Smut content warning.
"I'll make it stop."
The very moment they lost into each other eyes, hence slowly they drawn closer and closer—Sakura felt Sasuke's hand hesitantly placed right under her cheek bone—until the tip of their lips brushed lightly.
She sucked her breath. Uchiha Sasuke was kissing her.
It sent shiver down her spine and spread a tingling all over her body.
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h E R e • a F t e R
15.
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As Sasuke held his gaze toward the glistening emeralds in front of him, a bizzare sensation thrusted into his chest. Deep deep down, the immense regret was partaken half of his feeling.
Another thing, he could not shake the urge to touch her. He wondered, "Do I ever trully looking at her like this?"
Despite looked so fragile, Sakura was standing there in front of him under his oversized white tee emitting her own color and light.
He recalled to thousand of memories of her when she was with him couple years ago. This Sakura was one he never thought would come up when he was looking back.
He thought, she could lives all her life independently strong, she would need no one in her life to fix thing for her, or to reach her goal. She easily passed her high school life with flying colours and became a doctor was not a big deal for her. So she probably could be anything she wishes herself to be. She could easily pick any men and live their life happily ever after.
Then it hit him hard.
She was the one who should be mad at him, yet this Sakura chose to hug him and screaming for help inside his arms. Both of his hand had eventually reached her face. For this Sakura he wished he never left her.
It felt so right for him to stood there inches away from her, looking at those rare beauty of her eyes, and touching her face.
And he could not resist the inevitable.
He cup her face, as slowly as possible—his consciousness called him selfish-shameless prick made him hesitant—he took his time to closed his eyes and inhaled her sweet scent. But, he leaning down to kiss her lips anyway.
The world went silent for couple of second for both of them.
Sasuke pulled his hands from Sakura's face to her shoulders. As he pulled his body away and both of them parted their lips in a smile, the sound of the summer rain coming back to blessed their ears.
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"You can stay at my room," Said Sasuke leaning on his own bedroom's door frame.
He stared at Sakura who stood awkwardly facing his bed with her mouth hanging low.
Sakura's heartbeat had gone racing like crazy. Is… is this an invit—
"There is another room where my mom usually stay," he informed her, in a slightly hesitant tone.
She fiddled her fingers before whispering her answer, "I think it's fine." Her hands were sweating yet it felt like freezing.
The tears barely left her cheeks awhile ago, the heavy heart lingered still. But, now in that moment, she already hanging from the burning and churring sensation Sasuke had put her in.
Sasuke tilted his head—while Sakura's eyes looking all over the place but him—confused the look on her face. As if waited for another respond he calmly kept the silent between them longer.
On the contrary, Sakura was dying inside because of her own expectation, she did not know what to say to him. Although she made up her mind to faced him.
Sakura turned her head to catched his eyes were already waiting for her. She freezed in her place, she could literally heard the long arm of the clock ticking.
"I'll let you rest here," he drop his eyes with a left corner of his lips lifted. Turning around to close the door, he said, "Good night, Sakura."
He was walking out to close the door, shortly before he felt a tug to his shirt.
Sakura's low and soft voice whispered to him behind his back, "Please, stay."
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Sakura stunned to watched those mesmerizing coal black eyes aroused. His eyes said it clearly that he had been waiting for her to say the word, to let him stay with her.
She was like an open book to him now. His gaze piercing through her sent a shiver down to her spine. The precious image had stored inside her head right away. Beknownst to her, probably it would last forever along with his next moves—started by for once again meeting their lips.
Sasuke hand slided inside the fabric of his own shirt on to Sakura's small waist, before slowly sneaking up to her back untill his fingers touched the band of her bra. Her back was arching up from the touch.
She tighten her grip on Sasuke's front shirt, the gesture made him leaned closer to her. As a result, they had both of their body almost clasped tightly if it was not for her arms blocking the way.
Being the most experienced one in this term of skill, Sasuke brought his other hand to the hem of his shirt. Then with only one tug he pulled it over his head.
Sakura gasped for air when they abruptly stop their kiss. Eyes widen as she gazed at the broad and well-defined chest in front of her.
One hand remained firm on Sakura's back, Sasuke pulled her closer while cupping her face; smacking their lips together for the third time. This time, she made sure she readied herself for anything waiting to happen.
Definitely something was bound to happen.
Sasuke's breathing started to felt heavy and rapid as it grazed Sakura's face. On her right thigh he had placed his hand slightly below her butt, while her own hands held him into a hug.
Using his body Sasuke slowly pushed her backward until she felt something hard restrained them from moving. But, he kept pushing her untill they knocked off one or two things to the wooden floor.
"Sorry," he whispered.
Sakura was smirking when she glanced to the bed right beside them. Apparently what they just hit was the night stand. She had no idea he was in such hurry he missed the bed.
Sitting on the side of his bed, Sasuke turned their position around. He guided her legs to spread upon his lap, Sakura had to sucked her breath from the motion. The burning like a web spread quickly through her belly.
Both of the hazy eyes—filled with pheromon and raw feeling of desire and amazement—locking the image of each other gasping for air because they had share their most intense make out so far. Sakura gently stuck their forehead together.
He's so beautiful. She took a note.
A flood of memories filled up her mind. Memories of her happy times with him back in Hokkaido, when she had nothing to worry about beside the school assignments.
She remembered their last summer holliday at the lake nearby Sasuke's hotel where he had generiously let her, Naruto, Ino and Yuya stayed for three days. She could remembered the exact same face of him playing in the water with Naruto. The messy hair, water glistening all over his bare chest, she was admiring how the sun reflected perfectly on him.
She remembered many things she tought she had forgotten. And it filled up her heavy chest with so much warm.
"Nggg," she whimpered when she realized Sasuke hands had successfully unclasped her bra, while she was spending her time adoring each and every spot of his beautiful face.
She then helped him removed it along with her shirt nonetheless.
By the time she took her shirt off of her and got a clear look of Sasuke's face, she was surprised to saw him blushing red. Whether because of their steamy make out or simply because of looking at her.
She had no time to think about it further more when he gave trail of kisses down her neckline. She shut her eyes tight, whimpered one more time as her thought had already ran crazy from the hot lips stuck to her skin.
Both of his hand sliding down to her butt, squeezing it once before he swiftly manuvered their position. Sakura was now on top of the soft-cotton mattress. It put her tense back into eased instantly.
It was not for that long though, since Sasuke started to lick her nipple then proceed to sucked both of it. Despite being so gentle he almost made her shriek calling his name if it was not because she bit her own lips quick and hard.
Although her back was tense, it arched simply following his moves as if asking for more and more of his damn skilled mouth. His tongue teasing the tip of her nipple was the worse she had to grab a fistful of Sasuke's hair.
He surely would not stop there of course.
Sasuke's right hand slided down to Sakura's belly. She realized what he was about to do—embarrassed as she knew she was wearing nothing down there—she whispered his name, "Sa… suke."
Fortunately for her, Sasuke misunderstood it as a pleased-call to his name. He was hard enough to wait any longer, so he hastily put down her pants with both hands.
"Sas—" Sakura was being shut by a kiss immediately, while her pants already off of her.
Sasuke was oblivious of her undergarment absence. As if she was needed one anyway, Sakura gladly reminded herself.
Her inside was twitching so fast, it felt irritatingly addictive. By the second he touch it she felt as if there was heat flared up all over her sensitive area. She needed to stop overwhelming sensation, yet her legs were splaying involuntary instead.
She let out a moan, "Aaah!" wanted to bit his lips so much when finally came along a heaven like fingers down inside her.
Sasuke had sent electricity to Sakura's entire body by gently doing pushed and pulled. She had his back scracthed over and over it would probably left a scar. She began to imagine—wanting—another things.
The firm muscles on Sasuke's back slowly getting far from her reach. He was coming down for her, while giving her another trail of kisses.
The last kiss stop on top of her left hip bone. Sasuke's murmured something which Sakura had no idea what he was saying, she just noticed he pulled away his long fingers with him.
She refused to open up her lids as the cold night creeped up to her naked body. She quivered fully aware how warm and comfortable Sasuke's body was. She bit her already swollen lips.
Sakura curled up upon the bed, she was getting hasty and wanting to know what Sasuke was doing. So, slowly she proped up her elbow and looking for him. When she looked up he was standing by the night stand.
She acknowledged the gesture, it left her stunned for a moment. And her eyes took its precious time to watched the full imposing naked body of Uchiha Sasuke.
Sasuke turned his head—murmuring something that she could not caught up what it was again—smiling to her like a falling angel. Locking her eyes while he was scooting closer, Sasuke's cheeks turned red when he asked, "You ready?"
She thought her heart was about to burts that instant moment.
Took couple of seconds before Sakura regained her composure and be able to spoke up. "I've been waiting," because her entire body was burning already.
/
Sasuke woken up by the insane throbbing inside his head. The bloobstream was flushing down fastly off of his head, made him almost fall to the ground when he tried to sit on the verge of his bed.
He grunted like an old man. His energi completely depleted.
The sun was not fully shone, he noticed behind the closed curtains. The air remained cold for his naked body, and his bed felt more empty than ever. Sakura probably left before the sun even peeked out. He wondered what could make her left so early without spare him a goodbye.
"Tch," he grab a fist of his hair, he did not have time to think about her reason when he himself had enough to proccess about last night.
Would she be alright.
Sasuke quickly searched for his phone wanting to call her, but the messages on the screen made his eyes widen and it changed his mind instantly.
"Sasuke, Karin told me something crucial about your bussiness, she needs to talk to you right now."
"Answer the damn call, Sasuke!"
The messages from Suigetsu made throbbing inside his head got worsen. He had been calling Sasuke numerous time last night.
Sasuke dialed his number right away.
"Man, where were you I've been calling you all night," Suigetsu yelled from across the phone.
"I've been busy, I'm sorry. What this all about? Should I come to your place right know?" Sasuke pushed a finger to his forehead and made slow circles in hope to eased the pain.
"You have to, man, as soon as possible."
Sasuke sighed. This gonna be pretty awful I suppose. "An hour, wait for me," he got up from his bed nevertheless.
"'Kay," Suigetsu hung up their call.
Proceeded to turn on the shower, Sasuke glance at the neatly folded clothes upon his drawer as he walked by. The two pieces of his own clothings brought bunch of questions; why she had to go without telling him, what happened to her, how she was feeling. Sasuke tried to shrug off those questions as he let the warm water washed over his body.
But, those questions unexpectedly kept him unsettled more than the obvious fact that Suigetsu had a bad news for him. He wished to see her, yet he doubted himself had the courage.
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e P i L o G u E
Upon the blank-white bedsheet the long cherry blossom hair laid on resembled a paint smearing the canvas recklessly, and yet it turned into a masterpiece instead. Contrast to it, as dark as the rumbling sky outside the jet black hair laid not far from it. It framed his face perfectly as he was on the brink to slumber.
Under the sedative effects of being high after reaching his climax, one hand struggled its way to reach another hand. The subconscious made the two long separate bestfriend craved for each other's warmth again and again. One mind though still wondered about their uncanny acts—as well as exceptional.
Sakura let her hand being taken and held. Her heart still beating as hard as it could for the whole night. And this special treatment by the soon-to-be-unconcsious Uchiha made her chest felt like about to burst and her belly tingling non stop.
He was laying on his stomach while facing her, wear nothing but the blanket over his body. "Forgive me," he mumbled, half his face was burried on the pillow.
She was scooting closer to his warmth, "Why are you keep apologizing to me, Sasuke-kun?"
He was silent for a moment. "I had to."
Sakura's brows furrowed deep, as his words left a strange feeling for her. Why though. She was too tired to ask, so she did him a favor to remain silent and shifted his grip into a clasp.
She took a deep breath and finally caught into slumber just like her companion.
Their hands were holding on to each other for the last remaining hours before Sasuke had to finally let her go. She kissed him goodbye on top of his head, did not forget to whispered her gratitude for the amazing yet bizarre night they had spent together.
The sun's light had not yet grace upon the city of Tokyo when Sakura left the building. The rain from last night had left the city gloomy and cold. She was glad she took Sasuke's grey cardigan with her, so she had something to kept her warm.
The smell that came off of the cardigan almost made her ask the driver to make a quick turn back to the apartment, where the one whom she already missed probably still sleeping soundly. Too bad for her, the ones who were her top priority would always be her patients, no matter how much she desired another.
All she could ever done was hugging the cardigan—while it hugged herself as well—tighter.
Oh. My. God.
It waaaaas haaaard to write a smut and make the characters stay in line. I'm sorry I have to cut or end that 'particular' act when two adults making love because I just can't TT-TT forgive my faint soul TT-TT
