Steve's Flashback
Tony Starks POV
A week of intense lovemaking, and one date. Fuck, yes, I feel on top of the goddamned world! I tapped that gorgeous, stunning piece of ass. I am head over heels in love with Steve Rogers, he is still a little shy about the way I express my words during our lovemaking. But therapy is working out for the big guy. He's running a therapy group for veterans, as well.
The only things that bother him are the cold and wet weather conditions. He came in after his latest therapy session and gave me a chaste kiss. "Tony-bear, I'm going to beat the punchbags for a while, a raincheck on that dinner for a little?" I place my hands on his hips "Are you sure that you are okay, baby-blue?" Something in his eyes told me he wasn't, 'Uh-oh' somethings spooked my baby-blue. "I'm fine" he said with a blank face. Telling me that he clearly wasn't "Okay, if you are sure, I have some contracts to sign for Pepper, love you, baby-blue" he kissed me once again and quickly escaped 'Okay, I'm in panic mode about his state of mind' #officially scared. "JARVIS" I call out "Yes Sir?"
"Can you monitor Steve Rogers' vitals whilst he's in the gym, please, and if he freaks out down there, tell me straight away?"
"Right away, sir"
"Thank you, JARVIS" I say as I head to our apartment in the Stark Tower.
A half-hour later, and I am freaking out again. "JARVIS, how is my cutie-capsicle doing?"
"Sir, you need to move post-haste, Mr Rogers is having a large panic attack, his heartbeat and blood-pressure have raised to dangerous levels" That did it, no fucking way was I going to let this go on a moment longer. I am in the private lift down to the gym asking JARVIS to over-ride my Stevie's security protocol. The doors unlock and I'm in there. The scene before me breaks my heart. Stevie is curled up on the mats, heavily hyperventilating, crying. I am down on my knees and crawling over to my baby blue. My face is wet as I place my hand on his shoulder. He's shivering in terror. "Stevie, baby blue?" I choke out as I try to soothe him with my touch alone.
"Sir, Mr Rogers is experiencing a flashback, to being frozen for seven decades"
"JARVIS, initiate the lockdown and privacy protocols please" I hear the locking mechanisms whirring and then click. I am lifting my cutie's head into my lap, and he is not seeing me. He's seeing the grey and cold surrounding him. So, I start singing Stevie's favourite tune from the forties. 'At last,' by Etta James, and Stevie, my baby blue stops shivering as I stroke his arms slowly, he is not crying, as I continue to sing. His arms find purchase around me as I continue to soothe his fragile psyche and he opens his eyes "Tony-bear?" he croaks out as I continue stroking his shoulders, and arms "Yes, baby blue?" I crinkle my eyes lovingly "Tony- bear, I'm not in ice, no more, right?" I wipe my face clean from the tears.
"No, baby blue, you are here with me, you are safe and loved, I promise" I smile as I lean down, and place a single loving kiss on his forehead.
"What happened, baby?" Stevie took a deep breath and started speaking about his father, his shithead of a father. My Stevie was abused physically, and I was raging inside. Broken arms, concussion, name-calling, verbal abuse, all the stuff that would ruin a kid, but not my Stevie. Stevie talked about the veteran who broke down in front of him, telling the whole group about the army becoming his real family when he escaped his abusive homelife. It was a hair-trigger for my baby blue. It was making me so angry with Joseph 'fucking' Rogers and I nearly blew my lid when Stevie told me that some punk kids beat on him when he went to the orphanage in Brooklyn, after his mother died of Tuberculosis. "Was it my fault?" Stevie cried out and I rushed to reassure him "No! Never, you were just a kid, baby blue, you are to listen to me very carefully, baby blue, are ya listening?" he blinked up at me. He nodded slowly "The thing is, you, my love, my beautiful soon-to-be husband are not a victim any longer, you are a survivor. Tell those punk kids who beat on you and your shithead of a father to fuck off, because we found each other and our love for each other is healing, we proved that. So, whenever you feel old ghosts creeping around you, I want you to shout really shout at them to 'Fuck off" I ran my hands through his hair soothing his frazzled psyche. "Hmm, this is better than any therapy" he sighed, and I chuckled "Turn over on your stomach, baby blue, I want you to breathe, no talking unless I say so, I am going to massage your back, so you are not talking, you are what…?" Stevie smiled "Breathing"
"That's good Baby blue, that's it, roll over" he did so, and I quickly threw my blazer to the floor, unbuttoned my shirt, and then dropped my pants. I had boxers on so that Stevie was comfortable enough to trust me not to make this about sex. I shimmied his tracks down and had to pull in a breath when I realised, he was commando underneath them. "Tony-bear?" he murmured "Yes, baby blue?" he was grinning "Massage first, we can get to the goodies in a little while" My brain ceased to function "Holy fuck! Baby blue, I am trying so hard to not blow my load too soon in the game and jizz in my boxers like a thirteen-year-old schoolboy. Quiet down, baby blue" I hear Stevie snort "Sorry, Tony-bear" I quickly go to the drawer in the gym and find the massage oil 'Bingo!' I think, and then I hurry back to my Stevie "This might be cold, but it's a good cold" I mutter "Really?" Stevie asks me "Yes, baby blue" I confirm as I rub my palms together to warm them up with oil "Okay, relax, unclench, and let me work my magic" I straddle him and get to work.
I rub him down from his neck muscles to his thighs skimming over his buttocks (that's my Stevie's ass) not leaving one bit of his skin touched, rubbed down or massaged thoroughly. He sighed underneath me "You still with me there, baby blue" I smack his ass lightly.
"Uh, yes" he mumbles, and I grin "Turn over" I whisper whilst nuzzling his neck and ears. He turns over and I lift my hips a little to allow that movement. "Tony-bear, that, was oh so good" I kiss him lovingly as we entwine our fingers "I know, it's all for you, baby blue"
He smiles lovingly up at me "I'm ready for more, get your boxers off, Tony-bear"
"Your wish is my command" I grin as I stand and shimmy my boxers down "I got what you need right here, baby blue" I was rock hard and eager to go as I grabbed myself, but my Stevie wanted slow and sensual. I picked up my trousers going into the pockets "Lube?"
He laughed heartily "You come prepared, I see, were you hoping for some action?" I nod
"Oh yes, I didn't mean just a raincheck on dinner. And now I am going to make you cum several times" He closes his eyes and groans as his cock responds. "That's what I'm talking about" I pull the cock ring out of the other pocket, and he moans louder "Tony-bear, you are killing me with that lusty look!" I grin wider and get to straddling my Stevie again, using a liberal amount of lubrication and spreading it over his cock, then mine. I close my fist around his cock and pump him a few times. "Aah Ooha, Tony-bear, love you so much" my baby was pleading with me. "I know, baby, just hold on a moment longer" I ran to the gym storage, found what I needed, and ran back "I'm back, found this in storage" Stevie blinked "You must be shittin' me!? You had a Captain America cushion in storage!?" I grinned "Yep" Stevie grinned at my silly smile "Fuck me, Tony-bear" I fit the cock ring and tighten it to a medium setting "You are not allowed to cum until I say so, do you understand me, baby blue?" he nods eagerly. Rules and regulations, he lives by them, and I think he's happy for me to dominate him a little. "Ass up, baby" he complies, and I use the cushion as leverage "So good, baby blue" I murmur and stare into his loving, lustful eyes, tearfully with the amount of trust he's giving me intimately. I lube up my fingers and just experimentally push against his puckered hole. I slowly insert one feeling for his prostate nerves "Ooohh" he moans as his body arches up. I add a second "Oh, fuck!" he shouts, "That's right, baby blue, let it all out!"
He shouts out in pleasure and is thrashing his head back and forth. I slide my fingers up inside him, deep as I can go to the knuckle. I take him into my mouth knowing he is restricted from ejaculating. He is being so good for me "You good, baby blue?" I smile as he nods incoherently. "S'good, Tony-bear" I direct his legs to wrap around my waist and unclip the cock ring, throwing it aside. "I am going to fill you up now baby blue, you are going to have so many doubts wiped from your mind that you undeniably belong to me, and that I belong to you" I grab my cock and enter him slowly inch by inch until he's hugging me inside of him. "You feel that baby blue, I'm inside you, filling you" Stevie moaned "Yes, Tony-bear, feels so good" I move a little filling him more, right to my balls. "Fuck, yes, I gotta push!" I gasp "Then push!" he moans as I start thrusting slowly. "Aah!" I grab his hands and entwine our fingers, leaning downwards to kiss and show my utterly beautiful love for the man underneath me. I groan as he clenches around me, holding me inside him. He looks so content that I nearly cry. I feel them dripping down my face "Tony-bear?" he looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes. "I'm okay, baby blue" I whisper "Fuck, I gotta slow down, else, this will be over before I'm ready" He's wiping his tears away "You are beautiful, Tony-bear" I lean down chasing his mouth with mine. "Hold me for a minute" I say. He pulls me down and holds me as he strokes my neck, my back. I am sliding out of him slowly and pressing back in. It is so overwhelming that I tremble with the emotional overload. "I love you, Tony-bear" I kiss his cheek, his forehead and suddenly my cock is even harder, surging deeper, it makes us both moan low in our throats. I lean upwards, grabbing his hips, finding purchase when he clenches around me. I am thrusting inside him, filling him with my love, my soul, my heart which he has snatched and made irrevocably his. I am so close to cumming now. "Aah!" I yell out "Fuck you so good, baby blue!" I am drilling into my Stevie, like I'm goddamned oil drill. "Aah, Tony-bear!" he's grabbing my biceps, pushing me into him, so deeply. I let him clench and ask huskily "Stevie, baby blue, I want you to cum" I groan as I am getting ready to fire my entire payload into my lover. "Yes, cum for you!" he gasps as he grabs his cock, tugging on it, palming it until our eyes lock and I'm watching in fascination as he gets that look. He is surging, clenching, shouting, and cursing as he cums all up his perfect abdominal muscles "Shit, baby blue, Aah fuck!" I am cumming now as I thrust into my Stevie. I growl as I fill my Stevie with my juice. We collapse, me on top of him. "Love you, Tony-bear" he's carding his fingers through my hair, and we kiss gently. Mindful of our orgasmicly wrecked bodies. "Do we have enough energy to shower?" I laugh against his neck, huffing in my laughter "Prob'ly not, but we are going to try, what about you, you look better than you did earlier" he wraps his arms around me "Replete, sated, contented" he raises his eyebrows "Thoroughly shagged!" he laughs, I grin down at him. My mouth is hung open in shock. "Aww, shitholyfuck, baby blue, going to make me hard again! Mmmh" I nuzzle our noses. "But I think we both need to shower and snuggle, recharge, the team are going to reappear at some point" Stevie shimmies out of my grasp and stands up, hauling me up with him. I feel dizzy for a moment as Stevie pulls on his tracks and helps me get mine on. "Shirt on or off?" I look at him "I think, off, com 'on baby blue, let's hit those showers?"
We shower quickly as we can and stumble into bed, Stevie is hugging me to his side as his hand is playing with my chest. I kiss his chest "Love you, three-thousand, baby blue" He hums as he strokes through my hair "Love you, three thousand too, Tony-bear" and it is true, I love him so much. That love filled us with hope, and we are soon sleeping, safe in the knowledge that we will get through any challenge, together.
TBC
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