Hello Everyone,
I don't own Skip Beat, Yoshiki Nakamura-sensei does, So I give her all credit for the original Story, While I own this fan-fiction – My first about Skip Beat
** There will be some time skips to fit the story timeline – and avoid anything unnecessary **
Chapter 8: Troubled
(That night - Takarada's office)
Takarada sat in his office thinking about a lot of things concerning Kyoko and her mother
He had people go after Kyoko and watch her every move, for both safety and observation reasons. He had told her mother he would do so
In some the reports he received, he noticed that Kyoko was very happy moving in with her mother, until a week ago. it has only been around two weeks, so seeing that one week was ok and the next wasn't, worried him … He was told that Kyoko seemed down and not as cheerful ... but that changed as well, because when he met them at office, they seemed to get along.
He has infiltrated the staff of the "Dark moon" Signing … and came across something that bothered him ... he also managed to talk to another staff member who confirmed what he thought he saw
What bothered him was the huge shift in Kyoko's mother's mood … she was very friendly and close to Kyoko … but then at the end of the event … she seemed cold and distant … he couldn't see much since he had to pretend to be a staff and had been assigned jobs that kept him away from the main event for the most part ... so he tried to talk to someone, and he managed
The make-up artist who took care of Mio's scar talked to him and told him that Saena was nice and was even interested in what Kyoko was doing … their relationship seemed sweet … but when it came time to remove the scar … she just sat in a corner and looked drained … as if she saw a ghost
Knowing Ren was busy at that event … he called his manager, Yashiro … for answers … because when he passed them in the main hall, he saw Yashiro speaking to Saena … so he was his best option to figure out what happen.
Yashiro was sitting in his apartment after dropping Ren off and was getting ready for bed, since Ren had a few projects to take care early in the morning … he heard his phone ring so he picked it up and said: Yes, this is Yashiro!
Takarada: Yashiro-kun … how have you been?
Yashiro: I'm alright!
Takarada: good! … I have a few questions for you!
Yashiro: Go ahead!
Takarada: How is Kyoko … is she doing well? …. I was told something happened and she looked a little off lately … but when I saw her a few days ago, she looked fine!
Yashiro: Kyoko? … well it's true she was feeling a little down … even Ren noticed, but she didn't open up to us … so we didn't ask … she did become cheerful however! … I don't think there is much of a problem now … maybe she managed to figure it out on her own!
Takarada: Don't lie to me Yashiro!
Yashiro: what … lie? …. I wouldn't do that!
Takarada: You left out today! …. Her mother even came to the signing ... but I heard that she changed from nice to cold within 4 hours!
Yashiro: ah that!
Takarada: that? …. Tell me what you know young man?!
Yashiro: Well, I don't really know exactly what happened … Mogami-san's mood suddenly changed …. And she was down for a while … but at lunch she changed again and looked better ... although there were some moments where she looked like she was lost in thought!
Takarada: I don't think that your telling me the complete truth here … what are you hiding?!
Yashiro: what do you mean?!
Takarada: You were standing next to her … tell me what you know … maybe I can help!
Yashiro: I don't think any of us can help . it's seemed like an issue Mogami-san was dealing with on her own … she didn't even confide to Kyoko as far as I know!
Takarada: That's all?
Yashiro: well, if you want me to be completely honest ... I did notice something ... but I'm not sure if I can talk about it!
Takarada: Spit it out! … tell me!
Yashiro: Well, I don't know if I'm wrong … but I saw her staring at some guy … he seemed to have recognized her … and he backed off … he stayed away while his kids came forward to get autographs
Takarada: A man with his kids caught her attention? … that's awfully vague!
Yashiro: I asked her if I should remove him, and she pretend not to know what I was talking about ... I'm 75% that it was him who caused her behavior to change
Takarada: what about the 25%?!
Yashiro: I'm not sure … but maybe because his kids came close … I heard them talk in English, they looked foreign to me … or at least half Japanese
Takarada: So, what do you think about that … why did this man suddenly cause such problem?
Yashiro: I personally prefer not to assume anything
Takarada: I see … Thanks Yashiro-kun … I will figure out how to go from here … take care!
Yashiro: no problem … good night …
But he thought to himself (Ren is going to kill me)
Takarada sat down after going to his desk and picking up some files and thought: Did the father finally make his appearance visible … was she right after all … about seeing him then? … it's not looking good right now … is this bad news I wonder?!
He felt that something was going to happen … he wasn't sure what, but he vowed that he will be on their side against anyone that will try to hurt them … he decided to keep watch for now … hoping he doesn't have to interfere so soon
(Saena's Apartment)
Saena sat in bed with her files in hand … she was trying to busy herself from thinking about a certain someone ... as she did sense that Kyoko was aware that something was wrong ... she didn't know how to talk about it … so she tried to focus on her work
Coming out of the bathroom, Kyoko finished applying her skin-care … she headed to the bed and sat down
Saena: are they going to pick you up tomorrow?
Kyoko: No … I am planning to go to school actually!
Saena: I see … so you're going to turn in that form?
Kyoko: Yes … Hopefully it's not too late!
Saena: I will take you there then!
Kyoko knew that if she refused it will cause them to be distant so she just agreed and started packing her school bag to have it ready for tomorrow, her phone rang ... so she answers it saying: Hello, …. Tsuraga-san?
Ren: Mogami-san … Do you have a minute?
Kyoko: Yes!
Ren: I hope I'm not interrupting anything!
Kyoko: No … not at all … I was just finished getting my things ready to go to school tomorrow
Ren: Yes … I remember that you told Yashiro he didn't need to pick you up tomorrow
Kyoko: Since I was able to do all my work today … without much NG's … I managed to finish all the scene and so I don't have to go to set tomorrow!
Ren: your improving a lot … you should be proud of yourself!
Kyoko: Thank you Tsuraga-san!
Ren: Any way … may I speak to you about something!
Kyoko: Go ahead!
Ren: I just wanted to apologize about today … I felt horrible abou ….
Shocked, Kyoko interrupted him saying: You don't need to apologize for anything Tsuraga-san ... I was very happy Today! … The signing went well, and I had my favorite dish … I don't understand why you would apologize to me!
Ren: Kijima said some awful things to you, but no one stopped him … I would have said something … but we were in a public place ... so I became a coward by saying nothing!
Kyoko: Tsuraga-san! …. Don't say that! … it's not your fault … it's Kijima-san who's wrong ... well he's just acting like himself as usual .. it didn't bother me at all … I think that if you said something … I might actually be troubled … so thank you for not doing so !
Ren thought to himself ( She would be troubled if I said something … why ?!) …
a minute passed by in silence
Kyoko: Tsuraga-san ?! … are you there ?
Ren: Ah Yes .. sorry ..
Feeling troubled that Ren apologized not once but twice, Kyoko said: you don't have to apologize to me … it's really not your fault !
Ren clenched his fest and said to himself : If we were somewhere more private … I would have beat him to a pulp
Freaking out … Kyoko shouted: Tsuraga-san ! … Violence is not the answer !
Shocked Saena stared at Kyoko … not knowing what they are talking about .. she was worried especially since the word violence was mentioned !
Shocked by the words that came out of his mouth … he only meant to think them to himself … Ren thought to himself ( what ? .. did I just say out loud ?)
Kyoko: Are you acting like Nii-san again ?!
Ren: What ?!
Kyoko: The President told me … were going to play the heel siblings one more time!
Ren: I heard about it from him Yesterday
Kyoko: Perhaps Nii-san is mad by what Kijima-san said, and want's to knock him out .. but that's a bad idea !
Ren: I'm not acting like Cain right now!
Kyoko: You're not ?! … then why would the kind and polite Tsuraga-san say something only Cain would?
Ren: Because we are the same person?! … I'm sorry … let me rephrase that … I wouldn't have left him without saying anything if we weren't in a public setting !
Kyoko: I don't get it … why ?! …. I told you not to worry about it … you don't have to feel guilty about that … I don't expect you to say anything anyway !
Ren: That's where the problem lies … I don't act as I should … you don't want me to act because you don't expect me to … and would be troubling if I do !
Kyoko: I get that his behavior bothers you … since he asked some personal questions .. and said I look plain and all … but I don't mind really … he isn't completely wrong ..and he did apologize!
Ren: It's still very rude … and even if you don't mind his behavior … it doesn't make it right .. and I was wrong for not saying something sooner .. I just wasn't sure I was going to be able to control my temper then and there !
Kyoko blushes at thought that Ren got mad on her behalf … she really didn't think it was necessary, but deep down it moved her deeply, that caused one of the locks Kyoko tried to relock her love box with, to unlock and drop … Kyoko wasn't able to keep that box locked because of him and his sweet talk
Ren: I normally won't allow others to say rude things like that … sure it's him .. and he acts like that all the time .. I should expect him to say rude things … but he was very Impolite .. asking about you mother … and father … and insulting you in the process !
Kyoko: I already said it's ok … and that he isn't too far off, I am normally viewed as normal and plain for the most part … I heard it many times … from many different people!
Ren: I get your point … but I disagree !
Kyoko: Disagree ?!
Ren took a deep breath and confidently said: Sure, make-up has its magic … but I don't think it transforms you particularly … Your good as you are .. and make-up only helps enhance your beauty … don't listen to people who can't see what I see !
Stunned Kyoko turns beet red, she couldn't believe Ren was complimenting her that much .. it made her feel good … but it also scared her terribly … she still couldn't handle it when he said something that made her feel like she was special to him
Ren: I know this might sound weird coming from me .. but that's how I truly feel … I'm not sure which action will affect you so I'm always in a dilemma!
Still stunned Kyoko says: why are you saying all this Tsuraga-san .. it's not like you … Are you drunk or something ?!
Ren: Drunk.. why? … I haven't even touched any alcoholic drink in the past month!
Not being able to handle it, Kyoko changes the subject immediately : Don't you have work very early tomorrow ?!
Ren: I do … but I …..
Kyoko interrupts: you should head to bed … I need to sleep to .. I will talk to you later !
Ren: Wait !
Kyoko hangs up and slumps down on the bed … she wasn't sure how to react … he was being way too caring .. too nice … her heart was beating so fast that her head started to spin with wild thoughts
She talked to herself saying: Tsuraga-san … if you continue to do that … I will completely lose it, seriously …. Why do you have to be so nice … I will get the wrong Idea and then … and then ….
Saena looked at Kyoko … she figured out that Kyoko was nervous … her actions and words point that out … it was clear to her that she liked him too
Love, …. Yes … this word Scared them…. They both found it hard to love again … after being hurt like that … Saena never opened her heart again ... she rejected everyone, even her own child ... she couldn't say she loved Kyoko … not yet … because she still thought she was uncapable of loving anyone … at least not yet
Kyoko was also still unable to love, not after what Shotaro did, although her suffering is nowhere near her mothers, she still had negative thoughts about it and she has yet to graduate from that doomed love me section … she somewhat believed that she might be stuck there forever
Not wanting to get involved, Saena ignores the topic of love, however when Kyoko mentioned the heel siblings, the topic interested her to some extent
So, she asked innocently: what's going on?
Surprised, Kyoko jumped when her mother asked
Kyoko: Nothing … it's nothing! … Kijima-san said things that Tsuraga-san thought was rude ... so he apologized about that … although he didn't need to!
Saena: I see … so why did you think he would be violent then?
Kyoko: He mentioned something about hitting him!
Saena: …
Kyoko: Tsuraga-san isn't a violent person at all …
Saena: what about Cain heel ... is he violent?
Kyoko: well …
Saena: He plays a role of a murderer in the movie … but is Cain his character supposed to be violent too? … your president told me about it ... so you don't have to be worried about answering one question!
Kyoko: well, he should be overprotective of his little sister … so yeah ... he's kind of violent to everyone but me … Setsuka!
Saena: So, are you going to stay together during that week or two?
Shy, Kyoko faced flushed, so she just nodded yes
Saena still interested in how Kyoko managed to fool Ren, when she's acting all shy and nervous ... its was very obvious to her … but why didn't that man figure it out … he, who lived with her in the same hotel room for some time didn't have an idea about her feelings, so she asked: and how did you manage that … you look so shy just talking about it … are you just good at acting … good enough to trick him ?
Nervous, Kyoko could only ask: trick him?
Saena: Never mind … forget it!
Anxious, Kyoko was relieved her mother didn't stress her question
Saena: Anyhow … you should go to sleep!
Kyoko: Ok!
Putting her papers away, Saena says: please turn off the lights!
Kyoko: ok …. (she turns off the lights and goes to sleep)
Saena was still awake thinking of many things ... but one thing really bothered her ... that man coming close to Kyoko scared her ... and although she thought she had no right to be so protective of her daughter after leaving her behind ... she was still fearful that her father will take her away
Kyoko was also still awake … her heart beat so fast she felt anxious … she thought she needed to avoid Ren in order to close the locks he opened today … he was the one man who was able to move her … when Kijima said she was beautiful ... she didn't feel the same way ... her heart didn't feel special ... but with Ren ... anything nice he says gets her … and today was almost too much for her
A while later …. Kyoko was finally able to sleep since her heart calmed down a little ... she comforted herself saying that he only cares about her since she's his junior … he was in love with someone, she knew that for a fact ... but it wasn't Kana-san or Morizumi Kimiko … so who was it?
When Saena noticed that Kyoko was asleep, Saena got out of bed and left her bedroom … she sat in the living room quietly ... she couldn't sleep … everything she did was not easing her discomfort ... her heart felt heavy … as if the storm was just about to start ... she didn't know what to expect ... she was lost
Her tears got the better of her … she couldn't hold it anymore … she felt like her world was ending … her peaceful days were over … she didn't want to think negatively … but it's the only thing she knows ... the man of her nightmares is back … although she never hated him in the past ... she was really upset … he sounded very ignorant … she recalled the whole conversation and tears started falling
At 2:30 am, Kyoko woke up … she wasn't really a light sleeper ... but maybe because her heart didn't really settle down enough ... she wasn't able to sleep deeply ... she noticed her mother wasn't in bed ... she got up and got closer to the open door
Using the Ninja skills, she acquired from training … she didn't make any noise … but she could hear crying … her mother cried hard … it worried her … she wasn't sure what to do
Troubled, Kyoko returned to bed wondering (what happened, is it really work? ... sure, she went to a meeting with Todoh-san … but did things go bad ... is there a huge issue ... or is it me ... did I open I wound she can't close? … I troubled her I'm sure ... but is this because of me ... she said it wasn't me ... she's usually honest with me .… so … what is it?)
The crying stopped and a figure came closer to the room … her mother came in, took some clothes and entered the bathroom … then a stream of water can be heard ... she was taking a shower
Saena entered the shower without taking any clothes off ... she just needed to cool off and a cold shower sounded like a good idea … but not even ice cold water was able to freeze her worries away … her anger was only increasing … he dared to come … and brought his wife with him like she was nothing ... he may have apologized ... but it wasn't really for her ... he did it for his family … why now … why ?!
She didn't really care about his wife much ... she didn't sense anything bad from her ... she seemed like a kind person … but she didn't know ... she couldn't really judge her, since she misjudged him and ruined everything in the past
Saena finished after 30 minutes … she came out and laid on the bed … her thoughts kept her up until the early hours of the morning … she finally slept … but she didn't have long ... she needs to wake up soon enough to drive Kyoko to school and go to work
(Next Day – Saena's apartment)
Saena woke up, forcing herself out of bed … she cleaned up in the bathroom ... and came out to find that Kyoko prepared her favorite kind of breakfast … she sat down and asked: why did you cook this?
Kyoko: It's your favorite isn't it? ... I thought it would cheer you up a little ... since you seemed down yesterday ... I don't mean to intrude … I just hope you're ok! … with work or whatever it is
Saena smiled and said: Thank you for being considerate ... it's just some adult things ... nothing for you to be worried about!
Kyoko: Can I be of any help?
Saena looked at Kyoko, who couldn't hide her concern and said: I'm sorry … but you can't help with this problem … but thank you for your concern ... don't worry to much!
Kyoko: I see … but if you ever need to talk to me about it … I wouldn't mind giving you my time and listen … sometimes … I find it comfortable to voice my concern … or just cry it out!
Saena: I will handle it … just eat your breakfast … you don't want to be late!
Kyoko: Ok
The two ate their breakfast in silence … Kyoko although less concerned ... she was still worried about her mother and her wellbeing … she was convinced it's not about her personally, but she was still worried she might do or say something that may make it worse
Saena drove Kyoko to her school, met the teacher who was responsible for her and they gave her the filled and signed forms … the teacher said that she will begin Kyoko's transition to her new class right away … She saw Kyoko go to her new class and made sure everything was ok with her, and then left for work
(Viride Law Office)
Kioshi and his mother came early to see if they can meet Saena, ... Anna however, stayed with the boys and refused to go with them, … they were walking around the parking area, knowing that the office will open soon, they came close to the back entrance
Saena Arrived at her office just in time … she got out of her car and sighed heavily ... she was ok in the morning … she was still tired from not getting enough sleep ... but what made her uncomfortable is coming back to work ... that man coming here ruined her mood ... just remembering him got on her nerves
Kioshi and his mother spotted Saena standing next to her car ... they got closer to get a better look, and it seemed like they were spying on her
When the image of that man's face flashed in Saena's mind, she slammed the door with anger ... which surprised Todoh-san … who was walking towards her
Todoh: Didn't get enough sleep last night?
Saena: Todoh-san … what are you doing here?
Confused, Todoh answers: I came to work … what about you? … am I supposed to be somewhere else?!
Saena: No …
Todoh: Don't worry … we won't let them turn it back on us ... we have all the evidence we need
Depressed, Saena answers: Don't give them to me … The evidence … I might end up losing them … just like back then!
Concerned, Todoh asks suspiciously: what was that about?!
Saena: whatever … (she just walks away)
Todoh: Did something happened with Kyoko-chan?
Saena: No, why?
Todoh: Then … what happened … what made you slam the door of your car ... someone as emotionless as you ... wouldn't slam a door like that ... you looked angry!
Bothered, Saena answers: Mind your own business!
Todoh: You changed you know! …. I'm not your enemy here … I'm you ally!
Saena: Can you forget about what just happened … I don't have time for that!
Katagiri-san came behind them and asked: Your awfully late Mogami … your usually here 30 minutes before we open!
Saena: I visited Kyoko's school … I accompanied her while she submitted some important forms
Todoh smiled at her, he was happy she was trying to do motherly things … she changed … but not all of it is positive ... that he was sure of ... but the reason was still unknown to him
Katagiri: So, what made you slam the door? … did anything go wrong?
Saena: No sir … I just remembered something unpleasant
Katagiri: Do you mind explaining it to me in my office … your behavior lately bothers me ... so come to my office, am I clear?
Saena responds while looking down: Yes
Todoh noticed that Saena looked troubled … when Kyoko was mentioned she didn't look upset, but when they mentioned her slamming the door ... she shifted … it was clear to him that something happens… but it's not about Kyoko … not directly at least
All three of them entered the building together
Kioshi and his mother looked at each other …. Kioshi thought to himself (what happen, is she mad because I came to the signing? …. And that man is awfully close to her, ... it sorts of bothers me)
Nanami of the other hand though (I guess we can't meet her today … but … it seems like she's a bad lawyer … if she's unable to handle stress, she should just stay home)
After putting down her things … Saena composed herself and went to her boss's office ... she confessed to him what happened ... and he was very understanding … yet he warned her ... if she needed help … she should ask him or someone she trust … like Todoh-san ... she agreed and went back to work
(That Night – Saena's Apartment)
Saena felt a little better after speaking with Katagiri-san … he knew her better than most people, maybe less then Todoh-san though … but he knew enough to read her mood … he watched her all last week since he heard the secretary gossip about her crying in the meeting room ... he connected the dotes and everything made sense … he also gave her advice going forward
Saena felt thankful to Kyoko's advice ... talking to someone did help … but she still felt that the storm is yet to hit ... it was like the calm before the storm … she couldn't shake that feeling off
Strangely however, ... even though that man came, it actually helped her feel more protective of Kyoko then distant ... she felt comfort from Kyoko … she didn't hate her touch ... she actually felt relieved … which was completely the opposite in the past
Kyoko Returned home after finished her job at TBM … she changed and then sat with her mother, who offered to make tea … he mother making small steps made her happy so she happily accepted
Saena: Are you going to school tomorrow?
Kyoko: Yes, but only in the morning ... I will be meeting Momose-san for a pre-script run … the writer of the script wanted to observe us before he completes the script ... he wanted to get a feel of our personalities or something
Saena: I see ... well, I will take you to school, but you can manage from there like today?
Kyoko: Yes … I can manage ... thank you
Saena: How was your new class?
Kyoko: Not bad … some people stared ... but no one bothered me!
Saena: If anything happens, you can speak to me about it! ... and … well …. thank you!
Confused Kyoko asks: for?
Saena: your advice ... talking to someone does help ... so thank you!
Touched, Kyoko answers: Your welcome … I'm glad it helped ... you do look a lot more relaxed which is comforting!
Still, although they were getting closer and closer, there was still a sense of awkwardness, which caused Saena to change subject whenever she felt stuck and unable to carry the conversation ... she didn't do that to hurt Kyoko ... she just wasn't completely comfortable yet
So, Saena smiles and says: The bath should be just about right … you should go take one …as for myself, I'm going to bed!
Kyoko: Thank you! …. Good night!
After a warm bath Kyoko went to the bedroom and saw that her mother was fast asleep ... she was relieved to see her like that ... since she looked tired … she hoped that everything goes well from now on
(The next Day)
Early that Day … Saena drove Kyoko to school and left for work … she was feeling a little bit better, so she was calm and managed to not worry Kyoko
After Attending school, Kyoko left early and rushed to the mall to meet up with Momose who was also on her way there … they arrived in time, and met some of the staff … The script writer told them to act as normally as they would, and that he will observe from a close distance
Momose: Let's go!
Kyoko: yeah!
Momose: What do you usually do?
Kyoko: To be honest, I rarely ever went out with friends like this … besides, Moko-san told me that my idea of a fun day out with a friend was creepy … so I'm clueless
Momose: Kyoko-chan … you're really a mysterious person!
Kyoko: why?
Momose: your funny and kind … cheerful … I'm curious how you grew up … what made you become who you are today?!
Kyoko: ah … well … it's complicated!
Momose: let's go … I will show you how I use to enjoy my days in middle and high school … watch and learn!
Kyoko: alright!
The two girls enjoyed shopping together … they acted like normal high school students … and they had so much fun together … after 2 hours, the script writer figured out how they want to portray them ... he did say that he got all he needed and offered them lunch … they agreed
He told them to meet him at a Café …. And went ahead of them … he needed to talk to some staff members about certain things he wants to include in his final script
Not knowing where the Café the script writer talking about, the girl got lost somehow … so they kept walking around
(In a Different Corner … Same Mall)
Anna was there shopping and spending time with her three boys
They were bored in the hotel room and since their father and grandmother were out on their own business, they decided to go out as well
Anna wanted to help Hiroki, her oldest out … he confessed to her that he heard the whole conversation … and learned some unpleasant things … she tried hard to convince him not to say anything and act normal … she knew he had a hard time accepting everything … but she was happy he was acting normal again
Hiroki was still feeling anxious about everything ... he didn't know what it all meant for his family's future … he wanted to forget everything he heard... but couldn't … he felt bad for his mother … his grandmother, who he loved, was awful to her … especially that night, so he wanted to make her feel better
He volunteered to get drinks since his younger siblings were thirsty ... he knew his way around ... he was smart after all ... besides, his Japanese skills were the best amongst his family, He knew more Kanji then his own father … He loved the Japanese language and learned it, hoping that one day he can live in Japan when he grows up.
Walking around … he felt like a foreigner … everything was exciting … he loved his father's country and wanted to experience more of it … He walked around looking for a place that offers drinks …. Found one and went to order some drinks … he paid and waited for the orders to be made
His own drink order was completed first, so he took a sip while he waited for the other orders to be completed … he kept practicing reading the signs around him ... greeting anyone that looks at him ... he knew he looked a little different … given he looked more like his mother who was American ... but he can pass as a Japanese if he dyed his hair a darker shade of brown
While he looked around, he spotted a familiar face … it was Kyoko … walking with another actress he met the other day … they seemed like they were having fun … The memory of hearing that Kyoko might be his half-sister caused him to feel a little anxious … and what made matters worse is that Kyoko looked at him and smiled … he gulped anxiously with odd thoughts running through his head, he didn't notice he dropped his drink, spilling it all over the floor
Kyoko and Momose felt bad, because when he saw them he looked shy and accidently dropped his drink …they thought he was shocked to see actresses walking around like this, …. so, they approached him, wanting to help out
Hiroki stared at them as they came closer and took a step backwards … not knowing what to do ... he decided to wait there … he wanted to know what Kyoko was really like … maybe it's not so bad she's his half-sister … he didn't want his mother to suffer with miscarriages anymore either … so his wish to have a sister might have already been answered
Kyoko: Are you ok?!
Hiroki's thoughts stop … as Kyoko came closer to check on him ... she seemed nice ... but he was too nervous to answer
Momose: maybe he doesn't know Japanese ... he looks like foreigner, doesn't he?
Kyoko: Maybe … (she switched to English) and asked: Are you alright?
Momose: Impressive … you know English Kyoko-chan?
Kyoko: Yes!
Momose: he's still not responding … I wonder … is English also not the right language?
Nervous, Hiroki claimed: I am Japanese … and American ... so I know both languages
Kyoko: I see … you're similar to the boy who came to the signing the other day!
Momose: oh yeah, he does look familiar, now that you mentioned it!
Hiroki: I did go to the signing ... for my mom's birthday … I wanted to gift her the complete collection for your series … and I managed to get the autograph for Mio ... my mom's favorite actress of all time!
Kyoko: So, it's really you … nice to see you again!
Hiroki smiled, and said: I didn't think I would see two famous actors walking so freely ... don't you have paparazzi following you and need bodyguards
Momose: I guess it's different in America... but it's ok in Japan ... Most Japanese people respect that we also have private lives too … actually, we are here for a different project … so we do have people around looking out for us!
Hiroki: oh … that's cool! … that's great to hear!
Kyoko: yup … it does become troublesome as you become more popular and noticed ... but we can manage to live our lives as we wish!
Hiroki: I see!
Kyoko: anyway … are you alright … you dropped your drink!
Hiroki looked down and saw the mess he made and felt embarrassed, he answered: I'm fine … I'm sorry for causing a mess!
Momose: Don't worry about it … I will ask the store manager to handle it
Kyoko: Let's also get him another drink … I feel bad ... he dropped it because of us!
Momose: yeah!
Hiroki: you don't have to!
Kyoko: But, we want to!
Momose asks the staff for help to clean the mess … they also ordered another drink
Kyoko paid for the drink using her own money … beating Momose to the cashier
Momose: I told you I can handle it!
Kyoko: Let's say I'm treating one of my biggest fan's kids!
Momose: fine … as you like!
Kyoko: Here you go … what's your name by the way?
After taking his drink, Hiroki answers: My name is Hiroki!
Momose: What a cute name!
Kyoko: Hiroki-kun … it was nice meeting you! …. Sorry for your spilled drink!
Hiroki: It was nice to meet you too!
Kyoko: well then, we should get going … take care and be careful, ok?!
Hiroki smiles and looks away … he was shy and his face was a little red … he was a teenager, and frankly, interacting with girls was still new to him, he found both girls attractive ... he found that odd, especially since one of them might be his sister
Momose: someone is shy … he's blushing!
Kyoko: Don't tease him Momose-san!
Momose: Sorry … however, I don't think his mother is the only fan …. Say … would you like to take a picture with us? …. I know the other day pictures weren't allowed … but I personally don't mind … do you, Kyoko-chan?
Kyoko: I don't!
Momose: what do you think, Hiroki-kun?
Hiroki: I would love that!
The staff member from the drinks store offered to take the picture for them, so Kyoko stood beside Hiroki, while Momose stood on the other side … they all posed and the picture was takin with Kyoko's phone … since Hiroki left his phone with his younger brother … Kyoko sent him the picture via e-mail
Hiroki had mixed feelings at this moment … Kyoko was standing next to him ... and she was really nice to him … he thought she was cool, and felt happy getting a picture with her
Momose noticed that Hiroki was more interested in Kyoko, so she took a picture of them together as well
Kyoko double checked the e-mail before sending it, … and said: You should have both pictures now!
Hiroki: Thank you! … I appreciate it!
Kyoko smiled and said: alright then … take care!
Momose: we should hurry to meet Endo-san … he is waiting for us!
Hiroki: Sorry ... I must have delayed you!
Kyoko: No problem … he had things to do first! ... but we should really get going ... take care Hiroki-kun
Momose: bye … nice meeting you again ... tell your mother we said hello!
Hiroki: I will, Bye! … (He bowed to them as the waved and left)
After they left … Hiroki picked up all the drinks and returned to the store where his mother and brothers were waiting
Hayato and Hokuto were excited … they took their drinks happily
Anna: what took you so long … I was worried about you … I almost left to look for you
Hayato: But I stopped her telling her that if you get back and were not here you would panic, since you let me borrow your phone
Hiroki: Can I have it back?
Hayato: sure!
Anna looked at her son, and sighed … she was just happy he was back and safe … she was just worried because he took longer than she expected
Hiroki: I got it … Yes!
Anna: what did you get?
Holding up his phone, He shows his mother the picture of him with Momose and Kyoko
Anna: You met her?
Hiroki: Yeah … I was shocked I dropped my drink ... so she bought me a drink to replace the spilled one … she was super nice!
Anna smiled and said: That's nice of her!
Hiroki: Yeah, … she sorts of remembered me from the signing. and although I told her she didn't have to get me a new drink, she insisted, and said that since you're her fan, it's her way of thanking you by treating me ... they both felt bad because they knew I dropped it when I saw them
Anna: I see, …. Well, then … let's get going … I want to check one more store
Hokuto: I'm hungry!
Anna: You just got a drink … I promise … after were done from shopping we can get lunch
Hokuto: But I'm tired of shopping ... I'm hungry!
Hiroki: why don't we eat and then continue shopping?
Anna: good point … let's go eat then!
(In the mall – inside a Café)
Kyoko and Momose were sitting with the director, screen writer and the producer
They discussed many things concerning the direction and the characters in the movie. Kyoko schedule was clearing up since she has shot half of her scenes for "Lotus in the Mud" without much NG's … and her role as Bo was taken by a few temporary members who she trained herself.
After the discussion ended, the director, screen writer and producer, got ready to leave. They offered lunch to the girls and they informed them the lunch was paid for already, so they can order whatever they like. As they left, a mother and her three boys entered the café. The waiter took them to their table, right behind Kyoko and Momose.
Hiroki recognized Kyoko and Momose right away, and to his surprise, Momose recognized him as well, Kyoko had her back to them, so she looked behind her to see who Momose was waving at and waves when she saw Hiroki, his siblings, and their mother. The boys waved back shyly.
Anna was surprised to see them, but she didn't approach them, she just nodded to them, bowed slightly, then she sat in her seat quietly. where her back was back to back with Kyoko's. Hayato asked his mother why she didn't go to the girls and greet them, and Anna replied that it's rude, the girls were having their meal, they had their own lives and privacy, so she shouldn't approach them just because she's a fan.
Kyoko and Momose were served their main dishes and they started eating … they were enjoying this time together, and they felt that they became much closer friends then before.
While eating, Kyoko got a call from Kanae, and discussed their plans for the Karaoke, and Kyoko invited Momose to join them, since she thought it was rude to plan something in front of her without including her … and Momose gladly accepted.
Kyoko: It will be fun … I'm glad were all getting together, I will introduce you to my best friends and members of the love me section, Moko-san and Amamiya-san!
Momose: Glad to join you … you really didn't have to invite me … your always so polite, I really appreciate it!
Kyoko: Your too nice Momose-san!
Momose: Sometime I wonder, how are you able to play such dark people, when the real you are so cute, nice and polite … it's bizarre really … I wonder where all this darkness came from!
Kyoko: you can thank Sho for that …. He ruined me completely … I even … I even … flipped someone before!
Momose: flipped someone? … what do you mean!
Kyoko: I learned it from him too … it's when you raise your middle finger to someone's face … it's very rude, and I can't understand what went in my mind to get me to do that … I apologized since then … but I still regret doing that!
Momose: I can't imagine you doing that … I wonder, … who is it … the person you did that to?
Super embarrassed, Kyoko answers: it was …. Well … this is embarrassing … the person was ... Tsuraga-san!
Momose: No way … you and Tsuraga-san are super close! …. Why?
Kyoko: It was when we first met … we didn't really get along then ... he said some things and I got really upset … so I did that … I did apologize soon after … if I didn't … I would imagine we wouldn't even talk to one another.
Momose: I am very curious about you honestly … I wonder if it's ok to ask!
Kyoko: I don't mind!
Momose: When did that boy do? … that Fuwa guy I mean, why did you turn dark because of him? … you told me that you were considered childhood friends, when did it all go wrong?
Kyoko: well, it's because he threw me away … I guess you can say that … He never really liked me the same way I liked him, so when he no longer needed me, he just said some mean things and hurt me … I thought he was everything, but he was just a jerk … he didn't think of me as a love interest, I was more like a maid to him than anything.
Momose: I see, so you thought your childhood friendship would blossom into childhood crush ... but he didn't see you in that way … but why a maid?
Kyoko: I use to help around in his parent's business … and I would especially help him around, so he brought me here to Tokyo out of convenience for himself ... not because I was special like I originally believed ... I was an idiot back then … because love is poison … it's a doomed road straight to hell!
Concerned, Momose says: that's your view on love? …. Kyoko-chan … don't you think your judging love to hard … one bad experience doesn't have to shape your whole view on love!
Anna heard the whole conversation … she wasn't trying to hear it, but the two girls were super close, she could hear everything clearly … when she heard about Kyoko not wanting to fall in love, she felt really bad, fearing that her mother's experience is having a negative effect on her as well
Kyoko: As I mentioned before … I truly believe that I'm an unlucky person …. I don't think someone like me should ever fall in love … I became a complete idiot … I was just an empty shell, did everything for that guy … just to be thrown away like trash … no wonder my mom wasn't happy one bit when she heard what happened.
Momose: I have the impression … that … your mother is the strict kind, but is she?
Kyoko: Ah yes … she's a lawyer after all ... however, she's a lot more lenient now! … back then if I didn't get a full mark, I would be screamed at … but now that I am able to get full marks, she's proud of me, she even hung my certificate on the wall, the same day I moved in!
Hearing that, Anna wasn't surprised, she did have the same impression, that Saena was a strict person, her own father was also a lawyer, and a very strict one too … but that made her become an honest and righteous person … she loved her father … and respected him more as she grew.
Momose: By the way … is everything ok with you two? … I don't mean to intrude, but you two seemed off in the restaurant the other day … she looked out of it completely from the beginning ... although she was super friendly in the signing ... did something happen I wonder?
Kyoko: To be honest, that is something I am concerned about myself ... she's not cold and distant as a week ago … but there is definitely something bothering her, and although she did speak to someone about it, she's still odd somehow!
Momose: why don't you try talking to her about it?
Kyoko: she told me it's an adult thing, and I shouldn't worry about it … so I can't really ask anymore, which is why I feel helpless, I can't do anything to help her ... do you talk about adult things with your mother?
Momose: No, I don't … I understand her point … when my mother has adult issues, she would talk to me dad about it … so It's also an untouched territory … I get it … parents never view their kids as more then kids, even as we grew older, their problems will never be discussed with us!
Kyoko: I agree!
Momose: It's difficult to see her like that isn't it? … not being able to talk to her, and your father isn't there to support her … I am sorry you have to face such situation … may your father rest in peace!
Kyoko: huh? …. I think you misunderstood me, I don't have a father as in, he's not in the picture, I really don't know where he went … but, I certainly don't think he's dead!
Embarrassed, Momose: Sorry, I didn't mean that!
Kyoko: That's alright … people did assume that when I was middle school, and they even teased me about it! … I really don't know, though … he might have died for all I know … but I really sure hope he didn't!
Momose: Well, any girl would want a relationship with her father, I understand that!
Kyoko: That's not quite it … I don't really want a relationship with him at all … I don't even want to meet that person … I just think that he shouldn't die without letting my mother have her closure!
Anna was surprised to hear Kyoko call her father as "that person" … it was clear to her that Kyoko doesn't even think of her father in a favorable way … which is understandable ... but it worried her, knowing her mother in law is involved, and that she won't take any insult against her son lightly … Kyoko might be up against a difficult women, that is if Kyoko is really Kioshi's daughter.
Momose: This must be a complicated issue!
Kyoko: Yeah … I tried to talk to both Moko-san and Chiori, but both said something similar, about their parent's dealing with their own problems ... but since it's just me and my mom, I feel powerless, I really hate seeing her suffer in silence … It's been ongoing since I was young
Momose: Since you were young?
Kyoko: well, aside from her being strict ... every time something bad happened at work, she would sit in her office and … well, … she would cry … I couldn't do anything then … and since she was able to become successful and powerful, I think she felt much better, but …. Lately with her feeling odd, I did notice that she would cry in the middle on the night ... yet … I still couldn't bring myself to ask or help her in any way!
Hearing that, Anna felt terrible … her actions not only hurt Saena, but her daughter as well, if only she didn't ask her husband to apologize … those two wouldn't suffer like this
Anna started regretting everything, and felt really upset … she caused all this chaos, … and now that her mother in law is involved, the real drama is yet to start … that fact alone made Anna feel sick to her stomach!
Momose: Crying is certainly a good way to release negative feelings, but I get it, when I saw my mother cry in the past … it broke my heart ... so I understand why you feel helpless … isn't there anyone she could talk to, like a grandmother of something?
Kyoko: Unfortunately, ... it's really just me and her!
Momose: I see … well, I hope that whatever is bothering her goes away!
Kyoko: Yeah ... I really hope so too, I want her to feel better soon, I would do anything to have that happen
Momose: So, going back to the subject of love ... you don't think you will ever fall in love again?
Kyoko: Well, I really can't control that to some extent ... but what I can control … is never let those feeling grow … I will lock that box with all the locks I can manage … I will do anything to make sure I don't let that ill-fated box open again!
Momose: Not even for someone you really like?
Confidently, Kyoko answer: YES!
Momose: Not that I had the best love experiences either ... but I learned a lot from every experience, ... I think that's something you should explore rather than locking that box!
Kyoko: You got your heart broken before?
Momose: well, yes ... I was even in a one-sided relationship too ... I liked someone who didn't return my feelings ... he did approach me after I became a celebrity, but I rejected them. Because if he didn't like me as a normal person, he doesn't deserve me, when I'm rich and famous … even though my heart was broken back then, I learned a lot and I figured out which direction I want to take ... I will give love another try … when I meet someone worth giving my attention to that is!
Kyoko: Your very optimistic about love … it's inspiring …. But I don't think I'm ready for that … I'd rather die than fall in love … and I can't deny having feeling for someone … but as long as no one knows about them … I'm safe … I will keep those feelings locked away …because I don't want to get hurt again … having my love returned is like a dream that will never come true!
Momose: Is that why you're in that section called love me?
Embarrassed, Kyoko answers: Yes ….
Momose: shouldn't you try to open your heart again … isn't that the purpose … to gain the love of people?!
Kyoko: I can't do that when I only play villains and hated characters!
Momose: don't worry, in our next project … you're not going to be a villain, and I can't imagine anyone hating your character at all!
Excited, Kyoko: You're right! …. I'm so excited for it!
Momose: Kyoko-chan … I will make sure your negative viewpoint about love changes!
Kyoko: Thank you Momose-san!
A phone starts ringing
Momose: is that yours?
Kyoko: yes … excuse me!
Momose: go ahead!
Answering her phone, Kyoko says: Hello, this is Mogami!
Curious, Momose wonders who is on the other side of the phone
Kyoko: Tsuraga-san … ah, I'm in a café with Momose-san … we just finished our work for today
Momose smiles and thinks (those two are so close, if only Kyoko can be honest with herself ... she would be in a happy relationship with him … they really do look good together!)
On the phone, Ren: Can you tell me the name of the Café, so I can pick you up?
Kyoko: why?
Ren: did you forget our plans? … we discussed it yesterday … that we will meet today and talk!
Kyoko: Oh yes … Sorry … I'm in Shibuya scramble square mall, … we had lunch at Café Cova Milano!
Ren: Are you still there?
Kyoko: Yes, we are just having a little chat after we ate lunch … it's a very relaxing place!
Ren: Glad you enjoyed it
Kyoko: Tsuraga-san … where do you want to meet … I can come meet you there?
Ren: No, stay where you are … I will come pick you up!
Kyoko: but …...
Ren: Mogami-san … I know the place … I had lunch with a director there before …. So just continue your chat until I get there! … it will take me about 10 minutes!
Kyoko: Ok!
Ren: alright … see you soon!
Kyoko: yeah … drive safe!
Ren: alright, bye now … (hangs ups the phone and takes a U-turn)
Kyoko looks at her phone and her heart starts racing … she takes a deep breath and smiles
Momose: You two are sure close!
Kyoko: that's because he's me senior in LME … I truly respect him ... and both of us plan to become great actors just like him!
Momose: Yeah! … we will! … Let's work super hard to achieve that goal!
Kyoko: Yes!
The two girls enjoy chatting about different things, and time passed by quickly … 10 minutes pass, and a young man enters the café with a poor excuse of a disguise
Kyoko sees Ren coming in and walking towards them and says: Tsuraga-san!
Momose: He's here already?
Ren: I'm sorry if I interrupted anything!
Momose: oh no, you didn't! … we were about done! … It' nice to see you again Tsuraga-san!
Ren: It's nice to see you again, Momose-san … I hope you're doing well!
Momose: Yes … I hope the same for you!
Ren: Thank you!
Kyoko: well, I should go pay!
Momose: Kyoko-chan, … it's already paid for! … don't worry about it!
Kyoko: Oh yes ... sorry! … I forgot!
Momose thinks to herself (she's obviously nervous about something!)
Ren: Momose-san … is your manager going to come pick you up?
Momose: he's here, he seated near the door, having a cup of coffee!
Ren: I see, … alright then … take care … I wish you well on your next project!
Momose: Thank you … you too! … take care Kyoko-chan!
Kyoko: Umm, Tsuraga-san … do you want to sit here and talk?
Ren: No, … we're going to my place!
Flustered, Kyoko: Tsuraga-san …lower your voice, people may hear you … people will get the wrong idea!
Ren: what wrong idea? … were just going to sit and talk!
Momose smiles and thinks to herself while walking away (those two are so obviously in love … they are just too dense to realize it! … I wish them all the best!)
Ren: let's go?
Nervous, Kyoko answers: let me just call my mom and let her know!
Ren: I already told her, no worries!
Momose looks at them and thinks (He already talked to her mom, wow, those two are really something! … I won't be shocked if they get married young !)
Ren: She let me know that she's fine with that, as long as you return home by midnight!
Tense, Kyoko answers: I see!
She was super nervous … not knowing what the topics they will talk about made her even more anxious and her mother being ok with it, was surprising … so she just nodded and went along with it … since she did make a deal with Ren to talk when they are both free, which happens to be today.
Anna thought to herself (Kyoko and Tsuraga Ren are a couple? …. She managed to get the most famous young man to fall in love with her? …. Yet she's so scared from love that she doesn't see it ... he sure looks at her like he desires her to be his … well ... it's not my business, but I hope her all the luck in work and personal life … I really hope my action don't hurt her and her mother any further)
(In the Car)
Kyoko sat next to him, not knowing what to say, she stayed quiet … she waited for him to say something, but he said nothing … he was just focused on the road
Ren mind was racing a hundred miles an hour, he had a whole plan of how he wanted to reveal his identity to Kyoko, but now that he's on his way home with her, his concerns made him forget everything … he was so anxious about how Kyoko will react, he was no longer sure how to go about everything … he tried to calm himself down, but knowing that today is the best and only time he has was nerve-racking
He remembered that Ten came all the way to help him without letting Lori know about his plans to reveal his real identity to Kyoko
Ten promised to keep it a secret, but since she needs to go overseas again, He must do what he needs to do tonight, so he can get her to die his hair again before she leaves.
His talk with Saena was also difficult ... he knew she was strict, … although she sounded ok with Kyoko going to his place, he was sure doing anything with Kyoko is impossible ... sure she still didn't return his feelings, …but he feared that if he was to cross her mother the wrong way, he might as well join Fuwa and will not be allowed to see Kyoko ever again
Kyoko looked out of the window, trying to calm herself down, but unfortunately for her, the more the area seems familiar, and the closer they got, the more anxious she was… she originally agreed just to get it over with … Ren seemed like he really wanted to continue that talk … and the only way to make him stop, is to finally talk it out
Ren slowed down as he got into the garage … he parked his car and got out of the car … he ran to the other side, and opened the door for Kyoko
Kyoko got out of the car and followed him into his apartment
Ren told her to take a seat and went into the kitchen … to prepare something to drink!
Kyoko stay there, wondering what topic he's going to start with and prayed that his "love life" isn't a topic there going to discuss
However, Ren was in the kitchen coming himself down and getting ready to finally confess his feeling to her, but only after he tells her the truth about who he really is!
(Saena's Apartment)
Saena sat down with her files in hand … she needed to prepare for an upcoming court date. She just finished eating a light lunch from the breakfast leftover Kyoko put aside. She enjoyed Kyoko's cooking and acknowledged that Kyoko had a great talent preparing good tasting food.
After finishing reading the case and preparing a plan, she put her files aside and sat in the living room. She took the remote and switched channels, but didn't find anything interesting, so she turned the TV off, and laid down. She knew that Kyoko wasn't coming home until later, as Ren had contacted her and told her he would tell Kyoko everything, she hoped Kyoko won't be hurt from hearing the truth now
Her thoughts however took a turn and returned to the unpleasant feeling she has been having since she met that man … there was this looming feeling that won't go away, it was unsettling to say the least. She wanted a way out of it, but that feeling kept creeping back. What's worse is that she started feeling like she was being watched at work.
She thought (could he be watching me? … what should I do, talking to Katagiri-san helped a little, but I still feel tense, and as much as I try to hide it from Kyoko, I know she thinks I'm being odd … I can tell she knows something is going on … I'm I suppose to tell her ... does she even what to know … what should I do? … I can't keep feeling uneasy, it will only affect her, and we will go back to square one! … I don't want that … so what is the right thing to do?
Her phone started ringing … so she answered: Yes, this is Mogami
Takarada: Mogami-san … how are you? …. This is Takarada Lori, Kyoko's boss!
Saena: I'm doing well, what about you?
Takarada: I am fine, thanks for asking …. May I have some of your time, if you're not busy that is?
Saena: I'm not busy, but what for?
Takarada: I would like to speak to you about recent development between you and Kyoko, I have received reports and I think its time we should take about it
Saena: You did mention that you will watch out for Kyoko, is that what the report is about?
Takarada: Yes indeed … If you don't mind, we can meet up somewhere and talk?
Saena: In your office?
Takarada: If it will be comfortable for you then, please pay me a visit, I will be waiting for you!
Saena thinks to herself (he helped me with my relationship with Kyoko, and what he said helped me stand up to myself the other day, maybe I can entrust him with this?)
Takarada: Mogami-san?
Saena: Actually, if it's alright … I also hope to speak to you about something that has been mothering me, of course, only if it's ok with you
Takarada: Sure … as I said previously ... if you need help you can come to me, so I don't mind at all … I will prepare some tea while I wait for your arrival!
Saena: I will be on my way!
Takarada: alright then … see you soon … drive safe!
Saena hangs up her phone, after biding him goodbye, she changes her clothes, and head out towards LME agency for her meeting with Takarada.
Author notes:
Chapter 8 ends here!
There is a lot of troubled people, Saena, Kyoko, Anna and her son ... they all have fears and feelings to figure out … will it work out well for them, or will their fears prove the future will be problematic ... Finally, Will Ren finally tell Kyoko how he really feels ... or will his plans get interrupted?! …. All that and more, coming soon!
Thank you all for reading this chapter and thank you for your support, Reviews are much appreciated!
Until next time! Jane!