NSFW Smut Warning. Rated M for Mature.

Chapter 73

October 3rd (Con)

It doesn't take long for Watari and I to set up a space or the kitten in one of my spare rooms, and once it's done, him and I spend a few minutes playing with the little ball of fur, but then Watari leaves to go back to work. Thinking that maybe I should go back over my files, now that I can see straight, I grab my laptop and bring it out to the living room. The kitten follows wherever I go and once I take a spot on the couch, he climbs up my leg and curls up right beside me making the apartment feel not so lonely.

. . .

I sigh tiredly and stretch my arms above my head. This work never ends, but I feel as though I need a break, I need a drink, something, anything. I move my laptop to the couch and slowly stand up, trying not to disturb the little sleeping ball of fluff beside me. I get about halfway to the kitchen when I hear a squeak and the pitter patter of little paws as he follows me into the kitchen. I smile down at him and open the fridge to grab a soda.

"How did you do that? I made sure not to wake you." He waddles over and rubs his head on my leg before climbing up it; his little baby claws digging into my skin. "Ouch! You're lucky you're cute, 'cause that really hurts." I set my can on the counter and pick him up. He puts his paws on my chest and rubs his face against my face. "Y'know, I came into the kitchen for a drink, and that's kinda hard to do with you wanting to be held." I switch his position, so my hands are wrapped around his tiny body and I'm holding him in front of my face like Simba. He playfully puts his paws on my nose, I laugh and put him back the way I had him before and then try to open the can one handed. As it cracks open and hisses, somebody knocks on my door.

What? Who could that be…? Maybe it's Watari with a snack. I told him I was fine and that I'd make myself dinner…Or maybe it's Matsuda and he want to see the kitten…

I look down at the furball. "Now who could that be, bud?" He responds by yawning. The vet said he'd be sleepy because it's probably the first time he's ever had a full belly and because of all the excitement, but this is ridiculous. Poor guy wants to sleep but doesn't want me to leave his side. With a sleepy kitten in my arms I walk to my front door and slowly open it. To my complete and utter shock, Ryuzaki's on the other side.

"Ryuzaki…" I take a step back to let him in and close the door behind him. "What are you doing here? I thought you couldn't leave Light?" He looks down at the kitten and smiles before reaching out to pet him, as he does, I see a faint bruise around his wrist from the cuffs.

"When your S.O.S came through I felt as though I couldn't breathe. I was terrified that something awful had happened to you and in that moment, I found myself thinking that nothing in this world mattered anymore, only that you were safe." He continues to pet the kitten, but has a weird look on his face, almost serene. "I was so worried about you that I couldn't focus, couldn't think straight…and when you finally came home soaking wet, covered in mud, and a look of such despair on your face…I thought maybe you'd been assaulted…And when I thought about that I became so angry and confused that I couldn't calm myself down, I had to ask Watari what happened…Once he explained everything, I felt so terrible for you and I wanted so desperately to come up here and check on you, but Watari told me to let you rest…And when you ran by this morning I was so shocked that I couldn't even register what happened, and nothing ever affects me that way, not the way you do Suzuki…And I know I'm rambling, but I guess what I'm trying to say is; I really care about you, and having the thought that you could have been hurt…That just really made me think about how much you mean to me, I guess." He looks up at me sincere.

I feel something wet slide down my face and I quickly wipe it away with my free hand. "Oh, jeez, I'm sorry…" He puts his hands on my shoulders concerned.

"Are you alright?" I nod, wiping another tear away, but from the other side of my face.

"Yeah, I'm alright, it's just that you're the only one who's ever said anything like that to me." He gives me a half smile, brushes my bangs back, tucks a stray hair behind my ear, and kisses my forehead.

"I came up here because if Kira really is a part of Yotsuba we're about to get extremely busy and I don't know if we'll have another chance to be alone. Also…there's a chance we might die when we go to arrest them…" He trails off.

"Oh, I see…" I'm not entirely sure what his plan is or where he's going with this, but I realize that we're still standing in my foyer. "Well c'mon in…" I start walking to the living room with Ryuzaki trailing behind me.

I walk over and sit on my couch and set the sleeping kitten on my lap, Ryuzaki sits beside me. "So, you never answered me; what about Light? I thought you couldn't leave him." He sighs.

"Well…I weighed my options and then handcuffed him to Watari." I can't help but laugh.

"Well alright then."

"So, we have some time to ourselves now." He gets a hungry look in his eyes, a look that I've only seen a few times before.

"Ryuzaki…" His name slips from my lips as he picks up the kitten and moves him to the other side of him, before leaning forward and kissing me. My heart starts to pound, and he leans me back on the couch and I melt beneath him. He kisses me breathless and we get entangled in one another. I wrap my legs around his back as he grinds into me and begins trailing kisses down my neck. It's been so long since either of us have been alone together, and I'm craving him.

"Ryuzaki, I've missed you so much." He runs his hands under my shirt, and I run mine through his hair. I tug it gently and he lets out a light hissing moan. I can feel him pressing against me through both our jeans and if this doesn't go somewhere one of us is gonna explode. I'm about to say something when the kitten walks under his legs, up my body and lays against my throat, under my chin. I start laughing and Ryuzaki sighs.

"Interrupted again…" He kisses my forehead and backs away until he's sitting with one leg up on the couch and one down on the floor. He looks over at me and smiles. "Have you thought of a name yet?" I put one hand on the little interrupter to stabilize him and sit up, placing him on my lap.

"No, I still haven't thought about it much, I was thinking maybe something based on his color like 'Smokey' or 'Sterling', or even 'Pebbles', but for some reason those don't feel like they fit. For now, though, I'm just watching and seeing what personality he has so that I can choose the right name." Ryuzaki nods. "So, this time away from Light…how long is it gonna last?" He sighs again.

"For as long as we need, but not long enough. I'm thinking I'll go back down in the morning. Watari has other more important things to do than essentially 'Kira-sit' for me. I only asked him because I needed time with you."

"So, what you're saying is, time is short?" I smile as an idea comes to mind.

"In a matter of speaking, yes."

"Well okay then. I pick up the furball and stand, Ryuzaki gives me a weird look and watches as I walk away. I head to my spare room, or the kitten's room, since he's completely taken it over, and set him on his bed. It's a cute little thing that actually stores the heat his body makes and reflects it back at him to keep him warm. He wakes up as I set him down and squeaks at me in protest. I grab his heating pad toy, that's a cute little otter and head for the kitchen. I pass Ryuzaki on the way.

"What are you doing?" He follows me and the kitten appears to follow him.

I put the heating pad toy in the microwave and hit the button for 30 seconds. "This toy goes in the microwave and acts like a heating pad. If I can essentially trick him into thinking that this heat source is me then he'll fall asleep and we can be alone." He puts his hands in his pockets.

"Oh, I see."

The microwave beeps as the furball starts to climb Ryuzaki's jeans. He looks at me with panicked eyes. "Uh, Suzuki?" I laugh and take the toy out of the microwave.

"Pick him up, he just wants to snuggle." Ryuzaki reaches down and picks up the little furball and holds him like I did earlier. The kitten puts his paws on Ryuzaki's chest and starts to make biscuits. He's quite a tired little thing.

I head back to the spare room and put the heating pad toy in his bed; he should be content with how warm it is. I extend my arms for Ryuzaki to give him back and he does, only pausing momentarily so I can get tiny claws out of his shirt. I set the little munchkin in his bed and he cuddles up next to his otter. It's a little bit bigger than him so it's adorable. I wait for him to close his eyes before I push Ryuzaki out the door and shut it behind us.

"There, that should keep him content for a little but…So, where were we?" He smiles and takes me by the hand. I let him lead the way and he leads me into my bedroom before shutting the door behind us. Before I can get a word out, he kisses me senseless. It's passionate and lights a fire in my chest, one of love and lust, an ever-waging war within.

"Please, no more disturbances, it's been so long, I just can't take it anymore." He says this in between kisses and fumbling to get the buttons on my shirt undone. I'm not quite sure what's gotten into him but I'm not complaining. I run my hands up his shirt and down his back in a fury as I walk with him backwards toward my bed.

By the time my back hits the mattress, I'm down to just my bra and panties and his shirt's gone; his jeans hanging loosely at his hips, his zipper undone by one of us, I'm not sure who. I'm half on the bed, half off; my back is on the mattress but my legs hanging off and he has his on either side of me in a vain attempt to straddle me. I see what's growing behind his denim, and I reach out and caress it with my palm, wanting so desperately to finish what we started last time. He closes his eyes and hisses out a groan, it sounds painful so I pull my hand back thinking I might have hurt him.

"Oh shit, did I hurt you?" He shakes his head no, his chest heaves with every breath.

"Far from it." He looks down with eyes full of longing. "You are so beautiful…" He tucks a stray hair behind my ear and caresses my face. I melt into his touch, but then he climbs off the bed. I'm confused for a minute, but then he drops his jeans revealing black boxers. My eyes travel down, and he looks down when he realizes I'm staring a little and blushes. "Sorry…it's just been so long since I've even touched you…" I try to give him my most seductive grin.

"Then let's fix that," I turn around and climb up and across the bed on my hands and knees, then climb under the covers. When I turn to face him, he's smiling serenely, but hasn't moved. I pat the bed next to me. "Well, what are you waiting for?" I laugh as I break whatever trance he was under and he crawls across the bed to me, joining me under the covers.

He snuggles up and sighs contently, his head on my chest. "Suzuki…"

"Hmm…?"

"You know I'm not very good at this whole relationship thing, so I think if there's something you want to do…you should initiate it. Anything you want…we'll do…I'm ready…"

"Anything?" He blushes and nods, but I'm skeptical, despite what he said. "Are you sure?"

"If that's what you want…we may never get another chance…"

I'm not sure what he means by that, but green means go, so fuck it.

"Alright, if you say so." I nudge him until he sits up on his elbow and take his hand. He looks at me with a serious face.

"You decide the pace, all I want is to be with you in any way I can." I nod and use my free hand to stroke what's growing beneath his boxers. He groans softly and pushes his hips into my hand. All is going well until he suddenly sits up and straddles me putting his forehead to mine.

I know what I want, and I know what he wants, but how do we get there? I look into his onyx eyes and everything melts away. I want him…I need him…

I put my fingers in the band of his boxers, a spot so sensitive to touch and so sensual that he makes that hissing moan again near my ear. The noise makes my heart pound and a familiar feeling starts in my belly. I lean farther up and whisper in his ear. "Lose em."

I don't have to tell him twice as he quickly fumbles beneath the blanket to remove his boxers. He's blushing slightly, but now that he's naked above me, maybe we can get this started. I think about how it will feel to finally have him inside me, and a feeling of tightness strikes me at my core. It reminds me of last time, how good it felt to have even just his finger inside. I take his hand and move it to the band of my panties, the feeling of his fingertips being so close sends shivers throughout my body, I suck in air and it sounds like a hiss. I take my other hand and grip him, he closes his eyes and moans, his hand clenching the waistband of my panties so tight I'm afraid they'll tear.

I lean forward, my hand glides up and down across his sensitive flesh. His breath quickens. His eyes flutter shut, and the moans get a little louder. I put my mouth to his, a taste sweet like sugar as he proceeds to demonstrate his cherry stem tying skills. We get caught up in the passion of a fiery kiss and somewhere during it he slips my panties off and throws them to the floor. The room seems to grow hot with our passion and the more he kisses me the more I feel moisture pool below. He starts kissing down my neck and our hands rove around each other's bodies as if they're trying to remember every detail.

His eyes are hungry, and he runs his hands down my body until he stops to cup my sex. I can't control myself for much longer, I want him, and I want him now. I put my fingers around his shaft again and he's so hard I feel like he could explode at any minute. I stroke him, up and down, and then run my thumb over the tip of his head. There's moisture there, he groans in pleasure and his back arches against his will until his forehead is resting on my chest. My hearts pounding and I'm sure he can hear it. He brings his hands up and they find their way under my bra. He palms them for a minute, squeezing lightly, then reaches around and unclips it, flinging it to the floor.

We're both down to our birthday suits and the realization makes me blush, but Ryuzaki isn't as shy; he's in a completely different mindset. He looks down at my naked body as he leans back on his heels, his hair is sticking to him slightly from sweat, but we haven't even done anything yet.

"You're so beautiful…" He sighs and leans down, he plants a kiss on my forehead then starts kissing me down my neck, between my breasts, down my belly until he comes to a stop above my panty line. Having him so close turns me on and I can't help but fidget. "I've read up on some things…" He looks up at me before taking his hand and running it up and down my hip. I close my eyes; my chest goes up and down as my breathing quickens. "I wanted to be prepared for whatever happened…and maybe try something new."

"Oh yeah?" I can't keep focused. I'm hearing words, but all I can think is 'fuck me'. I don't care about how bad it's supposed to hurt, I just want to feel him inside me.

"Yeah…some of the things I read said it's not pleasant at first, but I'm going to do whatever I can to make you feel good." As he says this, he slides his hand down and cups me again. I suck in a deep breath and open my eyes as he peppers my belly with kisses. I moan, frustrated.

C'mon Ryuzaki, you're such a tease.

He takes a deep breath then slowly slides a finger inside me. My breath hitches and he moans looking at me like he wants to eat me, no pun intended, not that I would complain if he did.

"Oh, Suzuki…" He takes a ragged breath and I feel him on my leg, stiff as a board. I reach down to grab him, but I can't reach so I settle for a fistful of his hair. "You're soaked, and so tight, I'm afraid I'll hurt you." I feel myself clench around his finger and he moans again.

He starts to take his finger out then puts it back in, in an agonizingly slow pace. When it goes in it makes me close my eyes and a few times it hits just the right spot that I see stars, but if he doesn't hurry it up, I'm gonna lose my shit.

"Ryuzaki, please." He sticks his finger all the way in and I clench the sheets.

"What is it? What do you want me to do?" I open my eyes and he's above me again, sweating with anticipation, his normally pale face tinted red.

I want you to fuck me damnit.

I'm about to give him some direction when he quickens the pace. "This? Is this what you want?" I feel myself stretch and clench around him and now I can't help but moan out 'yes'. He hisses through his teeth and bites his lip to try to control himself. "You're so wet…" He says it like it's a random thought or statement and my face heats up 'cause it's a little embarrassing…and a little gross. "Suzuki…" He stops abruptly, instantly grabbing my attention and frustrating the hell out of me.

"Why'd you stop?" I'm breathing heavily so I use this time to try to catch my breath.

"Because…I want to try something else…" He takes his finger away, leaving me feeling empty, but then he leans down and hovers his face just above my belly.

Oh my god, he doesn't…does he?

He asks with his eyes and I swallow hard. He takes one of my hands and puts it on the top of his head before gently pushing my hand, and by extension his head, so that he becomes eye level with the wet mess I've become. I'm embarrassed and a little uncomfortable, but also a little excited because I've never exposed myself to anyone like this before. He flicks his tongue out at the most sensitive part of me and I forget my embarrassment and grab a fistful of hair while making a noise I've never made before. He chuckles softly, but the air from his laugh feels so good too, so I fidget and tug his hair.

"Do you like that?" He practically purrs, sending shivers down my spine. He flicks his tongue out every few seconds so I can't give an actual answer, so I succumb to moaning and nod my head yes.

He continues to flick at me a few more times, his eyes watching the reactions on my face, but then out of nowhere he suddenly sticks his tongue inside me. I cry out in pleasure and surprise, feeling my insides tighten and a pressure starts to build within. He moans slightly, the hot air exciting me further, before he sticks his tongue all the way in again. I cry out again and can't help but wrap my legs around him and without thinking, push his head down a little. It's still not enough, I need more. He starts pumping his tongue in and out and I lose all brain function. It feels so good I can't think straight. The pressure within builds and builds until I think I'm gonna burst. I feel a tingle start at my toes, but then it's suddenly gone. I open my eyes to see him wipe his face on his arm. I'm both disgusted and turned on my it, I'm also angry that he dared to stop to begin with.

He sighs. "You should be ready now." I roll my eyes inwardly.

I was ready before we even started.

He lines himself up with my entrance and kneels in a way that he can put my legs around his hips. I watch my chest rise and fall in anticipation and excitement. My breathing rapid from both, but also from a bit of anxiety. I've never been with anyone before, so I don't know what else to expect.

He leans down and intertwines my hand with his and kisses my forehead gently. "Are you sure?" I nod, but he shakes his head. "No, I won't do it unless you tell me you want it." I take a deep breath and sigh.

I do want it, I'm just nervous.

"Yes…I want it…I'm just a bit nervous…"

He smiles, chuckling slightly. "Honestly so am I. I don't want to hurt you…If you want me to stop for any reason, just say the word." I can see the sincerity in his eyes.

"Alright, I understand." He takes a deep breath and seems to ready himself.

He continues to hold my hand but moves his other down between us and guides himself in. There's a pressure as he enters, and I can't believe how it feels. There's no way to describe it. He pushes further and I wince slightly as it starts to hurt.

"Are you alright?" He stops and I breathe in and out slowly, trying to relax and get used to it. As I stretch to fit it almost feels like it burns, although he's not moving anymore and the pain fades.

"Yeah, just need a sec, is all." He moves a piece of hair out of my face and tucks it behind my ear.

"Whenever you're ready." He leans forward and has one hand on the bed beside my head and one hand intertwined with mine above my head.

I sigh. "Kiss me." He smiles at my request and leans down; I entangle my free hand in his hair

and try to get lost in the passion and ignore the pain. It works quickly, whether the kiss took my mind off it or relaxed me enough, so it doesn't hurt anymore I'm not sure, but as we come up for air, I notice it's not as painful. "It's okay now, you can move again, but just keep kissing me, it's helping." He grins wildly and I can see he's sweating a little.

Is he warm or just tired from holding himself up?

"I think I can do that." He leans back down an as he slowly pushes himself farther inside me, he kisses my neck. I close my eyes and put my hand on his bicep, his kisses travel down my throat, to my chest and back up to my mouth where he once again reminds me how good he is at kissing. The tied cherry stems come to mind.

I get so caught up in his kiss this time that the pain just melts away. He stops moving and it feels like he's all the way in and something about it just feels so perfect, I can't help but moan. He makes a sound deep in his throat like a growl or a purr and I open my eyes to look up at him. I don't even remember when I closed them.

His eyes flutter open, in a sleepy, blissful way. "You feel…amazing"

"So do you, right where you are, if you could stay there forever…" Despite what I say he adjusts slightly making me breathe deeply as he hits a sensitive spot sending pleasure throughout my body. The sound startles the both of us and my face heats up almost instantly.

"Did that feel good?" He gets a mischievous grin and I wish I could hide my face with the blanket, but it's over Ryuzaki's back and there's no way to get it, so I succumb and nod sheepishly instead. "Should I do it again?" As he asks, he does it anyway and my eyes flutter shut. He keeps going, pushing and pulling, in and out, in an agonizingly slow pace, but I can't answer, I can't even think straight. He keeps the pace as I feel my body slowly start to float, a familiar feeling staring in my core. He starts to pull out a little farther and the pace quickens slightly, I open my eyes to see that his own have gone hungry with passion and I watch as he slowly lets go of his restraint, that fire inside being let loose.

He starts to go a little faster, pounding into me a little harder, but he's not rough, it doesn't hurt. He starts to breathe heavier, starts to groan with every push and pull, hitting deeper and deeper, sometimes he hits just the right spot that I can't help but let out a noise myself. His noises turn me on in a way that I didn't think possible and my eyes flutter shut; soon my mouth is devoured by his and that pressure in my core builds and builds, soon I start to feel a slight tingle in my toes.

"Oh, Ryuzaki." I can't help it as his name escapes my mouth. He starts to slow down, and I feel like maybe I've done something wrong, so I open my eyes to see him looking down at me with such love.

"Suzuki…when we're like this…I want you to call me by my real name." My heart skips a beat and leaps into my throat. I can't believe it, is he gonna tell me his real name?

"Is that safe?"

He smiles sweetly. "Well, no one's watching, are they?"

"Well…no…"

"So please…" He leans down to my ear and squeezes the hand he's been holding. "Call me Lawliet." He picks up the pace again and my eyes close as he hits that spot again. "Please Suzuki…" He begs, but he doesn't use my real name.

"I'll call you by yours if you call me by mine." He nods as sweat starts to cover his brow and chest. I take my free hand and put it into his hair and bring his head down. He starts to pound into me, and I don't know how much longer I can last. He hits that spot again, and that feeling, that pressure, grows and grows and grows. That tingle starts at my toes and travels up my legs and spreads through me, I try to fight it, but it overtakes me as he expertly hits that spot now that he knows how to find it. I feel myself squeeze around him and the dam of pressure bursts sending me into a frenzy of ecstasy.

"Lawliet!" I moan his name and it must send him over the edge because he leans back, goes deep, and lets out a moan.

"Suzuki-I mean Samn," He chuckles at his slip up through his moans and gasps for breath, but then I feel a warmth inside me, and he starts to shake. The more he shakes the better it feels as we ride out the waves of pleasure together.

Finally, it ends, and he untangles my hand from his and leans over me, breathless. The blanket is down at his waist now, from when he leaned back, and we're both breathing heavily. He's holding himself above me with his hands on either side of my head, his eyes are closed, and he looks at peace.

"Lawliet?" As I say his real name he smiles and opens his eyes.

"My name sounds so sweet coming from your lips." He kisses my forehead and slowly slides out, sending a jolt of pleasure through me like an aftershock. My back arches slightly and I make a sound that causes him to chuckle before flopping down on his side next to me. I feel sweaty and dirty, but I snuggle up to him and put my head under his chin. He breathes in deep and sighs it out.

"What's wrong?" I lean back and try to look up at him, he reaches for my hand, entangles our fingers and rests our hands on his chest.

"Absolutely nothing…but…are you okay with this?" I'm not really sure what he means, but I'm not crying from pain, so I guess I'm fine.

"Yeah, I'm alright." He squeezes my hand.

"Good…I was afraid you might run away after." I shake my head.

"Never…"

He sighs again. "Good…" He kisses the top of my head and sighs. "I feel gross…" I need a shower…" He says it so plainly that I can't help but laugh.

"Yeah, I agree with you there."

"I want to shower, but I'm so tired." He laughs and it's the sweetest sound.

"Oh, C'mon you." I roll away and push him until he sits up. He's a glorious sight naked and I marvel at him for a moment.

"What?" He looks at me with a sexy grin.

"Nothing, you're just gorgeous." His face turns a hint of pink as he blushes.

"No, I'm not." I push him until he gets off the bed and I follow.

"Get your butt in that shower and I'll show you how beautiful you are." He grins sheepishly and as he walks away toward the bathroom; I slap his ass. He turns around astonished that I'd dare to do such a thing, but I just cross my arms, shrug, and try to ignore the fact that I'm naked. He shakes his head and smiles before walking into my bathroom. I watch him walk away, but when he's out of sight I run in after him excited to be with him again and secretly hoping for a round two.

Phew that chapter was long and steamy. Hopefully i don't get kicked from Fanfic for it either...but i have more written, just gotta type them up. I'll get to the reviews and favs and follows next chapter. 3 Leave a comment, i'd love to hear from you.