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I was standing there, on my driveway, for a quite some time, trying to figure out what just happened. I was little taken aback by Tanya's reaction. As far as I knew she was very close to Kate, actually the closest in her family so why would she react that way. Was it something I did? But I couldn't think of anything that would make her so angry. She was in pure rage. I was worried because of her reaction, I didn't want to cause her any negative feeling. But now that I think about it, I was also worried for Kate, she was on receiving end of Tanyas rage and that didn't sit with me well. It felt fundamentally wrong, something in me was telling me that I should look for them. To make thing right, but the problem was, I didn't even know what was wrong. Also, how did I know that I was not not the cause of her rage, how did I felt in my bones that it is not possible for her to be mad at me.

I decided to go inside and make some tea, so I could relax, I could tell that this encounter took a toll on me. So I made myself a herbal tea, trying to calm my nerves. Only it didn't work at all, I couldn't get Kates face from my mind.

How is it possible that she provoked the same reaction in me that Tanya did. For the fuck sake, she was the sister of the women I was falling in love. I was trying to convince myself that my reaction happened because she was gorgeous, I mean stunning. It is normal reaction, I have seen a goddess on my driveway. Yes, that is it, it's normal physical reaction. The only problem was that I knew that I didn't have a normal reaction, she stirred something in me, the same thing Tanya did, only couple days ago.

How could I have the same initial feeling, of course, what I felt for Tanya was stronger, but I knew that was only because I got to know her. I spent time with her, so my feeling only got stronger. But now I couldn't think od her, without thinking of Kate.

"Bella, you are such a fool. This could happen only to you!" I started to bang my head to the kitchen counter. "You will just stay away form Kate" I told myself, you can not ruin your relationship with Tanya. She is the woman of your life. Maybe I won't see Kate that often. Out of sight, out of mind.

Deciding to text Tanya, I reached for my phone, and typed 'I hope that everything is alright, call me when you can'. I didn't want to seem needy.

I needed to think about something else, so I made a decision to call Leah, she still didn't return my calls.

After a few rings, she picked up. "Leah, what the hell, why didn't you call me back. I was worried!" I started to raise my voice. But after a few moments of silence I started to wonder if it was her on the phone at all. "Leah?" I tried again, but this time you could hear worry in my voice.

Next few moments were passed in silence, but then I could hear sobbing from the other side. What the hell was happening!? "Leah? Leah, what is happening?" my voice started to tremble, my mind was already imagining the worst possible scenario.

"Leah if you don't answer me, I will head to La Push in this moment!" that seemed to do the thing, and I started to hear her calming down.

"No, Bella" she said quiet "nothing happened, I just have a lot on my plate".

"You scared me, you didn't answer my calls, Sue told me that you are sick. You are never sick, so I will ask again, did something happen?" I could tell that there is something, but she will not tell me.

"Yeah.. I'm fine, it passed." She was quiet for a while "Bella, I won't be coming to Denali."

"What!? I must have heard you wrong. Can you repeat that?" what the hell did she just said.

"I said that…. I won't be joining you. I will stay here in La Push." Her voice was sad, full of doubt.

"Leah what do you mean, we had a deal, there is nothing for you there, no future, only pain. You said that, you said that you will join me" she wasn't making any sense. Why would she stay there, her own parents were on Sams side. She would need to see him with her cousin almost every day.

"I wish I can come, but I can't. Do you think that I want to be here?!" I could hear anger in her voice.

"So why are you staying, you are not making any sense!" what the hell was today with people in my life, first with Tanyas reaction, then Leah with her unreasonable decision.

"I…"she started to say but then suddenly stopped "can't" sounding defeated. "You can't? I'm worried Leah, do you need me to come for you?" I said, while my mind was racing with possible reasons for her to say that.

"No, Bella. Do not come here. I need you to trust me. I will call you soon. I promise" but before I could even respond, she hang up on me. The fuck was happening. Did we all go crazy today?

I decided to let Leah cool down, I knew that I would not achieve anything if I was pushy. I will call her again tomorrow, maybe she will tell me what is really going on. I just hoped that it did not have anything to do with Sam.

I checked my phone again to see if I got any massage from Tanya. I felt disappointed when I saw no new notifications. Why didn't she replied?

While I was thinking about Tanya, my stomach started to rumble. Giving me the head ups that I was indeed hungry. After I ate, there was still no message from Tanya so I threw myself into work. I needed to plan my lesson for tomorrow, while hoping to clear my thoughts and calm my nerves. I needed to think about something else, it wasn't like me to be so needy and desperate for someone.

I headed to bed early then usual, I wasn't in the mood for watching TV, this day has taken a toll on me. i just wanted to rest and for tomorrow to come so I can find out what happened to Tanya.

And Kate.

Sleep came easy to me, but I can't say that the dreams I had were pleasant. In my dreams I had to watch Tanya and Kate fight over and over again, while I screamed for them to stop. I could feel myself crying in my sleep, not able to wake up from the nightmare I found myself in. They were destroying themselves before my eyes and I could feel my soul tearing apart.

I woke up a few times, with my pillow wet and drench in sweat but I didn't have the strength to get up, I just fell back to the restless darkens again and again.

Morning finally came, I just felt more tired then before going to sleep. I couldn't remember the last time I slept so bad. I vividly remember all of the dreams I had and non were the happy ones.

I grabbed my phone but there wasn't any message from Tanya. I felt disappointed, why didn't she respond to my text. In my head I was running the scene from yesterday, but still they didn't make sense to me. She was happy before we met with Kate.

I got up and went to the bathroom to get ready for the day. I saw myself in the mirror and let me tell you, I looked like a shit. I quickly applied make-up hoping to look decent, I couldn't come to work and look like a ghost.

Then I remembered that Tanya invited me to her house after work, to meet her family. I wonder if that is still on. Will she come for me to take me to work? I didn't leave impression of the person that didn't answer her phone. She always replied right away, she was always eager to text with me.

Was it possible that she was mad at me?

As soon as I thought about that, I could feel chest pressure, my heart started to pound heavily. I couldn't bear the possibility of her not wanting to answer me. In only few days she became so important to me, I was feeling crushed just thinking that something is wrong between us.

I went to make myself breakfast, but I didn't feel hungry at all. Honestly, I just wanted to cry. But I forced myself to eat, knowing that I need to use opportunity of not feeling nauseous. This couple of days were not easy on my stomach, random things triggered me and made me throw up.

It took me some time but I finished my food, so I checked the time, I still have a few minutes before I need to head to school. She is still not here…

As soon as I thought that I heard car pulling in my driveway, my heart started to pound with happiness. The most irrational happiness. I must have gone crazy to feel this emotions just from hearing her coming to me.

I started to run towards the door, opining them quickly, not expecting her to be there yet. But I was wrong, she was in front of me. Looking at me with longing eyes, like she didn't see me in ages, she was just standing there, waiting for me to make a first move. Like she was afraid. Why would she be afraid?

As I saw fear in her eyes, I snaped quickly and threw myself in her arms. She was so hard, yet so soft and cold, but that didn't bother me. she pulled me in and held me so close to her, almost desperately, like she needed to make herself believe that I was there, that she was holding me. I could hear her taking deep breath with her head buried in my neck. I could feel her relax in my arms as the time passed, but neither did I nor her made a move to break our hug. I moved my head back, so I could see her face and as soon as she looked at me I leaned in and captured her lips. Kiss was slow, reassuring both to me and her, we were taking our time, letting our emotions out.

We broke our kiss, but still stayed in each other arms. I moved my hand to hold her cheek, so she leaned in, she closed her eyes, just letting me hold her, being vulnerable. This is the first time I saw her like that, she was always the one to take the lead, she just had the energy of a leader. So strong, so beautiful. It made me tear up, seeing her like this.

What made her so... I couldn't even say how, something was missing, I couldn't get the whole picture. Something was stopping me from understanding why was she like this, as far as I knew everything was great between us. So why was she afraid?

"Tanya, what happened yesterday?" I asked her, but she didn't answer me, she just pulled me in closer, hiding her face in my neck.

So I tried again "I was worried, I texted you, but you didn't replied. Tanya what happened?" but this time I didn't let her hide, I moved back, braking our hug, so I could see her.

"Bella, I'm sorry, I broke my phone yesterday when I got home. I wanted to text you but it was already late, so I decided to wait to see you in person." she told me, while playing with my hair. But I could tell that she was avoiding to answer the real question. She looked me in the eyes, she could tell that I knew, so she took a deep breath and said "I apologize for my behavior, I didn't want you to see me like that, something came up and I couldn't hold my reaction in. I'm sorry for that, I didn't want to scare you" she was torturing herself thinking that I was afraid of her?

"Tanya, I'm not afraid of you" I told her, looking her in the eyes, so she could tell I was honest. I could see her demeanor changing, there was the glint in her eyes. "I'm not afraid, why would I be? I was worried that something happened to you when you didn't replied. I mean, I don't fully understand what happened, I one second you were happy that I was meeting Kate and in the next… you were in full on rage. Did I do something?" I asked her, hoping to hear answer that will clear this whole situation.

"No Bella, you didn't do anything!" she told me, looking upset that I thought that I was at fault. But she didn't said anything else. She was avoiding the question again, so I let her, trusting her, trusting that she will tell me. When she is ready.

But there was something I couldn't let go, for some reason. So I did what my heart was nagging me to do since I saw her, without Kate… The fact that it bothered me that Kate wasn't here… Why would she be here, Bella?!

"Is Kate ok?" I asked unsurely, I wanted to know, but I also didn't feel ok asking my girlfriend about her sister, who made me feel feeling I shouldn't feel. "I mean, was it something she did that made you angry? She was very polite, I need to thank her again for fixing my truck…" I rambled for a few seconds, not knowing how to not show my worry for her.

Tanya watched me with knowing look in here eyes, so she just smiled at me, at my ramblings, like she understood. But there isn't a way for her to know, I told myself. "Kate is alright, do not worry, there was just misunderstanding between us, but we managed to resolve it."

I could feel myself relaxing as soon as she said Kate was good, but I tried not to show to much. "And you two are good? I mean I don't want you to fight with your sister" the thought of them fighting didn't sit with me, my stomach started to turn just thinking of them fighting. Which isn't normal reaction, yes you want your girlfriend to have good relationship with her family, but this is taking it to far. There was the strong need in me for them to be in good relationship.

It was like she knew that she needed to reassure me "Yes, Bella do not worry. Kate and I are good" she smirked, like she was telling a jock that I didn't understand "we are closer than before, let just say there is new layer to our relationship"

I felt happy hearing this, even if it did confuse me, what did she mean by new layer in their relationship? Before I could ask her what did she mean by that, she said in her characteristic charming way that I was used to "We need to head to the work if we plan to arrive on time, my lady". It made me happy to hear her again like that, I never wish for her to be unsure or sad again. I pulled her in again, not able to hold my happiness in and gave her a deep kiss, trying to show her what she meant to me. She tried to pull me in but I stepped back, with teasing smile on my face. "We will be late, let me just grab my thing and we can go" I headed in while she stayed at my door.

I took my things and headed outside, she was waiting for me, holding her hand for me to take it. She lead me to her car, opening the door for me. just as I started to head in, she suddenly pulled me to her and grabbed my lips with hers, not that I complained. Soon she was demanding the entrance with her tongue, which I happily granted. Soon it started to feel hot and heavy, I could feel myself getting aroused. But then she pulled back, smiled and said "You tease me and I will get you back, babe"

I couldn't answer her right away, I needed few deep breaths, in the meantime she already helped me in the car and went to her side.

"So you will continue to be my chauffeur?" I asked her teasingly, loving the fact that she kept her promise and continued to drive me to work, even if my car was fixed.

"If you let me, I will come for you every day of my life" she said, wiggling her eyebrows and biting her lip. It took me a few seconds to process what she said, I could feel my cheeks flush. But I didn't back down, so put my hand on her thigh and leaned on so my lips lined up with her ear "I will gladly take that offer, baby" I said, and then bit her earlobe. I could tell that she was getting worked on, her chest was rising more than usual and when she turned her head towards me, I could see that her eyes were almost completely black.

"Oh, what you do to me, my Bella" she took my hand, and kissed my knuckles. I just smiled to her, feeling completely content. My soul was smiling. And all because of this Angel by my side.

We rode in silence for a few minutes and then she turned to me and asked "Are you still willing to come to my home, after work, to meet the rest of my family? They are very exited to meet you." She had hopeful look on her face.

As she asked me I could feel my mood changing. Don't get me wrong, that was something I wanted, but maybe for the wrong reason. I started to feel guilt. I really wanted to go to her house, but the main reason was to see Kate. Woman I saw for a few moments. Her sister.

I couldn't stop myself before I asked "Will Kate be there?" why Bella, why would you ask that. I told myself that I won't be seeking any contact with Kate. What I have with Tanya, it wasn't something I'm ever willing to jeopardize. I would rather break my own leg, so why did I actually ask that?

Tanya was just smiling at me before she answered "She will be there, she wouldn't miss it for the world." She laughed at her joke, but I didn't get it. She saw my confused expression, it was like she knew what was my internalized battle about. "Bella, don't worry. Don't think too much, just let go and go with your guts. Also, trust me when I say I will be there for you no matter what. Everything will turn out the way it is supposed to." Her words held deeper meaning than I could comprehend at the moment, but nevertheless they calmed me.

She leaned on and gave me a soft kiss "Lets go to work, my lady" she got up quickly and was at my side, opening my door before I could react.

"How are you so fast?" I asked laughing "I will need to open my door, eventually. And you have already swept off my feet" she had the biggest smile while I was saying that.

"I am very glad to hear that, but I will always open them for you." I could tell that she meant that words 100%. She took my hand and we headed to our work, with smiles on our faces.

We went you separate ways, each to her own classroom, but we did spent our free time together.

When I was done with my work for today she was already waiting for me at the door of my classroom.

"Shall we, my lady?" she put her hand out for me to take it.

"We shall, babe" I told her, grabbing her hand, not even noticing her cold hand anymore. I got used to it I guess.

After a couple of minutes of driving, my nerves started to show. I could feel my heart beat starting to speed up, so I took couple of deep breaths hoping to calm myself. But unfortunately that didn't work. My mind was racing with possibility of them not liking me, but also with the fact that I will see Kate soon.

Like she could hear my heart racing, Tanya took my hand and started to caress my hand with her thumb "Everything will be fine, do not worry. Just do what your heart tells you." She tried to calm me, but her last sentence threw me off a little, it was unusual thing to say in this situation. But maybe I was just overthinking it.

We rode in silence the whole time and after 20 minutes we reached her house. And it took my breath away, it was huge masterpiece. There was glass everywhere, it looked like it came form the latest home design magazine. In front of the house were parked few expensive cars.

I still gazed in silence, I knew that she was rich, but not this kind of rich. Not that it did matter to me, but still took me by surprise. She parked the car and was by my side holding her hand to help me get out, I took her hand. She had shy smile on her face, she didn't know what my reaction would be.

"This house is masterpiece, Tanya. I don't think I ever seen something like this" I told her, with a smile on my face. Hoping that she saw my true reaction. I didn't want her to think that I care about her money.

"Thank you, baby. Carmen is the one who designed the whole thing. She will be happy to hear that you like it. Not many people have even seen it. They do not come here, actually you are the first person to come up." It was a little weird, but she told me that they are very private. I could understand that.

"I honestly feel honored to be invited" I turned to her and pulled her in so I could kiss her. Kiss didn't last very long, someone came out and cleared the throat. So I stepped form Tanya, but not yet letting go of her hand. I turned to see who it was, but my body already knew.

My heart started to go ballistic as I laid my eyes on her. On Kate. She was more gorgeous than yesterday, she was embodiment of some ancient goddess. I tried to swallow but my throat had gone dry. She was smiling at me like I hung up the stars on the sky, I saw adoration in her eyes. With little bit of mischievous glint in them.

It took me a little to come to my senses, I remembered that I shouldn't feel like this. It was wrong, her sister was holding my hand, for the fuck sakes. I cleared my throat and turned to look at Tanya, I remembered her reaction form yesterday. My stomach was turning, thinking that that will happen today. But that wasn't the case. Tanya had a soft smile on her face, her body was relaxed but there was excitement in her eyes, like she was waiting for something.

"Bella, let me properly interduce you to my sister Kate. Kate this is my Bella" her declaration did held a bit of possessiveness but I didn't mind it. It made my all mushy inside. She nudged me to take a few steps, so we could be closer to Kate. I could feel my hands starting to sweat, but I hoped that Kate wouldn't notice that.

Kate reached out for my hand, it didn't took me long to grab her hand. And just like the first time, there was electric wave as soon as I touched her. She slowly took my hand and slowly while looking me in the eyes, brought it to her lips, so she could kiss it.

My heart skipped few beats as I felt her lips on my skin. She smiled like she knew what kind of reaction that would cause.

"You do not know how happy it make me to see you again Bella" Kate told me, with charming smile while still holding my hand, she seamed not willing to let go just yet. Neither did I want her to let go.

Never in my life did I felt this bliss, this happiness, it felt like my soul finally found its place. This is where I belonged, with Tanya and Kate by my side. Both of them were making me feel safe and cherished, like I was the most important person in the whole world.

Unfortunately, this moment didn't last long. I could feel my mind starting to fog up, I could tell something was wrong. I felt my legs shake, my world started to spin and I could hear in the distance, someone was shouting my name.

But soon my world was immersed in darkness.

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