bangs would be if not brushed back.
"I thought I was better at dealing with this…" Kamui murmured as trails of sorrow, from lingering memories, trailed down his lover's shirt.
"Shh…" Subaru comforted, keeping his full attention upon Kamui. "You don't need to hold back how you're feeling. Never when I'm with you… I want you to be comfortable doing so…"
"I… Subaru, you are the only one I can be myself with like this," Kamui snuggled in a closer, warm breath on his beloved's lips. "The one I feel most connected with…" My safest place.
The soft admission swept up Subaru's heart. He tightened his arms around Kamui. One hand rested on the younger man's lower back. The left hand held Kamui's own, the matching rings brushing as their fingers laced.
Subaru can't help but admire those beautiful hands clutching his shirt. Gold and emerald eyes peer down, and the silver band on Kamui's ring finger shines beautifully.
Lately, He couldn't fight the thought that the couple's ring was looking a little lonely on its own… they had been together more than long enough to remedy that. Finding the timing would be important. But for now...
"Kamui…" Subaru coos, feeling the petite male shift up and over his hips. He bites his lip to suppress the groan as he feels Kamui's soft backside sitting directly over his growing need.
"My Subaru~" Kamui purrs, eyes a little foggy but softening by the second. "You're always so sweet…"
Turning a painful moment into one of intimacy is nothing new. While Subaru preferred making love to Kamui when they were happy, comfort sex at little moments like this was all too effective.… He was still human, holding such needs and desires.
"So gentle with me…" Kamui lingers by his ear, decorating the love with little kisses.
"Ka… Kamui…" Subaru groans out, biting his lip.
Emotional connection and comfort at this level of their relationship had grown intensified to needing to feel.
"But you know…" Kamui started nibbling on his lover's ear. Breathing hotly, he murmurs, "You don't always have to be…"
The physical proof of Subaru's 'humanity' came rising and hardening, the second he felt Kamui's bare derriere sit firmly over his pelvis.
The fact Kamui slept like this…wearing only Subaru's shirts, became difficult to ignore. He couldn't deny his need to feel Kamui. He moved his clothed hips up without thinking, hands flying to Kamui's hips and squeezing so tightly.
"Ahh! Subaru…" Kamui moans audibly, hands gripping his lover's shirt, as he leaned his bottom into the touch.
Passionate, eager hands started exploring the soft skin freely, hands feeling warm skin-on-skin contact. Kamui bit his lip and that was the end of it… Subaru's control to hold back slipping by the second. He began to slip his fingers between his lover's cleft, teasing lightly at that entrance.
Never had he once found himself anything but turned on when Kamui began like this.
"Mmmn… y-yes…. I… Ah…." Kamui let his head fall back at the touch. A single long finger dipped inside the tight heat.
It was Kamui who moved closer and onwards to bearing his whole body, removing the long shirt. Why still a little embarrassing he felt nothing but adoration and desire, undressing before his gentle lover.
Thoroughly seduced, at that moment he could look into heated soft violet orbs. Prior pain from memories evaporates to the sheer desire to connect. His past was not his present…for that he could have hope…seek that path to happiness.
It was almost frightening how Subaru went from suppressing his physical urges…to craving them. No matter how much they did it he knew he'd desire it again, crave that physical touch, and sensual connection like nothing else.
"I want… ha…S-Subaru. Inside…" Kamui mewls, feeling the single digit slipping deeper inside, slowly and so good… but nothing less could be enough. Nothing could fulfill him like feeling his beloved deep inside.
"Shhh, I know… I need to get you ready, " Subaru hushed. He was always insistent on that, finding it necessary since he filled this role with Kamui the majority of their nights… mornings… afternoons…
Inching back slightly on their bed he reaches for their nightstand. Skillfully, he grasped the tube of lubricant and flipped the lid open.
He lathered his long fingers, released from inside Kamui. Slipping in, a first, second, and third came to loosening and pleasuring deep inside the tight ring of muscles.
Kamui gripped his boyfriend's shoulder blades, head resting forward helplessly to the feeling. Feeling Subaru both holding him and preparing him so thoroughly made his head spin, and legs feel like jelly.
"How do you want to do this?" Subaru asks sweetly. Kamui slips off his lap to remove the straining clothing remaining from his beloved. He licks his lips feeling the hardened organ spring up, wanting to be in him… he could almost come from the thought. But he held it in.
"Just like we were…" Kamui returns to sitting in his lap, more than satisfied at their skinship.
"Alright…"Subaru glides a generous amount of lubricant over his throbbing need. Kamui lifts his hips, spreading himself so his beloved can easily line up by the entrance.
In one fell swoop, Kamui finds his lover's hip bucking up as his hips slip down, taking him in. The action leaves all of Subaru to bottom out inside him with such a quick motion.
"Ah~ Subaru!" Kamui cries as they quickly lose themselves to a passion igniting them both.
Subaru fulfilled his lover's wishes by being "less gentle" but always certain he made it feel so good for his lover.
While Kamui feels a sense of pressure yet, no pain comes from it. Or the minor pain became blasted out by pleasured emotions. Not letting his lover do all the work, he lifts his hips, nearly coming all the way up before slipping back down.
Of course, the motion paired with a passionate kiss Subaru pulled him to, made him weak. They worked together controlling the motion, quicker and a little harder each time.
Stars formed in their eyes, as they cried each other's names at nearly the same time. Kamui fell forward to his lover's body, spent entirely.
Yet, he wasn't in the mood to move or let his lover come out just yet… Subaru held no complaints as they calmed into an embrace perfectly connected.
"Just for a little longer…"
Beside you
Sunrise crept in peacefully during their waking period.
Subaru's mismatching eyes began stirring first. He opened them to a serene sight.
Kamui hugged him tight like a body pillow. Those perfectly long legs wrapped around his waist, one arm draped Subaru's stomach whilst another laid still, clutching the to his chest. A slightly unruly head of blue-black locks snuggled up to his chest.
And if the weight on his head meant anything to go by…
"You too huh…" Subaru murmurs, glancing up. He reaches one hand to pet the ball of fluff beside his head.
Regardless of how long they had Hana as a cat she much preferred the kitten treatment. Her owners, drawn naturally towards animals, loved spoiling her.
Snorting softly, and shaking his head he whispers "You too are so alike…" Dual-colored orbs lit up, rolling with a bemused fondness. It seemed he'd acquired two fatally adorable kittens…
Seeing as they didn't have work until tomorrow, he had the luxury of seeing Kamui's peaceful sleepy face. The movements of his lips, and soft breaths…
All too precious. Slipping one hand up, he caressed Kamui's back and moved slowly. Stopping he slipped his fingers through the soft blue-black locks of hair.
"You're sleeping well…" Subaru speaks with an equal sense of fondness and relief. Those same emotions stir in his eyes.
"Hmm~" Kamui hums playfully in his sleep, nuzzling his lover through the pleasant dream. Unable to resist, Subaru dips his head down, peppering butterfly light kisses on the messy head of raven-black.
"Mreow? Their cat meows in a disapproving tone. Hana's little 'nest' moved.
It couldn't be helped. Subaru adored being able to cuddle Kamui and gives sweet kisses to the crown of his head.
"You'll get attention too," Subaru promises the feline who seems to acknowledge the words.
Subaru returns petting her around her ears. She purrs softly, nuzzling her head into the touch. Glancing down curiously, she sets her eyes on her cozy new target.
Climbing over her owner's shoulder she begins patting her new bed. She settles near Kamui's head this time and begins licking his hair. Subaru gently guides her away, not wanting to wake Kamui up.
Those tiny paws return to their bedding, beside Kamui's head, upon Subaru's chest. Seemingly satisfied she lays down, cuddled up in a donut shape. he black and white ball of fur rests, happily snuggling both of her favorite people at once.
Subaru found that fond smile creeping up, heart swaying at the gentle, and pure scene. If there was a way to die from cuteness…he'd well past that limit.
Certainly, he couldn't move without waking either. Now he settles on resting his head back until Kamui wakes, and he sees those beautiful violet eyes take in their first sight of the new morning.
Their plans today, were rather easy and low pressure. Simply, attending the monthly meeting with the former Dragons of Heaven, upon the CLAMP campus.
Subaru's stomach did flips at the sight of gorgeous dark lashes beginning to stir. Beautiful half-lidded eyes stole his breath away.
"Good Morning…" Kamui murmurs in a long stretched-out yawn.
'Absolutely adorable… ' Subaru's mind tells him, practically melting at the sight. Those soft doe-eyes blinking up at him, make his heart murmur.
"Good Morning, my Angel…" He whispers those words and the sleepy male's precious lips become snatched up instantaneously.
Kamui catches his breath, sweeps into the moment, and returns the sweet gesture. Subaru guides his awakening lover so gently, tugging the petite body up closer.
Soft, sweet, and lingering they meet in such a kiss. Kamui returns the slow embrace, mouths meeting, and he tangles his hand behind his lover's head.
"Subaru…" Kamui coos, awake for mere moments yet already finding a throbbing sensation in his chest."I love you…" Purring those words, into the kiss, makes the hands settle at his hips squeeze tightly.
"I love you too, my Kamui." Subaru coos the words going a bit breathless as beautiful doe eyes sparkle up at him.
Tender smiles are exchanged, eyes gazing into one another.
"Good Morning~." Kamui hums with the perfect heavenly glow from the sunlight.
A slow peaceful morning persists. Making breakfast, having coffee, and cuddling up on the couch made for a beautiful beginning.
"We'll be going to CLAMP school around 10 right?" Kamui asks casually glancing up at the clock.
"That's the meeting time," Subaru confirms, happily wrapping an arm around and pulling Kamui closer.
"It'll be nice to see everyone…" Kamui voices, lips stretching to a wide yawn.
Subaru nodded in agreement. While not as eager as his beloved he found himself liking the quaint meetups on campus. Kamui's smiling face interacts with his friends. His flustered response to Yuzuriha and Karen's teasing always made it worth it.
The 'only' downside came with both Kamui and himself being the usual target of teasing, leaving Subaru blushing on many occasions. Interest was always shown in their relationship progress.
Often coming in holding hands or cuddling up close they'd been known as the "lovebirds" of their friend circle. To be fair was…. Not at all inaccurate. There may have been more than a few kisses stolen when they assumed no one could see them.
And the one time Kamui had been persistent on making out during a movie night… barely shielded by whatever pillow or blanket remained nearby. Everyone knew what they were up to anyway.
A sense of comfort and safety took over Kamui and Subaru through the years… but they certainly hadn't stopped their more passionate feelings and emotions.
"It's still early," Subaru notes nonchalantly, looking at the news broadcast on their TV with mild interest. That all stopped upon feeling slender fingers brush up against his shirt and tug at his collar.
Kamui holds a mischievous smile, a hunter out on the prowl. He kneels on the couch, adjusting their positions.
"Then we have plenty of time…" Kamui purrs, pinning his lover down. More than happy to take the lead to make… and certainly more noticeable kiss marks they'd be questioned on. But it was so so worth it…
~~Meeting~~
Sunny. Warm. Cheerful. The world around them seemed to shine. Their earth was no longer hurting, anywhere near at the capacity as it had been.
Subaru smiles down at his precious person, nuzzling his arm. They were the last of the group to come in and walked over affectionately. Openly, Kamui walked hand in hand with Subaru to their meeting spot.
"As always the lovebirds are late again," Yuzuriha chirps with a sing-song tone, wagging her finger at the couple.
"I'm sure they have their reasons," Karen teases playfully, and knowingly. She eyes the slight wrinkles, improperly buttoned clothes, and red marks peeking out of their collars.
The two men immediately blush, feeling caught. Subaru turns his head to the side and coughs into his head.
"Pardon our late arrival," Subaru says, bowing his head, despite really feeling anything but. The rush from this morning left his head spinning.
They had done it, on CLAMP school grounds…more than once. As much as he thought to reject the idea … Kamui won him over easily. Feeling a hand around his wrist, tugging him into that old dorm room, Subaru became swept away.
Another stop, slightly more innocent came to their all too familiar study sessions. All those sweet, sensual kisses under the gazebo had been nothing short of perfect.
Subaru silently prays, the school director remains unaware, knowing of his watchful eye all over campus. He seemed to know everything on school grounds occurring, at the least Subaru could hope it's something Imonoyama brushes off, paying attention to the other Dragons of Heavens.
Despite the size of things he seemed to know where every student had been. Current and former…
Upon arrival, he saught a familiar blond. The fact that the director was present with the rest of their friends gave him some hope.
The pair greet him with a polite bow of the head. Keeping their gazes down they avoid the curious look on Nokoru's face.
"I'm glad to see you two made it~" Nokoru smiles brightly, with a glimpse of mischief sparkling in his light blue orbs. In a knowing voice, he adds, "I imagine you two took the scenic route to get here…"
"Ah… you could… say that…" Kamui responds rather abashedly, keeping his gaze down.
While they weren't caught - caught, the knowing glances were enough.
Kamui takes Subaru's hand again, fighting down his blush and leading them to sit in their little corner by a tall blossoming tree.
"I am happy to have you all together again," Nokoru announces, glancing over the group. He generously supplied a large spread picnic lunch for all the former Dragons of Heaven.
Here lies a beautiful lush garden area, with meals prepared by the top culinary instructors going as far as the eye could see. All reserved for them. A beautiful wide open field was rented out for the group as a celebration party.
"It feels like forever since we all met up like this," Nokoru claims with a dramatic sigh.
"Oh, but it's only been a month?" Karen laughs, holding a hand to her face.
"Has it? but being away from such beautiful women such as yourself Karen," He pauses with a dramatic flair. Glossy sky blue eyes gaze over all the females of the group. "Miss Yuzuriha and Arashi made it seem impossibly long…"
The director goes on to grab Karen's manicured hand, kissing the top in a gentlemanly manner. Of course, the blond expressed kind affectionate words and looks toward all women.
Karen giggled, amused by the director's gestures. There was something sweet with the exchange, everything felt very warm and at peace.
Suoh, who always remains the loyal right-hand man, just rolls his eyes.
"I know it can't be helped," Nokoru shrugs, sighing with a dramatic flair. He clenched his fist holding it to his chest. "But not seeing such beautiful people regularly is a hardship to be faced."
"It's not just the women who are beautiful," Karen playfully adds, turning back to see a Kamui who happily snuggles up to his lover by their little tree. Lost in their world. "Look at our Kamui for example~"
"That is true. Kamui is beautiful," Nokoru agrees without a second thought, as though stating the obvious. Sky blue eyes sparkling with mischief noticing the expression shift from the cozy couple across from him.
Kamui flushes a tiny line of pink, from the praise, and attention gave his way. Subaru's lips fell, sulking as his hand clenched in the ground below. Kamui held a hand over him in reassurance.
Subaru knew there was nothing between the two. Kamui shared nothing but a nice friendship with the school director…who had an affinity for women…and supported him and Kamui as a couple before they came together…. but still… insecurities could rise beyond reason
After all, no one could be blamed for being drawn into the Imonoyama heir. Nokoru had far more influence, wealth, charisma, and intelligence than most people could dream of. He held a naturally princely look and a genuinely kind heart. The admirers for him and his closest friends were understood. He held confidence and a genuine zest for life.
Kamui didn't care about having things…or some prestigious status. Subaru couldn't recognize his value…his achievements, physical beauty, and kindness. The last one is guilty of….stealing Kamui's heart away.
But… what made Subaru most insecure… was that Nokoru wasn't nearly as broken as Subaru had been. Although… He thinks with a sense of melancholy, head falling. That's not hard to come by…
But then… Kamui speaks words that soothe every ache in his heart. Making his worries feel meaningless, foolish even.
"I mean… I think… Subaru is the one who is truly beautiful…." Kamui voiced his thoughts aloud, ducking his flustered head down. Abashedly, he looked up to see his precious boyfriend. Soft plush lips curl up to an enamored smile.
After all, Kamui's heart belonged to Subaru.
No one could take that away…
Subaru felt his heart throbbing almost painfully at how deep this feeling ran. Seemingly out of nowhere, and to the surprise of everyone Kamui pecked his lips, smiling brightly.
Though he flustered when he realized he had just done that, with all eyes on them bemusedly.
"You two are cute~" Yuzuriha chimed in, sitting closest to the loving pair.
Karen giggles, holding a hand to her cheek, "No one will disagree with that." She shakes her head. "You're a gorgeous couple." The woman praised. Perhaps, the fact the adorable beautiful couple was both men, (incapable of producing offspring) was but a way to balance things in the world. It Would be unfair to everyone else to try and hold a candle to how ridiculously beautiful a mix of the couple could possibly produce. Not to mention overpowered….
Truly, the words were taken with understanding and kindness. While those things may be a common desire… Subaru and Kamui were far too smitten and needed their one-on-one time so much as consider adding more than a cat or puppy to their home.
"I'm sorry I'm late~" The voice of a surprise guest, chirps as he runs. Attention from Subaru and Kamui shifted towards the young man running in. Ever the ever busy doctor Akira Ijyuin made his appearance albeit a bit later. Wheeling in a cart of various trays of food and drinks. Smiling so warmly, he glances down at his precious wife Utako chatting away with Nagisa.
"I've been testing out a new dessert, I hope you won't mind trying it out for me," Akira beams, so innocent and happy. How one man could go from working on campus as a pediatrician, guest teaching culinary arts, and managing to make time for these events was anyone's guess. He even happily cooked all the meals for himself and his beloved.
Perhaps, it was all that love that gave him such energy.
"We're more than happy to try it!" Yuzuriha cheers, raising her hand excitedly. She jumps from her spot on the picnic blanket and begins serving slices of the fruit-flavored cake roll. Her spirited demeanor brightened everything around her. Ever the joyous friend she spotted Arashi sitting quietly, and knelt to her.
"Come on you too!" She insisted, rather than yanking her friend to her feet.
"Ah-but I can't wait to…" Arashi sincerely tried and shook her head. A tiny but genuine smile fell over her lips, a good sign while her heart became so broken, there are signs of healing, and a chance to be happy with those around her now.
Arashi nodded politely, as Yuzuriha dragged her around to the other side of a picnic table, where the cake roll was displayed.
"I'll be happy to help~!" Yuzuriha volunteers, joyously, bouncing from heel to toe.
"Only, if you want… Don't worry, I brought more than enough for everyone," Akira sweetly recalls waving his hands as he spots the enthusiastic gazes around him. "You don't have to… But I do appreciate the help."
While his profession came to medicine…Akira had been a genius chef and even taught classes since his grade school years.
Few would argue the desert tried would be the best they've tasted everyone could attest to this. Except for one lovesick Sumeragi Subaru. Knowing his Kamui put all his time and love into his cooking and baking could make even the most bitter food taste like a treat gifted from the heavens.
"This is very good," Subaru compliments quietly, politely and as kind as ever to show appreciation.
Kamuis's eyes raise, looking skeptically over his lover's face. 'Very good…' Those were the words used for something this incredible. 'This could easily be award-winning…'
'But when I made a simple dessert for us …he said it was-'
"Absolutely perfect." Subaru praised, so sweetly and earnestly.
Kamui found his baking nothing to be like the treat he just tasted. But…with Subaru…
A tender shy smile curls up at the returning realization of how special he had become to Subaru's world. His cheeks burst and bloomed with a deep pink color. Making a little humming sound, he rests his head on his boyfriend's shoulder. He nuzzled the side of his cheek to his love's arm in appreciation.
When Subaru turned his head he was met with the most beautiful violet orbs. Dazzling eyes were sparkling with a glint of lilac glowing from the sunny rays.
All is going well… and then…Karen chimes in a teasing manner.
"You two are quite the lovebirds today," She giggles, amused to see the two men look up towards her wither burning blushes.
"I remember a time when you two were discreet just holding hands but since I've known you…" she taps her long fingernail under her chin and smirks. "You two have always had a very tender, quiet affection between you two."
Kamui flushes a darker pink gaze averted to the grass, and face partially hidden in Subaru's shoulder. Subaru pats his precious lover on the head, comforting him despite flustering a bit himself.
Nokoru who has busied himself helping Akira with serving a pot of tea laughed mischievously.
"I had a feeling since you first came to campus-you two would figure things out." He grins all too happy and then speaks as though he'd been waiting some time to reveal the information. That's why even with Sumeragi frequently missing lectures I let things go…knowing you were doing so to meet Kamui for another study date."
Caught red-handed. Well…mostly.
"It wasn't like a date…thing back then…" Kamui weakly defended them both. Things were different for us…
Subaru's heart had been broken and held in a vice grip by the Sakurazukamori.
And at that time. Kamui reflects with melancholy feelings.… 'I still foolishly hoped to have a happy ending with Fuuma…but my wish now…has changed.'
They were both so caught up in their own broken love stories….perhaps they missed what was meant to be right in front of them.
"Are you alright, my love?" Subaru murmurs so very lovingly into his ear. He cradles Kamui's hands between his own.
"Mhm," Kamui whispers, cuddling closer, to brush the sides of their thighs. Once again connecting together, even closer, and further. "Just thinking that…I'm so happy I've met you."
"I feel the same for you," Subaru professes, tender, warm as though throwing out his whole heart into the mix. If he hadn't already given it away to Kamui long ago. Gentle fingers brush through soft bangs, shielding gorgeous violet eyes. "Though I do worry…you seemed a bit sad. I would hope having met me isn't the cause for that." The worry is spoken light heartedly
"Of course, not!" Kamui bolts out, earning looks from everyone in their friend group. He reddens before tucking his head back into his boyfriend's side. "I just…" A bite to the lip, and darkness clouding beautiful eyes, made Subaru stop him.
A discreet kiss to the side of Kamui's head, and clutching his hand, made the upcoming tension and sorrow dissipate.
"I understand…" Subaru didn't know for certain but knew of a few sensitive topics that could come to Kamui's mind. Relieved at his lover's ever-compassionate nature, Kamui nodded and laced and replaced their fingers until he found his favorite handhold for the day. It was hard to describe, as every touch and connection, even the smaller gestures meant so much.
Before getting lost in ruminating, they heard a squabble begin between the director and his secretary. Loudly, they heard."Kaichou, if I remember at that time you still had plenty of work you brushed off just so you could play matchmaker…" Suoh scolded, finger wagging in a manner to say 'tsk tsk.'
"But- it all worked out for the best!" Nokoru defended, dramatically holding a hand to his heart he utters."For the sake of love! It had to be done!" He beamed cheerily. "And you keep calling me 'Kaichou' but I've been the director now for a loooong time now!"
"I'll address you as such when you act more like our director and lead like the student council president we had in grade school."
"Hey! That's not fair!"
"I guess we're back to this again…" Akira provides, with a sigh, beginning to hand out cups of tea.
Their playful exchange was followed up with laughter, Nokoru, and Suoh expressing that joy. Clearly, there was a lot of love and devotion within the bonds connecting Akira, Nokoru, and Suoh.
Everyone laughed a little. Even Arashi, who had remained silent, breathed a very short soft bit of laughter from her lips. So quiet, and rare. She gained quite a lot of attention at the soft and gentle sound.
"Oh my goodness!" Yuzuriha directly had to comment on this all. She slung an arm around her friend's shoulder, hugging her close. "You have the cutest laugh! You should laugh all the time!"
"I ah…it's nothing really…" Arashi starts retreating into her shell, never fond of attention. Still, she didn't pull away from her warm hug and affectionate gestures of Yuzuriha. That girl could be over the top with an expression of emotion but, there was a light within her that brought hints of joy from the lovelorn woman.
Subaru smiles at the exchange briefly. He can't help but lean over to whisper in Kamui's ear. "Your laugh is truly the cutest."
Kamui shakes his head, blushing a little."Thank you."
"We have a variety of bento lunches for whoever may be hungry," Nokoru speaks out to the group, gesturing to the picnic table, as a wide variety of colorful bento boxes were spread out upon the table, and taken off the cart.
The former CLAMP school detectives seemed all too happy to see everyone back. They held an uplifting air about them no matter how they may have grown into adults.
When Kamui had graduated he still kept in touch. After all the school director had always been a supporter of Subaru and Kamui becoming a couple. As everyone around him now, had been rooting for and supporting him and Subaru being happy together. He sighs a little dreamily, taking the offered hand in front of him, as Subaru helps him to his feet.
"Thank you, Subaru," Kamui softly replies. Subaru leans in close, and their noses brush. "Shall we?" He gestures towards the picnic table already being surrounded by those eager to taste the lunch provided by Akira himself.
Gathered around, everyone, even Arashi's whose heart had been shattered beyond reason…had the strength to smile again and live life for not only herself but that Sorata. Yuzuriha's cheery and energetic demeanor left the whole of their group in good spirits.
Seeing precious friends around him, holding a sense of hope and happiness, lit something inside Kamui. Perhaps, this was the feeling of being part of a family. Tenderly, such a genuine curl of plush lops and sparkling, bright violet orbs, take over his features.
Subaru's gaze never left Kamui's features. Gazing into gorgeous doe-eyes and a beaming smile, shining brighter than any star, he felt absolutely certain. 'I want to marry…you... "
As though reading his thoughts…a topic came about. The next words nearly made Subaru yelp, as he had just taken his seat beside Kamui. His lover became equally flustered.
"So Kamui…you'll be turning 20 soon~" Karen draws out in an all too cheery tone.
"Yes…" Kamui says with hesitation. He easily spots the mischief in those eyes. "So….?"
"You'll be able to do a lot more things coming of age…things like drinking, voting… " She gives a side-eye towards Subaru. "Getting Married."
Subaru barely stops choking on his drink. Kamui pats his back consolingly.
"K-Karen!" Kamui yelps face burning scarlet as he turns scandalized. "That-that's not… I mean I…saying that is…! " He quickly ducks his head before leaning to bury his face in his lover's neck.
He didn't nor would he need to tell anyone about his decision to propose… It's become obvious enough that the dragons of heaven held a bet on how long and when Subaru would pop the question to Kamui.
The couple's rings they both adorned were further proof of the commitment. Everyone noticed the glances Subaru stole from Kamui and his left ring finger.
Subaru boldly decides to take Kamui's left hand in his, holding them up. "That's something we'll talk more about when the time comes." He kisses Kamui's ring finger looking only into glistening violet eyes.
Coos and awws emerged at the tender display of affection. Embarrassing but… not a bad feeling surrounded by such support, and cheers, as though he had just proposed.
Leaving a speechless blushing Kamui, encouraged him well enough. This was something he could do…when the right time came…he could finally ask Kamui. Finding that right timing.
Timing… Timing yes, finding the right timing. He was hopeful Kamui would say yes. His perfect angel lavished him with so much love and devotion, he would have to be blind not to see it. Whether or not he truly deserved Kamui, he knew Kamui loved him, and he couldn't ever let go. not for the world.
This proposal was a matter of getting things right. Perfect. His Kamui deserved nothing less.
Work Life
Rustling leaves, and a soft breeze sweeping in through the forestry trail, led up to their next destination. A tall dark house, nestled far from the main city, had caused trouble for their client and inhabitants.
So it was their time to investigate whatever was going on and hopefully allow the spirit to pass on peacefully.
Kamui and Subaru came in on an urgent call from a client. Being the kind-hearted man Subaru was, he accepted and Kamui wouldn't let him be alone. Not anymore, never again.
They would stay by each other's side, always, handling the danger together. They had become quite the power couple.
"Kamui you remember the-" Subaru began his instruction only to see Kamui's hands clasped together, already performing the protection spell beautifully. A shroud of golden light enveloped the three-story home. Several charms were placed throughout the empty household, these having an essence not to keep away but to soothe the spirits' nerves.
Creek...
The sound of a door, seemingly from just above them, screeched loudly.
"I guess we don't need to worry about finding them," Kamui joked, shaking his head.
Subaru held a hand to his chest, watching his lover rush up the staircase with no confidence and boldness to take on any challenge. That was his Kamui.
"Let's not be too reckless now," Subaru half-advises and half-banters with his precious protege. At this point, Kamui had become more than deserving of the title of being his partner.
"I guess you better hurry to stop me then," Kamui playfully calls out, leaning over the railing on the staircase.
"What am I to do with you?" Subaru shakes his head, heart steady as fondness sweeps over him. And as requested, Subaru rushed up the stairs carefully to keep his steps silent and caught up to his lover. He wrapped his arms around Kamui's waist from behind.
Kamui leaned his head back, looking quite pleased with the situation.
"I mean it…don't be reckless…stay with me…" Subaru whispers in a serious tone and voice. "I need you. I can't have anything happen to you.'"
"I can't…either…" Kamui shivers at the growing intensity of those words. And feeling loved up, he lets Subaru lead the way up the last staircase.
"So we'll go together." he grasps his lover's hand, careful, protective and so perfectly Subaru. While the chances of something able to hold a candle to Kamui's power were low, he preferred his angel to be completely safe.
Even so much as a scratch or cut would drive something inside Subaru to act, controlled yet still an urge to react towards anything that tries to harm his precious person. Kamui held the same trait.
Keeping close side by side, the Onmyouji pair ascended the final flight of stairs, getting only closer and closer to the source of that noise.
One room stood out, dimly lit in the back corner of the floor. Approaching cautiously, they closed the distance from the hallway to that single room. The door remained open, as they had heard earlier. The bedroom of sorts was abandoned, aside from an empty wooden bed, desk, and lamp. The small desk lamp provided the light within the room.
Sobbing could be heard.
"It….it isn't fair…" The voice drew them in. A painful sound of sorrow, a young feminine voice whispered to herself. "It can't be…" All balled up on the emptied bed, she let her head fall to her knees. Tears trailed down her cheeks, staining even the golden locks.
"I'm sorry you are hurting…" Kamui begins with kindness and compassion. Extending his hand he starts, "We would like to help- I'm"
While his words seem to fade into the background, taking a step forward, on a creaking floorboard, startles the young spirit, causing her to lash out in surprise. A minuscule wisp of energy was thrown in Kamui's direction, but even that Subaru needed to keep away.
There was no ill intent, but he nonetheless found the power of the Sakurazukamori sweeping in alongside his natural-born powers. And…with an aura surrounding equal light and darkness, they found balance overtaken and controlled by the last remaining power. That being what Kamui had given to him. The golden aura shined over all else, taking over both light and dark, yin and yang and balancing control.
Subaru found himself seeing clearly and responded just as needed to dissolve the beam of energy away. He no longer would have to fear losing himself to such a curse, his obligations and powers shifting tremendously since Kamui entered his life again.
'There's no way I can possibly repay you for all you've given me…' He thinks, as the nightmare, those fears before…that he could lose control become like his past love…were put to rest. Kamui's warmth, love, and energy consumed all of him, keeping him towards the light.
"Are you alright?" Subaru needed to ask, stepping forward and clasping a hand around his lover's shoulder.
"I'm completely fine," Kamui shook his head, with a fond smile. "You worry too much… but thank you," he can't help being swept away by such a feeling of love.
"I…I'm sorry…" The girl apologizes, frightened, tears streaming down her cheeks. Subaru and Kamui approach with caution once again. "I just…didn't know…w-who are you?" She spoke frightened and finally turned up with big blue eyes.
Despite her petite frame, soft voice, and features, the girl appeared to be older than she had been. Not much younger than Yuzuriha. "W-who are you?" She asks shakily…
"My name is Sumeragi Subaru," He extends his hand to the spirit. All too proudly he turns back, hand gesturing at his beloved beside him, introducing him. "He's my partner Shirou Kamui."
Kamui pinkened at the sheer joy, and pride Subaru held with saying that. A smile couldn't help but melt its way over his lips.
"M-my name is Yumeko…" She introduces herself shakily, eyes darkened, threatening to overwhelm her with an onslaught of tears. "A-are you here to…get rid of me?"
Subaru shakes his head and gently returns. "It's not a matter to get rid of…but to let you become free"
"We want to help you," Kamui follows up with his lover's words.
"H-help me…?" Yumeko shivers, looking wide-eyed at the pair. Clearly, they made a formidable force, capable of exorcising spirits far beyond her imagination. Yet, they wanted to help.
"Yes," Kamui returns, cautiously stepping closer to the hurting spirit.
"But…why…I'm sure you've only heard of the trouble I've caused before."
Subaru turns his head. "We are aware…there's been some disruption in the forest here and the city close by…many seeing strange occurrences. but I'd like to know the reason why."
The golden locks fell over the girl's tear-stained cheeks again. "I…didn't mean to cause problems for anyone here…I just…I'm not ready to leave!"
"Why?" Kamui asks with concern, eyebrows scrunched in.
"I…I just….this place…the town around…holds…" Tears began welling up in pained, innocent eyes. "My m-memories with her…"
"Her?" Subaru and Kamui ask in a sense of unison.
"Yeah…my…the person I love most, her home is here….we both grew up here."
"It looks like it's been abandoned for some time…" Kamui notes, glancing around the cracked windows, loose floorboard, and empty sight. Without thinking the words through he blurts, "This home seems ready to collapse….so she's probably al-"
Thankfully, Subaru stops him, squeezing his hand gently. "Kamui…"
"It didn't use to be like this…" The younger girl seems unfazed, lost in thought as she begins to explain. "The person I love went missing, well she just left one day…I don't know exactly why, but perhaps the expectations her parents placed on her, finally became too much…and yet…"
"She never told me anything…merely saying goodbye. The spirit clutches a hand into her shirt, twisting the fabric above her chest. "I spent my whole life dedicated to finding her."
"Your 'whole life, but you're so young…" Kamui voiced, feeling more pain would come from this story,
"Yes, There was an accident…" She explained, head sinking down again. "Right, before I entered high school. But still, I promised, no matter what I would seek her out, and if she would return, I would wait for her…at her home…and things could be like before…"
"But…" Reluctantly Subaru returns…"Those passed on can't return to the living realm, even if you were to find her…you wouldn't….."
"I-I know that!" Yumeko clenches her hands tightly together. She sniffles, a new storm of emotions ready to rise up. "But…I just…wanted to see her…know she's okay…somewhere out there…."
"But…do you know where to start searching?" Kamui questions directly.
She shakes her head. "I have no way of knowing or if she even wants me to find her…but I still couldn't let go of my wish…to see her smile one more time."
Subaru and Kamui turn to one another, their eyes gazing, seeking answers, and deciding upon what should be done. This connection, a single look needed no words. Their hearts were in sync.
Sadly, they couldn't grant her wish.
Subaru took a seat on the side of the empty bed, Kamui beside him. Subaru's caring hand was placed over the girl's shoulder. "But…you know, there is the possibility she may not be in the realm of the living either…in which case."
"B-but she …could still be alive and…"
"This world…" Kamui speaks melancholy. "Comes with plenty of pain…loss…heartache." He turns to meet the girl's gaze. "While there is happiness here too…this realm is that of the living…you have a place to be…to find happiness again without the pain from this world."
Subaru smiles at his lover's tender words. "The realm beyond here…may seem scary…but you deserve to be free from here…this house…the pain you've carried for so long…."
"But if I lose my chance to see her….even if she can't hear me…I don't know if I…" She trails off, lingering in her pain.
"You may be losing the chance to see her on the other side. It's been some time right?," Subaru offers, hoping the words may soothe the spirit into crossing over.
"Waiting for me…" She murmurs as though in a trance.
Subaru nods, feeling pride in his protege turned partner. "It's not for certain but even if right now, you will have that chance to see her again…to feel, talk and be with her in a way you can't here."
"I…..I….could be with her…." She reflects upon those words, taking a few more moments.
Kamui speaks out, clutching his beloved's hand. "If she hasn't already….there will come a time, where she passes on, no one lives forever…" He had learned that far too painfully. "Wouldn't you want to be,
"But…what if she never wants to see me…she did leave without telling me and…"
"Her reasons why…can't be known for certain," Subaru voices, sympathetically. "But if she held a place for you in her heart, staying by your side, however brief, then…I don't think that door has closed just yet…"
"That's right…there is hope," Kamui voices, looking up to his lover, radiating that same hope. Happiness could exist beyond such pain.
"H-hope…." She murmurs, before letting the dam of tears break beneath her weary eyes. After several pained moments, she decided. "I just want to say goodbye to this place first…" Patiently, the onmyouji pair gave her the space needed.
Stepping outside the room, they give the spirit her time to mourn and bid farewell to the realm she'd lingered in far too long.
"I…I guess…I should go then…" She finally comes out, blue eyes showering with deepened emotions, but a small light of hope resides.
"Alright," Subaru complies, hands held into position as he begins chanting the words. His usual power of exorcism comes off differently than before. The usual white aura blends with a heavenly gold, his powers making the spell smoother and holding more warmth, as they gently let the young spirit go passing on into the light.
She turns back with a tearful smile, "Thank you." Her light fades off into the night, a distance sparkling amongst the stars. The room itself feels lighter.
"You always know the right things to say and…." Kamui yelps, feeling his boyfriend's strong, lean arms tug him back.
Subaru immediately stops after this, scooping Kamui up into a tight embrace from behind.
"Subaru?" Kamui tilted his head back with uncertainty.
"Don't ever let me go…" He lets his tired eyes sink into Kamui's shoulder. His breath brushes over Kamui's neck. "I…couldn't bear it…"
"Subaru I am not going anywhere," Kamui promises, burying his face into his lover's chest. While he knew love, and bonds were complex….for him, even trying to stay away from Subaru, even if it were for the sake of the world all over again, he couldn't do it…that would become an unbearable touch. Turning into the embrace he promises "And I will never let you go."
Ring
Traveling to their destination, Okinawa would prove different than past visits. This time they would go, as a promised vacation they'd been putting off for some time, and various reasons.
"I just hope there aren't…people too interested on this trip…" Kamui grumbled, recalling a few unpleasant visits.
This would be a pleasant break. Still, traveling meant…being around lots of people. And with it, far too many individuals, and flirtatious employees made the travel period uncomfortable.
Although Kamui himself never took notice of the equal attention others gave him. But he supposed the silver lining from it all would be Subaru's unwavering devotion, happily voicing his heart was stolen completely.
"I think this will help take care of things," Subaru says whimsically, holding out his left hand. The silver band on his ring shines under the lights as though on cue.
Kamui transfixed the gentle expression. He is sure if his heart hadn't melted on the notion of the trip, the tiny private smile, and tender gaze would do the trick.
'I want to take time and see the places the person I love grew up...'
Subaru saying those words stole his heart…and certainly earned him a lot of 'attention' during the evening.
Kamui stayed certain no matter the years together, his heart would flutter, beating just for Subaru. Even 'just' kissing…still held such warmth and then…moments like this made his entire being shiver.
"Kamui…" Elegant, gentle hands cup his cheeks. Beautiful emerald and gold orbs transfixed, gazing longingly into violet-blue. "something on your mind?"
Abashed, Kamui averted his gaze. Pink blooms hard upon his expression. "just you…" He responds so tenderly, his beloved had no choice but to lean in and kiss his lips.
"Shall we head in?" Subaru calls, kissing his forehead. He extends his hand, softly linking their hands together.
To the relief of both partners, the check-in to the airport had gone smoothly.
Maybe the ring does take care of things…
Kamui thinks quite pleased. Any or most wandering eyes catching the ring shining on Subaru's hand, turned away, slightly disgruntled.
Subaru wrapped a protective arm around Kamui's shoulders. Jealousy was a rare emotion he ever allowed himself to feel. But with Kamui, he could treasure and adore having something…someone all to himself. He wouldn't give his 'angel' for the world.
Walking into the airport terminal, and heading to their gate exposed the couple to a crowd. Curious looks were a given, considering the beauty both men had. But little whispers and chatter hadn't bothered either, lost in this moment.
This was their much-needed vacation after all.
"Thank you…" Kamui expresses, snuggling his head beside his lover's arm. Being tucked in and away from the world brought an encasing feeling of contentment and safety.
~Passionate arrival~
Arriving in Okinawa felt different this time around. Things were brighter, more vivid. Even just their plane landing, things felt right. There was no work ahead of them and they could visit as a couple enjoying the island.
"Kamui," Subaru whispers sweetly, brushing his fingers through sleep-tousled dark hair. His boyfriend had gotten comfortable with holding his arm, and falling asleep on him.
There was an undeniable sense of safety, Kamui felt with Subaru. Not that the latter could realize just how incredible he truly was nor how impossible he made it for Kamui to do anything but fall this deeply for him.
This time would be very special. Potentially, Subaru held intentions, furthering the bond connecting him and Kamui so deeply.
Intentions to remember every place his lover enjoyed visiting and potential places to avoid that brought out painful feelings.
Intentions to memorize the scenery and all the little things that made up Kamui's life growing up.
Intentions to ask for a specific blessing…And God… did that last one sensitive the nerves through Subaru's veins. It's not like the one he was asking could even reply, but still…
"Subaru?" Kamui's cute call of his name caught him off guard. He found his arms around his beloved from behind, face buried in that slender crook beside Kamui's neck.
Which wasn't abnormal and even now it didn't seem too bothersome. Aside from their location…
In the middle of the airport terminal. Curious gazes and whispers were surrounding the beautiful couple. Some pondered the relationship itself and others wondered if the pair were filming a scene for a drama series. The couple was more than fitting enough to be cast as main leads.
"Sorry I was lost in thought…" Subaru apologizes with such a tender curl on his lips. Kamui feels his knees go weak, upon feeling his forehead kissed in apology. This only drew more curious gazes
"I don't mind," Kamui assured, flushing a bright pink. "But…ah…I wasn't expecting this…here…"
While there were few disapproving or jealous frowns (which Kamui practically death glared away), there was a majority of those smiling happily, looking on with interest.
"Ah, right…shall we head out then?" Subaru coughs into his hand, slowly releasing his love from the embrace. Still, contently they clasp hands, Kamui nods. A familiar heat glows over his cheekbones while flustering…it was sweet. Knowing his Subaru could get carried away like that.
So they headed out of the airport terminal, with the intention to drop off their luggage at their nearby inn. Whilst buses were available to make the trip quicker, they packed fairly lightly.
Kamui's sparkling eyes looked up at Subaru. "It's such a nice day out, we can walk…if that's alright with you?"
Subaru hums in agreement, feeling lighter already out of the crowds. 'What else can I say but yes.'
And maybe…just maybe Kamui preferred having space with his lover, not being crammed in with others on public transport. The sea breeze fluttered several blossoms throughout the air, a nice crisp feeling to the overall sunny day.
"Oh, that's the library I used to go to!" Kamui points out towards a quaint cream-colored building a few blocks ahead of them. "When I would…study that is…"
"My Kamui~" Subaru steps in, placing a quick but warm peck on his boyfriend's cheek.
While expecting his childhood…memories with his mother to be more painful here, Kamui found himself feeling lighter. Life was much more hopeful now. He missed his mother tremendously but at the least could know the world she sacrificed herself for was no longer hurting. The beauty in the town seems even more so.
Subaru shakes his head and laughs at this. Always so kind and tender he whispers, squeezing Kamui's hand. 'I'm the last one to judge…you stayed with your studies after everything and graduated…' The passing thoughts and self-esteem issues were not voiced. He didn't want Kamui to feel bad by any means, it wasn't achievements that brought him happiness in life… but rather the person beside him. "You were reacting to your environment…all the changes having moved here so suddenly. Besides, No one is perfect."
"Subaru you're so…" Kamui purrs, stepping in closer, as close as possible brushing up on his lover's side. He really wanted to cuddle up more, perhaps a little shameless or just too happy to care about his setting.
However, their travel luggage made that a little difficult. He couldn't just hug his boyfriend's arm without leaving his bag knew Subaru was tender and would take on, and carry all their things, but Kamui didn't want that. His lover was far too giving. Kamui wanted to be the one giving Subaru this trip. Their hotel could not be close enough!
Desirous hormones and love swept through Kamui…his boyfriend's face remained worried. Lost in thought, Subaru found himself with…taking the next and what felt like a belated step in their relationship.
"What's wrong?" Kamui blinks up innocently, interlacing their fingers more securely.
"What…oh…It's nothing to worry about…" Subaru attempted to say it smoothly, but his nerves came through full throttle. It didn't matter if he were better at hiding it, his Kamui knew him too well.
"Mhmm…" Kamui hums in disbelief. "You're okay…you looked worried?"
"Yes," Subaru assures, nuzzling his face in Kamui's soft raven hair. "I…just got lost in thought…but it's not a bad thing. The tickling sensation passing over his nose brought on an assuring warmth. 'Kamui is here with me.' All else would fade into the background. "I simply…want to make sure you have the best time possible here…"
'I want to make your every dream come true….' Subaru's heart whispers, melting his thoughts.
"It already is," Kamui promises, tilting his head cutely. Beaming, with heavenly gleaming eyes he professes, words that make Subaru go weak. "You are right here beside me."
While planning on being on the giving end, providing Subaru plenty of love and affection, the feeling went both ways. It appears they were of the same heart and mind, now.
Checking into the inn, they swiftly moved up to their room. The door closed, the sound of the lock clicking into place, far more erotic than it should be allowed to be.
Subaru lifted Kamui by his hips. His hands slipped teasingly between the soft inner thighs before he shifted them up, scooping his lover up, feet dangling off the floor. Care and attention went entirely to Kamui, not caring one bit for their bags falling over.
Kamui eagerly responded, immediately embracing his beloved, arms securely around his boyfriend's neck. His sleek legs curled around Subaru's waist in a sensual embrace, feeling fully safe and supported in his hold. When Subaru's lips slipped over his own…he lost himself. Feverishly, Kamui pressed his upper body close and slipped one hand behind Subaru's head, combing through the sensitive hair there.
Swept away by the moment, Kamui kissed his lips with an endearing passion. He parted his lips seductively, gasping upon feeling the door pressing at his back. His lover's tongue sliding smoothly between his lips, and diving deep left him all too reactive.
"Ha…" Kamui pants, looking into foggy eyes mixed with maddening love to make him breathless. A darkened and seductive gaze penetrated violet-blue eyes before they both fell closed again.
"You're so gorgeous…" Subaru professes, amorously. Something mixed between a needy growl and a groan falls out at the feeling of Kamui's soft thighs closing in.
Wild shivers fall down the smaller male's body. He arches his back off the door.
Hungrily, needing and devouring Subaru sucked on the sensitive bottom lip between his own. "Like this... You're…. Way too seductive…"
"I…. Ha… wanted to make you feel good…." Kamui murmurs, weakened protests if they could even be called something such as that.
Kissing takes over all thinking, once more, as Kamui works towards responding with an equal passion. He moans and widens his lips for Subaru to enter. The slip of tongue on the tongue is just too good. "Darling please…."
The unexpected slip of a loving pet name, paired with the heated plea, made Subaru's heart nearly come to a halt.
"What… do you want….?" Subaru loses his breath, throat growing dry at the intense gaze his way.
"I want to…." Kamui leans in close, whispering the erotic request. "For… you…"
"If…" Subaru bites his lip and catches his breath. "You are sure…."
Kamui nods many times, knowing if he didn't do this now, he'd be completely swept away…. Screaming for his lover to take him in the here and now.
But for his sweet Subaru, he'd hold on…His sweet lover who planned everything for the trip deserved to feel cared for.
After a lingering, heated french kiss, Subaru lowers Kamui's feet to the carpeting. The movement is so tender and careful, it makes Kamui's heart swell and ache in sync with his aroused need.
As though lost in a trance, Subaru watches Kamui's every little move. The way those smaller hands squeeze his own before grasping onto the waistband. The smaller male kneels while gripping the sides of his lover's trousers and boxers beneath.
Licking his lips sinfully sweet, those all too innocent-looking eyes gazed up at him. "Subaru~" Kamui mewls, feeling the hand in his own clasped tight.
Both of Subaru's addictive hands slip through his silky black hair. Starting with the tips of his fingers, combing in smoothly.
Rather, pleased, Kamui reaches for the base of his lover's arousal, pumping slightly to begin. While his plush lips kissed the reddened tip that was just begging to enter. But the moment shouldn't go too fast, the pacing stayed slow gradually building up as Subaru's voice could no longer hold back.
Kamui felt all too happy to go further, licking the head off and pumping the base, fingers wrapped around where his mouth hadn't covered.
The experience made the shift to take in all of Subaru, easily, and Kamui begins making his way down. His lips and tongue were replaced where his hands had been peppering with kisses and licks everywhere.
"K-Kamui…" Subaru's weakened cries made fingers grip desperately at Kamui's head.
Getting Subaru this worked, up left Kamui breathless. He needed to move things along, tasting every single drop of his lover between his lips.
Opening his mouth Kamui repeated a process too good to ever get used to, Stars began to spring from Subaru's mind with just the tip inside, and as Kamui swallowed more, he had to avert his gaze in fear of losing it all too soon. His fingers tightened in their position, just pulling enough in a way to turn Kamui on.
The fact that Kamui would get so aroused from such a thing… made Subaru ache, growing bigger in the smaller male's mouth. The younger male moans at the growing intrusion, legs closing in desperately…wanting to feel this part of Subaru where it could go much deeper…
Soon….but now…he needed to focus. Kamui skillfully continued his ministrations, sucking and bopping his head up and down. He kept going until he could take in every little millimeter his love was blessed with.
The feeling of Subaru releasing uncontrolled thrusts to his mouth made him weak. Paired with the hands pulling his hair just right… he had to close his legs, rubbing his need between them for release.
"You're…way too hot…" Subaru mentions almost in a low, husky voice. "God…Kamui…" He looks at the way, his lover gripping his hair a little firmer, not to cause pain, but definitely stir something inside.
Kamui moans, feeling the hot arousal, pulsing between his lips. Being pulled in a little closer, feeling, he grabs his lover's thighs for support, hollowing his cheeks and taking in everything given. And he's so close already…feeling his lover start losing control, rocking his hips, and thrusting his cock in deeper, and harder than before.
Then a flash of white blurred his vision. "K-Kamui!" Subaru comes wildly, so deep already that his lover swallowed everything with ease. Kamui's cries were muffled by his occupied lips, but he felt his heart race, body clench, and orgasm spin through him.
Kamui continues to suck him dry, milking him through the enrapturing feelings. Every drop depleted, whilst his hand rubbed between his legs desperate for release, and seconds later.
"Mmmm!" Kamui moans mouth all too full with his lover's taste. Being filled up, whilst coming in his clothes felt so orgasmic…And even that embarrassing detail, his lack of control, even being in the 'giving role', just made him burn hotter. He knew Subaru loved to see him like this…
Embarrassingly soon…. But Subaru was grateful the universe left him still aroused enough afterward. Catching his breath, he tilted his head back against the hotel wall, biting his lip upon feeling the sensual 'pop' where Kamui's lips came off.
Subaru gazed down at his love, his come staining those perfect lips. It wouldn't be long now, to get back to the aroused estate. Then he'd lavish Kamui with all that love.
"I ha…love when you do that…" Kamui came to, he found himself carried tenderly in his lover's arms. That sweet, intimate bridal style to their bed.
"That?" Subaru tucks Kamui's body to flush right up against his own.
"Mhm, letting go…" Kamui returns in a fond breath. Slinging his long sleek arms over his lover's shoulders made him feel entirely enamored. As though he were lost in a fantasy, being carried away like a fairytale prince…
But it felt different than normal. More urgent…
"Mmmph.." Kamui yelps out, being suddenly tossed onto the hotel bed.
Heated dual-toned eyes gaze deep into curious ones. "S-Sorry I just…" Subaru works to remedy the situation but ends up blurting the words. "I want to come….. In you…." He managed the words, and intentions very clearly. Kamui whimpered before nodding so feverishly, craving release once more.
"Okay," Kamui smiles angelically, still panting. He's far too gone to even hide his excitement. Truly it had to be a record of just how swiftly they shed the remaining clothes between them.
Sensual skin-on-skin contact only furthered in intensity. Adoring lips crashed over Kamui, heat swept over their nude forms like a wave.
"Turn around…" Subaru instructed upon preparing his precious person. Happy to comply, Kamui turns to his hands and knees, bottom tilted up seductively. "I'm going to make you feel so good..."
When Subaru entered inside his angel's soft heat, he became engulfed. Embracing his lover from behind, he began to make passionate love, palms cradling Kamui's hands, holding them to the mattress.
"Subaru~" Kamui calls, happily taking every given, body pulsing through every second. His lover all the while whispering a mix of loving and naughty words into his ear. 'My beautiful~You get so nice and tight for me...taking me in so naturally~" Subaru would purr into his ear. While the more explicit words didn't come off as naturally for Subaru, Kamui could feel his lover giving it his all, and loving every second. ...
"Maybe, We won't even leave the bed today~" Subaru heatedly, rocking his hips wildly into Kamui, so naturally hard and deep, from behind, into his most sensitive regions.~Yes, this might be the end of him, but Kamui was quite certain today he would reach a point of euphoria.
Falling into bed. So suddenly with such passion, and into every position imaginable ….. Made an excellent start to their vacation, even if Kamui did find it tricky to do anything too active the remainder of the day. Certainly, it left certain nerves at bay. Lost in the heavenly sensation they were certain not to leave the room until the afternoon.
Nestled
Arriving for more leisure time…outside their bedroom held its benefits. Having gotten more than 'enough' out of their systems, they could indulge at the moment.
There was no better way to start their outdoor activities than to visit the beach, watching the glistening ocean waves. Subaru and Kamui, cozied upon the sand beneath.
In a hidden away cove, away from the tourists, a hiding place, Kamui kept to himself growing up. The fact alone he could bring someone as precious as Subaru here, made his chest flutter.
Fingers laced together, while they start, gazing into the motion of the sparkling sea, and roaring waves. Subaru wraps an arm around Kamui's waist before pulling him up.
Kamui happily assists, lifting his hips and sitting between his lover's legs.
The setting sun alongside everything here…. Being in a place that held sentimental value…. Made this moment magically…
"I used to come here with Mother," Kamui begins wistfully. The ache expected, doesn't come. Or perhaps the pain becomes swept away by arms encircling him.
The gentle pulling doesn't stop until Kamui feels a warm chest pressed behind him. He turns his head up and a little abashedly, "Sometimes to get away from crowds… and other times when I needed to avoid kids I got in… altercations with."
Subaru shook his head, fondness overtaking him. "My troublemaker," he teases, tone warm and light-hearted. Kamui angles his head so their lips meet softly.
"You're perfect," Kamui lies back into a warm embrace. His head tilts back to look up at a loving face, and his hands move to cup tender cheeks. 'No actual judgments, no prying for questions… just pure kindness.' Subaru managed to make the word, playful, and flirtatious between them.
"I think that word best reflects you," Subaru purrs, meeting their lips in tricky but satisfying upside-down kisses. Licking plush lips, makes him go dizzy, a joyous delirium. Especially when Kamui kisses back like this.
"Thank you, for bringing me here…" Subaru expresses, hugging Kamui tightly, as their lips meet sweetly, lost in the feeling of brushing together.
Perfect moments like this… brought on a feeling. A reminder of a gift he wished to bestow upon Kamui, comes to Subaru's mind, heart throbbing at the idea.
But….
'It's not time yet… ' He nervously reflects, tightening his hold over Kamui's hand. He had something important to do before he could think about asking…. Even if the mood did seem perfect.
"What's on your mind?" Kamui blinks up at him. Those precious violet-blue doe eyes look up. Subaru leans his head down sealing their lips.
"I'm just thinking…" Subaru begins, chest stirring at the way that his beloved's lips curl up.
"You need to stop doing that…" Kamui responds, lips escaping with brief, soft giggles. A sound only Subaru was allowed to hear.
Because of that, the next words came about naturally. Subaru finishes, resting his head beside Kamui's shoulder, warm breath tickling his neck
"I was thinking…." Kisses displayed all up and down Kamui's neck. "How amazing it feels to be here with you."
Now, that response earned Subaru an instantaneous, and languishing kiss. Kamui turned over to straddle his lover's lap and deepen this connection.
The fresh breeze, sparkling blue seas… felt so much like his Kamui. This was Kamui's past…where he grew up…harsher than most could imagine, never truly being able to have a home for long.
Subaru knew couldn't change the past but he could spend his present working on keeping Kamui from ever going through such pain again.
More than anything in the world, he wanted-no-needed to be a part of Kamui's future.
"You know…" Kamui grasps Subaru's left hand, resting his palm on top. Spreading his fingers out, the matching couple's rings brushed together in a sweet little chime. "If someone were to tell the younger me… I'd come back to this beach, not just graduating high school, having a job that holds meaning… but that I'd held by such a kind, beautiful, and precious person… I'd never believe them….Being in my soulmate's arms like this...I…"
Kamui couldn't hold back on the violet eyes that shimmered more with an onslaught of emotion welling inside them. Yet, through the waves falling down Kamui's cheeks, his smile wouldn't falter. All of this makes him so beautiful more than words could ever say…
"Kamui…" Subaru whispers, swallowing hard. He licks his lips, before stealing Kamui's on a series of breathtaking kisses.
'My Soulmate.'
All of the Pain, losses, and even agony… lost connections and severed strings… finally brought them together where they needed to be.
"My soulmate…" Subaru breathes the words as though only learning them for the first time. Never had he fallen this deep, this connected drowning in love by such a beautiful soul.
"I promise…" Subaru brings Kamui's ring finger to his lips. "I will spend my life making you happy."
Thank you all for reading. This is part 1 of the Epilogue, and the second part being the final chapter/epilogue (37), I hope you enjoy and thank you so much for reading!~ I am sure I will have more Subaru/Kamui stories/ideas to come in the future. The next update will be ready in a few days to a week! Nearly finished it!