Angel's POV
"I don't know, I guess it just seems like everyone is going above and beyond and we're just… not doing much" Shaky complained. He had been complaining the whole time about feeling as though he wasn't doing enough. I knew that he loved me and all, but really what did he think that I wanted or deserved? Technically he didn't owe me shit.
"Honestly, chilling at a cabin for the day isn't even that bad. Actually, I think it's kinda nice. Romantic even. You said it has a fireplace?" I asked.
"Yeah, honestly we shouldn't even have this. The property has been up for sale for the past year and surprisingly no one wants it. But hey, if it means that you and I will have a nice evening together then so be it" Shaky explained. From what he had told me, the cabin had been a place where he, and his parents would come and stay for a while during the summer. After his mom's passing though they stopped coming because of the memories. It doesn't surprise me that Shaky and his dad tried to sell it.
"Are you gonna be okay? Coming up here for the first time in how long?" I asked. Shaky seemed to think of a response as he continued driving on the back roads. No cars had been seen for a while as the wooded areas seemed to become more and more thick.
"Yeah, I mean it's really pretty up there. Perfect spot for two lovers'' Shaky replied. I nodded. We then sat in silence for a moment until I heard Shaky laugh. "You know I'm pretty sure the whole reason that they bought this place was to have an escape from everything, have a romantic weekend or something. And I'm pretty sure, this is the place where I was conceived" Shaky explained. I laughed lightly.
"Maybe you should keep it, we can conceive our kids in there when the time is right '' I said jokingly, although half seriously. I saw Shaky's ears fall as he kept silent, making me lose my smile. "Hey… you alright?" I asked.
"Oh uh… nothing, it's just that… I would love to do that, but it wouldn't be there. Personally I think its a great idea. Following in my mothers footsteps and all, but really we can't afford this place anymore, we're not paying for the property, so whoever wants it can have it whenever they want. I just know that the time is near. Someone will get their hands on it soon, and I'm fine with having just one more memory there, almost like a new chapter of my life, and I think my mom will be happy for that'' Shaky explained. I wanted to hug him but couldn't due to the driving. Instead I patted his leg.
"Shaky, if this is too much then we don't have to go. I'll be fine just hanging with you for the day" I said. Shay put his hand on mine while keeping the other on the steering wheel.
"No, I want to do this. Like you said it will be romantic, and like I said I want to end it on a new chapter" Shaky explained. I nodded to myself and let go of his leg.
"I'm really glad we're together, Shakes," I said. Shaky smiled again. It was really good to see.
"I'm glad too, I love you Angel" Shaky replied.
"I love you too, '' I said back. The rest of the ride was silent. Only taking about fifteen more minutes to get there, when the car stopped and turned off in front of the small cabin, we got out and I examined the place. It seemed old and worn down, it had definitely seen better days. But it wasn't like it was condemned either.
Shaky shut his door, snapping me out of my thoughts. He only locked the car after I shut my door. I then watched him as he dug in his pocket for the key which wasn't attached to his ring. He must have asked his dad for it. I then followed him up to the old cabin, the ground beneath us feeling hard as the temperature was on the colder side. Shaky stepped onto the old porch where there was an old patio swing, covered in leaves. I studied the old structure as Shaky unlocked the door. My ears popped up as I heard the loud lock click, and finally Shaky pushed the door open, revealing a not dirty, but dusty cabin. From what I could see it was just a living room and kitchen in one room with a very small bathroom and two bedrooms. I couldn't see inside them yet but I could tell there was old furniture in there like cabinets and such.
"Well thank God none of the windows are broken or anything" Shaky said as he stepped inside. I followed and shut the door behind me. I then felt myself get a chill, making me shake. "You okay?" Shaky asked, turning around.
"Yeah, just cold I guess," I answered.
"Hm" Shaky replied, walking over to the fireplace in the living room to check it out. While he did that I walked over to the couch to check it out. In front of it was a really old and dusty coffee table, with a cabinet in front of that where a TV used to sit. No longer though. I studied the couch to see that it too was extremely dusty. I patted it and sure enough a cloud of dust came up, making me cough roughly. Shaky turned from the fireplace to see if I was alright. "You okay?" he asked again.
"Fine" I said simply. Shaky sighed and then stood up to come over to me, wrapping his arm around me.
"I'm sorry, I guess this wasn't the right call to come here" he said.
"No, it's fine, actually I kind of like this setting believe it or not, I think it just… fits" I said, looking up and around the room.
"Oh yeah?" Shaky said before running his finger on the old coffee table and then raising it to me to show off all the dust on his finger. "What part of this is romantic?" he asked. I giggled and then wrapped my arms around him, pulling him into a tight hug where I puckered my lips to peck his.
"It just feels cozy, and if you get that fireplace working it will be even better" I said. Shaky chuckled and then gave me another kiss, and then another. This time giving my tongue a nice lick. His saliva felt warm and soothing as it mixed with mine, making me relax as he kissed me. It didn't last long however as Shaky let go with a soft smack.
"Well hopefully there are still some logs on the side of the cabin. I'll be right back okay?" Shaky said. I nodded before giving him another peck, after that he left. Shutting the door behind him and leaving me alone in the cabin. Well it was romantic but being by myself in here was to simply put it, an extremely different atmosphere. It just felt creepy with all the memories haunting the place and the fact that it hadn't been touched in years. Hopefully no one has been secretly living here all this time.
The first thing I did was try the light switch, which just so happened to be one of those light switches with like ten switches. The first one did nothing, so did the second, and the third. The fourth one though turned on the ceiling fan. So then the next one would most certainly… yep it turns on the ceiling light, surprisingly bright though, not romantic at all. I turned it off and was once again left with the only light being the sun though the windows.
I walked over to the kitchen just to get a look at everything. Not much to see. The bedrooms though, the first was had a big bed in the center. With about two dressers in the room as well as a small closet. This had to be his parents room. So this is where he was conceived huh? "Allegedly" I patted the bed like I did with the couch and sure enough, it was dusty and dirty. I lifted the blanket though and it actually wasn't that bad underneath, I guess it was because of the covering.
After putting the blanket back, I went into the other bedroom. I felt a small wave of sadness as I looked around. This must have been in Shaky's family for a long time. The was a very small bed, a dresser, and a nightstand. But what really made me think that this cabin had been a part of his life for a long time, was the extremely dusty toy chest sitting in the corner. I guess it made sense though since again he was "conceived" here. I walked into the room and over to the chest to open it, as expected. There was nothing in there. I guess he was older when his mom passed but he must have kept the chest for storage when they came here.
I heard the front door open behind me, making my ears park up again, and causing me to turn around. I saw Shaky carrying four logs in his arms, walking into the living room and over to the fireplace. I rushed over and shut the front door behind him as he walked over to the fireplace. Once he was there he plopped the logs onto the floor and then started putting them in one by one.
"Sorry, I was taking a look around," I confessed.
"It's fine, not much to see though I'm afraid" Shaky said as he put the last log in. He was now actually trying to get a fire started. I came over next to him and sat on the floor.
"I disagree. Shaky are you sure about this place?" I asked. After seeing that toy chest I don't know how it would hit Shaky if I felt a certain way seeing it.
"Angel I'm fine, I just wanna make a nice memory here with you and that's it. Believe it or not it will give me some closure with this place. I'll have the love of my life forever and my last memory of this cabin will be…" Shaky did not finish his sentence, instead he waited for me since he had already said it. I sighed with a smile.
"A new chapter" I finished. Shaky nodded just as the fire started. I could hear small crackles now as the wood started to brighten, no flames yet.
"I'll go get some more wood for the night, wanna come with me? I want to show you something first" Shaky said. I smiled before standing up with him and following him outside. I made sure to shut the door behind us as we began our little journey. We walked over to the side of the cabin where I saw the logs. However, Shaky kept going, and I kept following him until I reached the back of the cabin. Not even going all the way back there yet though I could see what he wanted to show me. My eyes widened as I approached the gate. Shaky put his food up up as he rested on it, looking out into the gorgeous view.
"Woah" I said. The sun was setting over the horizon, as a massive opening was on display for us, very few trees visible. My mouth hung open as I studied the scene. I then felt a cold gust of wind blow on me but I barely noticed. Shaky smiled and then shimmied closer to me to wrap his arm around me and hold me close.
"Isn't it amazing?" he asked. I said nothing, instead just continuing to admire the view and colors. The way the sunset created a pinkish sky just made the whole scene amazing. "See that?" Shaky asked as he pointed. I scanned his finger to follow it and eventually my eyes landed on a large tree that was in the middle of the field.
"The tree?" I asked.
"Yeah, me and my mom would spend hours looking at this scene, and that tree always saddened me, it always just looked so alone. So one day me and my mom walked down to it to give it some company, make it happy" Shaky explained.
"You… you were little" I asked.
"Five" Shaky answered before continuing. "As simple as it is, that memory is one of my favorites with my mom, and I think that tree just adds to the whole thing. You see my mom and I thought of this view and that tree as our happy place, and every time I feel sad or lonely. I come here in my mind, it just… feels like she's still here. And even when she was lying down in that hospital bed she told me to not be sad and just… remember our happy place. I just… I wanted to share it with you" Shaky explained, still holding onto me. I turned to him with a smile, I felt so many things right now that I didn't know which feeling to tackle first. But it just came naturally as a tear fell down my cheek.
"Shaky, I'm so sorry" I said.
"Don't be, I wanted to share this with you so that you could have it too, I wouldn't share this with anyone else. When I think of this place I think of that tree, my mom, the memories, the happy place… and now you. I love you Angel" Shaky said. I smiled with another tear in my eye, not having a single clue what to say. What was it he said on the ride here? That everyone was doing so much and we weren't? Well that was bullshit, the others were doing material things that only money could buy, but this… I Wouldn't trade this for anything in the world. I pulled Shaky into a kiss as I felt another tear fall down my cheek. He kissed me back passionately as the sun had continued to set behind us, finally falling over the horizon.
It wasn't long before we were in front of the fire again. We had simply placed the logs next to it just in case, but since there was a fireplace and it was valentines day. We just had to use it as a background as we made love. Of course we did. After we dropped the wood, Looked out the window to see that the sun was nearly set. I then looked at my watch to see that the time was eight thirty-two. I couldn't believe how late it had gotten, I had always gotten used to how quick the sun goes down during the winter, but in the summer it always caught me off guard when it went down late as hell. I felt a hand on my shoulder, causing me t turn around and come face to face with Shaky. We said no words, instead looking into each others eyes for a moment and then leaning in for a kiss which started as soft pecks, but then led to short tongue licks, then long ones. I pulled my lover into a hug as he did the same, gripping my back and keeping me close. All that was heard was the cracks and pops of the fire, and the licking and missing of our mouths. I moaned lightly into the kiss as Shaky slowly took off my jean jacket. I giggled once it was off and then went to remove my shirt. Shaky mirrored me and when both shirts were off I saw him sitting in front of the fireplace, waiting for me. I giggled and took off my bra, tossing it to the side and letting my boobs free.
I got to my knees and crawled on top of him, he welcomed me with open arms and scooped up my tongue with his again. I felt his hands on my back as he pulled me on top of him, the heat of the fire heating up my right side as we made out. We both moaned into the kiss as I started to slowly dry hump him. I could feel him growing hard, even though both sets of pants. As for the upper part of our bodies. His fur felt just perfect on mine as our chests were pressed together. Shaky then caught me off guard as he sat up while still kissing me. We finally broke it once I realized he was trying to unbuckle his belt. I giggled and did the same, taking my pants off and then going bac to the same position. Even Though he still had his underwear on and I still had on my panties, it felt so hard to feel his outline even looser.
I began to dry hump him faster as the kissing intensified. I was then turned over after Shaky had pulled me into another hug and rolled us over to where he was on top, while also being careful not to get too close to the fire. Now my left side was being warmed up as my nethers were being dry humped. Our tongues continued to slowly wrestle each other as I continued pulling Shaky into a hug. Closing my eyes and moaning in bliss the whole time. The outline of his penis turning me on with every thrust, by now my panties were soaked.
Shay finally pulled his head back and sucked up our saliva to break the kiss. I panted beneath him as he did the same above me. We shared a light laugh before Shaky crawled backwards to pull my panties down my legs. I felt a gooey line of juice connect me and my panties as he pulled, the tingling in my pussy was strong, begging for cum. I heard Shaky toss them across the room and then he pulled his underwear off. Finally he crawled back on top of me and looked into my eyes as we both panted. I could feel his warm genitals below my belly button and decided I had enough. I pulled him into another kiss and wrapped my legs around him. He chuckled into the kiss as he tried to blindly line up our sensitive parts. I felt his tip poke my entrance, and broke the kiss to moan out loud as he finally slid in, filling the space that so desperately needed it. Shaky laughed again before kissing me, the fire continued to crackle and pop next to us as he started his rhythm, making me moan into the kiss again.
It didn't take long until we were sweating, the warm, wet feeling of wet fur that I had grown to love, making me relax even more. I opened my eyes to look up at him as he panted and humped gently but deep. He looked back into my eyes and panted as a thick bead of sweat rolled down the bridge of his muzzle, down his nose and then finally onto me. I giggled and gave his black nose a long, loving lick. I couldn't see it well because I was looking up a bit to give him the lick, but Shaky smiled and closed his eyes, exhaling as my tongue licked up his nose slowly. He then moaned and started to hump faster.
"Angie… I-I'm so close" he said. I moaned and prepared for his load but then decided against it. If he came in me here then chances are we would fall asleep and I didn't want to sleep on the floor.
"Hmm, stop Shaky. Hold on" I moaned. Shaky instantly stopped and looked down at me with worry in his eyes.
"Oh no, are you okay? Did I hurt you Angie?" he asked. I giggled and gave his now drenched nose another long lick.
"No, I just wanted to finish in bed. Do you mind?" I asked with a smile. Shaky chuckled again and gave me another smooch before pulling out of me. I moaned as he did, while also noticing that he pulled out slowly so as not to push himself over the edge.
"Yeah, go to bed. I'll meet ya in there" Shaky said as he went to put the fire out. I smiled and then made my way to the bedroom. But which one?
"Hey Shakes?" I called.
"We can use my parents room" Shaky answered. Huh, I guess he already knew. I walked into the dark bedroom where moonlight shined into the room giving me enough light to see, and then I gave the covers a shake to get the dust off as well as flip the pillow over. After that process I slid under the covers, only now realizing how sweaty I was as my now drenched fur touched the bed. I looked up and then watched as the light in the other room went dark, signaling to me that the fire was now out.
I listened as the footsteps came into the bedroom, and I could see Shaky come in and crawl into the bed next to me. I wonder if he ever saw himself fucking in this bed. The bed creaked as Shaky slid under the covers with me, I pulled him on top of me and relaxed into the bed, resting my head on the pillow and letting it sink in. Shaky again chuckled as his now wet cock slid back into me. I felt it touch the very deepest crevasse of my pussy and moaned, throwing my head back into the soft pillow which I missed. As romantic as making love in front of a fireplace is, it was nowhere near as comfy as a nice, soft bed. Even if the bed was a bit dirty. Shaky thrusted into about five times until-
"Angie… I ah… I love you…" he moaned.
"I… love you too… ahh…." I moaned as I felt his penis throb one more time before releasing his thick, hot seed into me. Shaky buried his muzzle in my neck and moaned with each shot as I yelled out. His seed overflowed me and then sprayed out onto the sheets. I felt more and more shoot in and out of me before eventually his ogasim stopped, and we were both left panting. It wasn't too long though until Shaky lifted his head up from out of the pillow and laughed. Sweat dripped down his face, back, and muzzle.
"I love you," he said.
"I love you too…" I said. I really meant it, as I did all the other times but this one felt different. After he showed me what he did and shared with me a very personal piece of his past. I really felt connected with him. Part of me felt extremely guilty. He truly deserved better than me, I didn't want to hurt him or put him through more suffering than he's already been through. He more than deserved to be happy. but I felt like I couldn't give him what he deserved, and that even the stuff I could give him, I didn't. Like my virginity. I took his but he would never be able to take mine, and that crushed me. And after today that's all I could think about. Even now Lilly says I should blame her since she pushed me, but in the end it really was my choice, and I did it. Like a fool. Right now I wanted nothing more than to hug Shaky, hug him and not let him go while telling him how sorry I am, and how much he means to me. How I want to make him as happy as he makes me and that I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. Things couldn't be brighter for the future… but the past still haunted me, and I still hated myself for it.
"Angie? You okay?" Shaky asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Hm?" I hummed.
"You're crying. Are you okay?" Shaky asked again. I didn't even realize. My heart dropped as I wiped my eyes. I didn't want to ruin the moment. God damn me…
"I-I'm okay I just… I really love you" I said, trying to save myself. Shaky brushed my cheek with his thumb as he looked into my eyes with sympathy. He could tell something was wrong.
"You know you can talk to me right?" Shaky asked. I stared at him for another moment before giggling and pulling him into a gentle kiss. He accepted as I lived his tongue and massaged his back. I think this was working, I just didn't want to have this conversation again, let alone right this second. Shaky continued kissing me as he finally pulled out, making that sexy wet pop sound that turned me on.
I felt his still hot seed ooze out of me, making me feel tired. Shaky then turned over on the other side of the bed. I snuggled into his chest and closed my eyes.
"It's alright Ange. we don't have to talk about it now" Shaky said. I felt another wave of guilt as I stayed silent and closed my eyes. Shaky wrapped his arm around my back as he kept the other at his side and it wasn't long until both of us were asleep. I'm so glad I'm here with you Shaky. I love you. And one day I would show you, somehow. If only one day I could forgive myself. As I fell asleep I thought of our future together and how perfect it would be after highschool. How it was inevitable. I smiled as I fell asleep, but also shed one more tear as the last wave of guilt hit me before I was out.