AN. this one was hard

The first few times Olivia had cried during sex, Elliot had just assumed he had wanted to fuck her because it was still new, because he understood the emotions behind it but then he had seen her cry over a movie and he had seen her cry over nothing bar having a bad day and he had realised that it was the crying that was making him aroused.

He didn't know if that made him a dick. To get aroused by someone else's sadness but he did know that fucking Olivia as she cried seemed to make her better and so maybe it was working out well for the pair of them.

Tonight the tears had come again as they made love and as he went to hold her she pushed him back and his face fell but she didn't move off the bed she just shuffled down it, leaving a space between them.

"You like it when I cry." it was both a statement and a question and he isn't sure if he should answer honestly but eventually he gives a soft nod. "Why?"

"I don't know."

"What do you feel?"

"Like I want to make you feel better."

"With your cock?"

He cocks his head slightly and gives her a smile.

"It does tend to work."

She sniffs and wipes away a stray tear as it falls down her cheek before shuffling closer and taking his head in her hand and kissing him, her tears coating her hands on his cheek as she continues to sob.

"I want you to make me feel better El."

"Come here." He says grabbing her hips and pulling her forwards and lowering her back onto his cock.

"How is this real?" she asks, burying her face into her cheek as she starts to move on top of him again. His hands move up her back and hold her tight against his body.

"We finally got it right."

"So much time wasted."

Elliots hand moves to her cheek and pulls her head back to look into her eyes. The tears fall down his hand but he doesn't move as he keeps eye contact with her as he grinds their bodies together.

"I've never wasted a moment with you. Even when I wasn't with you my love for you still grew."

Olivia sobs and leans her mouth down to his to kiss him, keeping her lips on his as she cries until she feels her walls contract around him.

"I love you." He whispers into her mouth as she comes undone above him. Her orgasm mixes with the shuddering of her tears falling. It's when she pulls his face next to hers, her tears wetting his face and whispering 'I love you' over and over again that he finds his own release.

When they've both recovered he brings her in again, kissing her deeply until he knows the tears have stopped.

"I just want to make you feel better Liv."

"You do, El. You do."