Angels POV
Shaky and I were driving away from Humphreys' house. We got to the end of the road when Shaky asked me.
"What did you want to do?"
"I missed you" I said as I put my hand on his shoulder. He looked over to me and smiled as he patted my hand.
"I missed you too Angel" he replied before leaning over and kissing my lips. I closed my eyes and accepted it. His lips felt so warm and loving. We broke the kiss with a light smack. Shaky chuckled as he turned right to get onto the main road. "I'm so glad I have you Angie," he said. I rubbed his leg as he drove. He used his right hand to cover mine as he kept staring at the road. "So what did you want to do?" he asked again. I snapped out of my trance.
"Oh um… want to maybe… see a movie or something?" I suggested.
"Is that what you want to do?" Shaky asked.
"I didn't think this far ahead," I replied. Shaky laughed.
"Neither did I Angie. Neither did I" he said. I could tell he was happy to be with me. "We never finished our date at the mall, how about we go there, or did you really want to go see a movie?" he asked me.
"Um… up to you honestly" I said. I honestly had no idea what to do.
"Well… you originally wanted to go to the mall to see lights right? Did you want to go to any stores?" Shaky asked.
"Not really no, although my dad probably put in my weekly allowance so i should have some spending money… and Christmas is coming up so…" I started.
"Wanted to do some Christmas shopping?" Shaky asked.
"If you wouldn't mind. We could do that and then grab a bite to eat… and maybe see that movie" i suggested.
"As long as I'm with you, I'm happy," Shaky said. I giggled as we drove to the mall. When we pulled in i stepped out and walked around to the drivers side to meet Shaky. Once he met me i held his hand.
"You gotta tell me what you want for Christmas" I said as we started walking to the front entrance.
"Oh Angie, don't worry about me. I just want to be with you" Shaky said.
"Oh come on… you gotta want something" I said. Shaky chuckled. I was about to ask him what was so funny but he kissed me before I could. That answered my question. We broke the kiss and I looked into his dark brown eyes. "Okay" I said. I was still gonna get him something though.
"Now… What did you want for Christmas" he said as we reached the entrance and stepped inside. We were hit with the warm heat and the sound of Christmas music as soon as we entered.
"Oh Shaky, don't worry about me" I mimicked. Shaky laughed.
"Okay, okay I get it" he said as we walked down the mall. "I just… feel like an asshole giving you an item to get me," he explained.
"Yeah, i know what you mean" I said. I hated asking for things. Especially if I didn't need the thing that I was asking for. "We'll just surprise each other, how bout that?" I suggested.
"Sounds good to me," Shaky said.
"So who are you buying for?" I asked.
"Eh. family, relatives, you guys" Shaky listed.
"Yeah… i think I'm gonna start with Lilly, i know her the best i feel" i said.
"What about me?" Shaky asked.
"I'm probably not gonna shop for you today" I said.
"Oh yeah? Why not?" Shaky asked. I simply held up our hands as we were still holding onto each other. "Good point" Shaky laughed. We started to pass a video store and I stopped. In the window they had a blu-ray box set of the complete series of Dexter in a case that looked like his blood slide box. The DVDs being the blood slides. I gasped in excitement. Rick would love that. The asking price was $150, a little steep but I was willing to pay it.
"Shaky, I gotta get that before it's sold out," I said.
"Alright let's do it," Shaky said. Me and him walked inside and I grabbed the first box set I found. We then glanced around and picked up a couple more things. "So is Dexter any good?" Shaky asked.
"Pfft its fucking great, you really havnt watched it?'' I asked. Shaky shook his head. "Alright. You and me are binging this' ' I said.
"Oh yeah? And what are we gonna do in between episodes?" Shaky asked suggestively.
"Something wet" I said. We both laughed before giving each other a peck on the lips. I then spotted a blu-ray set of the nightmare on elm street franchise. Rick already had it but I knew Kate loved horror as well so I grabbed that as well. The asking price was $80, not that bad.
"I thought Rick would have that series already," Shaky said.
"It's for Kate," I said.
"Ah" Shaky responded. "She is a horror girl," he said.
"This can be their main gists and we'll have to stop at the candy shop for a side gift" I planned. Me and Rick always set our gifts up as so, a main gift with a smaller one on the side to make it feel more alive. It was almost always a large bag of candy. I could pick up something for Lilly there and a main gift later if i find something. She loved gummy bears while Rick likes chocolate and Kate… ill have to ask Rick. Shaky though I'm pretty sure he liked pretzels. Not a candy but it would work.
"Holy shit look at this" Shaky said as we came upon a box set of the conjuring universe with the box looking like the house from the first movie. The asking price was also $80. Ricks gonna love this" he said as he picked up a set.
"Yeah he is'" I agreed. After looking around a little more we ended up checking out and actually got a discount because we were spending so much. That was nice. After we got that we went straight to the candy store and ended up buying what we thought everyone wanted. Surprisingly they had Shakey's favorite pretzel brand.
"I'm jealous of the person getting that, I love those," Shaky said.
"Oh yeah? I'll keep that in mind" I said as I held them. Little did he know… i ended up messaging Rick and finding out that Kate really likes m&ms as well as reeses. I ended up buying a bag of m&ms and telling Rick that I beat him to the candy. He told me fuck you and i laughed as we walked up to the counter and paid. By now our hands were getting a little full so we sadly stopped holding onto each other. Shay bought some candy for gifts as well as a bag of pretzels for himself and then we were onto the next store.
"You like books don't ya?" Shaky asked.
"Yeah I do, why?" I asked. I then looked over to see the Barnes and Noble that sat in our mall. That answered my question.
"No reason" Shaky smiled as he walked over to the store with me. We ended up browsing the books where me and Shaky split up for a moment so that he could buy some things for me without me seeing. I decided to take the same opportunity. I bought Lilly some manga and Kate a book titled the lovely bones which was one of my personal favorites. If she really loved horror then she would really dig this. For Shaky though I sneakily bought him a record of his favorite band. He often talked about his record player at lunch so for me this was a good start. I purchased them and looked for Shaky. Once I found him I kept my distance just in case he picked out a gift. From the looks of it, he had a good amount of books in his hands.
"Hey Shaky im done so ill wait for you by the front of the store okay?" I said.
"Sounds good," Shaky responded. I made my way to the front of the store and waited. After about five minutes I saw Shaky walk up to the cashier and place some books on the cash register. He turned to me and then used his finger to tell me to turn around. I laughed as I did so. Soon after Shaky met up with me and we took a moment to sit on one of the benches.
"We got a lot here," Shaky said.
"Yeah, I managed to get a little bit of shopping done for everyone" I said even though I hadn't exactly found anything for Humphrey.
"Everyone?" Shaky checked with a raised eyebrow.
"Everyone '' I said as I pulled the bags away from him so he couldn't take a peek. Shaky chuckled and gave me a kiss.
"I love you," he said. I giggled.
"I love you too" I then thought of a quick something for Humphrey. "Hey, mind if we make one more stop?" I asked.
"No," Shaky said. "Where did you need to go?" he asked.
"Spencers, I wanted to maybe pick out a lava lamp or something for Humphrey" I explained. Shaky nodded as we both stood up and walked over. Once we got there I picked out a lava lamp as well as a little bag of dicks that were candies. On the bag it read "eat a bag of dicks". I thought it was gold so I had to buy it. As for the lava lamp, I figured it would look great in his room. I also found one more thing. I took a picture of it and laughed.
"What the hell you gonna do with that?" Shaky asked.
"It's not for me" I giggled as I sent the picture to Kate and messaged her. "Check this out, I think my brother would love this. Call it an early Christmas gift. It's at Spencer's if you want to pick it up LOL have fun" i sent it and then paid for my things.
"You know i think Kate would fucking kill it with that" Shaky laughed. I laughed as well. It was so true. We left the mall and put our things in the back of his car and hopped inside. "Hungry?" Shaky asked.
"I wouldn't mind stuffing my face," I said.
"Okay, I'm kind of in the mood for Texas Roadhouse, is that okay?" Shaky asked.
"I love Texas Roadhouse," I said.
"Okay good, Texas Roadhouse it is" Shaky confirmed. It was a five minute drive down the street and then we were there. We got out, got seated and sat as we waited for our server. We already knew what we were going to order. We sat on opposite sides from each other at a small side table as we held hands.
"Rick is gonna be so pissed, this is his favorite restaurant" I laughed.
"Yeah, me, him, and Humphrey come here all the time. We used to come with Salty but since he's been gone we haven't had the chance" Shaky explained. Honestly with everything that's happened recently I had totally forgotten about Salty.
"Do you know when he's coming back?" I asked.
"Last time i talked to him he said that he was staying with his cousins for a few more months, that was two months ago" Shaky answered. Our server came and said the usual welcome and asked us what we wanted to drink. We told her that as well as what we wanted to order. She wrote it down on her notepad and she was off.
"You know I just got a great idea. Since Rick loves this place so much i bet he would love a gift card" i said.
"Oh yeah… how much would you put on it?" Shaky asked.
"Well I would do around twenty five but now that he has Kate, I'll probably do fifty or something. He's probably itching to take her here '' I said.
"Has she ever been?" Shaky asked.
"I don't think so. I came here with Lilly and Humphrey once but never Kate. i dont think she's ever seen a reason to come here. She seems more like an outback kind of girl" I said.
"Outback is shit compared to this," Shaky said.
"I know, I know. I almost never go there. It's always here, there's just so many good things you can get. The chili, the steak, even the burgers, but the best thing… the sauce" I said as I grabbed the roadhouse steak sauce bottle.
"Oh hell yeah I love their sauce. Always gives me the shits though, so after we eat ill have about thirty minutes to get you home until i shit myself" Shaky said. We both laughed as our drinks came out.
"Yeh, I know what you mean, almost everything here will give you the shits. But it's worth it '' I said. Shaky nodded in agreement as we both took a sip of our drinks.
"Guess we know where not to come when we plan on having sex" Shaky said. I giggled.
"Already thinking about that huh?" I asked. "You do that with the other girls you dated?"
"No. But I was never into them like I am you. I actually really want this to last" Shaky said as he put his hand over mine again.
"I want this to last too Shakes" I said dreamily.
"I know we're young, especially you but… I can really feel something with you… a kind of connection that I haven't had with any other wolf. I love you Angel" Shaky said.
"I love you too Shaky" I said as I tried to suppress my memories of last night. I felt awful about that. I was playing it off cool but deep down I was beating myself up again and again. As much as I liked and enjoyed Humphrey, I never wanted him to take my virginity. I always wanted it to be someone else and when the opportunity came I just jumped on it because of our history, not thinking about it long term. After Shaky though, I still went through with it.
"Angel?" Shaky asked, snapping me out of it. I shook my head to clear my thoughts.
"Huh?" I said as I was brought back to reality.
"Lost you there for a second, are you okay?" Shaky laughed.
"'Yeah… yeah I'm fine," I answered.
"Good, did you hear what I asked you?" Shaky asked. I shook my head.
"Sorry no, i'm listening now though"
"Well… I asked if the age gap weirds you out. I'm almost eighteen and you're still fifteen. Would you be willing to get sexual with me? I don't want to drag you into anything. If you don't it's fine, I just want to be able to share my love with you" Shaky explained. I giggled again.
"No. it doesn't weird me out. I want to be able to make love with you too, so don't worry about how young I am. If people look at you weird let me know and i'll knock em out" i said with a smile. Shaky laughed.
"That's good to hear Angie," he said. "Think your brother will mind?"
"Pfft no, especially since it's you, he's known I've had a crush on you since the start. Plus even if he did care he's too busy plowing Kate on the daily to even notice" i said.
"Daily huh?" Shaky asked.
"Uh-huh you know I walked in on them last night?" I asked. Shaky busted out laughing.
"What were they doing?" he asked.
"Well I walked in at the start, Kate had her shirt off and they were making out on the bed. Guess they were dry humping" I said before taking another sip of my drink. Shaky laughed again.
"No offence Angel but he is so fucking lucky" Shaky laughed.
"No i get it, if i was a guy she would be at the top of my fuck list to, hell i could picture myself scissoring with her even now" i admitted.
"Are you bi?" Shaky asked.
"Not really no, but Lilly is" I answered. "I think she the only one that would swing for the same team"
"Eh i can see that, shes really horny like… all the time. Humphrey tells me about it and I honestly don't know how he has anything left. She has my guy constantly walking around on E" Shaky joked. I had to close my lips tight as I tried not to spit out my drink from laughing. I held my muzzle tight as I snickered into my hand. Shaky laughed at not only what he said, but my reaction as well. After what felt like an hour my nose stopped burning as I swallowed my drink and coughed as I laughed.
"Oh my god" I coughed as I laughed.
"Are you okay?" Shaky laughed. I nodded and exhaled as my coughs calmed down.
"Holy shit Shaky your fucking dumb" i said. We both laughed again. "Ahhh, I love you" I said after our laughs died down.
"I love you too Angie," Shaky said. Not long after that our food came out. We ate for a bit until bitching about how full we were. We paid the bill, splitting it. Shaky wanted to buy it all but I insisted on splitting it. I bought Rick a gift card for Christmas and we left.
"Shaky, I want to thank you… for everything," I said as we drove.
"I love you Angie," Shaky said.
"I love you too," I said. I then heard Shaky's stomach ache.
"Oh fuck its starting" Shaky whined. I laughed as he continued to drive. When we got to my house, Shaky parked.
"Let's do this again soon yeah?" I asked. Shaky chuckled before leaning in and kissing me again. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and licked at mine. I licked his warm tongue back as our thick saliva mixed together. It tasted sexy. I licked again as Shaky started playing with my ear causing me to moan into the kiss. Shaky chuckled again as he kept taking long licks. His stomach rumbled again causing us to break our sweet kiss.
"Sorry" he apologized.
"Don't be, do you need to use our bathroom?" I asked.
"No, I'll be fine, hey I'll see you at school tomorrow okay?" he checked.
"Yeah" I said. We gave each other another peck on the lips before I grabbed my bags and leftovers and hopped out. Shaky waited for me to get inside the house before he backed out of my driveway. I locked the door and put my leftovers in the fridge.
"Angel?" I heard Rick call. I quickly threw the bags behind one of the radiators in a spare room before I met him in the living room.
"Hey big bro" I said as I walked into the living room.
"Hey" he said as he walked over to me and gave me a hug. I gladly accepted and closed my eyes as we hugged. I felt like it had been forever since I saw my big bro. I could smell Kate on him still, I guess it hadn't been too long since she left. The hug lasted about five seconds until I broke it. Or tried to. Rick wouldn't let go of me. I chuckled nervously.
"Um… Rick… you can let go now" I said. He didn't let go though. "Rick?" I called. Rick broke the hug finally but held onto my shoulders with both hands as he did so. He looked down at me with a look that felt… unsettled. He looked concerned now rather than happy. It worried me. "Rick?" I called again, this time I had a hint of fear in my voice.
"Did you… have sex?" he asked. It shocked me.
"What?… no" i lied.
"Angel… I can smell it on you… what did you do?" he asked. My heart sank as I realized that he had picked up the scent of last night. He knew.
"Rick… let me go" I commanded. He did as I snatched my arms away from him. Me and him then stared each other down as the tension in the room continued to build. Not one of us saying a word. Normally he would be happy if i had sex with Shaky. But I knew that isn't who he smelled.
"What did you and Humphrey do last night?" Rick asked. I gasped, taking a step back. I felt like I was gonna pass out.
"I didn't do anything, '' I said, doubling down.
"Angel, I know when you're lying," he said. I felt a tear roll down my cheek before I ran upstairs. Leaving Rick in awe as he feared for the worst. I locked myself in the bathroom and practically tore my clothes off before hopping in the shower and scrubbing myself fiercely. I breathed shakily as I scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed. Of course he was gonna smell something, we had sex… twice! And I slept and rolled around in those bed sheets all night. How could i be so stupid? After my shower I turned the water off and dried off. I wrapped a towel around me and stepped out of the bathroom where Rick was waiting for me. I stared at him before quickly walking to my room. "Angel?" Rick called, sounding concerned now more than angry.
"Leave me alone!" I shouted as I stepped in my room and closed my door, locking it as Rick tried to open it.
"Angel, talk to me," Rick said. I just sat on the bed panting. I was so scared. "Angel, I'm not mad, just please talk to me" he said again.
"Rick please" I choked out. It was silent for a moment until Rick spoke again. He must have heard me start to cry.
"Angel… look, I'm here when you want to talk. I love you" he said before I heard him walk away. Still panting I dropped my towel and crawled in bed. How could i be so stupid. I regretted my decision now more than ever. What would my brother think? And… oh god… Shaky. If Rick could smell it that fast then he definitely smelled it. Why didn't he say anything? If Rick knows, Shaky knows and that… that… I love him… I don't want to lose him and now… I choked on my thoughts as I continued to cry heavily. I hated myself. How could i be so fucking was wrong. I'm such a slut. A cheap, horny, unloyal slut. I hate myself. I continued to cry and beat myself up until I eventually fell asleep.
Shaky… please forgive me… I love you…