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Eric found Jasper sitting by the catwalk, his legs dangling over the edge. Bella needed rest so Eric told her to rest and that he would go check on Jasper. The things that Jasper said, haunted Eric. He didn't realize that Jasper had developed feelings for Bella. Not in that sense. "You okay?" Eric's rough voice sounded behind Jasper.
Jasper sighed and got to his feet to look at Eric. "I'm angry and I'm hurt." He admitted.
Eric nodded. He was experiencing those same feelings. It was hard to love Bella when she acted the way she did sometimes. "She promised me she wouldn't do it again."
Jasper shook his head. "Everything feels so fucked up right now and I'm just…"he blew out a breath. "She scared the hell out of me Eric." He said, his voice tight.
Eric swallowed, nodding. "Me too."
Jasper ran a hand through his hair. "She didn't have a pulse… and… and… and I could only focus on trying to get her heart started again. I didn't know how long she was down like that. I-"
Eric reached for Jasper, his hands firm on his shoulders, forcing Jasper to slow down and look at him. Jasper sucked in a breath, tears reaching the surface. "She's alive. She's breathing." He reminded him. "You saved her." He whispered the last part, his own voice tight with emotion.
"God Eric, I'm sorry… I fell in love with her." Jasper moved away from Eric now, running his hands through his hair. "I didn't… I didn't mean to. I really… honestly I-"
Eric cut him off. "It's okay."
"It's not okay. Fuck Eric, I'm not… I'm not the kind of guy to just fall in love and have emotions like this. I'm the cool headed one. I-"
"You're still even tempered. Jazz, listen. Does it bother me a little? Yes, of course it does because I love her with everything I am. She is my world. It almost came crashing down and I nearly walked away from the woman I loved because I can't handle the pain. But… I get it. She is a force of nature. She knocks the wind right out of you with just a look. You can't help who you love… you can't. If you are in love with her, I accept that because I know that if something happens to me, then she's going to be loved without a doubt."
"Nothing is going to happen to you. I don't-"
"And you're right. Maybe nothing happens to me, but don't you stop loving her."
Jasper frowned. "I don't understand."
"Bella needs you as much as I do. You're strong and honestly, before her, I could have handled all the shit she went through. I lost my head back when Al died and I nearly lost it again seeing her lifeless on the floor. You… you saved her… both times. I can't… I can't ever begin to repay you for that. So… love her. I understand."
Jasper shook his head and ran a hand through his hair. "I would never… never make a pass at her. You know that right?"
"I know. You wouldn't do anything unless I was there giving you permission to do so." Eric said and crossed his arms.
Jasper blew out a breath. "She is a force of nature." He agreed, nodding. "She's resting now?"
"She is. Everything is going to be okay. Despite what happened tonight, she's going to be okay. We'll work together to make it through this." Eric said reassuringly.
Jasper felt like Eric was right, but he felt so wrong inside. He fell in love with Bella when he shouldn't have and he knew that Eric was hurt by it. That Eric was just shoving down emotion because that was what Eric did. He just nodded, dropping the subject now. He didn't want to talk about it anymore.
Bella was up and back to normal in a couple days. She had plenty of work to follow up on with Max. She kept scanning the children but Max hadn't received the proto type from Erudite to scan everyone now. They had to be built and each device was delicate. She looked through the reports as she walked into Max's office. "I have two kids I found that were about 10 percent Divergent." She announced. She glanced up at Max who was shuffling through papers on his desk. "What are you looking for?"
"I swore I put it here." Max mumbled.
"What is it?" Bella asked again, her voice firm now.
Max looked up at her. "Oh. The paper transmission from Erudite. Jeanine doesn't like to send things electronically for… obvious reasons."
"Right. Do you remember what it said?" Bella asked.
Max sighed. "No. I was drinking a lot last night." He grumbled.
Bella rolled her eyes. "Okay, well, these kids. Want me to deal with it in the morning?"
"Yeah, that's fine." Max said and he rolled his shoulder a little.
Bella used this opportunity to relax Max enough to get information out of him about the other devices she was supposed to receive. She walked over to him, her hands kneading his shoulders to release the tension. It was like he melted under her touch.
"Mmm. That's good."
Bella rolled her eyes again, but only because Max couldn't see her face. "Hmm. Well, you should relax. You tense so much sitting at your desk. You don't get to come out and play much… do you." Her voice dropping seductively.
Max closed his eyes, letting out a relieved sigh. "Mmm. No. But I should. You're not nearly as tense as I am."
"I know how to play." Bella leaned in, purring in his ear.
Shivers rippled through him and he leaned back in his chair some, so he could look up at her. "I would like to see how you play." He said, his voice dropping some.
Bella kept the smile on her face as she looked down at him. Her hand moved up the side of his neck to his jaw. "You couldn't handle me Max." She said, her voice seductive.
"I'd like to try."
Bella patted his cheek and then moved away from the chair. "Hmm. The type of play I do isn't for the faint of heart. You should reevaluate whether you think you're ready for the seductive pain I give."
Max smiled, knowing exactly what sort of play she was talking about. "You're very tempting."
"Hmm, well right now, I've got work to do. Those devices from Erudite, what's going on with them?"
Max sighed. "Jeanine is withholding."
"Oh?"
"She thinks there's an information leak in one of the factions, so she's holing the devices up. Granted they're not all built yet." Max explained and stood and walked over to her. He reached for her, his hands going to her hips, redirecting the conversation.
Bella raised a brow. "You really want to get on your knees and beg today don't you?"
"Maybe I do." Max leaned in close.
Bella put a hand on his chest, gripping a little. "Get on your knees." She commanded.
Max felt excitement rush through him and he did as she asked. He looked up at her, the twinkle of excitement in his eye.
"Good boy." Bella purred intentionally. "Now. Where does she think the leak is coming from. I will address this leak so we can move on with the plan."
"Abnegation. She thinks Marcus is trying to start a coup first."
"Jeanine wants to start hers first." Bella said a statement.
Max nodded. "That's the plan." He said and reached out and ran his hands up her legs.
Bella heard footsteps outside, likely Four or Eric, maybe Lukas, but she didn't make any moves. She looked down at him. "I'll have a chat with Marcus then."
"Mmm. I'll send Eric. I need you here." Max said, drawling out the word need, his hands moving up her thighs now.
The door opened and Eric walked in. He took a moment to look at what was happening. He cleared his throat. "Sir, we had a wall breach. Ravager." His tone was clipped.
Max sighed, removing his hands from Bella and he got to his feet. You could tell he was frustrated with Eric now. "Okay. Who did you send?"
"Four is on it and he took three of the recruits with Lukas." Eric said, standing his hands behind his back now.
Bella looked at her watch. "In that case, I'll head back to testing. And Max."
Max's dark eyes moved to Bella's, a hunger filling them now. "Yes?"
"Needs and wants are two different things." Bella teased. "I'll speak to Marcus in the morning after I have dispatched the two Divergent children."
Max nodded, a small smile on his face. "Very well."
"And Max?" Bella added. He kept smiling at her. "You need to follow the rules if you decide to play with me." She said over her shoulder and then she brushed past Eric on the way out the door.
Max sighed once she was gone and looked at Eric. "Do you ever knock?"
"I've never had to before. How was I supposed to know you were about to fuck Bella."
"No. Not fuck." Max said, leaning back in his chair. "It's something you wouldn't understand."
Eric raised a brow and crossed his arms. "So, your punishment kink. That's what you were doing in here?"
"She doesn't like it when I touch her without permission. I was hoping-"
Eric snorted. "Sir, Bella is many things and something I've learned is that she packs a hard punch. Be careful."
Max smiled. "Oh? Made a pass at her?"
Eric smirked a little. "Do you know who you're talking to?"
"Yes Eric, you've fucked your way through plenty of Dauntless women. You're telling me that you haven't had the chance to fuck Bella."
"I didn't say that. Did I?"
Max smirked a little, leaning forward. "You did. Or at least you tried. She shut you down? It's your pride that's hurt isn't it."
Eric raised a brow. "My pride isn't hurt. Though I have seen her naked."
"Bazaar orgies. I have to get to one of those sometime. Perhaps then I'll be able to see some fun."
Eric smiled again. "You live in this office Max. Though Bella has her favorites." He said and looked at his palm pilot when it beeped. "Hmm. Wall is secured."
Max nodded. "Good. How is work load this week?"
"I have it all taken care of. The new serums were shipped in yesterday and I had them placed in the locked down area." Eric relayed.
"Alright. In that case, I'm going to continue looking for the message from Jeanine. Oh, go with Bella tomorrow with taking care of those Divergent kids and make sure that Marcus doesn't give her issue."
Eric nodded. "Alright. She'll fill me in I guess."
"Yeah, now, you're dismissed. Don't forget to knock next time." Max said and got up from his chair and moved around his office, looking through the messy papers for the one that he needed.
Eric left the office and headed down through the bazaar towards the training room. He saw Bella there with Jasper when he got there. "So, breach is secured." He announced.
Bella looked at the palm pilot and smirked a little.
"What?" Eric asked as he came to a stop beside her.
"Max gave me way more this time."
"He fucking better after what I just walked in on."
Bella patted Eric's chest lightly. "I wasn't going to let him go farther than that."
"Hmm. He thinks it was." Eric said and blew out a breath. "What is it?"
"Marcus. Jeanine knows there's a leak somewhere in the information chain. She thinks it's Marcus because he's trying to start a coup. But she's the one starting one. She really holds little trust for Abnegation." Bella said.
Eric crossed his arms. "Okay, so that's why Max told me to go with you tomorrow to see Marcus."
Bella nodded. "I have two kids to take tomorrow. Anderson and Lola. Seven and nine."
"I suspected Lola." Eric said with a nod. "Anderson is a surprise."
"That's because Anderson is only ten percent. Lola is sixty. I know Jeanine wants us to hold the ones over forty and take to her for whatever the fuck she wants, but I'm not about to hand over a nine year old." Bella said and then subconsciously ran a hand through her hair.
Jasper frowned. "So, what information is being leaked?"
"I would have found that out if someone hadn't interrupted."
Eric rolled his eyes. "Please, he's not going to give you that information."
"He might."
"Not without a price. He's getting really antsy." Eric said with a shake of his head. "Our conversation after you left insinuated he was going to join a bazaar orgy just so he could see some fun."
Bella looked away and thought about it. "Well, if he shows up, then we just have to be there." She said motioning between the three of them.
Eric raised a brow. "You're not suggesting we have an orgy to appease Max's weird kinks are you?"
"That's exactly what I'm suggesting Eric." Bella said. "In the very least if it's with you, then it's not going to be weird." Bella said.
Eric felt uneasy about it. "And if he wants to join?"
"Oh, he won't. Max is impotent in that area Eric. Have you not been paying attention?" Bella asked.
Eric frowned. "How in the hell do you know this?"
"It takes a lot to get a rise out him, number one, but he has issues-"
Eric shook his head. "I really don't want to know how you know this."
"Observation." Bella said and smiled. "I get it, you don't observe the way I do."
Jasper chuckled a little. "Damn darlin' that's cold."
"Yeah, it is." Eric agreed, grumbling.
"Anyways. Orgy at the bazaar if he shows up. I'm with you, we're drunk, because it's an orgy and Jasper is there because at least I'm comfortable with that situation versus someone random. Or Tori. Either works." Bella said, resting her hands on her hips now.
Eric sighed. "Only if he shows up at one of these things. I'm not willingly going to an orgy just for the hell of it. I can do that in our room with people I actually like."
Bella smiled. "Oh? I thought that was a one-time thing."
Eric snorted. "It was. I'm just hypothesizing."
Bella leaned in and kissed his cheek. "Well, I'm sorry you're all bothered by this. I love you." She said and winked at Jasper. "I've got a few things to finish up for the work detail for tomorrow, but I'll see you later." She said and she left Eric there with Jasper.
"She's going to be the death of me." Eric said with a sigh.
Jasper smiled and slapped Eric on the back. "It'll be fine." He said and then walked away.
Lukas had a rough week. Between Bella almost dying and Jasper professing his love for Bella, it was weighing on him. Earlier they took care of the ravager and got the wall secured. After all that physical exertion he just wanted a beer and to relax so he headed to the bazaar before orgy hour. He sat down and the bartender brought him over a beer and Lukas accepted it. He sat there by himself, just thinking about everything. His thoughts trailed off to the night that he, Jasper, Bella and Eric got drunk and had a foursome. He discovered something about himself. Yes, he was attracted to Bella. He admired her beauty and he admired her grace and her skill. But it wasn't Bella that crawled under his skin and sent shivers through his body. It was Jasper. He finished his beer and then signaled for another one right when Eric made it to the bar.
"Look at you drinking alone." Eric said and sat on the stool next to him. "It was a rough day."
"Yeah, that wall breach. I don't know how it happened to begin with. "Lukas said and looked at his brother. "Where is Jasper and Bella.
"Training." Eric said. "Bella is stiff from being stabbed by Tris before you know…"
Lukas nodded and was silent for a moment. "How is she doing?"
"She seems normal." Eric said with a sigh. "Or at least she's getting back to some sort of normal." He said and the bartender brought him bourbon.
"That's good." Lukas said and then took a sip of his beer. "Jasper… he's uh… doing okay?"
Eric swirled his bourbon, looking at it. "His confession was… it shook me a little."
Lukas nodded. "Me too." He said before thinking.
Eric frowned and looked at his brother now. "Wait. Lukas… you… tell me you aren't in love with her." He said, straightening.
Lukas shook his head. "No. God no. I care about her yeah, she's basically like a sister now. As weird as that seems since, you know." He sighed. "It's not her."
Eric was a bit confused, Lukas was just too cryptic sometimes. "Lukas. What are you talking about?"
Lukas sighed. "It's Jasper."
Eric blinked a few times, registering what he just said. "Oh… Oh." He got it. "Well hell, why don't you tell him how you feel?"
"I can't do that. He just professed his love for Bella. He-"
"Jasper swings both ways Lukas." Eric said, taking a drink of his bourbon.
Lukas frowned and looked over at Eric. "What?"
Eric nodded. "Yeah. He's been in more orgies than I have." He submitted and finished his bourbon. He glanced up to see Bella and Jasper walking over towards the bar.
Bella went to Lukas, kissing his cheek and leaning against him. At this point she didn't know why they kept up with the façade, but they were still being careful, her and Eric.
Lukas's arm went around her waist automatically when she did that and he tipped his beer up and finished it.
Peter showed up in the bazaar. It usually wasn't his scene but he walked over to the bar, seeing Bella lean against Lukas while Jasper sat in the middle and Eric was sitting relaxed on the bar stool. He snorted. "Sucking up Jasper in hopes of gaining a leadership position."
"Fuck off Peter." Jasper said.
Bella leaned away from Lukas a little. "It's more than what you do Peter. How's it feel being on the bottom of the board?"
Peter rolled his eyes. "I don't have to prove shit."
"I guess he likes the shitty work details." Bella said and looked at Lukas. "It could get shittier right?"
Lukas nodded, making a hmm sound. "Yeah, it could always get worse."
"I'm not afraid of you." Peter said to Bella.
"That's surprising considering I've broken your arm." Bella said.
Peter scowled. "Fuck you."
"I'll pass." Bella said and grabbed Lukas's hand. "I feel like a tattoo. Care to join me?"
Lukas smiled. "Yeah, the area is getting crowded." He said and stood, his hands going to Bella's hips and they walked away from the bar.
Peter snorted and sat down on a barstool.
Eric raised a brow. "Who the fuck said you could sit down?" He said.
"He's sitting here." Nodding to Jasper.
"I like him. I don't like you." Eric retorted.
"Isn't that favoritism?"
"What are you twelve?" Eric asked. "Get fuck out of here. I'm too pissed off to have to look at your ugly fucking face tonight."
Peter grumbled and stood. "This is bullshit."
"It'll be even more bullshit in the morning when I make you run until you puke." Eric said and brought his bourbon up to his lips and drank, but Peter moved along, leaving the bazaar.
Jasper smiled, laughing a little, taking a drink of the beer the bartender brought him. "You know he's not wrong. It's very clear I'm a favorite."
"So is Chris and Will." Eric pointed out. "And Uriah. But that's because you guys are Dauntless material. Peter is a waste of space." He said and looked towards Tori's tattoo shop. He wanted to talk to Jasper again anyways. "Hey. I did want to talk to you again."
Jasper sipped his beer and nodded. "Alright. What's up?"
"Well number one, you are being fast tracked to leadership. Give it a couple weeks, I'll have you moved. But that isn't it."
Jasper knew that eventually he was going to be moved to leadership. He was number one on the board right now. Uriah and Demetri were under him. Will and Chris right behind that. "Alright. It seems serious by the way you're looking."
"It is. I wanted to talk to you about Bella's absurd plan."
"Oh that." Jasper said with a nod. "Listen, she's just trying to get information out of him. I wouldn't put too much thought into it. I'm obviously not going to do anything that-"
"I know. I just want to tell you that if it comes to that… that I'm okay with it being you."
"Why?"
"Because… we've been there before together and I just… I don't know." Eric said and finished the rest of his bourbon.
A few moments went by of them being silent, just thinking about Bella and what she was trying to accomplish before her and Lukas returned.
Eric looked up. "What is it this time?"
Bella pulled her shirt off over her head and turned to show off the spiraling dragon that slithered along the Japanese kanji on her spine.
"Sexy." Eric said out loud and looked at his watch. "Work force in the morning early for you two. We have to take care of some things in the morning, so it's Lukas and Four in the morning." He explained.
Lukas nodded. Bella told him about the Divergent kids that they had to take care of. "Got it." He said and watched Eric leave.
Bella looked at Lukas. "Is he okay?" She asked.
Lukas nodded. "He'll be okay. Go ahead." He said and watched her leave the bazaar to join Eric.
Jasper watched Lukas as Bella walked away. Usually Lukas watched her leave all the way out of the room, but he turned back to the bar after glancing in her direction. He seemed off somehow. "Hey man, are you okay?"
Lukas nodded. "Yeah, just tired you know." He said and lifted a bourbon to his lips this tip instead of a beer.
Jasper wasn't buying it. "Eric said that she's getting back to normal now."
"Oh, yeah. She's getting there." Lukas agreed.
Jasper studied Lukas. "Then what's got you so gloomy."
Lukas took another drink of the bourbon not saying anything at first. "I'm okay."
"Bull." Jasper said and downed the rest of his bourbon. "Come on." He said and slapped Lukas's shoulder.
Lukas finished his bourbon too and stood and followed Jasper out of the bazaar. They were in the training room now and Lukas was confused.
Jasper turned and looked at him. "Alright, you're frustrated about something and you're forcing your feelings down. Get it out." He said and took a stance.
Lukas sighed. "Jasper, I'm not going to spar with you. I've had three beers and two glasses of bourbon."
Jasper nodded. "Yeah, I know." He said and he stayed in his stance.
Lukas studied Jasper, really looked at him. Jasper was a fine specimen of a human being. His blonde hair was loose instead of being tied back out of his face. His honey eyes were gentle and not guarded like how they were in regular training. He was relaxed. Lukas saw his muscles flex as he settled into the stance. He sighed and took a stance too.
Jasper danced around him and he struck out, Lukas parried and continued to stay one step ahead of Jasper even with his movements slowed with alcohol. Lukas shifted as Jasper came in and he put up a mounting block before sliding in close to Jasper, throwing Jasper off balance, getting him to the ground. Jasper grabbed for Lukas, pulling him in and Lukas was stuck in Jasper's guard now. Jasper had better ground game than him now that Jasper practiced way more.
Their bodies were meshed together rather close and when Lukas tried to go in for side control, Jasper snagged Lukas's wrist, pulling him into an armbar. Lukas tapped and Jasper released his wrist.
Lukas didn't realize how out of breath he was and he just rolled to his back onto the ground, letting his heart rate come down.
Jasper lay next to him, silent at first before he rolled over, getting in a sitting position to look down at Lukas. "You good?"
Lukas nodded. "I was always fine Jasper." He said, taking in a deep breath, which helped calm his heart rate a little more. "You're not okay."
Jasper looked at Lukas. There was so many things that he kept to himself but he decided to just let it out now. "I love her." He admitted and then sighed. "But I know that it's love that is unrequited. I get that and I accept it."
Lukas sat up and studied Jasper. "So, you're moving on?"
Jasper nodded. "Yeah. Doesn't mean I'm not gonna love her. I think that will always be there. But… I feel like I deserve to be happy. Right?"
"Of course you do." Lukas said. "We all deserve to be happy Jasper." He said and looked into his eyes.
They gazed back at each other for a few moments, like they were trapped inside one another. Lukas wasn't sure who leaned forward first, but before he knew it, they were kissing. Jasper's lips were soft against his and it filled him with a new found excitement.
Jasper's hands moved to the hem of Lukas's shirt and he leaned back to pull it off of him before leaning back in, kissing him. He moved smoothly into Lukas's lap, straddling him. Lukas's hands moved to Jasper's hips as he moved and he kissed him back, their tongues mating together in a hot, passionate kiss.
After a few minutes of the intensity of their kissing, Lukas pulled back and put his forehead against Jasper's. He closed his eyes and tried to collect himself.
"Are you okay?" Jasper ventured to ask. He didn't even ask if Lukas was interested.
Lukas nodded, taking in a breath. "We're in the training room." He murmured.
"I know. But are you okay?" Jasper asked, leaning back and forcing Lukas to look up at him with his hands.
Lukas stared back at Jasper. "You have no idea… how badly I have wanted this." He murmured.
Jasper perked up, smiling a little. "Oh? Why didn't you say something?"
"I didn't… think…."
Jasper cupped Lukas's face with his hands. "I am a very passionate lover. Do you want to go back to your room and I show you?"
Lukas smiled. "Yeah. I… really wouldn't mind the experience."
Jasper got to his feet, helping Lukas to his and he grabbed his hand, smiling back at him pulling him along to the stairs that led up to Lukas's room. When they got there, Jasper pulled his own shirt off before he pulled Lukas to him for a deep kiss. Lukas leaned into the kiss his hands sliding up Jasper's body while Jasper's hands moved down Lukas's body to his pants, unfastening them.
Lukas was already turned on and when Jasper's hand stroked over him he moaned against Jasper's mouth, making him break the kiss.
Jasper smiled and stroked him more, watching the pleasure starting to roll over Lukas's face. "Get on the bed." He said, his voice raspy with arousal.
Lukas nodded following Jasper's command, getting on his bed, stepping out of his pants fully. He watched Jasper as he unfastened his own pants, pulling them off. He watched as Jasper's cock sprung to life as it left his boxer briefs. He watched in anticipation, as Jasper came towards him, pushing him onto his back as he climbed onto the bed. Lukas felt like this was a dream, how seductive Jasper was. The way his hands felt against his skin. He watched Jasper dip his mouth down, placing a kiss on his chest, he moved down, his mouth following along his abs, before he came to a pause at his hips. Lukas shivered, his cock hard, dripping in anticipate before Jasper's mouth teased over his cock.
Lukas sucked in a breath and moaned as Jasper's mouth worked. He moaned, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the pleasure Jasper offered him.
Jasper stroked his own cock intermittently while he pleasured Lukas. He moved away, getting a moan from Lukas when he did and a protest when he stopped. He smiled, looking down at him. "Patience." He said and stroked his hand over Lukas's cock before he shifted, his mouth capturing Lukas's again. He leaned back and looked down into Lukas's eyes. "Tell me what you need."
"I need you…." Lukas murmured.
Jasper smiled. "I know that. What do you want me to do?" He whispered, placing kisses along his jaw, stroking Lukas's cock again. "Do you want to be inside me? Do you want me inside you?"
Lukas opened his eyes to look up at Jasper. "This is a first for me." He murmured.
Jasper nodded, smiling. He understood. "Come here." He said and made Lukas sit up. He took Lukas's hand and placed it on his cock. Lukas automatically stroked Jasper. Jasper moved his hand back to Lukas's cock and stroked him, gathering a pleasured sigh out of him.
Lukas moaned again, feeling his cock swell a little. "Jasper." He moaned out.
Jasper smiled and leaned in, kissing him softly. "Show me what you want." He told him, inspiring him to push for more.
Lukas shifted, moving Jasper, turning him where his back was against him. He swooped Jasper's hair away from his neck and he kissed him there, his hands moving over his hips to his cock again and he stroked him fast.
Jasper moaned, letting Lukas play how he wanted. "Do it." He pushed and Lukas brushed his mouth over his shoulder and then bent him over on the bed. He pushed his leaking cock against Jasper before he slid inside him. He shuddered, the tightness almost unbearable to him. Lukas stilled, moaned as he pushed inside Jasper, his hips flush against him. "Jesus… Jasper I'm not going to last long." He said as he shifted his hips a couple times.
Jasper stroked his own cock as Lukas rocked inside him, moaning as he did. His body shook a little from the intensity, but he welcomed it.
Lukas gripped Jasper's hips as he picked his pace, speeding up a little before he felt himself swell tight. He stilled as he came, filling Jasper up.
Jasper moaned as he jerked his hand over his cock, pushing himself towards a climax.
Lukas took a moment to pull out of Jasper, his cock slumping as he did. When he did Jasper moaned. Lukas turned him, forcing Jasper's hand off his cock before he replaced it with his hand. He watched the pleasure on Jasper's face as he neared his end.
"Lukas!" Jasper gasped as he felt his cock surrender and his seed spurt out, lubricating Lukas's hand. Lukas slowed, still stroking him as Jasper emptied himself.
Lukas leaned in, his lips brushing Jasper's and their tongues melted together softly. It was an experience that Lukas would never forget and one that he felt addicted to now that he had done it. He wanted to explore so much more with Jasper.
They lay together in bed after cleaning up some. Lukas's head lay on Jasper's chest and Jasper stroked Lukas's back. They were silent for a time.
"It can get so much more intense." Jasper finally spoke.
Lukas imagined that it could so he nodded. "I believe it."
Jasper smiled and kissed the top of Lukas's head. "I can show you more."
Lukas leaned up a little to look at him. "You want to do this again?"
"Don't you?"
"Well… of course. I just… I… maybe this means more to me-"
"Stop. Don't do that. Don't diminish the feeling."
Lukas nodded, looking away. "Jasper, I have to confess… I-"
Jasper leaned up and kissed Lukas, cutting him off. When the kiss broke, he brushed his hand against his cheek. "It means more to me than you think." He murmured.
"You're not just telling me what I want to hear?"
"Would I do that?" Jasper said with a smile.
Lukas smiled. "Well… I know that you have feelings for Bella, and I… I have these feelings for you Jasper. I admire your strength and I wish to be so much more… with you."
Jasper smiled and nodded. "Okay. I can do that."
"I don't want you to feel obligated to be anything with me though."
"I want to." Jasper reassured and kissed him again. "Let's take time to explore each other. "
Lukas smiled. He didn't think that this was where he would end up tonight, but he was happy he did.
