Che-low once again my ever lovely peeps!
So this is going to be a lemon centered chapter, the first lemon i have ever written for this story. Hopefully i do a good job but more importantly, some might forget that it wasn't just Xero effected by the visions of the terrible future to come. First going to get a little fluff and bonding between Mikasa and a certain Rider, then sexy time.
This chapter will be a bit shorter then most and the end of this chapter is guarantee to give everyone a nice shock. The reason for this shock, i've only got one thing to say:
Merlin.
Nuff said.
So as always i don't own nothing, so please read, review and "What the fuc-BOOM"
Chapter 23: The Heart Wants What The Heart Wants
"What is this? Why do i feel like my heart's been stabbed by a pile driver? I didn't even know that Velvet girl existed till just a few minutes ago and yet i feel like i've known her for a lifetime and...seeing her dead like that. Just throw away like trash, it feels like a heard of rampaging elephants are stomping on my heart."
Mikasa Ackerman didn't walk down the seemly endless walkway, as she stumbled, nearly tripping over her combat boots as she looked positively sick and tears burned in her sliver/blue eyes. After the last episode ended with no one knowing what to say, Mikasa felt her body go on auto-pilot, as her mind was too focus on...she wasn't sure but she felt a whole bundle of new emotions and memories, not her own ripe through her mind.
She didn't know where she was going, only that she needed to go, to get away and not because of the feeling of anger emitting from a certain Fairy Queen. Morgan and her knights weren't happy about what happened to her beloved but that was to be expected.
Morgan was a protective over those she treasured most.
Part of her felt ridiculous, feeling sorrow and loss for children that weren't her own. But then her mind countered those feelings with this: What self respecting mother WOULDN'T act like this?
Her beloved husband and her babies, ALL her babies were killed and betrayed in the worst wa-
"STOP IT!"
Mikasa violently shook her head, gripping the sides of her head, as she felt a wave of pain wash over her mind, as her heart throb with a certain level of pain she hadn't felt since her parents died.
The pain of loss.
"They aren't, won't be, be...be...oh god, what did i do to earn this hell? What did they do to deserve this? Why god? Why do you have to punish my daughters for whatever horrible mistake or sin i have committed against you or what i did in some sort of past life bullshit. Tell me, please tell me what i did so i can fix it! Tell me, so i can stop it!"
Unable to keep the tears back, Mikasa feel to her knees and begin to let the water works flow freely. Oh god it hurt, it hurt so much that losing her parents felt like a bug bite in comparison to the pain of losing her daughters.
"Damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit stop it. Please, stop this, i can't, i can't..."
She couldn't take this pain!
It was too much, TOO MUCH!
Images of her daughters, of Velvet, Isabella, Rani, Luna, Eleanor, Nova, Yui, Satsuki all dead, torn and ripped to pieces flashed through her mind.
Mikasa's fingers dug into her scalp, threating to tear her hair and head off, unable to stop more images, more memories of her babies flashed through her mind, causing Mikasa's legs to buckle and strain. She could remember clearly, the day they were BORN! Her, tired and sweaty after hours of giving birth had finally allowed her to hold her little Yui in her arms.
She was so SMALL and FRAIL, but she was PREFECT in Mikasa's eyes. Even as the battle outside raged on, with the Dead coming in droves, Mikasa couldn't stop smiling at their new bundle of joy.
WHICH MADE IT ALL THE MORE WORSE, WHEN MASKED MEN, WEARING A HYDRA PATCH ON THEIR SHOULDERS BUSTED IN AND RIPPED YUI FROM HER ARMS AND PROCEED TO KILL-
"Stop it, stop it, stop it, stOP IT!"
It was irrational, it was stupid and most of all it was painful as hell to think about, as the Ackerman woman felt her heart throb painful once more, only this time it felt like someone had reached into her chest and was slowly crushing her heart. The room began to blur, while her head begin to spin, as her tears blinded her.
Stop it, someone stop this pain!
Someone hel-"
"Ah, there you are Mikasa."
Suddenly, as if the haze over her eyes was lifted Mikasa felt two, skinny but strong arms wrap around her waist and something large and soft pressed into her back, as a female voice spoke up,"My husband is looking for you, having a bad feeling this would be your reaction. Not that it is surprising, as Xero is very good at reading people and this only proves you are indeed the wonderful person he believes you to be, Mikasa."
The loving, motherly busty redhead known as Boudica in her final ascension form, smiling brightly at Mikasa despite her teary face,"It's all right, believe me, i know what your feeling. It's okay, let it all out."
That was all she needed, as she felt the dam break and Mikasa cried into the redhead's large chest. Out of the many Servants, the more motherly ones like Boudica was one of the easier ones to get along with, as she didn't have the massive possessive streak like Jalter and Brynhildr(No seriously, despite her seemly quiet disposition this woman can be worse then the Anti-Saint herself, once she got angry enough) it was easy to talk to the redheaded woman.
If not for the fact she was simply just a good person, it was the motherly aura she had around her and was a very patient, understanding woman.
The woman, for all intent and purposes, was like a living version of empathy and given her history, losing her own children allowed the Rider to understand Mikasa's pain on a personal level. In more ways then one.
Never the less, it took a few minutes before Mikasa could finally regain control of her senses, as she slowly stood up with the Rider's help.
"I'm sorry. I don't normally lose control like that."
Boudica merely smiled, wiping Mikasa's cheeks,"It's no problem sweetie. It's really our own fault for failing to see this coming or more to the point, BB's fault for not putting on a strong enough filter things through, so they could be viewed but not where they can effect the people watching."
"But it wouldn't work on Xero, would it?"
"No. No matter what we do, at the end of the day, they are master's MEMORIES and as such, will effect him no matter what. Not that it would matter, as his pain tolerance is beyond the norm, he would still feel something. But that's beside the point, are you alright now?"
Mikasa stayed silent for a moment, was she alright?
No.
She was honestly not alright. Not after all...that.
Mikasa's grip on the Rider tighten,"Rider, i...i don't know what to do? Is this our future, is this my fate? Xero saved me but Avenger Xero saved the future version of me but she still died anyway, trying to protect her children. Was i suppose to die that day with my mother and daddy? Was me being alive just a mistake and a stroke of luck for me?"
Boudica 'hmm' as she pondered on Mikasa's question before answering,"I don't have the answer Mikasa. But i do know this: No higher power sits in judgement, no supreme being waits to punish us for our sins. In the end, only we and we alone, can decide if the road we have walked, pays too high a toll. I don't have all the answers, even after being reborn into this world with a new life, i got married despite being married in my pervious life. I don't know if i am the real Boudica or just a shadow of the warrior queen but that doesn't stop me from living my second life and pursuing my own new slice of happiness. Whether i am real or just a lingering ghost of Boudica, it doesn't mean anything as i am me. I make my own choices and my past doesn't define me and whether you're own existence was a mistake or not, it shouldn't matter. You are here now and you can make your own destiny."
"Even if that destiny is doomed to fail?"
"Perhaps in one life it did but that is not THIS LIFE. Look at Xero, he was destined to die alone after the human race was destroyed by it's own fear but he is fighting against it. He is trying to changed his fate and in doing so, the fate of the world as well. Plus, he already changed YOUR destiny by saving you from the human traffickers, so that's going to me something right?"
Mikasa felt a small smile work it's way to her face, that was true. Once again, she was reminded that had it not been for Xero, they wouldn't be having this conversation right now.
Feeling strength returning to her legs, Mikasa stood up with the Rider's help, as she looked around,"And where is he? I need to talk to him and be honest with him."
"That you love him and want to be with him, regardless of how many others he is with? Even if that means you'll have a massive target on your back because you decide to be with him?"
Mikasa nodded, not at all surprised at Boudica's response, as the redhead chuckled, as the Summer Maiden spoke,"You know, most women wouldn't be too pleased about another woman trying to lay claim on their man and i already have a target on my back. I don't think it could get much bugger."
"Very true on both accounts. But not many women and even some men formed their own harems with one man. Not to mention many don't have supernatural powers either or are even shadows of their legends. I won't stand in your way Mikasa, as you may not know this, it was your future self that kept Avenger Xero remain sane in the future."
"Really?"
Mikasa looked shocked, as the redhead smiled a sad smile,"Yes. My husband, well his other self went insane after you and all your children's death. Clementine had to pick up the pieces and even then, Avenger Xero's sanity begin to wane to the point he believed that the world would be better off dead, then giving it a fighting chance. It was only after my husband proved he was strong enough to change the future, did a moment, a MOMENT of clarity return to Avenger Xero and ensure he would have the tools he would need to change the future for the better. But it was the deaths of all those he loved did he finally break and lose his mind to madness and even in the throws of madness, he remained a deadly fighter and strategist. The idea of saving YOU from the hell that would be your life for several years certainly helped him too."
The Ackerman woman processed all this info and it did make a certain amount of sense. Nodding, Mikasa moved to find Xero, but before she could, the beautiful Rider suddenly gripped Mikasa's shoulder and a dark aura fell over her, the woman's green eyes shadowed, as she spoke,"But just now this, hurt him and I. Will. Break. YOU."
It wasn't a threat, it was a promise, as Mikasa nodded fearfully, feeling herself uncharacteristically sweating at the normally gentle Servant.
Which vanished, when she nodded as Boudica smiled,"Oh good. You really are a nice girl and a powerful ally, i'd hate to have to waste such a asset because she was an idiot. Off you go now."
The Rider patted her shoulder and shooed her off.
Shaking her head(And letting her heart rate slow down from the near death experience) the tall woman went off to find Xero and didn't take long, as she found him, searching one of the rooms. The combat boots she wore scuffed the floor loud enough for him to hear, causing the dark haired teen to look her way and smile,"Ah there you are Mikasa, you suddenly running off got us all worried. It's not like you to have such a reaction, it's-"
"Now or never."
She didn't think she could build up the courage to do this again and while Mikasa wasn't good with words, she believed in action speak louder then words. So with that in mind, Mikasa walked right up to Xero and wrapped her arms around his neck, bringing in him for a kiss, one that he was shocked but didn't back off. In fact, he leaned into it, much to Mikasa's delight.
Due to her being 5'7 and Xero being 6'1, she had to rise to her tippy toes to reach his lips but in Mikasa's mind, it was well worth the effort. Which made her heart beat even faster, when his hands fell to a familiar position on her body, left hand holding the small of her back and his right pushing the back of her skull to deepen the kiss.
After a few moments, the pair reluctantly broke apart, blood rushing to Mikasa's cheeks, as Xero smiled cheekily,"Well, can't say that wasn't a pleasant surprise. But that isn't what i came to talk to you about, i-"
"Xero, i love you. I have loved you from the day we met and i...i want to be with you, i don't care if i have to join your harem or not, i just want to be by your side."
Mikasa roughshod over Xero's words, knowing that if she didn't say her piece, she'd never get the chance again. She wanted to kiss him for so long and now that she did, she felt like her entire world just lite up...And she wanted MORE!
Getting more bolder and more confident, Mikasa pushed her well rounded breasts against Xero's chest, as he put his hands on her shoulder.
"Wait. Ika, you do realize if this happens, there is no going back right? Are you sure you want this?"
"More then anything."
Mikasa spoke without hesitation, not letting her prey go now that she had a hold of him,"I've had years to think about this and no matter what i did, no matter who i was with, my heart only beats for you. The fact my future self was married to your future self has only reinforced this fact to me and i...i want to see OUR daughter again Xero. I want to see their cute little faces, watch them grow up and live a life they can be proud. I know it's insane to think about, i didn't even know they existed till now but-"
"Nothing is insane about wanting to see your daughters again Mikasa. Regardless of what has happened or what will happen, these girls were YOUR girls through and through. Besides, it's my own fault that they died. I was suppose to protect you and our girls."
Xero growled, as his yoki flared and his eyes switched between amethyst and gold, as Mikasa kissed him again, clamming him down,"Then we'd best make sure we protect our babies this time around. Together."
"Thinking a bit too far into the future Mikasa. I don't plan to have children, till all my enemies are dead and gone but before that, there is something you need to know, before we do anything that we might regret."
"Fair enough but i still want this."
Want you, it went unsaid as she tried to get another kiss but was held back by Xero, much to her frustration,"I'm not finished. There are things you need to know about my clan and how our yoma blood effects us."
"Besides making you stronger then normal humans and giving you eternal youth? What else is there to learn besides the obvious?"
Hmm, someone got sassy when they were horny.
Xero actually had to put a little more strength into his arms, as Mikasa being to push more against him, forcing him to stare down at her, while he spoke,"Yes but there is more. Grandma Miria told me that our blood clan members have to wait till their seventeen birthday before engaging into any form of the pleasures of the flesh, mostly to protect our would be partner from ourselves."
"What?"
Good, she stopped struggling and is paying full attention to him.
"You see, back during the first generation, the Warriors were told to always keep in control, having to fight our yoma half day in and day out. Every second of everyday was not just a struggle to survive against the enemies out-word but within as well. It was the hardest time for our clan during Miria's time, as they were man-made hybrids, causing the human and Yoma half's to fight each other for control over the body. It was much easier for natural born hybrids like myself to control our yoma and keep balance between the two, as the human and Yoma half had been born within the same body, thus enabling them to co-exist peacefully with one another, rather then try to dominate one another."
"So it's easier for you to keep control of your other half because they've had time to get use to one another?"
"Basically."
Xero nodded, as he had let Mikasa go completely, allowing the woman to lean onto him but made no move to do anything,"But as the new, natural hybrids of our clan grew we discovered that while our Yoma half wouldn't try to dominate our human selves, the same could not be said of other humans."
"I don't understand."
Seeing Mikasa's eyebrows furrow, Xero went into greater detail,"Okay, to put it simply: We Mazoku's have an initially desire, an instinct if you will, to be the dominate within the relationship. Namely during love making of just flat out fucking if you will. You wouldn't know it but back in the day, the normal Yoma creature are in a word: Arrogant."
Mikasa could practical hear the capital A in the word as her beloved spoke.
"Cold, callous, cruel just for the sake of cruelty and Arrogant as i'll get out. At times, i'd say worse then Gilgamesh and even Ozy but at least they have the power to back it up. Even in defeat they're graceful enough to accept defeat, while the Yoma, when beaten actually begin to BEG for mercy. Going through every possible plea in the book and if you are stupid enough to actually accept it, they'll stab you in the back the second they get the chance."
"Okay i understand that but why are you telling me this?"
"I'm getting there."
Xero pushed on, closing his arms around Mikasa's body, bringing her closer, so she had to stare up at him and he down at her,"As the generations passed, we Mazoku's discovered that we need a certain type of partner, be it for loving of just causal fucking, we need this type of partner."
"What kind?"
"A physically strong one."
What?
"We need a physically strong partner, so we don't accidently kill them during sex."
What?!
"The reason why i had to wait till i reached the age of seventeen, was so my human and Yoma half's could fully mature. It's actually worse for me, since i had my ancestors original blood introduced into my body, making me stronger then many of my ancestors in the past few generations. But in doing so, it has also made my Yoma side more aggressive and while this has never been a real problem for me, when i first had sex with my king, i lost control and had it not been for the fact she is a Servant, she would have died. Not my brightest moment and i'll admit, it was embarrassing but then again, Artoria told me it was the best sex she's ever had, so i guess that was a win."
Mikasa said nothing, just staring blankly at Xero with a deadpan look at his horrible attempt at a joke. Never the less, she was beginning to understand what he was getting at and it made sense. Being a natural born hybrid had it's ups and it had it's downs, one of them being sex apparently.
Well, all power did come with a price after all.
This was just one of them.
"The reason i'm telling this, is because i could possible hurt you if we do this. My Yoma side often influences when i'm with Gudako, simply because she is human and it demands that i teach her, her place so to speak. Not that it matters, cause she is a complete sub to me and i have a hard time not jumping Asia and Pieck due to their submissiveness and willingness towards me. You are really not making this easy for me Ika, cause i'll be honest, i'm about two seconds away from throwing you on the ground and fucking the ever living-"
"I don't mind."
Xero growled, making heat rush to Mikasa's cheeks as his eyes flashed gold, completely towing over her now and grabbing her possessively,"Stop that. I'm telling you this, so you have a chance to back out, cause you will get only one chance."
"Who says i want to back out?"
Mikasa stood her ground, despite now being trapped between Xero and the wooden wall behind her,"I already made up my mind when i came here and i am going to see this through. I love you Xero, now and forever. I don't care what i have to do and haven't i already proven myself? I am strong enough to handle you, so do your worst."
Mikasa finished that with a small, confident smirk on her face, as Xero growled again, making her shuddered. Oh wow, now that was kinda sexy.
"I'm going to make you eat those words."
What happened next was a blur for Mikasa, one minute she was in the hallway with Xero towering over her and now, she was somehow, on a very soft bed with the man kissing and sucking on her neck. Idly, she was able to see that Xero had discarded his shirt, leaving him only in his pants, while she was reduced to...oh.
Her black bodysuit, the one she wore to use her ODM gear was gone, leaving her in a black sports bra and matching spats, revealing her well muscled body to Xero's hunger eyes.
Huh, when did that happen?
"Ya know, i forgot to mention, 'dear' is that i not only know what happens in the future, i know ALL of your weak spots."
Well that made sense, as Mikasa felt the strength leave her legs as the man atop her sucked on her neck. She felt his hand travel up and down her body, slim fingers slipping between her sports bra and her large DD cup breasts, making her gasp lightly at the contact.
"Got to say, i like this version of you much better. You've got such a lovely body, nicely muscled but not grotesquely so. Just a prefect blend between feminine beauty and a well trained fighter. I wonder how many people jacked off to the sight of your abs."
Who knowns, as Mikasa knew she was a very beautiful woman and many had asked her out, both male and female. But she had her sights set on one man and boy, was she glad it was finally happening. Already the entire thing was making her head spin and she felt like she was going to burst from all the loving but rough attention he was giving her body.
"P-please stop teasing me, please just fu-"
Mikasa tried to beg, only to get a harsh and loud SMACK to her her ass, leaving a red imprint on it.
"I warned you, didn't i darling?"
Xero forced Mikasa to look him in the eye, the same twisted gold she saw before hand and it made her even wetter, as her face flushed red,"I warned you that i wouldn't be able to hold back. I won't be just loving you Mikasa. I am going to fucking BREAK you, make sure that everyone knows YOU belong to ME. Your mine now Mikasa and i plan to make sure you never, EVER feel the same pleasure from anyone but ME. Now, i will mark you as mine."
Chomp
"Aaahhhh~"
With his teeth enlarged and fang, Xero bit down, HARD, on Mikasa's neck making her cry out in pain and pleasure.
Xero bit down hard enough to break skin and make her bleed but only enough to leave a bite mark, not enough to actually kill her. The woman breathed out heavily, as her beloved kissed and licked at her wound, licking up her blood.
The thought made it hard to focus, as she let out a very cute 'squeak' at feeling her finger dip into her spats and finger her, while he munched on her neck, all the while he tweaked her right nipple.
"I told darling, i know you."
Xero lightly mocked Mikasa as he pistoled in and out of her pussy, making her inside close in on his slim fingers,"I know you inside and out. I know what you like, i know what turns you on and i know exactly where to strike to make you weak in the knees. You are so strong and stern to everyone, seemly the indomitable, powerful soldier of SHEILD and protector of the common folk but you oh so submissive too. What would everyone think of you, those that idolize you and even believe you to be a goddess, be reduced to a weak willed, submissive little slut, begging for me to claim her needy hole? How about it,MI-KA-SA. Maybe i should just break your little mind right here and now, overload you with pleasure reducing you to a whimpering, babbling fuck doll. How about it? Hell, when i finish with that, i'll even get you a pet collar, showing everyone who you belong to, to make you my property. What do you say, MI-KA-SA?"
"A-AAAAHHHHHHHH!"
Oh god that image, it was hot, too hot!
Mikasa never cared for her reputation or what anyone thought of her, but to hear all that coming out of his mouth, it was too much!
Too much!
It was too much for her to handle, she cam right then and there, drenching his fingers in her girl cum, as her body spasm and twitch, as her eyes widen in pleasure overload. Xero grinned an evil grinned, as he made a show of licking the cum off his fingers, to Mikasa's barely open eyes and sweat covered body twitched at the sight of him doing that.
Heh, too easy.
That was the difference between the two, Mikasa was but a young blood in the world of sex and pleasure. Stumbling around the block, all wide eyed and wet behind the ears, having no idea what this world could offer her. Unlike him, who had damn near two years of experience, with both female and male partners. Both submissive and dominate, gentle loving and rough fucking.
The fact he had a lifetime worth of knowing how to pleasure Mikasa certainly helped him in this situation.
"And goddess damn she looks good."
Oh he wasn't lying when he said some people viewed Mikasa as a goddess, she certainly looked like one. Tall, slender but well muscled with muscles tightly compacted into her very sexy, busty body.
Her hair had been cut short, leaving her slender shoulders and neck exposed. Her skin, despite all the harsh training was still silky smooth and beautifully pale. While admittedly not moonlight pale as Jalter's skin, it was still a sight to behold. Plus, she had some very sexy muscles on her body, as Xero did love a woman with some meat on her body. Mikasa's did it right, as he could see the outline of muscles on her long arms, her beautifully crated, luscious, long legs that went on forever. A perfectly apple shaped bottom and a large pair of round, DD cup tits.
"That isn't even including her legendary abs that any sane man would love to jerk off too."
True, he had an eight pack but Mikasa's six pack was perfectly sculpted it would make any man cream themselves at the sight off.
But the sight of Mikasa, sweating and panting like an animal beneath him, silently begging for more, made him chuckle darkly, as his inner Yoma egged him on, urging him to claim the bitch before him and he planned too.
Leaning down, he whispered,"Go one MI-KA-SA, tell me EXACTLY what YOU want."
"I-"
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!"
Suddenly, a loud yell and surge of magical power interrupted, causing the two new lovers to look up in shock, as Xero, acting on instinct, to bolt up and move towards where it came from. It didn't take him long to encounter his father, the Curator, a grinning Merlin(That alone set alarm bells off in his head and whatever was about to happen next would drive him up a wall) and-
"Where are we?! Who the hell are you?!"
"Holy shit, is that Iron Man?!"
To see characters from My Hero Academia world looking just as shocked as him. The most noticeable among the large group was All Might(In his muscle form no less) the students of Class 1A, their homeroom teacher, the principal of UA, the Wild Wild Pussy Cats, and the five top pro-heroes of Japan after All Might. There were more but right now, Xero could only stare in shock at the group, before turning to a cheeky Caster.
"Well master, you arrived just in time, to-"
"MERLIN!"
Oaf, Merlin getting the "ALIVAN" scream at that last bit and the damn Caster interrupting his sexy time with Mikasa.
This won't end well and what are the MHA characters doing here?
Find out next time boys and girls.
Devil out!