A/N: Title is another great song by Lana Del Rey. You guys don't have to listen to her, she's not connected to the story.
Existence
Chapter Twelve: Jealous Girl.
By: AlienSnowflake (Formerly PPLyra)
Weeks later, Anna and Elsa were like how usual friends are. They hang out in the library and after schools and on weekends or whenever they can. It has been a over three months. All their talks were mostly about their homework and grades, nothing new. Anna failed one of her mock exams, but she had Elsa to help her with her wrong answers. She retook it and passed it.
But Elsa passed all of the tests like it was nothing to her. Anna would tell her to study, but she didn't, yet Elsa still passed.
One cold night, Anna came home as it started to rain. It was Friday afternoon. This upcoming weekend was empty in her agenda. Elsa had to do some errands so they couldn't hang out.
Anna laid on her bed, looking up in her ceiling. She couldn't get the Ice Queen off her mind. It was like there was something about her that was unusual. Not that because of her chilly situation, but it was something about her that made her heart race. She wasn't too sure what it was, but every time she was close to Elsa, her pulse quicken and she could feel her cheeks burning up.
Could it be that she... likes Elsa?...
She remembered how one Sunday, they were in a small Japanese styled garden and they sat together on a bench were no-one was there. They sat so close to each other that Anna could feel Elsa's cold body against her warmth.
Anna shook her head away from the thought. No, that wasn't right. Elsa would never like her back anyway. They were both girls. It was wrong. Plus Elsa wasn't that kind of a person to like her. Friend maybe, no more than that.
When Elsa arrived home, her father was absent, so she started to cook dinner. It wasn't really much, but it was just eggs and sliced hot dogs.
She had Anna in her mind as she was frying the food on the stove. The way she liked to spend time with Anna had her thinking. Why...? Why did she waste her time with her. She would rather sleep in for the hell of it rather than hang out with a loser like Anna! But- no. She had her reasons... well, reason more like it. Elsa had her poker face whenever she was with Anna, so no-one could tell her expressions or else she'd look like an open book. Her usual face was like a blank canvas.
In one Saturday, they were in the park and they ran around the grass, playing tag and climbing up trees like little kids. Elsa was pushing Anna on a swing as high as she could. Usually, her fingertips ends up freezing things, but this time she couldn't. Anna's warmth as she pushed her slowly in the swing prevented her to.
But she knew Anna was still a kid... she wasn't ready for that. Or anything passed friendship... so all she can do is wait- Oh, crap! The food are getting burnt! Elsa panicked and turned the stove off, luckily the food was just started to get brown.
It was Monday again.. the usual day after Sunday... Anna's teacher introduced a new transfer student to the class. He was tall, fair skinned, short orange-red hair and he had freckles on his face like Anna. The teacher told him to sit next to Anna since it was the only empty seat. She wasn't amused.
When it was time to copy stuff off the whiteboard, Anna ended up staring at the transfer student by mistake. "May I help you...?" he asked.
"Eh?! No. My mistake, sorry," Anna whispered.
"No, it's fine to stare at me, especially you're cute."
Anna was flustered. No-one ever called her cute. She swore her face was red like someone splashed red paint all over her face.
"Oh, I'm Hans. You are...?"
"Uhh... Red paint..."
"Red paint? Weird name," Hans giggled softly, causing Anna to blush deeper.
"I-I mean... no. My name is A-Anna..."
"Oh, well nice you meet you... ..Anna." They both smiled at each other, but Anna was heck nervous.
"Anna, Hans! Back to this!" their teacher interrupted, smacking the whiteboard with a wooden ruler. Anna just took a small glace at Hans before going back to her writing.
When the two girls met up at the library during lunch, Anna had the biggest smile stapled on her face. She couldn't wait to tell about the new boy in her class. "Soooo... what happened, Anna? Why are you so happy?" Elsa asked her as they sat together at their usual table. It caused Elsa to smile as well.
"I have to tell you something, Els!"
D... Does she like me too...? Elsa wondered, eager to hear what Anna had to say.
"Okay..." Anna said, putting her stuff on the table. "Uhm, there's this new guy in my class..."
Elsa felt her stomach dropped to the ground along with her smile when she heard she met a new guy. That was unusual. ...The fuck? Elsa was shocked, but as usual, she kept her poker face in.
"His name is Hans... he was nice to me.. and oh my God. He's adorable!" Anna sighed at the thought of him and giggled, looking at Elsa. "I.. I think I like him..."
"You-You can't just like a guy... justlikethat!" Elsa stammered, ended up saying everything at once. She then realized what she said and she smacked the table with her hand and stood up. "N-Never mind. I have some place to get to right now. Sorry, Anna. I will see you later..."
"What- Elsa. No," Anna stood up a swell.
"Don't come with me. I just remembered my teacher wanted me to help her with... something important, okay? We'll catch up later."
"All right..."
Elsa walked out the library with her things, almost wanting to cry for not telling Anna her full explanation, but she couldn't, not right now.
Later came... it was after school, and Elsa escaped by going out the back way, not the front way. I can't believe I fell for that. I knew she wasn't into me! She was only there for me as a friend, as always be! Why did I think of her to even like-like me anyway?! I'm such an asshole! I don't deserve to be seen like this!
Anna was at the front gate, waiting for Elsa, eventually she gave up after not seeing her half an hour, so she decided to go before the last bus left. Where's Elsa? Was it something about Hans? Does she hate me now or something...? Anna drew a frown but kept her head up, hoping she was all wrong.
To be continued...
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-AlienSnowflake (Formerly PPLyra.)
