HALLS OF HEALING 10AM
Another week flew by. Ahsoka was sitting next to Anakin's bed quietly alone.
Obiwan had a mission, the senate had a big meeting that everyone had to attend on. The clones came back to Corusant a couple days ago but Ahsoka didn't had too much time to talk to them.
Ahsoka was looking through her comlink waiting for a message. Lux promised her to send a message when the meeting ends. She knew it wouldn't end soon. She started watching a holomovie. She was half through the movie when she felt a little movement next to her.
"Anakin? Anakin!"
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Anakin felt really dizzy. He had a really bad headache too. He barely knew where he was or even if he was alive. He tried to open his eyes but his eyes had to get used to the lights first. His vision was a little blurry at first. It took him for a while to realize that someone was talking to him.
"Anakin? Anakin!"
It was Ahsoka. She was crying. His eyes started to slowly work again.
"Anakin say something. Please! Can you hear me?"
"Where- where are we? What happened?"
"What do you remember?"
"Not much."
"We are in the Halls of healing. You fell from a high place."
"How long ago?"
"More that a month now."
"A month? I was unconscious for a month?"
"Yes. We were really scared." Ahsoka hugged him. "I thought I lost you forever. Don't you dare do that again."
"I still don't understand."
"It would be better if someone else told you. Like Padme or Obiwan."
"They don't want to see me. I thought you didn't want to see me either."
"No no they love you and miss you so much." Ahsoka reached for her comlink. "Before I call Padme can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"Why- why did you- why did you hurt yourself? Was it because of me." Her eyes started to get watery again.
"No no of course not."
"Then why?" Ahsoka cried.
"There was this pain in my heart that I couldn't ignore. The physical pain took the pain from my heart. And once I started it I couldn't stop. It was hard. My mind told me you all hate me and use me. I had nightmares. I couldn't get over them. But Snips I'm sorry. I know it's not true. I- I just- I wasn't well. I'm sorry."
"You should says sorry for something that isn't your fault."
"How could this not be my fault?"
"We made you feel like that. We should have. You were always there for us without questioning. You would die for us. I'm sorry please forgive me."
"Ahsoka I forgive you."
"You shouldn't." She turned away. She felt guilty. But Anakin took her hand and pulled her back.
"But I do. Because I love you. I love Obiwan. And I love Padme too as my friend." Ahsoka smiled. She knew Padme wasn't just a friend but she didn't wanted to tell him that actually everyone knows and knew.
"I'll call Padme."
