Eyes that see into Infinity
Part 2
Chapter Fifteen
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"It may seem not real to you but I am here." Alex said placing his hand over his blue eyes and started laughing when Phai pushed his hand away stubbornly.
Half of him looked afraid to see me. It was obvious Phai was in shock and it was obvious I was in love. I discovered as I watched him that I would do anything for him.
"Please don't look at me like that." Alex smiled reassuringly.
"But, how?" Phai blinked to clear the eye sight that remained before him.
"Sometimes things happen for the best." Alex spoke mischievously.
Phai leaned up with knitted brows when the blonde lifted his body from him and they sat their on the field, the brunette viewing the blonde madly like he had been betrayed. "But I thought, you weren't coming back!" he stuttered not sure whether he was excited or angry.
"That's what I thought too." Alex said slowly as if his brain couldn't process enough information to keep a human to function.
"Whoa." The brunette replied unsurely, a little frown creasing in his beautiful face.
"Why look so sad to see me? You're supposed to be happy." Alex teased glaring into him with his indifferent eyes.
The brunette abruptly spoke but answered shyly. "I am happy but I am surprised as well."
It wasn't everyday that the one he had been missing so much flew out of mid air and into his lap. Alex reached over and lifted his chin so that they were facing each other. He then kissed his lips gently but quickly and pulled back smiling. He didn't have to worry about someone seeing nor did he care anymore. How much longer could they keep their feelings for each other a secret? Not long.
"Oh my god it is you!" Suddenly Phai wrapped around him tightly into a hug forcing his back against the grass. Alex cuddled him back trying to stifle his laughter at the sudden excitement.
"Is this romantic enough for you?" Alex thought he might ask. "After all I had been going over and over in my head just how to replenish our first encounter after so long." The blonde had admitted way too seriously for Phai and had the brunette blurt out in cheerful laughter and then drew back.
"Get off me!" Tolem yelled while being crushed between the ground and two other guys.
Phai and Alex turned to see the young group still scrambled about the field arguing and throwing fists. It must have been entertaining to watch because even the crowd were shouting aloud and picking fights. A whistle blew and two coaches came running out to stop the fight. "Everybody cut it out. This is an automatic disqualification!" One coach registered loudly breaking everyone up but was interrupted by a wild yelp from Tolem who spun up from the ground and eyed Alex sitting with Phai off to the side. The boy's already frizzy hair was messy after being stumbled upon and stood with his jaw dropped.
Both Alex and Phai stared at him numbly like they had been caught doing something they shouldn't have.
"Holy shit!" The frizzy haired teen yelled his beaming smile growing wildly. "It's Alex!" He announced to the world.
Phai glanced at Alex sweetly. "If they weren't here it would have been more romantic."
"Shame on me."
Phai and Alex's conversation was cut short when Tolem leaped to the blonde taking him down. "Tolem that is too much loving!" Alex playfully rolled around with his friend.
Tolem hurriedly called all the others over who were recovering from the fight. "Guys look who it is!"
Alex waved stupidly at his other friends who staggered over their thinking they were going to see some famous actor and stood there with disbelief instead. "Howdy guys. How ya doin?"
All went into a happy frenzy except Cassy who seemed more shocked than even Phai had been.
The friends attacked Alex with hugs and manly kisses for a bit and then Alex stopped playing realizing Cassy was being a sour puss. "Hi Cassy." The blonde smiled calmly at the dirtier blonde.
"Hi Alex." Cassy responded trying to keep his cool even though he missed Alex himself but decided that vibrating in place wasn't a good idea especially for his reputation.
"Why are you just standing there ruining a beautiful moment between friends?" Alex winked and Cassy tried to hide away his growing smirk.
"It's good to see you Alex." The prideful teen finally drew near to him and they embraced clapping each other on the back but when Cassy spotted Phai he grinned at him stealthily and Phai stepped aside reserving himself glaring with a hint of nuisance.
Cassy finally pushed back from the friendly hug and wrapped his arm around the blondes shoulders leading him off the tournament grounds. "It's time to celebrate. Let's go get something to eat. I'm hungry!"
They did just that. They all gathered inside ready for the dinner but mostly the desert they had sprawled amongst the table. It was the after party even though either team didn't deserve it after the fight but all still remained after getting congratulations on the start of a good game. They took any compliment they could get. They all prepared their plates with food and took their seats at a table.
Cassy sat at the far end getting a good look at Alex and how much he had changed. He didn't want to admit, he was looking good and he somehow felt threatened with this new Alex especially now that he seemed more outspoken than usual. The green eyed teen had a red cup of punch in his hand while he watched the blonde laugh with the others sending a vibe of his charm he never once had as a kid. Even the girls were stopping to stare at him and he was back to getting all the attention.
Cassy leaned up closer to the table after having enough of watching the laughing group of friends. "So Alex how was it without us?" The bully asked after taking a sip from his cup interrupting the little meeting.
"Horrible." Alex answered with a huff. "I cried every night. I'm talking hours of lonely tears then I would fall asleep and start all over again the next day."
Cassy laughed. "I see you are much livelier now. What exactly did happen over there that changed you so much? Did you get laid?"
Phai looked over to Cassy who was now giving him a frisky smile. The brunette rolled his eyes and began looking back at his food.
"Why do you want to know, you finally get laid too?" Alex responded.
The green eyes squinted with sneakiness. "I get all the girls Alex." Cassy reminded. "You know that."
"That you do." Alex agreed with a smile that was slightly challenging.
It seemed like a friendly argument but everyone could still sense a tension between the two. Alex threw a small smile over to Phai and then went back to hearing the stories of his friends as they spoke over each other at one table annoying the rest of the people at the party. Crater spoke about banging chicks in detention; Cleitus spoke about selling weed to half the kids in school while Leonnatus spoke about his crush with Phai's sister.
"I can't understand you all when you're babbling to me all at once. This is what I understood, Crater is still an asshole, Phil is still an asshole and Leon still has a crush on Phais sister?" Alex went down the line of everything he managed to hear from the over dominating voices.
"Yep that's about right." Crater nodded proudly along with Phil.
Alex felt someone hug him from behind and kiss him on the cheek. He already knew it was Roxanne by the scent of her perfume she always wore because she didn't like to try anything new. She had hurried to change into her normal clothes ditching the cheerleader outfit and hurried out there with Thais to go and greet him after they heard the news that he was there.
"Alex I am so glad you're back!" She practically shrieked then took a seat next to him that she had told everyone to reserve for her.
"Hi Roxanne."
Roxanne flipped her dark black hair out of her face and then under the table stole Alex's hand and held it.
Alex and Phai shared another quick glance before Leon and Perdicas interrupted. "So Alex we heard about your incident back with your mother."
Alex was plucking his fork with his free hand mindlessly in his green salad and shot a look up to the two. "What incident?" he asked not having a memory of any incident.
"Well we heard something about you going to the hospital and that your heart actually stopped."
Alex suddenly shifted in his seat looking frail and cleared his throat. "No nothing like that happened." He lied.
"What happened?" the others meddled in and Alex from the corner of his eye saw Phai looking not to happy with questioning eyes. He didn't know how they ended up with the news, but he knew his mother had a big mouth and probably spread the news to their mothers.
"It was nothing, not that bad. I just went in because I was sick."
"That's not what we heard. We heard you actually died then came back." Perdicas replied.
Suddenly Alex wanted to kill them all for mentioning something he especially didn't want mentioned in front of Phai. "I will be right back." He excused himself from the table and immediately Roxanne clung to his arm and dragged him out the glass doors away from the party.
"It looks like they just might get it on!" Crater high-fived Phil laughing at there own vulgarity.
Distracted Phai was caught watching Alex and Roxanne leave outside before he heard Cassy obnoxiously scoot his chair inches from the table. "Yes they just might." Cassy said and stood and walked over to Phai taking an empty seat next to him. "So Phai how are you, you're a bit quiet tonight."
The brunette cleared his throat "I'm fine Cassy. I couldn't be better."
"You did well at the game." He gave Phai a crooked grin.
"Cassy I see what you are doing," Phai sighed with a completely annoyed expression.
"Are you worried about Roxanne and Alex…you know liking each other?"
"He doesn't like her like that."
"How do you know?" Cassy questioned. "How can you be so sure?"
"Because I do." Phai's tone betrayed his answer and Cassy slipped away from the table nodding his head convinced.
Phai turned back towards Alex and Roxanne taking a walk together outside.
The old group of friends had called it a day, shared missed hugs and laughs and split apart for the night. Phai and Alex waited until everyone cleared out from the parking lot so that they remained together alone.
"Uh, so you need a ride back?" Alex turned to Phai as he spun his cars keys around his index finger. The boy swayed smiling sleekly and right then and there Alex already knew the answer.
"Sure." Phai responded now averting his eyes to the ground.
Alex opened the door for him smiling at him with his charming eyes and Phai blushing made his way into the car.
"This was a good day don't you think Phai?" Alex asked him as he drove home.
"Yea." Phai answered keeping his eyes only on Alex. "So what happened at the hospital?"
Alex bit his tongue holding back to answer. "Nothing, I was just sick with a cold."
"Alex you suck at lying but I've missed you."
"I've missed you too. You look great."
"As do you."
After they pulled up into the sleeping neighborhood Alex parked in front of his house and sat in the car in anxious silence. Phai also stewed in the silence waiting for Alex's next move. It was weird Alex thought because they actually spoke on the way their but now they felt more needed to be said but they couldn't find the words.
"Here you are." Alex quietly said patting Phai's leg giving him a hint of a deeper affection. "Come I will walk you to your door." The blonde eased opened the car door.
Phai smirked at the blonde's choice of words, as if they were arriving home from a really good date. It might aswell have been. Phai stepped out of the car and shut the door closed and the two began to walk closely side by side towards the house. Taking a breathe Alex nervously scratched the back of his head before beginning to talk and stopping Phai from taking another step onto his porch. "Uh, Phai I am sorry about everything."
"Like what?" The browned haired boy stopped before him and turned looking a little confused.
"You know just the whole letter thing."
Phai's blue eyes grew in contentment. "It's no big deal and its not your fault."
The blonde's eyes narrowed the closer they got to the front door until they actually reached it and Phai wrapped his hand firmly around the knob but never opening it.
The fact was he didn't want Alex to go. They had just pretty much seen each other again and most of the time Alex was being hogged by Roxanne anyway.
"But Phai I'm also sorry about leaving you. I should have never left."
A miniature chuckle came from the brunette. "That wasn't your decision."
"But it could have been." The blonde answered back sadly. "I could have done something but I was too weak."
"Alex no one at that age is above their parents. Sometimes we have to do things we don't want to but look now, you're here and I'm glad. I'm completely satisfied now." The brunette spoke sincerely.
Alex smirked childishly. "Are you really?"
Phai elbowed him smiling lazily. "Of course Alex." The boy spoke smoothly and didn't realize he was swaying on his feet distracting himself from the indifferent eyes stalking into his nervous ones.
"I've missed you so much Phai." Alex stepped closer towards him letting his mind take control. He was so disconcerted he didn't notice that he was less than an inch away from him when their lips touched desperately. They kissed for awhile until Alex finally stepped back grinning sheepishly. "I guess I will see you tomorrow." The blonde licked his lips in anticipation. "Goodnight Phai." Alex hugged him.
"Goodnight Alex." Phai replied. They stared at each other for awhile like they were puzzles they couldn't figure out until Alex turned away from the unreadable expression and walked slowly towards his house.
Phai frowned and stood at his door purposely not entering his home hoping Alex would stop and say something else. After all it was only a short encounter and a small kiss. He didn't have the patience to wait until the sun hit the next morning.
Alex stopped in the middle of his lawn sensing that Phai hadn't entered his home. Wait. What am I doing he thought to himself. He left Phai once and here he was leaving him again. "Stupid Alex." Alex shook his head but mainly disappointed at himself. He then laughed at his own stupidity.
"Wait Phai!" He ran back over to the house where Phai was pretending to struggle with the door and violently and desperately kissed him like he had been starving for him for years.
I didn't know that I was going to do that but somehow it felt right. Like it was the right thing to do. Like maybe what he waited for all his life or maybe just what he wanted. What we both truly wanted.
Phai must have not known he was going to do that because after a while he returned the favor and kissed him back with so much heavy energy breathing 'finally' into his mouth. "Could I really truly love you?" The brunette asked once they broke for air.
Alex nodded genuinely. "I think so." He took his hands and wrapped it around Phai's lean figure and kissed him more.
Phai giggled against his mouth sending a vibration against his lips and sprinted off down the stairs teasing him with mysterious blue eyes. "Let's go."
Alex stood befuddled. "What, Where?"
Phai smiled sexily and then took off towards the direction of the field. Alex stood there dumbly with many questions running through his head and no any given answers. But he wasn't as anxious for the answers as much as he was for hm. He then ran after Phai in the night until he caught up with him and captured him with more kisses.
We ran out to the field, we played, we spun around until we became dizzy and couldn't walk anymore and then we collapsed to the ground not giving a damn about the world while we rolled around in wildlife getting twigs and dead grass stuck in our hair and then we stopped and looked into each others eyes and we made a vow. He would be mine, forever. We made out sweetly, and I have to admit a little desperately as well but what did you expect after so long. I Thought so. I struggled to figure out if his lips and tongue were real or pretend. Just from his touch, it was almost like a fake world was being built around us, where anything was possible and we could do anything imaginable. All my fantasies and dreams were met.
I won't cry though. Not yet.
Phai brought Alex to the shed that was surprisingly still there and told him that Tolem had fixed it up, cleaning it out turning it into a hang out place.
"We hang out here all the time." Phai explained. "We have couches and a TV but it doesn't work yet, Tolem is still trying to fix the outlets. We are also bringing a refrigerator in."
Alex nodded looking around impressed as his hands played within his small jacket pockets. "This is pretty cool." Alex announced. "I remember when this was just a shithole."
Phai started moving around the small shed which was as big as a normal sized room watching Alex with love in his eyes. "Also we have a radio, if you want to listen to music."
Alex laughed at Phai sounding like a servant then looked down at the blankets sprawled onto the floor between the couch and TV stand. He arched a brow in animation. "What are these blankets for?"
Phai blushed. "Uh, sometimes Tolem and Thais like to come here and sleep."
"Oh what do you do in here?"
The brunette shrugged. "Just sit and sleep sometimes. I like it out here to read. I don't have Callista bothering me all the time."
"Oh yea how is Callista?" Alex was making his way generally closer to Phai with suspiciousness in his strong features.
Phai frowned seeing him approaching him with a sly sparkle in his eyes and lips. "What are you up to?" Phai asked as instinct told him that Alex was up to no good.
Alex reached him and kissed him again but this time there was more lust than love and somewhere in between. Phai grew suddenly curious and moved his hand up against Alex's jeans towards his crotch and starting to feel him up. Alex gasped sensationally and only began to kiss him harder fighting with his tongue over dominance, letting him touch the thickness and length of it through his pants.
After more heavy kisses, Alex started to feel Phai's hand run up his stomach from under his shirt, his nails gliding up his back. The blonde allowed it and even helped him out by lifting the useless shirt up and over his head. Phai stared at his muscular body for awhile before taking the shirt from Alex's hand and tossing it aside. Phai bit his lip innocently but precariously and Alex took him and crashed his mouth against his own before guiding the brunette gently to the floor of the shed laying him possessively on the ineptly but inviting blankets. Phai wiggled his body comfortably and situated himself accordingly while Alex lay in between him while they shared more wet kisses.
"I think I'm ready."
Alex clenched his jaw thinking that Phai must have read his mind. "Ready for what?"
"You know." Phai whispered hiding behind Alex's broad shoulder embarrassed.
Alex got the hint after seeing his face flushing red. "Oh…you're ready for sex?" he pretended to be naïve about wanting it too.
"Uhuh" Phai nodded cautiously trying to read the blonde's expression.
Alex bent his head as he looked anywhere but at him. "Uh, well I'm kind of new to this Phai, I don't know really what I am doing and I don't want to hurt you."
It took guts to admit it but Phai snickered at both of them being embarrassed about it. He knew this was Alex's first time too. "Let's start it slow. But if you don't want to do it now we don't have to, I just want you to know that I'm ready. For you." He said, meaning it.
"No I am ready." Alex said with a hasty control of his own fussiness. Phai only nodded and braced himself hesitantly. He gently guided Alex up having him stand so that he may reach him easily. Alex watched as Phai efficiently unzipped his pants. He then chuckled seeing Phai take control of the situation as he slid the blonde's pants and boxers down passed his thighs exposing his beautiful cock. Phai looked amazed staring at it as if he was delighted by a trick but Alex had no shame. A cock was a cock. They all looked weird.
Noticing they had no preparation, and seeing each other only this naked was completely undecided, Phai looked up to Alex's piercing gaze. "May I?"
Alex only smiled and nodded lightly. Phai positioned himself on his hands and knees and guided by Alex's hands he took his exposed cock it into his mouth. The blonde raked his fingers through the brunette's thick hair and held on tight to bundles as Phai glided his wet tongue over the head of his cock. For someone new to this he had to admit it felt good but then again he never had someone on their knees sucking his dick before so what would he know. He never felt at ones mercy before and never felt at such a disadvantage. Maybe he should have asked Cleitus for some input or even Cassy and Crater seeing as how they were the pimps of the group. Maybe he should have asked his dad for advice seeing as he was always out banging younger chicks.
The pleasure was becoming too much even though Phai was a bit clumsy but he wiggled his tongue in swirls causing Alex to throw his head back wording for more.
Alex's cock automatically became demanding and he held tighter the back of Phai's head and the brunette started to grant him his wish by opening his mouth to receive him. Phai clasped at the back of Alex's thighs once Alex had stopped driving his hips forward only wanting to get more familiar with it but Alex was afraid of gagging him. He definitely didn't want to do that there first time.
Phai looked up again smirking with satisfaction as his teeth caught his cock and then pulled back. They took it slower after that, just touching and getting to know their bodies more and ofcourse kissing, there was always kissing.
Feeling the wetness from Phai's mouth still all over his cock Alex knew what was coming next, the thing that had his heart jumping uncontrollably, afraid of what he might do or even just afraid of the outcome. He watched deeply and entranced as Phai undressed himself completely exposing a well built figure no doubt due to all the sports he was apart of, and scooted his clothing aside. Phai took Alex's hand and lay back down on the blankets. Alex's soft chest scraped over Phai's tense body sliding up in-between him until he reached his lips and kissed him gently.
"Okay" Alex took a deep sigh. "Are you ready?"
Phai nodded in compliance and readied himself by clinging on tightly to Alex's strong forearms as his hands took him at the waist. His eyes followed the blondes every moment not because he was evaluating how good he was but because he wanted to watch the thrill of it all. Alex leaned in closer to Phais smooth chest and scooted tighter in between his legs causing Phai to spread them. Phai couldn't believe that this was actually happening and by the look of it Alex couldn't believe it either.
Phai looked amused when Alex took his hands and pulled them above his head and crossed fingers with his tightly.
"Are you nervous?' Alex asked Phai through soft words almost like he was nervous himself. Neither of them really knew what they were doing and it was scary.
"Yea, but I think I will make it." Phai had to admit. His father had given him a sex talk at the age of ten when he had told him that it starts uncomfortable at first but then starts to feel better along the way but first you have to get used to it. He remembered him comparing it to the dentist but his dad was probably doing drugs then because it was nothing like the dentist because no one ever gets used to the dentist.
Phai gritted his teeth and arched after feeling the pressure of Alex's cock move up against his entrance.
Alex started kissing at his neck to soothe his body and relax his tensed muscles and sooner than later Phai had. "Did I hurt you?" Alex asked worried.
Phai shook his head and embraced his shoulders tighter and Alex assumed he was ready for more. Taking a deep silent breathe Alex pressed closer their already moist chests together and began to compress his sex into the tight hole. "Push me away if I hurt you okay?"
Phai nodded and held him tighter desperately wanting to feel him inside but to frightened about what it might feel like.
He moaned and shut his eyes when he felt the slick organ push inside him. Alex searched for his hands and took them. Alex felt Phais legs squeeze at his sides. There was a tingling sensation within his own groin after Alex slid more into him stretching him until they met at a good stopping point and until Phai caught his breathe.
"Well we made it this far." Alex said frantically giggling like an idiot.
Phai sighed in pleasure as Alex's lower tummy bumped up against his aching cock but his pleasure was shortly replaced with a deeper feeling after he felt a hand grip it and start stroking it sending him in a stir.
"That feels good." The brunette moaned with his eyes still closed hidden away in sexual bliss. Alex gave Phai a fair warning before pushing deeper into him until his whole cock entered him with much effort as Phai was badly tensed.
"More." Phai recovered in small breathes and started to urge Alex on after pitching his hips up in desperation. Alex hesitantly began to rock sliding his shaft inside him more and he immediately heard Phai suck in a breath and it scared him to the point of stopping.
"I'm sorry." Phai apologized trying to control the clenching of his hole around the thick organ sliding inside of him. "Keep going.'
Alex ran his hand up his mates chest holding him still and began to thrust his hips getting more comfortable with the rhythm of it. He couldn't tell if the beautiful boy beneath him was groaning because it was excruciating or because he completely enjoyed it. Either way he didn't get slapped yet or pushed away so his hopes stayed positive.
Phai's cock pulsed in his hand and Alex smiled feeling the boy becoming completely relaxed under him. He ran his strong fingers over his now leaking cock and his frame shivered as his body rocked against the rough blankets.
But it wasn't until Phai almost screamed in loud pleasure that Alex knew he had hit the right spot and his own dick began to painfully increase in the confinements of Phai's inner walls. He thrusted again hitting the sensitive spot over and over sending the hopeless teen into a woozy lustful whimper and later the shed was emanated with waves of their grousing, radiating from every part of their naked and sweaty bodies. Alex only pulled harder on his dick and Phai only pushed down on his seeking to stretch his flesh more. Them both being possessed by the god of lust Alex felt the hard dick release it's cum leaving the wetness over his hand and over his belly while he came undone inside the tight channels. They came fast and Alex collapsed onto Phai both breathing in there own private convulsion.
Alex removed his worked up body afraid of crushing him, and flopped on his back beside him. "Well that wasn't too bad, I don't think." He spoke breathlessly. "It felt good but it was a little weird. Did I hurt you at all. Be honest. Did we really just do it in a shed?" he could have sworn he was talking to himself until he heard Phai speak up.
"No one has to know." Phai recommended during a long yawn and cuddled himself into Alex closing his unfocused eyes and sighing as the night air came through the window cooling their heated bodies down.
The two lay naked not botheirng with their clothes while Alex stared above at the ceiling of the old shed. "Have we gone too far?" asked the blonde out of nowhere.
"No. It's what I wanted. For so long." Phai's eyes were already shut as Alex turned and bore into him. "It was such a surprise seeing you again." he finished before letting his eyes slip into deep sleep.
"I'm glad to be with you again." Alex leaned over and softly kissed Phai before covering him with the rest of the covers, then sat up against the shed wall and stayed awake the whole night watching his new lover sleep. He figured why sleep when he could stay awake and watch him forever.
Hope you enjoyed! Not too good with sex scenes but hey whatev, I tried! Again thank you for the reviews and Troilus sorry for keeping you waiting long :(