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It had been a long time since I'd practiced my swordsmanship. My father always said that a samurai who thought themself above practice, and assumed they had mastery over the blade, was not a samurai at all. Which was his way of saying that there is always room for improvement. I agreed with him. Sadly, I had not found much time for training during the apocalypse...

After my duel with Souichiro I had so many lingering doubts in myself. If I hadn't kneed Souichiro in the groin I'd have never won... and that hadn't even been my idea. It had been Rei's. Such a cheap shot...it was shameful.

The gap in skill between the two of us was immense. Part of me feared that it was because he was a man, but after considering that it was the swiftness and grace in his strikes and not the strength behind them, I left that particular doubt behind.

He had many bad traits yet Souichiro was the kind of person I had always wanted to be. He may be an asshole but he made something of himself. He was unbelievably fierce, strong, domineering...confident. Traits I admired greatly. He reminded me of my father...If he took me under his wing and trained me, even for just the last few days we were at the Takagi mansion, I had no doubt I'd come out a better person.

I panted, practicing my kendo strikes, dripping with sweat. Usually I would be wearing more traditional garb while training, and the guards had offered me some, but I just didn't see the point. Instead, I was wearing baggy sweatpants and a tee. It was oddly relaxing. Wearing clothes I wanted, training when I wanted, without my sensei or father dictating my actions or judging what I did right or wrong. As far as thinking over the deal with Souichiro, training was not a help. It was a distraction more than anything.

His proposition echoed in my head. It came from a misogynistic angle, but he was right. I have been controlled countless times in the past by Rae, Yuuki, and Yuriko. And I couldn't allow that to continue, but would marrying Saya and delegitimizing my other relationships really help? Just for his guidance?

My peaceful feelings faded. Sighing heavily, I sheathed my katana, grabbed my things, and headed back to the main house. It was dark, the moon barely visible behind thick clouds. In the distance I could see dozens of tents laid out across the lawn. The survivors that Souichiro had let into the estate. My mind wandered to Misuzu's boyfriend and his group… They were good people. A gang, yet they saved people for no real reason. Brought them to safety at the cost of their own lives. They weren't allowed in just because Souichiro had personal issues with them. With the way they lived their lives. They were not terrible or despicable.

I nodded at one of the guards as I headed indoors. I wandered up the stairs, and down the hall toward my bedroom. Before I even entered the room I knew someone was in it. It was just a feeling in my gut. I pushed the door open slowly, gripping the hilt of my katana tightly. To my surprise, it was just Yuuki, curled up in my bed, her face buried in my pillows.

Disturbingly, she looked innocent and sweet, the blankets bunched up to her shoulders and neck. I guess anyone looks cute when they're sleeping. I stepped closer and smiled. It was rare that I got the chance to admire her beauty, but her facial structure was truly something wasn't it.. I started getting undressed, and her eyes flickered open. Their sensual golden color made my heart pound as always. As did the way her plump, sensual lips curled into a lazy smile.

"Hi," she mumbled, watching me remove my shirt and place my katana aside gently. I stared at her, expression blank.

"Why are you in my room?" It was a genuine question. She had no reason to be here.

Yuuki shrugged, and pulled back the blankets to reveal her body. I inhaled sharply. Her body was so damn perfect... The flawless curves, the soft skin, her large perky breasts… I had already started getting hard just seeing her in my bed...seeing her body was too much. I looked away, swallowing, squeezing my eyes shut. My cock throbbed.

"Why are you looking away, Saeko?"

I turned my gaze back towards her, swallowing hard. "I thought you were sleeping."

The ginger smiled. "No, just fantasizing about some stuff with my eyes closed…" She threw her legs over the side of the mattress with her thighs spread far apart. My mouth began to drip torrents. Yuuki was revealing her glistening pussy. Streams of wetness cascaded down her thighs. She had been waiting... soaking wet for me in my bed.

Yuuki smiled seeing my expression. "Want to put your thick, hard dick in my cunt, Saeko?"

Her crude language was revolting, but my body liked it. I shuddered, unable to resist her. I put one knee on the bed beside her leg.

"I want to," I muttered. It'd been a while since I'd been inside Yuuki. Seeing her sobbing womanhood was too much for me... as I crouched over her Yuuki smiled at me and ran her fingers along my cheek. Pleasant warmth flowed through me as she nuzzled me gently...I cupped her cheek and leaned down to kiss her.

Much to my shock, she clapped her hand over my mouth and roughly shoved me away. Her eyes were wide with horror. "What the hell are you doing!? What's wrong with you?"

What had I done? "W...what do you mean? What did I do? Did I hurt you?" My heart pounded in my chest.

Yuuki frowned and tugged her knees up to her chest, hugging them. She looked genuinely disturbed and troubled. I stared at her, kneeling on the bed, waiting for her response. "Well...It's just...you shouldn't kiss another woman other than Saya. Its disloyal and I'm just not comfortable doing it without Saya's permission…"

My mouth went dry. I didn't know what to say... Anger began to build, red hot, in the pit of my stomach. A familiar feeling...my fists clenched as I forced my anger back, exhaling heavily. I should have known it was too good to be true... to see her waiting in my bed for me. Yuuki doesn't do anything unless she has ulterior motives.

I'm an idiot.

I wanted to slap her across the face. Yuuki's mask of feigned horror was incredibly annoying. The cocky, mocking glint in her eyes pissed me off even more. I clenched my teeth. Rei must have told her about the deal I was considering and pissed Yuuki off. So now she was punishing me in her own, immature way.

This was the type of stuff that Souichiro was warning me about.

I grabbed her hand, and pinned it next to her head, pushing my face into hers. She whimpered when I twisted her wrist, her cheeks reddening. I narrowed my eyes. "I don't play games."

Yuuki smiled innocently, "Neither do I. I'm just not comfortable kissing you. You know? I have limits and I really would hate to upset Saya," she pouted and kissed my cheek with her soft, wet mouth. "But that should be fine, right? One on the cheek?"

At this point I was ready to throw her out of my room. My hard on was the only thing that stopped me. "Yuuki, since when have you been the one to decide what I can or can't do? You're pissing me the hell off."

"If you want to kiss me that much...fine…"

I growled as I crushed our mouths together, roughly shoving my tongue between her lips and pressing my crotch against her hip. A spark of pleasure shot through me as she lightly rubbed her hip into my hard on. She exhaled heavily, wrapping her arms around my neck, burying her fingers in my long hair. Her tongue swirled with mine, wet and warm. My arousal spread through my entire body, sending tingling shudders down my spine.

I pulled my mouth from hers, gently kissing down her cheek and down to her neck. I wanted to mark her, bite her.

My eyes widened.

Yuuki smiled, cocking her head. "What's wrong?"

I pulled away. The anger I'd been trying to suppress came back, tenfold. I clenched my teeth, tried to push the thoughts away, but I couldn't. Not with this image right in front of me! Yuuki Miku had hickies, bite marks, all over her damn neck.

I trembled with fury. Rika. It had to be her who did this, who else? Rika fucked Yuuki, marked her. That's why she's so damn wet. Not for me. For…

But I thought she hated that I sent Rika her way. She confronted me...was angry...Yuuki would really fuck someone else just to spite me…?

"Get out."

Yuuki Miku smiled, and sat up. Her large breasts pressed to my shoulder. "What's the matter lover…? I figured since I'm not your number one girl you wouldn't mind if I played around. You did send Rika to fuck me the other day so why not?" Her lips crazed my ear, soft and warm… "Mwah. At least Saya is unmarked...isn't that what matters? Who cares about the rest of us garbage women...right?"

I clutched my head. I felt boiling hot, and a migraine repeatedly stabbed through my head. She was right...Why did it matter to me? Yuki and I weren't exactly in love but..

Those marks...they didn't belong there! Mine did! Rika couldn't have them. Any of them. They were all mine.

"I guess if you want me gone I can go climb into bed with Miss Marikawa and Rika. The sounds coming from their bedroom lately...mmm. I don't think I've ever heard a woman moan like that." Yuuki's voice was cold and warm at the same time, soft yet with a terribly hardened edged. It was like she was shoving a knife into my gut and twisting.

While I knew they were going to be together from this point on, I had forced the image of them fucking deep into the recesses of my mind. It was something I could not handle… But as Yuuki and I spoke...Rika was having sex with Shizuka. Rika was pounding away…

My nails dug into my palms. The pain in my head was just getting worse, a constant buzz in the back of my mind… I stayed focused on breathing in and out.

"Fine… I'll leave." Yuuki mumbled after a moment as she climbed off the bed. I couldn't let her leave. Not with those marks on her body, not after choosing to fuck Rika before me, not after tormenting me.

But I was proving her right by stopping her...wasn't I? Somehow, it didn't matter. Not in the moment. I stood up swiftly and caught Yuuki just before she opened my bedroom door. She tried to shake my grip off, glaring at me.

"Let me fucking go, Saeko!"

I tightened my grip further, slamming her against the walls behind her. Hard. She winced as her knuckles slapped against the surface but did not struggle. The well endowed ginger just stood there with her shit eating grin, squirming.

I buried my face into the hollow of her neck and inhaled heavily, breathing in her scent Trying to calm myself. But this wasn't Rei, or Shizuka, or Saya. Instead of calming me, Yuuki's soft womanly scent drove me further into a frenzy. All of my blood had rushed between my thighs, and I pressed my member against her thigh, panting.

I didn't want to do something I'd regret but Yuuki was tormenting me, trying to anger me...I couldn't let her get a rise out of me.

I had to let her go. I dropped my hands, eyes squeezed quietly shut. The same words echoed in my head over and over. Don't let her win. Don't let her bait you. Don't let her control you.

"Just...go."

"Thanks for letting me leave…" Yuuki gently kissed my cheek. I nodded and turned away. There was a long silence, our breathing the only sound. Then, Yuuki shattered it. I should have known she wouldn't let this end now…

"I've never had a threesome before, y'know? I've always wanted to suck Miss Marikawa's tits though… not to mention I haven't tasted Rika's dick yet…only felt it throb and thrust into me...Now I'm even more excited. I'm heading out."

The image tore into my mind. I saw it clearly...Yuuki's lips wrapped around Rika's thick, dark cock. Her cum coating Yuuki's face and hands...

NO!

I grabbed Yuuki by the throat, "The only cock you're sucking is mine." I smirked. Yuuki's cheeks reddened at my words, and for a moment I was entranced by how cute she was...then she began to squirm and struggle dramatically. Why was she still pretending she didn't want this, I didn't understand.

A familiar feeling ran through me. Black, cold rage. I couldn't stop myself, couldn't stop myself from moving. My fingers burrowed into Yuuki's hair as I dragged her away from the wall. She screeched and squealed the entire way, trying to escape. But I wouldn't let her. Instead, I slammed her face back into the wall.

"If you wanna be fucked here, that's fine…I suppose a slut like you wouldn't want to screw in a bed."

Yuuki shuddered, wet her lips. Her golden eyes stared into mine, foggy with lust and excitement and pain. But she didn't answer me.

"You're a bitch in heat. So bending you over and fucking like dogs is what you'd like right?" I leered, rubbing my dick against her wet thigh through my briefs. Her wetness seeped through the cloth.

Yuuki whimpered, but didn't say a word.

She gasped as I backhanded her, hard.

"Hurt…" Yuuki mumbled, but that was the point. She deserved it. I pulled her hair, turned her face toward me.

"If I catch you marked by Rika again, or hear about you fucking her...life will be a lot more painful for you." I wrapped one hand around her throat. "I'll squeeze until you can't breath…"

I expected Yuuki to be angry at my words. Instead, her face became red. She was...blushing. Her lips trembled and she slowly nodded. "I really am nothing but a bitch of a woman. In heat...I don't want to die so I'll have to be careful when I fuck Rika then…"

I wasn't even mad. Just amused. I didn't didn't really like hurting women, but Yuuki had always been an exception. Seeing her wince in pain, seeing her run out of oxygen, seeing her squirm...it drove me crazy. And she knew it. Yuuki basked in this unique treatment, in this weird hatred we had ever since our first time...but...she was playing with fire.

I really would kill her if she laid another finger on Rika. She was one of my girls, she was mine… So in other words, I guess I loved her. Afterall she held a part of me no one else did.

This rough, cold, angry side of me was for her alone when it came to sex.

I pulled my sweatpants down, held Yuuki against the door. She was panting softly, her pussy even wetter than before...I pressed the head of my cock against her entrance, enjoying the wet hot feeling that enveloped it. I moaned, throwing my head back.

"As always your cunts amazing," I purred in her ear. "You think it'd be loose with the way you spread your legs but...it's surprisingly tight."

Yuuki moaned as I pushed slowly into her. Her face was soft, her mouth open slightly as I guided my length inside her. She was comfortable with this pace, used to it now...so it's time to turn the tables.

Squeezing her hips, I shoved my cock into her cunt with one, hard shove. A wet, squelching noise pierced the air as her pussy spread around me quite easily. Her wet flesh throbbed and dripped around my dick. She squealed and jerked desperately. Her eyes were wide, her mouth hanging open...

"Ahh, Saeko…too fast, too hard," Her whimper was pained and desperate, yet she rolled her hips, pushed herself harder against me as if trying to get me deeper. Her body was begging me for more hard thrusts now that my dick was just was resting inside her. I groaned, resting my head against her shoulder. This girl was too much...

"You're mine," I mumbled against her shoulder, and I felt her inner walls tighten around me in response. She liked it when I said that...liked being mine. I started to slide my cock out and she whimpered.

"Say it…" I whispered.

Yuuki grinned, shuddered. "Saya's yours…"

Bitch.

I trembled, and raised my hand. She whimpered and then...I swatted her ass, thrusting into her sopping cunt with one hard thrust at the same time. She practically screamed, gushing around my dick. Her pale ass began to redden from the swat , and I pulled my hand away.

"Say it, Yuuki," I snarled.

"Hehe, say what?" Yuuki mumbled, grinning, her eyes foggy with pleasure. "I don't recall meaning anything to you or vice versa...we just fuck Saeko. We just fuc-"

Her voice shattered as I began to buck my hips in a forceful, uneven tempo. She squealed like a stuck pig with every thrust, her eyes widened. Everytime I pulled out I slapped her ass with as much force as I could muster. Which was a lot.

I don't think I'd ever been in a pussy so wet before. Every time I thrust, every time I spanked her, her juices gushed out and coated my crotch like a damn waterfall…

Drool was dribbling down her chin. She looked like such a slut with an expression like that… "Say you're mine, Yuuki," I growled in her ear, stilling my thrusts. Her eyes widened, and when I held her hips still, I was shocked to see tears start dripping down her cheeks.

"No...k-keep fucking me…" Yuuki gaspee. I should show her pity, but had Yuuki ever shown me any?

This time, I backhanded her round bottom, digging my nails into her hip. She winced and sobbed. Her pale skin was completely reddened by my attacks. I had no doubt this was extremely painful yet she wouldn't do as told... " Fucking say it, Yuuki!"

I grabbed her clit and played with it roughly and finally, she said what I wanted. More than that.

"I-I'm yours! Fuck... Saeko...I love you." she squirmed against me, drooling down her chin, pressing her cheek against the door, desperately shaking her ass. "Fuck me now, please...Please!"

Her words shattered me. She loved me? I didn't believe it. Couldn't.

Yuuki's face was coated with tears, flushed with pleasure, and her eyes had so much love in them...she really loved the psychotic monster who choked her and hurt her and was going to make her a mistress, instead of a wife? The bastard who never spared any time for her, who treated her like a slut? She loved me?

I ran my finger through Yuuki's orange hair. "Good girl…"

Those two words caused an immediate flood. Her pussy squeezed my dick and gushed along its length. "S-Saeko…"

I had regained control of myself, but I didn't take her slowly. Neither of us would have enjoyed that. I sunk my cock deep inside her. Yuuki shrieked and squirmed, her jiggly ass pushing back into my crotch. She gasped deliciously, her entire body shaking. I fucked her relentlessly, swatting her ass over and over with every thrust. Until it was too much for even Yuuki. She glanced back at me, pain visible on her face, but I didn't care.

She was mine. I could do what I wanted with her. She was...one of my girls.

I clenched my teeth and dug my nails into her ass. I didn't want another man or woman to touch her. I didn't want to goddamn share her.

I thrust my hips, groaning, as Yuuki's pussy clenched around my length. She was deliciously tight...I pressed my chest into her back, rubbed my cheek against hers. She mewled cutely…

I started to pair my thrusts and spanks with the praise "good girl" and the reaction was immense and immediately. Her pussy clenched and gushed everytime I said it, and by now her womanly liquid was dripping to the floor.

Yuuki was making the cutest noises, her cheeks stained red. Her fingers dug into the wall, scraped against it. "So good," she whimpered. "Love you…"

I found it so hard to believe that she loved me. After all the shit I'd put her through and vice versa. But that's just how Yuuki Miku and I were. She was a bitch, but she wouldn't be the same if she wasn't one.

I sunk myself into her one last time, my cock throbbing. "Going to come," I whispered.

Yuuki Miku gasped and grabbed my wrist. "Pull out. I wanna taste you!"

So god damn hot.

My eyes rolled as she slowly slid off of me, her pussy clenching as if it didn't want to let go. My dick slipped out, and Yuuki spun and immediately held it in her soft hands, dropping to her knees. She squeezed the hardened organ in her hands and she gazed up at me with her beautiful golden eyes.

I ran my hand along her cheek, stroked her jaw and plump mouth. She shuddered, and pushed her cheek into my hand even as she began to gently stroke my shaft up and down. I groaned, trying not to come then and there.

Yuuki leaned forward and placed a soft, wet kiss on the tip of my cock. It was loving and tender yet sexy at the same time. Much to my great pleasure she began to kiss, suck, and lick my entire dick.

I buried my fingers into her hair, running them through her soft silky locks. She was an expert with her tongue, and the soft wet noises threatened to drive me into a frenzy.

"So good," I groaned , head falling back.

"Look at me...I want to see your face when you come," Yuuki purred, holding my dick in her hands like a trophy. She stroked me with her hands, using the perfect amount of pressure. I gazed at her as she requested. She was so beautiful. Her narrow, golden eyes. Her perfect, plump mouth, her flushed cheeks, the eager way she sucked my cock...I buried my fingers into her silky orange hair, tugging hard.

"Kk, cumming Yuuki," I groaned and she closed her eyes as I hit my peak. A rush of pure bliss ran through my body as I released into her mouth, coating the inside of it with my sticky seed. She gulped my cum down hungrily, her throat bobbing with every swallow.

Such a good girl…

I ran my fingers through her hair, knees growing weak. "G-good girl…" The praise made her blush. She avoided my eyes, burying her fingers between her own legs. I watched her, crouched, playing with her clit while she slurped down my come with her mouth still wrapped around my dick.

When I pet her head, she came.

She mumbled around my cock, moaning desperately, her wrist jerking hard and fast between her legs. I watched in shock as her come splattered the bedroom floor in a stream. She had squirted… I'd never seen that before.

We gazed at each other, panting. She pulled her mouth off my member and, now limp, it rested between my legs. I pulled my sweatpants up and sunk to the ground, sitting and panting.

Her face red with shame, Yuuki clenched her fists. "Gonna make fun of me for…"

"Being a squirter? Nah. A slut like you it's no surprise." Not that being a slut had anything to do with it. The words seemed to ease her anxiety. "I didn't make you orgasm that time I fucked you at Rika and Shizuka's apartment, so I guess I'm not really surprised," I mumbled.

Yuuki smiled slightly, then it twisted into a smirk. "I don't actually love you, you know. Just wanted you to fuck me." She was such an idiot...

I laughed softly, shaking my head. "In order for me to continue fucking you, you just had to say you were mine. I never mentioned saying I love you."

She avoided my gaze.

"It's not fair. Making Saya your wife. Saying I'm nothing…" I gazed at her face. There was genuine distress on her face, and for some reason, I knew it was not feigned this time. She was upset. "So what if I do love you?" Yuuki gazed at me. Her face was calm, but her hands were trembling. "What about that?"

I smiled. "Pretty sure I love you too. Though you piss me off…"

"You promised me you'd protect me. Forever. That's basically a marriage proposal itself so why do you have to go and marry Saya, why am I not good enough?" Yuuki's voice was terrifyingly fragile and open.

I pulled her into my arms, held her tight.

She was right. That was my vow to all of them.

I'll protect you until the end. I'll take care of you forever. A privilege for all of them.

It was clear to me now that Saya did not love me more than the others. They all just loved me in their own ways. Marrying one would be a betrayal to the others. So I would not agree to the deal with Souichiro.

It's funny that Yuuki was the one who guided me along this path. I truly did not give her enough credit. I kissed her on the lips, gently. Yuuki held her mouth against mine, her arms wrapped around my neck.

"I love you, Saeko," Yuuki whispered. Her eyes glittered with affection.

"How many times do I have to say it. I love you too. Now, get dressed," I ordered roughly, "I'm gonna let the others know my decision. I'm not going to marry Saya."

Yuuki's face brightened. Unconsciously, my eyes wandered back to the hickeys on her neck. Yuuki noticed my stare and her lips split into a smile.

"We really got you good, huh?"

I raised a brow, "what are you talking about?"

Yuuki giggled. "Let me put it to you this way...I did not fuck Rika. Was just pretending. Rei made these!" Her smile was disgustingly happy. I couldn't even be mad.

Looks like she manipulated me again but...I think maybe it's not so bad.