JENNIE
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I couldn't concentrate during the movie with Daddy. He'd said that he missed me and wanted to spend more time with me, but I knew it was just so he could check up on me. The whole Kai situation had him freaked out.
Lisa was absolutely crazy. My blood boiled over with rage when I thought about what she had done. And even though I wanted to be pissed, I couldn't help but smile about it. For the girl who had never been popular and never dated, I'd sure done well for myself, catching the eye of the incredibly successful and sexy Lisa Manoban.
If I were a normal person, I'd have done anything to date someone like her. She was tall, and pretty. That wasn't what made me attracted to her though. She was smart, witty, and funny, which were qualities the beautiful people didn't always possess. For someone who had the stress of a big company on her shoulders, she sure was a happy, easygoing girl.
And her smile. God, her smile lit up the damn room.
Why am I being so difficult about everything?
It didn't matter anyway. Someone like her would lose interest in a girl like me. It was just wrong. I was pretty sure I was destined to be one of those lonely cat ladies. Too bad I hated cats.
Daddy dropped me off in front of the apartment and waited until I was safely in the doors before pulling away. Once I'd made it to our floor, I fumbled with my keys to unlock the door. I dropped them and stooped to pick them up. When I stood back up, a hand snaked around me and covered my mouth.
Shit! Kai!
Screaming, I clawed at his hands as tears rushed down my face.
"Jennie! Chill, it's me, Lisa. I was playing with you, not trying to scare you."
My fear turned to indignation as I turned around and socked her as hard as I could in her face. The crack of her face against my fist resounded down the hallway.
"Fuck, Jennie!" she snapped, bringing her hand to her eye to inspect the damage.
I burst into tears because my hand fucking hurt. Nobody tells you that it hurts just as badly to be the one doing the punching. She dropped her hand and pulled me into an embrace. I dissolved unwillingly into it.
"Shhh, babe." She spoke softly and rubbed my back. The gentle move made me cry harder.
Why am I having a breakdown here in the hallway in front of Lisa?
"Let's get you inside, Jennie." She scooped up the keys from the floor and let us into the empty apartment. Rosé was with Jackson, and Jisoo was working.
She led me to the sofa and I sat down. When I looked up, I realized she'd gone into the kitchen and was rummaging around for something. She came back grinning that annoying smile of hers and set two wine glasses in front of me. After she poured some into each a glass—mine a little fuller—she sat down beside me.
"Jennie, I'm sorry I deceived you. When I did it, I wasn't really thinking about that. I just knew I wanted to see you and was willing to do whatever I could to make that happen."
I sighed and shakily took a sip of my wine. My tears had subsided, and now I just felt embarrassed for my meltdown.
"Babe, why won't you let me in?" Her voice cracked a bit, making me look up at her. The emotion on her face made my heart flutter.
Lisa really was a good girl. I didn't know why I had to give her such a hard time. It was just ingrained in me at this point in my life. Even Daddy would like her.
"Because I don't know how. I don't know how to let anyone in. Rosé and Jisoo only see what I want them to see and they're my best friends." My chin quivered, but this time I didn't stop it. She reached over and grabbed my hand.
"Jennie, I want to be that person you confide in. Please let me be that girl."
I smiled because she was one hundred percent genuine. "I'll do my best." That was my concession. It was small, but by the smile that lit up her face, you'd have thought I'd promised much more.
"Drink up, Jennie. We're going to loosen you up. Let's play a game. It will be fun. We can make assumptions about each other. If the assumption is correct, you say 'correct' and the turn goes to the other person. No harm, no foul. If the assumption is wrong, you have to say 'wrong' and the person doing the assuming will have to take a drink. Shit, we're going to need something better than wine."
I laughed at her silly game she'd made up on a whim. She jumped up and ran back into the kitchen. This time, she came back with a big bottle of tequila and two shot glasses.
"Lisa, this could get bad really fast."
She was doing a good job of distracting me from my prior meltdown. Her playfulness was something that attracted me to her. It wasn't the only thing though.
"That's the point, Jen." She winked at me, making my insides ache for her. "Okay, since I made up the game, I'll start."
She filled both of the shot glasses so we'd be ready.
"You're a daddy's girl."
I rolled my eyes. This was common knowledge. "You bet your ass I am," I confirmed. She smirked at me. "Okay, my turn. You're a momma's girl," I retorted back at her. She laughed because I was mocking her.
"You bet your ass I am," she teased. We both laughed. "You moonlight as a Victoria's Secret model," she pronounced, wagging her eyebrows. I rolled my eyes at her again. Someone just wanted to take a shot.
"Wrong. Take your shot," I ordered.
She knocked back the shot, chasing it with some wine.
"Your dentist makes you model your amazing smile in all of his commercials," I declared, teasing her and knowing it would garner me a shot, which I desperately wanted.
"Wrong. He doesn't make me. He pays me. Take your shot, woman," she winked at me.
I sucked down the shot and winced as it burned my throat.
"You loved the roses I sent yesterday even though you never thanked me for them," she said, smiling shyly.
I flinched. Then the answer was out of my mouth before I had a chance to filter it. "Wrong. I actually hated them. They reminded me of a time I wanted to forget. Take your shot," I spat out a little more harshly than I'd intended on.
She looked hurt by my words, and I instantly regretted them. I should have just told her thank you.
"I'm sorry. That was mean…" I trailed off.
She just shook her head at me and refilled our glasses. Tossing back her shot, she prepared for my next assumption.
"Um, you like basketball?" It was more of a question, but I figured I was safe with sports.
"Wrong. I like football," she answered softly.
I cringed when she said football. For reasons only known to me, I hated football. Her eyes flicked to mine because she'd seen it. This woman saw right through me, and it scared the hell out of me. I quickly drank down my shot.
"You like me but are afraid to admit it," she practically whispered. My eyes found hers. When I didn't speak, my silence validated her statement. The corner of her mouth curved up into a half smile.
"The only reason you like me is because I'm different than all the bimbos you're used to dating," I snidely said to her.
"Wrong. That's one of the reasons. Not the only reason," she corrected. I smiled as I took the shot.
My body was really starting to warm up. Needing to cool off, I removed my long-sleeved t-shirt since I had a tank top underneath. Lisa's eyes fell to my tight shirt and hungrily looked over the swell of my breasts underneath.
"You took your shirt off to distract me from the game," she stated simply.
"Wrong! I took it off because I was hot," I told her honestly.
She drained her glass, never taking her eyes from me.
"You sleep around a lot," I uttered to her.
"Wrong. Not since college. I've only had a handful of girlfriends since then, and I don't do one-night stands," she affirmed, and my heart pounded wildly at her words.
I knocked back another shot. My skin burned, but not just from the alcohol. The way she watched me made me want to jump her.
"Someone hurt you. That's why you are so closed off from people," she expressed sadly. My eyes filled with tears, my silence once again validating her assumption. Fury crossed her features, and she snatched up my hand, kissing the back of it.
"Who fucking hurt you Jennie?"
"Kai. A guy named Kai in high school."
Lisa glared at me, waiting for more of an explanation. Squeezing my hand, she urged me to go on.
"I was a little nerdy in high school. Since I was shy, I didn't make friends. Like, at all. One day, the school's football hero asked me to tutor him. Of course I obliged. He came over that afternoon. Things were going great. When my mother left to run to the store, we were alone. He gave me my first kiss. Well, things got hot and heavy. Next thing I knew, he was on top of me on the couch. Things were progressing a little faster than I'd expected. He was being a little rough, and it pulled me out of the passionate moment. When I asked him to stop, he got pissed. It was then that he attempted to forcefully have sex with me. If it weren't for Daddy coming in from work and yanking him from me, he would have succeeded."
Lisa's jaw was furiously clenching and unclenching. She reached over and poured us each another shot. We drank them down because it was clear we both needed one to calm down.
"I've always been obsessed with peppermint gum. That day, he'd even taken my gum from me when we kissed. When I finally made it back to school, he'd spread all of these terrible rumors about me. Everyone thought I was some psycho trying to ruin his life. They even called me 'Kimchi Pussy' because he told them if he actually had managed to have sex with me his dick would have frozen and fallen off. It was the stupidest thing ever, but all those half-witted people chose his side. The would-be rapist's side." My eyes filled with tears once again. I could feel her anger rolling off of her beside me.
"When I went to college, I vowed to be a stronger version of myself. One that was untouchable. When my new dorm mate Rosé arrived and asked me my name, I told her it was Jennie."
"What the fuck, Jen…whoever you are? I've been calling you Kimchi, the nickname that asshole gave you. No wonder you hated me and the fucking roses! What is your real fucking name?" I could tell she was beyond pissed at me by the way she was scowling.
"It's Ruby Jane. Rosé knows my real name, but I won't let her call me that."
She rubbed her hands through her hair and looked back up at me. "What do I call you?" Her voice was shaky, and the look on her face was sad.
"I'm Jennie now. At this point, if you called me Ruby Jane, I probably wouldn't answer." My body was feeling really numb, and the unusually angry look on Lisa's face was turning me on. I reached up and touched her face. Her features immediately softened. She leaned forward without hesitation and captured my lips with hers.
It started out sweet, but we quickly couldn't seem to get enough of each other. Pulling away from her, still panting, I made a request.
"Make love to me, Lisa." I reached down and pulled off my tank top. Now she had a nice view of my taut stomach and my cleavage, which was spilling out of my lacy bra. She groaned as she drank in the sight. Her hand gingerly stroked my skin, sending shivers down my spine.
"Not here," she growled.
I yelped when she scooped me up in her arms and strode towards the bedrooms. I pointed to mine and she flew in there, kicking the door shut behind her. She gently set me on the edge of the bed. Reaching behind me, she unclasped my bra and pulled it away. My heavy breasts bounced out. She guided me down on the bed and leaned over me. As she sucked a nipple into her mouth, I moaned at the touch.
She paid attention to my breasts for several minutes, kissing, sucking, and nibbling until I was nearly crazy from desire. My pelvic area ached like it always did when she touched me. Her kisses slowly made their way down my stomach, and I gasped when her tongue dipped into my belly button. Her laugh rumbled through my belly, making me throb for her.
Sitting up, she slowly unbuttoned the top button of my jeans and unzipped them. Her gaze was hungry with a look that made me feel so desired. She slid my jeans down over my bottom and down my legs. Grabbing my shoes, she yanked each one off and slipped the jeans the rest of the way off. She knelt down in front of me on the floor and dragged me by my hips so that my ass was at the edge of the bed. Spreading my legs, she brought her face between my thighs and I rested them on her shoulders. Her breath tickled my core through the lace of my panties. Nervous butterflies danced in my belly. I had no idea what to expect from this, but I one hundred percent wanted to find out.
She leaned forward and placed a small kiss on my clit through my panties. The simple touch sent a jolt of electricity through my body and I bucked against her. Her hands found the tops of my panties and slid them off of my body. I was completely nude, giving myself to this woman.
When her tongue licked between my folds, I bit down on my lip to stifle a scream. It was a slow, deliberate lick, and it almost made me insane. Deciding to skip the slow route, she began furiously licking and sucking my most tender area. I gasped and wriggled as she made my body shiver deliciously. Her large hands gripped my hips, holding me in place.
The burn of something wonderful tore from my pelvic area up throughout my body, causing me to shudder wildly.
"Oh my God! Lisa! What the fuck was that?" My body continued to pulse and shake as I rode out the most wonderful feeling I'd ever experienced.
"That, love, was an orgasm."
Hmm. So Rosé did know what she was talking about. The girl really hadn't been lying when she said that they were the most amazing things in the world. I'd laughed when she bought me a vibrator one year for Christmas and tossed it in the back of the closet. I'd be digging that thing out later. That's for damn sure.
"Jennie, are you a virgin?" she asked softly as she stood up. Her heated look was replaced with one of concern. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"That obvious, huh?"
"Yeah, kind of. Your first time is going to hurt, you know. Are you sure you're ready?" she asked. Her gentleness about the whole thing made my heart soar.
"Yes, I trust you. You won't hurt me intentionally."
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LISA
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It was almost too much to take in. The woman I had desired, pursued, and now captured was a virgin. And the only reason she was still a virgin probably was because that dick, Kai, had frightened her beyond repair. He'd scarred her mentally with what he'd tried to do and I hated him for it.
Looking down at her, I drank in her beauty. She tugged her hair out of her bun and dark hair spilled all around her. When she took off her glasses and set them beside her, I froze. She was perfect. An angel sent just for me. Her cheeks were still rosy and her chest still heaving from her first orgasm. She'd be having plenty of those now that I had something to do with it.
I yanked my shirt up over my head and her eyes darted to my chest. She bit down on her bottom lip, which made my dick grow impossibly harder. I unbuckled my belt and unfastened my jeans, letting them drop to the floor. Stepping out of them and my shoes, I slid down my boxers, revealing my very excited cock.
Her eyes widened as she took in the size of it. When her eyes met mine, I sensed a little fear. I crawled down onto the bed beside her.
"Don't worry, babe. It'll fit. We'll go slowly, I promise."
She looked up at me, and her fear was replaced with trust. My heart swelled. Leaning down, I pressed my lips to hers and we kissed at an unrushed pace. I slid my hand down to her clit and began working it again. Her moans into my mouth had my cock pressing into her leg. She came quicker this time and shuddered all over.
"I'm going to put my finger inside of you now. I want to make sure you're good and wet for me. Plus, I want your body to work up to being able to handle my size."
She nodded nervously, biting that damn lip again. Jennie was usually so sure and confident. Right now, her walls had dropped, giving me a glimpse of a completely different side of her.
I slid a finger inside of her, and she was indeed wet for me. She gasped at the sensation. Once I felt she was ready, I slipped in a second finger. Her moans were of pleasure, not pain. Curling my fingers to her front, I quickly located the nub of her g-spot. She jumped when my finger grazed it. Gently but quickly, I massaged it with the tip of my longer finger.
Her pants quickened as she neared her third orgasm. I knew the moment it crashed over her because her sex clenched around my fingers. While she rode out her aftershocks, I slipped in a third finger, feeling her stretch to fit them.
"Babe, I think you're ready for me. Are you on the pill?"
"Yeah, for my periods. Lisa, this is amazing. Thank you."
You have no idea, Jennie.
"Listen, I'm clean. I make it a habit to get regularly checked. There hasn't been anyone since my last bill of clean health. If you're okay with it, I'd like to feel you without a condom. Do you trust me?"
She nodded and smiled at me. God, this woman was beautiful.
I spread her legs apart and positioned myself over her.
"Babe, this is going to hurt for the first few thrusts. If it gets to be too much, stop me. Otherwise, I will do it real fast to get it over with. You might bleed a little, but it will be okay." Her eyes widened a bit, but she nodded again.
I teased her entrance a little to get the tip of my dick lubed up from her own wetness. Once I was satisfied with that, I gently eased the tip in. I slid my thumb over her clit so that I could massage it while I entered her. I figured that if I could make her feel as good as possible, it wouldn't hurt as much.
When she started panting and grabbed her own breast, I slid my dick in slowly. She gasped as her body stretched to take my size. I could feel the barrier stopping me. Still working her clit furiously with my thumb, I used the other hand to grab on to her hip. With one hard thrust, I pushed all the way in. She yelped and a tear slipped out of her eye.
I leaned over, found her mouth, and kissed her gently.
"I'm going to start moving now, but I promise it will feel better soon." I sucked her lip into my mouth, and she moaned.
Slowly, I slid in and out of her. Even though it was painful for her, it felt fucking amazing to me. With every movement, her tightness gripped me from all angles. It was everything I could do not to come right then.
After slowly pumping into her, I could tell she was starting to enjoy it. Her hips were rising each time to meet my thrusts. I quickened my pace as I deeply kissed her. She lost interest in the kiss as her fourth orgasm tore through her body, causing her to convulse underneath me. When her tight pussy clenched around my already constricted dick, my come burst into her. We rode out the rest of our orgasms, and I finally stopped when the last of my come had poured into her.
She was watching me with a look of pure awe. I grinned down at her and pecked her lips.
"Are you okay?" I was worried she would hurt from not only having her cherry popped but having to take in my size.
"That was the most amazing experience in my life."
I chuckled at her words. "Just wait. It'll get better. Now that you're no longer a virgin, it won't hurt. You'll never want to leave this bed," I promised, wagging my eyebrows at her.
She grinned and threaded her fingers through my hair. "Sounds like a great idea, Lisa. When can we do it again?" This girl was amazing.
"Before you start making plans for the next love fest, let's take a bath. The hot water will feel good on any areas that are sore. And as much as I'd love to do it again right away, it may be too soon." The pout on her face made my dick twitch, so I hurried and pulled out of her before I changed my mind.
I tried to quickly drag her to the bathroom so she wouldn't notice the blood, but my girl was too smart for that.
"Oh my God! Did all of that come from me?" she shrieked, her cheeks burning red.
"It's normal. Come on," I urged, tugging her to the bathroom.
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