Sleeping was challenging, and I detested our fights. I wanted them to climb the stairs and lie with me since I felt unsafe, but they never came upstairs Still chilly, I sat in bed. Paul? Jake I called Paul, but there was no response, so I grabbed my phone instead. It rang and rang until it reached voicemail.
Jacob received the same approach, but he did not respond. When I suddenly felt arms around me, I was crying out of panic. Embry was there.
Embry, what's going on here? I thought you had left for home.
I did, but Jake and Paul wanted me to come over this morning so they could make sure the area was free and secure. I broke down in tears once again since waking up alone and with Edward back wasn't the finest feeling ever, and I was angry with them for not waking me up to tell me.
Let's go get you something to eat. I heard him say, but I didn't answer since I was too preoccupied with my thoughts to do so. I felt him pick me up and carry me downstairs, but I wasn't hungry. I was so afraid that I couldn't even consider eating.
I didn't even notice Sam and Emily in our kitchen until Embry sat me down.
They asked us to check on you to see if you were alright. Sam said, setting a plate of food in front of me, "I am not hungry," adding, "Bella, you need to eat if not for you, then for the baby. You don't want to have to be back at the hospital." I asked if I could eat if Edward was still out there, and he texted me, "How could I feel like eating?" I screamed at Sam. I felt arms wrap around me yet again, and I didn't notice I was shaking until he wrapped Embry arms around me.
Bella Jake and Paul will not let anything happen to you or the baby. You should be aware But why didn't they tell me they were leaving?
Because they didn't want to wake you up, Emily explained as she placed some orange juice on the table.
My stomach growled, but I didn't start eating; instead, I looked out the window and tried not to break down again.
Don't make me force you to eat, Paul said. I was startled by his voice and turned to see Paul and Jake approaching. I am not hungry, BULLSHIT! Don't make me force you to eat because you need to fucking eat. I looked at Paul, stunned, as he yelled.
Did you really just yell at me and say, "That's it, I'm leaving and going back to Forks"?
Did you really just yell at me that's it, I'm leaving and going back to Forks, I'm not doing this. I went to the back door and began to walk outside.
Bella do not leave said Paul Or what are you going to do about it? I'm going back to my father's house until you both stop being such jackasses. I'm done with this bullshit. I felt someone grab my arm, and it was Sam. It wasn't tight or rough, and he wrapped his arms around me. Bella Calm down, you both need to calm down, I started crying in my brother's arms, Paul, you should go outside to calm down.
Fine, but this isn't over, Bella; you need to eat, and you're not going back to forks alone with Edward out there.
I agree with what Paul said, Jake.
NOBODY ASKED JAKE I screamed because I was overwhelmed, tried everything, and just wanted to run.
Maybe you shouldn't be so full of your self Jake stated
I charged at him, attempting to strike him, but he caught my hand. Really? He let go of my wrist and walked outside with Paul
I stood there for a second before sprinting upstairs past Sam and Emily, slamming the door shut and locking it.
I sat crying against the locked door, hearing someone knock but not answering.