Hi everyone!

Here is another chapter of my story, I would be very grateful if you leave my feedback on it. i want to hear what you think. Is it time for Bella to find out all the secrets?

English is not my first language so there will be mistakes, and i also don't have beta, so if anyone is interested in that let me know.

I was so focused on conversation with Tanyas family that I didn't even notice hours pass. When I finally came back to reality it was dark outside. Another thing that I didn't notice was Tanyas hand on my thigh, she was moving her fingers in smoothing motion the entire time, giving me a silent support. And I was thankful for that.

Unfortunately, another thing I didn't notice was Kates hand on my back, also moving in smoothing motion. How long was she doing that?

How could I not have realized that? Was that the reason I felt at peace this entire time? It felt so right to have them near me.

But, as soon as I realized what was Kate doing, I couldn't be relaxed anymore. The reasoning part of my brain wouldn't let me. This situation could lead to the fight with Tanya, although she didn't react at all on Kates previous behavior.

Tanya could feel the difference in my posture so she squeezed my thigh, like she was asking me was I alright. I turned to see her, she had worried look on her face and she was looking at me like she was trying to read my thoughts. My initial goal was to reassure her, but when I saw her position, I changed my mind. She could see Kates arm on my back this entire time. So why would she be okey with that?

The rest of her family was on the safe distance from us, and every time they would move toward us, or if they went to the kitchen or bathroom, she would become nervous, and her posture would change. So why was she letting this happen? Letting Kate be this close to me, when the first time I met Kate she was so reluctant to let me even approach her and shake her hand.

I continued to watch Tanya, trying to figure her out, but no logical explanation was coming to my mind. She could see that something was bothering me and I could see that she was going to say something, but I interrupted her "I need to use the bathroom" and started to get up from the sofa. Both Tanya and Kate were on their feet as soon as I got up, with Kates hand on my back the entire time.

The rest of the family was watching the scene in front of them, with calm look on their faces, like they knew what was happening. Well, I would also like to know what the hell was happening.

"I will show you where it is" said Kate, and that was enough for me to snap. My brain was telling me that with her behavior she was putting my relationship in danger, and I couldn't let that happen. Tanya is the love of my life, I was certain in that. No matter what was my heart telling me about Kate.

"There is no need, Tanya will show me" I told her with almost rude tone. I didn't turn to see her face, as I could she Tanya flinch at my tone and the resto of the family looking rather sad while watching Kate.

I didn't want to be thinking about sad Kate so I grabbed Tanyas hand and pulled her towards the hallway where the bathroom must be. Tanya started to move with me, intertwining our fingers and leading me towards the bathroom.

When we reached the bathroom door, Tanya stopped me and turned me towards her. "Bella, why are you like this? What's the matter?" she asked me in the worried tone. Grabbing my chin and gently pulling it so I lift my head, so she can see my eyes.

I took a deep breath, I don't want to lie to her, I told myself that I would be honest with her. But this could go so wrong and I am not prepared for that. But than again it was like she was pushing me towards Kate this whole day. I knew that I didn't imagine that.

"I just don't get it, Tanya. I'm so confused…" I didn't finish my thought, how do I say that and is this the right moment.

"About what, my love?" Tanya said. She called me my love and by doing, made me all mushy inside. My heart started to beat a little bit faster at her statement. This is the first time she used the L word.

"My love?" I asked her shyly, looking her in the eyes that charmed me every time I looked at them. Was It too soon for this conversation? But something was telling me that it wasn't soon, it was right.

"Well, I had another place in my mind for this situation, but I guess that in front of the bathroom will do" she said to me playfully, taking my other hand in hers.

"Isabella, I'm profoundly and deeply in love with you. I know that maybe it is too soon for you for these words. But they are reflection of my soul. I was put on this earth so I could find you, and now that I found you, I will never let you go. You are my everything." She told me while looking me in the eyes. I could tell that she was 100% honest. She was in love with me, she told me that she loved me.

I could tell that she was waiting for my reaction, letting me process her words. But they let me speechless, I mean I hoped that she had this feelings for me, and they made me incredibly happy. I could feel my whole body bursting from happiness.

My hands slowly moved to her cheeks, I took her face in my hands and with happy tears in my eyes I slowly kissed her. I tried to pour all my feelings for her into that kiss; kiss that wasn't all hot and steamy but deep and meaningful. It was kind of a kiss that you would remember for the rest of your life.

We broke apart after a while, and I could feel the tears falling from my eyes. she looked at me with worry, while her fingers took the task of removing them from my face.

"Don't worry, this are happy tears." I told her, trying to reassure her. "You have made me so happy; I can't contain myself." She looked relived with that information.

"I have never thought that it was possible to fall so deeply in love with someone like I have fallen with you, my beautiful Angel. Maybe this is early, but this feels so right, so good that I plan to never let you go. I love you Tanya, so much" I told her, and in the process made myself cry even more.

She had the biggest smile I have ever seen on her. She quickly moved to hug me and, in the process, lifted me up so I could straddle her hips with my legs. I buried my face in her neck and hugged her like my life depended on that. she had her hands under my ass, holding me in the place, while whispering sweet thing in my ear.

I don't know how long we were in this position but none of us were willing to move, so we stayed as long as could.

Eventually she lowered me down, still holding me in her arms, while kissing me sweetly on my lips.

"I will let you go now, so you can do your business. You can find me in the kitchen after you finish, I will be making dinner." Tanya said to me, kissed me one more time, then turned and went towards kitchen.

I was standing there for a few moments, before going into the bathroom. I tried to clear my mind in there, trying to process everything. I couldn't believe how lucky I got, the women of my dreams was in love with me. I just looked myself in the mirror and kept smiling to that thought.

After a couple of minutes, I was ready to rejoin Tanya, when I remembered Kate. Why would I think about her in this moment? And now that I think about it I remembered that I completely forgot to say something about all this to Tanya.

Maybe it is better that I didn't say anything. I mean what could happen if I say 'Hey your sister is flirting with me and you are letting her without a problem. And also I have feelings for her too.' Tanya will surely try to put distance between me and Kate, maybe limit all the contact between us. I if I was being honest with myself I didn't want that at all.

The worst part of it was that I was so happy having both Kate and Tanya beside me, I could see myself with them. And that isn't possible. So the only thing that remained for me to do is to convince myself that I was maybe reading to much into Kates behavior.

And hopefully she will change her behavior, after my reaction in the living room.

I decided that it was time to leave the bathroom and head to the kitchen, I went through the living room, but it was empty. I continued to move towards the kitchen where I saw Kate and Tanya, making dinner.

They were speaking in a low tone so I couldn't hear what they were saying and when they heard me, they turned their heads to me. Their faces ere lit up with beautiful smiles, like they didn't see me for a long time. So I couldn't do anything else but to smile at them in the same manner.

My eyes for some reason stayed on Kate, I was watching her eyes trying to figure out something that was bothering me. After a couple of moments, I could see logging beneath her happiness. She was looking at me with logging in her eyes. Like she wanted to reach for me and pull me to her arms and never let go, and to be honest I wouldn't stop her. There was something in me that wanted to make her feel good, wanting to erase all the bad feelings from her life, the same with Tanya.

I could feel my throat drying, so I tried to swallow but without much success, but before I could do anything Kate was in front of me, holding a water bottle to me.

"Here you go… Bella." She didn't say my darling, I could hear her wanting to say something else before she said my name. My face fell off a little bit... I wanted to hear her call me my darling.

NO Bella, this is what you wanted, you wanted some distance between her.

But this feels wrong.

Not wanting to think about this anymore, I opened the bottle and took a couple of big sips. It was good feeling, cold water moving through my throat.

"Thank you, Kate" I told her, while moving pass her so I could sit at the kitchen island.

Kate went back to helping Tanya with the dinner. And feeling bad that they are doing everything I asked "Do you need my help?" but something was telling me they wouldn't let me.

"You just sit here and relax, baby" told me Tanya, throwing me a wink. "We got I covered, it wont take long."

"If you say so" I told her, and then continued "Where is the rest of the family, they weren't in living room when I passed through it" I asked Tanya. Hoping that I didn't make a such a big scene earlier that they wouldn't want to hang out anymore. There goes my first impression.

But instead Tanya, Kate answered my question "Something came up so they went to take care of it, do not worry, they will come back later this evening"

"To bad, I hoped that we could continue to get to know each other more" I told her.

"Why wouldn't that be possible?" Tanya seemed to pick this moment to join conversation.

"Oh, I planned to go home after the dinner, honestly I didn't think I would stay this long in the first place. I wouldn't want to bother you" I explained myself. Both Tanya and Kate had a frown on their faces after I said that. Not liking my plan at all.

Tanya started to approach me "Would you please reconsider staying here this night? I don't want you to be alone after you fainted earlier today. Please?" she asked me with pleading tone in her voice and that charming smile on her lips, that I had no other choice than to say yes to her.

"You know that I can't say no to you when you ask me like that." I told her with shy simile and leaning in so I could kiss her. I gave her a little peck and then she returned to cooking.

I looked over to Kate, who now looked more relaxed when I said that I would stay with Tanya. I didn't comment on anything else, I was sitting there, watching them work in harmony, it was like they didn't even need to speak to know what the other wanted. Also, they moved to gallantly, not once bumping to each other. It was really beautiful to watch.

Not long after, they announced that the dinner is done, and they quickly asked me if it is ok to eat at the kitchen island, which was more then fine by me.

They put the food on the plates and took a seat beside me, one on the left one on the right. The smell was amazing, so I immediately dug in, saying thanks to both for making me a meal.

Dinner was tasted great; I didn't pay much attention to either of them and when I lifted my head they were already done with their food. Well, that was fast. After I wiped my moth with a napkin, I went to get up so I could put the dishes in the sink, but someone stopped me. It was Kate, she put her hand on my, halting my movements.

"Do not worry, I got them" she quickly picked up all our plates and put them in the sink.

Then, Tanya grabbed my hand "What would you like to do next? We can always watch something in the living room, put on some show or a movie" she told me. I was always up for some movie or tv show. Maybe even some reality tv show, but I there will be time for that later.

"I would like that" I told her, so she ended up pulling me up from my chair and into to living room.

We ended up laying on the sofa, and before turning on something, she turned to me "So, how do you like my family, they didn't scare you right?"

"I really liked them; I could see that you are really close. You are really lucky for having that kind of support behind you. And hopefully they liked me too?" I told her, knowing that they are important to her, not wanting to make any problems between them.

"They did, they are glad to see me this happy with someone. And they fully support us, don't worry. i can see that you will have a great bond with them." She said to me, while taking my hand and kissing my knuckles in smoothing way.

"I hope so, I always wanted a big family, a home filed with people that I love. And I can see that coming true with you, and I don't know what would happen to me if I ever lost you." I end up telling her. I find myself looking for her comfort and reassurance, knowing that she will protect me.

"Hey, why would you even think about losing me? That will never happen, my love. I am yours." She was looking me in the eyes as she was telling me that, I could see her determination and honesty.

"I love you" I end up saying to her, finding the reassurance that I needed. She was my person in that I waws sure.

We sat in silence like that for a couple of minutes, just looking each other, content and happy. But all my security came crashing down when Kate entered the living room and reminded me of my internal struggle.

God, she was beautiful. And she was so charming, I could she her easily winning over men and women and honestly that pissed me of. Quite a lot.

Of course, she noticed that I was watching her, and had a smirk on her lips the entire time she was walking towards Tanya and me. She was enjoying me watching her, like she knew what kind of effect she had on me.

She ended up sitting down right beside me, of course, why would she choose to sit anywhere else. And with that move, all my plan to ignore her and put the distance between us fell into the water. And of course, with it went my hope that I was just imagining things.

Tanya seemed to be fine with Kate so close to me, like it was the most normal thing on the planet. I couldn't, or didn't want to make a scene right now, so the only thing that remained was pretending that I was fine and not saying anything.

We ended up putting some film on Netflix, and it held my attention right until Tanya went to get the blanket and covered us all with it. Tanya didn't waste even a minute under it before she literally attached herself to me, she ended laying on her side, with her head on my shoulder and our legs intertwined and her and on my stomach, that she didn't move at the moment.

What surprised me were Kates actions. She sat even closer to me, the whole size of my body was touching her, and then she put her hand behind me, in a classic move that you see on cheese romantic films.

From that moment, my mind couldn't focus on film anymore, all I could think about is how amazing is their scent, and how well did it mix together. I tried not to be obvious and literally smell the air like a dog, but God dam, what the hell did their scent do to me? I could feel myself getting aroused at the fact that they are both right beside me, with our bodies touching. My nerves were firing up, and all I wanted was someone to touch me in right places. How did I end up like this, with my girlfriend on one side and sister that I liked on the other? I must have done something wrong to be punished like this.

I kept prying to someone for this feeling to go away, and by some miracle it did. I noticed that their scent changed a little, and it seemed to calm me down, and lure me to sleep.

It didn't take me long to actually feel sleepy, aroused state of mind forgotten, I felt at peace. This was my place on the earth. I felt protected, like nothing could happen to me with them by my side. I could feel someone playing in a smoothing way with my hair, luring me even more to sleep. And I couldn't resist anymore. The darkness simply took me.

That was the most relaxed that I ever felt in my life, it was like I was on the cloud. Happy and relaxed, with no worry on my mind.

Little by little I started to wake up, but my mind was still foggy. Slowly I realized that I was laying on something very nice, smelling and feeling. I buried my face even deeper trying to get even more of that amazing scent. I started to move around a little bit, feeling around with my hands. It came to my mind that there was a person beneath me, but that didn't seem to pull me from my dreamy state. No, it fueled exploration even more. Because in the moment I decided that this person was mine. It had to be for smelling so nice and feeling so soft yet so firm in the same moment.

So I did what any other normal person would do, I started to explore with my lips as well as my hands. I quickly found a great spot for my lips, where the skin was so soft I could kiss it all my life. My hand were also occupied with squeezing something that fit my palm like it was made for me.

And after a couple of moments in my personal heaven, I heard someone make the most heavenly sound that I have ever heard. It was a moan, that seemed to fire me up even more.

But also made me think clear for the first time since I started to wake up. I slowly halted my actions and started to open my eyes.

When I saw who was beneath me, and in which kind of position we were, I had a mini heart attack. All I could do was shriek;

"KATE!?"

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