Chapter Twenty one

In the end it was my morals that stopped me. Which was funny, because I wasn't aware I had those. But apparently I did, and I froze in my tracks. Did Saya really want it like this? A threesome, a threesome with her mother? It would be her first time with me. My times with the other girls, even Yuuki Miku had been one on one and intensely personal, did she seriously want it to be like this…or was she just taking only what she thought she possibly could? Since the start it seemed she'd doubted if my feelings for her were equal to the others. But it was. Especially after the day before. Yuriko said I owed Saya my attention, my love right now, because of what she did but truly…the right time to give her my love was another time. When we were alone. And not with Yuriko involved.

And truth be told, it was also my arrogance that made me stop. I didn't want to share. Not Rei, not Shizuka, and definitely not Saya. All of the girls I chose to pass my time with? They were mine. They weren't to be touched by anyone, anyone but me. I gave Yuriko a dark look, and bowed slightly.

"Apologies. But I have no interest in this. I wasn't planning on staying with you all throughout this anyways. And we don't need you if you kick the rest out. We've survived this long without you, we can survive longer. I knew you were filthy, a monster but…I didn't think you'd go so far as to include your own daughter Yuriko." Her eyes widened at my words, at the acidic tone I took when I spat her name. Her mouth fell open…then it closed.

No part of her had expected this. Even after so long she thought she still had complete and utter control of me. Like I was her puppet. No doubt, she thought the same of her daughter. I wouldn't allow this to happen though. I was in such a conflict about it in the first place, there would only be doubt in the future. I also told the girls I would protect them. Not Yuriko, or her husband, or all the disrespectful men here…me. I could only do that if it was just us.

I gripped Saya's wrist and tugged her away, smiling at the pink-haired girl when she landed against me. She blinked, teary eyed. I glanced back at her mother, giving her a disgusted look. She was gazing at the ground. Oddly enough, she wasn't resisting at all. Was she going to let us just walk out? I wasn't going to wait to let her change her mind. So I began to walk away. I looked back for just a moment. Yuriko still wasn't looking at us. Her head was bowed, hair in her eyes. Her fists were clenched tightly, knuckles pale. Then, I unlocked the office door and led Saya outside.

Once I escaped that hellish room, I collapsed against the wall beside it.

It had taken every ounce of willpower inside of me to pull away from that death trap. I sighed heavily, sinking to the floor. Saya just gazed at me with equally wide eyes. I pushed my dark locks from my eyes, sweat on my palms. "I can't believe I just did that." Then a smile broke across my face. "I'm glad I did but for once I stood up to her.' Blankly, my companion stared back at me. I could tell just by looking at her, the amount of hatred she had for herself at that moment and the guilt. She surely thought I hated her for submitting to her mother so quickly. I didn't. Yuriko was a convincing and intimidating woman.

I pushed myself back up, and tugged her into a tight embrace. She was warm and comfortable in my arms. I pressed my mouth to her ear when I noticed her arms were limp at her side. "I don't blame you, Saya. I almost bent to her will in there too. And I wasn't her daughter. I imagine it was hard for you to refuse her. Especially when she brought up that stuff about your father hurting her. She said yesterday that your dad would be here this morning. It's morning, so he should be here soon. How quickly do they think they can get rid of us really before he arrives? And we risk him seeing us get tossed out. So in other words, your mother was never going to actually toss us out. She was lying…manipulating. And if she wasn't then who cares."

Saya didn't say a word. She didn't even move.

I let her go. I didn't know what to do. I was never good at comforting. Her golden eyes were glazed over with tears. Her expression the same as it had been before. I hadn't comforted her even a little. She was just as upset as she was before. I scanned her beautiful face, running a hand down it. A man came down the hallway. He stopped when he saw the two of us. I quickly stepped towards him.

"Kindly don't come this way. Saya is…upset right now. It would be best if you do whatever it is you're doing later." The guy looked extremely confused, but he scratched his head and nodded. Then he was gone.

"I'm nothing. To anyone. Even to my own mother…nothing. Really, I never have been."

I froze at those words, and I slowly turned to stare at Saya. She was clasping her long pink twin tails, obviously so distressed. "Saya, that's not true…there is obviously something wrong with your mother. She loves y-"

"And what about you?" Saya whispered. "Do you love me?"

I gazed at her. "Look at me Saya."' Those golden eyes met mine. "Of course I do…" I wrapped my arms around her again. This time I could tell it was an effort not to hug me back. I snuggled against her. "You're one of my precious women…I know, sharing me….distressing, you hate the idea. But all of them? They love you too. You're not hated, you're not disliked, and you're definitely not unwanted. Even if I did hate you, we wouldn't have made it this far with your immense logic and intelligence." Now her arms wrapped around me. I tucked her into me. "Your mother does love you. I'm sure she did. I could see it in her eyes when we left…for once…she looked guilty. She's so obsessed with me, so obsessed with hating your father, and whatever is going on in that crazy head of hers that she forgot how important you are to her. She saved you after all, right? She sent those men down to help you all when Shizuka and I separated from the group."

Fingers bunched at my shirt, and Saya leaned up, pressing her mouth to mine.

"I look at you no differently, Saya. I almost lost control of myself in there. Mentally, physically, emotionally. I had no excuse. You? You didn't want to betray our friends, didn't want to disobey your mother or hurt her, and she guilt tripped you. If anyone should be ashamed of themselves, it should be me."

Saya shook her head, her pale face pained. "No…Neither of us should be ashamed. My mother should be."

I nodded my agreement. "Yes. That's true. Let's go…we should go see the others." I pulled away from her. Her hand on the sleeve of my shirt stopped that. My eyes widened with confusion. She snuggled into me.

"I'm feeling a bit filthy after…that. Would you…touch me?"

My eyes widened even further. Her words hit me like a truck. I was still so aroused by what I had witnessed inside that office, and now how powerful my lust still was became so much more noticeable. I wet my lips. Saya was staring up at me, eyes half lidded, shimmering with a light glaze of tears. I thought about it, seriously. I wondered if now was really a good time to be doing…anything, of that type.

But once Saya's father arrived, if Yuriko finally did do something…there might not be another time. "Yes. I will."

A beautiful, angelic smile crossed Saya's timid features. She let out a noise akin to a sob, crumpling against me. "Then, I want you to see my bedroom."

I suddenly realized how lucky I was. Odd to say when the world had gone to shit and the dead were attacking the living but if that hadn't happened…I wouldn't be able to kill as much as I wanted to. I wouldn't be able to have the affection and attention of so many beautiful women, and two friends as important to me as I did. Truth be told, I didn't have a place in the old world. I was always odd, and others knew that to be true. I was admired by many underclassmen, but none of them would risk talking to me because they were scared of me. My teachers wanted nothing to do with me. The only thing I had was kendo, and even then I was so vicious and determined during it that I scared my teammates. No one wanted me. My own father never wanted to see me, constantly taking trips to who knows where, never asking how I was or calling or anything. Even now, I didn't receive a single worried call from him…

So I understood how Saya felt right now. And I understood, again, how lucky I was to finally fit in. Even in a world like this… I was so lost in my troubled thoughts, I didn't realize we had stopped moving. Saya turned to gaze at me, staring up at me from under her cherry blossom colored lashes. So long, and thick, those bright amber eyes staring back at me. I nodded. "Alright. I'm ready then.

She pushed her bedroom door open. I don't know what I expected to see, but not what I did. There were so many stuffed animals, so much pink. Everything was princessey, and it was so completely Saya that I burst into laughter. Turning bright red, Saya shoved her shoulder into me, earning a yelp. Even so I continued to grin and giggle.

"Stop laughing at it!" She demanded. She crossed her arms on her heavy bosom, eyebrows low and eyes glinting dangerously.

I only laughed harder. "It's like a little kids," I choked with laughter. She punched me in the arm now, pouting so cutely I had no choice but to stifle my giggles. Instead, I choked it back, grinning like an idiot.

"I'm serious, Saeko. This is serious."

Now, even my grin slipped away. "I know it is, I apologize Princess." She gave me a disgusted look. Then she took my hand in her softer one, and began to lead me towards my bed.

The moment suddenly became heavy as I realized what was about to happen. My other times, they had been passionate yes but…those had happened so fast. Rei had basically just wanted a quickie, and it seemed she'd had sex before. Yuuki had really been out of anger, and it had been so fast and emotion driven it was basically just a thing that had happened. Shizuka had done it many times before, she had a girlfriend who she had sex with often apparently, and I had been injured. And Yuriko? That had once again, been against my will. This time, my bed partner was with a virgin and it could happen at any pace we desired, however we wanted it.

Key words, Saya was a virgin.

This moment had to be perfect for her. Yuriko had stolen mine but…I could give Saya what I didn't have. A choice, love, gentleness…my breath caught, as I brought Saya to me. "How do you want it," I murmured against her ear, and she shuddered. She pressed against me. I ran my fingers through her soft pink hair, tugging her hair out of her twin tails.

I almost forgot how to breathe when I saw her with her twin tails down. God, Saya was so fucking beautiful…Again, the thought of how lucky I was hit me. I cupped her cheek delicately, glad to see that those tears really were gone now.

"I want you to…let me…lick you…down there," Saya whimpered, so softly I barely heard her. When I realized what she said, my heart pounded. It'd been a little while since I'd gotten head. I wanted it. I sat down on her big, frilly bed. I nodded.

"Okay." She brightened at my response. Did she really think I would deny her that? Of course not. Anything she wanted right now was hers. I would even eat her damn ass if she asked. Not that the idea was very appealing, as I had never tried it and had no real desire to. I waited patiently as Saya moved closer. She got to her knees on the carpet of her bedroom, inching closer to me. My erection swelled at the idea of the treatment it was about to get. I let out a heavy groan of relief when Saya's hands began to unbutton my pants. She tugged them down, and my cock pounded. My boxers followed, dropping to my ankles.

I murmured in appreciation, "Thank you…"

Saya nodded, smiling. Her face was completely red, along with her throat. "Um…could you spread your legs a bit?"

I cocked a brow, incredibly confused. "Uh…sure?" I pushed my legs apart, not sure what to think of her request. Saya scooted closer on her knees. I found my eyes drawn to those adorable, pink lips of hers. They were rather plump…I could just feel them wrapped around my cock. Said member twitched. To my surprise, her mouth didn't seek out my dick. Instead, it went below. My eyes jerked open, and my body shook.

I'd almost forgotten that part of me.

Her lips were soft against my entrance, and when I looked down I suddenly became aware of how soaked I was. I had become so desensitized to its existence. No one wanted my pussy, only my cock, and I'd accepted that since Rei first put her mouth on me back in that convenience store. Fingers wrapped around my cock, as Saya burrowed her tongue into me. I couldn't hold it back, I whimpered, hips jerking. I clenched my fingers around the blankets beneath me, tugging at them hungrily.

I was still a girl, apparently.

I closed my eyes as Saya began to lap at my wet entrance. Her fingers tightened around my cock, jerking up and down slowly. I was lost in the feelings that hit me. Both parts of me were being stimulated so much. Saya's tongue was so soft, and gentle. Before I could get used to it, she changed positions. Her fingertips pressed up against my pussy, and she kissed the tip of my cock. "May I," she asked, her voice a mere whisper.

I let out a heavy breath. "Saya….I-I'm not used to this."

She gave me a confused look. "Don't the others-"

"Not down there…" I closed my eyes, exhaling. "I've only been touched there by your mom once, and Yuuki Miku briefly did I guess…" I inhaled now. "But you can do it. I trust you," I nodded slowly. "Whatever you want."

Saya eyed my face for a second, before she smiled. Her eyes glimmered behind her glasses, and she gave the tip of my cock another gentle kiss. "If you don't like it just tell me." Honestly, I expected to not like it. Saya was new to these things, and I wasn't used to getting contact in that particular spot ever, but her fingers sunk inside of me slowly… gently. Along the way, she scissored her fingers, pressing against pleasurable spots I never knew existed. Little gasps fell from my throat. I was making noises I never knew I was capable of…I felt so full, with just two fingers. I felt myself squeeze around her, and let out a soft sob of pleasure.

The next part, Saya was not so good with. Her lips wrapped around the head of my cock, slowly. I threw my head back. Truly, this had to be heaven. Even if she wasn't very good at it, and was new…it felt so damn good. Saya bobbed her head up and down, capable of only taking the head. She wet it, running her tongue around the swollen tip. She lapped up my precum eagerly, all the while her fingers began to saw into me with more and more force.

I was quickly reaching my peak, all these new sensations overwhelming. Right when I was about to cum. "I think I'm gonna…" She pulled away when she heard my words.

She bowed her head apologetically. "Sorry, I was just making you wet enough to enter me." I nodded in understanding, panting. Her fingers didn't leave my pussy though. Surprising to me, she chose to sit in my lap, facing away from me. She shifted, her ass rubbing into my erection. She was still wearing a skirt. And her panties. I wanted them gone. Before I could say a word, she lifted her skirt, and pushed her panties aside.

I gasped again, when she jerked her fingers gently. "Put it in me," She commanded softly. It was obvious she was nervous, but she still had to be in control…what a brat. This was much better than what Yuriko had suggested. I pushed the swollen, drooling head of my cock against her entrance. To my surprise, it was dripping wet. She'd apparently been aroused for a while now too. Maybe because she sucked me off? I didn't ask.

She insistently pumped her fingers inside me, I was it must have felt a bit awkward in her position. I sunk the long shaft of my cock inside of her. Her pussy wrapped around me like a glove, welcoming me in. I moved slowly, but surely. I only stopped when I felt resistance. As I thought, she was a virgin. I felt I had to do more for her.

I reached my hand up under her blouse, undoing her bra. Afterwards, I moved my hands around to cup her breasts. Her nipples harden against my fingertips until they're hard little pebbles. I rested my face in the back of her neck, exhaling. She shivered. "You ready?"

Her only response was a nod.

I began to fuck her, more gentle then I'd ever done it to anyone. I made shallow thrusts at first, until finally, when I felt she was ready enough I broke through her hymen. She sobbed when I did, one loud sharp cry, then she bit her bottom lip. I squeezed her breast, pressing my two fingers around it and squeezing. Her fingers left my pussy, and I couldn't say I blamed her. I appreciated how much pleasure she'd brought me there already. She made me realize that despite having a cock, I was still a girl…No one else had. I wouldn't forget that.

I sunk into her again and again, steady. Slow, so slow. She whimpered with every thrust. At first in slight pain, then she began to let out loud sounds of pleasure. Her honey dripped down my cock, and every thrust began to make hot, wet noises. My head was warm, I was getting dizzy. I'd already been close to coming, now I was literally on the edge! Before I could though, even give her warning, I reached down and ran my fingers against Saya's clit.

I didn't expect her to cum. But she did. She convulsed around my cock, and writhed against me, shouting in pleasure. I saw that as permission to orgasm too. I increased my speed and strength. Saya squealed, her pink hair in my face as I fucked her harder, needier. I reached my peak. I let out my cum inside her, all of the load splattering inside her, coating her inner walls. The stimulation to my pussy had apparently made my orgasm more powerful, because I let out a bigger load then I'd ever made.

So much it began to drip down around my cock.

I could listen to Saya pant and squeal forever. "I love you Saeko! I love you so much," she whispered, when her orgasm faded.

"I love you too," I replied, honest. I nuzzled her. "What you just gave me was special. And it meant so much…" I let go of her breasts. When we were finally done, we sat together. I was coated with sweat, and so was Saya. But we both realized after a few moments of gentle kissing, that we couldn't just chill there all day. We had to go see the others. Saya had told them to group up because she wanted to talk to them about something. It was time we went actually did that. We got dressed quickly.

"What is it you wanted to talk about," I asked, buttoning up my pants. Saya glanced at me out of the corner of her eyes.

"Leaving here, actually." She smiled. I liked the idea. I wasn't too keen on staying here. Not with Yuriko, and not with all these rude men. And the more people we had, the less decisions we all got to make, the more of a democracy it became, the more we lost our freedom. I'd meant what I said. We didn't need them. I was sure of it. I nodded my head.

I stepped outside of her bedroom, holding her hand loosely.

We were on our way to the meeting room when the man from earlier showed up again. "Hello…I'm sorry but I can't hold back right now. I know Miss Takagi is upset but this is important. At least that's what the woman said. She's starting a bit of a scene…" I raised my brow, crossing my arms.

"Okay. Talk, then."

"There's a woman who just arrived. Says her name is Rika Minami? She said she knows you and some woman named Marikawa. I was sent to confirm this. I apologize for not bringing this to you sooner you told me to go away before…" If I'd known it was something like this he was coming down the hall for, I would have insisted he stay.

My eyes widened. Rika? I knew that name. Wasn't that Shizuka's girlfriend- or rather, fiancé? "What's the issue then?! Bring her to me!" The man nodded nervously, before he marched off quickly. "Saya, bring me to the room quickly! I need to see Shizuka, her fiancé is here!" Saya's eyes widened.

"Fiancé?" Then she nodded. "Alright. We're almost there."

I wondered how Shizuka would react. And I once again looked forward to seeing my friends again.