Helloo people!
I managed to find time to write this chapter, not really happy with it but what can i do. Please tell me what you think about it.
English is not my first language so there will be mistakes. If someone is interested in being a beta reader that will fix my grammar mistakes please let me know.
I don't know how long I was unconscious, but slowly I could feel something cold on my forehead. Someone was calling me, but I couldn't hear clearly, it was like they were far away, shouting at me. I tried to open my eyes, but they won't listen.
It took me a while to become aware that I was laying down on something soft and that someone was holding my hand, slowly caressing my palm with their thumb, while someone was pressing their cold hand to my forehead and cheeks.
"My Bella, please wake up… Please..." I could hear, it was Tanya, calling me and it didn't leave me much of a choice than to listen to her plea. I started to move a little bit, putting a lot of effort into opening my eyes. And soon, with a lot of encouragement form Tanya, I opened my eyes.
And it was a sight to see, two most beautiful creatures on the whole planet right beside me. I could have swear that I died and went straight to heaven and this was my welcoming party. My Angel and my Goddess. My heart started to beat fast, showing my excitement at the sight. I was so glad that they could hear it. Tanya was sitting near my head, on the coffee table that was in front of sofa I was on. Kate on the other hand was sitting on the sofa.
They had a worried look at their faces, almost desperate. But their eyes had a little bit of a relief in them, seeing me wake up slowly.
I tried to pull myself up, but was hit with another wave of dizziness. "Don't try to get up" Tanya said in pleading but also demanding tone in her voice, so I listened. Not really in the mood for arguing.
"What happened?" I asked, but soon started to cough, it was a bad idea traying to talk with dry mouth. When I calmed down, I looked at Tanya and Kate, who had a true panic in their eyes. They looked lost, like they didn't know what to do. I mean, I was only coughing. Tanya was the first one to calm down, mumbling something under her breath that I couldn't hear.
Then Kate started to get up, but she stopped at some point, not moving. I wondered why. A little smile started to form on her lips, and she said "I will be happy to give you my hand again, when I return with your water, my daring". As soon as she said that I looked down at our hand, I didn't realize that I was the one that wasn't letting go. I didn't even realize that I was holding her hand. I quickly removed my hand from her grasp, but that felt wrong. Really wrong.
She quickly despaired from my sight, only to come back with water in her hand after a few seconds. How the hell did she appeared here so quickly. But I decided to move my attention to the water, Kate was holding a open bottle, waiting for me to take it.
I took a couple of big sips, quenching my thirst. In the meanwhile, Kate took her initial position, she sat on the sofa, out thighs touching. My whole body reacted because of that, so I need to warn myself. Tanya is right here. Why are you this messed up Bella?
I turned my head to look Tanya in the eyes, deciding to ignore Kate for the moment, and asked again "What happened? How did I end up here?"
"You fainted on our driveway; you have been unconscious for a couple of hours." Tanya said while caressing my cheek with her thumb, like she was trying to reassure herself that I was ok.
"Bella, what happened? As far as I know it isn't normal for humans to faint. We were just about to take you to the hospital" she said.
First thing, Humans? Who says something like that? Second, why the hell did I faint and third why the hell did I faint.
"I don't know" I answered, unsure and I could see that they weren't happy with my response so I continued " this has never happened to me before, I'm healthy. I really don't know why."
"How do you feel now? Maybe we should take you to the hospital" it took me by surprise to hear Kate say that, and with clear worry in her voice. Why would she be so worried?
Feeling the strong need to calm her down I said "I feel fine now, really. There is no need for hospital." She didn't look really satisfied with my answer, but she let it go for now.
"But you will go to the doctor, Bella. I will make an appointment. You have thrown up last week and now this." Tanya said with commanding tone of the voice. I could tell that she was serious, so I just said "Fine, I will go. But only for you." I didn't want her to worry. And she seemed satisfied with my answer.
I took a moment to look around the room, it was magnificent. There was large glass wall, looking at the forest. Room was minimalistic but so classy and elegant. Carmen, as I remembered was the one responsible for the design. I could only admire this house and I couldn't wait to see the rest of it.
"We will give you the tour of the house later, do not worry" Tanya said, as she saw that I was looking around in wonder. But I couldn't stop myself before asking "We?"
"Kate and I" she said with smirk on her lips. Shit, I really needed to put some distance between Kate and me, so how do I say to my girlfriend that that was bad idea. I couldn't say that, so I just nodded.
"Are you hungry, there is food waiting for you in the kitchen" Tanya said. When she said that I realized that I was indeed very hungry. And I really needed to use bathroom.
"That would be great, I'm hungry, but I would like to use bathroom before that, if it isn't a problem" I said to Tanya, deciding to ignore Kate presence as much as I could. Well, I couldn't ignore it, but I could pretend and try to put as much distance in between us.
"Kate will show you where it is, while I heat up the food" Tanya said, gave me a kiss on the lips and got up to leave the room. I just laid there not knowing what to do, why would she leave me with her sister. Well maybe because she doesn't know that you have crush on her sister, Bella.
While I was panicking inside and thinking of calling back Tanya, Kate was already moving toward me. and before I could say anything, she reached for me and picked me up like I was a feather. As soon as I could smell her scent, I swear I started to feel dizzy again. How could she smell so good, so tempting, it was different then Tanyas scent but equally perfect. Fresh, like cashmere. I could never get tired of her scent.
In pure instinct, I reached for her neck and took a big breath, trying to memorize her scent. As soon as I did that, I could feel myself get wetter, it wasn't helping that she was holding me firmly in her arms. I felt protected, at peace, my body was relaxing, knowing that I was in the arms of the warrior.
All I needed to be satisfied was Tanya.
Oh shit, what the hell am I doing. What the hell I'm I even doing in her arms, why would she behave in such way with me. I was in relationship with her sister. With whom she was very close.
I started to tense in her arms, trying to clear my head. I needed to say something, to pull myself from this situation. I just sniffed her, pressed myself against her. But what do I say? And why does she look so happy holding me, so peaceful, so proud of herself for having me in her arms. Like she achieved the greatest accomplishment of her life. I realized that she didn't move from the sofa.
"I can walk, there is no need for you to carry me" even I winced at the tone of my voice. It hurt me to say that, to see her face taking a pained look. Like I just slapped her. But the goal was putting the distance between us.
"That isn't a risk I am willing to take. What if you get dizzy again?" she said in serious tone, I could tell that she was searching for my eyes, trying to make eye contact. I wasn't ready for that, I knew that I would lose myself in them. Willing to do anything she asked me.
I didn't answer her, wanting to be out of her arms as soon as I can, so I could think clearly.
She didn't move yet, i guess that she was waiting for me to look at her. "I really need to go to the bathroom" I said, keeping a calm tone of my voice but still not looking her in the eyes.
"At your orders, my darling" she said, starting to move toward a hallway that was leading to the bathroom, I guess. My darling? Why does she keep calling me like that. This is a second time we see eachother, not to mention that her sister was my girlfriend.
But hearing her call me like that, made me feel all fuzzy inside. I didn't answer her, not wanting her to know what kind of reaction she was causing in me.
Even when I didn't answer, she smiled at me, like she knew. She was satisfied with herself.
I didn't realize that she was taking me towards the stairs, she moved so effortlessly, like she was carrying a piece of paper. But surely there was a toilet at the ground floor. First floor was as magnificent as the ground floor, if not even more. There were big glass windows everywhere, carrying a natural light inside. There were only three doors in the hallway, and we passed the two of them, moving towards the third one.
"Where are you taking me?" I asked her, feeling confused. She didn't answer me, she just kept walking, until she reached the last door in the hallway. She reached with her hand to open them, and the room inside took my breath away.
This was the room of my dreams, there was California King size bed inside, that looked like the comfiest bed in the entire world, on the other side was a fireplace that almost took the spotlight form the bed, almost. The room was in soft colors, almost blending with the nature that you could see from the glass wall, looking over the green forest.
Kate was looking at me admiring the room, so I turned towards her. And there, I did a big mistake, I looked her in the eyes. Those gorgeous eyes, that had so much playful glint in them, they were so full of life. She was looking at me like I just hung the stars in the night sky. So much admiration, that I couldn't help but smile at the sight. My soul was so happy, I didn't have the power to remind myself to keep distance between us. Nor did I want that.
"I thought that you would be more comfortable using this bathroom, it's more spacious" Kate said, while gently lowering my feet on the ground. Even with my feet on the ground she didn't let go of me. She kept her hand on my waist, holding me near her, I just couldn't figure out was it because she was afraid that I would faint again or was it because she wanted me near her.
"Whose room is this?" I asked her, not really wanting to use someone else's bathroom.
"This is the biggest room in this house. So it is ou…" she started to answer but quickly stopped herself. "It is Tanyas" she quickly finished. But that wasn't her first answer, what was she going to say? Our?
What did she mean by that? The more time I spent with her the more confused did I become. About my feelings for her and about her behavior towards me.
I needed to clear my head, so I started to move towards the bathroom. But Kate didn't let go of me, she just moved her hand and was now holding my own. On the instinct, I intertwined our fingers, it felt to right, so good. As soon as I realized that I tried to move my hand but she wouldn't let go.
We reached the door in a couple of second and she tugged my hand, making me turn to her.
"I will be here, if anything happens or you start to feel dizzy, call me. I'm serious" Kate told me.
"All right, I won't take long" she let go of my hand and I entered the bathroom. Of course, it was enormous, bathroom you see in the design magazines. It had a huge shower, enough to fit in four people, showerhead covering the whole ceiling. There was also, huge bathtub, also for more than one person.
I got excited at the idea of using with Tanya and… with Tanya. I quickly reminded myself. A couple of fantasies crossed my mind, but none of them could ever come true. Never.
I quickly did my business, not wanting to make Kate wait longer than necessary.
I took a couple of big breaths, and opened the door. How is it possible that she too, takes my breath away every time I see her. She just stood there, smiling, holding her hand, so I could take it. And I did that, without thinking. She used the moment, and picked me up quickly, so here I am, again in her strong arm.
"There is really no need for that, I can walk. I don't feel dizzy at all." I told her, but in the reality I didn't want her to put me down. I wanted to stay in her arms as long as she would have me.
She didn't say anything, she was just looking my eyes, almost like reading my soul. It was like she knew that I didn't really want her to let go. I also had a feeling that she would never do something that really made me uncomfortable.
She took me down the stairs and I could start to smell food from the kitchen, realizing that I was hungry. Even my stomach started to rumble. And when that happened Kate started to speed up.
And soon, we were in the kitchen. As the rest of the house, it didn't disappoint. But I couldn't really pay attention to the kitchen, when Tanya was standing her the kitchen island, with a smirk on her lips. She was looking at us playfully, but also she looked really happy seeing me in Kates arms. There was a special glint in her eyes too.
Maybe something was wrong with my head, I told myself. I started to imagine things that couldn't be there. I must have been reading too much into things.
I started to move in Kates arms, wanting to be put down, she did that. And I didn't waste time, I moved towards Tanya, wanting to kiss her, until I couldn't hold my breath anymore.
So I did that, I reached for her, grabbing her neck and putting my other hand on her back, taking the more dominant role. It was all pent up energy, that started to build since I was in Kates arms. Tanya let me do this in my own pace. I grabbed her lips with mine, not taking long before asking for entrance with my tongue. Which she eagerly granted. I could feel her hand moving to my ass, squeezing it, and with that action making me moan.
That seemed to pull me back a little, remembering that Kate was also in the room. But, now that I think about it, that fact didn't bother me at all. On the contrary, it made me more aroused. It was both Kates and Tanyas presence that did this to me. I could feel myself getting wetter by the second, so I pressed myself against Tanyas thigh, wanting to crate some kind of friction. Some kind of relief.
But then, I heard something like growl, behind me. And that seemed to snap me back to the reality. I broke our kiss. But nor before giving Tanya a little peck on the lips.
She moved her hand to my hips, putting them there, right where they belonged. I put my hand on them, missing the contact from the time I was away.
I slowly turned my head, to see if Kate was still there.
And boy, she was there. She was looking at us, with her eyes pitch black. She looked angry … or extremely aroused, but that wasn't possible. Why would she be aroused at the sight of us kissing. She must have been angry; my action was the politest one.
I needed to say something to break this energy in the room. So, I said "I see you made me something to eat, it smells delicious", moving to sit at the middle of the kitchen island, where was the plate. "You won't eat?" I asked Tanya.
"Not feeling hungry, don't worry, eat Bella, I can hear you stomach protesting from here" Tanya said, moving to sit on the chair left of me.
She didn't need to tell me twice, I dug in, like a person that didn't eat for two days. It didn't help that this was tastiest meal that I have ever eaten.
In between bites I turned to Tanya and said "This is sooo good, my complements to the chef" I could see myself eating dishes from this person as long as I am alive.
What I didn't expect was someone from the right side of me to say "Well, thank you my darling, I am glad that you like it. I made it special for you." I quickly turned to the right, but I didn't need to, to know that that was Kate. My body was reacting before I she even spoke. She was sitting so close to me, with a pleased smile on her face. She was so proud of herself, so proud that I liked her dish.
"I didn't know that you cook." I told her, finding myself wishing that I knew more things about her.
"There is a lot of things you don't know about me, but don't worry, I am willing to share everything with you, my darling" she said, with predatory smirk on her face.
I couldn't understand how could she talk to me like that in front of Tanya. She didn't even try to cover up her flirting. I tried to move a little bit from her, not wanting Tanya to be angry, so I looked to my left. Only to see Tanya, with pleased smile on her face, not being bothered by Kate closeness to me.
What was going on here? My mind was running with possible options, but nothing came up. Maybe I needed to speak with Tanya, try to tell her what was happening to me. I didn't want our relationship to suffer. I knew that I needed to be honest.
But than again, she was really close to Kate. Would she be ok with me putting distance between us and her family, did she love me enough? Was that really what I even want?
I spent the resto of my meal in the silence, fighting inside my mind. They didn't try to talk to me, it was like they knew that I needed some peace. And I was grateful for that.
When I finished my meal, I turned to Kate, not wanting to be rude "Thank you for this delicious meal"
"Anytime, my darling" she told me while moving to take the plate in front of me. She used this opportunity to invade my space, making me smell her delicious scent that turned me on.
"Baby, the rest of the family is really excited to meet you. If you are up to it we could meet them in he living room" said Tanya, taking my hand into hers and intervening our fingers.
"Of course, that's why I'm here." I felt excited and nervous. But before I could say something about that, Tanya kissed me and said, "Do not worry, they love you already." Pulling me with her towards the living room.
I could hear Kate following u very closely and also feel her presence on left side, occasionally our hands would touch, sending an electric pulse to my body.
When we reached the living room, there were standing three beautiful people. I mean, how is it possible that they are all this handsome. There was another tall, blonde woman, Irina I remembered. Tanyas other sister. I felt relief, that she didn't cause the same reaction like her sisters did. But she was very pretty too, she had the same eye color as Tanya and Kate. But so did Carmen and Eleazar. That was very strange. I need to remember to ask Tanya about that.
Carmen and Eleazar were impressive too, you could tell that they were a little bit older then the sisters but not by much. They could be the couple form the front of the magazines. You could tell by the way that they hold each other that they belonged together.
They were also very pale, like Tanya and Kate, they seriously needed some vitamin D.
The three of them had honest smiles on their faces, like they very happy to meet me, which immediately calmed me down.
"Bella, this is the rest of my family; Irina, Carmen and Eleazar" Tanya said, but her voice was a little different than I was used to. It was more serious, more formal and it had the commanding tone in it. Which did a lot of things to my body, all of them pleasant.
"And this is my Bella" she said in the proud voice, like I was some kind of treasure that she had, and also a little bit of possessiveness. She still didn't let go of my hand, nor did she tried to move forward so we could shake hands. We stayed at couple meters of distance. Which was a little strange, but I got a feeling that a lot of things about them were strange.
Like the fact that Kate moved closer to us, almost in front of us, as soon as we got to the living room. Now, our hands were touching constantly. Like she was providing a shield to us.
"I am very happy to meet you. Tanya told me a lot of good things about you." I told them, feeling happy to put the faces on the people that I heard about.
"We heard many things about you too from Tanya and Kate. It is nice to finally meet the person that has charmed my sisters so much." Irina said with smile on her face.
Kate was talking about me? I have charmed her? And Irina was telling that as it wasn't a big deal? I didn't have time to process that before Carmen spoke "We are happy to meet you Bella" while Eleazar was nodding his head in agreement.
"Lets sit, so you can get to know each other" said Tanya, again with commanding undertone in her voice. It was like she was giving them permission to sit, to continue conversation with me. She moved me towards one end of the sofa I previously woke up from. She sat on the left side of me, while Kate sat on my right side, leaving no room between us.
I didn't want to make a scene, so I didn't react. But I couldn't figure it out, how was Tanya so okey with her behavior, with her flirting. I mean Kate didn't leave my side the entire time I was here. She was acting like I was with her and Tanya at the same time. Even right now, in front of her family she was constantly making a contact with me.
Side of me wanted her to stay, but my brain was telling me that this path was leading to pain. What my heart wanted wasn't possible in this world.
In the meanwhile, Irina, Carmen and Eleazar sat on the opposite side of the sofa, maintaining the distance between us.
After that the conversation between us was going naturally, they were so easy to talk with. We talked about my childhood, how did I end up here… They also told me a little bit about themselves, what were their hobbies and how they spent their free time. I remembered to praise Carmen on designing such a beautiful house, which really put a smile to her face.
Our conversation lasted a long time and I could see myself as a part of this family. Truly belonging with them. But that thought also put the fear in me, what if I get so attach to them. What will happen to me when I tell to Tanya that I have feeling for her sister.
I had so much questions about Kates behavior, but also Tanyas, that I knew that I needed to talk to her as soon as possible.